#need to rant

[asgardswinter]

Lately i have gotten really nostalgic over tv shows and movies i was obsessed with in 2014-2018 and given that i have gotten back into twd again, i just remembered what it was like during s6-8.

Like the hype was unreal. Id see everyone talking about who was gonna die, id watch so many videos about it. The fandom on instagram was so active (since i was in the editing community as well) it was just so fun yaknow? It was almost like how it was with Avengers Endgame.

My life was shit back then, but i had the walking dead and Marvel to escape and having the fandom as well where i could share and talk to people was just so good. Im glad its still around on here. Life got in the way so i stepped back from editing etc, but for the last few months i have gotten into editing again, and while its not as active anymore on insta, its still nice to go back to it and look back on the fond memories.

And watching content of the twd cast, them interacting and all that as well, was just so fun man. Ughhhh😭😭😭

#need to rant #bit emotional lately since ive finished s11 #and currently rewatching s5-8 #it do be like that #marvel #mcu #avengers #the walking dead #twd #the walking dead meme #twd meme #marvel meme #mcu meme

[backfromtwitterforw]

The urge to rt this with "Skill Issues"...

#the only competition where it is true to say that anyone can win is if they randomly pick the winner's name out of a hat #that's literally the only time chances will be equals #if you believe that for any other competition you're not thinking straight #i ight say you're dumb but that would be mean #negativity #twt neg #Twitter drama #hunt and run neg #sorry to bring this here #need to rant #neg #discourse

[dreamer-fighter-tswiftlover]

Picture this...

"Wish You the Best" - Lewis Capaldi but with Addison and Meredith

These lyrics are gold...

Do you think you can tell me everything, darling?

But leave out every part about him

Right now you're probably by the ocean

While I'm still out here in the rain

With every day that passes by since we've spoken

It's like Glasgow (or Seattle...) gets further from LA

Maybe it's supposed to be this way

But, oh, my love

I wanna say I miss the green in your eyes

And when I said we could be friends, guess I lied

I wanna say I wish that you never left

You seem happier than ever now

Oh, but instead I only wish you the best

I wanna say without you, everything's wrong

And you were everything I need all along

I wanna say I wish that you never left

Oh, but instead I only wish you the best

Well, I can't help but notice

And I guess that I should tell you I'm sorry

It seems I was the problem somehow

Maybe I only brought you down

Can you imagine?

#meddison #ao3 #need to rant #fic ideas #watch me write something #writing prompt #addison montgomery #addison forbes montgomery #meredith grey #greys anatomy #greys abc #angst #song fic #song prompt

[beckiboos]

At games night tonight with my family and my mum had asked me to try and be less shriek as I was close to her and my sister pipes up

Sister “yeah you are loud and squeaky”

Me “I’m deaf?!?”

Sister “yeah that doesn’t count though or you would have hearing aids”

Me “I have overall hearing loss and mostly high pitch hearing loss which I was told hearing aids won’t do anything for so I have trouble hearing high pitch notes in talking and conversa-“

Sister “Yeah I’ve already stopped listening to you, so this games rules are..”

Me “Oh good so you won’t hear me call you a ableist dickhead then”

She didn’t either

#need to rant #cuz she’s always calling me loud and squeaky but like #like im doing it just to annoy her #and I literally don’t know im doing it #I don’t do it on purpose #but she talks over me and shouts at me ALL THE TIME #and she then shouts at me if I try not to let her interrupt me #anyway yeah doctor said cuz I would have to buy hearing aids myself #said it wouldn’t really help #like I don’t remind reminders now and again if im being loud #but she literally just goes shut up and dunno #feels like she just doesn’t want me to talk ever #I know I’m only hard of hearing not fully deaf #but like … full on feel like imposter syndrome over my own hearing #not deaf enough and not hearing enough I guess

[snickerdoodlles]

.

#sorry I just #need to rant #hate hate hate hate HATE HATE HATE H A T E either of Kim’s brothers being mean to him over his relationship with Chay #sorry but are you SERIOUSLY going to say that Tankhun would ice Kim out over a kid he met for like five minutes #and this is coming from someone that loves Chay & Tankhun content!!!!!! i absolutely want them hanging out and teasing each other!!! #but Tankhun raised his brothers #these three may not be physically close but they took their family’s ‘’competition makes you stronger’’ bullshit and said ‘’fuck you’’ #Tankhun avoids all confrontation right up until Kinn’s in trouble #the first glimpse of kim we have is him asking after Kinn’s well-being #Kinn takes on responsibility to set his brothers free to pursue their dreams the way he can’t and he doesn’t even resent them for it #kim won’t linger for his father’s chitchat but he walks back to join Tankhun for his #they look out for and support each other in a world of backstabbing and blood where family betrayal is fostered in the name of ‘’strength’’ #they were raised in all of this and THEY SAID NO #yet it’s so fucking popular for ppl to write Tankhun icing out Kim in Chay’s name???? #sorry but what the fuck??????? #Tankhun’s not going to choose a kid he’s known for five minutes over his BABY BROTHER who he RAISED #no matter how cute the new kid is #Tankhun’s loyalties are not so fickle wtf #even if he flicks kim on the forehead for being a bonehead he wouldn’t be angry/spiteful/whatever against Kim??????????? #(*by flick I mean anything from an actual flick to trashing Kim’s apartment for funsies) #just. so irritating when I see the three brothers relationship dismissed #esp when it’s done for ship drama 🙄 #i just #*screams into pillow*

