#my other best friend dyed it for me

[fuckinart]

The most important factor in toxicity is the chemical structure of a substance—what it is made of, what atoms and molecules it contains and how they are arranged.

#Danny Phantom #Danny Fenton #art #comic #sketch #artists on tumblr #yeah i've decided to just post the sketches instead of the touch up because i like the former better #anyways here's Understanding Toxic Substances the comic i've been dying over for months & months now #i was researching for FOtPoD & came across this PDF & kinda got possessed by my DP hyperfixation #never drew a comic so fast before #anyway all of this was drawn in one go with like. no touching up or anything so excuse weird anatomy #other than that i think it's good for a sketch. usually for me at least one panel ends up looking super duper fucked up #i gotta also finish the black bear FOtPoD comic & also the gay marriage & boy best friends one or whatever it's called #i'd also like to finish the Laika comic even though I already wrote it into a fic to avoid making the comic #so many comics i need to make & i'm sure i'm forgetting some

[cashmere-caveman]

My Country: The New Age, Episode 16 & Leonard Cohen's final letter to his dying muse Marianne Ihlen

#my country: the new age #seo hwi #nam seon-ho #this was supposed to b part of a larger thing but it drove me too insane #like. bro. BRO!!!!!!! [i explode into a giant heap of toxic sludge] #watching this show has opened up so many new fun ways to go mad im just !!!! out of my mind. like they did that #they didnt have to do that and yet. #they did that #in the name of the best friends to enemies to dying in each others arms enjoyer community: yang sejong and woo dohwan thank u for ur servic #anyway i watched this scene and i immediately had to think of this quote. do u get it #cavetext #words #mctna #nam seon ho #caveweb

[imminent-danger-came]

The 1x00 AHiB -> 4x06 glowup

#this just reminded me I need to make a ''being there for your friends when they need you'' post #because that shit is EVERYWHERE #LIKE THAT'S ALL THEY FUCKING TALK ABOUT #''It's okay sandy! You're always there for us when we need you. The least we can do is be there for you when you need us.'' (4x06) #''No! Mei is my best friend. I'd never abandon her when she needs me—we're heroes! It's what we do!'' (3x10) #''You don't know! We'd risk it for sure! I won't abandon them when they need us'' (4x02) #''As long as I'm doing something to help out a friend- I don't mind what it is! I just want to be there for 'em when they need me.'' (2x08) #''Wukong only values people by how useful they are to him'' (3x08) #''No no honestly—this is exactly what I need right now. I'm trapped under a mountain- but the 6-earred macaque brought me a peach!'' #(4x11) #Literally just the shit off of the top of my head #and then. And then that in contrast with #''I get it. I'd do anything for my friends! But at the cost of the world?'' LIKE GOD DAMMIT LEGOS #You took the basic bitch ''Help you friends'' theme and went ''But what if helping your friend hurt others'' like come on man #Hello #Where am I #I'm dying. I'm dying #Okay imma go do hw......I guess....whatever.... #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk parallels #lmk Sandy #lmk Mei #lmk Pigsy #lmk Tang #OH GOD ALSO. ''I will become someone they can depend on...the way I can always depend on them!'' (3x08) #AND #''But you're always there when I need you- so it's time for me to return the favor!'' (2x04) #Which also just ties into ''we'll figure this out together'' as a whole right #what. ever.

[evenings-at-the-seaofquanta]

Having a moment rn

Also on a more general note:

#honkai impact 3rd #hi3 aponia #hi3 kalpas #hi3 vill v #hi3 flamechasers #meme #thinking about the flame chasers makes me want to bite things but these 3 in particular... #aponia is an incredibly interesting and complex character morality/ethics-wise + i love her role in the elysium everlasting arc #both in the er ch3 with the ''predetermined fate vs free will'' thing and in the story part being the ''human controller'' of the realm #(shes also my best built character and long-time main but thats not what im talking about) #kalpas. at first you think hes only ''the angry destructive one'' but then you find out more about him and his interpersonal relationships #and it just hits you how much he cares. him dying to prove his best friends innocence. his last convo w/ aponia. everything abt him + emile #oughhhh #AND VILLV!! At first i didnt pay her much attention but her arc in ch30 + getting to see her inner workings (literally and figuratively) #changed that completely. original vill-v my beloved #i could also go on and on about them and many other fcs (kosma griseo pardo etc etc) but ill stop now. enjoy the memes #from the sea of queue-anta #<- look i have a funny queue tag now

