Hi there! I’ve been following for a fair while (I was interested in the premise) and have been meaning to play the game for a while as well, but only started the last day of 2023! One heck of a way to start a year though!
I was wondering, how would the ROs feel about/interact with an MC who is touch averse? If MC can’t stand for people to touch them without getting a little sick feeling? How would that affect their relationship? Would that be a thing that would determine if they would or would not enter a romantic relationship with MC?
And maybe as a lil tiny bonus if you’re feeling up to it, how would the ROs feel if MC one day tried linking pinkies with them? If MC told them that their specific touch isn’t that bad and they wanna try slowly building up physical affection?
Sorry, this is kind of a long ask >.< I myself am iffy on touch at best and I know it’s commonly seen as a “necessity” in relationships of all kinds. Herotome is a VN that kinda breaks down modern relationships and I was curious so I wanted to ask, but alao totally understand if you don’t want or are unsure of how to answer this. Have a lovely whatever time it is in your time zone and I can’t wait to see how Herotome progresses!
Dude(gn) you're valid as hell thank you sending this over <3
I do wanna give a quick shoutout to @crescencestudio who - I know through my direct experience of editing for Alaris - is putting a huge array of touch-averse dialogue options in their VN. Do give them a follow if that interests you...!
I also want to express how flattered I am that Herotome kinda breaks down modern relationships - that's definitely been an unstated goal of mine.
Now let's see about your ask...
Warden: Fuck yeah he's down-- gosh what's gotten into me I'm cursing so much today but I'll make an effort not to censor myself <_< But yeah... honestly a touch averse MC would be right up his alley - assuming he is reassured that he has not done anything wrong/offensive with any accidental touches. To some extent, he enjoys the concept of self-restraint(...) and begins both his professional and romantic relationships rather carefully - so not having to worry about whether he's not touching someone too much or too little - and instead focusing on not touching them at all - should be quite refreshing for him tbh? He may want to touch sometimes, particularly after spending a LOT of time together... but being respectful and ensuring his beloved is comfortable is way more important to him.
Griffin: ..... well, Griffin would do her best LOL. They would have to set expectations and really communicate upfront (which you would always be doing with Griffin regardless of touch aversion, lets be real) - what is not on the table, what could be on the table in the future, what MC wants out of a relationship - and if MC is prepared to discuss these topics and - most importantly, if MC is 100% ready for a relationship - in all likelihood a touch averse MC will be able to make things work with Griffin. Just gotta be clear and communicate.
Mia: ngl she can get pretty needy, it might be rough with her...! She'll want to hug when she cries and she can get pretty insecure about herself, so I wouldddn't super recommend a touch averse MC getting into a romantic relationship with Mia... Communication can be rocky with her even when both sides try their best. But gosh she'd treat touch averse MC sooo well in the time they spend together, if MC would allow Mia to cook and pamper!!!
Dart: Eh.... Why not? He's willing to give it a shot, and if it doesn't work out then it doesn't work out. ....... I'm sorry this is all he's giving me ;;;;;
Jade: lmao she's touch averse on and off herself so she'd understand MC best out of everybody with very minimal communication no questions necessary. They'll be perfectly happy reading on opposite sides of the couch or something...
As for linking pinkies and slowly building up physical affection-
lol idek what to say bc that's so stinking adorable and swoonworthy
Warden, Griffin, Dart, and Jade would make sure MC is not pushing themself over their comfort zone just for their sake - they went into a relationship knowing not to expect touch (I assume?!)
Mia would be too busy having the happiest day of her life straight up vibrating and also having a heart attac like
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Hii!! I stumbled across your account after reading the most recent Adrian Chase/Vigilante angst fic and let me just say, I read your whole masterlist and practically sobbed all the water out of my body 😭. I was wondering if you could possibly make a follow up to “couldn’t” or even just anything angsty vigilante. Maybe something that involves like the reader feeling unloved and they have a hard time adjusting to his affection in a sense, like an inner conflict. Love ur work it’s amazing <3
-a/n; it's been do long since I wrote that I had to reread it and I broke my own heart a little ngl (broken heart is inversely proportional to inflated ego)
-warnings; angst 😎, uncommunicative reader, lots of cursing bc im a big girl
You stopped coming into work. Adrian waited at your desk every morning and you never showed. The others said you were sick. He didn't believe them. He gave you the benefit of the doubt for the first few days. But the feeling of your lips was haunting him, he could still taste you. He couldn't sleep.
