#never seen it outside of special ed til the video I just watched

[starship-suggestion]

they really trained me like a fucking dog

#my post #suggestion #what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck #I didn't know hand signals was a thing they used for dog training #never seen it outside of special ed til the video I just watched #they rly did treat me like an animal huh. what the fuck. #hand signals for stop talking sit stay still point your body toward the person youre talking to #as if the watching me when I talked to people and then later telling me how much I fucked up wasn't enough #jfc i think im actually a bit angry about this #I can put up with a lot but being treated like an animal is smth I thought I'd never put up with. and now I'm realizing it *happened*. #how fucked up do you have to be to treat a kid like that and think it's okay. what the hell #wow #w o w #after all that shit i was always like 'well it could have been worse‚ at least they treated me like a human not a pet' HAH #this does make the thing I wrote a while ago make sense #the one where one of my ocs gets called a dog by their abuser and in response they threaten to rip his throat out #i dont have violent revenge fantasies i just project onto my ocs and give them trauma actually worth being violent about #occasionally do have revenge fantasies but they're more like. publicly yelling at her abt how terrible what she did was #and then it inevitably turns into a 'protecting a lil kid from having to go through the sort of shit that i went thru' fantasy #ngl i couldn't care less about the ppl who hurt me. I just want to make the things they did stop being done #protect other kids like me from jt