#my solution is to get high

[miusato]

Ahh yes, the autism brothers 🤝🤝🤝

#if you see me post this yesterday uh no you dont #anyway tbh the only autistic one here is Aki and Shinji is there acting as his voice of reason and his other brain cell #since Aki drown all of his remaining brain cell in a solution of protein shake #doesnt matter if he's smart he is just as socially inept as I am and doesnt get social cues sometimes Aki is actually me irl #anyway ajxuwkaiahqjq im dreaming of the day that Ill be free from the shackles of art school #and draw the rest of the P3 cast in this style and fulfilling my dream of making a totally normal but angst driven hugh school teen drama au #like yes they should be normal hs students but also i want them to go through the pain that is unnecessary teen drama #aki be like: you havent known the triumphs and defeats the epic highs and lows of HigHscHooL foOtbALL #anyway wish me luck rn its critique week and im witnessing my classmate getting their ass grilled as i type and i am next //gulp #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #persona 3 portable #akihiko sanada #shinjiro aragaki #asukart

[muppetcube]

I think if the Usher family had just taken edibles together everything would've turned out fine

#aka i think the idea of them all taking edibles and everyone except like . perry leo and camille greening out and those three being too hig #h to do anything about it or help is really funny #i think if Tammy took a dab she'd either have the worst time like . ever or she'd become enlightened or something #i just really wanna see Tammy high off her ass #the fall of the house of usher #roderick usher #madeline usher #camille l'espanaye #napoleon usher #prospero usher #victorine lafourcade #tamerlane usher #frederick usher #also final note b4 anyone gets onto me about 'not understanding the show' my solution to every show i like is 'how would them greening out #together affect their dynamic' because mike flanagan writes the most tragic family dynamics ever and im obsessed

[ayrennaranaaldmeri]

Ketheric was going to be recruitable???

Yep. He was intended to be a companion, here's the article: https://www.ign.com/articles/baldurs-gate-3-director-reveals-one-surprising-villain-that-used-to-be-playable

Ngl I'm just beyond disappointed that anyone in that dev team thought cutting this was a good idea. Especially when we know they went out of their way to add in a someone who wasn't put in this game as a companion and wasn't intended to be one initially, while Ketheric was, even more so because of how half baked it was. I'm baffled and gutted that this was worth keeping to them, while Ketheric, who is far more plot significant, was not.

You can still play up to getting to persuade him which was where he was meant to join you and idk why the fuck they left that in then.

I honestly wish they would stop fucking talking about what they cut now that they've abandoned the game.

#answered #larian critical #bg3 critical #act 3 was so weak ketheric would've improved it significantly #man he'd have been your main advisor on gortash and orin #also the other stuff they cut #i'd happily sacrifice 2/3s of the absolute boring unconnected bullshit in act 3 #for this stuff that was axed #redeemed durge mentions going to candlekeep in an epilogue so you can bet there would've been been something there #beyond the 13 year old edgelord murderhobo bs we get in the game #gale was interested in the astral sea in ea it was hinted to be a potential solution for his orb #astral sea / vlaakith means lae'zel getting more stuff too #getting to go to the hells proper not just raph's house would've opened up so much for both karlach and wyll #like if we were going to the hells that puts them at the top of the fucking list for characters who'd have had more to say and do there #karlach's engine actually having an in game fix lmao imagine that. #but nah instead we get them rewriting to add stuff to the ending to pander to a char who already has double the romance of anyone else #and then casually mentioning all the far more important shit they left out of bg3 #i'm done #i'm so sorry for the essay anon my salt is so high

[houndfaker]

hai this week I’m thinking of doing a stream where I just like eat some edibles and play peggle or some other games I can manage with one hand.

#i miss streaming but I still can’t draw and wanna keep resting my hand because it miiiight be improving? #so my best solution is get high and play smth stupid #quinn moment #quinn streams

[lohstandfound]

Summary of the bmc apocalypse roleplays I did back in the day

Attempt 1- Jake's hero complex leads him to commit the crimes of harbouring a criminal, multiple threats of murder, and child endangerment often interrupted by bouts of major depression while babysitting

Attempt 2- Jake's hero complex leads him to leading a horde of zombies away from his community after promising to never abandon his friends again and gets lost on his way home

Attempt 3- Jake doesn't suffer from that much of a hero complex but does find himself getting kidnapped and escaping and getting lost. Then proceeds to get told off by Jeremy because he (Jake) wouldn't stay in the infirmary

Attempt 4- Jake's hero complex leads him to blaming himself for the destruction of the community he was leading (with the assistance of the Squip squad) because he wasn't there to protect them from being raided because he was out looking for supplies

#lohst.txt #jake dillinger #the stories i have from old roleplays... #like my old rp partner and i were doing an ex pins and patches plot #they dated in high school. broke up. didnt see each other for years #when they meet again michael is happily engaged and very much in love #my rp partner says 'hey do you want to do a timeskip? i have an idea for how jake and Michael can get together' #i agree #and they fucking #they killed off the fiancee #like. #full on assassination on the fiancee #the fiancee was assassinated #why? i dont know #they didnt explain their idea before writing tje skip #i was. i still dont even know what to make of that #*assassinating the fiancee was the logical solution!??!??* #yeah. anyway #from the void

[djmousewife]

i hope no one thinks its going well for me rn lol

#kankum #brain tag #just had to myself confront the fact and then talk about the fact that i am #about 1 second away from a the very least drug dependence if not just straight up addiction #its still pretty 'early on' ig? #like i still feel relatively in control #my spendings ok #and i havent experienced any adverse side effects or ods #But it clearly is becoming a problem #in the days i have been home there is not one where i havent been high for a little while now #not all day but usually by 4/5pm #its how im coping w stress and being overwhelmed #etc etc #and yes #do Not get me wrong #this is an improvement on suicide attempt every week #but it is not sustainable and not a long term solution

[runthepockets]

The craziest thing about transitioning and primarily dating / fucking a lot of trans women is watching them do shit to me that my traumatized high school ex girlfriend did to both boys her age and older men a lot of the time; using me and my sexuality as an easy source of validation. I can count on two hands the amount of times a trans woman has put the moves on me and seen me as an easy lay, only to chicken out or fly off the handle when I reciprocate or try to do anything irl, much like my ex girlfriend did with her male friends. Sex is a power thing in these situations, a source of social capital and control rather than a genuine means of bonding or connecting with another human being, which is why they see it as ok to approach me with shallow intent, but not the inverse. Somewhat like when your mom has a bad day at work and yells at you over trivial shit like having socks on the floor in your room, it's a way to regain that autonomy and time that's stolen and beaten out of you.

And I mean, I get it. Look at how our society treats women and girls and their sexualities. There are several derogatory words and phrases in the English language alone that condemn women for wanting anything, women in tv and film for decades now have had nothing to offer except their breasts hips and asses, femme fatale tropes were pretty much everywhere from the 80s to the mid 2010s, the MeToo movement of the last decade, conflicting ideas in feminist spaces that give little to no consideration of intersectionality, throw being a trans woman in a patriarchal society in the mix and of course you're going to walk away with some screwed up ideas about sexuality. Hell, even as a guy who wasn't the primary target of a lot of that shit, I have some pretty screwed up ideas of it myself. Tbh after years of being a social nobody, it's kinda nice to be that sort of beacon of male authority for somebody that clearly wants approval in a way I can provide by just, existing. I'm a horny, straight, masculine guy, and I like female attention. We're both getting validation of some sort out of it. It's definitely a mutual thing, and it's kinda cool. It's one of those things that's gender affirming, even if it's in a very roundabout and vaguely disrespectful way.

