sorry it’s been so long! It’s been a whirlwind of a few weeks, I barely know what’s happening anymore.
Oeca’s trial is next week. For now he’s staying at Mohwee’s. He’s not allowed to go out by himself, and Kyle, Magic, and Graecie aren’t allowed to visit him. The first two are for his safety and the last one for Graecie’s own. I won’t have a trial, considering I for one didn’t do anything morally wrong and two that Oeca would be dead if it weren’t for me.
I told Mohwee the basics of what happened. Not any of his past thing, but enough that he knows that he wasn’t himself. I think Mohwee’s doing a bit better now, he seems a bit happier. I’m glad.
I talked to Graecie earlier. She’s taking this surprisingly well. I think she understands that he wasn’t fully himself at the time. She’s still scared of course, but who wouldn’t be? She’s right to feel scared, but I think one day they can fix their friendship.
I also talked to Owen a few days ago. He, um…
He’s mad at me. For lying to him.
I don’t know how I didn’t see this coming what with Ã̵̢̡̦̤͕̣̣͚̩̥͔͈̤͎̀̀́̒͑͂͒̓p̷̯̹͙͕̰̓́͜͜ȍ̴̧̯̲̟̝͉̝͈̘͉̯̬͐̈́͊̎̽͘̚͝͠͝͠ͅand everything, but… it still stings. I know that his anger isn’t right, I know I did a good th I ng but… I just want my friends back.
[putting the actual article under a readmore because it contains spoilers for the first boxset! and also because I want to be kind to y'all's dashes lol]
APOCALYPSE NOW
To British television viewers, Janet Ellis is a familiar and beloved face. Best known as a presenter on Blue Peter and also as the mum of pop star Sophie Ellis-Bextor, it shouldn’t be forgotten she was once a guest star in Doctor Who when she played Teka in The Horns of Nimon. And now, she’s coming face to face with the Torchwood team playing a character named Janet!
Torchwood: Among Us 3 features a quartet of adventures with How I Conquered the World, written by Ash Darby, Tim Foley and James Goss; Doomscroll by Ash Darby; Heistland by Tim Foley and The Apocalypse Starts at 6pm by James Goss.
The team, with Yvonne Hartman (Tracy-Ann Oberman), Ng (Alexandria Riley), Orr (Samantha Béart), Mr Colchester (Paul Clayton) and Tyler Steele (Jonny Green) are surviving against the odds as it seems that the whole world has been turned against the organisation. But who is behind this? It’s time to find out.
How I Conquered the World has been co-written by the three writers of this set. Writer James, also the producer of the series, explains: “Episode nine is where we find out what set Torchwood up and why it did it. It ties into all of the stories so far in the season. Who turned a cul-de-sac into killers, who was persecuting Colin, who was behind Voloshnik and what Bilis was doing in the Torchwood Hub? It’s also a story about our lives now, and how, if we really are angrier all the time, where does all that anger go? It’s an interesting piece of storytelling and features some use of artificial voices, which is curiously rewarding and sometimes hilarious.”
Co-author Tim was delighted to work on a collaboration for the first story in this set. He says: “Oh, it was wonderful. Writing Torchwood is always a team sport. It’s great building a series like this together – I’ve had such a good time with James and Ash.”
The second adventure, Doomscroll by Ash, features a very recognisable world with social media influencers. James explains: “Episode 10 might be the one where Twitter goes, ‘I cringed so hard at this’! Something’s killing influencers and Torchwood have to stop it. It’s got a lot of very dark humour in it and truly disturbing situations. The cast are all phenomenal, delivering some lines that are probably unsayably weird. It might be the most relevant thing we’ve ever done, or it might be way off beam, or it might be the kind of thing you listen to in 2027 and go, ‘What’s an influencer?’”
The next story Heistland has been written by Tim. James says: “Episode 11 sees Torchwood Cardiff and their Icelandic equivalent carrying out two heists. Yvonne Hartman sets out to steal a crypto currency before an auction that could end the world. When it was scripted we were still getting our head around NFTs. Now it’s coming out after the bankruptcy of Sam BankmanFried and seems strangely wise. A lot of it is set in the French city of Carcassonne, which is beautiful and very dear to Tim’s heart. Clearly he thought, ‘Where’s the least likely place to base a crypto currency?’. It’s joyous to get Kai Owen back, and Rhys and the mysterious Kristin’s dynamic make me long for more Torchwood Iceland.”
Tim was delighted to be able to send Torchwood to Iceland. He agrees: “Absolutely! After we went there for Misty Eyes, James was keen we returned. It was fun to send Yvonne to France as well – gives a real international flavour to what we expect from ‘heist’ stories.” But has Tim actually ever visited Iceland? He concedes: “No! I’m a fraud! I do have friends from there though. I’d love to visit. And it was fun learning facts about the country. No trains in Iceland! Outrageous.”
Summing up the story, Tim says: “Yvonne performs a heist and Rhys tries to stop her! Or is it the other way around? I love writing for Rhys. Whether he’s barbecuing or making delicious sandwiches, I always seem to be feeding him. And giving him nice warm jumpers. That’s all I want to do for characters I love. And there’s something that happens in a turret that’ll get the listeners talking.”
The Apocalypse Starts at 6pm concludes the series and features the aforementioned Janet Ellis. James says: “Episode 12 was the most glorious, starstruck day in studio since we got Sir Michael Palin in! We had Janet Ellis, MBE, playing a national treasure called Janet. It’s essentially, ‘What if you found out the world was going to end during The One Show? How would they cover it?’ And the answer is this episode. It features riots, kidnapping, aliens and reasonable Christmas gifting tips. The regulars are all wondrous throughout, playing very different aspects of their characters, and, madly, Janet walks away with it.
“We were worried she’d push back on some of the lines, but she really went for it. If you’ve ever wanted to hear a Blue Peter presenter swear, then you’re in for a treat! Janet agreed to it because, of all wonders, she worked with Paul Clayton back in the day and he took her out to lunch and talked her into it. We don’t deserve that man.”
Billie Eilish and Finneas, who won an Oscar in March for co-writing “No Time to Die” from the James Bond film of the same name, were invited to join the Academy of Motion Picture Arts & Sciences on Tuesday (June 28) They were among 12 people invited to join the music branch and among 397 people invited to join the Academy across all branches.
An invitation to join the Academy is generally a perk of winning an Oscar. Ariana DeBose, who won best supporting actress for West Side Story, and Troy Kotsur, who won best supporting actor for CODA, were invited to join the actors branch.
Other notables who were invited to join are Jamie Dornan, Kodi Smith-McPhee and Sheryl Lee Ralph (acting), and film critic Leonard Maltin and music supervisor Julia Michels (members at large).
Invitations to membership extended this year: short films and feature animation (41), documentary (38), sound (32), actors (30), producers (30), visual effects (28), executives (26), marketing and public relations (25), members at large (25), writers (22), directors (21), production design (16), makeup artists and hairstylists (13), film editors (12), music (12), costume designers (11), cinematographers (10) and casting directors (9).
Actors
Funke Akindele – “Omo Ghetto: The Saga,” “Jenifa”
Caitríona Balfe – “Belfast,” “Ford v Ferrari”
Reed Birney – “Mass,” “Changeling”
Jessie Buckley – “The Lost Daughter,” “I’m Thinking of Ending Things”
Lori Tan Chinn – “Turning Red,” “Glengarry Glen Ross”
Daniel K. Daniel – “The Fugitive,” “A Soldier’s Story”
Ariana DeBose – “West Side Story,” “The Prom”
Robin de Jesús – “tick, tick…BOOM!,” “The Boys in the Band”
Jamie Dornan – “Belfast,” “Barb & Star Go to Vista Del Mar”
Michael Greyeyes – “Wild Indian,” “Woman Walks Ahead”
Gaby Hoffmann – “C’mon C’mon,” “Wild”
Amir Jadidi – “A Hero,” “Cold Sweat”
Kajol – “My Name Is Khan,” “Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham…”
Troy Kotsur – “CODA,” “The Number 23”
Vincent Lindon – “Titane,” “The Measure of a Man”
BarBara Luna – “The Concrete Jungle,” “Five Weeks in a Balloon”
Aïssa Maïga – “The Boy Who Harnessed the Wind,” “Mood Indigo”
Selton Mello – “My Hindu Friend,” “Trash”
Olga Merediz – “In the Heights,” “Adrift”
Sandra Kwan Yue Ng – “Echoes of the Rainbow,” “Portland Street Blues”
Hidetoshi Nishijima – “Drive My Car,” “Cut”
Rena Owen – “The Last Witch Hunter,” “The Dead Lands”
Jesse Plemons – “The Power of the Dog,” “Judas and the Black Messiah”
Sheryl Lee Ralph – “Sister Act 2: Back in the Habit,” “The Distinguished Gentleman”
Renate Reinsve – “The Worst Person in the World,” “Welcome to Norway”
Marco Rodriguez – “El Chicano,” “Unspeakable”
Joanna Scanlan – “After Love,” “Notes on a Scandal”
Kodi Smit-McPhee – “The Power of the Dog,” “Let Me In”
Suriya – “Jai Bhim,” “Soorarai Pottru”
Anya Taylor-Joy – “The Northman,” “Last Night in Soho”
New member Sheryl Lee Ralph – “Sister Act 2: Back in the Habit,” “The Distinguished Gentleman.” Photo by Naomi Richard.
LOS ANGELES, CA – The Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences is extending invitations to join the organization to 397 artists and executives who have distinguished themselves by their contributions to theatrical motion pictures.
Membership selection is based on professional qualifications, with an ongoing commitment to representation, inclusion and equity remaining a priority. The 2022 class is 44% women, 37% belong to underrepresented ethnic/racial communities, and 50% are from 53 countries and territories outside the United States. There are 71 Oscar® nominees, including 15 winners, among the invitees.
Four individuals (noted by an asterisk) have been invited to join the Academy by multiple branches. These individuals must select one branch upon accepting membership.
Those who accept the invitations will be the only additions to the Academy’s membership in 2022.
The 2022 invitees are:
Actors
Funke Akindele – “Omo Ghetto: The Saga,” “Jenifa”
Caitríona Balfe – “Belfast,” “Ford v Ferrari”
Reed Birney – “Mass,” “Changeling”
Jessie Buckley – “The Lost Daughter,” “I’m Thinking of Ending Things”
Lori Tan Chinn – “Turning Red,” “Glengarry Glen Ross”
Daniel K. Daniel – “The Fugitive,” “A Soldier’s Story”
Ariana DeBose – “West Side Story,” “The Prom”
Robin de Jesús – “tick, tick...BOOM!,” “The Boys in the Band”
Jamie Dornan – “Belfast,” “Barb & Star Go to Vista Del Mar”
Michael Greyeyes – “Wild Indian,” “Woman Walks Ahead”
Gaby Hoffmann – “C’mon C’mon,” “Wild”
Amir Jadidi – “A Hero,” “Cold Sweat”
Kajol – “My Name Is Khan,” “Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham…”
Troy Kotsur – “CODA,” “The Number 23”
Vincent Lindon – “Titane,” “The Measure of a Man”
BarBara Luna – “The Concrete Jungle,” “Five Weeks in a Balloon”
Aïssa Maïga – “The Boy Who Harnessed the Wind,” “Mood Indigo”
Selton Mello – “My Hindu Friend,” “Trash”
Olga Merediz – “In the Heights,” “Adrift”
Sandra Kwan Yue Ng – “Echoes of the Rainbow,” “Portland Street Blues”
Hidetoshi Nishijima – “Drive My Car,” “Cut”
Rena Owen – “The Last Witch Hunter,” “The Dead Lands”
Jesse Plemons – “The Power of the Dog,” “Judas and the Black Messiah”
Sheryl Lee Ralph – “Sister Act 2: Back in the Habit,” “The Distinguished Gentleman”
Renate Reinsve – “The Worst Person in the World,” “Welcome to Norway”
Marco Rodriguez – “El Chicano,” “Unspeakable”
Joanna Scanlan – “After Love,” “Notes on a Scandal”
Kodi Smit-McPhee – “The Power of the Dog,” “Let Me In”
Suriya – “Jai Bhim,” “Soorarai Pottru”
Anya Taylor-Joy – “The Northman,” “Last Night in Soho”
Casting Directors
Rich Delia – “King Richard,” “The Disaster Artist”
Elodie Demey – “Happening,” “Summer of 85”
Yngvill Kolset Haga – “The Worst Person in the World,” “One Night in Oslo”
Louise Kiely – “The Green Knight,” “Sing Street”
Meagan Lewis – “Blast Beat,” “Free State of Jones”
Karen Lindsay-Stewart – “Marie Antoinette,” “Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone”
Juliette Ménager – “A Bag of Marbles,” “As Above/So Below”
Kate Ringsell – “The Lost City of Z,” “Justice League”
Toby Whale – “Dunkirk,” “The History Boys”
Cinematographers
Ava Berkofsky – “The Sky Is Everywhere,” “Free in Deed”
Josh Bleibtreu – “Dark Phoenix,” “Shazam!”
Alice Brooks – “In the Heights,” “tick, tick…BOOM!”
Daria D’Antonio – “The Hand of God,” “Ricordi?”
Mike Eley – “The Duke,” “Woman Walks Ahead”
Sturla Brandth Grøvlen – “The Innocents,” “Another Round”
Ruben Impens – “Titane,” “Beautiful Boy”
Shabier Kirchner – “Small Axe,” “Bull”
Martin Ruhe – “The Tender Bar,” “The Midnight Sky”
Kasper Tuxen – “The Worst Person in the World,” “Riders of Justice”
Costume Designers
Joan Bergin – “The Prestige,” “In the Name of the Father”
Antonella Cannarozzi – “A Five Star Life,” “I Am Love”
Andrea Flesch – “Midsommar,” “Colette”
Lizzy Gardiner – “Hacksaw Ridge,” “The Adventures of Priscilla, Queen of the Desert”
Dorothée Guiraud – “Murder Party,” “French Tech”
Suzie Harman – “The Personal History of David Copperfield,” “Extinction”
Tatiana Hernández – “The Japon,” “Lope”
Louise Stjernsward – “Made in Italy,” “The Mercy”
Elisabeth Tavernier – “The Man in the Basement,” “Tanguy Is Back”
Paul Tazewell – “West Side Story,” “Harriet”
Mitchell Travers – “The Eyes of Tammy Faye,” “Hustlers”
Director Blessing Egbe – “African Messiah,” “Iquo’s Journal”
Directors
Newton Aduaka – “One Man’s Show,” “Ezra”
Andrew Ahn – “Fire Island,” “Spa Night”
Bruno Villela Barreto – “Four Days in September,” “The Kiss”
Mariano Barroso – “Ants in the Mouth,” “Ecstasy”
Rolf de Heer – “Charlie’s Country,” “Bad Boy Bubby”
Jeferson Rodrigues de Rezende – “The Malê Revolt,” “Bróder!”
Pawo Choyning Dorji* – “Lunana: A Yak in the Classroom”
Blessing Egbe – “African Messiah,” “Iquo’s Journal”
Briar Grace-Smith – “Cousins ,” “Waru”
Reinaldo Marcus Green – “King Richard,” “Monsters and Men”
Ryusuke Hamaguchi* – “Drive My Car,” “Wheel of Fortune and Fantasy”
Sian Harries Heder* – “CODA,” “Tallulah”
Gil Kenan – “City of Ember,” “Monster House”
Amanda Kernell – “Charter,” “Sami Blood”
Mary Lambert – “The In Crowd,” “Pet Sematary II”
Blackhorse Lowe – “Chasing the Light,” “5th World”
Nalin Pan – “Last Film Show,” “Samsara”
Jonas Poher Rasmussen* – “Flee,” “Searching for Bill”
Isabel Sandoval – “Lingua Franca,” “Apparition”
Amy Seimetz – “She Dies Tomorrow,” “Sun Don’t Shine”
Rachel Talalay – “A Babysitter’s Guide to Monster Hunting,” “Tank Girl”
Documentary
Julie Anderson – “God Is the Bigger Elvis,” “Arthur Ashe: Citizen of the World”
Susan Bedusa – “Procession,” “Bisbee ’17”
Opal H. Bennett – “A Broken House,” “Águilas”
Shane Boris – “Stray,” “The Edge of Democracy”
Joe Cephus Brewster – “American Promise,” “Slaying Goliath”
Ellen Bruno – “Satya: A Prayer for the Enemy,” “Samsara: Death and Rebirth in Cambodia”
Traci A. Curry – “Attica,” “Boss: The Black Experience in Business”
Jason DaSilva – “When We Walk,” “When I Walk”
Emílio Domingos – “Favela Is Fashion,” “L.A.P.A.”
Sushmit Ghosh – “Writing with Fire,” “Timbaktu”
Lyn Goldfarb – “Eddy’s World,” “With Babies and Banners: Story of the Women’s Emergency Brigade”
Susanne Guggenberger – “Blue Note Records: Beyond the Notes,” “The Beekeeper and His Son”
Cristina Ibarra – “The Infiltrators,” “Las Marthas”
Oren Jacoby – “On Broadway,” “Sister Rose’s Passion”
Isaac Julien – “Derek,” “Frantz Fanon: Black Skin White Mask”
Deborah Kaufman – “Company Town,” “Blacks and Jews”
Firouzeh Khosrovani – “Radiograph of a Family,” “Fest of Duty”
Jessica Kingdon – “Ascension,” “Commodity City”
Mehret Mandefro – “How It Feels to Be Free ,” “Little White Lie”
Mary Manhardt – “Learning to Skateboard in a Warzone (If You’re a Girl),” “Racing Dreams”
Amanda McBaine – "Boys State,” “The Overnighters”
Peter Jay Miller – “Crisis Hotline: Veterans Press 1,” “Into the Arms of Strangers: Stories of the Kindertransport”
Elizabeth Mirzaei – “Three Songs for Benazir,” “Laila at the Bridge”
Gulistan Mirzaei – “Three Songs for Benazir,” “Laila at the Bridge”
Bob Moore – “Dope Is Death,” “China Heavyweight”
Omar Mullick – “Footprint,” “These Birds Walk”
Mohammed Ali Naqvi – “Insha’Allah Democracy,” “Among the Believers”
Sierra Pettengill – “Riotsville, USA,” “The Reagan Show”
Ben Proudfoot – “The Queen of Basketball,” “A Concerto Is a Conversation”
Jonas Poher Rasmussen* – “Flee,” “Searching for Bill”
Gabriel Rhodes – “The First Wave,” “Time”
Lynne Sachs – “Film about a Father Who,” “Investigation of a Flame”
Brett Story – “The Hottest August,” “The Prison in Twelve Landscapes”
Thorsten Thielow – “The First Wave,” “Mayor Pete”
Rintu Thomas – “Writing with Fire,” “Dilli”
Nathan Truesdell – “Ascension,” “Balloonfest”
Jenni Wolfson – “Pray Away,” “One Child Nation”
Jialing Zhang – “In the Same Breath,” “One Child Nation”
Executives
Steve Asbell
Carole Baraton
Steven Bardwil
Jeff Blackburn
Liesl Copland
Kareem Daniel
Eva Diederix
Scott Foundas
Brenda Gilbert
Joshua Barnett Grode
Gene Yoonbum Kang
Jenny Marchick
Ori Joseph Marmur
Anna Marsh
Katherine Oliver
Joel Pearlman
Elizabeth Polk
Louie Provost
Amber Rasberry
Brian Robbins
Marc Schaberg
Ron Schwartz
Aditya Sood
Frederick Tsui
Dana Walden
Clifford Werber
Film Editors
Geraud Brisson – “CODA,” “Dark Hearts”
Olivier Bugge Coutté – “The Worst Person in the World,” “Thelma”
Shannon Baker Davis – “The Obituary of Tunde Johnson,” “The Photograph”
Billy Fox – “Dolemite Is My Name,” “Hustle & Flow”
Myron Kerstein – “tick, tick…BOOM!,” “Crazy Rich Asians”
Jeremy Milton – “Encanto,” “Zootopia”
Úna Ní Dhonghaíle – “Belfast,” “Stan & Ollie”
Heike Parplies – “Invisible Life,” “Toni Erdmann”
Joshua L. Pearson – “Summer of Soul (…Or, When the Revolution Could Not Be Televised),” “What Happened, Miss Simone?”
