#nervous vibrations

[cats-obsessions]

Fellas, is it gay if you look out upon your nearest and dearest, forgotten accomplice's home whose name is sickeningly familiar and this song plays in your head?

Do you think Gortash stood on his balcony, not knowing why but drawn to stare at the abandoned building Durge called camp?

Anyways, the song triggers even if you haven't romanced anyone in your camp, and while of course it is totally up for interpretation, I'm interpreting it as durgetash. I mean, beyond the obvious urge to spill and potentially drink blood:

"I feel your breath upon my neck. A soft caress as cold as death […] Your blood like wine, I wanted in Oh darling, get me drunk and make me feel

Their memory is unclear, but the feeling isn't:

"I feel your heartbeat in my soul. Our futures bound, our bodies know."

What can't be remembered is still held within their body, and another version of that line changes to "our endings bound", which is only true of a few people- Durge can complete the game alone, but their ending is always shaped by their decisions surrounding Enver, the brain, and Bhaal.

Their endings are intertwined, they are each other's only equal, but Gortash's can only end one way (fight me, Larian)

"My only one, There's more to do, if we can only live. The clock won't stop and this is what we get".

Durge being hopeful to live, at least to finish what needs to be done- but some of their old guilt reflected in the prayer of forgiveness could be seen reflected here as well.

"It's not my fault I'm not to blame These ain't my sins I broke my chains"

Whether sins here refer to their sin of admiring the chosen of Bhaal or the sins of murder forced by their father's hand, they very much did and might have continued to break chains since being tadpoled. Paired with 'get me drunk and make me feel', it almost reads more like it isn't their fault they fell for him, he tempted them and gave them all they needed to feel, to be a person for the first time.

Full lyrics below. There's so much more you could pull from it (And yes, I know this will also trigger if you play as Tav, but it has such a unique flavor for Durge)

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I feel your breath upon my neck A soft caress as cold as death (cold as death) I didn't know you well back then I blame it all on luck and vain (luck and vain) Your blood like wine, I wanted in Oh darling, get me drunk and make me feel

It's not my fault I'm not to blame These ain't my sins I broke my chains There's more to do And I still want to live (live)

I feel your breath upon my neck A soft caress as cold as death (cold as death) I feel your heartbeat in my soul Our futures bound, our bodies know (bodies know) Your blood like wine, I wanted in Oh darling get me drunk, invite me in

It's not my fault I'm not to blame Thesе ain't my sins I broke my chains There's morе to do If I can only live (live)

I can't go yet Don't let me die I'll never stop Until I'm done But just tonight Maybe I'll rest in peace

I feel your breath upon my neck A soft caress as cold as death (cold as death) I hear your heartbeat in my soul Our endings bound, our bodies know

I can't go yet Don't let me die I want to live My only one There's more to do, if we can only live The clock won't stop and this is what we get

#I just triggered this song for the first time #I am frothing at the mouth #It is genuinely so #durgetash #and it makes me imagine Durge approaching Wyrm's rock with an anticipation they don't understand #they dont know why theres butterflies in their stomach #or why theyre nervous like they've done something wrong #theyre just vibrating the closer they get because their body knows- their soul remembers #enver gortash #the dark urge #durge #dark urge #goretash #the dark urge x gortash #cats thoughts

[s4pphic-sh3nan1gans]

today I met joker out and I'm going to leave a very unhinged ramble about it here because I absolutely cannot believe it happened 🫠

THESE GUYS ARE THE NICEST, FUNNIEST PEOPLE YOU WILL EVER MEET AND I AKSJAKSHSK I honestly don't know if I will ever recover because it was so surreal 😭

the first thing Bojan said to me was "how are you not freezing?!" (I was wearing a joker out shirt with a flannel over the top) and I very intelligently said "I don't know, I'm just... not for some reason?" hahaha I totally wasn't nervous-

ANYWAYS I got a photo with all of them!!!!! face reveal I guess?! please don't post anywhere else without my permission though 😅

also Bojan left me the following note (shout-out to whoever lent me their pen) after I said "you can write anything"....... he thinks he's so funny 😭

LONG STORY SHORT........ this was the best day of my life :)