[theygender]

Apparently the scene you get with Shadowheart if you get her approval all the way up and then tell her you want to get to spend time with her is the same one you're supposed to get at the tiefling party, which means if you trigger it early you may not get any scene with her at the party at all. This made things pretty confusing when I showed up expecting to advance my romance with her and instead she just gave me some generic "lol wine is good huh" dialogue meanwhile every other companion* BUT her was actively trying to jump my bones... Literally just had to beat everyone else off of my Tav with a stick and then go to bed alone 😔

*Except Lae'zel, who instead went on an unprompted rant about how she knew I wanted to fuck her sooo bad but I had Pissed Her Off by making her be Nice to People so now she would NEVER allow me the pleasure of having crazy hot githyanki sex with her. (She propositioned me a few days later anyways)

#i seem to have accidentally started a romance with lae'zel astarion AND gale in addition to shadowheart 😭 #like the next day i had a notice to talk with astarion and it was the scene where hes talking about not being able to see his reflection #and it was literally like dodging fucking bullets trying to pick an option that wasnt flirting #i ended up having to pick some mean dialogue that was like 'maybe its for the best youre not exactly aging gracefully' #bc the ONLY other two options were like 'tell him you think hes beautiful' and 'gaze lovingly into his eyes' or some shit #and i was like '...okay im picking the mean one but i mean it as a joke. maybe it can be a joke' and i picked it an he was all horrified #but then the next dialogue gave me an option to say 'lol im just kidding' and i was like PHEW #but then he just went back to being fucking flirty again and was like 'really~ well then tell me what you like about me the most' or smth #and i was like FUCK. NO #but then the next dialogue tree in addition to having the normal flirty options had three additional options #that were like 'youre fine. but lae'zel/gale/shadowheart? now theres real beauty' #and i was like. fuckin. OKAY #ill wonder wtf those other two are doing there later but for now ill pick the one where i tell him in interested in shadowheart #so i picked that option and this bitch fucking APPROVED. told me he was going to have to work harder to keep up with his competition #like SIR. what do you MEAN competition. i let you bite me ONE time bc you said you were dying of thirst and i wanted to help a bro out #and then the next morning i immediately told you i didnt like it and i never wanted it to happen again #what do you mean competition dude you arent even on my radar 😭 im a DYKE #and why were lae'zel and gale there as options too?? #the next night i got gales weave scene where he shows my character how to use magic #(my tav was pretty unimpressed as a fellow mage tbh but hes my friend and i was being polite) #and when i clicked the option to clearly say at the end that i was not interested in having an intimate moment with gale #he got all misty eyed and was like 'oh how quickly these moments fade away...' #like bro the moment didnt fade away i politely shut it down on purpose bc im not interested. what are you talking about #and THEN i got lae'zel trying to fuck me and when i turned her down she gave me the exact same dialogue #about how i would miss out on having hot githyanki sex with her. AGAIN #yall im JUST trying to romance shadowheart 😭 leave me alone #if anyone else is gonna try to trap me into flirting with them then at least let it be karlach next time please 😭🙏 #(ill come back for lae'zel on another playthrough bc being between her and shadowheart sounds like a safety hazard tbh) #rambling

[shima-draws]

Getting into Danganronpa was a mistake /j

#Shima speaks #NFNSNFMMSMFMSMSKSKD #Danganronpa #Danganronpa 2 #I can’t. I can’t this is so funny I’m literally dying from laughter #Server shenanigans #My friends are the best what other people would be willing to match ridiculous nicknames with me #MELON MONSOON…