Peter Sciberras – “The Power of the Dog,” “The King”
Aljernon Tunsil – “Attica,” “The Black Panthers: Vanguard of the Revolution”
Azusa Yamazaki – “Drive My Car,” “Asako I & II”
Stacey Morris – “Coming 2 America,” “Dolemite Is My Name”
Makeup Artists and Hairstylists
Jacenda Burkett – “King Richard,” “Concussion”
Nana Fischer – “Encounter,” “The Lost City of Z”
Sean Flanigan – “The Many Saints of Newark,” “The Irishman”
Massimo Gattabrusi – “Loving Pablo,” “Volver”
Stephanie Ingram – “The Eyes of Tammy Faye,” “It”
Anna Carin Lock – “House of Gucci,” “Borg/McEnroe”
Heike Merker – “The Matrix Resurrections,” “Anonymous”
Stacey Morris – “Coming 2 America,” “Dolemite Is My Name”
Justin Raleigh – “The Eyes of Tammy Faye,” “Army of the Dead”
Kerrie Smith – “Motherless Brooklyn,” “John Wick”
Nadia Stacey – “Cruella,” “The Favourite”
Julia Vernon – “Cruella,” “Maleficent”
Wakana Yoshihara – “Belfast,” “Spencer”
Marketing and Public Relations
Dana Archer
Debra Birnbaum
Tatiana Detlofson
Bethan Anna Dixon
Britta Gampper
Jane Gibbs
Sheri Goldberg
Jonathan Helfgot
Jessica Kolstad
Cortney Lawson
Vivek Mathur
George Nicholis
Stephanie Sarah Northen
Jodie Magid Oriol
Gina Pence
Stephanie Dee Phillips
Chrissy Quesada
Stuart Robertson
Jerry Rojas
Evelyn Santana
Sohini Sengupta
Michelle Slavich
James Verdesoto
Katrina Wan
Glen Erin Wyatt
Music
Billie Eilish Baird O’Connell – “No Time to Die”
Amie Doherty – “Spirit Untamed,” “The High Note”
Lili Haydn – “Strip Down, Rise Up,” “Broken Kingdom”
Leo Heiblum – “Maria Full of Grace,” “Frida”
Natalie Holt – “Fever Dream,” “Journey’s End”
Nathan Johnson – “Nightmare Alley,” “Knives Out”
Jacobo Lieberman – “Maria Full of Grace,” “Frida”
Ariel Rose Marx – “Shiva Baby,” “Rebel Hearts”
Hesham Nazih – “The Guest,” “Born a King”
Finneas O’Connell – “No Time to Die”
Dan Romer – “Luca,” “Beasts of the Southern Wild”
Nerida Tyson-Chew – “H Is for Happiness,” “Anacondas: The Hunt for the Blood Orchid”
Producers
Mariela Besuievsky – “The Man Who Killed Don Quixote,” “The Secret in Their Eyes”
Cale Boyter – “Dune,” “Pacific Rim Uprising”
Chad Burris – “Collisions,” “Drunktown’s Finest”
Damon D’Oliveira – “The Grizzlies,” “Love Come Down”
Luc Déry – “Gabrielle,” “Monsieur Lazhar”
Michael Downey – “Elvis Walks Home,” “Light Thereafter”
Yaël Fogiel – “Memoir of War,” “Latest News of the Cosmos”
Cristina Gallego – “Birds of Passage,” “Embrace of the Serpent”
Laetitia Gonzales – “Plot 35,” “Tournée”
Pauline Gygax – “With the Wind,” “My Life as a Zucchini”
Margot Hand – “Passing,” “Brittany Runs a Marathon”
Jojo Hui – “Better Days,” “Dearest”
Eva Jakobsen – “Miss Viborg,” “Godless”
Lucas Joaquin – “Mayday,” “Love Is Strange”
Lizette Jonjic – “12 Dares,” “Guerrilla”
Thanassis Karathanos – “The Man Who Sold His Skin,” “Tulpan”
Kim McCraw – “Drunken Birds,” “Incendies”
Sev Ohanian – “Run,” “Searching”
Christina Piovesan – “The Nest,” “Amreeka”
Natalie Qasabian – “Run,” “All about Nina”
Philippe Rousselet – “CODA,” “Source Code”
Sara Silveira – “Good Manners,” “Vazante”
James Stark – “Prayers for the Stolen,” “Mystery Train”
Riccardo Tozzi – “La Nostra Vita,” “Don’t Move”
Shih-Ching Tsou – “Red Rocket,” “The Florida Project”
Nadia Turincev – “The Insult,” The Boss’s Daughter”
Tim White – “King Richard,” “Ingrid Goes West”
Trevor White – “King Richard,” “LBJ”
Teruhisa Yamamoto – “Drive My Car,” “Wife of a Spy”
Olena Yershova – “Brighton 4th,” “Volcano”
Production Design
François Audouy – “Ghostbusters: Afterlife,” “Ford v Ferrari”
Laura Ballinger Gardner – “The Irishman,” “Joker”
Chris Baugh – “Steve Jobs,” “Argo”
Ellen Brill – “Being the Ricardos,” “Bombshell”
Joanna Bush – “La La Land,” “Life of Pi”
Christina Cecili – “Cyrano,” “A Quiet Place”
John Coven – “The Lion King,” “Logan”
Carol Flaisher – “Wonder Woman 1984,” “Miss Sloane”
Sandy Hamilton – “tick, tick…BOOM!,” “Joker”
Ellen Lampl – “Spider-Man: No Way Home,” “Jurassic World”
Enrico Latella – “Tenet,” “All the Money in the World”
Steven Lawrence – “Death on the Nile,” “Cinderella”
Melissa Levander – “The Tender Bar,” “The High Note”
Drew Petrotta – “The Suicide Squad,” “Captain Marvel”
Jean-Vincent Puzos – “Jungle Cruise,” “Amour”
Maya Shimoguchi – “Ford v Ferrari,” “Men in Black 3”
Short Films and Feature Animation
Murad Abu Eisheh – “Tala’vision,” “Ta Hariri”
Olivier Adam – “Sing 2,” “Minions”
Michael Arias – “Harmony,” “Tekkonkinkreet”
Evren Boisjoli – “Fauve,” “What Remains”
Maria Brendle – “Ala Kachuu - Take and Run,” “The Stowaway”
Sean Buckelew – “Drone,” “Hopkins & Delaney LLP”
Olivier Calvert – “Bad Seeds,” “Animal Behaviour”
Enrico Casarosa – “Luca,” “La Luna”
Karla Castañeda – “La Noria (The Waterwheel),” “Jacinta”
Hugo Covarrubias – “Bestia,” “The Night Upside Down”
K.D. Dávila – “Please Hold,” “Emergency”
Charlotte De La Gournerie – “Flee,” “Terra Incognita”
Luc Desmarchelier – “The Bad Guys,” “Open Season”
Anton Dyakov – “Boxballet,” “Vivat Musketeers!”
Brian Falconer – “Saul & I,” “Boogaloo and Graham”
Youssef Joe Haidar – “Scoob!,” “Animated American”
Andy Harkness – “Vivo,” “Get a Horse!”
Pierre Hébert – “Thunder River,” “Memories of War”
Aneil Karia – “The Long Goodbye,” “Work”
Brooke Keesling – “Meatclown,” “Boobie Girl”
Nadine Lüchinger – “Ala Kachuu - Take and Run,” “Puppenspiel (Puppet Play)”
Tadeusz Łysiak – “The Dress,” “Techno”
Joe Mateo – “Blush,” “Big Hero 6”
Sharon Maymon – “Skin,” “Summer Vacation”
Kathleen McInnis – “Mama,” “Downturn”
Yvett Merino – “Encanto,” “Wreck-It Ralph”
Alberto Mielgo – “The Windshield Wiper,” “Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse”
Les Mills – “Affairs of the Art,” “The Canterbury Tales”
Jetzabel Moreno Hernández – “The Followers,” “Plums and Green Smoke”
Dan Ojari – “Robin Robin,” “Slow Derek”
Brian Pimental – “Tarzan,” “A Goofy Movie”
Mikey Please – “Robin Robin,” “The Eagleman Stag”
Erin Ramos – “Encanto,” “Frozen II”
Mike Rianda – “The Mitchells vs. the Machines”
Doug Roland – “Feeling Through,” “A Better Way”
Leo Sanchez – “The Windshield Wiper,” “Over the Moon”
Marc J. Scott – “The Boss Baby: Family Business,” “How to Train Your Dragon: The Hidden World”
Sarah Smith – “Ron’s Gone Wrong,” “Arthur Christmas”
Daniel Šuljić – “From Under Which Rock Did They Crawl Out,” “The Cake”
Conrad Vernon – “The Addams Family,” “Shrek 2”
Pamela Ziegenhagen-Shefland – “Abominable,” “The Emperor’s New Groove”
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TORCHWOOD HAS had the honour of being populated by larger than life characters over the years. We’ve met Captain Jack Harkness and Yvonne Hartman, plus Gwen Cooper, Toshiko Sato, Owen Harper and Susie Costello on television. And Big Finish has given us Mr Colchester, Ng and Orr – as well as the one and only Norton Folgate.
We had a glimpse of bygone Torchwood in 2018’s audio release, Goodbye Piccadilly, in which Norton dragged his friend Sergeant Andy Davidson back in time to Soho in the 1950s. And now we turn back the clock again to witness Norton accompanied by Andy in Torchwood Soho. Tom Price reprises his role as Andy, joining Samuel Barnett (Dirk Gently in the BBC series) as Norton. Gangsters are vanishing from the streets of Soho, there’s a deadly Nazi secret on the loose, and something’s moving in the smog. Norton Folgate should be sorting this out, but the Torchwood agent is in disgrace. Who’s going to save London this time?
Torchwood Soho – Parasite contains six stories: The Man From Room 13, Meet Mr Lyme, The Mould, The Spread, The Dead Hand and The Liberty of Norton Folgate.
Vortex asks writer/producer James Goss at what point did he think that Andy and Norton should get their own series? James explains: “Actually, everyone’s been so kind about the relationship between Norton and Andy, that it really didn’t take much arm-twisting to convince Big Finish to let us spend three blissful days in studio with Sam and Tom.
“The fabulous thing about Torchwood as a franchise is that it spans a huge period, and there are chunks of it that are just worth exploring. We vaguely glimpsed 1950s Torchwood in the Doctor Who TV episode, The Idiot’s Lantern, and this new release is a real peep under the murky, awful bonnet.”
James has been particularly pleased by the reception Norton has had from listeners: “Thrilled, blown away, boggled – and that’s just in reaction to some of the fan art on Tumblr! Seriously, it’s weird to have sort of created a Torchwood character that wasn’t on TV who the Big Finish listeners are dying to hear more of and who has a following of his own. I’d love to say it’s all down to the writing, but really it’s down to Sam’s performance and his rapport with Tom. They’re just audio magic, aren’t they?
“As it’s set in the 1950s, it was obvious to follow the rhythm of the Quatermass serials – so there are six half-hour episodes. And, in the tradition of Quatermass, we start out in an office and end with the world in peril.
“We get to see Norton hunting down alien artefacts stolen by Nazis, escaping from a timetravelling pub, and battling zombies in Margate. We get to meet Norton’s boss (played by Dervla Kirwan) and the hapless leader of Torchwood Soho (David Troughton) – who both share a terrible secret. And we get to discover why Torchwood hid the Skylon at the Festival of Britain. Norton’s also trying to avoid the attentions of a journalist (played by Joe Shire) who is determined to uncover what Torchwood is. Norton’s in a whole lot of trouble – and this time he needs Andy to help him.”
Scott Handcock has been responsible for directing the series. How did he find bringing this volume – effectively a period piece – to life? He grins: “Maybe it’s just because I’ve done a lot of Doctor Who, where you’re constantly flitting all over space and time, but I’m not sure I really register the difference! Obviously, you’re aware of the period and need to convey that in the world you build and characters you cast, but it’s the same approach as creating a civilisation of reptilian aliens in the far future. The script sets up the rules and everyone plays by them. If anything, period pieces are often a bit easier because everyone has a frame of reference. Though having said that, it also means you have to really do your homework.
“The 50s is a fascinating period. Yes, you have a bit more Received Pronunciation – especially with Norton, who throws in a dash of Polari every so often – but there’s a lovely mix of characters in this script, covering various classes and backgrounds. Belle Epoch (gloriously portrayed by Franchi Webb) is a character who you could probably only bring to life in this era. People own those identities more – a lot of them are hiding things and putting up barriers – which makes characters like Andy and Gideon more relatable as our identification figures.”
Tom Price is delighted that not only does Sergeant Andy continue to feature in Torchwood, but he’s also a series lead. He admits: “The listeners really like what Big Finish is doing with Torchwood, which means we can rock up and do more. It’s amazing that the world of Torchwood has been built on good foundations and we can keep adding to it.
“I watched The X Files back in the day, and Star Trek: The Next Generation, as they can reboot and keep going forever and ever. If something is built well, it will last, and that’s exactly what’s happening with Torchwood. It’s got a good engine, and you can tweak it here and there so we can take the cast and put them into a new setting.
“Norton is such a great personality – he was never on TV and I think Sam Barnett is slightly annoyed about that! Characters like him have just got that thing, where they’re big and funny and very memorable.
“I love our team of Scott and James. James is a magnificent writer – he has such a brilliant ear for a story and putting these worlds together. If he was writing music he would be Guy Chambers! And Scott understands the characters better than you or I do. A lot of directors throw way too much stuff at you, but Scott has a good hand on the tiller and will give you a couple of points that can change your performance. I just love going into this created world, and having such fun.”
SCOTT ENJOYS the dynamic between Sam and Tom, in particular. He says: “I think it’s fair to say that Sam and Tom hit it off instantly. Even before Ghost Mission (their first Torchwood together), they met at the recording of Doctor Who: Nightshade and it was clear they enjoyed working together – and that’s only grown the more we’ve done. There’s a shorthand between them that comes from having recorded a lot together, and that trust means they can push the material further. It also means when we get new characters coming in, and the actors see what Sam and Tom are bringing to it, they relax and feel able to give that little bit extra, which is kind of what you need when you’re projecting an entire performance through your voice.”
Scott adds: “It’s a lovely change of pace for Torchwood. I remember the old BBC Sexton Blake dramas, and that slightly pulpy, serialised style they had, so when James first mooted this I suggested we do it as a six-part serial of half-hour episodes. It moves along at one hell of a lick! And as always with James’s scripts, the humour is contrasted with some genuine horror and drama. It’s a really strong character piece and, as a director, has some fantastic set pieces that test you as you leap around the schedule. One of the biggest highlights was getting Dervla Kirwan in to play Lizbeth Heyhoe. She fell in love with the script and said it’s absolutely the kind of part she’d never get seen for on screen – and we just had an absolute blast. It was our first Big Finish together, though obviously when I had to recast Miss Quill in Class, she was my immediate first choice. She’s simply amazing. The entire cast just got it…”
And James concludes: “Honestly, it was just three days of bliss in a studio with a great set of actors.” VORTEX
[Book] Normal People: A Novel Audiobook Online by Sally Rooney
NOW A HULU ORIGINAL SERIES • NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER • “A stunning novel about the transformative power of relationships” (People) from the author of Conversations with Friends, “a master of the literary page-turner” (J. Courtney Sullivan).
ONE OF THE TEN BEST NOVELS OF THE DECADE—Entertainment Weekly
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Connell and Marianne grew up in the same small town, but the similarities end there. At school, Connell is popular and well liked, while Marianne is a loner. But when the two strike up a conversation—awkward but electrifying—something life changing begins.
A year later, they’re both studying at Trinity College in Dublin. Marianne has found her feet in a new social world while Connell hangs at the sidelines, shy and uncertain. Throughout their years at university, Marianne and Connell circle one another, straying toward other people and possibilities but always magnetically, irresistibly drawn back together. And as she veers into self-destruction and he begins to search for meaning elsewhere, each must confront how far they are willing to go to save the other.
Normal People is the story of mutual fascination, friendship and love. It takes us from that first conversation to the years beyond, in the company of two people who try to stay apart but find that they can’t.
Praise for Normal People
“[A] novel that demands to be read compulsively, in one sitting.”—The Washington Post
“Arguably the buzziest novel of the season, Sally Rooney’s elegant sophomore effort . . . is a worthy successor to Conversations with Friends. Here, again, she unflinchingly explores class dynamics and young love with wit and nuance.”—The Wall Street Journal
“[Rooney] has been hailed as the first great millennial novelist for her stories of love and late capitalism. . . . [She writes] some of the best dialogue I’ve read.”—The New Yorker
Read Normal People: A Novel Audiobook Online by (Sally Rooney)
Duration: 7 hours, 35 minutes
Writer: Sally Rooney
Publisher: Random House (Audio)
Narrators: Aoife Mcmahon
Genres: Aoife Mcmahon
Rating: 3.92
Narrator Rating: 4.17
Publication: Monday, 01 April 2019
Normal People: A Novel Audiobook Online Reviews
Linda M.
