The X-Files flat out ruined me on modern TV. The constant lack of information which forced me to delve deep into analysis…I just. I cannot tolerate the obvious, hamfisted way in which plot is fed to audiences nowadays. They all seem like noonday soap operas. I get so annoyed.
I have not watched ANYTHING but TV shows and movies with Michael Sheen and/or David Tennant in them.
I have to have the TV on when I sleep (I'm a child not really I'm 36) and it's either on Staged, Good Omens, The Prodigal Son, Season 1 of Jessica Jones, or Masters of Sex.
I have started to think I may have a SLIGHT problem.
As an English teacher whose MA thesis was on the links between narrative arcs found in folklore and modern fantasy, me watching Loki is the equivalent to the tiger getting a pumpkin full of hamburger meat.
Don't mind me while I bap at and gnaw on this with maniacal glee for a bit.
Its 23:07 and stay in bed while thinking of this shitty day and the horrible pictures ive seen of Sakazuki. So let me just get it out, i fucking hate the Admiral Fandom and how they treat Saka. Call themselves Fans but humilate them every chance they get so you could mean they are one of the Millions of haters. I should not care what others think but well i love this man so much and am destined to stay by his side and defend his pride as his dedicated Marine. *sigh* i go to sleep but the things i've seen *cries, grossed out, screaming into pillow* Sorry for Vent just needed to get this out
What if Joseph Seed suffers from Migraine? So bad and painful he can't sleep most nights, which leads to halluzinations and Shizophrenia?
Aka the Godly voice he hears is just his mind breaking and crumbling because of the sleep loss.
But why Migraine? Trauma. He and his siblings got abused, broken up and each of them had heavy stuff to go trough. Trauma can lead to Migraine, this to sleep loss and so on.
Could this be a logical reason for his thin skinned and apathic behaviour?
This is the sickest I ever remember being in my life. Everything hurts, existence is pain. Like, I fully understand how the flu kills the elderly now because if I was older and weaker I don’t think I’d survive this.
At least I can get out of bed today, but only for a few minutes at a time before I start thinking about kms.
Me and my husband always play this game where everything we start watching I immediately start pointing out the shippable characters… then look up if there’s fan-fiction written for them
In the end I usually leave with at least one new ao3 tab for the ship I searched up…