the thinking machine
i want to stop being an architect that doesn't build
anything, planning and planning until the bureaucratic
red tape ties my hands and covers my mouth. i want
to create things that are true, not rehearsed, not
polished so bright that they blind you to the fact that
they're not saying anything. i want to be honest --
to say the things that i feel in the hopes that maybe
someone else has felt them. i want to create stuff
that makes others feel seen without stripping all of
myself out of them. i want to stop relying on cliche.
i want to take risks. i want to create a self-portrait.
i want to create something beautiful, something raw
and real and original. i want to be uncomfortable. i
want to stop disappearing. i want to recognise myself
in what i write and be proud that it was me that wrote
it. i want to make art and not care if anyone likes it.
i want to create. i want to create. i want to create.
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Day 1
Love the world, they say
Like it's nothing,
Like it's easy, like breathing,
Say that to an asthmatic, and we'll talk
How can you love the world when...
Yes, wars and crimes are an unfortunate reality
Yes, depression is trending and anxiety more common
But a vice doesn't mean it's all rot
The world works towards no hunger and more love
We work towards new technology to improve lives
A friend becomes family, and your children call him chacha
We fight a fatal pandemic, and come out stronger
The best people are not free of vice
And yet we love them.
Their vices should be addressed and overcome,
But overcoming requires the goodness of your love.
Hate doesn't make anyone better,
Only love does, love fights hate, and changes the world
Hate doesn't fight hate, it multiplies.
So, love the world
Love because it's lovely
Love because love will make it better.
(Been a while)
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alchemical // april 1 2024
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petrichor breathes
awakening my soul
as morning dew kisses
diphylleia grayis
and middlemist reds.
even my himalayan blue poppies
and musk larkspurs
bow with salaam
upon your arrival.
- you complete my garden in spring
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imagine a landscape devoid of snow.
imagine a mountain lion.
imagine claws
carding
the down
on an unseasonal
robin.
imagine the robin’s nest
force-of-oblivion
high-tree-perch
shuddering-ly still
brown / stark / forever
imagine knowing a thing or two about mountain lions.
there is a textbook, somewhere, in a high school
classroom, somewhere, with a mountain lion on its cover.
pages unpecked.
whiteness searing the sky for miles around.
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@mercuriian
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like beeswax
i am melting in your hands
i can’t help it
you can mold me into any shape
but beware
or i might slip through your fingers like water
– change of state
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To you April,
Nothing seems to have changed since you went to sleep.
I still look to you
anticipation
For change?
Maybe when I wake up,
From the deep slumber,
Like you,
I will see a bed of sehmal
and the deceivingly beautiful Manjarali.
You woke April,
Woken me up too now.
Tell me
Where to look,
to the past,
or just straight ahead,
Imagining the edge of a waterfall at the end of the world
April,
Do you look to,
Frozen, empty foliage?
Do you look to,
Occasional gust,
culminating in untimely rain?
Do you look to me?
a chronicler of you,
Not of the spring, or of the blooming
Just you, April.
Of everything you encompass,
the silence, the hope,
the desire to never take your eyes off her
Wake me too now,
take me with you,
I will walk to the
treacherous summer
then to cold rains
With you, April
As long as you're here,
I will sit with you
Should you leave,
I will wait.
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Studio apartment for one
This is new to me – losing my child-strong arms,
Unable to pull time out of its lassitude. My dreams
Of strong bodies evaporate slowly, all day
With eyes opened under self-warmed duvet
There I hallucinate;
Seeing the silhouettes of arms I can breathe in
- flickers of a ghost ship -
I dream of strong bodies
All day invariably, with such hale piety
Even my bed is fooled: worn in wool-gathering
The mattress has caved in
Carved out the plain imprint of their familiar weight
All the tongues in my houses have electric pulses,
I play lovely music, listen to foreign voices.
Quand la poussière se lève, debout à l’horizon
I drag my hand across the sheets
Send my fingers swimming through cold-whipped winds
I trace the dips along his neck, stopping where hair sprouts
To feel all the air curl – rings of his locks on my finger.
Inside the cardboard box wearing a Hazmat suit
I dream up strong bodies, keep splitting recipes.
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The Hollow Earth
The hollow earth callswith a hollow voice,hollow words thudas they fall into mudand winter-dead bracken.
How strange that hollowsshould pierce the earthwith yellow burstsof daffodil, narcissus,celandine and crocus.
Kim M. Russell, 1st April 2023
April 1 is here, accompanied by the first day of NaPoWriMo. I’m following the National Poetry Writing Month on Facebook and on their website:…
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six coats + the one that should've run by S.R.
napowrimo day 1 using @mercuriian 's prompts (x): ‘lambskin’
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I knew it when
your house bloomed.
When the front step shifted
from a held breath
to a threshold.