He rolled over and the alarm clock next to his bed flashed at him.
03:00 AM
He rolled out of bed. He didn't even bother getting dressed. He just slipped out of his home. He walked the streets, kicking pebbles. He knew where you lived, not that you had told him. He may have been harbouring a secret obsession for a while before your kiss. He snuck up to your window, standing, shivering on the fire escape. You didn't notice him as you moved your couch from one side of your cramped living room to the other. He didn't knock. Adrian just watched you. You looked sick. Your eyes were dull, your skin looked grey. You had lost the sense of life that once permeated the office, your body, your home.
You finally looked up from the floor. Your eyes met. You weren't shocked. Adrian seemed like the kind of guy to do this sort of thing. You sighed deeply. You tugged at the hem of your hoodie and opened the window for him to clamber through. He stumbled into your apartment. You ran a hand through your tangled hair. Adrian pushed his glasses further up his nose.
"What do you want, Chase?" You whispered.
"I- I don't know."
Adrian felt small, suddenly. He felt little and bare. He felt vulnerable and unprotected. And you looked big. You looked tired and worn thin. You looked angry. You were scary. You had a knife bared at his through, you had the threat of unbearable rejection, and what did he have? Carelessness? Callousness? No. He had nothing to fight against your icy tone, your harsh words. Your lack of care. He was small, he was frightened. He was in love.
"Why did you come here? You're not hurt. No one's in danger. You have no reason to be here?"
"I don't know," he uttered.
"For fuck's sake, Adrian!" You hissed.
Adrian winced. You softened your tone. You leaned back against the arm of your couch. He looked small. He was shaking. He was nervous. You were tired, wrecked. You reached out an open hand, beckoned him quietly towards you. You know Adrian can be odd sometimes, clueless. Maybe no one had taught him these things, taught him about feelings, and emotions - the gushy stuff. You didn't like gushy things, or gooey things, all the worst things were sticky. Like blood and guts, love and care.
Adrian took a few tender steps towards you and reached out his hand. You wrapped your fingers around his wrist and pulled him gently towards you. Things had fallen still in the apartment. He crowded against you. Suddenly, you couldn't breathe. Adrian dipped his head, his hands trailing up your neck. You pushed him away. Shaking and panting, you shoved him back towards the fire escape.
"You need to get out of here."
"What?" He nearly cried.
"This is so fucking unprofessional, Chase. You need to get the fuck out of my house. Like, right fucking now."
You gave him one last push. Adrian clambered out the window and escaped down the rusty, unstable stairs. He avoided your block for the next few days.
When you returned to work, you were quiet and drained. You looked tired. You sulked around the office. You worked late. Far later than anyone else. Adrian always noticed. He noticed you sitting at your desk, no light other than the light of your computer. He stood in the shadows, watching you type away on a tuesday night. His watched flashed midnight, wednesday.
He skulked out of the shadows and towards your desk. He had finally ditched the costume and that stupid helmet you always made fun of. You rarely saw him in anything else. You didn't see him as he snuck up behind you and placed a tender hand on your shoulder. You didn't make a sound. You just stopped tying as Adrian turned you around. He stood between your legs and held your face in his hands.
"Adrian-" you begam.
"Just- Don't say anything," he begged.
"please," you whispered.
"Shut the fuck up," he laughed breathlessly.
You smiled. It was s small, tired, somewhat pathetic smile, but it was a smile nonetheless. Adrian pulled you up and out of your chair. You stood on shaking legs. You trembled beneath his grasp. Worry, adoration, anticipation all in one.
He kissed you.
It was all consuming and it felt like it lasted forever. You were breathless by the time he pulled away. He leaned his forehead against yours. You laughed quietly.
"You're so fucking difficult, you know that?" Adrian whispered.
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be."
"Why?"
"'Cause it's fucking hot."
