literally sucks when i’m the one who always checks in on my friends if they post something concerning on their stories but no one ever checks in on me when i literally say i want it all to end
I would never have left you alone. I wouldn't have cared if I had been busy. If you needed me, I would be there for you. I would always be there for you, because in the end it's not about time. It's about priorities, my love.
You know what kills me inside. The fact that i had someone for 4 years. The most caring. Loving. The most patient and I lost her due to my family. Due to religion. Due to not being accepted. And I blame myself. I never had the courage to talk to them. And now after she's gone. And i want to talk to them. Im no man.I hate this. I hate how cultures, religions ruins things. No one but to blame myself. I miss her so much. I want her back. She's my soul. My happiness. My life. She's someone I fell in love with because how she is. I never met a person whomes heart is so pure. She has love for anything. She holds no grudges. She's kind. Soft. Warm. I hurt her bad. I just want my boo. The pain. The agony. The endless sleeps. I feel suffocated. All because she's a different race and has a different religion. What is wrong with parents and families who doesn't care about their own child's happiness but their own. To please people. To control. It's horrible. I can't comprehend it. The love of my life. Gone. No one but to blame myself. That's all.