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namjoon birthday drabbles

HELLO AGAINNN !! since joons birthday is just a few days away! (my baby is getting older, we love to see ittt!) - i’m going to be taking drabble request for his social media aus for the next couple of days ! which are: falling for you, plot twist, and smokescreen!

**you can also send in requests for clips with context! as well as questions to the main characters of any fic on my masterlist!

so if there were any moments that you wanted to see, questions you want to ask, any scenarios you’ve thought of or if you’ve just been wondering what has happened since we last saw them - don’t hesitate to send me an ask to find out! i’ll also be reopening character asks for their aus as well!

make sure you clarify which au you’re requesting for and exactly what your request is to make sure it gets answered! i will be posting these drabbles as they come in up until september 14th!

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city of hearts, ep. 1 ❤️‍🩹 taehyung

synopsis. having experienced a fateful romance by the beach, taehyung sets out on a quest through seoul's bustling streets to locate the woman who has stolen his heart.

pairing. taehyung x oc

genre. social media auㆍgamedesigner!tae ( angst. fluff. smut. )

word count. 5623

warnings. adulthood romance things cof cof implicit

a/n. i couldn't possibly start another au, but she said the word and so i did. happy birthday to my bestie, whom i'd love to see more often even though we talk every day ☆ thank you for being my person through and through ! this is my love letter to you, miss bubbles ♡

episodes. 01 ▸ 02 ▸ 03

▸ E1: True or False?

One day we got curious as to how men and women date in this city. To satisfy our curiosity, we discussed the beginning of a new project, that required us to follow the lives of several men and women in Seoul.

For it to be real, we won’t intervene in their lives. Only when we think it’s necessary, we will share their answers with others, or maybe edit them to make this entertaining—all the while keeping their original words. 

It’s worth telling that fifty individuals around Seoul were chosen for this project. Still, they will all be participating with nicknames to protect their privacy—as we usually do when it comes to the internet. They all had to promise to treat their phones as their friends, as well as the app we developed where we will be posting questions, and telling only the truth. 

But some answers and behaviors made us wonder if they indeed were telling us like it really is.

[ note that some of their answers will be through text, others, like this one, will be taken as voice notes. all voices undergo a modification due to privacy issues. ]

ılı.lıl taehyung: I’m the cool type… and uhm, gentle. Definitely not clingy. I’m cool. 

ılı.lıl deo: I keep true to myself when I date… and when I break up too. 

ılı.lıl kie: I’d say I fall in and out of love pretty fast. What can I say? I’m passionate. *chuckles* And if I have to break up, I just do it. I won’t dwell much. 

ılı.lıl yoongi: What’s even the point of getting laid? *tsk* It’s a hassle… 

ılı.lıl jin: I’m not one to play games. I don’t like that. I think overall I’m a pretty good guy. 

ılı.lıl harin: Before my current boyfriend, well, I think I dated around uhm… Four men? No, three…? Wait. Let me retake this just once! *laughs* 

So, whether the participants are telling the truth… well, we will let you be the judge of that. 

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boreo 🤔

bluengrey For me, it’s women I can have fun with.

boreo men that I can talk to?

⤷ callmerinie huh? talking isn’t everything

tangerimin A physical connection, people. 

supertuna Are you asking what I think you’re asking?

notmekeys why are you all acting so innocent? kkk

boreo oh- 

tangerimin Why can’t you all say it? It’s just whatever. Just say it. You know, like bang!

⤷ boreo i got it now. 

callmerinie 🤭

callmerinie and cut~!

boreo so if it’s about intimacy..

⤷ notmekeys i think i know just by the smell. you know, it’s all about pheromones

supertuna Doesn’t it depend on the man? At least I think so. 

⤷ callmerinie wow! really? you’re giving yourself too much credit. 😒

bluengrey Uhm.. Usually I take the lead if it’s about that. 

⤷ boreo uh-huh. do you really? 

⤷ bluengrey Ok. Fine. There was this one time that I followed the girl’s lead. 

⤷ bluengrey One time, okay? 

⤷ boreo doubt it

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bluengrey Dating? I don’t think so

⤷ supertuna No. I think it is. 

boreo dating really changed my point of view about that

tangerimin If you guys are putting it that way, I’ve dated many women. I loved it every time. 

⤷ callmerinie aww… and what the girls had to say about this?

⤷ notmekeys about men? well, you know. they are all the same: trash. 

⤷ boreo not all… i mean. there’s someone i know that wasn’t 

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boreo yes. there is someone i can’t forget. 

bluengrey I do. 

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[ note that this request was sent privately to users bluengrey and boreo and we edited the sequence of their answers according to our own motives and the following questioning. ]

ılı.lıl deo: It happened one year ago…

ılı.lıl taehyung: She was the only one I could see. Like I was just gravitating in her orbit… Like we were in a world of our own. I felt complete. 

ılı.lıl deo: I felt this spark every time I would catch him staring at me and then I simply couldn’t look away.

ılı.lıl taehyung: Back then I thought “Wah, this is what love feels like” *chuckles sadly*

ılı.lıl deo: I’ll always remember him. 

ılı.lıl taehyung: If that is really the case… I don’t think someone ends a relationship if they feel that way. 

ılı.lıl deo: It was my fault. 

ılı.lıl taehyung: You know, it was my fault… 

ılı.lıl taehyung: No… It’s true, she messed it up. 

ılı.lıl deo: I won’t make excuses.

ılı.lıl taehyung: I mean… Of all the people… Why me? Why did it have to be me?

ılı.lıl deo: Simply put, we met at a time when I needed someone like him. Thanks to him, I became who I am now... 

ılı.lıl taehyung: I wish I had never met her. *sighs* I was such a fool now that I think back. 

ılı.lıl deo: *smiles* Being around him.. his love was kind of magical...

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august 10th, 2022 

Summer is at its peak and Taehyung has just arrived at Jeju airport. It has been a while since he last had some time to himself due to work, so to say he couldn’t wait for this much-deserving vacation is an understatement. 

He organized everything at the company before he took off for this get-away, from the ongoing projects ideas he had recently pitched in, to the files the design team would need the next fifteen days he was away. And if you know Taehyung, you also know being organized was never his forte. 

The game designer waits absentmindedly with his luggage by his foot, as he takes his beloved camera out of its case to finally point at the structure behind him. This airport isn’t the biggest one he had ever set foot on, he observes, but it is cozy enough and bustling with people everywhere to the point his fingers itch for the metal click of the equipment for a piece of nostalgia he held dear to his heart. 

Just around the corner, Deo hit the brakes of the jeep as she waits for a group of tourists to cross to the other sidewalk while talking to her boss on the phone. 

“It would’ve been much easier if you had just asked him for a selfie or something, Yumi–” 

She hears her boss laugh through the speakers as she looks out of the window. The place is packed to the point she can barely see the pick-up line where the Ubers and Taxis usually park, and a wave of worriedness falls upon her. “Let’s go through with his description once again.” 

“Ok, remember… He’s tall, and the last time he came he had blonde hair but that might not be the case anymore… Mmm, he has a nice shoulder line– Just trust me, his face will be hard to miss. He’s really handsome!” 

The confession has Deo opening a smile. She met Yumi just a couple of weeks back when she arrived in Jeju herself, but the connection was instant. 

For the first three days, she stayed at Yumi’s shack—the colorful hostel by the beach owned by Yumi herself and her long-time fiancé, Namjoon. But then going home became some distant reality she wasn’t ready to face, so kindly she was offered a position at the beach stay. And now, here she is, doing her first task out of the premises and the vigilante eyes of her playful bosses. 

Although she loved the couple who hired her, even if it had been just a mere seventeen days, and she considered them as family, nothing made Deo as uncomfortable as not knowing what she was dealing with. Driving to the airport clueless as to whom she should be picking up wasn’t her cup of tea and the uneasiness she felt was visible as she sighed longly while turning off the call. 

The stop sign goes green again, and with a bold strike of encouragement, she straightens her back, holds the steering wheel with conviction, and begins a cheerful pep talk to herself. 

“You can do this.” She mumbles, hawkeyes scanning the people as her car slowly passes by. “How hard can it be… He’s tall and–” 

The words quickly lose their sound in her mouth. Standing ten feet ahead, a man attracts glances from everyone passing by as he checks the visor in his camera absentmindedly. 

Mentally, Deo starts crossing every characteristic being given by Yumi as she keeps looking at him through the safety of the Jeep’s tainted window. The only thing that doesn’t match is that this handsome man isn’t blonde but a brunette. His chocolate locks look ridiculously soft blowing in the light breeze. 

Inhaling resolved, she parks right next to him, rolling her window down.  

“Hi there! Would you perhaps be the Kim Taehyung from Seoul I’m looking for?” 

Upon hearing his name, Taehyung looks up at her. The girl doesn’t wait for his answer, she jumps out of the vehicle that he can notice is much bigger than herself. “You must be here to pick me up… Right?” 

Deo smiles at him confirming with a nod before opening the big trunk of the Jeep. Instead of introducing herself right away as expected, Taehyung watches as she reaches for his luggage, her knitted eyebrows denouncing how heavy it must be. 

“I– I can do that–” He tries, but she swiftly evades his reach. 

“It’s no problem! Really.”

He watches a bit flustered as she tries to dismiss her effort with a laid-back energy as if it was something she did all the time—to arrange heavy stuff in trunks and whatever not. 

Picking both his duffel bags to help while she is still pushing his suitcase inside the trunk, he is able to take two steps before she takes notice and grabs them from his hands. “Leave that to me! You can wait inside, really. Go ahead!” Deo waves her hand and he starts to walk toward the passenger seat uncertain of how to behave, but decides to take her lead for the time being. 

“Seatbealt!” She says as soon as she occupies the driver's seat and he is quick to follow the instruction. 

“So… Where is Namjoon?” 

Deo reaches for the rearview mirror, casually checking something in her eye before adjusting it back to its position. “Oh, he had to give today’s surf lessons and Yumi was kind of busy with tonight’s gathering so… But you’ll see him soon enough!”

“Ah, I see” 

“He’ll be waiting for us by the beach, don’t worry.” And the bubbly smile she gives him before starting the car and driving them away is enough to shut down his inquiry and haze him in his thoughts. 

ılı.lıl taehyung: What kind of women I’m compatible with? *smiles* Looking back… I’m drawn to the ones that are strange to me at first *chuckles* I think they’re a good pair for me. 

Driving down the lush tapestry of Jeju island, Deo takes the wheel as the jeep’s interior is illuminated by the soft glow of the sun. Melodic notes intertwine with the afternoon’s warm atmosphere as music envelops them. Deo’s fingers tap the steering wheel, and her voice, a gentle hum, dances in harmony with the rhythm. Taehyung, sitting beside her, steals occasional glances, captivated by her carefree demeanor. The playful sway of her copper strands in the wind and the joy evident on her face, as the waves crash on the coast, make the moment feel like a private dance between them.

ılı.lıl taehyung: Have you ever met someone and felt like they were this huge… Question mark? 

ılı.lıl taehyung: Like– “What is she like? She looks fun” *chuckles reminiscent* And you can’t stop having these questions and curiosities… You just want to know more and more. 

As if sensing the perfect moment, a familiar melody begins to play through the car’s speakers. Deo’s eyes lit up with recognition, a grin forming on her lips. Officially Missing You by Tamia had been remade by Basstracks as a summer tune, and it had quickly become one of her favorites at the moment; a song that resonated with the essence of Jeju and its travelers. 

With an impulsive burst of excitement, Deo cranks up the volume, allowing the music to envelop the jeep. The infectious beat cascades around them, harmonizing with the engine's rhythm roaring wildly in the wind. Her hands tap the steering wheel more enthusiastically than before, her foot keeping time with the pedals as the melody ignites her senses. 

And then, as if the music had started a fire within her, she begins to sing. Her voice, rich and passionate, hits Taehyung’s ears in a wonderful and alluring way. Every note she sings seems to carry the energy of the sun-drenched afternoon, a celebration of life and the freedom of the open road. 

Taehyung was initially taken aback by the sudden fervor. He watches in silent amazement as she transforms from a steady driver into a vivacious performer. Her eyes sparkle with delight, and her voice carries an unadulterated joy that is impossible to ignore. 

For a moment, he is rendered speechless, caught in the captivating spell of her uninhibited enthusiasm even though he knows the lyrics by heart himself. But as the chorus approaches, Deo’s voice soars higher, and turning to him with an unmistakable twinkle in her eye, she opens the windows further, allowing the world outside to merge with the music. 

“You know this song–?” As she asks and the chorus reaches its crescendo, she extends her arm toward him, pretending her hand is a microphone. The invitation hangs between them, and he hesitates for a moment. “C’mon! Sing with me–” Shyness lingered, but her spirited performance is too magnetic to resist. 

Taking a deep breath, he leans closer to the imaginary tool and timidly joins in, his voice intertwining with hers. Taehyung sings softly, still caught in the spell of her contagious energy. His eyes remain fixed on her while she loses herself to the music.

At that moment, as Deo sings with all her heart, his own swells with a profound fondness for the stranger sitting by his side. He realizes that this is a glimpse into her unfiltered soul—one that seems to revel in the simple joys of life, that seems to embrace every moment with unbridled passion. 

ılı.lıl taehyung: That’s how I fell for her… You see, I’m attracted to intense women. 

⤷ tangerimin It is fun to follow their lead kekeke so… Same here. 

ılı.lıl taehyung: There is a lot more to it– Like being bubbly… Oh, and she was also pretty feisty! Yeah, *smiles* that’s what she was like. She had just the right amount of feistiness.

When the music fades out and is replaced by the radio host’s voice instead, Deo turns down the volume still in a cheerful spirit. She takes a peak at the passenger seat only to notice Taehyung’s eyes are already on her. Visibly disconcerted, he gives her a small smile before looking over at his window instead, and she takes the opportunity to know more about him. 

“You will like it there,” she starts bubbly and he returns his gaze to her side profile. It is endearing how close to the steering wheel her seat is to compensate for her small stature.  

“I think so too… The last time I came it was such a healing experience– And well, I’ve been wanting to rent a trailer ever since I was younger.” 

“Oh, you’ll love it then!” He watches how her eyes part from the road ahead and instead fall on his side of the car, momentarily pointing with her index finger still on the wheel to the beach extension that passes by them. “It must be lovely to drive along the coasts… Picking these beautiful spots to just– Chill. I have a list of them if you want!” 

Taehyung leans his head on the window, a nostalgic wave hits his lips as the lines of it curve upward and he watches the sea crashing at the shore. It’s like a vivid picture of his childhood right in front of him. 

“That would be great if I had the license to drive the camper around… Maybe next time?” 

“You’re staying over a month and you won’t even change spots?! Now that we can’t do, hon.” 

He looks back at her startled by the casualty she treats everything. And not in a bad way; she didn’t peg him as this overbearing nosy person who didn’t have boundaries, but as someone that seemed carefree and loose. A different version of himself that he had to let go of many moons ago to fit the immense gray box that was societal norms and ordinary conviviality. 

Feeling a bit tempted to just enjoy the moment he decides then to let go of the filters. “That’s the only thing to do, hon, I don’t have the license.” He jokes, chuckling at her reaction when hearing the nickname. “What? You started it.” 

“My bad! Yumi was so invested in this whole casual speech thing ever since I started my part-time job there that now I just can’t come out of it. Something about making the guests feel at home and all that…” 

“Sounds like Yumi!” 

“But back to you. I was thinking… If there was a way to get you a license, would you want it? To live the full experience of a camper, that is…?” 

