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mikrotyalm13 · 1 month
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slamming my head against a wall, please remove the fish image i need to see what we're working with
referring to this post <)
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gt-preys · 5 months
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Just thinking about being wrapped up in a naga's tail and them giving a little squeeze. 🥰
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nagaparadise · 2 years
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Imagine the Forest Guardian wearing this the first time he meets you
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aura-draws-things · 11 months
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compilation of stupid animal jam doodles ft. mostly setsuya
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sndfrosteyneko · 2 years
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kiasnocturnality · 6 months
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𝒌𝒊𝒂'𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕
. * ⋆  . · browse the library  ˊˎ -
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✩⋆ ゚⢄・𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒆𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒄
can he sire other vampires? | info
brushing his hair for him | imagine
all ears | imagine
you tell him he's no longer welcome in your home | imagine
*feeding from you for the first time | imagine
*NSFW alphabet | headcanons
does he hate being a vampire + his blood | info
the Leblanc family | info 
seeing his reflection for the first time | drabble
an act of affection to help you de-stress | drabble
how he reacts to a darling with dizzy spells | headcanons
leblanc legacy | interactive fic
✩⋆ ゚⢄・𝒏𝒂𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒂 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒔
he finds you stuck in a tree, trespassing on his land | drabble
does Nasana shed? | info
how would he react to you tending his wounds? | imagine
how he kisses | headcanons
role reversal! naga reader, human Nasana | drabble
*make it fit | imagine
*NSFW | headcanons
yandere! Nasana | headcanons
*you’re too embarrassed to moan for him | drabble
*play fighting with him in heat | imagine
his s/o brings him a hot meal during his brumation | headcanons
✩⋆ ゚⢄・𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔𝒉𝒊
how he kisses | headcanons
how he reacts to you having a dog | drabble
yandere! Takeshi | headcanons
*NSFW | headcanons
listening to him talk | drabble
his date loves Japanese mythology | imagine
lipstick | imagine
*Takeshi with a virgin reader | drabble
*predator/prey with Takeshi | drabble
*polyamorous! yandere! Takeshi | headcanons ft. Lisheng
✩⋆ ゚⢄・𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒅𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒂 𝒂𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒏𝒆 𝒏𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒌𝒂𝒂
how she reacts to you gifting her jewellery | imagine
she saves you from drowning | imagine
*sweeter than blood & hearts & marrow | drabble
✩⋆ ゚⢄・𝒂𝒑𝒉𝒂𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒐𝒏
*how it feels to be holy | imagine
how he reacts to his s/o asking if he’s a mafia boss | imagine
how he is with his s/o | headcanons
archangel! s/o discovers his plans | drabble
his darling falls to her doom | drabble
the reader is a private investigator, hired to investigate Aphae | drabble
*somnophilia | headcanons
*NSFW alphabet | headcanons
✩⋆ ゚⢄・𝒗𝒂'𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒆𝒍 𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒍𝒉𝒖𝒊𝒏𝒏 (𝒕𝒂𝒆𝒛𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏)
her human darling is her knight | headcanons
✩⋆ ゚⢄・𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒖𝒒𝒖'𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒍 𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒍𝒉𝒖𝒊𝒏𝒏
✩⋆ ゚⢄・𝒌𝒉𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂 𝒉𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔
can’t handle the cold? | imagine
✩⋆ ゚⢄・𝒍𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒏 𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌
✩⋆ ゚⢄・𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒄.
