#my life is hell

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

I hate when I get tik toks about deadly diseases because then I convince myself that it will 100% happen to me and that I’m actively dying

#I had beef for the first time in like a month #and then I get hit with the prion tik tok #telling me about how I will die in three months #and now I have been obsessing over it #because it’s something that you can’t stop #so yeah #my life is hell #vent

[marsupials-of-mars]

Synopsis:

Since the events of episode 6, Duck has picked up on a change in the red one's behavior. Specifically, towards him. While the beast's internal workings befuddle him, he's intrigued by the prospect of developing their relationship (whether Red wants to call it that or not). But how is romance meant to be properly navigated? Maybe he can get some guidance from a couple new educational friends?

Taglist: @bicon-crange @sherbetyy

#Born to write cute kissing #forced to write a fucking song #my life is hell #dhmis #red guy #fluffybird #duck dhmis #duck guy #yellow guy #dont hug me im scared

[ursifors]

me: i'm having a really bad day, might as well watch the stream to cheer up

jeremy: *moans*, yells at me for telling him to stop moaning, declares that today's stream will only be sex noises, talks to platy about the first episode of black mirror for like 10 minutes,

me: okay i feel better but?????? at what fuckign cost????

#my life is HELL #yelling

[candyredterezii]

dani why are you getting assigned strider kins on anon like it's 2015 again

#candyredask #anonymous #MY LIFE IS HELL

[lifblogs]

I got an appointment with an epilepsy specialist!!!!

#personal #i'm so excited #my life is hell #i do have to wait till the 20th for the appointment #but holy crap!! #i have one!! #also thank you neurology for taking this seriously

[ivebeendeadforsolong]

I was in such a good place for awhile at least a good place for me and now I feel like my mind is crumbling and I feel like any day I'm going to break, I've started cutting again, Ive been starving myself then throwing up what I do eat, if it wasn't for my job id have no motivation to get out of bed. I cant live this way... I hate myself and blame myself for everything... I just don't have the want or motivation to be alive anymore to be completely honest. ..

#self destruction #sh trigger warning #sh relapse #ed disorder #my life is hell #sewerslidal

[77ngiez]

hhaha yeah the mill remix is coming along swimmingly [I DID IT IN THE WRONG KEY]

#A MINOR. WHY IS IT ALWAYS A MINOR. #THE MILL IS IN D MINOR!!!!!!! #I WRITE EVERY DAMN SONG IN A MINOR EVEN WHEN I DON'T INTEND TO #MY LIFE IS HELL #77ngiez.txt

[scum-belina]

I'm so desperate for a job I might just do this God HELP

#I'm not cut out to be a waitress but they're the only ones desperate enough to hire someone with as little experience as I have #my life is hell #I'm scared I'll get harassed bc it's happened so often in my life from men AND women and I'm scared i won't get tipped good enough #point is I am always so scared and depressed

[darkskiesahead-77]

#pintrest #purple asthetic #my life is hell

[buggoblin2]

Ah yes, tis i, the anon that keeps saying to take Bloodmoon and throw him in peoples ask boxes

#im fully srs #i have said that before #dont blame me #i dont like Bloodmoon #yet i still right about him #my life is hell #KHDHDJADH

[liliththequeenofdemons]

Yay another random ass vent about my shitty past bc my brains playing it on loop

One time my dad was mad at me about something idr what and we were in a car so when I thought he was done I put on my headphones to comfort myself when he told me to take them off bc and I quote "You can't just put on your damn headphones and go into your little world like nothing happened" or some shit like that

So now whenever I'm thinking of my comfort character (CM) comforting me after something bad happens I immediately feel ashamed of myself even more and guilty

And he says that I'm "not traumatized"

#vent post #vent #tw vent #i fucking hate my life #i fucking hate my dad sometimes #i should just shut up #i should just die #i wanna kms #my life is hell

[revenuevegetable]

they should invent a way to quit smoking that doesn’t make you want to punch your walls or break down crying every second of the day

#i’m actually losing it #quitting smoking #cigarettes #are so ​lana del rey coquette until you have a chemical dependency #mental turmoil #woohoo #my life is hell #never back down never what #lennen rambles

[thetimelordbatgirl]

I'm at the point with, "Did I Mention", where as soon as I hear a LITTLE bit of it in a video on D1, I just have to pause to cringe just because of how bad the song is.

#i hate writing this song in fanfics #i really fucking do #and just my luck! i have to still in some fics #my life is hell

[transarsonist]

hey! not ebegging this time, just letting yall, my beloved blorbos from the online, know where im at and whats up

ive been chased out of my apartment by people who dont even officially live there

they've decided im a nazi and a thief, ive been directly informed that they do not intend to respect my basic humanity, and indirectly informed that they will intentionally make my life a living hell until i leave IMMEDIATELY [despite the fact that my lease is sposed to be up on the 30th, and that was how all of the plans i'd been tentatively making were shaped] the landlady is apparently fine with this

im going back to my parents house. its not going to be good for me but i cant stay in this state anymore, i need to feel safe.

right now im in the cheapest hotel in minnesota (idk that might be literal) and i intend to collect everything i can tomorrow, shove it into my car, and make decisions about what exactly to do.

probably going to drive 8 hours this weekend

might stay in the hotel another night, idk, idk if i can afford it or what, im trying.

#my life is HELL #ngl lowkey wanna die but i refuse to give them the satisfaction

[lill-cute-fluffy-devil]

Ok, I'm kinda going against the storm. (That's a saying i just made up lol.) Here's why, most students at my school are jerks. Very grumpy and don't like enthusiastic people like me. So, apparently some people have... Taken some form of an advantage from that. Some kids are "trying to break me." But, no one has managed to fully break me yet! You know the saying, "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me"? Lies. Words can hurt more than anything. I know that for a fact. (Sadly) I've gotten used to it a little. (Some of my classmates said/say, "shut you f#cking furry a$$ mouth" , "Raise your hand if your hate furries", and other things along the lines of they hate my guts.) It's... It's actually starting to cause me a lot of anxiety and depression at this point. I actually don't know how long I can keep myself together. Recently, one if my neighbors was pushing me around and punching me. Trying to steal my stuff and claiming it as hers. (But i was too scared to get in trouble if I fought back. I didn't even tell my mom) So here's what I have too say about that, I'm done with being used as someone else's toy!!!! I'm done with being used as an excuse for taunting and bullying!!!! I'm done with being used as a punching bag!!!! I'm done with being a sad excuse for a person!!!! I want to be me, I want to be friends with people, I want to live a life without bullies, I want to live a life where I'm not getting beat up. I don't know how long before I snap and leave.... I don't know know how long before they stop.... I don't know how long before I just scream at their faces.... I just don't know.... I just.... I think i need to take another break. Things are just not going good for me. And I don't think they ever will.... I'm at the edge of the cliff if life and death right now. I don't want to be pushed iff into death.... So I am gling on break

#big vent #my life is hell #My life is going to TAKE me to hell #The students and neighbors already make it feels like it #I might be going on another temporary hiatus #I don't know when I'll come back #But for now #I'm leaving Tumblr #I will come back #Just after this sh!t passes #so dont worry #I'll hopefully be fine after a few weeks #I just need to help me mental and physical health

[lemon-wedges]

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#my computer charger isnt working....... #so i wont be able to draw today #my life is hell #OTL #if i reblog more bvz content today knows its cause im trying to comfort myself #aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH