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badsext · 4 years

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The Flair Up: Robert Sheehan x Reader with Endometriosis

This was a request from my friend @elliethesuperfruitlover 💜☺️

Warnings: Extreme pain and fluff

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You hated the idea of moving, but the pain was so bad you had to do something. The extra strength Ibuprofen you took ten minutes ago hadn’t kicked in yet. You were lying there in bed trying to muster the willpower to get the heating pad from under the sink in the bathroom. But why you kept it there in the first place was a mystery. After you made it through this you vowed to keep it in your nightstand for easy access.

Since you’d gotten your first period at ten years old, your mom was there filling the hot water bottle, bringing you herbal tea and moral support. She knew this pain first hand and sometimes you could return the favor. There was a solidarity between you, enduring it together every month. You missed that care when you grew up and moved out on your own. Dating was difficult and partners would often get scared or lose interest when they got close enough to see you in this state.

You were hanging off the edge of the bed contemplating your options when your phone rang. “Mornin’ love. I missed you, so I thought I’d surprise you.”

You steadied your breath. “Oh, hey...I’m not feeling well today, Robbie.”

He paused for a second. “Do you want me to go, then? You see, this is awkward because I’m standing outside your door. I have breakfast.”

“Aww, that is sweet of you.” Your chest tightened.

“Maybe I could come in and help you feel better...take care of you.”

It was inevitable that he’d find out sooner or later. You’d been going out a few months and you were completely smitten by the handsome Irish actor. He was damn near perfect. It appeared the feelings were mutual, but your relationship hadn’t exactly crossed any hurdles. It had all been smooth sailing. You worried that this would send him packing like the others, but dragging it out would only make it hurt worse. You resolved to open the door.

“Okay, I’m coming. Please excuse the mess.”

You heaved yourself out of bed and got as close to standing as your aching body would allow. You shuffled over and opened the door. Robbie got one look at you and his happy expression morphed into immediate concern. “Oh my god, what’s wrong?”

“It’s, um...complicated.”

“Here, let’s get you back to bed.” He quickly escorted you back to bed, tucked you in, and sat on the corner.

You’d been through years of people dismissing you and telling you it was all in your head. ‘Period cramps, are supposed to hurt’; ‘You’re just overreacting’; ‘You need to toughen up’; ‘You’re only doing this for attention.’

“Well, I don’t mean to pry into something you’re not ready to tell me, but I’ve got time and bagels.” He held the paper bag aloft.

You half smiled. “I’m actually kind of nauseated. I don’t think I’m up for bagels.”

“Oh, you have a stomach ache?”

“Not exactly. I’m on my period -but it’s not just a normal period.” You rushed to qualify your response. “I have a condition...endometriosis.” Robbie just looked back at you in silence. “You’re not saying anything.” You started getting that sinking feeling.

“I just didn’t want to interrupt you. I’ve never heard of endo....”

“Endometriosis. It’s where the tissue that normally grows inside the uterus during the mensural cycle grows and then bleeds on the outside of your organs. The pain is excruciating, debilitating. You caught me in the middle of a flare up.”

“Shit, y/n. That’s horrible! What causes it? Is there a cure?” He looked genuinely upset and curious. Maybe you underestimated him.

“They still haven’t figured that out.”

“Jesus, they should be having telethons!”

You shook your head, defeated. “Well, it only effects women...and not the sexy part.”

“Fuck the goddamn patriarchy!”

You laughed. His reaction was encouraging. It seemed like maybe he got it.

“Fuck them indeed.”

“So, what can I do to help make you more comfortable?”

“You’re serious?”

“Of course, I’m fucking serious! My girlfriend’s guts are all scrambled and bleeding. I’d call this an emergency!”

“Heating pad! Under the sink!”

Robbie’s curls bounced as he launched himself off the bed, rushed across the hall, and returned with the heating pad. He knelt down to plug it in and watched as you turned it up to its highest setting.

“Woah.”

“Yep.”

“What else?”

“Herbal tea. Top shelf, over the toaster.”

Robbie returned with the tea, kissing you on the cheek as he handed it to you.

“Now I just have to wait it out.”

“Would you care for some....” Robbie pulled something from his shoulder bag on the floor and waved it in the air “...distraction?”

“Oh my god, is that the new script?”

“Yes, love. These pages contain spoilers in their purest form.” Robbie thumbed the pages dramatically.

“Spoil me rotten. I want an out of body experience.”

“Close your eyes.” Robbie laid down beside you and proceeded to read all the parts including stage directions in the most vivid, exciting, and hilarious way possible. You were especially fond of his Diego impersonation. At some point in the story your eyes grew heavy and you must have fallen asleep.

The next morning Robbie woke you up gently with tea and toast and ibuprofen on a saucer. He snuggled in next to you. “Now that I know how to help, I can be ready for the next flare up.”

It was the first time in a long time you felt truly seen and cared for. The tear on your cheek found its way down your lip and into your tea as you took a sip.

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justepilepsy · 5 years

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Hi, I take birth control but am not sexually active, do you know of other people who have to take it to help with their seizure? I always fell weird because people automatically assume I take it for being sexually active but I'm asexual

Hi,so I have never heard of birth control being used as a way to prevent seizures, but if this is the case in your life, then I assume your seizures have been found to be linked to hormonal inbalances and your doctor hopes it evens out this inbalance by taking hormone-based birth control? Personally I have heard of it being the other way around and also faced the problem of not feeling safe taking hormone-based birth control, due to it counter acting with the medication I take for my epilepsy. However, I think anyone who makes you feel weird for taking birth control, despite you not being sexually active, is weird and inconsiderate. Medications often times have different uses and purposes, aside from their original purpose. My anti-seizure medication is also an anti-depressant!Ibuprofene is a pain-killer but also reduces fevers!I know a lot of people who take birth control, not because they are sexually active (in fact some I know are asexual!), but because it lessens their periodic pain tremendously (and trust me, if you are about to pass out from pain every other month you are happy if you reduce pain to just some stomach aches).