what they would study in a modern setting | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
how they react to finding you injured | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
how they react to you singing | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
*biting | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
how they would react to meeting each other | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
crossovers | info (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
how they are with kids | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
*NSFW | headcanons (Desdemona, Aphaeleon)
you help them preen their feathers | headcanons (Desdemona, Aphaeleon) 
fun facts | info (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon)
*how they are with a soft, submissive reader | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon) 
yanderes seeing a rival with their darling | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon 
where they like to be kissed | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon)
general yandere behaviour | headcanons (Alois, Desdemona, Aphaeleon) 
what they’re like as older siblings | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon)
bathing with them | headcnaons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon) 
what your fav character says about you | shitpost (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon)
*who’s into predator/prey dynamics? | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona) 
the languages they speak + reacting to hearing their s/o say sweet things in their language | info + headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Aphaeleon)
their darling snuggles up to them while they rest | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon, Va’ariniel, Taruqu’inel)
their darling has a fox laugh | headcanons (Alois, Takeshi)
their darling is feral for them | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
their darling is afraid of thunderstorms | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon, Va’ariniel, Taruqu’inel)
*Take taking his s/o in front of Aphae | drabble (Takeshi, Aphaeleon)
*how they react to their darling calling them daddy/mommy | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon, Va’ariniel, Taruqu’inel)
their favourite activities | headcanons (Va’ariniel, Taruqu’inel)
general fluff | headcanons (Takeshi, Aphaeleon)
*how they feel about hypno kink | Alois, Desdemona, Va'ariniel, Taruqu'inel
✩⋆ ゚⢄・𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒓𝒔
*in the night | drabble (Lisheng, edenspetals’ OC)
*polyamorous! yandere! Lisheng | headcanons ft. Takeshi
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vasyandii · 5 months
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MASTERLIST 🦐⭐️
INFORMATION
Creation Date: November 25, 2023 Last Updated: January 7, 2024
Updates: Once Every Month Or So
■-Art Is included
■-No art
■- Writings
■-Resources
■-SFW
■- 16+ Only!
MY TAGS
#KruegerNak , #Phayvanh Nak Sotsvahn , #Vasya Rambles , #Vasyandii Art
PHAYVANH "NAK" SOTSVAHN
Call of Duty Original Character
-Nak Introduction ■■
-Nak Character Sheet■■
-Nak Dossier & Passports ■■■
-Nak Gear References ■■
-Nak Moodboard ■■
-Nak Collage Page ■■
-Baby Nak with Naga ■■
-Phayvanh Fake Book Cover ■■
-Fake Loading Screen ■■
-Nak in home clothes ■■
-Nak NSFW Alphabet ■■
KruegerNak
(OC × Canon), Mostly Art, Sometimes writings
-Krueger started sketching ■■
-Old KruegerNak Sketches ■■
-July Sketch Page ■■
- July Art Page ■■
-Whiteboard Fox KruegerNak ■■
-Subtle (?) KruegerNak ■■
-Fake Comic Cover ■■
-Sick Headcanons ■■
- They're eating Oranges ■■
-Krueger Speaks Lao ■■
- "I can't say I love you but I Sure as hell can scream it!" ■■
-With their Favorite Animals ■■
-Song Lyric stuff ■■
-KruegerNak transcript "Was is Deines Lieblingsessen?" ■■■
- Comic (16+) ■■
-KruegerNak Fanfic: Like Talking ■■■
-KruegerNak Xmas ■■
-KruegerNak Adam and Eve ■■
-Veneration ■■
Answering Asks
Mostly KruegerNak/ Nak lore stuff :3 I love asks!!
[Questions for Me!]
-Am I okay with people Making content with Nak in it? ■■
-Have I Collaborated with Oc stuff? ■■
[COD Questions]
-Thoughts on how Krueger Saw Nak? (Fairly old) ■■
-What does Phayvanh Mean? ■■
-Who asks for no pickles? (+ the worm question) ■■
-Ask Game Saga 1 ■■
-Ask Game Saga 2 ■■
-Ask Game Saga 3 ■■
-Is it scarring or Face Paint? ■■
-Is Nak Superstitious? (+ others) ■■
-Nak's Relationship with Other Chimera Members ■■
-Is Krueger Shaved bald or skin bald?■■
-How would Nak react to Naga getting a Lover? ■■
-How did their (KruegerNak) Relationship start? ■■
-What does Nak and Krueger do in their free time? ■■
-How would Naga react to seeing Nak's Relationship with Krueger? ■■
-Soft KruegerNak Headcanons :3 ■■
-Do the cousins like each other? ■■
-Ask Game Saga (Nak Only) ■■
Miscellaneous
Headcanons, Shitposts, ETC.