But still, I'm a human being. All institutional and political connotations aside. I have feelings and needs, I very rarely harbor resentment or malice, so while I absolutely sympathize with these women and their traumas and try to be patient, I wish they would grant me the same graces. I really fucking hate that our society has screwed women over so much and continues to do so so often that even in trans spaces this kind of stuff is unavoidable. "Men only want one thing" taken to its logical extreme is kinda the overarching theme in all this. It feels like shit being seen as disposable or an easy quick lay / itch you need to scratch that you never have to think about again when I actually, genuinely am attracted to and care about trans women as friends and lovers, and actually want to build relationships with a lot of them instead of being seen as a walking dildo. Like I said, this mindset isn't entirely new and it's not the fault of any singular woman, nor is it unique to trans people, this has been a recurring pattern in spaces where marginalized men and women date each other since the fucking dawn of time. But damn is it frustrating. I wanna write a case study on shit like this when I'm older and significantly more secure.

#I'm kinda glad I dated my dipshit ex in high school or I would be very confused and taking a lot of this shit super personally. #And it does get to me don't get me wrong but I've seen it happen so many times just by virtue of dating and befriending women in the 21st #century. Shit is so fucked and until there's a large scale solution rather than 'go to therapy' it's just gonna keep being like this #fuck patriarchy fr.

[disasterhimbo]

I have an idea: we should all refer to only the first three seasons of the Witcher as the Witcher. Pretend the Witcher only has three seasons when more seasons come out, like we pretended we all saw and enjoyed Morbius, or that Goncharov exists. If people talk about season 4 of the Witcher, that’s not part of the show.

#high thoughts #this may be a problem for people who struggle with unreality #so I’ll have to come up with a solution for that soon if I want this to actually catch on #if this gets more than 100 notes I’ll probably make it in rebloggable #unrebloggable* #my post #original post #fandom #the witcher #henry cavill

[knifeslidez]

i wish there was a way to make my brain quiet that doesn't involve getting blackout drunk

#kinda oversharing with this ig #but its my blog i'll say what i want #i just wish i could stop feeling a looming sense of dread and over-analyzing my whole life in a non-destructive way #cuz drinking/getting high seems to be the only solution #because i just dont care about anything anymore after i reach a certain point #and if the Bad Feelings™️ come back i can always just keep drinking until i passout and i can avoid them #but i know that's not a good or longterm solution and its probably making things worse #god i hate being self aware #i wish i could just be self-destructive in peace and not think about it #not think about anything rlly #anyway. ramble over #ghoul groans

[nebuvoid]

Deutsche Bahn trying to kill me, the elderly and anyone that travels with a baby carriage or bicycle

#deutsche bahn #german things #german stuff #nebu talks #not only is it ridiculously high but the steps are also partially rusted and dont exactly fill me with a sense of security #my calves already hurt after two days of this #i already saw 1. someone carry a bike up there and have what i assume was a fear of height attack (he had a friend around talking #to him and they eventually made it back down) #a granny making her way sloooooooooooowly up there. and a couple carrying a baby carriage up and down. terrifying #like i get its because theyre modernizing the station and actually finally building an elevator into it. i assume anyway #but this doesnt feel like a stellar intermediate solution #like im scared ill either tremor stumble or one of the steps will fucking give out #ok rant over

[drysauce]

how do i say wyjebałem się na ostatniej prostej in english

#google says itd be something like i fuck up on the final stretch but it doesn't exactly convey the same emotions idk #anyway! #had a wonderful streak with 1. passing the most infamous course in the entirely of the civil engineering studies (the one about concrete) #and 2. ended up high enough on the ranking list to get the scholarship #and just now i remerkably fucked up the test from differential equations #the thing was online and i could use whatever i wanted so i prepared all the notes and shit and was rather optimistic #but i forgot that i have zero gacha luck #and obviously out of 3 problems to solve i got two that i had no clue how to do nor did any of the people from the study group ever shared a #solution to equations like that #so yeah 👍 #well whatever i just need to redeem myself in the next test and i think i'll manage to pass the course #and if my nonexistent gacha luck strikes in the test no2 as well there's always kolokwium poprawkowe at the end of the semester<3 #gosh in so tired i need a nap #and then I'll need to wake up to do the report for hydrology labs man i despise that course with burning passion #if anyone's considering studying civil engineering it's a devil talking don't go that way

