#need to post more variety...

[royalarchivist]

Pac: I'm not going to say anything to you guys [Chat], I'm not going to say anything to you. I'm not saying absolutely anything, I'm not going to comment. Man, you broke me here, you broke me in 3 parts! I'm not going to- no no no no no, I won't fall for your game, I won't fall for your game.*

Pac's chat allows viewers to make music requests, which led to this very well-timed moment today where Careless Whisper started playing as soon as Pac met back up with Fit.

* [Approximate translation. I'm not a native Portuguese speaker, so as always, please feel free to let me know if there's a better way to translate things!]

#Pactw #Hideduo #FitMC #FitPac #QSMP #December 6 2023 #Edited #in the sense that I had to edit the music back in because Pac's VOD mutes all music #Luckily another fan shared a screen-recording of it so I was able to tell when the music kicked in in the original #so TLDR: I just put music back into this clip since it was muted #I'm so glad I finally have context for wtf that was about because I was watching from Fit's POV #and all of us were like ''??? What's wrong with Pac rn?'' #also I realize that a lot of the recent clips have been Fit or Pac-centered #I've got a little bit of time to add stuff to the queue tonight so I'll mix some more variety in #it's funny because I started posting Fit and Pac stuff more to ADD variety and then over-corrected #lol #Pac #Fit #I can't stop laughing over Pac's POV because he genuinely looked so insane in Fit's POV #I need to go back and pull up that moment now

[orobty]

Let them be sofftttt

#rottmnt #rise future leo #rise raph #i cant write dialogue for the lifeeeee of me #but the idea wouldnt leave me alone #also! #start sendin me clothes prompts to draw the turtles in! #i need more variety than my mindd #cant wait until I get polls #have choose your own adventure related ideasss #>:))))))) #raph I love you but you're so hard to draww #gotta dedicate a day or somethin to figuring him out more #have so much fluff in my drafts that I will post eventually #long post

[ssspringroll]

ok hi and lo poly versions of each braid shape now. the low poly ones are a little pointy BUT they significantly reduce the overall poly count of the braid. so if you're gonna be having a lot of small braids, or even just any amount of small (diameter, not length) braids, then lo poly is probably the way to go. If the braid is meant to be a centerpiece/object that draws attention/large chunky radius/just one braid in the whole hair, then a hi poly would be a better choice.

(these braids are the exact same length and shape, as they were both following the same exact curve, and you can see the triangle count (which should be the poly count in s4s) drop from 13k to only 3k. 13k would be pushing it for an entire hair's polycount, so its definitely still pretty demanding to put a braid in, but not as demanding as it would be to literally braid 3 strands of geometry like i've seen a bunch of tutorials demonstrating. im not even gonna try that.)

#i like these theyre fun #i would love to sit on them longer and like. add some more shape variety #but tbh like. a braid is a braid and i pretty much have covered every base i can think of #for this style of braid facade anyway. #i might try one day faking a braid that looks like it's *more* than 3 strands #but not anytime soon as i have no need for that personally lol. #well i will probably have these ready for release soon but i will have to write up like. #essentially a tutorial post. #and i hate doing that. so it might be a while #but i cant stop playing with them lol #simoleon

[noisytenant]

there are therapists who specialize in cptsd. you dont need to go to inexperienced talk therapy or cbt or dbt ever again if you dont want to. there are options

#indexed post #Highly reductive please do not reply to me reminding me of the various other barriers to access - I KNOW #This isnt to say cptsd therapists on the whole are more competent than others - more research is needed #But like. You don't have to settle. It doesn't necessarily cost any more to have a therapist who is equipped to handle Shit #Sorry i just like saw multiple posts today but ljke #One meme like 'therapists if you talk about anything that isnt garden variety anxiety or depression' #and its like You can literally check their webpage or email them to ask if they specialize in whatever shit you have going on #A lot of therapists are inexperienced or incompetent but if you refuse to select for ones who nominally understand your shit #Then i kinda think youre shooting yourself in the foot

[humblebananasalesman]

Which banana variety is the best? I know, I know, they are all wonderful and good etc. But I need to rank the bananas for a bet and I just cannot. Do you have any advice? 🙏

There are a handful I really like, actually!