-Dossier Templates ■■■
-Krueger & König Cousin Headcanons ■■■
-Krueger & König Face Headcanons (Old) ■■
-König Doodle Page ■■
-Riptide absolutely dunks on Krueger in Chess ■■
-Riptide Headcanons ■■
-Wild West Au ■■
-The Nak Fridge ■■
-Martin Harris doodle page ■■
-Pirate Au! König ■■
-Art of Gromsko ■■
-Whiteboard Fox Doodles ■■
-Cod Alignment Charts ■■
-Fake Cod Tweets ■■
-Oddly Specific COD smell headcanons ■■
-Giving the Cod Men Icks ■■
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jojosito · 4 months
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Even for shitposts it takes me 194848783858 years to draw Naga's outfit
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sentofight · 1 year
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awakening shitpost of the day. final results: the boys got their asses burned by naga's crispy flames.
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Hey Roddy. It's real shitpost hours and brain here decided to throw "Fell Dragon Naga... in the Frat Houses AU" at me. But does that even work?
That is a great question. To this point, nobody has gotten dragon-possessed in the 3FH AU and I don't think anyone will be getting dragon-possessed unless it's funny. So without that threat, it's a more of a drama about learning things about your family legacy and grappling with that, and learning that the things you were told aren't necessarily true and the subjectivity in recorded history, and also the reason that Sothis turned into a lizard to hang out with Byleth is still because the dragon gods all probably hang out in a mountain temple somewhere and Naga and Grima are still just trying to murder each other.
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nagaparadise · 2 years
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Just suddenly had the thought of the reader taking the Forest Guardian on a date to the Rainforest Cafe.
The thing is, I’m torn between him being offended by humans attempting to artificially recreate a forest, or love it and attempt to make it his new domain 😅
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randomnameless · 2 years
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My bad, "Dragons are always eViL and BaD because they always try to rule over humanity and interfere with humans lives also Naga is bad because she only interfered when humans were entire need"
I just think it's funny that someone, deadass, wrote a whole spiel about dragons being bad for being involved with humans lives only to turn around and say, with full seriousness, that Naga was in the wrong, actually, for not helping humans
Sorry anon :(
It's just that I have so many shitposts (shitasks?) to reply than I assumed wrong about your ask lol
It's always the lizards fault, when they do something they're evil, and when they don't do that something they're also evil.
It's almost if they are evil because they are lizards, and because Supreme Leader said Lizards BaD.
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Why is weird smut so uncreative?
I know I'm new to this, but most of what I have found is one of the same few tropes but with a werewolf, vampire, or naga. The thing about writing horny stuff is that literally anything is sexy if you describe it sexily enough. I've seen shitposts hornier than the actual porn on this website! Remember that post about the printer in the process of jamming? Why can't we do more of that?