Taehyung frowns thinking as he looks to the calm waves again, but there isn’t much thinking to do. He would love the freedom of parking the vehicle throughout the whole extension of Jeju. “Sure…” He ponders. Being the type to imagine and discuss things, he was more than ready to give her all the reasons why that would be great for his next stay. “To park it whe–” 

“Great! So let’s do it!” 

It is the last thing he hears before she makes an abrupt U-turn in the middle of the calm road, and he has to flatten one hand on the window and the other on the panel of the Jeep to hold for his life. 

His heart only stops beating at an alarming speed once she hits the brakes and he is able to open the door to exit the vehicle. Still confused as to what is happening, the picture gets clear as she opens her arms excitedly in front of what he realizes to be a driving school.

“Ta-da! Your problems will be solved in exactly two days!” Deo exclaims, and Taehyung is pretty certain that his face is contorting in the most clueless way. He notices how a sudden strike of worriedness flashes on her toffee irises, however. “If you manage to pass the test of course…” 

ılı.lıl taehyung: I should have known she was crazy by then… But in all honesty… That’s what made her fun in the first place. 

ılı.lıl taehyung: And that makes me crazy too *laughs* You know, it’s those kinds of things you only realize later… Much later. Like realizing you’ve been conned only after being conned by someone *sighs*

⤷ supertuna Wow … I have just now realized how some people can be so blind 

ılı.lıl taehyung: And now whenever I see a camper trailer… I think of her.

They only get out of the driving school when he goes through with all the paperwork necessary to go and take the test the next day as Deo had insisted. She not only pushed him into a 3x4 photo machine situated on the long corridor of the building, but also cut the picture she thought to be the best, and helped him fill the application. 

Taehyung keeps replaying the whole shenanigan in his head as he takes his surfboard out of the roof of the jeep parked by his temporary home—a camper trailer by the beach. Last year, Namjoon had called him excitedly sharing the news that his girlfriend and he had bought a cozy place in Jeju and had renovated it to be a chill hostel for surfers and passersby. Of course, Taehyung stopped by to visit as soon as he was able to take some days off, but at the time, since all trailers were already rented, he stayed on the main structure. 

Not that it was bad, far from it. He enjoyed every second; from the late-night gatherings to the lounge festivities, and the amazing lunchtime Yumi was keen on making into a later-on karaoke session or game quest. There was no dull time within the colorful facilities, and it was always kept so casual that it made Taehyung feel very much at home. 

But he had the trailer experience written down on his bucket list ever since he could remember. And so this time around, he was sure to seize the opportunity and make that old promise come true. 

His thoughts wander away as he finishes sticking his board in the warm sand. Playing by the emerald shore, Deo runs laughing as she is chased by two dogs. His right hand comes to his eye line to shield it from the sun as he is incapable of moving on with his life, seeing her throw a stick only to have the bigger dog chasing it and the little one look at her unamused. It’s like he could be here all day to witness this particular scene, unconscious and unbothered by what surrounds them. 

And that is indeed what happens. 

“Hey, you, Mr. cloud9–” Namjoon calls for his attention for the second time. “You didn’t listen to a thing I said, did you?” 

“Hm?” 

“I was telling you to close the canvas of it at night because of the wind– Are you even hearing a thing?” But as he follows his friend's line of sight he knows he isn’t. Letting go of his own obligations for the time being, he stands beside Taehyung, crossing his arms and admiring his dogs running as the waves serve as background music to his ears. It’s peaceful. It’s his piece of peace on earth. 

“She shines, doesn’t she?” 

Namjoon peaks at his friend before looking ahead once more, with a fond smile finding his features. “She does… She has been our recent source of joy. Yumi and I laugh so much because of her lately.” 

“Yeah, she seems fun,” Taehyung muses with a chuckle of his own still enamored by the scene displayed in front of him. Deo falls to the soft sand in laughter and both dogs come flying toward her. 

“Poor girl… She was dumped here by some surfer. Could you believe that?” 

There is a sorrowful pause and Taehyung is suddenly snapped out of his trance, indignity brimming in his eyes as his friend shakes his head clearly saddened by the situation. 

Returning his view to the girl ahead, he adds, “What kind of jerk would do that? She seems so bubbly and… Caring–” 

“You want to take her to Seoul?” Namjoon interrupts and he almost gasps. 

“Take her?!”

“Yeah, take her. I mean, I think she would be happy with you there…” 

“You think she would like to come with me?” Taehyung’s fingers tingle with the possibility, even if he himself doubts it a little. 

“Sure! We just have to give her one last shot and she’s good to go! The vet–”

“Wait. What? What are you talking about?” 

Namjoon stares at him suddenly confused, and then back at the beach again. As Deo hops by, calling for both Monnie and Tan, his eyebrows soften in understanding. 

“Oh… It’s not Monnie, is it?” He muses playfully. “You’re talking about Yewon… I see,” 

“Yewon…” Taehyung mumbles her name to himself. “So her name is Yewon, huh…”

But the impish nudges he receives on his side snap him out of his thoughts and let him know that Namjoon won’t be letting go of this confession so soon. 

In the cozy beachside hostel, the evening breeze whispers through open windows, carrying with it the laughter of tenants. With a lighthearted step, Deo finds herself in the pantry where Namjoon is absorbed in a way to easy recipe for lounge snacks. Fishing his phone out of her jeans, a small smile plays on her lips as she extends the device toward him. 

“Here you go, boss,” she remarks, her voice playful as she not only returns his phone but also substitutes the sugar jar in his hand with the salt and pepper. 

Namjoon glances up, chuckling at his clumsiness. “We were almost in trouble there. You’re a lifesaver.” 

As he takes the phone from the table filled with condiments, he can’t help but tease, “You should probably get one of your own, don’t you think?” 

“Eh. It’s just a hassle really… I only use it to talk to our guests.” 

Leaving him to his impromptu cooking, she strolls out to the porch, where the new visitors are gathering. The atmosphere is lively, with conversations and newfound curiosity filling the air. Deo effortlessly mingles, chatting with familiar faces and welcoming newcomers that pass by the beach. 

Among the crowd, she notices Taehyung engrossed in a ping pong game, as she takes some beers to a group playing Jenga. His infectious laughter captivates everyone around him and she can’t help but smile at the view. Her gaze lingers, catching his eye for a fleeting second. 

She points with her head to the group around him, wearing a playful smile on her lips, and lifting her thumb up to measure how he is doing tonight she waits for his response. Immediately he raises his own finger positively, his smile opening wider at her caring gesture to check on him. 

Suddenly, the lights flicker and go out, causing momentary confusion and their brief interaction to cease. Murmurs and laughter rise as the guests fumble in the dark. Deo is the only one chuckling expectant as she knows what is to come. 

Then, not ten seconds later, Yumi’s voice pierce the darkness through a megaphone. “Ladies and gents, it’s game time!” 

The announcement is met with cheers and applause, and the porch transforms into a playground of excitement. Deo herself feels the rush of anticipation buzz down to the tip of her fingers as the group prepares for a surprise game under the stars, even though she replays the script made by her and Yumi earlier on in her mind.

The last time Taehyung stayed here, he arrived so tired from a late-night flight that he wasn’t able to participate in the welcoming game he knew Yumi organized every month, and he regretted it for the whole week he rented a room. This night was all every guest he met by the beach was able to talk about, and now he was ready to find why. 

As some fairy lights and a big screen illuminate the space, Deo watches the handsome newcomer’s silhouette amid the glow. His grin was unmistakable as he raised a red cup, ready to dive open-heartedly into whatever it was that the hosts had prepared.

Supposedly, every time Yumi and Namjoon did this for the new guests to ambient themselves and feel more comfortable around everyone else, they prepared a scavenge hunt inside and outside of the hostel's bounds. But this week everything had gone to space and changes had to be made at the last minute. 

Between losing a long-time employee and having to train Deo on the spot, as well as managing the surf lessons and running the business, the couple had little to no time to arrange the things needed for the anticipated scavenge hunt. So this month, Deo pitched in with a rather easy game to orchestrate and that would still promote the mingling of the visitors—Simon Says. 

“And… Start!” Yumi exclaimed as she pressed the button to start the presentation on the projection screen. 

Big crimson red letters appear giving instructions and the crowd thrillingly follows. “Simon says: make a group with four girls and three guys” it reads at first and everyone fumbles their way to find open spots. Deo herself is forced to join as two guests she had come to know, pull her to their side. The thrill of the game intertwined with the salt-kissed wind made her feel some sense of belonging that she had never really expected. 

“Three guys, three girls!”

In the throes of the chaos of the match, it was inevitable however how Taehyung’s gaze followed the sound of Deo’s laughter. Even if their eyes meet in brief moments, and even if it was in the middle of an ongoing competition, a silent connection seemed to pull them to each other like gravity. 

As the game reaches its apex, the tension in the air is palpable. The players’ laughter overlaps with the sound of Yumi’s megaphone, creating a symphony of fun. They aren’t completely strangers now. There is a spontaneous connection formed between them all, just like the hosts had intended it to. 

“One guy, one girl! Quick!”, Yumi reads the screen through the megaphone overexcited, and the remaining participants eye each other in confusion while the rest of the crowd laughs entertained. “Oh–” 

Taehyung steals a glance at his two partners, both male, and they all chuckle amused, not really knowing how to proceed. 

“I think I messed up when writing this– Wait.” Yumi confesses to the crowd sheepishly, starting to move toward the laptop to try and fix the mistake. 

But then Taehyung feels like someone is watching him through his peripheral, and when he turns his head, it’s her. Deo stands two feet away from him, close to Yumi, watching joyfully, and he suddenly knows what to do. Or better, his heart does. 

With two quick steps, he reaches for her hand, pulling her gently to his side and attracting everyone else’s attention to their figures, Yumi’s included. In the midst of the applause and collective cheer, Deo’s mute inquiry reaches his eyes. 

The porch begins to transform into a realm of unity and exhilaration, being lit by the moonlight and the shared spirit of the guests, but not that any of the two notice, as the girl is too enchanted by her last-minute partner’s orbs. Taehyung's big brown eyes pierce hers with certainty and a flash of curiosity that is almost childlike. 

A shared smile floats between them as her sight falls to his lips, a silent acknowledgment of the joy of the evening and perhaps the butterflies that flutter rapidly in their stomachs.

The lights had gone out, but the bonds forming under the starry August sky seemed to shine even brighter. 

ılı.lıl taehyung: When you look into a girl’s eyes you can tell if she’s compatible with you or not. I can see who she is through it… And in that moment I felt it. I knew that she and I would be compatible. 

“We have our winner for tonight!” Yumi exclaims through the megaphone as they keep staring into each other’s eyes, “Congrats!” 

Amidst the fading echoes of the beachside game’s conclusion, jubilant cheers resound from the open porch of the hostel. The sun had retreated long before the gathering had started, ceding its reign to a canvas of twilight hues, but now fireworks burst into existence, painting the sky with a kaleidoscope of colors. 

The couple, different from the majority of the crowd who excitedly run towards the shores, stands hand in hand still. A silent connection stronger than the clamor. With each explosion, Taehyung’s gaze shifts from the spectacle to Deo, seeing in her eyes a breezeful wonder that makes him rendered. Yet, it’s not just the pyrotechnics that leave him breathless. As he watches her, a quiet realization dawns—his heart races to a rhythm he hadn’t known before. It’s more than just curiosity. At that moment, amid the splendor of the fireworks and the tranquil beauty of the night, Taehyung recognizes the gentle tug of love. 

ılı.lıl taehyung: I liked everything about her… The way she looked at things and the way she smelled. How she had two funky single braids done in her loose strands and the clothes she threw together without much effort making an all-together beachy look. 

ılı.lıl taehyung: Everything about her seemed perfect to me. I just… I really liked her.

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supertuna Maybe it’s because I’ve been dating for so long… But I find dating stories uhm… Kind of funny now keke 

callmerinie “And it was at that moment that the fireworks went off…” 🤭🤭 

tangerimin You bet they heard bells, too. I heard it was explosions of fireworks 😏

⤷ notmekeys i’m too drnk to answee this

supertuna I think everyone feels like their own love life is special like in a movie or something

notmekeys it’s a beautiful story tho

⤷ notmekeys there waas a guy who found a butiful woman on a trip and and the night they met fireworkss went off peww pew!

⤷ notmekeys their eyes met bang !! theirr hearts too

bluengrey But those things can happen all at once… At least I think so. 

boreo well… if the woman is insanely pretty that’s possible. don’t you think?

⤷ tangerimin That’s exactly when you have to realize it’s just too good to be true, don’t you think? 

supertuna Let’s say you wake up from that dream, then what happens if you don’t get together?

⤷ callmerinie then you die alone

⤷ notmekeys no. no no. i’m not alone. 

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bluengrey Hmm

bluengrey I would still fall for her..

boreo if i met him again… i’d fall in love again

bluengrey Yes, I think I would.

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[kittyscupcakeandbunny]

GOOD BOY X PJ

INTRO

Side Charecters: Kim Namjoon, Jung Hoseok, Min Yoongi.

Warnings: mentions of violence, smut, nudity, dom and sub relationship, bdsm topics, slave training, anal sex, poly relationship, male and male, punishments, overstimulation, voyarism, public sex, anal plug, dirty talk, edging, exhibitionism, face sitting, fire and Ice play, forced orgasm, gunplay, Impact play, nipple play, orgasm denial, pegging, pet play, sensory deprivation, wax play.

Genre: stranger to lovers, bdsm relationship.

NIGHT SHIFT

I sight looking at my watch. It seems like I've been doing that a lot lately, but right now my client is trying everything he can to extend our time together while I keep telling him I can't.

Is not always like that. But it can get ugly sometimes.

I made the excuse to use the restroom and he finally let me out. Man can be so difficult when drunk, that's why I usually prefer hosting for women but, even them sometimes can get a little out of it when drunk, the difference is they usually listen when I say I need to leave.

I'm not a prostitute. I say to myself in the mirror. I try to remind me of that, stay true to what i want to do, to my dreams and who i am. But it all seams so foolysh. Leaving and heading to the hosts room. The other boys are working but, I see Chul resting on the sofa playing something in his phone.

- difficult client? - he said without looking at me as I plot on the sofa sitting far away from him.

- the usual. - I simply reply.

My eyes close by itself. It's 3 in the morning and I'm so tired. But the thought of having dance classes later in the afternoon makes a smile grow on my face and suddenly, I have the strength to fight a bear. Well, not literally.

I hear boys laugh coming closer to the room, Hwan and Myung enter saying their goodbyes as they have finished their night for today.

- oh, Jimin your next client is here - Myung said to me.

- thank you, I'll be off now.

Tiredly I make my way out of the room and towards the second floor, where all the rooms we attend our clients are. I stop for a few seconds in front of the door before I make my way in - just one more - and besides, joon is a big softie with me.

[...]

Dance is what makes me feel life. Is what keeps me alive and walking forward. It's like breathing for me.

When I hear the sound of a melody, my body instantly moves with it as if I'm dancing with it, not for it. My mind is no longer a prisoner of my nightmares and I can finally feel free, like this is exactly what I am supposed to be doing.

When my class is over, Eun ji my dance teacher praise me for dancing so beautifully fluid. I thank heavens everyday for her.

When I first came here to Seoul, she was the only one who helped me. Eun ji has been a dancer for 20 years now, she and her husband have a dance studio for classes and they teach all kinds of people.

They were the only ones who accepted me with all my background. They also gave me a place to stay when I didn't have one, and even helped me find a job but, the club was the only place someone like me could be accepted.

- it's been three years already! - Eun ji exclaimed. Her eyes on me as she talks. - I know you think your not ready Jimin but, me and Cha really want you in the studio anniversary celebration.

