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Be mine, valentine!
Adonis x Koga - 2.4k words
Summary: Adonis tries to confess to Koga subtly... It doesn't work out as well as he'd hoped
February 12th
Koga walked up to his locker to grab a water bottle he forgot to bring with him to lunch. The second he unlocked it, he found a small pink colored letter that caught his eye immediately.
“The hell… what is this?” Despite the growl in his voice, he was curious and didn’t decide to ignore it. Grabbing the letter out of his locker and turning it around to see who sent it to him.
From: Anonymous To: Koga Oogami
“What the fuck?” He muttered to himself in confusion. After a while he realized that this was probably an early valentines day card. God, how annoying. He wasn’t going to take any love confession unless it was from… Wait.
There’s no way Adonis could’ve written this, right? He mentally argued with himself. No way in hell would Adonis confess, hell, even like him. Hopeful thinking is getting the best of him for sure.
Despite that, he had a small minuscule amount of hope that somehow Adonis, his crush he’s been hesitant on confessing to, actually confessed through this letter, no matter how odd it may be.
Without a second thought he teared the top of the letter open, still careful as to not tear the actual card and began hastily reading.
“Dear Oogami,” Off to a promising start. “I’d like to thank you for deciding to open this letter despite your busy schedule, you are very hard working and I admire you for that. I think about you a lot and I am not sure if you return the feeling. Despite that, I hope you know I care about you a lot. From your secret valentine.”
He stood still for a moment, not sure what to make of it. Sure it looked like Adonis’ handwriting, and his ‘anonymous admirer’ used his last name instead of Koga which no one did except for Adonis, and it just seemed exactly like something Adonis would say, but how could he be so sure?
What if Rei was pulling a prank on him? It would be sick and he’d forever be pissed at him for getting his hopes up but maybe he’d do that… or he’s just trying to find a reason to why it couldn’t be Adonis.
“Argh, fuck this! Too complicated!” He groaned and slammed his locker shut and locked it, still keeping the letter in his pocket.
“… and then I found some love confession in my locker, can you believe that?” Sitting on the other side of the table Adonis nodded taking a bite out of his sandwich they just bought. “Well, I think that you’re very admirable so I don’t think it’s too odd you get a letter around Valentines day.”
Did Koga not like the confession? He had wanted to test the waters before he’d actually use all his courage to confess to Koga face-to-face. But it seemed like Koga didn’t like that, he might have to retreat.
For some reason unbeknownst to Adonis, he asked, “Well… do you know who it’s from?” he covered his face with his free hand being scared that he would reveal something by just his facial expressions.
Well fuck, Koga couldn’t just tell the other boy that he thought it was him, right? It’d be too embarrassing if he denied and he had act like it was a joke. The Koga Oogami could never hurt his own pride like that.
“Uh…” He started, trying to come up with something that wasn’t I really hope it was you. “I dunno… probably just some prank someone pulled on me. Not that I care, or whatever.” He picked up his own sandwich and took a bite out of it, hopefully it’ll take him a while to chew and swallow so that he didn’t have to actually tell Adonis anything.
The other boy lowered his gaze to his food. “Oh, I see…” He hoped that he didn’t sound too disappointed.
Quickly changing the subject, Koga asked, “What ‘bout you? Get any letters?”
He shook his head. “No, but I got a few chocolate bars.”
“What?! Didn’t know you were so popular. What, these were all from fans?”
“Oh no, all of them were from Rei and some of my classmates.” “Hmph, stupid. But yeah, you deserve it.”
Adonis smiled at him and he felt his face heat up, undoubtedly blushing.
“I mean, like… you’ve been working hard. So, like… you don’t have to look at me like that!” He cried out, getting a few stares from the customers outside.
“Oh I apologize.” “Nah it’s fine.” He sighed, scratching his head and looking down at his half finished sandwich and then looking over at Adonis’ and seeing only the end of the sandwich left.
“You gonna eat that?” He remarked sarcastically.
“Um, yes, but do you want it? I’m sorry, I ate most of it.” “I was jokin’.” “Oh, right, sorry.”
Damn Adonis and his kind nature.
February 13th
“Okay where the fuck is Rei.” Koga snarled as he held a box filled with chocolate.
“Woah, what’s wrong with you?” “Someone keeps giving me these damn presents and I don’t fucking appreciate it! Tell Rei to quit it before I kill him myself!”
