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neweresth · 6 months
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The world without edge.
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jjsungie · 6 years
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neweresth replied to your photo “2017 last day of work is done! I am freeee!!! For 4 days then it...”
ohh, you're cute! and really really pretty!^^
thank you dear friend <3
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tesssa0 · 6 years
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Getting to Know You Tag
Tagged by @just-sophia Thank you ❤️
Rules: tag 20 people that you’d like to get to know better.
Name: Teresa
Gender:female, she/her
Age: 17
Height: 5 ft 2 in (158 cm)
Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw
Favourite Animal: dog
Avarage Hours of Sleep: 7 hours on week and 10 hours on the weekend
Cats or Dogs: dogs
Dream Trip:All around the world
Dream Job: literally have no idea
Tag: @obsessiveracheldraws @yamavia @stanneclemec @moonlight-dragon @books-art-revolution @ktoukun @nothingbutscribbles @art-fern @charlartte @miramaroo @neweresth @ptitepixel @avengingangel17 @arturoapl @artofeclypse654 @panic-at-the-artwork @fopdoodlesart @artingdreamer @unicornalmatea @abileoni
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inhalareexhalare · 5 years
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The menstrual cycle begins. I usually feel pain until the third day at most, but I can move just fine.
Slow, but with fight in it Like embers of honey
It scorches the eyes But is sweet to the palm
Did you know by the way? The faster and the hotter you heat honey, the more you reduce its nutritional value. So yes, while it has a very warm color, its temperature is usually not the same :)
2018-10-23 10:00 Philippines Tuesday
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My daytime journal has been discontinued due to its tendency to take over my whole identity. I somewhat live [a double life], you could say, and I am now exploring my nighttime psyche.
This is my heartfelt "letter" to @neweresth​ (CHECK OUT neweresth IN YOUR DASHBOARD BTW IT WILL ROCK YOUR DORMANT WORLD), who inspires me to keep learning and discover my photographic sense.
True enough, this nighttime journal has been a very big compilation of crunchy insights to my deep-deep-down subconscious, which in my opinion takes a big bite off the whole pie of what makes the self.
I've been anxious about how to teach for a time now. It's like a secret calling, a secret dream that I have that I quietly—and secretly—shut off every time it resurfaces.
The reason is my ineptitude with socializing. Communication, especially verbal, has always been hard for me.
My English teachers throughout my school life (and even outside its premises) have doubted my authorship of countless papers I've written, all due to the fact that I navigate speech poorly, yet apparently write eloquently enough above my age.
That has discouraged me from honing my lesser swords. The possibility of never growing out of anything.
But that's bullshit.
I write because I love. I write because I want to communicate. Communicate!
I write for no one else other than for the truths that live inside me, and they are written for no one else but others who could do with a genuine story that cares about their beautiful and suffering minds.
I am socially inept. I am antisocial, by the world's standards. But that doesn't change what I write for.
I write to learn.
Likewise I will teach to learn.
Maybe I am bad at it. Maybe it takes talent.
But nothing good has ever touched and transformed hearts and minds other than that which has originated from those very things.
Talent is a gift indeed.
But heart even more so; it is both curse and privilege.
The pain that makes us human. The agony that teaches us what is real. The happiness that guides us to what is worth living for.
If I had all power, and all talent, all knowledge, and all beauty. If I had all riches, and all the admiration, and fame, and number of friends--
If I have not love, I am nothing.
PS I really do love movies. If you’re an aspiring writer, or a writer with fluctuating inspiration, do watch The Rewrite. Check out  1 Corinthians 13:2
“And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.” 
2018-10-23 18:07 Philippines Tuesday
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"Keenness, spontaneity, and trusting the moment..."
I entered the room to discover a Thor exploring the wonders of my film-filled laptop.
I took my favorite Nuyorican Poets Cafe book to read and learn. Stepped out to the living room filled with people and stretched my legs to feel at home on the couch. I made a re-friend! :) Yana approached me and asked about the book.
I didn't know she was interested in prose and poetry! She also writes snippets here and there sometimes. I told her to collect them.
I asked for recommendations, since strangely enough, even though I like to write I don't have a wide background when it comes to poetry from the celebrated and the local poets alike.
I don't know why I didn't read them sooner.
Keep learning!
2018-10-23 19:31 Philippines Tuesday
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To Karu:
Sorry for imposing on you last night. I just really do value good sleep. I don't know about you but I can't workout without it, and it also affects the general mood and brain function.
I still don't know what to do about it. Everyone seems to enjoy not sleeping at night, but I don't feel like conforming to it especially since I see its daily effects on me. You can actually join stuff like that if you like. I was thinking that we both need sleep desperately, but I realized that I might have been forcing/pressuring you to go to bed.
Though I do request to have no guests in the late night of this approaching Saturday. I'm going to need tons of energy and also an early alarm since I will be called for work (thank God they allowed me to go to church first)
(Even if I did only request it, that doesn't change what it might have felt to you. So again, I apologize if a part of you was in unease or anything.)
I love you
[25 minutes later]
I would like to kiss you all over, but that will rouse you from sleep.
I love you, and I love you to death.
2018-10-24 06:21 Philippines Wednesday
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From Isla:
"My tita and tito from [the] US are here in the PH right now
"and they said im too young to be in a relationship.
"and gave this vibe like......don't be in one right now.