[naoreco]

got my first exitcorners ending. I feel so empty (elaborating in the tags sry for spoilers im trying to keep them vague)

#i got the normal ending with the bonuses for having high enough trust w/ beth and rae #unfortunately i missed the cutoff on liza’s #have yet to do the alternate ending but i’ll do it tomorrow. Oh i will. #though idk if im gonna find a way to get all my companions to high enough trust #or if ill just copy that password off reddit #cuz i kinda dont eanna go thru the effort.. #tho i might in that case have to redo all the alternate solutions i had already done #either way i want to do it because i need [redacted] to die #also to hear ink transgender lore. #did you know i got the password alt all on my own. i wouldnt be surprised if it was the easiest of the bunch but it makes me feel proud #anyways #purrsonal

[saintedbythestorm]

Not dad trying to tell me about some big fallout news he heard about from some work colleague 😂 oh what the poor man just subjected himself too.

#it was about that leak from weeks ago. dad got quite the details about it. he walked right into that one. #and that dear sir is why we do not try to bring news about the hyperfixation. i will know about it and you will hear about it. #dude even got the history of fallout 3 as a bonus. since that was the one he mentioned 😂 #he also got a very veeeery long version about why i would necessarily get so excited about the leaks. #you know age of the document. the whole company sale thing. how much the time line clearly has already gone to shit. etc etc etc. #yeah... yeah i think he really came to regret that one 😅 #listen i have only slept 5 hours. am high on caffeine and painkillers- almost had a migraine ok. #which means i have like 0 filter rn and am quite brain tired. i will not realise how long i am going on for once i get started rn. #the info dump has started and it will end when i brain says so. i sure af won't notice I am doing it cause I'm just excited to share #not until i manage to like finish my long ass story do i realise i went on for like a good 20-30 minutes... oops. #and that may just be a generous estimate cause i got really going on the infodump ok. it was a blast. ngl. #i am very passionate about fallout ok. this is what happens when you fall asleep to fallout lore most days of the week. #yes i lost the plot ages ago about this hyperfixation. it makes me very happy. so i don't even care. i will keep doing it. #til the hyperfixation dies and bring great sadness to the lands... til we find something else. god knows when that is though. #i am very ok if fallout hyperfixation just... doesn't go away actually. i like hyperfixation. brings many a solution when upsetty. #.... i really need to stfu up now. hi. 👋 why are you still reading this??? these ramblings of a madman. 😂 #ryder speaking #i got this far before i realised i did not in fact write wouldn't get excited... well i aint fixing it now 🙃

[likeabxrdinflight]

I have a friend who's still highly cautious around covid because she's high risk but she keeps posting all these screenshots of tweets about covid studies on her instagram in an attempt to convince people that covid is still very dangerous

and it's not that covid isn't still potentially dangerous, but one quick google search has allowed me to find every study that she has referenced, and without fail, every single one of them has been working with pre-vaccine, pre-omicron data. the most recent one she's posting about is about cardiac conditions post covid, and wouldn't you know, the entire sample was taken from people who caught covid between march 2020 and january 2021.

this was pre-vaccine, pre-omicron, hell, it was pre-delta variant (remember that one). this was the wild type covid, which our bodies were least immune to. it was the type that was most known to be causing cardiac symptoms and blood clots. besides delta, it was the most deadly. and no one was vaccinated.

so yes, in that group of people, who were unfortunate enough to catch covid during that period, the results of this study are likely very valid- they are at increased risk of heart disease. and that should be talked about and studied more and if those people end up with cardiac symptoms they need to be receiving proper care.

