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the-crimson · 8 months

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God I can’t stop thinking about bbh’s fight with code Tilin yesterday… not only was he able to keep toe to toe with Tilin, he did it all of his own merit and intelligence. He made the battle backpack that keeps him armed at all times. He didn’t pop a single totem during the fight. At one point - just before Etoiles came in and got the kill, Tilin was trying to escape bbh. And he did it all with a broken mouse.

It really feels like an analogy of his whole arc right now.

Bad could have been the one that killed the code Tilin, he got its health down to a one shot, but Etoiles was lucky and arrived just in time to have the final blow. No one remembers how Bad tanked that fight and could have beat it on his own - only how his magnets kept picking up peoples weapons and how Etoiles got the finishing blow.

To the rest of the island, Bad is the insane one obsessed with Skeppy. He’s helpful and rich but annoying. He’s always there to the point people take him for granted.

Of course he’ll be able to baby sit ur kids. Foolish doesn’t even ask, he just assumes. Of course he’ll help with a dungeon. Of course he’ll give you resources. Of course of course of course

Etoiles is the only one who recognizes Bad’s martial prowess. Baghera and Foolish are the only ones who recognized Bad’s spiraling mental health. Bad went on vacation in an attempt to tell the islanders that he can’t be counted on right now but they still ask and ask and ask it never stops

There is a reason I resonate so hard with all of bbh’s characters because they are just like me. Bad puts others first at the expense of himself but is taken for granted. When talking about who helped the island the most Forever presented these larger than life projects he completed like the NINHO that completely over shadowed Bad because they are tangible. How do you present on a slide show that Bad is the sole reason no eggs have died from neglect since trump? How do you show that Bad has probably given more resources, armor, and backpack upgrades to the islanders than any other player? Almost all of the eggs are wearing armor Bad made and enchanted specifically for them. But this is expected. No need to show gratitude when that’s just who Bad is. No one stops to think that this selflessness might have a toll on him when no one stops to reciprocate his kindness.

From the very beginning Bad has played a support role for everyone else. Is this all bbh is to the rest of the island? A resource farm and a babysitter? A secondary character to grander, more important stories?

#qsmp #crimson speaks #idk he makes me emotional #hits too close to home #selflessness to the point of self annhilation #my life story

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dear-ao3 · 9 months

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#ao3 #ao3 tags #ao3 funny #thank you for submitting !!#submission #my life story

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darkrebelkat · 4 months

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#the garden of the crow #music is everything #my life story

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thesoftboiledegg · 3 months

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If it's not gay, then I go away.

#my life story #me

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toointojoelmiller · 6 months

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things I was going to do today: many

things I did today: none

#whoops #my life story

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moonlight-rider25 · 2 years

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#pratical magic #sandra bullock #nicole kidman #my life story #90s nostalgia #90s women #90s witches #magic #1998 pratical magic #1998 movie

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fluffypencil · 3 months

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#my life story #iwbft #i was born for this #lis2

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la-lil-alien · 2 years

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fetish3d · 3 months

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Running Out of Heartbeats

#music #my life story

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pumpkins-collective-life-stories · 5 months

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The Tragic Betrayal, And A Beautiful Romance That Never Worked Out In The End.

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darkrebelkat · 2 months

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#all me #my truth #real life #my life story

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lgbtq-archives · 8 months

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𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐎𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐌𝐲 𝐀𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 & 𝐓𝐰𝐢𝐧 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫

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aromanticduck · 2 years

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I remember when I was bored in computer lessons in high school, I used to go on WikiAnswers (idk if it exists any more - it was like proto-Quora) and write joke answers until I got banned.

#organic home grown content #my life story #ok to reblog #changing my personal tag

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the209social · 9 months

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When Feelings Die

1:15pm Young and Beautiful (Orchestra) [From the Great Gatsby] -Stringspace (On Repeat)

07.26.23

Where to begin. Life has been so good to me this year that i've lost track of so many things that use to haunt my mind. I want to go back to a the night that i was hanging out with David. When i'm with David i feel like i can be myself, but only to a certain extent. On August 7th it will be four years since i met David in that coffee shop that late afternoon. It has been a crazy four years and during that time i fell head over heels for him and then he crushed my heart by telling me he was more into girls than guys. I remember how crushed my heart left. I wanted to get away from him so that my heart would stop falling even deeper in love with him. Mind you i did stop talking to him for a good three or four months. I did some heavy searching within myself during that time. There were friends who helped me out and distracted me by going hiking with me and inviting me to events. Plus Covid had just started and towns were on lockdown so that helped me to pull away as much as possible.