[fridayiminlcve]

if i dont move to nyc or london or paris by age 27 what is the point of anything

#i looooove my city so much you guys like if i wasnt who i am (queer) rn i would be so fucking glad that i am in my current city but #i loooove art and history and fashion and stuff and this citymight be about second best for all that but its still soo crowded #people WILL judge no matter what you wear something cutesy and people dont shut up especially when ur 16 and tagging along with your mom to #the mall or something and everyone just stares and even among your classmates ive been complimented so many times #for my unique style or whatever (aka i have beaded shoelaces and wear lots of jewelery and absurd ass eyeliner) and theyre like oh #n******** is so fancy itni stylish bandi hai woh and its so attention grabbing but i dont want it to be a big deal !!! #i want to like 20 badges and wear insane makeup and dye my hair without calling much attention to myself!!! #of course i know that will change slowly as you go in to uni and meet ppl of your type instead of a bazaar market and youll pick ur own #friends who r like minded but considering this is india how many people can you truly find. #also my next two years are going to be spent in a college for jee and neet kids #you can wear what you want theres no dress code but you have to appear serious studious and simple if you want to be taken seriously #elle woods at harvard law type #i asked my mom to get an industrial & second lobe piercing and actual dyed hair and shes like turn twenty get into a good college then do #not bc she minds she allowed me to get my hair dyed at age 13 but to go in th college im going to there is SO SO much rigour #and if you dont show yourself as professional and shit they will keep you in lower effort self study classes instead of best of the best #i KNOW how difficult moving abroad is bc my family does not have that money i need to do it myself its so so expensive bc the money #itself has such a high value compared to here (you see americans cribbing abt 30$ hourly wage but here that is 2500inr) #2500 inr is as much as an expensive pair of jeans here. expensive clothes here r 30$ and in usa its 300$ . see the diffence #im changing topics so much but sometimes i do feel this place is suffocating #its a priviledge i have that i can even think about going abroad comapred to other indians but still #dp you get what i mean #and ik movies and all are very romanticised so it might not even be this way in western cities and just an idealisation but still #if things change around here then the entire question of going anywhere is out the window anyway #smalltown boy will byers moment #dni if you read all this and plan on replying unless ur a close mutual (close mutuals u know who u are) #also if someone says why would you want to go to usa uk paris when they colonised your country shut up <3 shut up very much <3

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Just found out my two siblings are in my mom's will, but not me. Also my grandpa has told the entire family about his engagement. Except for me. Also my dad told my siblings that he and my mom bought a plot of land. Can you guess who they haven't told?

#these tags are about to be a massive trauma dump tbh so avoid if you want #when i was fifteen i came out as trans. and my mom was terrible about it. and my dad was up for a promotion so we were considering moving #and i found a list of my moms pros and cons for moving. on the pros was 'people there dont know about (deadname)' #so that was ideal for a suicidal fifteen year old to find. and tonight i just learned that im not in her will #both of my siblings are. but im not. and its just always been like this #im treated like im not part of the family anymore. and it's been that way since i was fifteen #i heard from my brother that my grandpa is engaged. and he told both my siblings about it directly. he never told me #i reach out to my parents. i never hear back. my aprents text my sibling to check on me (sib and i live together) #everything is kind of shit rn. one of my rats is dying. my family doesnt love me. im broke. my best friend and i arent really talking #because he fucked my ex gf and now things arent really the same anymore. strangely enough. he doesnt reach out anymore #so i have no one to talk to about any of this shit #last night i was crying about my rat and i guess my roommate heard it cuz this morning they said #'are you okay? if you ever need someone to talk to who will never bring it up again you can talk to me' #and thats the most loving thing ive heard from someone in months. from a woman ive known since august #im. just. at a loss. since i found out tonight. that im not in my mom's will #its not about money. or assets. its about the fact that im her fucking child and both of her other children are in it but im not #after she dies shes willing to help them out but i can get fucked ig #i wonder if im gonna be invited to my grandpas wedding. i wonder if any of them would want me at their funeral #i wonder if any of them would come to mine

