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faust1926 · 2 years

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#negative and venting in these tags #+ I'm not at ALL grounded rn so like. u know #I don't have the proper words rn. but I'm just hoping very much today is just an off-day like most sundays have been lately.#and maybe I can be somewhat functional again tomorrow #I wish I had more positive things to talk about maybe tomorrow will be better and I'll have more positive things then #I'm just so tired and keep not being able to think well. and I just spent like 3 hours just laying down #like resting but not sleeping and I really wish I were at least more ok with being like this #cause I'm not. but I'm too tired to do anything about it when like -_- I've got spirits putting thoughts in my head #and like touching me and telling me things and I couldn't get them to go away even if I wanted to cause I'm just too tired #and their presence is so. heavy on me like their energy or whatever just Weighs u down when too many of them get close #so I can't move I just have to lay there and listen to them and it's so. horrifying #but at the same time it's like!!! the best feeling in the world it's literally better than anything. and I wish it weren't #I wish real physical things felt good to be around too :-(#I wish I could be grounded and functional and awake like normal humans seem to be even in situations like mine #one of the spirits is still touching me now. like. on my ribbcage and I don't know why but it feels . impossible to describe #or to compare to something else lol #I don't know why. they're doing that I don't know what they're trying to do with me exactly.#it's like electricity but softer maybe. not sharp. dull warm radiating pulsating pressure very alive. I can feel them like under my skin #ok it's getting late. I'm running out of what energy I have left I need to go to bed #and in the morning I'll have breakfast and take my vitamins and maybe I'll be a little better and more awake #and I'll get bloodwork or something done soon and I'll see a new therapist and maybe we can do something and my brain won't be so fuzzy #they told me to trust them tonight also. they said I'm not in any real danger and I need to just let myself rest when I need to #<- one of the angels said that I mean #even if that's more often than most people I need to like. just lay down and rest more and trust them to take care of everything & Im safe #so ok

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lastoneout · 5 months

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Ya know when people told me "when you're finally safe enough that you can leave survival mode and start to let go of and process your c-ptsd/trauma things are probably going to get really, really bad before they slowly start to get better" I thought that was reasonable. I did not understand that by "things are going to get bad" they meant "you're going to find yourself in the worst mental state of your entire life, but dw, that means it's working" and tbh I simply wish someone had been more clear.

Edit: If everyone could please take a minute and think about what it must feel like to be struggling and then have multiple strangers say to your face that they find the prospect of going through what you're going through so horrifying that they'd rather kill themselves and then stop leaving comments like that I would greatly appreciate it.

#hply fuck y'all I haven't felt like this?? ever???#tryinf to be gentle with myself #but I truly feel like I'm made of glass #personal #negative #vent #cw suicide mention #ask to tag

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chocodile · 1 year

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👁️Sleep with one eye open👁️

#wolf #werewolf #animal art #forest #vent art #Is there some other tag for art expressing a feeling/experience that is a little less negatively loaded?#It's been a hell of a month don't get me wrong #but you know what I mean right

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drorey · 2 months

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It took me a while to come around but genuinely I love the amount of roleplay blogs thats been popping up in the jrwi tag, very funny.

Like. Fucking. The gay bitches from the suckening are playing 5d chess when it comes to pinning. Edyn tidestrider is venting on the main tag. Deacon got kidnapped like a week ago. I think timothy rand is having an existental crisis.

Someone made a horny post and the character it was about responded saying dont drag my name into this. I once uploaded art of old man earl and drey ferin just rebloged it saying smash.