I knew this was coming. Every year on the Studio anniversary, they held a big celebration with all the dancers and groups they've been teaching. I never participated because I wasn't ready, the fear of disappointing myself with a performance in front of so many people would always make me denied her invitation.

- I don't think I'm ready ms. Ji - I said as look at my feet, not being able to look at her face as I denied her again.

- Jimin I know what you think, but if you keep doing this to yourself you'll never be able to grow - she said and I felt her put a hand on my shoulder - I'm getting older Jimin, and I want to see you shine in that stage, I have no children of my own and you have been like a son to me and Cha.

I look up at her.

- please, think about it.

With a sad smile she leaves.

Her words clutch to my mind for the next few days. I've always wanted to be on stage, but my fears and anxiety hold on me with claws while laughing at me.

I'm not ready. I keep saying, trying to comfort myself in any way possible before i make my way to the manager office.

On my way to the club he called me and told me I had a special request. Special client. Tonight I'll accompany a CEO in a small business dinner, at a fancy restaurant. The only time I've done this before was a year ago, and it did not end well.

Business man are also assholes.

I knock three times before I come in.

- you called me sir - I say.

He turns from his computer and takes off his glasses as he looks at me from his desk.

- you have a vip client tonight - he says - there is only two reasons I called you, number one being the vip client situation.

- oh.. is he new? - I ask.

- yeah but that is not the only thing.... - he says looking around his desk - you'll be in a room with big, big people, important people, extremely influential people.

It makes me wonder who they might be and at the same time makes me uneasy.

- so make sure you serve your client well and... - I already know what he's gonna say - do your little thing and grab a few new ones too.

I knew it. The sight that escapes my mouth doesn't go unnoticed by him, he gets up annoyed and comes at me. I gulped as he stands behind me as I was sitting in front of his desk.

His hands on each side of my shoulders completely cornering me, last time someone said something he didn't liked the boy was beaten up so bad he had to go to the hospital. To say I was scared was an understatement.

I gasp out of shock and pain when he grabbed my neck, his breath hitting my ear as a chill run down my spine.

- you are my slave, so you do what I say or else... - his grip tightens on my neck and tears start to form in my eyes - so if you want to stay alive treat our client very, very... well.

He lets me go. As the air fills my lounges I cough reaching for my neck, my eyes falling on the men in front of me who looks at me as if I'm nothing.

As if I'm just a slave boy.

- the second reason is because of what happened last time - he says, making his way to sit behind his desk again - make sure that doesn't happen again, even if means your ass will get filled.

I stand up, not wanting to hear any of that shit anymore. I hear his laugh as I storm out of that office, anger filling me so hard I smashed the wall besides me.

The pain in my hand being the only thing that brought me back, soon I was blinded by my tears as I grabbed my hand that was now bleeding.

I cried.

[...]

The show must go on. I put on my best clothes as I pushed my feelings away. I have no time to waste pitying myself.

I have no choice but to keep going, I feel a wall suddenly growing around me as I feel so empty. The want to come back home to my mother and cry while she embraces me, almost makes me cry again.

I cursed myself for punching the wall so hard, now I can't bearly do my make up. As i manage to do a decent job I look myself in the mirror being satisfied with it.

One last breath.

I run my hands through my hair, as i build up the strength to keep going.

The show must keep going.

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[sftykth]

part 5 ¥ wait what

༄ perfect now

— summary: you have always been taehyungs innocent best friend, so when things take a turn he starts to realise that maybe you are not all that innocent.

authors note: dun dun dun… tae does not like this whatsoever 👀 let me know ur thoughts !!

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[wolfvmin]

사랑: time for love [masterlist]

pairing: ot7xreader (platonic), ??? x reader, bts x female oc, bts member x bts member genre: romance, fluff, humor, strangers to lovers, angst, mystery, platonic friendships type: social media au / smau warnings: to be specified in chapters summary: Wanting a new wave in your monotonous life, you sign up for an online dating game that puts you in a group chat of 12 with complete strangers. You have 30 days to find love, will you succeed? note: i was tired of studying and editing is kinda therapy for me so i did this. let me know if you're interested. this is inspired by the otome game "picka: 30 days to fall in love."

tentative starting date: october 2022

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[curryshesus]

bts fics that give me life in a drought

(aka my favorite fics of all time) pt. 2

didn't expect to make a part 2 so soon but seeing how much recognition the first one got, here we are! some of these contain a hearty amount of angst, and oh they're just simply divine :( once again, please make sure to show your love and support to these lovely authors if you enjoyed any of these reads as much as i did!

➺ knife’s edge - by @readyplayerhobi

| jungkook x reader, jimin x reader | 141.8k

mafia au, fluff, angst, smut, violence, series

>> summary: "the jeon clan is family, built on blood and loyalty. it’s been an unspoken fact that one day you will marry the heir to the clan, jeon jungkook. you would be a fool to deny that you love him, but what happens when you meet a blue haired man who offers you a chance at normality?"

this fic absolutely BROKE ME. i was so conflicted all throughout and deadass went through all the 50 stages of grief. the angst was unparalleled. the fluff had me giggling like a madman cuz jk is an absolute sweetheart :( jimin is too :(( y/n is dumb and so is her situation :((( i cherish this fic sm

➺ novocaine - by @kinktae

| jimin x reader |

1990s au, exes au, angst, eventual smut, series

>> summary: "going home was hard – painful even. but falling back in love with jimin, the boy you left behind? downright gut-wrenching."

➺ ghostin him- by @adonis-koo

| namjoon x reader (taehyung x reader) | 26k

angst, angst, as well as angst. comfort too dw, one-shot

>> summary: "life is nothing more than dull colors for you, your world shattered and laying in the shards of what once was rather than focusing on what is. that is until you meet kim namjoon, who is immediately taken by you without realizing you’re a girl with a whole lot of baggage, through tears and many sleepless nights you’re faced with a choice of hanging on with bleeding hands, or accepting what is, and letting go."

ohmygod the writing hello? the amount of soul, depth, and sheer utter beauty in missy's words are beyond me. had me sobbing every other line and my heart aching all throughout and boy was it worth it.

➺ take five - by @jiminrings

| yoongi x reader | 10k

angst, fluff, unrequited love, pinning

summary: "dr. min yoongi's a board-certified dermatologist; skilled, renowned, and in-demand - oh and also, he's divorced."

➺ page turner - by @gukslut

| taehyung x reader | 13.6k

teacher!tae/ librarian!reader, fluff, smut, minor angst

summary: "corny romance and a zillion cheesy Romeo and Juliet quotes and references."

my tainted hopeless romantic heart ugh. they're so cute.

➺ bloom- by @hobidreams

| namjoon x reader | 20.7k

assassin!reader x florist!namjoon, smut, angst, action, sprinkles of fluff

>> summary: "family is who you kill for. who you die for. in this society, you and your kin are shadows, clinging to the darkness to obey orders absolute. but when such orders command you to abandon what little honor remains for wealth and notoriety, you find yourself lost in lonely uncertainty about the only vocation you’ve ever known. that is, until you meet a man with gentle hands, a poet’s heart, and a love for coaxing the world into bloom."

➺ counterfeit culture - by @ggukcangetit

| seokjin x reader | 29k

modern day au loosely based on jane austen’s pride & prejudice, e2l, fluff, smut, comedy

>>summary: “for as long as you can remember, you’ve always known right from wrong, good from bad, and woke from entitled/ignorant. but when you continue to cross paths with Kim Seokjin - the apparent antithesis of everything you believe in - certain walls begin to crumble. and over time, you come to realise that the world isn’t black and white, first impressions can be misleading, and that you are just as guilty as each person you’ve judged so harshly. realisation brings acceptance, and maybe, just maybe, acceptance can bring something more.”

➺ if i told you - by @gukyi

| jungkook x reader | 22k

friends to lovers!au, college!au, fluff, comedy, angst

>> summary: "in order to pay for university, jeon jungkook decides to market his most valuable asset to the wealthy socialites of campus: himself. donning a suit and tie, tousled hair, and glasses (to look smarter), he becomes every rich daughter’s dream: the perfect boyfriend to bring to balls, dinners, and business gatherings. all while you watch from the sidelines, only able to dream of having that much money to buy yourself what you really want: him."

➺ to hold a dragon's heart - by @softlyjiminie

| taehyung x reader | 19.1k

dragon prince!kim taehyung x warrior princess!reader, smut, angst, fluff, forbidden romance, dragon shifter!au, royalty!au, enemies to lovers!au

>> summary: "two kingdoms, two hearts and the world between them. your whole life has been a challenge, never an easy moment on your road to becoming queen but will one decision, one encounter with the man you were destined to hate, change the fate of your worlds, forever?"

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[ilys00ga]

hellooo, ur blog is such a comfort for me <3 ! can i request yoongi meeting reader who’s quite literally the same person as him. he could’ve met the reader through one of the members trying to hook them up. “you two are so alike it’s scary, i think you’d be a match made in heaven”. so yoongi agrees..eventually. but when he meets the reader, it’s horrible! their similar personalities clash in the worst way possible. it’s pretty funny to everyone, because they totally thought they were in matchmaker mode?? the two constantly talk about how they couldn’t stand each other, so it surprised everyone when yoongi just admitted that he’d and the reader had been dating for a few months after their first meeting. loll

A MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN.

pairing: yoongi x reader.

genre: fluff, i tried to make it funny loool, best friends to lovers, non idol au (?), non idol!yoongi, non idol!jimin, non idol!namjoon, jimin is the dramatic bestie and namjoon is just the very supportive friend that's happy to be there.

warnings: this is pure fiction and English is not my first language.

A/N: okay so, there was also this one ask I got from @parkjennykim that says: "Hiiii ❤️ hope this finds you well. Could you write a fluffy bsf to lovers with yoongi? Theres hardly any of those out there 😭 i need some fluff ive been too deprived and depressed".

I thought these two were similar so I decided to merge them, I hope that's ok for both of u :). thank u sm for sending these reqs, I really appreciate it and I hope u enjoy this read. do not hesitate to send more if u want to !

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“I'm sorry, WHAT?!” Jimin, who’d been slouched on the couch with his head leaning against its rolled arm, sat up straight and goggle-eyed as soon as he heard what Yoongi had said.

The latter only rolled his eyes, not surprised one bit at his friend’s dramatic reaction. In fact, he expected it to be so much worse, but he guessed the younger one was just too tired that day for all of that. “don’t be loud.” he hissed and crossed his arms.

“hyung, are you serious?” Namjoon asked from where he was sitting with his chopsticks hanging in the air near his mouth as he too was stunned by the eldest’s statement.

“why the hell would i lie and say that me and __ have been dating for almost two months now?” Yoongi muttered through narrowed his eyes. "TWO MONTHS- woah, this is crazy. I can’t believe you didn’t tell me.” The youngest of the three covered his face with his hands and heaved a big, disappointed sigh.

“Seriously, why is he so annoying today?”

Namjoon chuckled as the older continued side eyeing their dongsaeng, “hyung, he’s just really happy for you. I too am.”

“I’m very happy, yes, but, hyung, how could you hide such a thing from me? I literally helped you grow the balls to ask her out.” Jimin whined and slouched back down on the couch with a growing pout, “I've been waiting for you two to get together for months.”

It's true, Jimin was a man on a mission ever since he’d noticed the insanely similar character traits when you and your (now) boyfriend met for the very first time. two individual human beings but the exact same patterns and edges. on a large scale, talking to you always felt like talking to Yoongi and vice versa.

It was like a game to him. It made him buzz with excitement, reminding himself every now and then to keep a close eye and count all the similarities you two shared. not that it was hard to notice to begin with: having almso the exact same taste (especially in music), always sitting silently when being around other people and speaking little amounts of words when necessary, getting flustered and smiling shyly when being complimented, being chill and too soft to scold or yell at anyone (most of the time), having that same slow tone in your voices whenever you talk, having random bursts of energy or playful teasing despite the cold facade both of you display, getting so talkative when it comes to topics and things you’re so passionate about, being very honest but never too rude or offensive about it, being the most hardworking people jimin has probably ever met in his entire life—something that nevers fails to admire about the two of you.

You and Yoongi were so similar, even your bad habits and red flags matched. When setting your mind on finishing a task—say a project for example—you’d wear your bodies out for the sake of completing it, even if it meant you’d stay up several hours late during the night. and when mad or during intense clashes and arguments, you would put thick walls between you and the other person, ignoring and shutting them out until you're human enough to confront them. sometimes it’s too hard to even apologize, instead, you’d slowly start approaching them as if nothing had happened at all.

“No wonder you two ended up together, you’re basically a match made in heaven.” Namjoon nodded his head as he munched on his food, as if approving of his own statement.

“i know! and the way you wasted your time pinning on each other was killing me.” being the biggest shipper of your pair, Jimin huffed as he spoke with a very serious tone.

“how did you guys even make it?” namjoon asked.

“We hit it off right after the first date.” Yoongi answered with a shrug, acting as nonchalant as ever.

“you mean the date i had set for you?” it was jimin who asked this time, and when Yoongi nodded in confirmation, the younger groaned and buried his face into the couch, “hyung, you are seriously the worst.”

“hyung, you both are coffee addicts, take her to a new café this time!” Jimin suggested with a huge grin on his face. after finding out that you two secretly liked each other, he spent weeks pressuring Yoongi to confess his feelings for you. He couldn’t believe that his hyung finally obliged after many “no”s and “I don’t like __ that way.”s and “we’re just friends.”s. it was getting really annoying.

YG: “Can we hang out tomorrow? as two people wanting to know each other.”

ME: “Are you asking me on a date?”

YG: “yeah?”

ME: “okay :)”

that was the conversation you had with him the day before he took you on a cute café date. The place was impressively good, but the date was the complete opposite of that. Nothing bad happened, yet sitting down with someone you’ve known for a good period of time and have shared good amounts of vulnerability with in that intimate context was too unpleasant. Both of you struggled to find comfort and normality in the heavy awkward silence that fell on the table. and everytime he would try to play it off and throw some joke or normal piece of conversation that he found appropriate for a date, you two ended up laughing int your sweaty palms because of how ridiculous the whole situation was.

“stop laughing!” Yoongi exclaimed while his shoulders shook, giggling.

“I'm sorry, I'm trying!” you wiped at the corners of your eyes.

"Just act like this is a normal hangout.." he had said after a short moment.

"We're literally on a date." you reminded him.

“right..”

The “date” didn’t last long, and the two of you ended up at his house. eating popcorn on his couch and watching your favorite series of movies together.

Later that night, he asked, “so, what are we?”

“whatever you want us to be.” you answered with flushed cheeks.

“I like you..” he whispered, eyes never leaving the TV screen acroos the couch, "more than friends should like one another."

“Great, ‘cause I'd be sad if you didn’t like me back.” you whispered back, never daring to glance his way even for a split of a second.

“Wait, does that mean I won the bet?” Namjoon suddenly spoke, making Jimin kick him lightly on the shoulder from where he was still lying with a sour frown, and toss a few dollars he had grabbed from his wallet at the smiling man's extended palm.

“Did you two seriously make a bet on my relationship?” came a sharp question from Yoongi.