#HOW DID THIS ACTUALLY HAPPEN AKSJALSJ #also I was shaking so much you have no idea 😭 #bojan could totally tell I was nervous but he was so sweet AHHHH #no more thoughts I'm just perpetually vibrating with excitement and disbelief 🫠 #joker out #bojan cvjetićanin #kris guštin #jan peteh #nace jordan #jure maček

[pa-pa-plasma]

#Danny Phantom #because i'm so close to finalizing part one of FOtPoD & i want to post it so bad but also i'm so nervous i might just freeze & never do it #i need to take a break from this fic for a while after part one is posted cuz i literally am going insane lol #hopefully not too long though cuz there's 12 parts & i'd like to publish all of them #in the meantime i will be sitting in my room vibrating at the speed of sound blasting music & going crazy

[apt502-if]

can't wait for this demo to be out so I can answer questions again. so we can actually have something to discuss bwahahaha

#VIBRATING SHAKING #SOOON #im super nervous btw #but we'll ignore that

[2hoothoots]

he doesn't handle his caffeine so well

#been working on thesis stuff all weekend #so time for a textpost redraw. little treat for me #he'd be on like 6 cups a day but a) see above b) it sets his anxiety to overdrive #just vibrating in his chair all day like a nervous chihuahua #future superstar agents au #fsau raz #fsau dogen #oh also nice that they finally updated the beta post editor #so you can put photos side by side again

[spielzeugkaiser]

the love child update from today was 🔥🔥🔥 outstanding as always, i’ve read it like 12 times already i love them sm

i can’t remember if this is smth you already addressed, so feel free to ignore this if it is, but does milek know that geralt is his dad? like obviously jaskier told him to find geralt if he was ever in trouble, and he knows about their friendship, but does he know how far it went? and if he does, does he know that geralt doesn’t know? i just feel like that conversation they had today could be read so many different ways, like are they talking past each other? is milek facepalming bc goddamnit both his dads are morons, fucking typical? so many possibilities!

Ohh, that is a good question, I guess the whole thing is a bit convoluted.

Milek knows that Geralt is his father, he knows that his parents have a long, but complicated history (in which Milek is under the impression that his parents were a couple at one point and Jaskier feels like they were fuckbuddies at best. He felt rather used at times, more like a substitute for Yennefer).

Milek was taught from a young age that he is not supposed to tell anyone about this. First it was a safety measure because Nilfgaard was looking for them and later it continued to be one; they're already not seen in the most positive light and in the best case, it would look like he's lying. In the worst case he would meet anti-witcher sentimentalities. He learned later that Geralt has no idea either - which is something Jaskier needed some time to realise too, as he was accusing Geralt in his talk with Yennefer here about knowing it, but still sending him away.

So there are years of secrecy drilled into Milek, and he knows Jaskier would be fine with him telling Geralt, because I do think Jaskier and Milek had the the talk once he was older that it's his decision if he wants to get to know and tell his father, or not, but.

I think he imagined that talk a hundred times. He daydreamed about this a lot. But now, in reality? The thought of saying something is a suddenly very, very scary.

#geraskier lovechild #I am trying to answer some asks! #once again: in my head this 'verse is like. 120k. but in reality - uhhhh #Milek is nervous!! #I think he is at the stage where he knows Geralt would help him find his father no matter what but.. #what if it makes things awkward #what if he doesn't want him #what if there is something neither of them told him #what if he thinks he is a liar #what if... what if they don't find his pa and- #Milek is vibrating with anxiousness when it comes to this #I also think he is again and again close to saying something! he tries again and again #and then he chickens out #poor love #also thank you for the kind words!! they had me like 🥺🥺🥺💖

[chloeseyeliner]

after that clip, get me on a plane to fictional sweden.

i'm about to give felice a very. tight. hug. with her consent of course

#she must be protected at all costs #maybe she is upset because of everything that happened with sara #maybe she is nervous about whether or not she is going to see her again #ooor #do you think (zero people or luckily one person who will see this post lmao) sara has gone missing or something similar? #and they can't detect her location #why did i just turn young royals into a missing mystery- #but it could be #ughhhh i am vibrating with enthusiasm for season three #young royals #young royals season 3 #felice ehrencrona #madison mccoy #madison was the only one who noticed too 😭💔

[merry-finches]

YAAAY TECH ISSUES RESOLVED!