#jrwi #just roll with it #edyn tidestrider please know this is not /neg if someone here deserves to vent in the main tag its you I promise #jrwi rp

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royalarchivist · 2 months

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I say this in the kindest way possible, but I think this style of prose is more appropriate for a personal account rather than an update account. I have no idea who's being talked about half the time. 🥲

[ Tumblr meme via @mikaikaika ]

#QSMP #Philza #Edited #Phil #Let me know if this needs an additional tag #I don't think this necessitates a discourse or neg tag or whatever because I'm being silly but I'm happy to add one if folks need it #I won't post this one on Twitter I don't think because I genuinely don't want to hurt anyone's feelings #but. I feel very strongly about this. It's not helpful #I say this as a fan and as a professional writer (who also worked in the Marketing and Communications field for far too long)#The prose is nice! It's very whimsical and they're having fun! But I don't think it's appropriate for an updates account #I recently turned off notifications for QsmpEN and I'm considering muting them because half the updates just aren't helpful to me #I want to be able to speed read through the update thread I don't want to spend an additional 30 seconds trying to decipher who's who #I don't like posting complaints so I tried to make it a funny complaint #because I do think feedback is good! And I know I'm not the only one who feels this way #but at the same time: these update writers ARE volunteers #(As a side note -- I personally think anyone running a large social media account should be paid)#(I did that for a few years and it was hell. I can't imagine doing that and NOT getting paid for it)#But anyways #They're all volunteers so I don't actually wanna go all pitchforks and torches on them (which I wouldn't do anyways even if they WERE paid)#I'm just venting my frustrations in what is (hopefully) a funny way #but you're welcome to disagree! That's ok too #Portfolio

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elaine404 · 2 years

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I wanna stress starve instead of stress eat

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zed-the-buggy · 1 year

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ok so larry and geeta

i really hate to rag on a character other people like for my own blorbo so uh, geeta fans i am so so sorry i would recommend skipping this post, i doubt its actually this deep </3 you are allowed to like her prommy

ok but ACtual analysis time, what the FUCK is up with larry and geeta (people who have never had a shitty two faced boss before ask. /j)

larry expresses anti institutional ideologies a lot, he wants to do things outside the system hes in will allow. he expresses a lot of negativity about his position, a lot of remarks which could rock the boat. which they HAVE with the amount of people now realizing most gym leaders have second jobs. and the system might! be kinda fucked! and deal shitty pay and is just kinda a whole gimmick of an industry in the whole universe. and larry sorta points directly at that, when he actively complains about Having to be a gym leader, Having to be an e4 member.

Geeta in this position would fucking hate Larrys guts! and would also point to her just quietly not saying anything when the player likes larry most. Because Geeta doesnt just dislike larry in this position. Geeta dislikes the ideals hes lowkey pioneering here. And when the player likes larry, its like the player is siding with larry. The player believes hes in the right, not Geeta, and it directly pits the player and Geeta at odds, in a very quiet way.

Geeta cant say shit. Geeta has to keep up the appearance of one big happy league full of amazing, positive members and they're all strong and etc etc. She keeps the facade of the entire league. Whether she genuinely loves the league or not, she has to keep an incredibly dedicated face up about the view of the league. But this same rule doesn't apply in private. The gym leaders, her workers have to keep that facade also, especially with Geeta, but Geeta doesnt have to give them that same light of day. Geeta can do whatever she wants, and the gym leaders just kinda have to deal with it.

i very much believe geeta and larrys relationship proposes this really. really sad idea. because geeta is larrys boss, and they. really dont like eachother! and geeta has. power. larry is afraid she will "dock his pay" for chitchat. but really it comes down to his chit chat going against the status quo, the status quo which Geeta benefits from. And ultimately, she does have the power to dock him for chit chat. She can rob him for being honest. And while Geeta's true treatment of the gym leaders as a manager will probably remain unknown, Larry's existence really offers the idea that it's probably not a great role.

Larry is not special. And thats the problem. Hes not breaking ass to go all out on a cute gimmick, hes not loving the institution as much as everyone else is to the point of doing more than its worth. Hes just doing the bare minimum to get by. Actively complains about his job, which for people in the right spheres it could seem like a huge deal to be a gym leader, and an elite four member. like bro! thats awesome! you just get to do pokemon battles all day! but really its not. once you live in the system, and you get sick enough of it, it loses its luster, and you realize that its just another grind, dodging pay cuts, trying to please the right people and constantly bust ass just to pay for the rent on your apartment and maybe groceries.