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[ghouloflove]

when worlds collide.

in other words, the only female member of the biggest korean band in the world goes to formula 1 race in monaco with a friend; only to meet a certain ferrari driver.

pairing: charles leclerc x oc/fc (reader is an idol)

authors note: hello hello, this is me simply trying my attempt at sm aus! lately been fixated on f1, even trying to learn more about:) ofc a tiktok popped up abt charles then opps down the rabbit hole 🕳️ n recently found out that Wi (squid game actor) was at monaco this year so obviously I was like…..somethings cooking. then the 10th anniversary came for bts then again….something is being made. anyways hope you all like! (trying my best on remembering on certain ascents of the kpop social media goes cuz i'm not thatttt deep into it anymore!)

ps. soyeon is the actual name of the fc, i simply changed it to kim soyeon. check her and group out, G-IDLE! annndd her signature emoji is 🐻‍❄️! ALSO Monaco Grand Prix takes place three races into the 2023 season, for the sake of appropriate posts 🥴 this little sm au has its own race schedule for special purposes because lord knows I don't do well with dates so !!! but Im pretty sure all the race dates are the same, just the races switch spots :) and of course, google translated korean, french and italian will appear.

-enjoy.

part two. part three.

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s0ye0nnn monaco 🇲🇨 f1 race weekend with wi ! met some cool people and had some great laughs. first time but definitely not my last kekee

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wi_wi_wi why not redbull though!?

rkive we must go to one together!

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s0ye0nnn 🙌

luvusoye0n wowoww wishing u hadn’t gone on charles curse home race 🥲 he’s great tho!

tomholland2013 wonderful seeing you again! glad you had fun!

scuderiaferrari it was an absolute pleasure having you visit and chat with us at the padlock! 😎 team Ferrari, yes?

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s0yeonsluvr shes got incredible taste, as always 😌

charleslec01 idk who she is, except shes in a band but i like her already lol

mysticalyeon holdupholdup….chat? with who👀

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letsgossip_kpop [ ASIDE FROM GOSSIP, LET’S UPDATE ⬆️: Kim Soyeon, the only female member of BTS (an international sensation group), has recently attended the Formula 1’s Monaco Grand Prix over the weekend. With Wi Ha-Jun, star of Squid Games, she was spotted chatting with her previous co-star from the animated film Onward, Tom Holland and others such as Actor James Marsden (who she has been rumored to be featuring in a film with as his on-screen lover). It seems her most talked about conversation even by her close friend, Wi Ha-Jun—was with the Ferrari team and drivers, Charles Leclerc and Carlos Sainz. There are no sources on what the conversation contained but her friend Wi Ha-Jun comment on her recent instagram post suggests her team is now Ferrari, “Why not redbull though?!” Perhaps there will be more to be said once she and fellow member, Kim Namjoon, attend a Grand Prix together as shown in her comments. Will this remain just an update or turn into gossip? Stay tuned! - from your admin 🌱]

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charlecssss sooo….shes the only female in BTS? i remember seeing her around them all time pictures or videos of them came up but like…???

f0rmulatypee1 nice to see someone like her status get familiar with the sport, but hopefully she’ll turn team Redbull 🙏 the winners 🏆

s0yeonmyluv WHEN MY WOLDSS CLOOIDE 💀

k.f1.pop i was literally just saying what if F1 drivers had photocards 👹

letsgossip_kpop UPDATE ⬆️: Charles Leclerc, and Carlos Sainz have followed Kim Soyeon’s social media (Instagram and Twitter). Other drivers such as Lewis Hamiliton, Lando Norris and Zhou Guanyu have followed her before her recent introduction to Formula 1. (Admin 👾: my worlds have collided!)

maxverssstp fuck outtaa here, cirnge 🤢

lalaaland noooo this was the only place away from the freaks in kpop🥴

s0yeonnnbby idk y ppl r hating like…shes like everyone else, trying have a good time n yet ppl r mad that drivers r starting (AND BEEN) following her????🤠

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s0ye0nnn 10 years of pain. of comfort. of love. of heartbreak. of the highest of highs, to the scum of the earth lows. of questions, “can you do this?”, “is this the end?”, “can you handle this?”.

this group went from strangers to friends to family. i was the odd one out, most definitely. i was a girl in a group with seven boys. i was originally meant to leave the company but the man who believed we could become something pushed me into the group. it was strange—then it wasn’t.

year after year, we slowly formed a family. with one thing in common: we loved music. music has always been in my blood, even in my blood family. my found family has created melodies , poetry hidden in symbolic instrumentals and videos descriptive of what is and what is not.

within that, we found others like us. others that may not be in musical industry but found their place and home in our music—that is you, ARMY.

당신의 삶을 우리와 공유해 주셔서 감사합니다. 여전히 우리와 함께 걸어주셔서 감사합니다. 모두가 돌아올 때까지 기다려 주셔서 감사합니다. 💜 ( translation: Thank you for sharing your life with us. Thank you for still walking with us. Thanks for waiting for everyone to come back. )

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rkive beautiful words, 작은 곰 🐻‍❄️🤍

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s0ye0nnn 최고에게 배웠다 ! 🐨🤍 ( translation: learned from the best! )

b0anggtans enough to amke a grown woman 😢

thv 🐻‍❄️❤️

biassssjk the last photonnnn!!!!! idk y but thats so cute 🥹

purpuryouuu 10 yearsssss 😅 been here for 5💜💜💜

charles_leclerc Just began listening to your discography! Can’t wait for your future projects, solo and group! ❤️ Happy 10 years 😆

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s0ye0nnn come visit korea! some behind the scenes? 👀

cl16lucyyy aaARIAN WHAT U DOH G HERRE!?! 💀😭

f14liferrrr no charles!!! stay Way from kpoppiess! 🚫

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s0ye0nnn Australian Grand Prix 🇦🇺 with joonie! 🐨 was very fun, nice views and such great company (on and off track?) !

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rkive mercedes....🐻‍❄️

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s0ye0nnn hushhhhh k.f1.pop RM knows whatsup

scuderiaferrari It was an absolute pleasure having you with us! You must come again, lucky charm!

danielricciardo Despite opposite teams, it was so cool to meet and chat for awhile! Good laughs 😁

s0yoyoens slayed everyone, ate, left no crumbs, walk me like a dog!!!!!!

charles_leclerc I think your words helped a bit, haha 😉 Coming to next one?

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s0ye0nnn noooo, your talent! and of course, this is my new obsession! 😍 s0yeonmyluv SHUT UO NOW omfgggg WHAT WORDS?// KET ME INNNNN formula1n1mv charlesssss....you're approaching new and scary territory !!!

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authors final note:

i really hope you all enjoy this! this is sorta one of the social media au where it's a somewhat slow build because lets be honest, just meeting once and dating right after aint happening, plus who doesn't love the subtle growth of a friendship ;) oh and this universe of kpop are actually treated like humans by their company and can date but of course, haters are going hate plus Kim Soyeon is THAT bitch. ofc you are be her, that is essentially the purpose but i kinda dislike "y/n" idk just kinda makes it hard for me to make everything look good but dw just close ur eyes and imagineeeee, soyeon is just a fc for the posts keke. if you want to be tagged in the next part, comment and i'll do it! PART TWO IS ALREADY IN THE MAKING, LITERALLY ALMOST DONE WITH IT.

guide: i am always open to constructive criticism. i'm always down to learn how to better and try to implement them.

--and that world is yours, until next time.

#charles leclerc imagine #charles leclerc fanfic #charles leclerc x you #charles leclerc x oc #charles leclerc social media au #f1 instagram au #f1 imagine #charles leclerc x female reader #charles leclerc x reader #f1 x kpop

[kimnjss]

lake nantahala | kth sm au

banner by: @dee-ehn

🖇 synopsis:

— bruised knees from climbing trees, each summer was spent the same. now eight years of nothing have passed and they’re back where they started, forced to navigate through all the heartbreak that comes with seeing each other again in order to make a great summer for their friends.

pairing: sadboy!taehyung x spoiled!reader

fic type: social media au

side ships: established jikook. platonic sope!

genre: angst!! some smut themes... childhood friends. e2l.

warnings: family issues. slight childhood trauma. mention of abusive parents. tae has been through so much lowkey. this taehyung has no relation to the real kim taehyung!

updates: everyday!

status: ongoing!

A/N: timestamps make sense throughout the fic. if u want to be added to the tag list, send me an ask! + if you’ve asked to be on my permanent taglist, you do not need to ask to be added to this one !!

parts:

playlist

prologue

character profiles: yns luvs

character profiles: taes roomies

part one: being dramatic

part two: growth series

part three: poison ivy

bonus: an enemy

part four: doing terribly

part five: already uncomfortable

part six: accidents happen

part seven: stupid date

part eight: just friends

part nine: stupid heart

part ten: burst your bubble

part eleven: worth telling

part twelve: first date

part thirteen: familiar and warm

part fourteen: starting over

part fifteen: watch me

part sixteen: overly sexual

part seventeen: extremely confusing

part eighteen: the only thing 

part nineteen: social butterfly

part twenty: first everything

part twenty-one: summer fling

part twenty-two: best friends

part twenty-three: the more, the merrier

part twenty-four: dirty looks

part twenty-five: never you

part twenty-six: missed you

part twenty-seven: break up

part twenty-eight: new taehyung

part twenty-nine: the last (time jump)

epilogue: stay away

epilogue: take me back

#bts #bts smut #taehyung #taehyung smut #bts sm au #bts smau #bts social media au #bts fake texts #taehyung angst #taehyung fluff #kim taehyung #taehyung x reader #taehyung x you #namjoon #jin #yoongi #hoseok #jimin #jungkook #taehyung masterlist #jikook #sope

[jhopezwrld]

kpop masterlist

BTS

kim namjoon

(drabble) namjoon as a dad

kim seokjin

(hc) having a baby with jin

min yoongi

(drabble) sope threesome

jung hoseok

(drabble) sope threesome

jeon jungkook

(drabble) perv!jungkook , pt 2

TXT

ot5

(sm!au) game of desire

(hc) txt with an idol!gf

(mtl) mtl to have a mommy kink

choi soobin

(drabble) sub or dom?

choi yeonjun

(drabble) post ama's sex with yeonjun

(hc) cat hybrid!yeonjun

choi beomgyu

(drabble) dom!beomgyu after the ama's

kang taehyun

(drabble) dom!tae + punishments

huening kai

(hard thoughts) hyuka at the ama's

(drabble) dom!hyuka

(drabble) who cums the fastest in txt?

(soft thoughts) what kind of hybrid is hyuka?

ENHA

park jongseong

(drabble) who in enha has a corruption kink?

(fic) i’m your little scarlet, starlet, singin in the garden

LE SSERAFIM

nothing yet...

TWICE

nothing yet...

SKZ

ot8

reaction to a nipple piercing

ITZY

nothing yet...

NCT

nothing yet...

BLACKPINK

nothing yet...

ATEEZ

ot8

mtl ass vs tits

mtl breeding kink

kim hongjoong

nothing yet…

park seonghwa

nothing yet…

jeong yunho

nothing yet…

kang yeosang

nothing yet…

choi san

nothing yet…

song mingi

nothing yet…

jung wooyoung

nothing yet…

choi jongho

nothing yet…

#Kpop imagines #Kpop smut #bts imagines #bts smut #txt imagines #txt smut #enhypen imagines #enhypen smut #le sserafim imagines #le sserafim smut #twice imagines #twice smut #skz imagines #skz smut #itzy imagines #itzy smut #nct imagines #nct smut #blackpink imagines #blackpink smut #ateez imagines #ateez smut #vampjoons #jhopezwrld #my writing #masterlist

[singguks]

friday love & the shadow puppets ✩ jungkook's poster !

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#bts band au #jungkook smut #jungkook rockstar #bts smut #taehyung sm #jimin smut #namjoon smut #jin smut #yoongi smut #hoseok smut #jungkook smau #jungkook angst #taehyung smau #jungkook social media au #jungkook scenarios #singguks #bts au #jimin smau #jungkook x reader #jungkook x y/n

[indndwnshead]

Amalgamation: Interlude.

Pairing: Min Yoongi x (f) Reader

Chapter tags: developing relationship, meeting the bro, a little social media AU, fluff, Yoongi being a little flirt in the end

Series summary:

Now that you are a permanent fixture in Min Yoongi's life, it's inevitable that you meet the rest of BTS.

Each encounter with the rest of the group becomes a unique thread in the tapestry of life, gradually integrating disparate elements into a harmonious whole and seamlessly weaving into the fabric of your joined world.

A/N:

A short interlude because I just want to insert this little SM AU 😆 + some background for the next chapters teehee.

Let's be friends and stan Yoongi together on twitter @itsdndwn 💜💜

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Masterlist. Previous Chapter. Next Chapter.

Also read on: AO3

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One afternoon, in another attempt to sway Yoongi's preference from the boring iced Americano, you took him to a cute cafe owned by a friend of yours. It wasn't open to the public yet, giving you and Yoongi a sense of privacy. It was only the two of you and your friend, who served as both the main baker and only barista at the cafe that afternoon. 

You had brought a book with you for some light reading, knowing that Yoongi occasionally needed moments to jot down his thoughts when struck by sudden inspirations. Lost in your book, you failed to notice he had finished writing minutes ago and was now watching you. When you caught his stare, you blushed at the attention, swiftly using the book to shield your face from his intense gaze.

"Yoongiiii," you whined, "Stop staring at me."

He laughed, and unbeknownst to you, he had taken a quick snap with his phone. After exchanging some light banter, you settled back into the peaceful atmosphere and got engrossed in your book once again.

However, your phone buzzed with notifications, and you frowned at the follow requests flooding in for your private Instagram account. Curiosity got the best of you, so you decided to open it. The main page loaded, and the first thing you saw was a new post by Yoongi on his private account – a picture of you just moments ago when you were hiding your face from him. You noticed the flood of comments and realized that the new follow requests were coming from these users.

"Ummm," you hesitated, "Are these who I think they are?" you asked Yoongi.

Yoongi laughed, "What? What are they doing?"

Handing your phone to Yoongi, you showed him the follow requests. He laughed, eyes twinkling with amusement. "You don't have to accept them all now," he said to you.

Your cheeks tinged pink at his words. "No. Of course, I want to get to know them too."

You accepted all the follow requests, and in a matter of seconds, messages flooded in from both Seokjin and Namjoon. Seokjin greeted you enthusiastically and said you should come to their next group hangout. Namjoon, on the other hand, sent you recommendations for books. With a smile, you replied to their messages, feeling warmly welcomed into their circle. Yoongi just watched on with a warm smile, glad that you were making an effort to get to know his brothers more.

“Here you go, Cherie.” Your friend suddenly said when she placed a new cup of coffee on your table. “It’s a new menu I’m trying out.”

“Oh! Thanks!” You said enthusiastically taking a sip. The taste danced on your tastebuds, a hint of butter, caramel, and creamy sweetness. “This is delicious! What’s in it?”

Your friend smiled proudly over the praise, “I knew you’d like it. You like horribly sweet coffee.”

“Yah!” You playfully swatted her.

Yoongi chuckled, “She’s right, if there’s one thing I have to complain it’s your coffee taste, _____-ah,”

“Ahhh you’re both so boring! I can appreciate a good glass of black coffee too but why stick to just one drink?” You whined to the two coffee addicts.

When your friend left, Yoongi raised an intrigued eyebrow your way. "Is that a new nickname?"

You looked at him in confusion, your brows slightly furrowing.

Yoongi attempted to repeat the nickname your friend had used, a hint of a smile on his lips.

You chuckled and explained, "Oh, it's not new. It has stuck with me since my modeling days."

‘Cherie’ is a nickname you got when you were a model. Some French people you work with started calling you that as a term of endearment because you were a 'dear' and a 'darling' to work with, especially since you started your modeling career at a young age.

However, Yoongi, in his playful nature, misunderstood and teased, "Sherry, like the drink? Sounds fancy."

You laughed at his mix-up and decided to play along, saying, "It's actually 'Cherie' as in 'darling' in French. But 'Sherry' is not a bad idea, maybe I can be a fancy wine from time to time."

