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thinkoutsidethefox · 10 months
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Okay in the Disney's 'Frozen 2' there is a song called 'Show Yourself'. Now that you know the song, those that have lost touch with their inner child. Listen to this and think about your inner child. I can't listen to this song without breaking down. But it is a cleansing cry cause I think of what I was like before trauma... and how I want to find that part of me and show them a better future. T^T
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atlasisntdead · 1 year
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Forever reminded that people irl are only nice to me because they don't know the things about me that they'd discriminate against me for. No matter where I go
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armyangxls · 11 months
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Rainy Birthday
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JJ Maybank x Plus Size reader
Warning(s) : mentions of food/eating
Word count : 1071
Summary : Reader celebrates their birthday with JJ and the rest of the Pogues on a rainy day
The sounds of the crunching of leaves under your shoes on the trail and the bristling water lake beside the trail calmed you and made you feel nostalgic.
"This is the life!" You said, smiling.
"It really is! Especially with you!"  JJ said, smirking.
You smiled. Still after being with him for months, he still made your heart flutter, and your skin heat up.
"Gosh, I love you!" You said, holding his hand, and kissing him on the cheek.
"I love you too!" He said, gently squeezing your hand.
"Be careful of that root." You said, he stepped around it.
"Thank you!" He said, looking back at you.
"Of course!" You said, smiling.
You heard the ruffling of trees in the forest side of the trail, you looked over in the forest not paying attention to where you were walking, your foot colliding with a root, you stumbled onto the ground, your legs getting scraped by the small rocks on the ground.
"Ah!" You screeched out.
You pushed your top half off of the ground, sitting up.
"Ow!" You said, holding your elbow that got scraped.
"Y/n! Are you okay?" JJ worriedly asked, squatting beside you, touching your leg softly.
"Yeah, just a few scraps and bruises!" You said, softly.
"What happened?" He asked, standing up straight, offering you a hand, you gently took.
"I heard something in the forest, and I was looking over there not looking where I was going."
You both heard ruffling in the trees again, your heads snapping in the direction of the sound.
"What if it's Jason Voorhees?" You asked, nervously.
"Doesn't he live near camping that has cabins?"
"Yeah... Isn't that a cabin? Not just a cabin but an abandoned one!"
"I don't like that!"
"Me neither! Wanna check it out?" He said,
"JJ what? No, I do not!" You said, grabbing his arm.
"JJ, don't you dare go in there!" You said, clinging to him.
"Okay! I guess I won't!" He said, looking down at you, putting his other hand on your arm that was clinging to his arm.
You felt a drop of water on your arm.
"Did you feel that?" You asked him.
"What- shit!" He said as he felt drops of rain on him.
"I was hoping it was just cooler, not rainy!" You said, sighing.
Suddenly it started pouring.
"Go!" He said, you both ran to a covered bench that was not far.
You both sat down on the bench, hoping to wait out the rain.
"It's always raining on my birthday!" You said, half annoyed,
"Well they do say April showe-" He started.
"Yeah, yeah, April showers bring May flowers!" You said, sighing, you rested your head on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry, it's raining on your birthday!"
"It's okay! At least I got you!" You said, smiling.
A while had passed with no sign of the rain stopping.
"Wanna make a run for the twinkie?" JJ asked.
"Sure!" You said, as he covers the top of your head, you gave him a questioning look.
"The birthday girl can't get rained on!" He said. 
You both ran for the van.
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JJ drove you both to John B's house, and you both ran inside from the rain, as you walked in JJ covered your eyes.
"Whatcha doing?" You asked, laughing.
"Just come along!" He said, guiding you a few steps into the living room just for emphasis and to surprise you.
JJ uncovered your eyes, putting his hands on your shoulders, you opened your eyes.
"Happy Birthday!" John, Kiara, Pope, Sarah, and Cleo all shouted at the same time.
A cake decorated in your favorite color, and food from your favorite restaurant was on the coffee table beside them. 
"And we got your favorite takeout!" Cleo said, smiling, bouncing her shoulders.
"Awh thank you guys so much!" You said, smiling, putting your hand to your heart
"This was all JJ's idea!" Kie said, smirking.
"You're welcome!" JJ said, behind you, wrapping his arms around you, hugging you.
"Group hug!" Kie said, hugging you, all the pogues joined the hug.
"I love you guys!" You said as you all pulled apart from the hug.
"I love you too bestie!" Kiara said, her curls bouncing as she moved.
"I love you too!" The rest of the group said at the same time.
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You and the rest of the pogues had just finished eating dinner, now you were about to watch a movie.
"What movie are we gonna watch?" Kiara asked.
"Let's watch a Horror movie!" Cleo said, smirking.
"No, let's watch a comedy!" John B said.
"I agree with Cleo, let's watch Scream!" Sarah said, smiling, her legs draped over John B's lap.
"Shouldn't we let Y/n pick a movie? It's their birthday!" Pope questioned.
"Yeah, we should let Y/n pick! What do you wanna watch, my love?" JJ said, looking at you, you were resting your head on his shoulder, giggling at their comical conversation.
"Let's watch Scream, my favorite!" You said, smiling.
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You had just finished watching the movie.
"Cake time!" Kiara said, jumping from her seat, grabbing the cake from the table, she grabbed the candles and lighter from the dining room table and put the candles on the cake, and lit them.
They all start singing happy birthday, as Kie brought the cake to you, she set it back on the coffee table.
"Happy birthday dear y/n!" They all sang together to you as you blew out the candles.
Your heart flutters with the feeling of love surrounding you.
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You and the group had finished eating your birthday cake, now watching your {other favorite movie} 
You were resting your head on JJ's shoulder, with arms wrapped around you, you turned in his arms to look at him.
"What?" He asked, looking back at you.
"I love you!' You said, smiling, staring at him with a look of love.
"I-I love too!" He stuttered, still a little scared of saying I love you, and smiled.
He put his hands on your round cheeks and kissed you.
A wave of love and softness like a warm soft blanket on a chilly night, went through you both as your lips met.
You both pulled apart from the kiss, smiling like you both had won the lottery.
"Happy birthday my love!" JJ said softly, kissing your forehead.
"Thank you, JJ!" You said, smiling.
JJ had turned a rainy birthday into an amazing birthday.
Author's Note : I hope you guys like this fanfic!! This was made for my birthday (April 17th) it's very late but it's okay!! Lol :)))
Taglist : @tears-of-amber @girl-of-multi-fandoms
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hiroshotreplica · 5 months
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i hate bluefin depot. its so confusing. its literally a shape i cant process in my mind
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instead of doing my homework, i have been making friendship bracelets for everyone in one of my classes. hm.
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jonmartintrash · 1 year
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Dont know if I'm allowed to say this because I'm not neuordivergent but Cecil and Carlos have to be some kind of flavor of autistic.
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hollabastiongirl · 1 year
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ettawritesnstudies · 2 years
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[Image ID: an older woman with brown skin and curly white curly hair cut in a bob drinking the wax from a still-buring candle. she wears a blue vneck shirt and the background is glowing red. End Image ID]
banged my head against the keyboard trying and failing to get my writers-blocked brain to work for this new short story for 4 hours, and then got distracted staring into my candle, and did this in 30 minutes. It has nothing to do with the short story I'm supposed to be working on. I have no idea who this woman is supposed to be.
*throws hands in the air in defeat*
I think I need to go to sleep
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regulusandpandora · 11 months
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will someone with a lot more knowledge about neurodivergence question me ti death and tell me if i'm actually neurodivergent or just that annoying neurotypical who somehow ends up have neurodivergent stuff all over their feed and just annoys everyone because they're very clearly neurotypical? please? i need answers
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pathetichimbos · 6 months
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Ok actually I've been in love with your toughts about Thomas, YOU'RE AN AMAZING WRITER!!!
Btw, I can't stop thinking about how this man deserved a childhood friend that would eventually become his lover, someone that decided to treat him like an human being once and discovered he's just really sweet boy and not a monster.
Do you think that would change anything about how Thomas behaves in the future?
Oh, this is something I have thought about, I could write a whole fic on the AU, but let's not bite off more than we can chew and put that idea to the side for a future project. Please bear in mind that this post may seem lesser than my others and more rushed, that was quite literally because I had to continuously stop myself from writing endless drabbles on this idea.
But, I digress. Let's dive into the factual and realistic results of giving Thomas a childhood friend.
So, as we know, Thomas has had a lot of health issues from birth, and the Hewitt family did their best to get him the medical help he needed, taking him to doctors up until he was about thirteen or fourteen.
We also know that Thomas has been bullied for most of his life, and was isolated from his peers and community at a young age.
And we know that Thomas is some flavor of neuordivergent, so if we add all of these things together, we get a school record full of absences, low grades, and detentions from fights he didn't start, because we all know that in small southern towns, teachers really don't give a shit who starts the fight, they care about who's family has the better reputation.
So, he's in an out of school from the get go, has a bad reputation with all his teachers (and going into every new grade because teachers talk), and struggles with learning in the traditional way.
This starts tons of rumors about him.
They float all around the school, everyone knows who Thomas is, and no one in particular likes him.
But! Let's back up here, and take it back to, oh, I don't know, first, second grade? Around that time frame.
Thomas is still a little dude, being harassed and bullied by his peers and generally not having a fun time.
But, this time around, we'll drop another little dude in there. (that's you!)
And this little dude (non-gender term) doesn't particularly care about Thomas' deformities and disabilities. Who would?
So, you start hanging out with him. And Thomas, (who we all know thrives on positive attention), is confused, but not unwelcoming.
I don't think he'd be really clingy right of the bat, but give it a school year (maybe two if he's out of school a lot that particular year), and he's going to be a lot more comfortable with you, and that's what's going to lead to that clinginess.
Especially if you're nonchalant about grabbing his hand or touching him in general, because, remember, most people are afraid to even come near him, so the fact that you don't care and are willing to just casually touch him, is a huge thing in his eyes, and as he gets older, he's going to want more.
So, we'll skip ahead a bit until y'all are 10-12ish, and at this point, you're Thomas' best friend. Everyone knows you two hang out, the Hewitts love you, and it leads to a bit more isolation on your end, because no one wants to be friends with the freak, let alone the freaks weird best friend. (and yes, you're weird, I know you are because you're listening to me rant about leatherface /affectionate <3)
But, this also opens Thomas up to people a bit more, as the few people that do talk to you, eventually talk to him, maybe not go as far as to be his friends, but enough to be friendly.
Of course, some people are fake, and they'll ditch the both of you the moment the 'popular' kids find out they talk to you.
And other people don't, it's middle school, life in general sucks. Y'all are just trying to survive your way to highschool.
Now, if we assume you help tutor Thomas and you help keep him out of trouble (i.e. a large tree limb tends to deter bullies), we can assume his grades will go up, which will probably get his teachers off his back. All of these things are good. Thomas has a real friend, and not everyone treats him like a monster. His grades are better. His family is proud of him.
But Thomas still has mental health issues. And just like he hid them from his family, he hides them from you as well. His peers and community may have shunned and isolated him, but he also shuns and isolates himself from his family and friends, so I believe that despite being clingy and wanting to be around you a lot, if he hits a depressive episode, he's going to isolate from everyone.
That's what leads to his self mutlilation.
He slices the skin off his cheeks in an attempt to "fix" his deformities, believing that if he just gets rid of them, his disease will go away.
...But it doesn't. And he doesn't get to see you for a long time, a worried and frightened Luda Mae keeping her baby locked away and protected from the world while he heals.
That's when Thomas stops speaking. The healing wounds and eventual scars make it harder for him to speak, making anything more than a mutter or whisper painful for him.
This is when he finally drops out of school. It's a small southern town in the early 1950s, so there's no fight to stop him, after all, he's expected to help his family run the farm.
When he finally sees you again, he's worried you'll have changed your mind about him, and even though you haven't done anything wrong, it takes time for him to trust you again, his own self doubt ruining his confidence in your friendship.
But, after that, you're pretty much inseparable again. Everyone in town knows that if they see one of you, the other isn't far behind. Thomas still struggles a lot on his own during this time, and I don't believe he'd be capable of loving himself enough at this point to love you, or at least, I don't think he'd believe you actually like him, and for the sake of this post, we'll keep it that way.
Thomas spends a lot of time at his house at this point, so you spend a lot of time after school there with him. His house is practically your house. Luda Mae, Charlie, and Monty all know that once school lets out you're headed over, and they set an extra plate at dinner for you. (They don't know how Thomas could be so possibly blind to your affection towards him, but other than Charlie's stray comments encouraging Thomas to 'give it a shot', they mind their business)
Once Thomas gets a job at the slaughterhouse, and you get your own job in town, you'll often walk to the slaughterhouse after work to meet Thomas just finishing his shift, and the two of you will walk together until you have to separate to go to your own house.
It breaks people's minds seeing how soft Thomas is with you, their own preconceived ideas about the man leaving them baffled when he's gentle and caring to his friend.
It's about his early to mid twenties, when people start looking at you as more than just his friend, and as someone to actually chase and date, that Thomas finally snaps.
You don't know what comes over your best friend, but he becomes extremely affection and protective of you, no one can approach you in a flirtatious way without Thomas following close behind, simply standing behind you as a warning for them to move on.
But he doesn't actually try to date you. He's still torn by his own poor self esteem. It drives you insane.
You'll have to confront him, and give him an ultimatum. You can't keep playing this game, where he refuses to let you out of his sight but runs away every time you try to make a move.
He caves, obviously, not willing to lose you in any capacity, but your relationship is slow and careful, working at his pace as he learns to accept himself and your love for him, which takes a very long time.
He's not comfortable with any PDA, just barely letting you hold his hand when you meet him after work.
"But we've always held hands." You point out, and he looks away with a shrug.
It's different now.
But, let's step away from the drabble territory. I've already had to rewrite this post like five times now.
Over the years, Thomas becomes more and more comfortable with your relationship, and you have to teach him practically everything. He genuinely doesn't know anything going into this. And I mean anything.
As the town starts to die, and your family decides to leave, the Hewitts welcome you with open arms, but Luda Mae moves you into the guest room. After all, you're not married.
That doesn't stop you from sneaking into his room at night though.
But, despite the implication I just made, I don't think Thomas would be ready for actual sex until marriage. He's still a traditional man, just the way his mother raised him.
But, again, not my main point. Stick with me, I'm wrapping it up now.
All in all, I don't think Thomas would be that much different. A little more self confidence and self esteem, sure, but he'll still be Thomas. When the factory shuts down, he'll still snap, and he'll still kill the supervisor. He'll still start preparing human meat like he's asked. But other than feeling a bit more comfortable in his own skin and mind, he wouldn't be much different. He's still our same old Tommy.
Ok, that's all for now. Thanks for sending in the ask love <3
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keiirisruevt · 3 months
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4 episodes in
Mashle is an allegory on neuordivergent experience and how people with neurodivergence can match neurotypical people with accommodation and accepting that some people are different neurological wise
I'm high so idk if I even said this in a way that makes sense
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acesw · 4 months
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>tries to make picrasma candy
>makes something instead (drugs)
>confused
>tries it
>goes non verbal for 10 hours
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a really funny thing i thought of from the picrasma candy addiction + her being neuordivergent
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synsick · 1 year
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#thephotographersicksyn #photography
instagram.com/sicksyn
tiktok.com/@thephotogsicksyn
"Your favourite Neuordivergent Non-popular Male Photog"
Alright Tumblr wtf?! C'mon and give a damn like, look, follow, repost, something! All these "followers" and next to no support.... c'mon!
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Your blog has helped me a lot, as a neuordivergent, trans, aroace teenager who's still figuring life out, seeing you just living out there as you makes me hopeful. So thank you.
hello sweet anon
here's one of my favorite life secrets: nobody really knows what they're doing and that's kind of the fun part. we're all made of the same stuff, atoms created at the beginning of time inside of stars and supernovae and now we're us. the way we exist is never stagnant, even in our short lil human lives, and that's so fkn cool. so regardless of if we change things about ourselves, we are so awesome because we exist. life is so cool and it's even cooler with you in it
whatever you're doing, keep at it buddy 🩵🦋
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I've put together a free magazine featuring neurodivergent writers and creators from across the globe. It was a labor of love and intense effort stymied by depression and a day job, but I hope you'll take the time to check out this proof-of-concept issue.
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enderon · 23 days
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I can't be the only one who feels like Ferb and Ice Bear fill a very similar niche of great characters. What is that niche? I dunno, probably neuordivergence. But they're both great!
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