Larry is a pawn in the same system as everyone else. Geeta needs larry to be special. But he wont be. And Geeta doesn't take well to that.

Thats why hes the exceptional ordinary man. His ordinariness is what makes him the exception.

#larry pokemon #pokemon larry #gym leader larry #elite four larry #pokemon sv #pokemon sv spoilers #pokemon analysis #also not tagging her bc it is quite objectively negative to her. im so sorry btw.#i am not here to cancel her i just want to character analysis #a fun fact about me is that i still havent played the games #u can still like her.#shes good.#which also probably a lot of this is inaccurate because of that like just going off hearsay but #hear me out #my goal is for this to read like a jack saint video #i think its also funny if geeta just has nothing good to say about larry bc hes so ordinary #come to think of it i think this is just a thinly veiled vent about my job.m #I want to clean this up but ironically. i have to go to work.#and i also want to add like 13 more paragraphs #so maybe its for the better

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astrangerlately · 2 years

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#happy to be here #julien baker #vent aesthetic #turn out the lights #lyrics #mental illness #mental illness cw #ask to tag #black and white #vintage #i #self #negative #pfave #100 #500 #white

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sleepanonymous · 16 days

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I've been thinking a lot about this podcast and the "face for radio" comment made about Vessel, and I just... why? And the fact that he admitted he said it to Vessel's face later on. Like, bro why?! What is the point?? Sir, are we even looking at the same man??? Vessel is dreamy as fuck and you don't even need to see his face to know that.

I know that there's a genre of men that show affection for each other by taking the piss out of one another, but even still! Why would you say that about another human who so obviously has self-image issues? Do I expect the guys from Malevolence to have heard the From the Room Below messages? No. Do I expect them to have seen the Fall for Me music video? No. Do I even expect them to have taken notice of the scars on Vessel's arm? Absolutely not. But how self-absorbed must you be to not realize that telling someone they have a face for radio is fucking harmful to their self-esteem?

The most ironic thing is the podcast starts with a suicide awareness talk because this was recorded just after Trevor Strnad's unfortunate death.

I dunno, maybe I'm blowing it out of proportion? Especially since this is very old news. Idk, I'm definitely in the midst of A Mental State™️ so maybe I'm slipping and my rabid fangirl is showing 🤷‍♀️ Regardless, if you've read this far then thank you and I'm sorry for venting. Remember that you're beautiful. Drink some water for me🖤

#sleepanon rant #but this time it's very much a rant #idk i don't want to properly tag this because i don't want to feed negativity into the main tags #but i still wanted to vent about it #this is like the twitter chingate of 2k23 allover again #link is for spotify instead of youtube because the comments drop vessel's government name🙄#tw suicide #tw self harm

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sharptoothed-gaze · 2 months

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Damn now my ass is really concerned about Etoiles… I don’t wanna be parasocial, but now I’m sitting here feeling a bit stressed after hearing that his health is worsening.

Like,, that’s genuinely so sad and upsetting. Even though he’s a stranger to me, the idea that things are going bad for him hits. He’s, as far as we know, such a good person, so that fact that he’s not doing well rn really sucks to hear…

#gosh this is probably as close to a vent that I’ll post on this blog #let me know if I need any other tags #i might delete this later too #qsmp #etoiles #qsmp neg #neg

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pommunist · 4 days

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begging people who are still saying things like "trust the process" or "trust qstudios to have changed" to understand that trust is much harder to gain than it is to lose, and even harder to regain after losing.

trust has to be built and honestly qstudios hasnt dont much to try and build it after we found out about the issues within the company. if anything they just lose it more and more as more admins share their experiences and we continuously fail to see any real changes.

i’m almost admirative off people who think like that tbh. "trust the process", "trust that they will do right" ok by WHY ? has anything so far been done that could make me feel that way ? has any positive changes been even just hinted at ? hello ???