HAPPY "SECRET" GIFT DAY TO....Mo!! <3<3<3 @lotrmusical

Where would we all be without you? :>

I'm so happy to be a part of this little fandom, everyone is so welcoming and joyful and skilled and friendly, gahhhh I'm never over it. And creative, oh my goodness, when I have half a moment to indulge in everyone's amazing creations I've caught glimpses of 👀

So please enjoy mine, I hope you love it :] 💚

I had entirely too much fun pulling from all sorts of places for the construction of this gift 👀 I... wonder... if they will all be obvious! Please do tell me what you spot :] (the invitation is open to all to yell with me always)

I think I managed to hit most of your likes list in one way or another ^.^

And a happy birthday to jirt too!

Heydey 🦵🦵🙌🧍(that looks deranged out of context someone take emojis away from me or get us better ones :D )

🌻🍃🌼🦌🐞🍀🐦🌸🐝☘🐞🐎🌼🍃🌻

#ive not been around tumblr lately (tragic) life is such a bully but the second i can I am ZOOMING to look at everyone's stuff !!!! omg!!! #@my gifter i saw your post and i am an inarticulate ball of mush about it i am going to read it and EXPLODE and CRY #lotr musical exchange #lotr musical #Aaaaaaaaaaaah <3 #to be honest i am refraining from spilling the beans exploding abt what i put in here #mostly because i want them to be discovered in real time so anyone listening can have the same feeling i did when i put it together #but also a little bit because I've hit the limit on feeling obnoxious I'm that pleased with myself 😅 I'm rly proud of this #i deserve it tho after yesterday drafting this post all excited only to upload it the first time and find out the audio was no good. crushe #vibrating with the amount of synchronicity you can find in this music and ACROSS MEDIA and you nudge it and wiggle it and it all FITS #absolutely shatnering myself into the wall. that both the musical and the movie draw a parallel between Boromir and Frodo through MUSIC!! #i did not end up including that particular howard shore-ism for style reasons but I Thought about it #anyway <3 christ. follow for more unhinged guy going feral about all things musical and all things hobbits #🐟🥛 #im so nervous at the same time posting this hfhfjd

[frnkiebby]

so I'm writing about how gerard is utterly in love with frank and his face, how would you describe frank?(don't feel pressured)

@fruityfroggyfelon So i’ve been trying to figure out in like what capacity you’re asking this? like how would i describe frank to someone or like how id describe frank in writing…so i just went with how i’d describe frank in writing. and feel free to do whatever with this, use it to whatever degree you want, hate it, love it, whatever. also idfk why im so nervous posting this lmfao i don’t think i should be but fuck dude.

also, i’ve never written gee so i’m not gonna attempt their speech patterns, so ig it’s a like you pov of frank. but any way, here we go.~🎃

The way the afternoon sun hit Frank’s face always had you in awe. The way it brought out the flecks of gold in his eyes, the warmth and depth it brought to his beautiful brown hair. He was fucking stunning, there was no other way to describe it. Your favorite thing was the way his entire face scrunched up when you said something that that really got him laughing. That uneven giggle of his always had you laughing with him every single time. You loved watching him work, the absolute focus visible on his face was nothing short of endearing. His eyebrows drawn together, lips pressed together and quirked to one side, almost a scowl. You loved the perfect slope of his nose and the way his jawline led into his adorable slightly crooked chin. The little scar on the bridge of his nose from what you always assumed to be from chicken pox as a child, and the small nearly closed up holes of where his nose and lip rings used to be— you could stare at him forever just mapping out all of the small features that you fall in love with all over again every time you see him.

#christ please why am i so nervous #i don’t want people to hate whatever i do so i think it’s just a perfectionist complex #but jfc im vibrating out of my skin help #let me stipulate that i didn’t and don’t feel pressured okay? #i love writing in any capacity #and i don’t actually think i’m shit at it but i’m also terrified that this is shit #ANY WAY #jfc okay we’re posting #frnkiebby #fruityfroggyfelon #frank iero #mcr #writing prompt/idea/idfk what

[luvsavos]

hello rain world tumblr i would like you to meet my friend Big Ol Eyes (i named them that for their big ol fuckin Lookers and tiny ass . . pupils)

they followed me back to my shelter and proceeded to adopt me as their emotional support animal for the next cycle

