#nate maloley | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

lushbarb · 1 year

Text

y/n & j | hurt.

6 months postpartum

- the day -

It was about 6 PM when he came home and I told him I needed to speak with him.

Are you okay?” He asked me.

“Yes” I tell him, knowing I’m not. My stomach is turning, my face is hot and I don’t know how to tell my husband that I know he is having an affair and I am about to leave him.

I don’t want to. At all. I love this man with everything in me. We have been through different stages of life together, watched each-other become parents, started our careers, and there’s not a day since we met that we’ve spent apart. He’s my world. My child’s father. My best friend and I can’t remember life without him. How can I leave him?

But also, how could he step out on me? On us? How could he look another woman in the eye knowing it’s not me and tell her things that only he should tell me and treat her a way he should only treat me. He made a commitment for the rest of his life to me, to us.

I can’t even think about looking at another man, let alone sleeping with one. The thought of hurting my husband makes me want to throw up.

My thoughts are interrupted by our son waking up so I bury my feelings and my thoughts because I have to be okay, I can’t let my kid see me not okay, isn’t that what being a mother is all about?

We sit on the couch and I ask my husband to join me.

My face is so hot and my stomach is doing backflips and I just want to cry looking at this man. I love him so much, how could he do this to me? But do I even want to know?

“Did you cheat on me?” I just flat out say it. What’s the point of wasting time? If I look at him any longer I’ll keep remembering how much I love him and then I’ll just give in, I know I will.

He looked shocked that I just asked like that, then he stared at me in my eyes for about 1 minute and immediately put his head down.

My heart sank. I let out a small sigh, looked down at my kid and there was the tears. I knew. He told me all I needed to know without saying a single wrong.

I had so much I wanted to say but did he deserve for me to say anything? 10 years of marriage so I felt that I deserved to speak and I needed an explanation but I didn’t want to think about it anymore. I didn’t want to think about my husband with another woman. Kissing, touching, being intimate with another woman that’s not me, his wife.

My eyes felt so low but I still looked up at him. He locked eyes with me and suddenly I saw a different person, I didn’t know him.

“I love you” he said to me, his voice choking up.

Why does it hurt me to see him hurting and upset? But I don’t know why, He hurt me. He betrayed me.

“I have so much to say and even though I don’t think I should be doing the talking, I also don’t want to hear you explain it to me because that will hurt me even more” I say. I wanted to ask you do you love me? Did our family mean anything to you? How could you ever look at someone the way you are only supposed to look at me and then come home to me? I wanted to ask that but I know you will tell me that you love me, our family means everything to you and that the affair was nothing to you and that it will never happen again but I know that it is not the truth because If it was you would never be able to do this to me” I tell him while crying. I didn’t want to cry but how could I not?

“I love you” he repeats while looking at me. “I’m sorry, I never wanted this for our son, we always said together forever and that he would see that.”

“His dad stepped out.” I bluntly say.

He wipes his face. There goes the tears. Now I’m getting angry, how are you crying when you broke our family apart?

I look at him and I can tell he is about to say something.

“You will always be the woman that was made for me. You gave me my son, a family and a new life. Some men dream about having the life I have, some men would kill for it and I took it for granted. I knew what I was doing and I didn’t stop it, I knew my family was at home and I continued it and I knew it would hurt you and a part of me didn’t care but also knew I would lose my family so I tried to hide it. “ he says.

Ouch. It hurts so bad to hear him say this but I also know it’s the truth.

“ Thank you for your honesty. I just don’t understand” I reply. We were fine one day. What did I do? What changed?

“Don-“ he tried to speak.

“What did I do to make you fall out of love with me? To make you not care about us? It’s not just me you should’ve thought about. We brought a child into this world and you should’ve thought about him, you didn’t think about him!” I cried.

“Stop blaming yourself.” He tried to move closer to me but I put a hand up to stop him.