"i really appreciate the love and support from them ofc
"it's just....medj na-down ako lol" [I was a bit downhearted lol]
To Isla:
I'm assuming they aren't free thinkers, your aunt and uncle hahaha
They probably are right, but if you think about it that observation is only relative to an imaginary concept which is the future
In my opinion, no one is too old, and no one is too young. It's never too late, and it's never too early
There's only now, and a moment's opportunity to come to a decision
There's only now, and a moment's commitment to be true to who you are at this point in time
Only what is existent after all counts as truth :) the future is yet to happen, and both possible and unlikely
Entrusting the sense of reality to tomorrow, in other words, a question mark seems illogical to me
The BEAUTIFUL book you gave me about the deaf-mutes gave me this idea
The future is not a universal or "natural" concept
[Check out Seeing Voices by Oliver Sacks]
And the past is not more real than a memory is. And we all know how nearly inexistent memories are. That's all they are--memories.
From Isla:
"Those are beautiful thoughts. :)
"Reading it really helped me.
"I'm thankful that i have you in my life."
[An hour later]
"Did other people tell you the same thing before? if you don't mind me asking
"Have you ever been so hard on yourself one time in your life, and eventually you stopped it?
What did you do to overcome it?"
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To Isla:
Personally, it takes me a continuous amount of effort to stand up against the self-hatred. Some say it's a lifelong sickness we have as humans, and it seems true to me
(also, writing heals both the writer, and hopefully the reader, so it's mutually a good thing, hopefully hahaha)
It's like the motivation to commit to a vocation
It's not natural to be motivated at every moment of your life, but we seek to make it a habit
Habits form the shape that our thoughts and feelings take. Like my nighttime anxiety. It was developed because I gained the habit of thinking that I am alone and abandoned every time these factors come together: it is nighttime, and I am physically alone
I unconsciously associate the scenery with something from the past that reminds me of a similar situation, but is actually entirely different
In fact it dates back to the time I was still very close to my mother. We still loved each other as I grew up, but not too close as to always be hugging every chance we get
It dates back to when I was a little girl of age 5 at most (since the scenes were from my Atimonan home, and we left that when I entered elementary)
Habits don't die on their own. They cannot be thrown away just like that. But, they can be replaced
If I can create a little nighttime routine, even just cue words or a little ritual, that could change a lot. I just need consistency because some nights I'm too tired and I forget to pray or to practice deep breaths and stuff. And when I find myself alone again, it starts all over; I get anxious as hell
So maybe the first step before changing your habits would be to forgive yourself
We are imperfect, at that is incurable. But we have the potential for growth, and that is at least forgivable. We can learn from our mistakes, so we shouldn't let ourselves down from them.
They are there to give us two options: give up, or try again.
Changing a habit is probably going to take more tries than my fingers can count, but hey we're still alive and breathing, so I presume Life is willing to give us as many chances as we need in a lifetime
Failure is unfortunate, but failure is an important mark of what truly matters to you.
If it's worth more than the self-obsessive need to be successful, and if it means your life and your calling and a better world, it's at least worth trying again, no? :)
When people bring you down, they could be there for a good reason, and that's not to bring you down. Maybe that's hardly what they wanted to do in the first place.
We need to learn to assert our own beliefs and stand up to them. Maybe they think it's all just a whim because they don't understand yet how it matters to you, and what it means to grow up.
Growing up means making mistakes (your relationship is not necessarily a mistake haha), getting up, and learning something new.
Learning something new always requires a new experience.
Learning something new always means stepping out of your comfort zone and into unknown territory.
If you end up hurt, that's fine, we're here for you. What's important is that the lessons are not lost. What you learn is what you grow out into.
So don't ever stop learning. :)
Learn to stand up for what you believe in.
Don't be afraid to share what you have learned!
But never impose beyond your personal right to live. Nothing teaches an individual more than a personal experience.
We each take our own paths, and each take our own lessons in life, in forms that we are ready to understand.
And if advice or conversation cannot help your case with them, then you've done your part.
All you need to do is live your life and live it honestly enough for it to speak for itself
2018-10-24 07:00 Philippines Wednesday
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anemoiarts · 6 years
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anemoiarts’ Top 10 Favorite Songs
(in no particular order)
1. This is Gospel (Panic! at the Disco)
2. Jet Pack Blues (Panic! at the Disco)
3. Drops of Jupiter (Train)
4. Miss Jackson  (Panic! at the Disco)
5. Far Too Young to Die (Panic! at the Disco)
6. The Kids Aren’t Alright (Fall Out Boy)
7. Sarah Smiles (Panic! at the Disco)
8. Young Volcanoes (Fall Out Boy)
9. Vegas Lights (Panic! at the Disco)
10. Emperor’s New Clothes (Panic! at the Disco)
Bonus! Just One Yesterday (Fall Out Boy)
What are yours?
@interstellactic-studios @the-little-ghost-draws @faithvonblah @doublex2000 @steampoweredwerehog @deltadawn95 @ashleyanthrax @x1q3 @lezzymothra @nuclearmu5hroom @cassafra5 @lyzaria @another-fo4-blog @neweresth @isnezzed
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stressed-out-toast · 8 years
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R ^^
Ride - Twenty One PilotsRibs - LordeRaining Blood - Hot SugarRat A Tat - Fall Out BoyRun To You - Pentatonix
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neweresth · 2 months
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Trust.
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neweresth · 2 months
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Patience.
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neweresth · 2 months
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neweresth · 1 month
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Space of infinite possibilities.
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neweresth · 4 months
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Notes.
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neweresth · 6 months
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Interconnection.
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neweresth · 3 months
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1004.
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neweresth · 5 months
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neweresth · 9 months
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Immersed in shades of blue.
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neweresth · 3 months
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