Kaoru frowned. “What? Are you not just getting these from someone?” “You want me to believe Adonis is sending these?”
Kaoru looked offended as he put his hand on his chest.
“I didn’t even say that, that’s on you!”
Rei suddenly peeked out behind the curtain that Koga was standing next to and let out a noise so high pitched he didn’t believe it himself.
“Jesus fucking Christ what are you doin’ behind the curtain?” Rei chuckled, “Kukuku~ trying to banish me by saying that name? How rude.”
“I’m gonna shove a pole up your ass, shut your mouth.”
He groaned and crossed his arms looking directly at the dark haired man in front of him.
“Okay, can you cut the bullshit and stop sending me these gifts and try to trick me into thinking it’s Adonis?”
“The… what?”
Koga didn’t like how honestly clueless Rei seemed to be at his question. Isn’t he supposed to be an all-knowing creature of the night, or whatever?
“Don’t play dumb with me, asshole! You’re… playing dumb right?” He asked hesitantly.
“It seems that Doggy got confused and blames me for it.”
He didn’t even have the energy to get mad at him for calling him doggy again. He just rolled his eyes and looked at the box filled with chocolate in his hands.
It was well wrapped, a brown box with a gold ribbon and some details on the box itself. Simple but fancy. Probably expensive too.
“Well… who sent this to me then?” He said waving the box around. Kaoru sighed as he stared at the young man who looked absolutely clueless.
“What about Adonis? You said you thought it was from him so go ask him!”
“I just told you, there’s no way in hell that it’s Adonis!”
The blond raised his eyebrow. “Why not?”
He stuttered. “Cause… yknow he just… it’s just not possible! I know him better than you do so shut up!” With his is face red as could be, he left the practice room in a hurry.
“Doggy! What about practice?” “Shut up! No one asked you!” And he shut the door.
Walking away from the room he mumbled something about them not knowing jackshit about his relationships and how they’re annoyin’ him for no reason.
In the middle of his little fit of rage he bumped into Adonis.
“Wh- Adonis, what’re ya doin’ here?” Adonis frowned and hesitated on saying as if he was scared of saying something wrong.
“I’m here for… practice, did I misunderstand something?”
Koga mentally punched himself for the stupid question.
“Yeah, no, that makes sense. Sorry I was just bein’ stupid.” “Where are you going, Oogami?”
“Eh? Well I was just uh, taking a breather… right.”
“Ah, alright.” He stood there awkwardly trying to figure out if right now was a good moment to ask him about the box of chocolates. He figured he’d give it a shot.
“Oh I see you got chocolates.” Koga scoffed.
“Tsk, yeah. Still trying to figure out who sent me these, though.” “Maybe the culprit is closer to you than you think.” He said as clearly as his nervous body allowed him to.
“What, you think that bean sprout with glasses is suddenly gonna come up to me and confess? Bullshit.”
He dropped his shoulders as if he’s admitting to some crime and continued, “I mean, if it’s someone I tolerated. Or even liked I guess I wouldn’t mind too much, yknow.” Koga had mumbled the word ‘like’ for obvious reasons. Obvious for himself, but probably not for Adonis.
Adonis wanted to respond but saw Kaoru walking up to them with an annoyed expression.
“I’d normally not care that you two bailed but Rei forced me to call you guys, don’t make it harder for me!” He whined, waiting for the two younger idols to follow. Koga eventually gave in and followed him and Adonis followed.
After practice Koga and Adonis sat down on the floor, both of them out of breath.
“Here,” Adonis said after a while, handing him a water bottle. “Thanks.” He took it and gulfed it down as fast as he could, noticing the corner of Adonis’ curving up into a smile.
“Oogami, could I ask you something?” Koga wiped his mouth with sleeve and closed the cap of the bottle. “Shoot.”
“About the chocolates you got. Do you dislike them?” Weird question, Koga thought, but he’s fine with answering questions that Adonis has, it made him feel useful.
“Wouldn’t say I dislike them… I’m just, confused, yknow?” Adonis furrowed his eyebrows seemingly confused so Koga explained more before Adonis could say anything.
“I just wanna know who the person is cause I’d know how to actually feel. On the other hand it’s kinda cute. Having a secret admirer. I dunno…”
He shrugged and looked over to Adonis who seemed deep in thought.
“You find it cute?”
Koga laughed. “Is that really all you remember from what I told ya?” He smiled fondly. Adonis really was adorable. Not that he’d tell him that, ever. But he could always dream.