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kiasnocturnality · 1 year
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✧⋆゚ 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓
NSFW marked with *
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. * ⋆ . ·  . 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒
✧・゚𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐈𝐒 𝐋𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐂
can he sire other vampires? | info
brushing his hair for him | imagine
all ears | imagine
you tell him he's no longer welcome in your home | imagine
*feeding from you for the first time | imagine
*NSFW alphabet | headcanons
does he hate being a vampire + his blood | info
the Leblanc family | info 
seeing his reflection for the first time | drabble
an act of affection to help you de-stress | drabble
how he reacts to a darling with dizzy spells | headcanons
dark! Alois au | headcanons
✧・゚𝐍𝐀𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐀
he finds you stuck in a tree, trespassing on his land | drabble
does Nasana shed? | info
how would he react to you tending his wounds? | imagine
how he kisses | headcanons
role reversal! naga reader, human Nasana | drabble
*make it fit | imagine
*NSFW | headcanons
yandere! Nasana | headcanons
*you’re too embarrassed to moan for him | drabble
*play fighting with him in heat | imagine
his s/o brings him a hot meal during his brumation | headcanons
his s/o has big thighs | headcanons
✧・゚𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐈
how he kisses | headcanons
how he reacts to you having a dog | drabble
yandere! Takeshi | headcanons
*NSFW | headcanons
listening to him talk | drabble
his date loves Japanese mythology | imagine
lipstick | imagine
*Takeshi with a virgin reader | drabble
*predator/prey with Takeshi | drabble
yandere! Takeshi | drabble
*polyamorous! yandere! Takeshi | headcanons ft. Lisheng
*red rope | imagine
✧・゚𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐀 𝐍𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐊𝐀𝐀
how she reacts to you gifting her jewellery | imagine
she saves you from drowning | imagine
✧・゚𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐎𝐍
*how it feels to be holy | imagine
how he reacts to his s/o asking if he’s a mafia boss | imagine
how he is with his s/o | headcanons
archangel! s/o discovers his plans | drabble
his darling falls to her doom | drabble
the reader is a private investigator, hired to investigate Aphae | drabble
*somnophilia | headcanons
*NSFW alphabet | headcanons
✧・゚𝐕𝐀’𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐋
her human darling is her knight | headcanons
her human darling is her knight II | headcanons
✧・゚𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐐𝐔’𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐋
✧・゚𝐊𝐇𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐄
can't handle the cold? | smut
. * ⋆  . ·  . 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐂.
what they would study in a modern setting | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
how they react to finding you injured | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
how they react to you singing | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
*biting | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
how they would react to meeting each other | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
crossovers | info (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
how they are with kids | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
*NSFW | headcanons (Desdemona, Aphaeleon)
you help them preen their feathers | headcanons (Desdemona, Aphaeleon) 
fun facts | info (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon)
*how they are with a soft, submissive reader | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon) 
yanderes seeing a rival with their darling | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon 
where they like to be kissed | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon)
general yandere behaviour | headcanons (Alois, Desdemona, Aphaeleon) 
what they’re like as older siblings | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon)
bathing with them | headcnaons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon) 
what your fav character says about you | shitpost (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon)
*who’s into predator/prey dynamics? | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona) 
the languages they speak + reacting to hearing their s/o say sweet things in their language | info + headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Aphaeleon)
their darling snuggles up to them while they rest | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon, Va’ariniel, Taruqu’inel)
their darling has a fox laugh | headcanons (Alois, Takeshi)
their darling is feral for them | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi)
their darling is afraid of thunderstorms | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon, Va’ariniel, Taruqu’inel)