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I really like your writings! can you do oikawa, nishinoya and asahi with a fem s/o who's a smoker? But she's trying to stop so they help her (she's also the vb team manager pls)
Scenario: after a game that ended with their team losing they catch her outside of the gym smoking
Take your time:) thank you!!
a/n.: LMAO WHY DID I DISAPPEAR LIKE THAT😭 bro i’m so sorry that you needed to wait so long for this wtf
characters: oikawa, nishinoya, asahi
warnings: implied nsfw jokes because i have the humor of an 7th grade boy / language / mentions of smoking ??
masterlist.
oikawa, nishinoya and asahi with an s/o who tries to quit smoking
ᴛᴏᴏʀᴜ ᴏɪᴋᴀᴡᴀ
you know that one fucker who always cries out when a smoker pops up??
yeah that’s your guy
fucking dick
no i’m joking
am i tho
oikawa is aware of you smoking when y’all get together
he doesen’t mind but he doesn’t like it either😭
💯% cheers when you tell him you want to quit
like
if you’re out with friends who smoke?
he goes
„NO, THANK YOU!! my s/o is quitting smoking😏“
„nO pReSsUrE bAbY“
really praises you when you go without it AND is immediately there when you text him in need of distraction
ifykwim— SORRY
pretty boy ain’t completely brain dead iwa.exe is progressing
so oikawa understands that it’s really hard and he’s there if you need him
the lost game ✊🏻
it was just a bit much and maybe hit on top of something bad happening anyway
and you really couldn’t bear to cheer the team up without the smoke
so you went out and lit that mf up
bad timing why that pretty boy have to come out NOW😒👎🏻
youre already ready to drop some explainings
but he just goes „stahp✋🏻“
yeah he’s really not mad 😧
oikawa tells you it’s okay and that you should be taking tiny steps
he really tries to cheer you up🥹
then you ask him how he’s doing bc of the game and mf starts crying LMAO BYE
ᴀᴢᴜᴍᴀɴᴇ ᴀꜱᴀʜɪ
will invest in those things that promise to make quitting easier istg
even though they’re probably so bad😭
BUT HE'S TRYING
also probably will ask some friends who already quit for tips and immediately tells u
baby always tells you that you're doing good but will ask you if you wanna go out and do something‼️
after the entire game went down, he decides to go take a breath before getting dressed and stuff
he turns his head and sees you right when you light the cigarette
ngl hes kind of sad because you got so far, BUT asahi is so understanding!!
he’ll come over to you and maybe rub your shoulder
„we're just going to start over, you got this babe.“
JESUS CHRIST
conclusion: best one in comfort out of these three🦗🦗
ʏᴜᴜ ɴɪꜱʜɪɴᴏʏᴀ
I actually see him as someone who AT LEAST TWICE smoked to seem cool
am i getting canceled now
ngl i think he’d forget you do/did smoke and are quitting rn and be like „oh RIGHT—" 😭
and when he can’t find you after they lost the game, he remembers again that you’re currently quitting and probably upset
so he’s not really surprised to see ya outside🧍🏻♀️
noya won’t judge you tho dw babes🙅🏻♀️🙅🏻♀️
he'll ask you if you feel like finishing that cig and just wait for you
HES OPTIMISTIC AS FUCK THOUGH
you be going on about how you’re frustrated with yourself and how you got weak again while he screams at you because YOU GONNA GET BACK ON TRACK!! 😤
like he’s really there and believes in you
bbys got you🫶🏻
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the amount of times you told me to sleep in my last 2 asks is crazy😭(its 12:41am as i type this.) but honestly the more nights that pass the less sleep i get and sometimes im able to stay asleep all night but those rare days do not make up for my usual loss of sleep😭
and love brown eyes are cute no matter what people say and omg i have a friend that lives in nc rn so cool (not really LMAO)
but idk what to say about myself😭 im a hijabi (if anyone sees this ill cry yes ik im reading fanfic as a hijabi pls) um i have thick ass black hair bc of them desi genes and it grows so fast but this summer i got a wolfcut (no idea how my cousins in my hometown were able to convince her to let me get one while i was visiting there, ngl wanna go back home cried when i came back to america) BUT OMG IM SO OBSESSED WITH MY HAIRCUT NO JOKE😭 but its already growing back so fast and its only been like 3 months umm i have rly dark brown eyes like at one point as a kid i was convinced i had black eyes
and i love joshua and junny (if i havent made it obvious) YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO JUNNYS SONGS AND LOOK AT HIM IF YOU DONT KNOW HIM i literally love him sm sobs