[kyberbonsai]

It’s now Iäna Pel-Thenhior‘s turn, I just love this man! I think I might have gone a bit heavy on the earrings, but he’d pull it off anyway

The brush I used for the hair is by JasonMoon on clip studio assets

(Click for better quality 🎭)

[ID: A digital drawing of Iäna Pel-Thenhior from The Witness for the dead. Iäna is half goblin and half elf with dark gray skin, golden eyes and long locs in two braids. His hair is adorned with golden rings and he wears many golden earrings with jade gems at the end. End ID]

#Iäna Pel-Thenhior #Iäna you are my best friend #The goblin emperor #TGE #The Witness for the dead #the grief of stones #Oh my GOD I need more Iäna #and more Iäna/Thara content #I am dying their dynamic is everything I've ever wanted #Iäna is so good #We all need a Iäna to be excited to hang out with our sad sad selves #my art #Kyber Bonsai #Also I'm working on a comic page with him and Thara #Let's see if I ever finish it #If there's a discord and it's open for new members *please* let me know #I need to talk about tge series with other humans #my friends did not read it and probably won't

[hazmatazz]

haz buddy i just scrolled through 50 of the same image of mike stranger things. hows it hanging

#he's so important to me. #it's not about the image it's about the Text. mikeslawyer is sooooo right he's not a bad person he's just a good person surrounded by bad #and nobody in my irl gets that!!!! they all hate him!!!! but they're wrong!!!! he's just my little guy....he needs to be ok.... #you can't blame him for how he's turned out! his parents are kinda sucky. he was there when he bestfriend was kidnapped and fake died #and then he saw this other friend like kill herself to save them all. then his best friend got possessed and more ppl died #and then ppl keep dying and bad things keep happening and he's just trying to have the same problems normal teens have but government agents #and SHOOTING at him and he's not worried about if el and him are ok he's more worried if el is ok because the alternative is DEAD #and he's just 15!! he's going through years worth of trauma and he's a kid and everyone (even the audience) is unreasonably mad at him!!! #very. passionate about flawed characters......they're so important..... #asks

[reionized]

...

#i think i should switch unis #but also ik id suffer from extreme self comparison if i were to switch #i also have a feeling ill always regret not applying downtown #always thinking about what my life wouldve turned out to be #delete later ig #also ill have to take organic chemistry in the summertime #ill. talk to my mother over reading week #because i cannot take it anymore #thinking about this has destroyed my midterm motivation #pro other campus: bigger and has more activities - both of my best friends are studying there - more bursaries available - more profs #has EXTREMELY interesting 4th year courses #“biochemistry of cancer” are you shitting me #cons: 2h travel time daily ( :D ) #will probably be dying due to self comparison again #WILL be dying due to bigger workload #ill talk to mom and see what she says. if she approves then ill send in the transfer application

[disengaged]

wrote a 6 page acid-fueled letter to my ex about how i’m still in love with him and probably always will be, blah blah blah . his reaction ?? asking if i want to go on a trip to montreal to get tattoos together

#he’s like ‘yeah let me know when and i’ll buy plane tickets’ like fuck all the way off oh my god. oh my GOD my poor confused little feeling #s #pegasus speaks #to clarify #he read the letter over xmas holidays & later that same day we hung out and did errands for 7h and talked about it once for like 10min #and it was awful and i felt like dying of shame #he told me he’d write a letter back once he had some time to reread it and think it over #it has now been three (3) weeks #& nothing has changed & we still talk all day every day . because he is my best friend . #and now i’m just waiting for the other shoe to drop . #this shit feels like fucking chinese water torture

[mccleans]