The stasis had settled in,
years-deep,
sprawling
through each room
until the air went brittle,
until (oops) it gnawed
upon the bones.
And yet
from day to day
I watched you
push it back.
The rooms began
to breathe again.
In the low light,
you went shadow-kissed,
the hollows of you retreating—
but when I squinted to see,
you rolled up your sleeves
to replace the bulbs.
The lightning in my chest
could’ve lit the room itself.
I could cry for all
your quiet concessions:
a softer chair, a proper bed,
the kitchen cracking an eye
when I stirred a coffee
at the counter.
On the last visit
(before they stopped
being visits, before
the admitted defeat
and the mutual resignation
to the rest of our lives
together)
I slipped you
a handful of buttercups
that had begun to
cautiously regain footing
in the yard.
What’s this?
you said,
and you hadn’t quite
resurrected the house
enough for vases,
so I tucked one
into your lapel
as you pushed another
behind my ear.
A housewarming present,
and I kissed your teeth
as the home you’d built
with me in mind
heaved a contented sigh.
Someone finally lives here.
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napowrimo day 1 using @mercuriian‘s prompts (x): ‘lambskin’
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Every year for NaPoWriMo I like to do a challenge called I Do NaPoWriMo, where on the 1st day and a handful of days after, I write 1-4 poems, and every other day I go "Fuck! I haven't written my poem today!!"
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🍄🪐📚
🍄headcanon for one of your favourite ships/pairings🍄
clyde and craiggg
craig introduced clyde to fnaf when they were like 10 to scare him bc clydes scared of everything but he actually ended up eating it up. they play it together and the next day clyde knows ALL the lore and craigs the one getting freaked out. he'll play all the games, scream, but then be like 'that was awesome' while Craig pretends hes not horrified out of his mind bc he cant accept that clyde is somehow less of a pussy than him. this obsession never fades.
man like clyde, scared of gingers, dressed up as hyper realistic springtrap for halloween when he was 13
🪐name three good things going on in your life right now🪐
very grateful to be in a position to answer this!!
1. i joined a discord server of poets for napowrimo (poetry month)
im finally able to share my work with people with experience, who care, appreciate and are able to give me really good feedback
it's only been a few days but i kinda love them🤭 also im being spoilt with soulful poetry
2. im getting better at guitar!! ive been learning for 3 months now but i haven't been practicing much so progress is slow. IN SAYING THAT THOUGH, i can see a crazy amount of improvement. callouses are pretty non existent but ive memorised a few chords and currently im trying to master pompeii by bastile
i am delighteddd to no ends bc it means i can start putting music to my songs!! alr done it with one!!
3. gonna split this between two small things. a.) summer is upon us, so im very excited. b.) i think ill be able to reconcile with one of my friends i fell out with for a stupid reason. im going to try talk to her and im feeling confident!!
📚what's the last thing you wrote down in your notes app?📚
the last thing i wrote was a song called 'if eurydice could see me now' and it's from a napowrimo prompt. i shared it with the server and they liked it :)
it's very inspired by tear you apart by she wants revenge
it's based on greek mythology, you can look up eurydice to read abt it <33
here's a little exert:
oh muse i can't face you now
i would die, to bring you back
i play my lyre and don't believe the man
im not a fool, im just overwhelmed
blood pooling in the imprint you left
but i leave, there'll be no poets
i arise to the heart's music
i gave up, now i just make it
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Sprites of the Orchard! @nashira here🍍🥰
We’ve made it through February & now we’re Marching into a new season together!
This is gearing up to be a really exciting month as we prep for #NaPoWriMo so I am sharing these 5 prompts to help you warm up!
love of self ∙ march 1 is self-harm awareness day
apologise to your body for the past & promise it a better future. use bits & pieces of works-in-progress; pen scribbles & fleeting ideas from your notes app.
plant a flower ∙ march 12 is plant a flower day
march is the month of daffodils & one half of the world is celebrating beginnings, soon-to-be-blooms; the other is preparing for an ending anew. speak in hushed whispers & earthy tones.
equinox ∙ march 20 is the equinox
take something from last year & recreate it with new perspective. what has changed since last march? who did you lose, what did you gain?
pisces & aries ∙ march begins in pisces season
which lasts until march 20, when aries begins. aquamarine & bloodstone are the month’s gems. what hides under the surface of water? why does it bleed?
gender euphoria ∙ march 31 is transgender day of visibility
how do you know when something fits? a shirt, a name, pronouns... show us what comfortable feels like to you, what true euphoria is.
this is meant to be super super casual – do them in any order you like, skip the ones you don’t vibe with, start today or in 3 months. all that matters is you try, and we’re in this together! :)
🍊 reposts welcome! please credit @nashira & @poetryorchard 🍊
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