Yoongi hummed a note of agreement before he suddenly dropped into that very attractive smirk of his—one that, in your opinion, should be illegal. "In that case, I'd love nothing more than to savor the taste of Sherry right now."

You did not miss the duality of his words; the heat in his eyes and the smirk on his lips were quick to make you blush red.

And from that day onward, he affectionately started calling you ‘Sherry’ with a touch of endearment and playful charm. It became a sweet nickname that only the two of you shared, and it held a special place in your hearts.

#min yoongi #agust d #suga bts #min yoongi fic #min yoongi x reader #min yoongi x you #bts fanfic #yoongi x reader #bts yoongi #yoongi fanfic #bts reader insert #yoongi imagine #suga imagine #bts suga #bts suga fanfic #suga x reader #suga x you #kim seokjin cameo #kim namjoon cameo #bts imagines #bts cameo #jung hoseok cameo #park jimin cameo #kim taehyung cameo #jeon jungkook cameo #bts sm au #yoongi sm au

[sftykth]

part 4 ¥ a museum?

༄ perfect now

— summary: you have always been taehyungs innocent best friend, so when things take a turn he starts to realise that maybe you are not all that innocent.

authors note: ooo tae has no clue has he🫣 i really wanna make a storm haha we shall see👀

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#bts #taehyung #taehyung imagines #taehyung x reader #bangtan #taehyung fanfic #bts x reader #taehyung fluff #bts masterlist #namjoon x reader #kim taehyung #bts taehyung #taehyung x you #kim taehyung x reader #taehyung x y/n #taehyung fake texts #taehyung fic recs #taehyung social media au #taehyung sm au #taehyung masterlist #bts x y/n #bts fanfction #bts fanfic #bts fake texts #bts fake social media #bts smau

[blue-jisungs]

them falling in love with you at the first sight ♡

a/n. it was requested by @dropsomemoneyallthisbreadsoyummy !! also i hope you don’t mind but i changed it a little bit – i imagined those scenarios taking place in different aus hehe >:3

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ NAMJOON ;; bodyguard!au

namjoon’s company had an important client – who happened to be your dad

he didn’t have to know the details, just the target

so he was a little bit surprised when it turned out he has to protect you and not… your dad.

the day of the event arrived and namjoon met you before going on stage next to you

oh my gosh. he was whipped.

and now kinda understood why he had to be your bodyguard because you are so pretty smh <3

he was thinking that you will act like he was there (which usually happened) but when you started having a little chit chat with him before entering the stage, he was EVEN MORE WHIPPED

gladly everything went smoothly, no suspicious folks trying to hurt you

and you had more conversations with him (well, in a meantime when the other ceos weren’t meeting you)

at the end of the day, just before parting your ways, namjoon may or may have broke some protocols:

"can i have your number? you know, just for security purposes…"

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ SEOKJIN ;; prince!au, arranged marriage!au

jin being the son of the king had to settle down to continue the royal bloodline blah blah blah

he was known for his worldwide handsome face that’s why there was a lot of candidates to marry him

but his parents decided to marry him to you, a daughter of the king of another, wealthy country

jin was a bit sceptic? pissed? frustrated?

i mean come on,, he's getting married under pressure to someone he doesn't know

well, so did you.

you met at the day of the wedding and saw each other for the first time at the altar

the moment he had to put up your wedding veil, he froze

you. are. so. beautiful.

and when you saw his reaction and smiled, he was weak in the knees

and then kiss kiss, you were married

during the wedding reception you started talking and getting to know each other

needless to say, he's deeply in love and he just knows you for like what? couple of hours?

good for him that you are married already ;)

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ HOSEOK ;; vampire!au

you just moved in the neighbourhood and after a long day of unpacking the boxes and putting the stuff on right place, you decided to take a short walk

it was getting dark but it was a peacful area, from what you heard and read

and thats how hobi spotted you

well, your neck, let's be real

but there was something about your pensive features as you casually walked around the park that made his not heart in this case stomach do a flip

and here he thought that after hundreads of years of living he's used to being alone... well now he wanted to meet you

no, not to get to your neck at all. seriously!

so he decided to scare you, just a bit

and when you yelped when you saw a shadow running next to the bushes, he appeared behind you

"woah, i think there's something!" he said, pointing at the place (where he just was but obviously you didn't know that)

"HOLY--"

"i'm hoseok but you can call me hobi. are you new here?" he asked, flashing his a little unnatural shaped fangs in a gummy smile. you just gulped, nodding

"y/n" you let out a sigh, feeling your heart calm down from the jumpscare

even your name is pretty!!

hobi felt like a human for once in a while and promised himself not to hurt you, ever. and protect you.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ YOONGI ;; single dad!au

yoongi's son was... a specific kid. he was, well, kind of like his dad and he had a hard time at the daycare

so yoongi decided to follow his friend (namjoon btw) advice and look for a nanny

and yes, your picture that you attached may or may have not been one of the reasons why he callled you

besides his son, youngsoo (or any other name im sorry im out of ideas lmao), was by his dad's side while he was choosing and he also was drawn by your pretty face

welp, like father like son

but the day you arrived at their place...

you were greeted by 🧍‍♂️ and small 🧍‍♂️ with open mouths in awe

and holy shit, yoongi's heart skipped a beat for the first time in a looong, long while

"you're really... beautiful" youngsoo said shyly and tugged his dad's sleeve to talk to him in private

"what's up?" yoongi asked, kneeling down to reach his kid's eye level

"can she stay?" he whispered and looked at you. you decided to wave, which brought a bit smile to his face

yeah. you stayed with no way out. i'm sorry but the mins are OBSSESED with you!! <3

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ JIMIN ;; coffee shop!au

it was supposed to be a normal, boring day as usual

but when you walked through the door jimin swore the room lit up.

he straightened his back, taking a sigh to control his voice because holy macaroni you are gorgeous! (how he is supposed to stay calm...)

as you finally approached him and sent him a shy smile, he could feel his knees weaken

"one... cappuccino and... lemon muffin. please" you said and noticed that his gaze was not-so-secretly glued to you, which made you smile even wider

"coming up!" jimin nodded energitally and started working on the order while you sat down next to the window.

while you were busy with untangling your earphones and then plugging them into the laptop, jimin was working on the cute drawing on your coffee.

then he served it to you and you nodded in return, giving him a warm smile (and when he wasn't looking you took a picture of the adorable coffee art)

so for the whole time when you were occupied with getting your work done, he stared at you (trying to be sneaky but you could literally feel his gaze burning holes in your body)

jimin was a bit sad when you were leaving and even tried to ask you for your number when you came up to pay but he got shy :(

but well, well, well!!

when he was picking up the dishes on your table, he saw a napkin with... a phone number and message next to it!!

"you could have asked me for my number instead of staring at me... but you're pretty cute too <3 ps the name is y/n :D"

the squeak of happiness he let was so sudden that a guy sipping his coffee next table got scared and spilled some of it...

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ TAEHYUNG ;; ceo!au

due to his secretary being a little bit greedy and spilling the company's secrets, he fired them

and oh boy, did it go down without a secretary.

taehyung was desperate to get someone new yet he made it clear if situation like with the previous secretary happened again, he won't hesistate to fire more people

and just before an important meeting with another company there was a knock at his door

one of his assistants introduced you, swearing that you're the best of them all

and he stopped in his tracks once his eyes landed on you.

his heart started beating faster but that didn't change how serious he was right now

taehyung just nodded and told you to follow him, asking you questions on the way to the confrence room

and to his surprise, you knew all the answers. you even did some research on your own and knew the stuff he didn't

during the meeting he was focused on you, honestly

tae made a mental note that he wants to know more about you... and why you appeared in his life this late

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ JUNGKOOK ;; idol reader!au

jungkook just came from work and after making some dinner he decided to put the tv on

and music bank happened to be on!

he smiled a bit, seeing all the new, fresh faces when particular one caught your attention.

yours, duh.

it turned out that you were replacing sunghoon who had some events planned with enhypen and wasn't able to host.

he. was. whipped.

the way you looked (stunning let me tell you... well, as always tho). the way your smile was infectious (yeah he was grinning like an idiot and didn't even realise). the way you joked with wonyoung.

AND THEN HE FOUND OUT that your members were there as well to promote your new song?!

he ended up loving the song...

... aaand rushing to every social media possible to follow your group's socials

his eyes went wide wide when he discovered THAT YOU'RE UNDER HYBE

he called his manager to ask if there's perhaps some hybe event that bts and your group are going to attend? no? oh, maybe we should tell someone about such an initiative? to encourage the juniors, obviously?

[ masterlist <3 ]

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#bts suga #bts #bts fluff #bts jhope #bts taehyung #bts namjoon #jimin #bangtan #namjoon #seokjin #bts v #bts jungkook #bts aus #bangtan boys #jhope fluff #jungkook fluff #namjoon fluff #suga fluff #bts drabble #taehyung fluff #seokjin fluff #bts imagines #bts scenarios #bts reactions #jimin fluff #blue jisungs's requests

[i-am-baechu]

Secret Love Song (M). 

Genre: OT7 Idol!, baker! reader, established relationship! au, fluff, smut, and angst

Summary: She loves them and they love her twice as much, if not more. It wasn’t until one concert that everything changed for her. She watched them say their love towards Army and something erupts in her. A feeling she was used to with how famous they are and when she finally tells them her feelings, they get mad at her. She leaves the concert and packs her things after the harsh things they said to her. Why would they get mad for wanting to show everyone their love to the world?

Warnings: Mental health problems, depression, insecurities, car accident, blood, hospitals, self doubt, mental break down (Maybe two), flashbacks, fluff, angst, and sex scene

Authors note: This is my first time writing a threesome and I hope it turned out good. If you guys have any suggestion on how to fix it or make it better please message me. This piece I wanted to focus on mental health and how that can change because of an injury, I hope i captured that! - K 💛

Part of Little Mix's Mixtape series!

“It looks like you're doing well with your physical therapy. Your knee looks like it's getting better but you said your lower back still hurts?” Y/N L/N nodded her head and glanced down at her knee with a frown. Even though she was getting better, she knew she would always end up back in physical therapy. She looked back at the doctor who was explaining to her ways to get her back to feel better but deep down she knew it wouldn’t help, “Anything else?”

She shook her head and looked back down at the address he gave her, “So just call to set up an MRI?”

“Yes, with this we’ll get to see if you need surgery or not.” 

She pulled her lips in a tight smile and nodded her head, “Thank you, doctor.”

“Of course. See you after the MRI.” 

She waved to him and watched him leave the room as she closed her eyes trying to make herself feel stable. Another surgery and for what. She took her phone out and saw that Kim Namjoon texted, making her worries disappear. Y/N was in a relationship with the famous leader but she's also in a relationship with the rest of the group. It started with the leader but soon they all confessed to her one day and since then, it's been the eight of them for three years. Seven pure hearts that loved her even though she saw herself as broken a soul. She shook her head at this thought and opened her text, Text me when you're done so I can send a van to pick you up. We love you. 

She smiled at this and she still felt her heart flutter at those words, I just finished. I’ll see you later :) 

She stood up from the hospital bed and walked towards the door with a blank expression. Before she left the room, she glanced back at the room to stare at the bed. An uneasy feeling came up and she shook her head and practically ran out of the room before more thoughts started coming. She waved goodbye to all the nurses and waited outside of the hospital with her arms wrapped around her body. She hated hospitals, the smell of them always lingered no matter what you did. For her, it felt like mockery. A constant reminder of no matter what, she will never be her normal self. No matter how hard she tried. 

She stared at the light blue sky and smiled when she saw the white fluffy clouds slowly move, it was peaceful to see. She quickly snapped out of it when she heard her name and she looked at the familiar driver, Mr. Choi. She gave him a small wave as he gave her a small smile, “Good morning, Ms. L/N.”   

Y/N shook her head at him, “Mr. Choi, I told you to call me Y/N.”

He let out a small laugh and shook his head, “Sorry, Y/N. There’s a package in the back for you.”

“A package?”

Mr. Choi pressed a button and the car door opened to reveal Jimin and Taehyung with wide grins on their faces. Her eyes widened at them but then it slowly changed into a smile, “Baby, we wanted to surprise you!” 

She let out a small laugh and nodded her head at Jimin, “You did just that.”

Taehyung grabbed her wrist and wiggled his eyebrows at her, “Why don’t you sit on my lap, baby.” 

She raised her eyebrow when she saw his smirk and let out a small laugh, “I mean, if you want me too...I won’t fight you.” 

She got in the van and sat on his lap while Jimin gave a glare towards Taehyung. She turned her head to see Jimin’s glare and let out a small laugh. She leaned towards him giving a small kiss on the tip of his nose, melting his glare away. Taehyung pulled her face back to his and gave her a smirk, “You look beautiful. You do everything so effortlessly.”

“It could be the water at the apartment.”

He rolled his eyes and leaned forward placing his lips on hers making her heart beat faster. When they pulled away Taehyung poked her nose making her smile. Before she could say anything, Jimin quickly wrapped his arms around her waist and brought her to sit on his lap now. He gave her his famous smile and nuzzled his face into her chest. She combed his hair and kissed the top of his head, “Y/N, I missed you.” 

“Jimin, you saw me this morning.” 

He rolled his eyes and looked up at her with pleading eyes making her heart stop for a minute, “So, I still missed you.” 

“Aish, why are you so cute?”

He smiled at this and kissed her forehead, “How was the appointment love?”

She let out a sigh and went into the back ignoring their worried glances. She sat down and stared at the window with a frown, “I have to get an MRI. I get to see if I need surgery or not...again.” 

Jimin glanced at Taehyung with a worried look but Taehyung ignored the look from him and turned towards Y/N, “No matter what happens, we’ll be here for you no matter what.”

“I know...I know you will.” 

She sighed to herself and continued to look out the window. She knew the boys will always be there for her no matter what and most people would feel loved but she felt the opposite. She felt like a bother to them and she felt like she was nothing. She owned a bakery and it was her dream to be a baker but it was all taken away from her. As the car moved, Jimin and Taehyung kept glancing at the girl with a worried look but she again ignored it. Even the glances from her lovers made her feel the pity that ate her away at night. 

When the van finally stopped, she saw Taehyung was the first to leave meaning it was just her and Jimin. She knew that he wanted to talk to her, it's always the same talk. 

“Y/N...baby. Are you okay?”

The word okay...she hated that word because no matter what she did, she could never be okay. At night she didn’t even pray to be okay, shit she didn’t even know what she wanted to feel. She nodded to herself and gave him a smile, “I’m...alright. Jimin, we've had this conversation so many times that I can replay it word to word. Just...don’t ask me if I’m okay anymore, please.” 

His eyes widened at this but he nodded his head wanting to respect her wishes. He grabbed her hand and looked at her. In his mind the look was pure love but in her mind it was pity mocking her but she quickly changed her thoughts and smiled at him, “Y/N, I’m sorry if I upset you.”

“You didn’t,-” My injuries upset me...they make me feel less than and that was caused by a stranger. A stranger that lied to the cops about-, “-you could never upset me.” 

He nodded his head and leaned forward giving her a kiss on the cheek making her blush from his touch, “You know you can always talk to us. Right?” 

No one could understand my feelings, especially you guys. “I know, baby. Let’s go in, Jin told me he's making sushi, homemade. That’s exciting, well I’m excited..” 

“It is exciting but Y/N, should we talk about this with the others?” 

“I’m just going to tell them about the MRI...that’s it. Whatever happens, happens I guess...at this point.”

“No, Y/N. Not that, your feelings about everything.”

She rolled her eyes and shook her head, “I told you, I’m alright. Just tired, okay.” Tired of going through everything and never getting better, no matter what I do.