[mischiefm4n4ged]

So exhausted

#toxic family member #need to rant

[imaginativewriter23]

Trigger warning: discussion about mental health, anxiety, and anxiety attacks. Do not read further if these topics may upset you.

So, I had to do a presentation for class and started crying towards the end of it cuz I got incredibly nervous and couldn't handle it anymore.

And my professor seriously deducted marks for it despite the fact I still met all the rubric requirements before I ran out.

This chick literally wrote in her feedback: "You got all the points down on the rubric but your little exit made it seem like you weren't serious about your topic."

Um, BECAUSE I WAS HAVING A FREAKING ANXIETY ATTACK.

You want me to continue my presentation as tears stream down my face? MY BAD.

Idk if I wanna complain to my college or not because it's a hell of a process to complain but I'm not happy about this.

KIM DOKJA WOULD NEVER TREAT ME LIKE THIS!

#need to rant #rant #professors #bad teacher #college life #anxiety problems

[magnusbae]

To illustrate this post by @mayahawkse I would like to visualize to you the difference:

A post in 2023:

A post in 2014:

A zoom out of the same post:

This is what a community looks like.

See how in 2023 almost all of the reblogs come from the OP, from their few hours/days in the tag search. Meanwhile in 2014 the % of reblogs from OP is insignificant, because most of the reblogs come from the reblogs within the fandom, within the micro-communities formed there. You didn't need to rely on tags, or search, or being featured. Because the community took care of you, made sure to pass the work between themselves and onto their blog and exposed their followers to it. It kept works alive for years.

It's not JUST the reblog/like ratio that causing this issue, it's the type of interaction people have. They're content with scrolling and liking the search engine, instead of actually having a reblogging relationship with other blogs in their community.

Anyways, if you want to see more content you like, the only true way to make it happen is to reblog it. Likes do not forward content in no way but making OP feel nice. Reblogs on the other hand make content eternal. They make it relevant, they make it exist outside of a fickle tumblr search that hardly works on the best of days.

If you want more of something, reblog it.

#i said i wont ever rant about this bc it's unseemly but HONESTLY. #you simply cannot complain about not having enough of A or B or C and then never reblog / interact with the content you love. #If you LOVE something you cannot just leave a like and silently wait for more to happen #I know countless of content creators that simply stopped doing art/writing fic/making edits #You need to understand that fandom content is made FOR the fandom FOR the engagement FOR the entertainment and fun it makes. #If a content creator does not have fun IN the fandom-- why would they spend the scares free time they have on making this content? #And we're not talking about things that you don't like-- no one expects you to reblog things you don't like. #However I think it's safe to say that when a post has more than 5k it's not some random shitpost with no value. #tumblr issues #tumblr #content creators #buns.txt #something something please don't starve your local clowns

[dee-the-red-witch]

Ok, good. You're using her pronouns, and you're doing it consistently. That's... better.

But are you using her adjectives? Her nouns? Do you call her girl, woman, lady, wife, mom, girlfriend, and everything else when it's appropriate? Are you giving her her appropriate context when you're talking to her and about her, or are you just carefully gender neutralizing everything else so that those pronouns stand the fuck out like mad when they happen and make everyone including her feel like you're emphasizing stuff weird?

#personal rant so sub in your own gender as needed but I'm going with mine

[fangirlontheprowlfornewvictims]

Since I don't have anyone to confide in, in life that's why I am writing it here cause I need to get it off my chest.

I have a job but I hate it ferociously. Everyday I wish I get into an accident and die then reach office. Everyone keeps saying be grateful you have a job but no one understands how soul sucking it can be to be in this place and with these people. Despite several good education degrees but no experience in my desired field I don't even get interview calls when I apply for jobs. Its been 5+ years and I have given only 3 interviews in that time span. Imagine.

I don't think I will ever get into my field of choice or will ever be happy in my current job. Everyday I imagine killing myself. The rejection mails are just piling up in my mailbox. The only way to get experience in my field is unpaid/low paying internship which I cant accept cause I am supporting my parents and sibling financially.

I am asexual and sex averse so I know I will never find a romantic partner in life. I am going to be alone for the rest of my life.

Lastly I am losing faith in God. No amount of praying has changed my circumstances. Its said God takes time to answer prayers, have faith. But when God takes more than 8 years , you start to believe you have been abandoned. Or your sins have piled up.