“No. Don’t do that. You’re wrong.” I say.

He moves back to his original spot on the couch.

“Are you leaving?” He asks me. “Taking him with you?”

I look down at my son and my heart hurt. He doesn’t deserve this. He deserves for us to be a happy family and I can’t even look at my husband because I never wanted this, I don’t want our family to not be together every day but I can’t stay here, it won’t be the same.

“Yes” I tell him softly. “You know I don’t want you to feel like I am taking him from you.”

“You are, I don’t want to be without him or you.” He sits up.

“I have no choice. We talked about this before and we had a solution we both agreed on so it is not my fault you forgot about that when you decided you didn’t care to keep your family anymore.” I sharply tell him.

“Stay.” he tells me.

“No.”

“I love you.” He puts his head in his hands. “I love you.” He repeats with his head down.

“No.”

“You want to take my kid and figure it out but I don’t want to be without you.”

“Stop.” I say.

“You’re begging me to stay after you cheated on me. You’re selfish. You are still not thinking about me or our son. You were here but not here. You didn’t treat us like you loved us or wanted a family but here you are acting like you are going to miss us so bad and we aren’t even gone yet. It’s not easy for me to leave, it’s so fucking hard to look you in the eye, tell you we’re leaving and come to terms with it because I was present, I always thought about you and our kid. I don’t care for your apology because you haven’t said much about you cheating, just begging me to stay. Stop.” I say to him.

“How did you find out?” He asked me softly.

“I always knew.” I tell him. “I always knew because I was always alone, slept alone, woke up alone, watched our son grow alone, and ate dinner alone. I shouldn’t be alone if I have a husband so where is my husband? I knew right away. For the sake of our family, I always wanted to get it out of my head but the signs were all there.”

“I’m sorry for hurting you and I’m sorry I am the reason we are like this.” He tells me.

“Tell that to him.” I say to him as I stand up with our son and head to the bedroom.

73 notes · View notes

beautyallaroundus25 · 2 years

Text

Nate💋💨💨💨

#nate maloley #blunt #smoke #guys with tattoos #***

95 notes · View notes

mrsarnasdelicious · 8 months

Text

Smut Masterlist

Solo x Reader

Bang Yongguk [1] [2]

Christian Linke

Jack Gilinsky

Kian Lawley

Luke Hemmings [1/2]

Moon Jongup

Nash Grier

Sam Wilkinson

Shawn Mendes

Son Hyunwoo Don't Talk, Just Kiss

Tristan Evans

Multiple x Reader

Shipping

Derek Hale x Isaac Lahey

Nate Maloley x Jacob Whitesides

Jo Halbig x Mäx Schlichter

Shawn Mendes x Christian Linke [II]

Timo Sonnenschein x David Bonk

Bang Yongguk x Jung Daehyung

#masterlist #master list #masterpost #master post #smut under the cut #wip #far from complete fam #my archives are vast and I am slow #W I P

5 notes · View notes

ohhstellarps · 2 years

Text

{ king grant } ./

face claim: nate sk8 maloley

King Grant: the fuckboy, shit-talking, upcoming musician. If you haven't heard of him, don't worry - most haven't, but he's determined to change that. He's energetic yet annoyingly nonchalant at the same time, and has a habit for getting into trouble due to his no filter personality and dumbass antics. All he's missing is his equally dumbass friend so they can vibe off of each other's energies and make music together!!