#mar.txt #rain world #rw scavenger #rain world scavenger #scavenger rain world #scavenger rw #idk what all tags to use #video #they got very nervous whenever they lost track of me and thought they were alone</3 i spent the entire cycle following them to make sure #they were okay #NORMALLY this is my Absolute Fucking Obliterate Vultures With The Scavs save but i am more than happy to take a day off Vulture Hunting to #be a scav's emotional support slugcat i <3 scavs #poor thang was so freaked out from the lizards that they almost tried to go through the [REDACTED FOR MOOT SPOILERS] room instead #i had to gently coax them over to the tunnels then follow them up (and even then they still panicked at first when i made a noise and they #didn't know it was me so i had to show them it was me and that they're still safe to calm them down) for them to feel safe enough to</3 #i love when scavs are so anxious at a baseline that they just kind of perpetually vibrate #me when i get the anxiety shivers

[chandralia]

when Hori said he “hopes those who love and hate Bakugo will enjoy this final arc” we assumed all the incredible stuff would come first, like getting a quirk upgrade and fighting alongside Deku with impending doom around the corner,, 😭 BUT WE’RE GETTING THE OL’ SWITCHEROO

#IT’S LIKE IM AFRAID TO FEEL ANYTHING #LITERALLY VIBRATING AT UNHEALTHY FREQUENCIES TRYING NOT TO DO A FLIP #like after the weeks we endured in this fandom it’s so difficult not to feel relieved BUT WEARY YOU KNOW? #we knew he was gonna survive we just didn’t know HOW #and the outcome of this is still up in the air SO SHFKFHKSD IM SO NERVOUS #bkdk #dkbk #bakudeku #dekubaku #mha 364 #mha spoilers #bnha spoilers

[toastedjeans]

FELLOW DOISE ENJOYER HIHIHIHIHU!!!!! giggles and shakes hands and shakes YOUR hand (unless you dint like touch then I just stand there vibrating aggressively) HI!! HELLO!!! Im so nor al about doise are you normal about doise???

VIOLENTLY VIBRATES absolutely NOT normal about this man I'm feeding him rocks as we speak

Also hi you're my first ask let's goooo

#now i need a tag for asks uuuuh #toasty response #there #also I'm so sorry I'm nervous hrbahdjfh #my hands are sweaty as hell so i opted to vibrate at you #my communication skills are lacking i apologize

[cubicpeebles]

Fun Fact!: The webs of Rot surrounding Spool's can aren't strong enough to consume creatures on their own, meaning that Spool usually comes to finish the job!

#They hunt like a spider. They feel the things stuck in the rot (it's still part of thier nervous system) and then go over to eat the prey. #rain world #rain world oc #iterator oc #iterator #rain world rot #The blue patches are the living parts. The rest is just dead tissue. #It can't move but they can still feel it a bit. Kinda like a string connected to the other parts to transmit the vibrations of prey.

[lesbianpegbar]

maybe im being delusional i just dont think theyd kill lu guang off they have to be lying to us like theres just no way

#idk how theyd do it in a narratively satisfying way yknow #theres a part of me thats so scared that this season isnt gonna be as good just bc s1 is like. one of my favorite shows ever #and the idea of them killing lu guang makes me nervous #i just cant see him actually being dead there has to be more to it #but maybe im just delusional el oh el #idk regardless im vibrating and im so so not normal about this. AUGH #shi guang dai li ren #mine

[livingecho-arch]

me wifi died while writing out my bloodborn verse so here is this doodle of choir vissarion holding a kin & singing it this lullaby ( which the doll used to hum before being patched out for some reason ) !

#𝓥˙˖* °⸻ ❛ mirror mirror on the wall i see you ⅋ my skin crawls ❜⎜❲ visage .❳ #𝓥˙˖* °⸻ ❛ every great one loses it’s child & then yearns for a surrogate . ❜⎜❲ v. bloodborne .❳ #𝓞𝓞𝓒˙˖* °⸻ ❛ madness takes the paintbrush ⅋ sings ❜⎜❲ artwork.❳ #( imma try to slumber and fix wifi tomorrow too lazy to go downstairs now ) #( and maybe i’ll write cause i’m being ignoring anything that wasn’t preparing for school ) #( but the nervous energy isn’t helping when i can literally can’t do anything about school until i can apply ) #( which is friday but still !!! vibrating with worried and excitement )