“That’s true, you haven’t been sleeping much. How about tonight we cuddle?”

“That sounds great, baby.” 

She leaned forward giving him a quick peck on the lips making his famous smile appear. She rubbed her nose against his as he let out a small giggle, “I love you, Y/N. I really do.” 

“And I love you Jimin.” 

The two walked into the house to see everyone getting ready for lunch and she smiled at this. Jungkook looked up from the table and his face erupted into pure happiness. He dropped the plates he had and quickly ran to her making Bam follow his movements. He picked her up with ease and tightly wrapped his arms around her waist, not tight enough to hurt her. She let out a laugh and placed her hand against his cheek and leaned her forehead against his. 

“I missed you so much today.”

She kissed the tip of his nose making him smile, “I missed you too.” 

This is what home felt like, the warmth and love makes the sadness disappear. He gently put her down and started kissing her face in random spots making her giggle. When he stopped, she leaned down and kissed the top of Bam’s head. 

“Ah! Y/N welcome home!” 

She looked up and smiled at Jin who was placing food on the table. She slowly made her way to the table when all of sudden she felt her chest tighten. She watched Yoongi place fresh baked bread on the counter and the rush of memories clouded her mind. When she would work at her bakery, she would always bring home pastries or fresh baked goods. It was actually the first time she realized she had a special connection with all of them.

It was raining and Y/N just finished her shift. She grabbed two loaves of bread from the leftovers and said goodbye to the store in a quiet voice. It was a busy day with a bride coming in requesting a cake for her bridal shower to a child picking out a birthday cake. Seeing the smiles of her customers made her feel warm on the inside. Today Namjoon asked her to come over at the dorms to spend time with him because he was too tired to head to her home. She didn’t have a problem but she wasn’t sure how the members would react towards her. Lately, they were acting weird towards her, they were acting very shy which was abnormal.

She walked to her car and placed the bread in the passenger seat as a small sigh came out. She was so tired but it was all worth it. She started the car and drove off slowly because she hated driving in the rain and snow, two weather conditions she hated. The drive to the dorms was anxiety racing because she saw some thunder and she knew she couldn’t have a breakdown. She had to keep going to be in Namjoon’s arms. 

She parked the car and quickly made her way into the apartment. As she was rushing inside, she accidentally dropped the bag of bread in a puddle and this sent her to cry. She quickly picked up the bread and ran towards the door with rain drops and tears mixed on her face. She closed the door and slid down the door as she started to cry into her hands. The soggy bread was next to her and it wasn’t making her feel better. She continued to cry until she heard footsteps coming towards her. 

She looked up and saw all the members in front of her except for Namjoon. She quickly wiped her tears and gave them the best fake smile she could muster, “Oh, hey guys. It's raining pretty hard...” 

No one said anything but they moved closer to her and Jimin leaned down taking the soggy bread away from her. She stared at this with a small frown and her eyes didn’t leave the bag. He opened it and gave her a smile, “Aww, guys look Y/N brought us bread!” 

She raised her eyebrow at him and shook her head, “The bread got ruined-”

“Thank you Y/N. You always bring us pastries, we appreciate it.” 

She turned her head towards Jin who was giving her a soft smile. She looked away and stared down at her shoes, “I wish it could be fresh.”

“We don’t care, you brought bread to us. That’s what matters.”

Yoongi leaned down and made her look up at him, making her see his soft smile. He pushed her hair behind her ear making her heart flutter a bit. She glanced at all the members who were giving her soft smiles and her chest felt like it was going to explode. Never once did she notice their soft looks and how handsome they were. It was a strange feeling but she was sure it would go away.

“Y/N?”

She looked up to see Hoseok giving her a concerned look and she quickly shook off whatever face she had on, “Yeah, Hobi?” 

“You kinda spaced out there, I was wondering if you were okay?”

“I’m just hungry. I haven’t eaten yet.” 

“Oh, okay. We should eat, Jin is almost done with the food but Yoongi bought bread for us as we wait.”

She gave him a smile and nodded her head, “I think we should eat before we get even more hungry.” 

She walked towards the table and Namjoon entered the diner room with his wide smile. He leaned down and gave her cheek a kiss, “Hey, baby. How was everything?”

“You know...it just went the same like always. I just have to get an MRI and wait.”

“We’ll support you no matter what happens, okay?”

I know you will but you shouldn’t have to say that to me, “I know baby.” 

“Lunch is ready!” 

During lunch, Hoseok kept his hand on thigh the whole time and Jin would feed her. Everything was normal but her. She was the only one that felt abnormal with everything. It was weird, she felt happy with them but the back of her mind was clouded with darkness. The MRI was going to give her answers that could possibly change her life for the good or for the worst. She washed up the dishes and watched the guys leave for practice. When she heard the door shut, she quickly made her way into their bedroom and laid down on the bed. She stared at the ceiling with a blank expression, maybe I can be normal...

A couple of days later and the thought of becoming normal was clouding her mind. This could be her only chance to be normal for them and they wouldn’t have to be ashamed of her anymore. She was begging for Namjoon to tell the public that she was him and keep it a secret that she was with the others. It was a constant argument between her and the others because all she wanted was to feel like she was important enough towards them to do this. She loved them with all her heart but did they feel the same?

She brushed her hair and looked at herself in her black dress. Tonight was date night and she was going with Yoongi and Hoseok because they missed last time. She was excited but at the same time she had dread. While the guys could wear whatever they want, Y/N had to wear all black all the way down to her facemask. On some dates, they would make her wear a big black winter jacket to hide her whole body. Tonight, they requested her to wear a black dress, a jacket, a mask and sunglasses. It was hiding everything and of course it annoyed her but whatever she needed to do to be with them. 

She walked outside and saw them in the living room. She raised her eyebrow at Yoongi and Hoseok who were texting on their phones, “Is everything okay?” 

Yoongi looked up and gave her a small smile, “Sorry, we were talking about next week’s Run episode.”

“Ohh, you guys didn’t tell me that...”

“We thought you knew because you're always up to date with fan pages.” 

She looked down at her feet and nodded her head, “I mean, it would be cool to hear it from you guys for once...”

Jin rolled his eyes and let out a small laugh, “You have fan pages for that, it gives you anticipation.” 

She fought herself from rolling her eyes and nodded her head. She walked into the kitchen getting a quick drink before leaving and was met with Jimin who was giving her a small smile. 

“Hey you.”

She waved at him and opened the fridge ignoring the small sigh that left from him. She placed her cup on the counter and poured herself some juice and looked at him with a raised eyebrow, “Is everything okay?” 

“I don’t know Y/N, you tell me that.”

“What are you going on about?” 

He sighed and looked away for a minute before netting her eyes, “Ever since the doctor's appointment, you’ve been closed off. The others haven’t noticed but I have. Is everything okay?” 

“I’m just…just overwhelmed with the doctor stuff. That’s all.” 

“You can talk to me…”

I know…you guys say it to me every time I feel like this. But for some reason, it doesn’t fix me. “I know baby…I know.”

“Y/N, are you ready!”

She finished off her drink and turned towards Jimin with a small smile. She leaned forward and gave him a quick kiss, “I’m okay…okay?”

He glanced down at her lips and nodded his head, “If you say so.” 

She gave another quick peck and made her way into the living room to see Yoongi and Hoseok already putting their jackets on. Even though she was annoyed with everything, she couldn’t deny that they looked handsome no matter what they did. She grabbed the big winter jacket and placed all the accessories that they wanted her to wear. The couple walked into the car and Y/N had to sit in the far back away from the windows. 

She sat in the back and watched Yoongi and Hoseok talk to each other while she was silent in the back. She took out her phone and started to go through her phone, she opened her messenger and started texting her friend and business partner, Leigh-Anne.

How is everything?

Oh, Y/N. The bakery is going good! I miss you so much. I hope you can visit. 

I want to visit but not yet...I’m not ready 

I understand that, are we still going out for lunch tomorrow? 

Of course

She looked up when she felt the car stopped and realized they were at the restaurant. She had to wait for them to leave first and then wait for a text for her to come in. It was always like this. She sat there staring at the seat in front of her with a blank expression. She should feel excited to finally have a date with them but now it felt like an afterthought. She felt her phone buzz in her hand and she slowly made her way out of the car. Before she opened the door, she sat in a chair rubbing her forehead roughly. She closed her eyes tightly and then sighed again before opening the door. 

She walked through the dark restaurant like a ghost, no one saw her nor did anyone care for her. She saw the two sitting at a table in the darkest part of the restaurant and only saw them because the lights on their phone showed their faces. She smiled at the bodyguard who was used to her and sat across from them. She wondered if the bodyguard knew she was theirs or was just a friend. 

She sat there and waited for them to give her the sign to take off her mask and sunglasses. She looked around the restaurant and her eyes focused on a young couple who were holding hands on the table with wide smiles. He brought a strawberry to her mouth and gently poked her nose, it was cute and it made her sick. She doesn’t remember the last time she smiled that wide with them on a date. She was happy on the dates they went on but she couldn’t help with feeling scared every second. Someone seeing them or her, it could ruin everything. 

“Y/N? Did you hear?”

She looked back at them with wide eyes that they couldn’t see and nodded her head, “Oh, sorry.” She took off the mask and sunglasses as she did this the two men in front of her, gave her a soft smile but she didn’t see it. She placed the mask and sunglasses next to her and stared at them, “Is that better?” 

Yoongi let out a small laugh and took a sip of his water, “It is, we get to see your beautiful eyes.” 

She quickly smiled and took a sip of her drink and looked away for a second, not wanting them to see her flushed face. When she looked back Hoseok gave her a worried look and looked to her side with confusion, “Where’s your walker?”

She felt her body tense up and looked down at the empty plate with a glare, “I don’t need so, I left it at home.” 

“Don’t you need it, baby?” 

If I used it then all eyes would be on me and not for the same reason as eyes on you, “No, I don’t. What did you order?” 

The dinner was filled with conversations that didn’t involve her. She would eat her pork while she watched the two talk about recording or Run, was this even a date? When the dinner was done, Yoongi said he wanted to go to the river and this made her excited. The river and beach was her favorite place to go, she was excited. The drive was filled with silence but this silence didn’t feel like it was piercing her like last time. 

When the car stopped, she was the first one out ignoring their scolding. All she wanted was to smell the water and let it take over her. She rushed to the end of the bridge and looked across the water. The lights of the city reflected on the water and she watched the river flow with the lights, it was a marriage that no one saw coming. She closed her eyes as the sound of the river filled her ears, it wasn’t until she heard an annoyed voice behind her. 

“Y/N, you know you're not supposed to run out like that. What would happen if someone saw you?”  

She sighed and turned around to see Yoongi with his arms crossed over his chest, scolding her like she was a child. She looked down at the ground and then back at him, “We were in the far part, no one-”

“Y/N, that doesn’t matter, someone could’ve seen you get out of the car.” 

She stepped back a bit when she heard Hoseok's voice raised a bit but she continued to stare at them, “No one knows who I am, so it's fine. Plus I’m wearing all black, no one can see me.” 

She turned her back and looked at the water feeling their stares on her back. She wanted to yell at them for treating her like a secret but she knew, that's what she was. She was a secret that will never be out to the world. A secret that will only hurt her as the time passes. 

They stood by the fence and there was a distance between all of them. Yoongi and Hoseok were together talking to each other while Y/N stood alone staring out into the water.  She glanced at them but when she saw their heads turned towards her, she looked back at the water. After twenty minutes of staring out into the water, the couple went back into the car and headed home. Y/N stayed on her phone looking at instagram and all her friends with their partners. She glared at all the happy couples on her phone and shut it off before she said something to them that she would regret. 

When they got home, they kissed her goodnight and she walked into her bedroom alone. She turned on the light and saw the emptiness. She wrapped her arms around herself and closed the door with her foot. She tossed her jacket on the floor and gently jumped on the bed with a blank expression. 

She turned around to stare at the ceiling with a frown, Of course they wouldn’t want to be seen with me...I’m disable. It’s embarrassing to be seen with someone with a cane or even a walker. Maybe that’s why they haven’t been spending time with me because I need to get surgery again. It makes sense-

“Y/N?”

She looked to her side to see Namjoon rubbing his eyes looking at her with a concerned look. She raised her eyebrow and gave him a small smile, “Is everything okay?”

“I was just checking in on you and I wanted to know if you wanted to cuddle?” 

“I would like that...”

He gave her a smile and slowly closed the door making sure he didn’t wake up anyone. He gently got on the bed and laid down behind her with his arms around her waist. He nuzzled into her neck and placed a kiss, “I love you.”

“I love you too.” 

She felt his arms tighten around her waist and she smiled at this but it slowly dropped. Even though she felt his hands around her waist, it burned her more than comfort her. What happened to those touches that made her feel so happy? Was it because of her? She glanced at the mirror on the side of her room and she stared at it. The only thing that she could see was her desk but all she could see was her standing in front of it. Arms wrapped around herself as she watched darkness swallow her whole. Will they save her? 

She watched the darkness choke her as she tried to gasp for air and she’s reaching for anyone to save her but alas no one was there. She watched herself get dragged out of the frame and that was it. She heard Namjoon snoring and continued to stare at the mirror, waiting to see if she came back in one piece.

Nothing.

“There was once a princess, trapped in a castle. This princess was special...She was given a terrible curse from an evil witch. The princess begged her family to send her away and they caved into her, they just wanted her to be normal again. They placed her in a castle away from them, hoping the time away from them could transform her into what they wanted. As the years passed, she wasn’t changing the way they wanted and she thought something was wrong with her. It wasn’t until seven knights from a different region came and saved her...They saved her in a way they couldn’t understand but she wouldn’t tell them because she was overwhelmed. The love they have for each other was like no other and their story continued...”

The little girl clapped her hands at Y/N and looked down at her hospital gown, “That was cute. Do the parents know about them?”

“No, no one knows about their relationship.” 

The little girl tilted her head at this and gave her a confused look, “That means they don’t love her then, right?” 

“I-I wouldn’t say that...just protective over her...” 

“I would want the whole world to know that I’m in love! Mommy and daddy said secrets are bad.” 

She gave the girl a small smile and looked at the window to look at the trees, “Sometimes secrets can push you forward...” Even when they drag you down…

Y/N finished washing strawberries for her cake. She didn’t have a reason to make a cake, she just wanted to make it. She couldn’t make it at her bakery so might as well make it at home. The only people home today were Jin, Hoseok, and Namjoon; the three were doing whatever they wanted. She missed baking and creating things that the only thing she could do was bake simple cakes at home. It’s been months since the last time she baked…it was starting to feel foreign to her and she hated that.

She put the final layer of cake on the cooking racks and stepped back slowly with a smile, everything looked good; so far. She started whipping her cream and she looked at the entrance to see Jin walking in finishing his bottle of juice. 

“Hey baby, what kind of cake are you making?”

She watched the machine whip her cream and smiled at Jin, “Just a simple white cake with strawberries and whip cream in the middle. We haven’t had cake in awhile, so I thought it would be fun to make...I don’t know. I was just bored laying down in the bedroom.” 

Jin eyebrows furrowed and tossed his bottle into the recycling bin as he made his way towards her. She continued to stare at the cake and avoided making eye contact with him. Out of all of the guys, Jin was the one that made her feel flustered in a matter of seconds.The others made her flustered but there was something about Jin that just turned her on so fast that she couldn’t explain it. She never told anyone this but Jin was her original crush before she got with Namjoon. She never moved forward with it because he was much older than her, six years to be exact and she thought he wouldn’t want her. She was wrong.

“You could’ve gotten me or Namjoon or Hoseok to keep you company.” 