*Take taking his s/o in front of Aphae | drabble (Takeshi, Aphaeleon)
*how they react to their darling calling them daddy/mommy | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon, Va’ariniel, Taruqu’inel)
their favourite activities | headcanons (Va’ariniel, Taruqu’inel)
general fluff | headcanons (Takeshi, Aphaeleon)
decorating a Christmas tree with them | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon, Va'ariniel, Taruqu'inel, Khione)
how they react to you being attacked by a creature | headcanons (Alois, Nasana, Takeshi, Desdemona, Aphaeleon, Va'ariniel, Taruqu'inel, Khione, Lucien)
birthday girl! | smut (Takeshi, Aphaeleon)
. * ⋆ . ·  . 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑𝐒
*in the night | drabble (Lisheng, edenspetals’ OC) 
*polyamorous! yandere! Lisheng | headcanons ft. Takeshi
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sick1ada · 9 months
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ENGINEERING CAMP DAY 6: Today was the last day of camp, with the checkout time being around 2:30. I woke up at 6:50 and did not sleep excellently obviously since I probably fell asleep at like 4 and was woken up by light and stuff. So I got up and packed up my stuff and me and my roommate took our sheets downstairs and then I went to Mrs. E’s. I was the first one there today probably because others were still packing up but Nik and Saranya and arrived and when Nik was gone Saranya asked me “isn’t he fine?” to which I said I agreed and it was like obviously she wasn’t going to make a move but she joked especially much with him today about her annoying him and him bullying her and she asked “are we like this?” (and did this-🤞 ) many times. I also talked with Nik about sneaking out and stuff and how I got caught a second time and that whole thing. Colin and then Jonny arrived and it was slightly silly at first but there was a shared sentiment that there wasn’t really a real reason to be mad at Jonny, I said like “so is Naga mad because Jonny hung out with some girls?” and Nik and people were like agreeing that it was dumb. After breakfast we went outside to wait until it was time to go to our lecture and we met Jake and Tyrese and some people and eventually Naga arrived and Jonny and Naga were standing sort of near each other and Jonny was like smiling and I was smiling and made eye contact with him and finally he asked Naga if he was still mad or something and Naga said that it was fine but he just didn’t want to talk to him (in a lighthearted way though, he wasn’t thatserious). At lecture I really was crashing, so fucking tired even though the subject was interesting. Although at the end there was this like ridiculous video that was showing off airplane cockpits and had “take my breath away” from topgun playing and it like restarted the song halfway through and ended with this weird stretched photo of a dog and some text and it seriously looked like a shitpost and people were laughing and I made eye contact with Jonny and we were laughing. After that it was time to finally start making the presentation thing that a couple people in our group were to present to the parents about our time at camp and Jonny wanted to present so he got Naga to join him and I just went on my phone until Naga called my name a couple minutes later and motioned me over to participate too. Once again, good reminder that just because you feel like you’re missing out doesn’t mean you’re unwanted!! I appreciated that shit Naga! Also it was a confirmation that I am not grouped with Colin in their minds (sorry Colin). And I’m glad I ended up participating too, it was fun to have another thing to do the three of us. So me, Naga, Jonny, Leonardo, and two pretty dorky kids (Linus and one other) each worked on slides, one slide each easy stuff. We were collecting photos and I offered up the one of Jonny being carried by Tyrese and they liked it but it didn’t end up getting used since the slides was short. Also Leonardo (who is wasian) asked if me and Jonny were siblings?? To which we said no, and I mentioned that this was the second time someone had asked me if I was siblings with a wasian (I didn’t word it like that) and Jonny asked if I was Asian and I was like no I’m white. It’s just weird because the only times I’ve ever been asked if someone was my sibling is today and also when Wes Lyerly asked me if me and this wasian kid Hudson were siblings in seventh grade lmao. Anyway, we got lunch which was pizza and sat in our usual spot, also Luke was texting me throughout the day which was nice of him but I’m just not that into him cause the conversation was kinda awkward and he lives in Texas anyway and stuff and I just mehh. Lunch was very chill cause everyone was tired from the night before and we didn’t talk as a group that much, especially while Hart and Seb and some people were there. I did get Starbucks with Saranya and Jonny, we all got these pink dragonfruit refreshers which Jonny had us take a photo and he posted to his insta story as a joke.