but we should not be assuming, without further study, that these risks are still the same for those who've been vaccinated, or who only caught covid after the omicron variant became dominant (the omicron lineages have been pretty different from the wild type and other pre-omicron variants, so it's worth noting that). like this is a study that must be replicated with a post-vaccine, post-omicron sample before you will even remotely convince me that those cardiac risks are the same as they were before.

and it is driving me crazy that my friend, who is also fucking trained in how to read science, is posting this shit seemingly without looking at the actual papers or thinking about the context at all. like it is driving me absolutely bananas. these posts aren't even like, direct quotes from the papers, they're screenshots of randos on twitter talking about these papers, as if twitter rando knows jack shit about what they're talking about. like it's all well and good to still care about covid but could you at least do it with less of the fear mongering?

#that's what bothers me I think #these posts always have a flavor of 'you should still be just as afraid of this virus as you were in march 2020' #and that's just...not true #that is patently not true #even if you're high risk the situation has changed a bit it's not as dire as it was though you should still be more concerned obvs #like I'm still all for wearing masks in public spaces #especially crowded ones #but the fear mongering has to stop we cannot talk about this like it's 2020 anymore #and the solutions cannot be the 2020 solutions anymore either #like I agree the government just dropped covid like a hot potato and way too quickly but just...why can't we just say that? #I have enough health anxiety I don't need these kinds of studies thrown in my face when they're all backlogged #...that's probably my real issue is that I read this shit and then get sent all into a tizzy because I had covid last summer #only to go and fact check shit and find out that the data isn't even useful or applicable to someone like me #who caught covid after three vaccines and during the BA.5 omicron wave #arguably one of the mildest of the variants #so it's just like #can you not #and there's no fucking filters on instagram

[ranseur]

i think something to keep in mind about The USAmerican Internet etc. is that that concept only applies to the internet in English - while neither USAmericans nor English speakers are even close to the majority of the world's population, the majority of English-speakers(/readers) (particularly native ones) ARE USAmericans. i think to some extent you get the same phenomenon with other languages - my (Latvian) family speak Russian, and a lot of the Russian Internet assumes that the reader...... is Russian

so sorry for the late response to this ask. it was likely old when I saw it and then I thought about it for a couple days. I might also have forgotten exact details on what the original post said

I don't have any experience with non english internet; so I'm sure what you say is true. it makes sense that a lot of people make assumptions based on language spoken.

but since English is so broadly used globally, I think that to assume everyone is american makes less sense. iirc the original post didn't deny americans were the majority of users. the chief complaint was that being a majority meant that they had a blindspot to people who aren't in america, or viewed foreign countries with a very american lens.

to be clear I don't ascribe fault or blame on americans. but imho it would go a long way for more americans to treat the english speaking internet as a shared global community, like everyone else has to

#anon #its not exactly a topic i grind my teeth over but i wanted to give a thoughtful response #the most common 'not an american problem' i deal with is shipping costs and customs fees from american companies #some companies charge 40 usd for shipping and shrug if you ask them for cheaper solutions #they'll fill out the customs forms in a way that charges me an additional 40usd. 80-100usd for shipping #i dont think americans understand how that feels- they get free shipping and lightning speeds #some american companies simply dont care if high shipping costs turns customers away #but i only get free shipping from canadian companies if they ALSO offer free shipping to conus. bc they're trying to cater to americans #just as an example

[border-collie]

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#spiraling tonight #what if I fuck up #what if everything I trained with echo was him not me as a trainer #what if something happens to her #what if my expectations are too high #what if I can't do her justice #I know these are all normal new puppy things but loosing him made it worse I think #my relationship with him was everything was a game and time wasn't real and then it was and he is gone #I KNOW this will be a problem if I wait to get a dog 10 years from now just as much as it is now #and the only solution is to get back on the horse #and these are ALL normal new puppy fears #I don't want to be a one dog household for long #Its a lot but I am excited to get her #I just want to do right by her and also keep her safe