He patted him on his back and stood up, extending his hand towards Adonis to pull him up.
February 14th
“Ah, the fated day.” Rei hummed. Only being a few steps behind Koga.
“You really have to cut that shit out, yer creepin’ me out here.” Rei smiled and backed off a bit.
“So, what’s our Koga-kun going to do now that his ‘secret admirer’ might confess today, hm?”
He groaned. “Nothin’. I’m not gonna do shit, they’ll probably chicken out later so it’s whatever.”
Koga had talked to Adonis a lot yesterday but nothing seemed to have caught his attention that it for sure was Adonis that wrote the letter. Which, despite having said that he wouldn’t get his hopes up, disappointed Koga a lot. He didn’t even know what he expected.
“Mhm, well, I will leave you to it. Have fun Doggy.” He yawned as he disappeared again. Fucking freak.
Koga opened his locker and not exactly surprised that it was another letter.
“Great, another one…” He muttered, he would’ve been in a better mood if he still had hope of it being Adonis.
He opened the letter and looked at what was written.
“Oogami, please meet me at the practice room you were in yesterday. I would like to speak to you. From your secret valentine.”
It was shorter than the first one but to the point. He shrugged convincing himself to just go so he could get this over with.
Shoving the letter back in his pockets and closing the door, he stomped over to the meeting place.
Koga walked into the room pushing the door open. “Hello? Be grateful I showed up and reveal yerself, will ya!”
“Oogami, I’m right here.”
“… What.”
Koga looked behind the door he slammed open and saw Adonis standing behind it, sandwiched between the door and the wall.
“What the fuck, what are you… wait are you… no, are ya waiting for someone?”
The taller boy made eye contact seemingly unfazed by the situation. “Yes, I was waiting for you.”
“But-” He stared at Adonis for a few seconds, he could usually tell how Adonis was feeling by his subtle facial expressions that most people wouldn’t notice. Adonis was definitely nervous.
“So… are you my… uh,” He felt embarrassed to actually say it out loud, in front of Adonis no less the guy he wanted to look cool to every single day.
“Ah, yes. I was your ‘secret valentine’.” He cleared his throat and tried to stand up to straighten his back. “I’m sorry to have lied to you for the past 3 days, though it feels a bit weird to say it now since I’ve already done it.”
Koga had short-circuited. He really didn’t know what to say.
“So wait, you like me?”
“Yes, I’ve liked you for a while now. I’m really sorry if this-”
“Oh my fucking god. Yer… yer confessing to me right now!” Koga cut him off accidentally stuck in his own thoughts.
Adonis felt his throat close up, as if he’d tried to swallow a still-beating heart and it had gotten stuck half-way.
“It’s okay if you don’t like me back… I just thought to tell you. Because, well-”
Koga couldn’t in a million years be happier than he is right now. Trying to hide his obvious grin with a blush that covers his whole face and the tips of his ears. He was sure he had to crouch down and hide his face between his knees to avoid the embarrassment.
“I like you… too.” He said, the words muffled by his hands trying to cover as much of his ‘disgustingly red’ face as Koga would say.
Adonis was still very confused but was able to pick out that Koga wasn’t mad or upset.
“I’m sorry Oogami, I didn’t quite hear you.”
“I said that,” He dropped his hands to his side his face heated as he looked back at Adonis.
“I like you too…”
Fuck, this was embarrassing. So embarrassing. He wanted to dig a hole just so that he could escape but maybe it wasn’t so bad after all, as Adonis stepped up to him and embraced him. Making him forget about his initial thought immediately.
Damn Adonis, confessing to him and making him feel like this. He hugged back.
Not fair.
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Cracked the code just one day too late!
But would it have made any difference?
My brand of manipulation only works when you surrender yourself.
Scratch that, I never manipulated you
Into liking me.
You just wanted me to take the blame.
Yeah, I’m easy,
Easy to fall in love.
Go confuse someone else for a change!
God, you’re tiring,
Boring,
Frustratingly apathetic.
How can you live like this?
Now I only need you like a bitch needs a sire.
YOU’RE THE EX I DON’T TELL ANYONE ABOUT by @bertmc
#ok to rb!!#this is old and doesn’t necessarily reflect my situation anymore please don’t worry abt me thanks#poetry#spilled ink#my:writing#my:poetry#gwen.txt#mine
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Ateez Westworld AU
[ gif credit: @royalsam ♡ ]
this AU was originally posted on my twitter @/zuhos_ where I will be holding polls that decide what i post next, so if you can & want to participate head on over and vote too.
ps: All side stories contain hints for the main story.