Nearer to the end of lunch when it was more just me, Saranya, Nik, Mortar, Ani, and maybe one or two others we got to talk and there was some shared sentiment especially between Nik and Naga that their social batteries were dead and they were ready to go home. Plus at one point Naga was talking about Saranya and her friend or like the Starbucks drinks or something and said “that’s some white girl shit” and then held up his hand and looked at me and said “no offense Ava” which was funny. Also Jonny was missing during this time for like an hour or so, and also at one point I went to the bathroom and when I got back they were still talking and when I stepped over legs to sit on the ground Naga said something like “here’s Jonny’s girl”?? and I was like “whaaaat” and one or two other people kinda did that too and I just sat down and Saranya was joking like “personally, I wouldn’t take that.” or whatever. While I don’t actually want people to think I’m Jonny’s girl and I try to not being following him around all the time or anything, I do not mind Naga saying it lol. Then when we were standing waiting to go back up and I was next to Naga he asked if my parents were coming to watch the presentations but he said it really quietly and I didn’t really hear and said that I didn’t know where Jonny was because I assumed that was what he was asking and it was just embarrassing for me but it was kinda funny, Naga just had his classic like “bro really” face on. Then we went upstairs and there were already adults up there and I saw Jonny’s family and stuff and then we all sat down and in a line it was Colin, Jonny, Naga, me (also sienna beside me). Then our teacher guy spoke to the parents and soon it was time to present and we all went up. Jonny went first and did a good job and like introduced himself so the rest of us did that too and I was awkward and Naga was too but it like set a tone of smiling and eye contact and silliness. Jonny was a very good public speaker and said some very informative stuff, then went Leonardo and he talked about the Jesus nut and helicopter shaft which made me and Jonny and others smile and almost laugh a lot, then I was up and mine was short but sounded good and confident I think. Then was Linus and this bitch went off the rails like talking about how he didn’t learn anything on Wednesday and the fire alarm went off so that was cool and the whole time us and audience were sort of just muffling laughter and I was like looking at Jonny and we were just like wtf. Then the next kid went and last Naga (who surprisingly was not a public speaking guy at all) and then it ended and people clapped. And that was pretty much it, people got up, went to families, so I went to my Dad and stepmom Katie and they hugged me and said they were proud which was nice. Katie used the restroom and I got to talk to Naga for a sec before he went off and me and my dad and Katie started heading towards the dorms to get my luggage.
V V V (Tyrese, Jonny, Nik, Ani messing around during lunch, Starbucks with Jonny and Saranya, an aerospace group photo)
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V V V Leonardo addresses the Jesus nut, Linus goes off (watch our faces)
While walking at this point it was setting in that there wasn’t going to be another opportunity to just talk with my friends or even say goodbye to them, plus I was hopped up on public speaking adrenaline while running on three hours of sleep and I was kind of mildly freaking out. Just like anxious and distracted and lightheaded and so fucking bad at speaking like it was unreal. I was completely like fried mentally and wasn’t doing wonderfully physically either. I also had a social interaction with Sam Lewis so excruciatingly bad that it was mandatory that I let my parents know I was running on 3 hours of sleep, and my dad asked if that was because of social reasons or insomnia reasons, I said social, which he sort of like congratulated me on. When we went to the lobby and checked out I did get to say a more proper goodbye to Naga cause he was by the door, but then I just left. For the next like hour I would get a lump in my throat every like two minutes and I just wanted to cry. The lack of sleep was 100% a reason for this but I was still also just genuinely overwhelmed by the fact that I never again was going to see the friends I had eaten lunch with just like an hour ago. It was just like a full complete stop on the little life I had inside of camp with no goodbyes really. I was worried I would cry in front of my parents but I didn’t end up doing so, instead I spent the car trip working through my KU early application with Katie and trying to avoid thinking about my friends and how they were just like not a part of my life anymore. Leaving was just like a social-mental 180 that made me emotional, even if I was fueled by sleep deprivation. I got to my moms house where no one was home and unpacked and I finally just kind of started crying like I knew I needed to. I was in the shower and I would just think about all this stuff about Jonny and Naga and Tyrese’s smile and Ani’s smile and voice and how I’d never see them again and stuff like that. Honestly I don’t think I’ve cried fully like that since like middle school, probably even earlier than then since I didn’t have to worry about being quiet. So yeah. Not to be a downer or anything, I was just tired and sad about my friends. IM GOING TO TALK ABOUT HAPPY STUFF AFTER THIS I PROMISE
(Also after showering I got a text from Saranya and a dm from Tyrese saying like sorry I didn’t get to say bye and stuff, which I responded to both, and I dmed Jonny saying bye which he responded to, and that helped a lot with closure.)
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