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#never and i’ve had at least twenty five concerts not including band reviews so honestly it’s closer to thirty five
lesbesitos · 3 years
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i’m gonna rant in the tags don’t mind me
#so my lil sis is graduating this month and my mom and i went to get some stuff to make her those candy leis and stuff#and i get excited to craft so i was fine#but rn i’m just thinking abt how i never got a single lei for graduation or even eighth grade promotion#like i kinda get graduation bc i didn’t have one since i’m class of 2020 but i saw kids for the lil drive thru grad with some#all i had was one cord for music and my lil medal thing for music and that’s it#i get that music was all i really did in hs so i don’t have all these other things but my parents could’ve gotten me smth#and in eighth grade i had a cord for this state honor roll thing and that was all my parents didn’t get me anything again#for my sisters promotion she didn’t have a cord but my parents got her a money lei and one with flowers bc ‘she didn’t have anything’#okay yeah i guess so but i worked for my cord it’s not my fault she didn’t i should’ve gotten smth from my parents#and now my moms going all out for my sister but she has stuff to wear at grad too this time#she has her music senior cord her four year music medal and her vapa pathway cord which is smth new this year#and my moms making a bunch of stuff for my sis and her boyfriend and i’m hurt over it#and i shouldn’t be i should be happy for her graduating but i can’t help it#also i took music for seven years and my parents never got me flowers after a concert#never and i’ve had at least twenty five concerts not including band reviews so honestly it’s closer to thirty five#and my sisters first and only play she did my parents got her flowers#and when i told my mom that i never got flowers after a concert she goes ‘yeah you did! i’m pretty sure we did’#and i had to tell her that she didn’t and all she said was ‘oh’#EVEN AFTER THAT I STILL NEVER GOT FLOWERS#and i don’t want to make my mom sound bad she went to every concert in town but she easily could’ve gotten me flowers even once#so to see my mom putting in all this effort to give my sister stuff hurts#and i don’t wanna tell her bc i don’t wanna hurt my moms feelings bc i know she doesn’t mean it#but it sucks being middle child and it sucks missing out on such a big moment of ur life like hs graduation#rambles
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