#spent all day helping my best friend move into her new flat #and it was really lovely to be able to be there for her and help her unpack and set everything up #bc her bf (one of my other flatmates) is going travelling for a couple of years in march so obvs he's moving out and they're breaking up #which is why SHE had to move out bc she couldn't afford the rent on a double room by herself #and she's only just moved down the hill like literally a five minute walk which is obviously amazing #she's not ages away yk #and she's moved in with our mutual friend which is nice too #but on a selfish note now i'm left behind in a flat with four 20 year old couples #and i'm now the outside friend like i'm the one who has to go home yk rather than being the one in the home #and i'm just dreading being alone so much of the time like cooking dinner alone and coming home from work and being alone etc #and i'm worried as well that in the new flat they'll get really close and i'll be like forgotten about and left behind #and i know this is all catastrophising and mind reading and all those therapy phrases #but it just sucks. it really sucks #i had to walk home in the rain just now up the hill at half 12 at night #and i cried the whole way because it just all sucks so bad #i knoooooow obviously there's worse problems in the world there's people that are dying kim etc etc #but i'm just very sad about it right now. very very sad about it #so it's 1am and i'm going to sleep and i will wake up at 4am for the match and arsenal better fucking pull through for me #goodnight love u all sleep well appreciate the people in ur life x #also i mean two 20 year old couples lol i don't have eight flatmates

[kingdomoftyto]

I just looked up the beanie babies I mentioned in the tags of my last reblog, and not only is my beloved "otter" apparently called a "ferret" by most of the internet (and a non-specific "mustelid" by specialty sites) but he actually had his tag poem changed shortly after his debut because the original was too violent???

HELLO?????????

#ignore me #MY CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND RUNNER?????????? #I'm dying to know if I had the serial killer version or the family friendly version but I always tore the tags off on principle as a kid #and I understand they're implying mongoose from the poem but dammit I stand by my original claim that he's an otter #his tail is a big flat paddle!!!! it's his swimmin' rudder!!!!!! #(the other beanie baby I mentioned before was just an Ally the alligator btw. not nearly as exciting though we had many good adventures)

[possiblytracker]

valentines day became a lot more fun and less agonising to me as an ace-aro person after it finally clicked over the past few years that whatever the fuck happens today is what i make of it, and that can and does include loving and appreciating the shit out of the friends ive decided i'd like to spend my life with in a way that i can define on my own terms not limited to the generic concept of romance. which i absolutely revel in doing, personally

#first and last post im gonna make about it BUT #kinda wild as a kid who got picked on on vday and got Insanely bitter abt the whole holiday for most of my teenage years #and coped by being 'totally fine with' the idea of living and dying alone bc who could Possibly want to get that close on my terms #that im here now and actually vibing with it #and like. if you hate vday personally i am giving you a pat on the back in solidarity. me too still for the most part #i am not going to be annoying about it for your sakes i respect you so much. best of luck avoiding Designated Love Day #but i am personally reclaiming this shit as a semi-recently discovered Bitch Who Yearns. #what a nice day to consider love in all its incredible forms! how great to remember i love and am loved in return #despite the years and years of thinking it just wasnt something that even loosely applied to me #funny how that works out sometimes. that im still learning things about myself #(some of this is slightly exaggerated ofc i have and have had friends who mean a Lot to me throughout! when i say 'alone' i dont mean Alone #(but it is still only recently ive started to unpack the 'i dont Need to bond that closely with people im Fine to live on my own' kinda #shit that i internalised for a stupid long time as a teenager #maybe i Do want to spend my life with other people in my own queerplatonic way and not only are there people who want that with me #but also make me want it with Them. and thats more than i could ever have imagined as a teenager) #ok tags ramble over im done getting sentimental khgCSDJ

[elytrafemme]

hey guys do you think it’ll come off as creepy or sweet if i tell my girlfriend that i looked up both our college’s class schedules and we have spring break at the exact same week 

#nightmare.personal #not now because i already texted her twice and she never rpelied so i'm waiting for tomorrow #<- feels like she's dying slowly as she waits #but like. this is a nice thing right #maybe it's better if i also run this by a few of my other friend's schools #okay just checked and my best friend's spring break is a week after fuck #other friend's is a week earlier oh my God #okay yeah i'm fucked this is just a me and her thing then #which is good but is going to make mentioning this sound way more clingy?