maybe it’s just me being too negative about this but what has been done or said besides quackity saying "bad person fired. i quit. new team in charge" like okay great… i guess ????? like wow i’m so glad that a new team of completely unknown people are leading the project and i definitely blindly trust them to do the right thing /j

not saying the new people in charge are bad people or anything obviously but should we just trust that they fixed everything no question ? should people throw their money at them by buying merch and hope that it’ll go towards paying staff ?

and like, even if you forget everything going on server side… look at the fandom’s state lmao. qsmpblr is not that bad because it’s such a small community but qsmptwt…. almost all the french speakers i followed dropped it and changed fandom or had to deactivate or go private because of the hate. a good chunk of brasilian fans also it left the fandom, quotes on qsmp accounts used to be full of them and now it’s mostly quackity fans. plus all the people who stopped caring since their fav cc(s) don’t log on anymore

how do u salvage this with a « trust the process » only 🫡

#qsmp neg #i’m not hating on anyone who chose to remain hopeful btw good for u wish that was me or whatever but can’t relate #i tagged my neg im allowed to vent 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

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siffrin-enthusiast · 22 days

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block and move on. i gotta remember to block and move on . you cannot argue with a transphobe who doesn't know and who doesn't care to learn basic human biology. they do not want to have a sincere conversation they only want to hate trans people. block and move on

#tw transphobes #tw transphobia #tw vent #transphobes #AUGHGHHHHHH. AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH. /neg #in case i didnt make this clear yet #terfs FUCK OFF #fuck transphobes #maybe try i dont know getting a job instead of stalking tumblr tags! go outside!!

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lastoneout · 6 months

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If the core of your activism isn't a deep, profound love for vulnerable people then like...idk what's the fucking point? I fight terfs because I love trans people. I fight nazis bcs I love jewish and romani and queer and disabled people. I fight racism because so many people I love aren't white. I fight ableism because I love the disabled and mentally ill. I fight fatphobia bcs I love fat people. I fight classism bcs I love poor people. I fight oppression because I love humanity, and I firmly believe that we all deserve a better, kinder world.

And so should it turn out that some facet of my activism is hurting more people than it's helping I want to know so I can stop and reevaluate if such actions are actually worthwhile or if there's something else I could be doing to help. Progress will probably always have some collateral damage, but we should care about minimizing it as much as possible bcs I don't want to hurt vulnerable people while trying to fight for them.

Telling bad people to kill themselves does not make the world a better place. It isn't a substitute for deplatforming, or being aware of dogwhistles, or protesting, raising money or charity, volunteering, educating yourself and the people in your community, voting in local elections or showing up at city council meetings, just giving some cash to an unhoused person, or doing things that actually make our spaces safe for the people who need our help. All it does is hurt trauma victims and the mentally ill. And tbh it will probably get your account banned, which is what the bigots want. You're silencing yourself FOR them. So why not stop doing it and start doing something that will actually make positive change.

And it's okay to be angry. It's important to be angry! And no one is arguing that you have to be nice to nazis or racists or fatphobes. They should be deplatformed. But god all I'm fucking asking is for us to care more about helping the oppressed than we do about dunking on bigots online for clout points, especially when said dunking causes real, measurable harm to marginalized people. There are better ways to dismantle the power bigots have garnered, ways that don't make progressive spaces hostile for vulnerable people.

Wouldn't you rather minimize the harm you do to the vulnerable than bulldoze over them in your quest for a better world? Aren't you fighting to protect them? Aren't you showing up because you care about them and want them to have a future? Isn't it all about love in the end??

I just...why is this so hard to grasp? I've never felt more confused. I thought we were doing this out of love. To minimize human suffering. To help people. But I guess that was just me being naive. Sorry.

#long post #negative #discourse #ask to tag #vent #nazi mention #suicide mention

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kiunlo · 4 months

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