waiting for you to post ur face reveals ngl😭
its 12:49am now (yes it took that long to type this for some reason) and i will get into bed and lay there for a few hours until i sleep LMAO goodnight my love😭😭
im so worried that my online friend is gna see this and know like 'omg -- is sending sm asks to brie' like bc she reads fanfic on here and she knows how i look n stuff😭 IF YOU SEE THIS BFF YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE PLS IGNORE THIS. I HAVE ENOUGH BLACKMAIL OF YOU SO DONT LET ANYONE ELSE FIND THIS
- 🤤 anon
I’m kinda worried about you that sleep schedule is so bad 😭😭 but i can relate to a bad sleep schedule so i uh am a hypocrite
THERE ARE A COUPLE OF HIJABI ON THIS SITE I THINK DW YOURE SAFE ALSO IM SO JEALOUS I GAVE MYSELF A WOLF CUT A WHILE AGO BUT IT WASNT GOOD 😭
BUT HEY WE ARE BROWN EYES TWINSIES THATS SO SLAY I HAVE LISTENED TO A FEW SONGS BY JUNNY BUT ILL LISTEN TO MORE OF HIM!! WHATS YOUR FAVORITE SONG BY JUNNY
ARE WE IN THE SAME TIME ZONE?! ITS ONE AM RIGHT NOW FOR ME 1:10
I hope you sleep well!! And i hope your bestie will let secrets be secrets 😶
Here’s a face reveal for you:
It is from when i was studying last week so slay
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@cosmicdreamgrl tagged me 💜
who is your favourite k-pop group?
those 7 bald heads now, bts people call them
which member sparked your interest first?
ngl i cant really tell... couldve been jimin or namjoon, it was the on mv and i was obsessed with the whole thing so i started watching all their mv and yeah... definitely jimin and namjoon
who was your first bias?
after almost a year of overthinking it i decided namjoon was the one :)
what makes them your current bias?
ok heres the thing, i have a bias line, and that is the rap line so, here it goes:
namjoon: i have no idea how he does it but he says and does exactly what i need, i cannot express what i felt the first time i listened to indigo, how mono treats me... doesnt matter if i dont even know what im going through its like he knows and suddenly he's there to remind me that i am okay and everything will be okay, he's my OG, he understands me and listens to me without even trying ! its incredible, his vision... i cant, i cant understand how this works, but he makes it make sense, every single time.
yoongi: yoongi became part of my bias line last year after his tour, he wasnt even a bias wrecker, im not the army that goes through all the content, i still have so much to watch and learn, but that last day, the last concert i was coming home very late and i saw that the concert was just starting and i thought "im just gonna watch until namjoon and then im going to sleep" but i couldnt lol, i watched the whole thing, cried, and then kept crying a couple more hours because the last two years havent been the best in my personal life and i swear, the moment the concert ended and the "future's gonna be ok" screen came up it shocked me to my very core, i loved the album SO much, and i wanted to go to a concert (i couldnt but oh well), and like .. i listened and read that phrase for months and until that moment i didnt get it, that future's gonna be okay destroyed me in the best way possible and i am so thankful for min yoongi, im just very very thankful
hobi: my prince, mi amor, my everything! he makes me so happy, the way he manages his existance in this fucked up world is mind blowing, he's always taking pictures (idk why thats so special to me) and smiling, and ugh, my sister doesnt know their names very well so hoseok is "the one who laughs a lot", but then the way he takes his work so serious, he is so profesional, i loved hope world and when jitb happened i was shocked bc what is my sunshine doing with this dark eyeliner?? who made him emo? and boom that album is a motherfucking masterpiece!!!!!!! what if, arson and stop are just 😚
in general terms of music, hoseok's more my type of music, i mean more like my everyday music, (not that i dont like the others') but his style is just so cool.. he is so cool, his hype, his energy, he is my coolest boyfriend, the way a new ray of sunshine was born within him when he came to this world, i admire him so fucking much, every talented fiber of his body is precious
and you want me to talk about his dancing? i cant bc this is long enough, im a sucker for dancers lets just say that... im well fed.
i need him, i dont mean this in a delulu kinda way, i mean i need him and his energy, he makes me happy so i need him to be happy and gets everything he deserves because he deserves all the good things in this world!