Somehow i managed to let go. Maybe it was because David and i only went through a talking stage. We were never official and i would never claim that we were, but i wish i would of been given the opportunity to demonstrate to him how much love i had for him at the time. It's just feelings lost in the wind now. Well months did go by and eventually he reached out again and we became really good friends. As our friendship grew we became more open with each other (at least i did). I trusted and trust David so much.

Fast forward to a couple months ago... i began to realize that when David and i talked about relationships and expectations with partners i would bring up Romeo a lot. I think at first it wasn't done on purpose but as time went by Romeo's name kept coming up more and more when David and I were together. I don't know what my intentions were but after i would mention Romeo i would instantly regret it and i wanted to swallow my words back immediately. Then one day as David and i sat there in my car at our lookout point in the mountains, watching the sunset over the San Joaquin Valley, we were talking and i brought up Romeo's name. I brought up his name to illustrate an example to something we were talking about (after all Romeo was all i knew for so many years). I saw as David's eyes looked out the front window of the car, his sight lost in the sunset as he held on the steering wheel of my car. Quietly he turned to look at me and asked a question no had asked me before.

"Would you get back with Romeo if he came back into your life?" I sat there in shock. That is the last thing that i expected him to ask me but then again in the back of my mind i wondered to myself: well if you always bring up Romeo what did you expect? In the past when people would bring up Romeo i would feel a knot in my stomach. I would get nervous and anxious but in a good way. Like when you're excited. This time i sat there staring into David's eyes and his face and for the first time i realized that i didn't want to be with anyone else in that very moment but David. "No." I replied to David in a stern voice. "I would never want to go through that again. I can't say that i wouldn't let him back in as a friend, but those feeling i once had are no longer there." "He would need to bring the stars down to win me over again." David just shook his head in agreement.

When David and i go to our lookout point i usually drive there and he drives back. This time was no different. As soon as the sun set I made sure to tell him i loved him and he replied, "I love you to." David drove home that day.

With my new increase in salary the school district asks that we work an additional 50 days that we use to have off. So now I have to work the whole month of June. I had a trip to Mexico planned for late June and i took the last two weeks off and returned 3 day prior to the month ending so that i could turn in all my reports and paperwork. The plan was to stay the entire month of July and enjoy the rest of my summer break here in the states with my friends. I decided i would start going to the park to walk 3-5 miles daily to get back into better shape. The week i was back i was going every morning but one day my cousin and friend asked me to go walking in the afternoon, so i said yes.

We were on our last lap and my friend said "To your left." So i looked to my left and behind me thinking there was someone coming up behind that needed to jog by. "There is no one there," I replied. "No, look to your left amigo," he stated again. I looked over to my left and across the street and there was a guy dressed in a mariachi suite leaning on a red car looking at me. I had my dark shades on so i really couldn't see clearly, but to be honest i didn't think it was Romeo who was looking back at me. I looked ahead and i told my friend "I don't think it's him." We finished our lap and bought some fruit to eat. We walked back to my car and drove off. When going home i drive around the park and i happen to drive down the street where that man dressed in a mariachi suit was parked. As i turned to drive into that street i saw that there were other people there dressed in a mariachi outfits. I slowed down as to not hit anyone and made eye contact with Romeo for a split second. It was him. As i drove by my mind did not care. That anxious feeling in my stomach was no longer there. It was like as if i was looking at a total stranger on the street. It was at that point that i new my feeling for Romeo had died. I did not go home to think about him and to be very honest David is who came to mind. It was at that point I understood that David was who i loved now and it had been for a long time, i was just scared to admit it.

I didn't want to feel love for David because i know he feels nothing for me. And for me to get my hopes up with a man who has been clear that he does not want anything but a friendship with me is like stepping into another situationship like the one Romeo and I had. So that same week i booked a ticket to return to Mexico City and to gather my thoughts. I stayed out there the rest of the month of July. I would be lying if i said i did not think of David while i was out there. I even spoke to my cousin about my feelings and situation and she gave me very good advice. I guess i'm scared to implement it. Just like with Romeo im scared to lose something i don't have.

It's hard for me to set friendship boundaries with David because i wholeheartedly love him. I know i need to talk things out with him but i'm scared to. I guess only time will tell what will happen, but that is story for another time.

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#love #my memoir #memoir #love story #my life story

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findasongblog · 11 months

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Find A Song about not wanting to feel anymore

My Life Story - Numb Numb Numb

Added to FAS Spotify playlist indie pop.

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#music #music blog #indie music #alternative music #indie pop #My Life Story #Numb Numb Numb #hurt #indie #alternative #find a song

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ek-ranjhaan · 2 years

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I think I was Murphy's lover in my previous life and he specifically made the law on me and my life. Unfortunately, it remains persistent in this life as well.

Such was the intensity of his feelings.

I feel loved.

But what was the ducking need for my foolish soul to reincarnate.

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