Mighty Bananas are very sweet, especially when just a bit browned. They're great both raw and cooked, and cooking them makes you a bit more powerful when you eat!

Hasty Plantains are far less sweet, but that's actually a big appeal! Fried or baked, they make you faster, and their unique flavor is best in cooked dishes.

Third best are the little ones. They have no proper name, but they actually have naturally black skin. I can't describe their taste properly, they're rare and an enigma, but trust me, they're good.

#humble post #humble ask #masked guys (not me) #THANK YOU FOR ASKING THIS. oh my gods i've been just waiting #if you need more info there are more varieties out there #sadly i haven't tried more than these!

[tomfrogisblue]

I have finally finished O Segredo Na Floresta.

I have cried more than I thought possible.

And I fear I shall never be the same.

#i have discovered that however bad quarentena was - cellbit has tons more angst material ready to unleash when least expected #it was so so so good but my god - i have never felt more empty #you ever see a piece of media and think yeh this is gonna change the way i view certain things forever - yep. #but now i enter the ordem episodes that arent captioned and only have the youtube autotranslate - the final boss for my portuguese knowledge #cellbit #ordem paranormal #this post is sort of my proof to myself when i actually finished the bastard - this season was three billion years long i swear #and still so long to go #cellbit will continue to stab my emotions for many more hours to come!!! #it is very late at night and i am very sad. TIME TO START THE NEXT ONE :D #o segredo na floresta #enigma do medo #bro i need to yell at someone about the last like hour of the damn thing because i have many things to say. or maybe just cry some more #at least my portuguese is much better now lmao. I'll get to a point where i can just listen to an episode with no subtitles if it kills me!! #hopefully cellbit will be back on the qsmp soon to rip my heart out with a cute lil cubito delivering heart wrenching angst for some variety #qsmp #ok sleep time lmao

[derpinette]

i have a weird relationship with weight because i hated eating more than anything the moment i was ready for solids ( i hate chewing with my entire life always have & will ) which made me underweight for most of my life ( to this day ) & during late primary-middle school this made me actively suicidal because i felt like something was wrong with my sex because i just was not developing whatsoever prompting me to have a years long phase of trying to gain weight in any way i could ( #EPICFAIL by the way ) & i was already insecure but i felt seriously so unforgivably ugly after bullying not just at school but by adults of my entourage. but then i did in my late 15s which prompted the pendulum to swing in the other direction & suddenly i FREAKED OUT & thought well being skinny is pretty much all i have & know myself to be & clearly it is not going to last forever so i Better preserve it i was delusional about how skinny i thought i was actually i look stumpy & weird i have to prove myself. But now i am normal again kind of

#also i used to get beaten to finish my food nearly daily & it would take me forever to do that like literally hours with no exaggeration #just made me hate eating even more. now my technique is eating as fast as possible before i even realize how overwhelming #the sensory experience is & i can just be done with it VS the pain&dread of eating slowly -> disgust of Everything+hyperawareness #eating tightens my muscles like i hate it so fucking much catching the food putting it in my mouth CHEWING swallowing #what a damn chore #so i always liked cheese it was my “safe food” pretty much the only thing i liked #i even hated the foods autists usually like like fries & fried chicken meatballs ETC. HATED. #i was/am more of a soup & turning all my food into varieties of Slop kind of girl nothing hard for me please... #i experienced middle school during the like ♯Thick era of the world which was honestly a good thing like for The Populace #but i felt like killing myself because i felt like an unforgivable fugly genetic failure & people did not hesitate to let me know #anyway either way i would be unhappy caus if i did gain weight during puberty i would have a meltdown about all the Changes #so i feel content for the time being about only losing the fat in my face & getting age appropriate wrinkles really #trying to enjoy the privilege of thinness while i have it because it will not last forever 0_0 but that should not matter anyway... #the privilege of thinness: being way uglier than others & constantly looking like a gibbon dying of disease + no energy or strength ever #JK people are much MUCH nicer to thin people & they do things for me on account of looking physically incapable so um yay i guess #light at the end of the tunnel that is very significant in the grand scheme of things socially. ♯CountingMyBlessings #also i was raised on ♯HAES tumblr from 2014-2018 i truly believed in that & was so damn envious i was not curvy & beautiful LOL #so i never hated overweight people really i think for the most part the SJW tumblr values stuck with me #but now i know it depends on your base frame & genetics & there is no guarantee to what you choose to do (naturally) acceptance is peace #sorry for the gigantic Arse post i just needed to get that off my chest for a long time. not on here specifically just in general #oh & i am a ♯Grignoteuse but grignoter (grazing) is different from eating in my mind&body #& my insecurity was not a result of wanting to fit in really but kind of in the sense that i wanted people to stop berating me for my looks #like body wise only & also not understanding why every other girl looked like a girl blossoming into a woman #& i looked like i was transitioning to Malnourished (unsexed) Ape made worse by bein GNC.& like the need for control later on & erthang ETC

[roseofcards90]

Ahhhh time to write muurei and start uni au now

#I am not linking the one I just finished here people can find that themselves on the ao3 tag 😭 #also because I feel bad and I need to write more of a variety #I feel like I write the same thing over and over and that I need to do better fjdknfk #my posts

[pallanophblargh]

Tomorrow I embark on a most boring journey that will culminate in the first in-person holiday with family since pre-plague times.

I’ll likely step on eggshells for a good portion of my visit, but I’m medicated this time around, so I hope that will make a difference for me.

*deep breath* Fingers crossed.

#text post #april rambles #mental health #family stuff #I think I've come a long way since then #for instance realizing I'm NOT the problem there #even though I've got the scapegoat role more or less nailed down #J is my emotional support every year and for some reason I never really believed him when he told me that it WASN'T me #still wish I had closer ties with my siblings but that's tricky when none of you are social and you're the one who lives out of state #everyone in the fam likely needs therapy but they would never #every year I'm worried I will turn into my father #at least at the end of the day I'm taking steps to manage my anger and can admit my hypocracies #if nothing else that's some sort of progress #ANXIETY #I think I'm doing this to prove I can shoulder this garden variety bullshit #at least I get to see how my wee nephews are doing

[dapperrokyuu]

Basically, my gripes with Project Voltage is:

DONT USE THE POKEMON CENTER THEME CHALLENGE (IMPOSSIBLE)!!!!!!!!!

#dee p thoughts #pokemon #vocaloid #project voltage #if you wanted a tldr from my long post lol #but like I GET IT. I get it. i get it. just...I need some variety man I KNOW you can do it youre a great producer and this series is TWENTY #SEVEN YEARS OLD. surely...you can find other osts.....I beg you- if you need to use it sure but only like 10 seconds- /lh #yay that we'll get to see more pokemikus doing stuff tho apparently (learned from serebii) yayyy

[unopenablebox]

literally why do i ever buy a burger. We Have Burgers At Home. They Are Nicer

#post inspired by how i just cooked a burger it was delicious #this isn't like deeply held i understand completely why one would want less-home-accessible burger experiences #(eg very crispy fried onions [annoying to make imo]‚ exotic toppings one would not think of‚ important gimmicks for a gimmick occasion) #and / or be hungry for burger and unable to make own burger for a variety of physical and circumstantial reasons #but me personally i hate novelty and difference and usually can stand up long enough for slicing and cast iron pan usage #so. a personal note for me. just cook burger it is nice. stop being disappointed by local burgers that are simply cooked less well #box opener #frankly a lot of this is that if i make fancy burger at home i don't then need to enter a negotiation re: whether i can refuse cheese #i like cheese but i like to be able to opt in to it. also frankly i prefer my usual garlic aioli-and-avocado substitution more #it serves a cheese purpose (fats‚ enhanced savories) so i consider it a reasonable exchange #but places with fancy burger are soooo offended by my disinterest in their four slices of swiss.