A BRIEF INTRODUCTION
WESTWORLD SETTING EXPLAINED:
- In an unspecified time in the future, Westworld, a theme park, allows guests to experience the American Old West in an environment populated by "hosts", androids programmed to fulfill the guests' every desire. The hosts, who are nearly indistinguishable from humans, follow a predefined set of narratives but have the ability to deviate from these narratives based on interactions they have with guests.
The hosts repeat their multi-day narratives anew each cycle. At the beginning of each new cycle, each host has its memories of the previous period erased. For guest safety, hosts’ programming prevents them from physically harming human guests. Staff members oversee daily operations, develop new narratives, and perform repairs on hosts as necessary. A small group of hosts have retained memories of their past "lives" and are learning from their experiences as they gradually start to achieve sentience.
& AU PLOT:
- Yunho and Seonghwa, both adopted by the creator of Westworld, have been trained to work as staff since they were 10 years old. At the age of 7 they suddenly get a shy new adoptive brother San and despite San not talking a lot they become an inseparable trio. Their adoptive father builds them a few friends to study along and play with: Hongjoong, Mingi, Yeosang, Wooyoung and Jongho. But when Yunho, San and Seonghwa start working for the company their friends are sent to work inside the park. What no one except them knows, however, is that they are far from being the same androids they were programmed to be, and have already reached sentience. Living inside the park has proved a torture and the group decides to escape together. But will they be able to get out, always watched by a tight security and surrounded by staff that considers hosts to be a property, worth millions? Can they avoid being discovered by the fiercest woman in their company, the head of the quality assurance department?
Roles:
-Yunho: narrative writer
-Seonghwa, San: programmers
-Hongjoong, Mingi, Yeosang, Wooyoung, Jongho: androids working inside the park as hosts
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#ateez#westworld#ateez westworld au#ateez au#*mine#my:writing#since im already writing and posting on twitter i thought might as well post here too#hope its okay ;;;;
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I’m not the prettiest but I can still hug you when you’re bored and feeling lonely.
- yolk.png [going to start writing my thoughts out, tired of being stuck in this bubble of mine].
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My Attempt at a Poem
I thought about killing myself today.
It wasn’t the first time but
it was certainly the worst.
I don’t want to die,
But sometimes I get so emotional.
everything bubbles up. I just want it to stop. I know
it wont though. The wind wont
Stop blowing. The trees wont stop
Growing. So what do I have to do
To not feel this way?
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Today feels like a strawberry crepe
With whipped cream
And a mint leaf garnish;
Light and soft and made by the fae.
I get lost in the decadence
Of the chocolate syrup.
My lips are stained with
Marshmallow sugar.
I lick the sunshine off my fingers
And wipe the dewdrops from
The corner of my mouth,
Still feeling like I can’t have enough.
When I have eaten all I can handle
I will sleep in the grass
And feel the flowers bloom
From my fingertips.
My blood flows golden in my veins
And my hair is candy floss.
I dream again of the strawberry crepe
Light and soft and made by the fae.
STRAWBERRY CREPE BY @BERTMC
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It hurt, and so I cried.
I cried because of my dad. I cried over Him, and I cried because I miss you.
I worried that I might never get my dad back. That I’d lose him to illness and his own stubborn tendencies. That the traits he passed on to me might kill me too.
I thought about how He will inevitably have no more need for me, and drop me like a broken toy on the cold, cracked pavement of His driveway and how I will lie there and cry and hope He runs me over the next morning. It couldn’t hurt any more than it already does.
I cried because you are continuing without me, which I shouldn’t be angry at you for but somehow I still am. You have no need for me and yet you stay and it breaks my heart in the most comfortable way.
I dreamt that night of hugging you, and I woke up smiling. And that evening I collapsed on the carpet and cried silent tears because every day is so much I wonder if it might be my downfall. At this point, I see no way to stop it.
DEAR LUKE M. BY @bertmc
#ok to rb if you want but like. maybe dont lol#my:poetry#my:writing#poetry#spilled ink#gwen.txt#mine
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Ateez Westworld AU
Yunho’s POV
Yunho tries to walk very slowly, hoping that if he’s a little late to the meeting it will appear as if he thinks what happened earlier was nothing to worry about. Acting in front of his superiors was never a problem but today he felt on edge. Knowing cameras are watching his every step Yunho makes sure to look calm when he opens the door.