(dm me if you're interested in the dumbest broship ever pls, completely based off laroi and the beebs)

(music/fame claim: kid laroi)

#pibrp #character intro

2 notes · View notes

rrueuphoria · 2 years

Text

omg I don’t know if anyone will see this but 😭 I just remembered as I’m sat here with my fiancé that when I was once a young innocent 16/17 year old (I’m now 25) I had a whole tumblr dedicated to sk8 (and jswazz, derek luh, KDL, Tyler grosso, sammy wilks, FRESHLEE)😭😭😭 my usernames were natexsk8 or natexskate… I used to write fanfics make edits and all stuff like that! Omg this is so funny the nostalgia!!!!! I remember other tumblr users such as stockholmesyndrome a girl called skatesslutt, Nathanmotgomery, mafiosaluh(She was the fucking best) but anyways I just searched the tag for sk8 and it’s like there’s a WHOLE NEW GENERATION OF SK8 fans 😭 no one’s taken my old username tho mwahahahah

#skate maloley #sk8 #Nate maloley #sk8 maloley #jswazz #jack gilinsky #magcon #rookie

26 notes · View notes

cordyceps-brain · 3 years

Text

skate maloley gif pack

by following the source link, you can find 90 (268x180) gifs of nate maloley aka skate. these gifs are from various music videos. trigger warnings include drug use ( pot ).

#skate maloley #skate maloley gif #nate maloley #nate maloley gif #sk8 maloley #sk8 maloley gif #sk8 #sk8 gif #my stuff #gif pack #masc gif packs #masc gif pack

44 notes · View notes

tatumjadedsmp · 3 years

Text

Rookie photo dump🖤

Ft Sk8

#rookcappellettey #rookxx #jpcappellettey #jp rook cappelletty #estxx #mgk #skate maloley #nate maloley

26 notes · View notes

masgnetite · 4 years

Text

sk8

#skate #nate maloley #rap #rapper #omaha boys #skate maloley #shawnmendes #shawn mendes #jack and jack #jack gilinsky #jack jonhson #magcon boys #taylor caniff #cameron dallas #carter reynolds

57 notes · View notes

white-omaha-boys · 3 years

Text

Bringing this account back from the grave real quick to say I’m still pissed “Like That” isn’t on Spotify

#jack and jack #jack gilinsky #jack johnson #nate maloley #sam wilkinson

24 notes · View notes

gtassis · 4 years

Photo

Like or reblog this post if save/use.

If you want to give credits, @FIREANDWILK on twitter;

Don’t repost as your own.

You can find more here.

66 notes · View notes

beautyallaroundus25 · 2 years

Text

Nate💋

#nate maloley #skate maloney #beautiful men #men who smoke #blunt #smoke weed #***#beautyallaroundus25

15 notes · View notes

woods-jordyn · 4 years

Text

@stassiebaby: Kalae O Mākaha 🌴

#skate maloley #nate maloley #tez #nash grier #jswazz #hayes grier #anastasia karanikolaou #stassie #jordyn woods #sammy wilk #sammy wilkinson #melvin gregg #taylor giavasis

35 notes · View notes

bpbygirl · 3 years

Text

“𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎, 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚝.“-𝚒𝚛𝚘𝚑☽

-----------------

“𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍. 𝚒 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎.“ - 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚒𝚛𝚘𝚑.♡︎

#avatar the last airbender #avatar zuko #avatar aang #avatar fanart #avatar quotes #team avatar #avata #ogoc #ogoc boys #magcon boys #nate maloley #casais #guy best #food #graphic design #design #nintendo

5 notes · View notes

luhalittlemore · 4 years

Text

[4:10]

“i think you can take it babygirl.” dereks words slip off the tip of his tongue into her heated core. moans fill the room as dereks fingers flick once again right on the warmth of her g-spot. her arms yank at the belt he tied to the wire headboard, now knowing why he was so keen on buying that specific one when she brought it up.

“ple-plea-oh please derek-“ her body jerks at the feeing of his fingers slip out of her, and derek quickly replaces the feeling with himself. a low moan exits dereks mouth as he held her restrains above her head.

“taking me so well baby. i told you you could take it.” derek whispers dirty words into her ear, making her hips jerk and a loud moan leave her mouth.

#derek luh #derek luh imagine #derek luh smut #nate maloley #skate #smut #blurp #derek blurp

86 notes · View notes

hollywedits · 4 years

Text