[shortshowname]

Day 77 of drawing Niko every day until the Gary's Garden DLC is released on Steam.

It's been fun, guys.

In case you all haven't heard, Frog Vibes announced earlier today that the free DLC was just released to Steam.

I guess that means I'm free.

...

What the PECK do I do now-

#I'll be honest guys there's no way I'm gonna manage to keep up a daily posting schedule still. #On the plus side you'll at least get more variety from me again. #but for now I need a break :') #ss posting #my art #fanart #digital art #hcn niko #hcn gary #here comes niko

[smorbsh]

maybe if i post about tim enough i can balance the internet and create love and peace

#my friends are getting jobs and licenses. i am posting about some white guy on tumblr #i need to follow more smosh blogs i think. just for variety on my dash #i love all of you so much but i forget to actually follow people #smosh #tim baker #tim from tim’s channel #timposting

[beencryingfor25years]

So this month I’ve jumped back into my willex chiropractor au (after not working on it for almost a year) and it just passed 20k words tonight!!

#that’s crazy! #this started as (yet another) thing that I thought about but wasn’t gonna write but like… look how it’s grown #and it’s feeling… good #like I know where it’s going mostly and what parts I want to write more about #but it definitely has taken on a life of its own #a whole lot less chiropractor and a whole lot more of willie and alex watching movies together? #which seems random but go off I guess #I need to give them more variety in their bonding actives but it’s not my fault willie is a movie buff he’s the one who is steering the ship #i am not in control of this fic I’m just a vessel #tbh thought I might try a mini nanowrimo this year but forgot after the first day #so now it’s just a write more when possible month which is also quite helpful #things are happening and it’s all coming together #though I also feel like I said that last year when I actually was doing nano but things went off the rails for valid life reasons #I’m just seeing what happens no pressure but I do actually want to post this at some point and share this world with people #jatp #julie and the phantoms #willex #fic writing

[chiropteracupola]

dress up nice (and don't get any blood on yourself this time, please)

[collaboration with @dxppercxdxver again. we are still going.]

#em draws stuff #flintlock fortress #team fortress 2 #FINALLY this is done it took me more than five hundred thousand years [editor's note: it took them approximately four days] #this one does show a little that I went to tumblr university instead of art school when it comes to certain design elements. So What. #also I am pretty sure that I used up my Realistic Hands quota for the rest of my life somewhere partway through this drawing #forgive me the couple of fucked-up ones because I also drew four really really super nice hands for a different thing. also a jawbone. #maybe I will also post the jawbone since it does look very good #.....anyway. 'twas about time for a Significant Outfitting Moment in these parts. #proves something about my own sensibilities because I do feel a little bit scandalous for having drawn this. #this is honestly a really silly thing for me personally to get scandalized by (for a variety of reasons that I won't share) #I think it would read better if I reordered the panels but ah I simply do not feel like it. take it as it is. #finishing march strong by not doing so so so many tasks and doing this again. if you need me I'll be in the soup for the next while.

[apollos-boyfriend]

i followed you because i genuinely didn't know anyone else down bad for jordan captainsparklez and honestly it's been such a relief to see the occasional spree of cap posting. also the other posts are a bonus i now watch crumb toast more often and got into the qsmp. and rewatched mianite. actually that sounds like you encouraged me to seek out mental illnesses. didn't mean it like that. big fan keep doing what ur doing chin up icarus dont fall into the ocean etc

what i’m getting from this ask game is that i am a catalyst to people’s brainrot. fuck yeah

[anonymous opinions ask game]

#muse talk #anon #ask game #yeahhh!!!! fellow jordan appreciator #i need to post about him more often </3 qsmp has been a Tidal Wave lately #my variety content is quickly dwindling. my brand is slipping from me