An intimate story about an Irish couple whose relationship is basically a close friendship, dips into being a couple, and never really attains a steady state. Well written and worth listening to or reading. The narration is excellent.
Rating: 4
Jodie F.
Very enjoyable read, I was completely sucked into the story and finished within a week! Excellent narration, 5 stars!
Rating: 5
Jennifer C.
Listening to this book was better than reading it and there is so much to unpack for such a small novel. Class, education, timing, mental health, abuse, sexism... it’s al there in this tender conversation on love
Rating: 5
Claire M.
Good read and well written. Narration was spot on. The story line definitely kept me engaged and wanting to know what would happen next.
Rating: 4
Claude M.
I loved this book. I listened to the audiobook twice in 2 days. I am a Sally Rooney fan.
Rating: 5
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by: Lordwyne Perez
Genre: Fantasy
Music: Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade
What are your highschool memories? Ikaw ba yung famous pink girl na nakahawak ng pink notebook na may pafur ang ballpen? ikaw ba yung quiet one na may iilang friends who loves reading books? ikaw ba yung heartthrob? ikaw ba yung nabubully? or … ikaw ba yung nambubully?
Gabi ngayon, mabutuin, rinig ko ang ingay ng crickets, at nakatanaw sa aking bintana ramdam ang preskong simoy ng summer. Napapikit ang aking mga mata, napangiti ang aking mga labi at huminga ng malalim dahil sa special na tao na natutulog ngayon ng mahimbing sa aking kama. This is the story.
I am Lucas, I am in my mid 20s and still in the process of getting my life together. Ikaw? Kumusta ka? Masaya ka man o malungkot, alam kong merong reason behind it. Anyways, bago ang lahat, I will reveal you a secret about myself. It is unusual and magical. Malalaman ko kung ang isang taong nakakasalamuha ko ay genuine or insincere. Paano? nagiiba ang kulay ng pendant ng necklace na bigay ng mommy ko depende sa nararamdaman ng ibang tao sa akin kapag hinawakan ko sila. Colours tells feelings I would say. Pink, when you care and being sincere. Yellow, when you are happy with me. Green, when you feel at peace and safe with me. Blue, when you are afraid of me. Black, when you doesnt care or hate me and Red, ang pinakaespecial na kulay dahil bago ito iilaw sa aking kwintas ay makakaramdam ang buo kong katawan ng tila daloy ng kuryente sa bawat ugat at ang aking mga mata ay unti unting mapapapikit unconsciously and that tells me you love me. Pero minsan, hindi ko alam if this is a curse or a blessing dahil nakakatakot malaman kung ano ang trato sa’yo ng ibang tao.
When I was in elementary, isa ako sa mga batang malakas ang personalidad sa class namin. Bibo, laging leader sa mga programs, at masipag. One day, I was in grade 5 that time, malakas ang ulan sa labas at pinaupo at pinaghanda kami ng teacher namin to welcome a transferee. Pasulyap sulyap ako sa may pintuan at inaabangan ang transferee dahil ofcourse I am excited to see that person. Then the time came, nasa tabi ng pintuan si teacher kasama ang isang nanay at may kasamang bata na hindi ko pa rin makita dahil nakatakip ang payong na hawak nito.
“Okay class! attention! sigaw ni Ma’am at biglang naging attentive ang buong class ng unti..unti..unti kong nakita ang transferee pagtiklop niya ng payong. Nashock ako. Hindi siya ung usual “face” or “look” na nakikita ko sa buong school namin dahil isa siyang puti. Nabigla ako dahil isa itong malaking adjustment not just for us pero sakanya na rin. Kita ko ang kaba niya dahil mga moreno kami at siya lang ang nag-iisang puti. His name is Owen. Napa “OW!” nalang ako. Pinaupo si Owen sa may harapan ko. He was shy. He was quiet. He was nervous. Kita ko rin ang iba kong classmates na tila pinaguusapan siya. Siguro na rin sa unusual na may magiging Canadian kaming classmate. I describe Owen as cute, blonde hair, blue eyes, red cheeks and sige na nga, milk siya, coffee ako! (ano pa ba) Anghirap ng adjustments. Napagsabihan na rin kami ni Ma’am to make him feel comfortable and try to speak with him in English pero tila nahihirapan pa ring makapagadjust ang lahat sa class. One time, I saw Owen having his lunch magisa sa lilim ng punong mangga at nakita ko ding may nilabas siyang flute and started to blow into it. Siguro para na rin maaliw siya since walang kumakasama at kumakausap sa kanya. Gusto ko siyang lapitan para naman may makasama siya pero bigla akong pinapatawag sa classroom to help prepare some class activities.
One day, ilang minuto na lang at maguumpisa na yung class namin ngunit hindi pa dumarating si Owen sa kanyang upuan. Hindi ko alam pero parang naaabala ako kaya lumabas ako sa classroom at hinanap siya. Nilibot ko halos ang buong school para mahanap siya until nakita ko siyang binubully ng ilang students sa may likod ng school. Nakita ko siyang hinahampas ng bag at pinagtatawanan. Mga ignorante!
“Hoy! itigil niyo nga yan! isusumbong ko kayo kay Ma’am! Mga walang hiya kayo!” bigla kong sigaw na may kasama pang pamewang! (ofcourse ^^) Lumapit ako sa kanila saka ko din sila tinadyakan! Nagsitakbuhan na sila at bigla kong nilapitan si Owen and the English conversation started. (phew* CHALLENGE!) Kinakabahan ako sa mga oras na yun dahil hindi ko alam kung paano ko din icocomfort si Owen.
“A..aa..re you okay? … Owen? tanong ko sakanya sabay hawak sa kanyang mga kamay at tinulungan ko ang takot niyang katawan sa pagtayo. Pinutol ang kanyang flute at wala pa siyang awang ninakawan ng baon. Nang hinawakan ko siya, doon umilaw ang kulay green sa kwintas ko. (he felt safe with me)
“Thank you!” yun lamang ang sagot ni Owen sa akin habang nginig siyang umiiyak at bigla niya akong niyakap ng mahigpit. That time, pareho na kaming hindi pumasok sa class at nagskip. Dun na rin nagumpisa ang friendship namin. Sa pagtakbo ng mga araw, lagi na kaming magkasama. Binigyan ko siya ng bagong bamboo flute na gawa ng Lolo ko. Unti unti ko siyang nakilala at doon ko unti unting naintindihan kung bakit kinailangan niyang pumasok sa isang lugar kung saan magiging challenging ito para sa kanya. His Dad remarried and isa siyang Filipina. Lumipat sila dito sa Pilipinas at wala nang ibang choice kundi kailangan nga niyang mag-school dito. Naging close friends kami, I taught him tagalog words (slang siya pero ang cute) and lagi din niyang pinaparinig sakin ang mga musikag natutunan niya gamit ang bamboo flute na bigay ko.
After a year, nalaman ko na hindi na magpapatuloy ng elemenraty si Owen sa school namin. Biglaan ang mga pangyayari at nalaman kong bumalik na daw sila sa Canada. Napaiyak ako sa sobrang lungkot.