*cough* so.. rapline because they give me life, next question..
who is your bias wrecker?
used to be taehyung but then yoongi stepped on him to be part of the bias line directly and taehyung disappeared, so at the moment jimin and jungkook drive me crazy... mostly jimin bc jk being the youngest makes me feel weird, i friendzoned him so hard from the start lmao
which members are you currently obsessing over that aren't your bias/bias wrecker?
seokjin, maybe its because he's coming back and i cant wait, that day ill cry and im so happy i miss him so much, and ive been reading seokjin fanfiction, his always makes me believe in love again idk, i love him i miss him, his voice ,.. omg im crying, give him back already
when did you first discover this group?
i believe it was the ama's performance in 2017?, i was watching the show and they performed and i didnt know them but i was so hyped lol, i was literally going WOOOOOOOOOOHOOO!!!!!!!!! at my house, and after that i think i saw a fake love performance? im not sure really, but for a couple of years the only songs i listened to were fake love and dna bc that was all i knew lol, THEN in 2020 i clicked on the ON mv bc i had a new tv and i was watching yt and it was there and i said ok lets see, it had been a couple of weeks since the video came out and yeah,.. there was no looking back no more, i believe it was the dancing for me, im a sucker for choreography and... theyre pretty good 🤠
have you ever been to one of their concerts?
no, dont remind me, i became army when the pandemic started and i didnt even tried for the ptd concerts bc the closest i had was LA and it was gonna be just impossible to get tickets so i kinda made up my mind around it, however i was destroyed when i couldnt get d day tickets... i dont want to talk about it lol, were ok ♥
what are some of your favorite songs by the group?
oh this is hard so this is ot7 only; black swan, lights, just one day, 21st century girl, pied piper, airplane pt 2 and dionysus .. that's some yeah
ok i made this too long im sorry,
whoever wants to play pls tag me, ily
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oh my i was going through your little emojis that were in use and i just remembered that when i was an anon i would use the ♋️🩵. So user reveal that’s me hiii 👋. Still here promise ! Just not much of an anon anymore 😭
Anyways CH 18!!!! AAAASHHHJWJJEKEJENE is what came to mind when i read it. You writing from 12-4am DEDICATION and i aspire. Literally you writing at those hours gave me the motivation to get on my treadmill and do my workout. So thank you for that. I hope your pillow was the coldest most comfortable thing ever that night and forever and that you got enough rest 🥹🥹.
Now speaking about that chapter….
KAKEKEKNEMEMDMDMEI OH MY GOOODNESS 😱😱😱😱😱 literally me the whole time i was with my jaw on the floor clutching my pillow for dear life. The snippet of the fall out. I am seated 🪑 for that. I can’t wait for whenever you decide to drop that.
*sigh* Tsuki my girl fuck CH!Seung. I want her now 😩😩😩. Such a sweet soul and epitome of a girls girl. Love her she a fave love her wish nothing but the best hearts for Tsuki 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼.
The build up to the them getting down and dirty. Sunghoon sir you are BOLD. Everytime this man spoke my jaw would be an inch closer to the ground. Left me speechless in a good way.
The baby pet name drop 😭😭 like CH!YN better than me would have allowed this man do just about anything no questions asked 😊😊😊. The aftercare round of applause for this man 👏👏👏👏. 📣 WE SCREAMED WE CRIED WE CHEERED📣. This man already running laps around the entirely of SK to get the image of her in his shirt out his mind 🏃💨. Got him sweating, huffing and puffing at the thoughts. Like ain’t not way she giving that back to him. Once they get together he going to purposely leave his shit in her room so she can wear it. When she does and he sees her wearing it he going to be whining, moaning, and groaning at her but in reality he thrives of that shit. Loves to see her wear his clothes. Got him all giggly and what not 🤭🤭🤭
Lastly how can i forgot the kiss. That kiss is going to have both of them spiraling 🌀 i just know it. Like they going to brush it off for a bit but every time they see each other they get like heated at the fact that they want to kiss each other again.