“I didn't want to bother you guys...” Like I always do...

Jin shook his head at this and leaned against the counter looking her up and down, “You don’t bother us...you could never bother us, love.”

She shut off the whip cream and gave him a quick smile. He took the bowl out of the mixer and grabbed a spatula to spread on the cake.  Of course you say that, that’s all you guys ever say. You say it but never show it, it's pure pity. Pity for me because I’m disable and deep down you know you can do better. “I know that.” 

She placed the first cake on the rotating stand and watched him start to put the cream on the cake. She smiled at this because she remembered the first moments she shared with them when they started going out. Moments that felt so far away from her and there was nothing she could do about it. Moments that made her remember how happy they were and now...now she doesn't know how she felt anymore. She felt everything but nothing at the same time. 

She placed some strawberries and Jin watched with his head tilt, “Are those the strawberries I got from the farm?” 

“Yeah, I saw that no one was eating it so...I thought to make a cake.” 

“Cake sounds good.”

They continue to build the cake and once in a while Jin would look her up and down with a smile. To anyone else, it was clear he was in love with her. The way his eyes looked at her as if she was the center of his universe and the way his heart would skip a beat when he saw her focus on the cake. He was looking at her as if she was going to disappear and he was remembering every detail of her face. To the texture of her skin to the small wrinkles around her mouth, everything was perfect to him. There was a time that he would just let her go because he didn’t think he deserved to be in love because of his job but meeting her changed everything for him and the others.

She finished the cake by placing the last strawberry on top and she gave a wide smile, “I think it looks good...right?”

He snapped out of his trace and looked at the cake with excitement, “It’s beautiful like you, Y/N.”

Her face turned red and she let out a nervous laugh glancing down at the counter, “Shut up...can you put this in the fridge for me?” 

“Sure.”

She watched him put it in the fridge and she looked him up and down to see that he was wearing shorts, something he doesn’t do a lot. Her blush deepened when she saw his thighs and turned around gathering the bowls she used to put them in the sink. Her glances didn’t go unnoticed by Jin making him turn around with a smirk. She placed the bowl in the sink when she felt his presence behind making her smile to herself, “You were never good at sneaking up on people.”

“Now, why would you say that?”

She felt a shiver go down her back when she felt his soft lips on the back of her neck. She closed her eyes savoring the soft peck and turned around to look at him with a smile, “Because no matter where you guys are, I always sense you...No matter what.” 

He smiled at this and pushed some hair behind her ear as he leaned down giving her a deep kiss. He moved away from her lips and moved to her neck and started to gently suck at it. She bit her lip and wrapped her arms around his neck to bring him closer to her. As he continued to kiss at her neck, her hand slowly made its way down his stomach and toward his briefs. She started palming him slowly and he let out a deep groan against her neck, “Fuck Y/N.”

Jin grabbed her hand and shook his head, “We’re not doing it in the kitchen. It’s not good for your back.” 

“Doing what, exactly?” The two turned their heads at the entrance and saw Hoseok leaning against the wall with a smirk. She let out a deep breath and looked up at Jin who was already looking down at her with a smirk and flushed cheeks. Y/N looked away when she felt Hoseok stare, “Hyung, what exactly are you doing?” 

She turned her head back towards Hoseok and gave him a small smile, “I think you know...I mean if you don’t then...ummm I can say it.” 

He let out a deep laugh that sent a shiver down her back but she ignored it. He slowly walked up to her and gave her a soft smile as he watched a piece of hair escape her hair and onto her cheek. He gently pushed the hair behind and put it back in its place as he looked into her eyes. All the scenarios that he would make up when he was younger was finally coming true right before his eyes. The princess that he begged for was in his life and giving him love, love that he never thought he would get from another but she made it possible. She was the beginning of every sentence while he was the ending, the two were made for each other.  

“Y/N, you truly are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my life...I love you so much. Can we show it to you?” 

She glanced between them and saw the softness in their eyes, it was like before. Before I lost everything and they were forced to help me. A time where I was normal, “Yes, please...” 

They both looked at each other and then back at her with a soft smile. Each of them put their hands out and she looked at their hands and then their faces. Her heart was beating faster and she gently placed both of her hands into theirs. The softness of their hands made the negative thoughts disappear and the only thing that mattered was them. The light in the kitchen turned into a spotlight and showcased both of them in front of her. She closed her eyes at the brightness but when she opened them back up, the smilies that she saw when they first met became the only thing she saw. The shy gazes they had when she entered the room and the way she had goosebumps when she heard their voices, a moment that Jane Austen could write. 

She opened her eyes again as they were walking into the big bedroom that was meant for all of them. As they walked through the door, she glanced up towards them and saw the determination on their faces to get to the room. She was gently set at the end of the bed as she glanced up towards them and all she saw was the single spotlight behind their heads. They were the only thing she could see and the darkness that was creeping up was burned away. 

“Y/N, did you hear?”

She shook her head and the light disappeared and she looked up to see Jin giving her a worried look, “I’m sorry, what?” 

“We asked if you're okay with this? We don’t want to rush anything or make you feel pressured, that was the last thing we wanted to do.” 

She shook her head at them and gave them a soft smile, “You could never do that...I hate being blunt but...it’s not my first time with two. You should know that but yes, I am okay with this.” 

She looked away before she saw their expressions and felt herself getting nervous. She wasn’t the type of person that would say things so bluntly and she only did it because she craved them. The light came back on and she turned her head towards them and smiled when she saw their bright brown eyes looking at her. 

Hoseok leaned down and gave her a quick peck on the lips, “Also, all the guys have something to tell you tonight. It's something special.” 

Her eyes widened at this and nodded her head, “...Okay.” 

“Hoseok, get on the bed and Y/N get on top of him.”

She whipped her head in his direction with wide eyes, “Right now?” 

He cocked his brow at the confusion on her face, “I said, get on top of him. Don’t make me repeat it.” 

Her eyes widened and nodded her head and she glanced at Hoseok who was already getting on the bed. She felt her face get redder when she saw Hoseok giving her a smile as he gently tapped his thighs for her. She slowly crawled over towards him and she felt Jin’s stare on her back but she couldn’t look behind her. She found herself straddling his lap and he wrapped his arms around her waist as he gave her a soft smile. 

Jin nodded his head at the scene before him and made his way towards her. He positioned himself so he was right behind her. His hands toyed with the hem of her shirt and he let out a small chuckle when he saw her shiver at his fingertips, “Can I take this off?”

“Ye-Yeah.”

Slowly, he raises his hands up, bringing the shirt up. Hoseok's eyes stared at her breast and she felt the stare burning into her skin. She went to turn her head but Jin gently moved her face back to look at Hoseok with his fingers under her chin, “No, no, none of that. Look at him.” She stared at Hoseok to see him have a smug look as he watched her innocent face stare at him. “Hoseok, take off her bra.”

He quickly unclasped the bra and tossed it across the room making her internally moan because she had to pick it up later. Her breast was free from the fabric but it was quickly replaced with Hoseok’s rough hands. He watched her reaction and saw the small gasps that were leaving her soft lips, he knew he was pleasuring her. Jin smirked at this and his hands came around and cupped her breast, “You're so beautiful,” He leaned forward, placing soft kisses to the side of her neck making her moan, “I wish I could wrap my lips around them.” 

Hoseok rolled his eyes at Jin’s behavior and smacked the older man's wrist, “Move.”

He leaned forward and took one of her nipples into his mouth. She gasped at the action and her hands came up to grip at his hair tightly, “Ho-Hoseok.”

He groaned in response and the vibration went through her body making her moan harmonize with his. He brought his hands down and groped her ass, bringing her forward more. She glanced down at Hoseok and she remembered the time he bought her roses because he missed her so much. The red petals decorated her bedroom floor and each time a new one fell, she pictured his heart smile telling her everything was going to be okay. 

She was caught up in her thoughts that she didn’t notice Jin’s fingers making his way down to her skirt. He quickly pushed the skirt up and started to rub circles around her clit. He titled his head to leave open mouth kisses to her neck making her whole body jolt.

“Wow, why are you so wet baby?”

She let out a shaky breath avoiding Hoseok’s stare on her, “Y-you guys...”

“Who?”

“Stop...”

He quickened his pace causing her to arched her back against him. She glanced down and watched his fingers move at a fast past. She closed her eyes and she remembered when Jin showed her how to play his guitar on a rainy afternoon. There was a small storm that came to Korea and Y/N was crying in her room from the sudden thunder. The only person that noticed her was Jin, he brought his guitar into the room and let his soft melody bring her back to reality. 

She didn’t realize that she was moving her hips and that she was basically grinding against Hoseok. She arched her back when she felt Jin insert his finger inside her, thrusting slowly. She moaned out his name and all of sudden that same light came but it was now engulfing the room. There was no darkness in sight, only light. 

“H-Hyung, I need to be inside her now.” 

Hoseok groaned and continued to grind against her to feel something. Jin let out a small laugh and nodded his head, “Shit me too...” 

They took off the rest of their clothes and Y/N kept stealing glances at them as she did so. She watched them take off the shirts that she gifted them long ago and she was shocked they had it still. The colored fabric made its way to the floor and she watched it go next to each other and in the middle was her bra. She gave the sight a small smile and turned back around to face Hoseok.

He made his way to the bed to lay down and he positioned her so that he was comfortably situated on his lap. He glanced up at her and gently touched her cheek, “You’re so beautiful Y/N. No matter what happens, I love you.” 

“I-I love you.” 

“Ready?”

The soft whisper caught her attention and it cradled her heart at how soft he was being towards her. She watched his hand stroking himself slowly and he aligned himself to her entrance. He bit his bottom lip and she smiled at his patience, “Yes...” 

She slowly went down his length and the grip on her hips tightened as tried to control himself. She closed her eyes and let out a soft moan when she continued to make her way down. She was so focused that she didn’t notice Jin moving Hoseok’s fingers up more so it wouldn’t be directly on her hip. When she felt okay, she opened her eyes again and started to move slowly. This caused his head to tilt backwards on the pillow and he started to move his hips with hers. He furrowed his brows and started to thrust up into her, “Ah~! Hoseok.”

“Did that feel good?”

She let out a small whine when he did the action again, “Fuck, Hoseok!” 

Jin let out small cusses as he was aroused from the scene before him. He couldn’t help but stroke himself. The sounds of her moans and the skin slapping in the room was the melody that could clear up any thunderstorm. Hoseok started to rub gently at her sides and it was as soft as the rose petals that she grew so accustomed to on her wooden floors. Jin positioned himself behind her, his hands coming around her to rub at her clit. 

He continued to rub it until he felt his finger fully coated and removed himself from her. He grabbed her ass and started to tease her other hole, “J-Jin~.” 

He smirks at her response and leaned forward, latching his lips against her salty skin, “Relax okay.”

“Okay...”

Her eyes squeezed shut when she felt his fingers slowly enter her other hole but she couldn’t focus on that when Hoseok was thrusting into her. In the darkness, she saw Hoseok giving her a piggyback ride after a long day at the beach. The laughter filled the air and the sweet whispers that they shared. It quickly changed into the day that she was teaching Jin how to make pie crust from scratch. The amount of flour that landed on her hair from him messing with her was a week's worth of showers but she didn’t care. She remembered she never felt these feelings of doubts until recently. She knew they loved her, it was clear as day but why couldn’t she see it fully? The colored glass that she once looked out into the world was now dull and all she saw was black. Pure darkness and she wanted it to stop... 

Hoseok plants his feet on the bed and he starts to thrust into her faster. She opened her eyes and looked at him with a dazed look but a small smile made its way to her face. She felt Jin pushed at her back and in a quick manner, Jin inserted himself into her. She let out a small gasp at the familiar feeling but even though it was familiar it was a lot to take in. They stayed in that position and waited for the okay from her. 

She tried her best to glance at Jin and then back at Hoseok. They were part of the greatest love that she could ever have in her life and she wanted more, “Yo-You can move...”

Jin nodded his head and pulled himself out fully and then thrusting back slowly. The action made Y/N moan and Hoseok let out a deep groan when he felt her clenching around him. The only sounds that were heard in the room were the skin slapping and the moans. Jin leaned forward until she felt his hot breath against her ear, “You’re doing so good love, isn’t she, Hoseok?”

“Fuck yeah, she is.” 

The overwhelming sensations that her body was going through caused her to close her eyes again. This time she sees herself in the living room with all the guys around her giving her soft smiles. Jungkook brought out some flowers and she accepted them with no hesitation. She remembers this day so clearly, it was the day they told her they wanted to marry her. She opened her eyes again and then small tears left her eyes but they mixed with sweat so, no one noticed her crying gently. The day they planned on being with her forever no matter what. The love she felt that day coursed through her body now and she released with them following her. 

They were panting while she looked down at Hoseok with a small smile as tears left her eyes. He noticed she was crying and brought his hand up to her face, “Baby why are you crying?” 

Jin's eyes widened at this and slowly removed himself from her and sat on the bed next to her with a worried look, “Y/N, are you okay?”

She nodded her head at them and smiled at them, “I love you...so much.” 

After a quick shower, Jin gave her some pain killers from his cabinet and they made their way to the living room to see the rest of the guys waiting. She gave them a small wave and Jungkook pouted at her, “Why didn’t you invite us?”

Y/N’s face turned red at this and shook her head, “I didn’t plan it...sorry.”

“Yah! Jungkook, you know you shouldn’t put any more pressure on Y/N’s body.” 

Her flushed face quickly changed into a blank one when she heard Jin say this. That’s right...they see me as this fragile piece...She gave him a small smile and slowly sat next to Yoongi who wrapped his arm around her shoulders, “Sorry...”

Namjoon smiled at everyone and clapped his hands in excitement, something that caught her attention. 

“Y/N, I talked to the managers and staff and they said you could come to Japan for our concert. So, I hope next week you don’t have any plans.”

Her eyes widened and a wide grin painted on her face, “Really!? This is the first time I get to go with you guys overseas. You're not joking right?”

Namjoon gave her a soft smile and shook his head. Jungkook jumped out of his chair and sat in front of her on the coffee table. He gently grabbed her hands and gave her that bunny smile that she was so used to, “I begged them and they can never say no to me.” 

She let out a small laugh and clapped her hands, “I’m so excited...I made cake today, let's celebrate then.” 

Everyone made their way to the kitchen and watched her with excited eyes. She slowly took out the cake as everyone started to cheer. This was a step closer to showing them off in public without feeling doubts. She cut a slice for everyone and they all left to eat in the living room to watch a movie. Something she didn’t notice was the cake was slowly sinking in on the counter. 

Leigh-Anne took a sip of her tea as she watched Y/N take a bite of her cupcake with a smile. The two were on a spontaneous cafe date, something they always did before the accident. Leigh-Anne knew Y/N before the accident and the boys entering into her life, she knew she was going through heavy stuff but seeing the old Y/N made her happy. Leigh-Anne placed the cup back down and smiled at her, “So, is everything going well in paradise?”

Y/N wiped her mouth with her napkin and nodded her head, “I’m going to Japan tomorrow and then I get to see their concert the next night. I get to see them overseas for the first time.” 

“Oh!? That’s exciting. Buy me something from Japan, will you?”

She let out a small laugh and nodded her head, “Of course.”

Before Leigh-Anne could say anything else, Y/N’s phone started to buzz in her pocket and she raised her eyebrow at this. She took her phone out of her purse and her face dropped when she saw the hospital calling her. She picked up the phone and with hesitation answered, “H-Hello?”

“Ah, Ms. L/N. We would like to confirm with you that next week will be your MRI.”

“Next week...I never made the appointment.”

Leigh-Anne gave her a cornered look but she ignored this, “Your partner did. We wanted to confirm the date.”

