if i had a dollar for every chubby man in a crop top i’ve cried over on tiktok, i would have $2 which isn’t a lot but it’s strange that it’s happened twice
i wish one day i could sit in your lap while you play with my hair
sometimes when i talk to you i smile and think “i love you so so so much” but all you’re doing is being you
I don’t have a ton of followers, but I still want to introduce myself. Hi! My name is Damien, or Cipher, and I’m a masc enby who loves men and enbys! I’m a bit of a hopeless romantic, and I love hugs :). Here’s a recent pic of me!
Anyways, nice to formally introduce myself! :]
IF IM NOT MADLY IN LOVE WITH A CUTE BOY AND IN A CUTE RELATIONSHIP BY THE MIDDLE OF JUNE 2021 IM GONNA SIMPLY DIE
Laughing with the one you love is almost therapeutic. You feel your cheeks hurt and it’s hard to focus on a clear thought. But you’re just so happy. I love that.
Having sweet and random covos with him is amazing. It doesn’t matter what we’re taking about. He just makes me feel good.
Talking to him while he’s sleepy or half asleep is the cutest thing. He’s so comfortable and out of it and he says the cutest things.
I was always chasing those brown eyes. They were always darting off. Jumping from exciting view to something new, always looking somewhere else. They’d wander through the sky whenever we were walking along. They’d flit along the clouds and dance along the horizon. They would go wherever they liked, high and low and away with every fancy. And when they came to me? Like catching a butterfly. Like butterflies in my stomach. I had caught your eye. You were seeing me.
I do not think I love you
Not fully, not entirely in one way, in the way
Yet you make me feel soft
A little bit off
I think I adore you
But not in a way for small children or animals
In a way I want to see you happy
I want to see you become yourself as much as you can
I think, that possibly you make me feel like I will be alright
That at the end of the day, I’m okay
And to make me feel this way
That I am not used to from my last lovers
As their affections felt different from yours
They felt rushed and hot and new and young
And you make me calm, I feel strong
And new, that I am not all wrong
It feels, somehow, matured, even though I am not
And I can stop thinking about you
Yet not in the way an obsessive lover thinks all day, constantly in their heads
You’re in the little moments
In the mentions and casual conversations and easy comments
You’re not hard to be with
There’s no second thoughts and doubts and tiptoeing
I can just breathe and I will be okay here
I’ll be okay here with my love in a strange place
On a second thought—
I think I love you, even just a small, infinitesimal amount
Maybe not in the way of the way
But maybe in these gentle moments and stolen minutes we can grow together
And I might learn to move with this strange place and maybe become comfortable
love in a strange place, 2021
that moment when a person shows basic respect and acceptance of you being trans so you fall in love with them
You can’t see it in this pic thankfully but I haven’t shaved in so long 😣 if I keep putting it off I’ll be able to call myself an otter
Just realized I rb’d three cuddling posts in a row i- am I okay??? Idk but probably not apparently smh.
oh what I would give to cuddle with you,
Date an idiot vampire boy who purposefully makes lots of spelling errors so he can make tons of type-o blood jokes
it snowed and someone wasted no time in assembling an abomination
i just want a boy to call me pretty boy in a mocking tone is that too much to ask-