ok i'm supposed to be writing an essay but all i can think about right now is yan!childe as your childhood best friend that you, somehow, stayed with all the way to the present. he's not violent nor does he restrict you or anything — he's actually pretty tame for the most part. the yandere part is just him being overtly clingy and obsessive, and maybe a little (a lot) possessive over his title as "your best friend". you could read this to be romantic or platonic but either way, he'd love you til celestia permanently tears your bond apart, which is never if he has anything to say about it.
just thinking about childe clinging to his childhood friend and constantly bringing up all the dumb promises they made back then to a) tease them as friends do and b) ensure that they'll never leave
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It’s me boy, your subconscious thoughts reaching out to you in a textual form. Leather jackets. Spikes. Monster claws. These things are necessary for a fashionable look. Society may say otherwise, and society is wrong. You must become a beast! Run through this world with fang and claw bared!
Stay hydrated.
Claws...
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Starring my OC Luin
^ 2009
^ 2012
^ 2023
Bonus version under the cut
Bonus dragon/animal version because I started my artistic journey as a furry artist at 13 so I can go further back with animal art!
^ december 2005/january 2006
^ 2012 & 2013
And the last two are both from 2021!
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I'd love to know more about "the wrong name" 😄
The Wrong Name is my working title for the angst fic I'm writing right now! It's centered around the idea that Hob would regret any attempt to deal with his feelings for his Stranger (Dream) through one-night stands or hook-ups, especially if they looked like Dream. He had promised himself in 1989 to wait for his Stranger to return, a self-sacrificial promise in his own mind, and any sexual encounter with a Dream lookalike would be seen as a failure, a broken promise. The entire fic deals with the fallout of one such encounter and is one of the darkest, angstiest, and most graphic things I've ever written.
I'm (hesitantly) calling it The Wrong Name because Hob's one-night stand called him Richard during sex, which is the name that Hob is going by in his current life. It shouldn't bother Hob, but it does and it's something I can relate to as a trans person. It's not the wrong name as in, "you're cheating on me and you accidentally said the wrong name during sex." It's the wrong name as in, "I gave you that name to use but it's not who I really am," and that's something that I think Hob would struggle a lot with throughout his different lifetimes. Only Dream calls him Hob and deep down, Hob wants to be called that, but only by Dream. It creates a bit of a paradox in his mind and truly, the entire fic is a bit paradoxical, in that Hob's logic isn't necessarily the most sound, but that was fun to play around with and explore.
It won't be a light or comforting fic, and it's not for everyone (I actually feel really bad for @btwimkindagay who wandered into the google doc one morning and was slapped across the face with the literary equivalent of a wet fish) but I think it's been a really fun writing exercise and has pushed me out of my comfort zone a lot!
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porcelain - he/him - 22 - queer
18+, if you are a minor or ageless blog i will block.
hard limits: incest/stepcest/adopted family, scat, ageplay/ddlg/lb, rape, pregnancy, cuckolding
a lot of this, if not all is just fantasy and daydreams. i enjoy horror and with that comes an interest in sexual horror, and well i am unwell in the head.
i obviously do not condone and support hurting people and all the other scary things on this blog! it's very important to be safe and talk with any partner you have about what you're going to do. this is like laying on a bed with my feet in the air and giggling while i write in a diary, you know?
my kinks + content warnings
kinks: dollification (specific types), stalking, choking/breathplay, bathroom control/piss, knives, violence, emetophilia, fear, kidnapping, oral fixation, biting, human dissection/vivisection, cannibalism, medplay, degradation, eye licking, hypnotism/mind control, obsession, light possessiveness, straitjackets, bullying, religious themes, dubcon (light & heavy). not everything i'm into but mainly the scary stuff i can remember (i'm into normal stuff!! but it's not going on this blog)
thin ice (specific scenarios/characters): cnc (HEAVY on the consent), risk of pregnancy (ignoring/forgetting to pull out), cheating kink (fictional/scenario only not real)
i'll try my best to tag posts, but with my poor memory if i slip up my bad.
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