Just want an end to everything. My sufferings or this life.

#need to rant #sorry about the pissy post

[lusiifer]

rant tw chronic illness and financial instability

i feel like any time i get close to reaching some semblance of financial stability my chronic illness(es) come in to remind me that that is in no way going to be happening anytime soon.

i just spent a few days in the hospital for severe anemia as a complication of crohns disease and… then blew out my tire and had to get two of them replaced not long after. while insurance will cover a lot of the hospital bills, it wont cover everything and i already have thousands of dollars in medical debt for labwork, tests, scans, etc that insurance didnt cover enough of.

and my social worker salary cannot keep up with everything. im so fatigued all the time and have near constant back and joint pain due to my arthritis, i dont have the energy to even think about looking for a better paying job/new job/possible side hustle let alone actually doing those things. i dont have the energy to devote to any type of relationship so i dont have many friends and dating is no go.

im only 27 and i feel so stuck. people tell me how very young i am bc i look extremely young for my age (and therefore should be happy and with the world as my oyster or some shit). like yeah im regularly mistaken for being a high school student and recently middle school weirdly but my body is basically rapidly decaying internally like im dorian gray or something. except i dont care about aging or anything like that i just want to be healthy and have the privilege of even getting to reach “old age.” and while ive become very resilient over the past 14 years ive been dealing with these problems and i manage to somewhat cope with stress well i know that everyone reasonably has a limit or threshold for how much stress they can reasonably literally physically tolerate until they just cant and i feel like im constantly waiting for the bottom to drop out from under me.

#rare taylor txt post #mine #tw health #tw chronic illness #need to rant #tw chronic pain #tw us healthcare #tw stress

[tawaifeddiediaz]

you know what boils my blood.

over the last 2 weeks, i've seen countless patients walk into my urgent care center, symptomatic for so many things, refusing to get tested for covid and flu, citing that they don't want to knowingly bring it to their holiday tables. i had a patient tell me, verbatim, "i don't want to test for covid, because i don't want to be the asshole who brings it on a plane."

i understand that - i understand that holidays are times where people look forward to meeting loved ones that they might only see once a year, or where they get a break from the hectic back and forth of their lives.

but here's the thing - whether they get tested or not, they will bring whatever they have to their holiday tables. it's pure recklessness to know that you're sick, and walk into someone else's house spreading the disease.

today, january 2, i saw 91 patients, many of them who have tested positive for covid and flu. many of these patients are the same ones who didn't want testing 3 days ago, until their events were over, and now, they will have to reach out to everyone they know to let them know that they were positive because they were showing symptoms well before their event.

the next week or two? we're going to see many, many more, all people with symptoms that started around christmas. these are the only two viruses we test for rapidly in our office, but they are potent and can be fatal in many people.

so here's why i wrote this post, and maybe it's a little late, but - if you care about your loved ones, please get tested if you know you're sick. it doesn't have to be at a clinic if you don't want it to, because the over-the-counter tests work just fine too (if you test within 5-7 days of symptom onset). just...please don't try to run from the knowledge that you might have covid, because immunocompromised people, elderly people, people with co-morbidities like asthma, pregnancy, diabetes, etc...many of them may not recover. and they may not be sitting at your holiday table in the future because of it.

#zee rambles #this isn't to guilt trip anyone #but im so so tired of people coming in and just refusing testing because they want to see grandma or whatever #and on top of that people are avoiding vaccinations and all that too?? #we all lived through the pandemic - everyone saw how many people unfortunately passed away from it #now because of vaccinations and some amount of herd immunity we're finding milder cases in healthy people #but that doesn't mean its gone #that doesn't mean it doesn't have long-term repercussions even in healthy people and that doesn't mean people aren't still dying from it #honestly i just needed a lil rant #and if this helps at least one person??? im all for it #also i can't sleep so here we are spilling thoughts into the voidddd

[cosmicschmidt]

I need this man biblically.

#coriolanus snow #coriolanus snow x reader #the hunger games #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #tom blyth #rant post #3am thoughts #no joke #i need it #tbosas #hunger games x reader #tom blyth x reader

[almostshamelesspenguin]

Character: I think boys are pretty

Fandom: oh! They're gay! That's canon!

Different character: I have no interest in romance or sex. I don't understand it. Relationships confuse me. They seem pointless to me. I have no desire to be in a romantic or sexual relationship. I am an aromantic asexual.

Fandom: well, I guess you can interpret them as aroace...I don't see it though.

#has. has anyone else seen this or am i complaining about a virtually nonexistent issue #this is about a particular fandom that im not going to mention tho #not saying theres anything wrong with the first one either #but. cmon #bitches will give any excuse before having a character they can romantically ship #not every character needs shipping. not every character needs a realtionship #shut up for the love of god #aroace #aromantic #asexual #aroace erasure #aromantic erasure #asexual erasure #aroace rant