“Of course...”

“Okay. It will be on Thursday at eight pm.”

“Thank you so much.”

“Alrighty, Have a good day.”

“You too...” She dropped her phone into her lap and stared down at the half eaten cupcake with a blank stare. The feeling of hunger disappeared and she was left with the pit of despair. 

“Y/N, is everything okay?”

She shook her head and looked up at Leigh-Anne with a frown, “One of the boys made the appointment for the MRI...I told them I wanted to wait till after their concerts in Japan. I have to arrive back home early for it. Why would they do that?”

Leigh-Anne frowned at this and wanted to reach out to her but she knew Y/N would back away, “You should ask them. I’m sure they have a good reason.” 

She shook her head at this and looked down at her water. They wouldn’t want me to stay there...I would only get in the way. I knew this was too good to be true. Why would they want me there? There are other girls there that would look better with them. “I’m going to go...” 

“Do you want me to drive you?”

She shook her head at this and quickly grabbed her bag, “No...I need a walk to think about everything.” 

Leigh-Anne nodded her head, “Please text me when you get home and be safe.”

“I will.”

She made her way out of the cafe with Leigh-Anne’s eyes never leaving her back but she didn’t want to look to confirm it. She walked down the street with a blank expression and her thoughts were so clouded that she forgot she was walking. The only thing that reminded her was the wind that was hitting her face and the shoes that hit the pavement. She told them that she wanted the MRI after their Japan concerts so that they could be home for her. She didn’t want to feel lonely because she hated the loud machine. They all agreed to her face... 

She pressed the button to walk across the street and she watched the streetlight across the street turn red and it made her remember the accident. 

It was a snowy day and Y/N just finished her last cake order for the day. She felt accomplished with everything she had done that day. She put her apron on the hook and Leigh-Anne gave her a smile, “All done?”

Y/N nodded her head and checked something off a list on a whiteboard, “I finished Lee's birthday cake. Make sure you call tomorrow morning for them to pick it up.” 

“Okay. Anything else?”

“No. I’m going to leave before the snow gets worse.”

She placed a red scarf around her neck and zipped up her white jacket making Leigh-Anne smile, “You still have that jacket? Isn’t it time for a new one?”

Y/N rolled her eyes and placed her bag on her shoulders, “No, I love this jacket. The oldness gives it character.” 

“Sure it does. Bye, see you tomorrow morning.”

“See you tomorrow moring. Make sure you text me when you get home.”

“Right back at you.”

Y/N gave her one last wave and closed the door. She watched the snow fall to the ground and she shook her head when she felt the coldness on her head. She never did like snow. She walked to her car and turned on the heater. Just the small distance from the door to her car was enough to make her teeth clatter. She took off her everything to where she was left in a black long sleeved shirt. She left the parking lot of her cafe and watched the snow gently hit her window. 

She stopped at the stop light and took a sip of her water. She turned up her radio and it echoed through her car, “Up next the new single by BTS! Later this evening we will have the boy group here talking to us about their future plans. So stay tuned.”

Y/N raised her eyebrow and nodded her head, “I wonder if they hate those interviews. I would.”

When she saw the light turned green, she looked both ways before going forward. The next thing she knew everything was happening in slow motion. A bright light came out of nowhere on the side of her car and the next thing she knew she was gasping out of shock and pain. She watched her red scarf float out of her car thanks to the broken window and the rough winds of winter. She wanted to reach out and grab the scarf but she couldn’t move. She heard yelling all around her but she quickly closed her eyes as she felt liquid go down her face. She was so tired…

She shook her head when she heard it was her turn to cross. She quickly walked down the street, ignoring everyone that was walking the opposite way of her the best she could. She continued to make her way down the road and she saw all these couples holding hands. Every time she walked past a couple it felt like a slap to the face because she realized, no matter what she did, she would always be their secret. 

That’s all I am to them. A secret. A secret that's dumb enough to always come back because of stupid love. She unlocked the door and saw that everyone was sitting in the living room watching a random movie. She tossed her bag on the table next to her and quickly made her way. Taehyung was the first to notice her and he gave her a smile, “Oh, your back? How was Leigh-Anne?”

Y/N shook her head and stood in front of all of them with her arms crossed, “Who scheduled my MRI?” The silence in the room was uncomfortable but Y/N didn’t care. She wanted to hear from them, with their own voices, “Who did it?”

Yoongi stood up and tried grabbing her hand but she quickly moved away from him, “Y/N, we just wanted you to know quicker so you wouldn’t suffer.” 

“Who did it?”

Namjoon sighed and looked down at his socks before looking at her with a frown, “I did.”

Y/N nodded her head at this and she bit her bottom lip, “You all agreed...after the concerts in Japan that I could do it. I didn’t want to be alone for once but you guys are just going to leave me alone...”

Jungkook stood up and shook his head, “You wouldn’t be alone Y/N. Due to the venue, we have to cut the concert...Less days which means more days with you.”

“Why couldn’t you tell me?” 

Jimin scratched the back of his neck and gave her a nervous look, “Surprise?” 

“Surprise? This isn’t a surprise...this is my health and you just...You can’t just...I’m going to my room, I don’t want to talk to anyone. I appreciate it but I need some time alone.” 

She didn’t want an answer and she rushed to her room the best she could. She locked her door before going to her bed. She leaned towards her nightstand and placed two painkillers in her hand. She’s so stupid, why did she walk home? She grimaced in pain and took her pills praying it would take away the pulsing pain in her leg. She glanced at the same mirror that she watched herself get dragged into darkness and there she was standing in the mirror. She couldn’t tell if she was truly standing in front of it or was it just her mind at this point. She placed her hand on the glass and stared at herself with tears running down her face, she didn’t even know she was crying. 

She thought she could wait longer before she got an answer. She wanted a break from everything and just focused on being happy instead of her health. Why couldn’t she just get that? What did she do to deserve this? She continued to stare at the mirror and all of sudden her clothes were changed into a hospital gown and she was in a wheelchair. Just like the night that it happened. 

She started screaming but there was no sound leaving her body. She could only hear the beeping from the heart monitor. She couldn’t move and she was just stuck in the wheelchair. She tried her best to move but nothing, nothing was letting her move. It wasn’t until she felt someone pushing and she looked up to see a faceless nurse walking her towards the glass. Her eyes widened and she wanted to tell her to stop but nothing came out again. The nurse knocked on the glass and she watched as all the glass fell down. The knocking kept going and she looked to her left to see the bright light that she became familiar with. She brought her hand towards the light and all of sudden she sat up in her bed breathing heavily. 

She clutched at her chest as tears went down her face. She heard another knock and she looked at her door, “Ye-Yeah?”

“It’s Jungkook, I was wondering if you wanted dinner?” 

“Ohh...No...later, thank you.”

“Okay, I love you.”

“I love you too...”

She didn’t remember falling asleep and she glanced at the mirror to see that a corner of the glass was broken off on the floor. She stood up from her bed and she looked at the broken glass with a confused look, when did this happen?

She placed the glass on the top of her cabinet and she looked outside her window to see the moon shining with a few clouds in the sky. She slowly walked towards the window and placed her hand against the glass. She glanced down at her hand and saw a fresh cut on her knuckles, when did this happen?

The trip to Japan was filled with laughter from the others while Y/N sat away from everyone. She told them that she was tired and wanted to catch up on sleep, it was the partial truth. When they were in the air, the only thing she could do was stare out the window. She watched the clouds transform into cakes and candies, everything she knew how to make. The purple and pink skies filled her brain with memories of fresh frosting she would make for birthday cakes and the white clouds were the sponge cakes. Even in the air she was haunted with her past life. 

When they landed, everyone was too tired to speak and she was grateful for this. The boys gave her a separate hotel room so she could have more privacy and she appreciated that. She said good nights and entered her room. She looked at the big room but her eyes landed on the mirror in the corner. She quickly dropped her bags on to the floor and rushed towards the glass that haunts her. She picked up the mirror and turned it towards the wall, not tonight, please. 

Y/N was so tired. She didn’t get any sleep last night even though she flipped the mirror, it didn’t do anything for her. The guys were all excited for her to see them perform and she was too, at least that’s what she was telling herself. She watched some of them get dressed for their concert and the others practice some dance moves. She watched on the couch with a jealous look because she knew she would never be able to move like them. They deserve a girl that could walk without limping or even a girl that could stand without hurting. Even the staff look at me with pity, they know I’m broken. Watching them walk so freely hurts, why can’t I be like that? No matter what I do I'm always in pain. 

“Y/N, are you excited to watch us?”

Yes, Jimin. I’m excited to watch my boyfriends do things that I could never do with them in front of thousands of people that could, “Yeah, I’m excited. You guys seem so happy this time around.”

Jungkook wrapped his arm around Jimin and gave her a smile, “That’s because you're here.” 

Don’t lie to me, “I’m so happy to be here.”

Jungkook smiled at this and leaned forward, giving her a peck on the tip of her nose. They both left her and Yoongi was the next one to talk to her. He shyly gave her a smile and looked down at his feet before at her, “During my number, I’m going to do a heart and I want you to know… it’s for you.”

Your fans don’t know that, no one in this world knows that, “Aww Yoongi, that’s sweet.” 

“Tonight after the concert we have something to tell you, it’s exciting news for all of us.”

They're going to break up with me. She gave him a fake smile and nodded her head, “Okay.”

“Alright guys let’s go now!” 

She watched her boyfriends make their way out the door but before they left, they all waved at her. She stiffly returned the wave and she was grateful no one noticed how stiff she was. When she heard the door closed, she watched on the big screen thousands of fans screaming for them. Some held signs saying how much they loved her boyfriends. Something she could never do. She scoffed at one sign where they photoshopped all the boys to be around her. She rolled her eyes and took a sip of her water before she said something she would regret. 

She watched her boyfriends sing and dance their hearts out. They looked so happy doing it that it made her happy but that quickly changed when the camera went on the fans. All of them were shouting how much they loved them that she felt like she was going to get sick. 

During a break, the guys came running in with sweat dripping down their bodies. She stayed seated and watched them talk to each other while she was silent. When did this distance happen between them? Was it always there or was she gaslighting herself to ignore it?

Hoseok glanced at Y/N with a worried glance and placed his white shirt on. He walked up to her and sat next to her, “Y/N is everything okay?”

This caused all the guys to look up at her with worried glances. Namjoon looked at the head staffer and asked them to leave in a quiet voice. The boys moved towards her and she was trapped. 

“Y/N?”

She looked up at all of them and shook her head, “Your fans can say they love you but I can’t?” 

Namjoon sighed and shook his head, “Y/N, please not now. Just wait, please.”

Wait? How long do I have to wait? “Do you guys even love me?”

The tension in the room could suffocate anyone and it was suffocating her at this moment. Jimin glared at her and stood up from the couch across from her, “How could you ask that? We love you with all our hearts.” 

You only love me because of pity, “Do you love me or do you just pity me because I’m disable?”

Taehyung was the next to stand up with a glare, “What the hell are you talking about?”

They never loved me…how could anyone love me when I’m broken, “How can you guys love me?”

“We love you for being you, Y/N. Stop being stupid.”

My feelings are stupid, I don’t even understand, “Of course I’m stupid, my feelings mean nothing. Just like how I have to be hidden from the public, my feelings have to be hidden from my boyfriends.”

Namjoon stood up and shook his head, “Y/N, please wait till tonight. We’ll talk then.” 

Jin shook his head at this and took a sip of his water, “You have no reason to be jealous of the fans. We will always come home to you.” 

 She scoffed at this and shook her head, “I’m always going to be a secret. No matter how hard I try, no one will know about me or know about the love I have for you guys. I will always be the ghost.”

Taehyung let out an annoyed sigh, “Y/N, just wait until tonight and we’ll talk about this.” 

“Why do I need to wait for you? Why can’t I just say how I feel? You guys will always pick your fans over me, no matter what.”

Jimin slammed his hand on the coffee table causing her to jump at the loud sound, “We have always picked you. We canceled shit to be with you. We postponed singles so we can go with you to the doctors. We have picked you, no matter what. We love our fans but we love you more. We don’t give a fuck that your disable because we love you for you.” 

Then why do you always hide me? It’s because of my disability, just admit it. Stop lying to me. “I’m not jealous of your fans, I just want people to know that we’re in love. I don’t want to feel like a dirty secret to you guys…”

“Y/N, just wait till tonight fuck. You're not listening to us and only want to hear what you want. Just stop.”

“Guys, you need to be on stage now!”

The guys looked at each other and sighed. They all stood up and Jungkook gave a frown, “Y/N, please just wait…trust us.”

Do I trust you? I don’t even know anymore… She didn’t say anything and looked at the wall. Avoiding their stares and closing her eyes trying to keep her breathing at a steady pace. She heard the door close and she looked back to see that she was in an empty room. She glanced at the tv and saw their fans screaming and them smiling at everyone. Why would they be mad at me?

She scoffed at this and stood up from the couch making the staff give her a concerned look, “Ms. L/N, are you okay?”

“Tell the boys that I’m going back to the hotel and I might not be there.” 

She didn’t wait for their response and quickly walked out of the room ignoring the stares. She walked out of the stadium and into one of the black cars that was waiting for them at the end of the concert. She asked the driver to go back to the hotel and to wait for her in the front so she can go to the airport. The driver nodded their head at this and the drive there was only silent. 

She opened her hotel room and started packing everything. As she was packing everything, she stopped what she was doing and stared at her shaky hands. She started hyperventilating and fell to the ground. She covered her face and she started crying into her hands. She was so tired, just so tired of everything. It was becoming too much for her.

She sat there crying on the floor with her hands covering her face. She didn’t realize how long she was sitting there but it was long enough for them to visit her. She felt an arm around her and she looked up to see Jin giving her a concerned look, “Y/N, what’s wrong?” 

She took a deep breath and looked behind him to see the rest of the guys looking at her, “I-I can’t do this…”

“Y/N, please we can’t lose you.” 

“No, no…I can’t do this anymore. Everything is too much. No matter what I do I can never be normal. I can never be who I was before the accident. I will never be able to dance with you guys or even run…there’s always something wrong with me. Every time I look at you guys I’m jealous because you can be so free while I can’t. I’m a secret but I also get it….Wh-why can’t I be normal?”

She started sobbing and Jin brought her face into his chest as he rubbed her shoulder gently, “Y/N, normal is just a word…everyone’s normal is different just like how your normal is different from your past normal. Why didn’t you tell us this?”

“Because…I didn’t understand it. I still don’t. I don’t know how I feel but I kinda do. I-I just want it to stop.” 

Jin glanced at Yoongi and he sat next to her rubbing her back, “Y/N, maybe you should speak to a therapist. It could help you figure it out. I talked to a therapist and I’ve felt better…maybe you need it, baby.”

She nodded her head and looked at the floor, “I’m sorry…what did you guys want to tell me?”

Namjoon sat on the bed and gave her a soft smile, “Upper management said I can tell the world I’m in a relationship with you and the next step was…we wanted to talk about marriage.”

She looked up at him with wide eyes at this, “You guys want to marry me? After everything?”

Jungkook nodded his head and sat next to Namjoon on the bed, “Through sickness and health, we want you and only you.” 

No matter what happened, she loved them and they loved her just as much. The love they shared was everything she wanted when she was a child. They made her feel special and safe, why would she question anything? She wrapped her arms around Jin's waist and nuzzled her face into his chest as he cradled the back of her head. She was in a fragile state and no matter what happens, they will always be there for her. Always. Why can't I say that I'm in love? I wanna shout it from the rooftops. I wish that it could be like thatWhy can't we be like that? 'Cause I'm yours.

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