A lot of young women/girls are recommended hormonal Birth Control as to help them with acne etc. (I personally don’t agree with that completely, simply because I found my biggest issue was skin picking that prevented me from really getting a relief, the Birth Control did clear my skin, but I didn’t like depending on something for cosmetic reasons, I understand that this is not the case for every person who struggles with bad skin)You don’t have to justify taking Birth Control or why we take it to anyone. Being sexually active is just a thing people assume about everyone. It’s annoying and can’t really be changed. The important bit is, you know why you take it. If people assume stuff about you because of it, so be it? (unless you live in a situation where being sexually active as a person with an uterus is deemed inancceptable… this would a completely different situation then)Like, no one talks about sexual acts in public, but the moment you say you are not partaking in them the very least you get is a suspicious glance or a pitiful “aww you’ll meet the right person uwu” (Piss off, I will, and when I do our relationship success will not be based on the amount or quality of sexual activities)) and guess what it workedWe happen to know Birth Control as Birth Control. But in my experience most packagings of these pills do not actually say “HELLO THIS PREVENTS YOU FROM GETTING PREGANANTE!!!11XDLOL”But they have some medical name + maybe a pretty sounding female name or an abbrevation of a female sounding name on them. So yeah, if anything, people who assume these hormone pills are just to stop you from being pregnant, are uninformed *shrug* … PS: I am not condemning people who enjoy sexuality a lot etc. Like… bless you folks I’m glad you have fun, I just never enjoyed those pity-reactions or weird looks and comments, like… ??? Sorry my main motivations and interests do not align with yours (as the only single in the room etc).

#actually epileptic #birth control #meds #answers asks #mangobunny98 #also mangobunny i love your user name it sounds adorable #that last tag is unrelated but it just always makes me smile

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jinjikook · 6 years

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how about “heart,” baby? ;) ily lei!! i hope you have a really kind week 💖

adhaksjdhla em you called me baby i’m c r y i n g ily so much honey :(((( i hope your week goes even better ♡

“heart” appears in a quite a few places >:) you have good intuition my love!!!! so prepare for some teasers :D

send me a word and i’ll share sneak peek sentences of wips using that word!🌿

wip numero uno: (jjk x reader)

“This means the douche voted for himself too; what a tool.” Reaper spoke, (his username read as BigMatthewww) and you had to agree wholeheartedly—that motherfucker was totally a tool.

wip numero dos: (jjk x reader)

“Do you know who I am, sweetheart?” Here we go, the whole “I’m big and powerful” spiel, you experienced this dozens of times.

Your breathing kicked up along with your heart rate, skin definitely broken out into goosebumps now that he was talking to you like this.

wip numero tres: (jjk x reader)

It’d mean he could see anything he wanted, click on whatever his heart desired even if it did cost his job.

Then you heard a zipper and you swore your heart plummeted straight into your stomach.

wip numero quatro: (jikook x reader)

“Back to work, gang; you better behave Y/N.” Namjoon teased and you smiled andcrossed your heart to silently promise to the leader that you’d be good.

wip numero cinco: (there’s 8 in this one holy fuck the things i do for you em my love) (ksj x reader)

If anyone else did it, you’d have them reprimanded in a heartbeat.

After breaking Jimin’s heart in two and seeing him mid make out with another guy at a party (resulting in said guy getting his nose smashed in), he finally manned up—or in the words of Jeon Jeongguk himself, nutted up—and told the other of his feelings.

Not one made his heart skip a beat and his manhood stir in his underwear.

“Please, no more requests for Despacito; y’all can’t sing it anyways,” Namjoon joked at the stand, the crowd lightheartedly laughing and nodding in affirmation that they in fact, cannot sing anything other than the beginning of the chorus (the Justin Bieber remix version, of course) and the “suave suavecito” part.

He really was gorgeous; not just in the whole “pretty boy” aspect—though he most definitely had that going for him still—but his laughs were quirky, his heart in the right place and even when he spoke ill of his friends, you found no malice behind his words.

Despite it feeling so wrong, you also couldn’t put your heart in to stop.

With that swiping of his thumbs, it kept you in the scene; heartbeat thrumming hard against your ribcage as you finally—finally—closed the slight distance between yourself and the man who had you in a vice.

The pet name had him pouncing on you in a heartbeat, the mood back in full swing as he sucked your tongue into his mouth and gave it a run for its money with the power he had in those monstrous lips of his.

wip numero six (idk how to spell in spanish so): (jjk x reader)

He hopped high, turning to face you and his heart was pounding so hard that you could see his body heaving from where you sat.

Still, he didn’t have to jump start your heart like that and you were sure to tell him just that; even if he couldn’t understand.

You felt your heart drop into your stomach at the sight.

Your heart ached at the sight but the more rational part of your body was already asking a million questions.

wip numero seven: (jjk x reader)

Fat wetness was welling up in his eyes and the way his lower lip wobbled tugged so hard at your heartstrings it even yanked up your uteruswhile it was at it.

You swore your heart skipped several beats.

A round of aww’s chorused before they shuffled off, a few of them signaling for him to call them and one boldly going as far as slipping a paper with her number scribbled on (with a heart of course) into the utility belt of his uniform.

hot damn that was a lot lol like i said, i have a lot of wips open and those are the top 7 i’ve been working on most recently. ty for asking em, i love you lots my sweet angel :(

#answered asks #minigguk #mi sol #sneak peek game

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