Fast forward sa aking teenage years.
My family decided to migrate sa Canada when I was 16. Nung narinig ko ang “Canada”, bigla akong kinabahan na naexcite dahil bigla kong naalala ang noon ay naging kaibigan kong si “Owen Russel Adams”. It was Autumn when we landed to Canada. Malamig at namangha ako sa beautiful shades of Autumn. And just like Owen, kinailangan kong ipagpatuloy ang school ko sa Canada. Isang malaking adjustment pero kailangan. Ganun pala! Ganun pala ang pakiramdam ng mapapalibutan ka ng ibang klaseng environment. Nakakatakot. Nakakaintimidate. Nakakanerbyos. Biglang nawala lahat ng kabibuhan at aaminin ko, hindi ko kinakaya ang makisalamuha sa ibang lahi. Sinubukan kong makipagusap at makipagkaibigan ngunit laging kulay blacklang ang umiilaw sa necklace ko. (they doesn’t care) Ngunit nakilala ko si Carla isang araw. Nailang ako sa kanya nung una kaming magkakilala. Sa hindi ko pinahalatang pagkakataon, I secretly touched her at napangiti ako at lumuwag ang aking pakiramdam dahil kulay yellow (she’s happy with me) ang umilaw sa necklace ko. Naging magaan ang loob namin sa isa’t isa at doon na rin nagumpisa ang aming friendship. One lunch time, mag-isa akong naglalakad papunta sa canteen at napadaan ako sa music room at nakarinig ako ng flute. Napatigil ako sa tapat ng pintuan at unti unti akong sumulyap sa part na glass kung saan tanaw mo sa loob ng room at nakita ko doon ang mala-Leonardo de Caprio (when he was young) na nagblo blow ng flute sabay hawi sa kanyang buhok. That time, iba ang naramdaman ko. Bakit parang kilala ko siya. Bakit parang familiar ang musikang narinig ko. Napahinga nalang ako ng malalim at dumeretso na sa canteen.
One day nag announce ang room teacher namin na may all boys fieldtrip kami. It was a cold autumn season noon and we went for camping. Bago kami umalis at sumakay sa school bus, our room teacher told us na makakasama namin ang ibang boys from other section. At doon ko nasulyapan muli si mala-Leonardo de Caprio. Chineck ang attendance namin and you need to raise your hand kapag tinawag ang pangalan mo. So isa-isang tinawag ang mga pangalan namin.
“Lucas Winston Abad? sambit ng teacher sabay taas ng aking kamay.
another name..,
another name..,
then ..,
“Owen Russel Adams? at tinaas ni mala-Leonardo de Caprio ang kanyang mga kamay.
Nagulat ako! Nakita kong muli si Owen! Wow! ibang iba na si Owen. At nabigla din akong siya ang isa sa mga inatasang maging leader sa group namin. Kitang kita ko kung gaano ka-active si Owen bilang isang student. Nakarating na kami sa campsite at bigla akong nahiya dahil wala akong makausap sa grupo. Nagkakasundo lahat sila sa kung ano mang topic ang pinag-uusapan nila samantalang ako, nasa sulok, kausap ang bawat damong binubunot ko o bawat insektong gumagapang sa lupa. Ayoko nang subukang makisalamuha dahil natatakot akong malaman how they feel about me kaya pinili ko nalang mapag-isa. Gabi na noon, they are having campfire at nagpaalam ako sa teacher ko na pumunta sa may tabing dagat. Umupo ako sa may malaking bato malapit sa dagat sa ilalim ng gabi na puno ng bituin. Rinig ko ang alon ng dagat. Umuusok ang labi ko sa lamig at salamat sa makapal kong jacket na nagbibigay sa akin ng warmth that night. Sa pag-upo ko doon ay nakaramdam ako na tila may bumabato sa akin at narinig kong may nagtatawanan. Lumingon ako sa aking likuran at nakita kong binabato ako ng tatlong lalaki at tila pinaguusapan ako. Rinig kong sigaw ng isa “What a loner! Go home!, nanghina ang buo kong katawan at tama siya, kailangan siguro, umuwi nalang ako pero hindi ko kaya. Sa mga pagkakataong yun, kwinestyon ko ang sarili ko, “nasaan na yung malakas ang personalidad” na ako? biglang tumulo ang mga luha ko. Sumama ako sa fieldtrip dahil akala ko, makakaya ko. Akala ko makakahanap ako ng mga bagong kaibigan ngunit andito ako ngayon, mag-isa na tila hinihigop ng malakas na alon ng dagat.
Hanggang sa biglang may sumigaw,
“Hey! What the fuu** are you guys doing? That’s being mean man! Stay away from him or else, I will fuc***ing report the three of you! sabi ng galit na si Owen at nagtakbuhan ang tatlong lalaki.
Unti.. unti.. unti akong nilapitan ni Owen hawak hawak ang kanyang flute. Kinabahan ako. Hindi mapakali at pinunasan ko ang aking mga luha.
“Are you okay? Don’t mind those assholes.” sabi ng comforting voice ni Owen sa akin sabay haplos sa aking likod. Masasabi kong it was the worst yet best night for me.
“Thank you! so you brought a flute” sabi ng sinisipon kong boses dahil sa iyak at dinivert ko na lang sa ibang topic ang aming usapan.
“Oh yeah! This bamboo flute (sabay pinakita sa akin) was given by a friend when I studied elementary in the Philippines! Man! I totally forgot what’s his name, I think it was Luke!” sabi niya habang nakatingin sa dagat at ako nama’y habang nakatingin sa kanya. Wow, nasa sakanya pa ang bamboo flute na bigay ko.
“Tell me more about Luke! sabi ko sakanya
“He was like the best person I’ve ever met man! I wonder how he’s doing now. You know what, I actually don’t know if I can survive my one year of studying back in the Philippines if it wasn’t for him. He taught me how to be strong and stand up for myself!
Naiyak ako sa mga bawat salitang sinambit ni Owen, kung alam niya lang na ako ang kausap niya. Kung alam niya lang na ako ang “Luke” na nabanggit niya. He started blowing into the flute at pumikit nalang ang mga mata ko sa ganda ng musika at ninamnam ang malamig na hangin.
“Is his name Lucas? bigla kong tanong
Dahan dahang tumigil ang tunog ng pluta at tumingin siya sa akin
“Yeah! Yeah! It’s Lucas! sagot niya na tila may excitement
Ngumiti ako sa napagwapong mukha ni Owen sabay sabing
“Do you know that the person beside you right now is Lucas? The one who gave you that flute. The one who once saved you from those “assholes” in my country, haha!
“Lucas? gulat niyang tanong
“Yes I am! Look who’s saving me now from bullies” pabiro kong sagot at kita ko ang “unbelievable” reaction sa kanyang mukha at niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit at sabay kong hinawakan ang aking necklace.
Nagkwnetuhan kami ng matagal at hindi kami makapaniwalang nagkita kami muli. Madaming bagay ang napagusapan. Tawanan dito. Tawanan doon. Hanngang sa tinawag na siya ng teacher namin.
“I’ll stay here for a bit” sabi ko sakanya sabay ng kanyang pag-alis.
Habang hawak hawak ko pa ng mahigpit ang pendant ng necklace ko, pumikit ako at saka sabay kong binuksan ang aking mga palad at mata para tuklasan kung anong kulay meron ito. It was color pink (when he cares and being sincere). Napangiti ako at may mga tao pa rin palang sincere. May mga tao pa rin palang marunong hindi makalimot sa mga taong naging parte ng kanilang buhay.