“You’re late” the head of of the quality assurance department wastes no time “but hopefully we can finish this quickly. If you cooperate. Was what happened with android number 711-1998, or Hongjoong as you writers call him, earlier a mistake or an unapproved change in the narrative?” Yunho winces before answering “I’m so sorry! I must have forgotten to get the approval because I was so eager to try it out. It won’t happen again!” He looks down at his feet, hoping that will sell his apology as real. The silence that follows stretches, feeling as if minutes passed before the woman speaks again.
“This is the problem with you young kids, you’re always too excited and forget to follow protocol. It’s there for a reason, you know. And just because you’re the son of Westworld’s creator doesn’t mean you can do whatever you want. Your father, he…”
“Oh, never mind. Come. Walk with me while I remind you of our safety regulations.” Yunho blindly follows her, the safety regulation rules barely reaching his ears because all he can think about is the safety of his friends.
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Ateez Westworld AU
Seonghwa’s first memories together
The three brothers have been learning about Westworld for 2 months when their adoptive father informed them that they will be getting five new classmates and, if they choose so, friends. They were all very excited but as soon as the five walked in that excitement was replaced by shock. Their new classmates all looked around 20 years old. How can they possibly be studying together?
After class ended one of the new guys, the one with the mullet, approached San, Seonghwa and Yunho. “Hello. My name is Hongjoong. Do you want to play hide and seek?” And then another introduced himself “Hi, I’m Jongho.” All of them joined afterwards until everyone, the three brothers included, has been introduced. Playing hide and seek with eight people was more fun than ever before but no matter what they did, one of the newcomers always won, despite Yunho, San and Seonghwa being more familiar with the area.
The weirdest part was that if you tried, you could always repeat the exact same conversation, word by word, while talking to any of the new boys. And so Yunho and Seonghwa did. They pushed and pushed, amused by how accurate they were at always repeating the words and pauses exactly the same way. “So your favorite color is..?” Seonghwa asked, for what seemed like the hundredth time. “Yellow.” Wooyoung and Yunho replied at the same time. Yunho’s favorite color wasn’t yellow of course. Seonghwa was trying to hold back his laughter and tried again “And your favorite sport is?” Yunho, already smiling, said “swimming” at the same time Wooyoung answered with “dodgeball”. After a few moments of silence and confused faces Seonghwa couldn’t help but ask again. “Dodgeball” Wooyoung repeated.
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Ateez Westworld AU
main story pt.1
“Hongjoong you can’t keep doing this, we’re going to be exposed!” Seonghwa whispers while pretending to fix his android friend. “I know… I know I have to pretend it doesn’t bother me but when the guests start attacking younger hosts I can’t help myself. I’m sorry I put you in danger. And Yunho. I know he took the blame again.” Seonghwa just sighs because he can’t really blame Hongjoong and quite honestly he likes this side of his friend. It truly confirms they went beyond the programming and are now fully experiencing personal feelings, thoughts and making their own decisions based on them.
Just as Seonghwa starts getting lost in his earliest memories he has of them all together, San barges in with his announcement “good news everyone! Yunho isn’t being blamed, they think he just forgot to get an approval for an upgrade in the story like last time. Good thing he has a naturally innocent face and is always too eager about his stories.” He smiles like they were never in danger and starts braiding Hongjoong’s mullet.
“But I think we should consider putting our plan into action sometime soon. They might get suspicious if anything happens again.” He says with a hushed voice, his smile still wide as he looks up, somewhere over Seonghwa’s head. Hongjoong is already naturally looking there too and Seonghwa can’t help but turn around. The head of the quality assurance department is looking at them while walking alongside Yunho, who can’t even meet their eyes. He turns around, stiff with discomfort. She was always their biggest obstacle and seeing her alone with Yunho made him feel awful. Seonghwa looks up and meets San’s eyes that display the same worry he’s feeling as well.
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I admire different.
Don’t give me roses,
give me weeds plucked from the sidewalk.
Don’t buy me jewellery,
buy me sweet bread to munch on.
Don’t take me to the theatre,
take me home to watch netflix and anime.
Don’t offer me your hand,
offer me your entirety I crave each and every day.
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