Matapos ang fieldtrip ay doon kami nagsamang muli ni Owen sa school. Sa pagkakataong ito, siya naman ang aking tagapagtanggol. Am I lucky? Yes. He made me feel how comfortable it is to go to school everyday. Sa mga araw na lagi kaming magkasama, iba na ang tibok ng puso ko. Kita ng dalawa kong mata kung paano siya ka-active sa mga school activities as well as sports. In fact, isa nga siya sa mga members ng hockey team sa school namin. Everytime na may hockey practice or hockey game siya, lagi akong nandoon para suportahan siya. Sa tuwing pinapanood ko siya or sa bawat ngiti na binibitawan niya sa akin, tila iba na ang sigaw ng tibok sa puso ko. Kinikilig ba ako? Mas sumasaya ba ako? Kapag magkasama kami, napapaisip ako kung ano tumatakbo sa isipan niya.
Isang araw, habang naglalakad kami, muli kong hinawakan ang aking necklace at hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko, hinawakan ko ang kamay ni Owen.. at nagtaka akong hindi siya pumalag bumitaw. Bigla akong napatigil sa paglalakad. Biglang napapikit ang aking mga mata. Nakaramdam ako ng kuryente sa buo kong katawan. I started to collect myself at sa pagdilat ng aking mga mata, unti unti kong binuksan ang aking mga palad at nakita kong umiilaw ang kulay “RED” (when you love me) sa aking kwintas. Muli, “RED”. Nagtitigan kami ni Owen na tila tumigil ang mundo. Ibig bang sabihin, iba rin ang sigaw ng tibok ng kanyang puso?
“Lucas! hey! Lucas! are you still alive or something? pajoke na sabi ni Owen hawak pa rin ang aking kamay. Hindi siya pumalag sa paghawak ko at ang puso ko ay ngumiti ngunit biglang sumimangot instantly ng biglang …
“Hey babe! sabi ng babaeng papalapit kay Owen (bigla kong binitawan ang kanyang kamay) at nakita ko silang nagyakapan. Dahan dahan akong lumayo. Naglakad papalayo habang pinagmamasdan ang kulay pulang ilaw sa aking kwintas. Nalilito. Nagtataka. Napapatanong kung bakit pula ang lumabas. Nalungkot ako sa pagkakataong iyon at napaiyak. Iniwasan ko si Owen ng ilang araw at minsan sa tuwing nagkakasalubong kami, hinahabblot niya ang aking kamay at tinatanong kung bakit ko siya iniiwasan. At sa tuwing pinagmamasdan ko ang aking kwintas sa tuwing magdidikit ang aming mga palad ay hindi ito nagiiba ng kulay and it remains colour “red” and I dont know why!
As days pass by, nabalita sa akin ni Carla na break na si Owen at ang kanyang girlfriend. Ang nagawa ko lang that time, napahawak lang ako sa aking necklace.
Thank you to everyone who helped Team Brown (Trench)Coats complete 204 tasks in a week!
One can only play GISH with the help of family, friends, and kind strangers! We are grateful to everyone who joined in on a challenge, helped us locate an obscure item, helped us brainstorm how to find something, joined us in large group endeavours like the “I Will Vote” challenge, and generally took time to help us meet our crazy goal of completing as many challenges as we possibly could (and doing them well)!
When you look through our gallery of photos and images, please remember that it took at least a village to get these done!
We want to thank:
Allana Gerke; Alyson Karper Orr; Amanda Clark; Amy Massiah-Karwandy*; Amy Smith; Andie Giddings; Angela Kongelbak; Ann Hutchinson; Arline Smith; Ashley Semenoff; Bill Allman; Billie Meech; Birgit Zorzi and Elliott; @brassbelles; Brenda Henderson; Cali and Mark Mullins and their pet geese, pigs and Liquid the cat; Brian Fischer; Calcasieu Parish Public Library staff; Carrie Oswalt Gruhn; Carroll Lefebvre; Catherine Smith; C.D. Saint; Claire Fenton; Clara Kongelbak; Cheryl Lewis; Cheryl Noon; Chris Malcolm; Colleen Spier; Contessa Sookeroff; Corinne Bucher; Dan Sutherland; Danica Stene; Daniel Williams*; Dave Andersen; David Luggi; Diane Sowden; Dylan Winchester; Eliot Pearce; Elizabeth Manning; Emily Garland*; Eric Kongelbak; Erika Boelling; Fiona Kelly; Frank Martin; Fraser Valley Bengals; Fraser Valley Regional Library (Tsawwassen); Gina Anton; Global News; Greg Gerke; Gretchen Copenhaver and Nimbus; Gwen Semenoff; Hannah Burnett; Harvey Delaney; Ian Burnett; In Out Parcel (Point Roberts, WA); Itamar Keren; Jackie and Ron Swallow; Jacqueline Fehr*; Janelle and Kenzie Clegg; Jean-Ann Stene; Jenifer Crawford and her dancing Swedish friends; Jennifer and Chris Casillas; Jenny Ting; Jereme Brooks; Jim and Sandy Shepard; Joan Cotie; Joelle Thiessen; Johann Carillo; Jonathan Der and 4 year old JJ; Julie Daum*; Justice Institute of BC Fire & Safety Department; Kai Winchester; Kalev Fitness Solution; Karen Moffat; Kari Boyle; Katherine Coddington and Flick; Kathleen O’Neill; Katie Bailey; Katie Stene; Katy Ellsworth; Kay Gejdos; Kelly Hayton; Kelsey Smith; Kent Highnam; Kiersten Sawchuk; Kris Woofter; Larry and Paula Nelson; Laura Eparvier; Laura, Darin, Christie and Charlie Johnson; Laura Smith*; Lauren Toews; Laurine Dane; Leslie Benham; Linda Dobson; Linda Mallard; Lindsay Wilkins; Lorraine Burnett; Lori Ecker; Lori Van Niekerk*; Marcella Snell; Marian Kito; Marilyn Hartley; Mark East; Mark Meredith*; Marsha Major; Matt Greer; Matt McDonald; Matt Williams*; @melirene13; Melody Hardesty; Michael Rott; Michelle Beda; Miggs Sawchuk; Miranda and Miriam Malcolm; Mitch Snyder; Mona Boucher; Myke Skidmore; Natalie Owens; New Westminster Farmers Market; New Westminster Fire and Rescue Services; Oni Buchanan; Ora Henderson; Osa Sjostrom; Paige Burnett; Paul Mounter; Pauline Rae; Raeleen and James Long; Red’s Grill; Rick Lewis; Robyn Hicks; Roger Holland; Roger Moss; Rosalind East; Rose Da Silva; Sana, Muhammed, and family; Sarah Fisher; Sarah Vander Veen; Scott Stene; Sethric; Shelby Delaney; Shelley Lewis; Shelley Martin; Sherry Elizabeth; Shoppers Drug Mart (Tsawwassen Post); Stephanie “Schroeds” Schroeder; Stephen Smith; Susan Boyd; Susan Copenhaver; Suzanne Pratt; Ted Field; Todd Gates; Tom Martin; Tony Faber; Townline Construction; Travis and Matt at Give and Take Tree Service; Tsawwassen Wellness Centre; Tsawwassen Town Centre Mall; Vanessa Kwai; Vivian Tang Ng; Washington Gish Facebook group; Wendy Lakusta*
*Former members of Team Brown(Trench)Coats that couldn’t play full-time this year due to schedules.