OMG YOU WRE THAT NONIE BABY WHEN I TELL YOU I WAS SO WORRIED BC I THOUGHT YOU DISAPPEARED 🤕🤕🤕 IM SO GLAD YOU DECIDED TO COME BACK OFF ANON FKDNFLFLF SO EXCITING HELLO BABY!🥺💗
thank you so so so so so much for these sweet words baby, they're everything to me like the fact you cuys are so appreciative and supportive really means a lot to me 🥺💗 and honestly i have only recently started writing so fast bc back when i had just started it took me so long but now i just write without overthinking too much, deffo recommend taht since ik a lot of my fellow writers go through the same struggles 😭
im so glad we all love CH!tsuki sm because she's really the cutest and sweetest babe ever and deffo one of my comfort characters in this fic she's SUCH a girls girl and it makes me so happy WE LOVE CH!TSUKI!!!!🥺💗
STOP YOURE SO FUCKING CUTE THANK YOU SM FOR SO MUCH LOVE ON CH.18 YOURE THE BEST THIS MADE ME GIGGLE SM😭😭😭💗 and your brain is so so sexy for the last part because FUCK yeah he would leave his stuff at her place and then get excited to see her in it but she'd pretend like she thought it's one of the other boys' just to see his reaction until he makes sure to fuck her in his clothes and make sure she knows not to fuck with him I LOVE THEM AND YOU SM 🤕🤕💗
ngl i am SO happy you guys loved the kiss as much as i do bc damn i was so sadni couldn't elaborate it further bc you know i would have gone full on romantic mood and had to hold myself back...sOON!!🤕
thank you sm for this baby, glad you decided to reveal yourself i always loved your asks sm 🥺
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FUCKING FINALLY OMG I CANT BELIEVE IT THATS HOW YOU TREAT THE GAYS DURING PRIDE MONTH I HOPE ALL THE ANGST ANONS HAD THEIR LITTLE FUN BC NOW ITS OUR TIME TO SHINE FLUFFY ANONS WHERE U AT??? NGL I CRIED A LITTLE BIT WITH THIS CHAPTER IT WAS A LONG WAY COMING AND IVE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER
can’t wait for the tension between them to turn into sexual tension and have everyone around them begging for them to js kiss and get together already and they refuse saying shit like “we are just friends” “we are taking things slow” while eye fucking each other
god bless tom holland if i could i would give him a kiss (his LB version obviously)
i told y’all there was gonna be a pay off. (trust the process😭)
I knew as soon as the LB timeline was heading to Jenna being in London, I HAD TO include tommy boy🥹🥹
also Z and Tom’s relationship is a big inspiration when I first started this series so it was just the perfect full circle moment for me to include Tom in the story and have HIM be the one to give R advice.
Cant wait to write all of the tension filled moments that uak is gonna happen👀🫢
thank for reading love <3
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Bro that DSMP Season 2 stream was such a wonderful start! It refreshed my love for all these tallented minecrafters
AND FUNDY WAS THE FUCKING PROTAGONIST FOR ONCE! i need to make my highlights bc i am so hyped!!
1- I literally screamed when Fundy met Dream XD for the first time, i was waiting for this meeting for goddamn long and man it was worth it, they were rightfully terrified of him, specially when he made the demonstration of his power by giving fundy mod skills for a little while before taking them back, it was so chilling and fun, my god x mortal trope were satisfied;
2- SCHLATT RETURNED IN FUCKING LAS NEVADAS AAAAAAAAAAAAA
He´s finally back after so goddamn long in limbo, he was hilarious and i loved how Quackity was speechless the entire time they interacted, like me too man, i would be taking all day to process what just happened, glad to know charlie was there too;
3- So Dream is actually aware of his existence and not amnesiac, but he is pretending while tommy actually doesn´t remember shit aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the pain! i hate and love that green psychopath, but why does he want to see Fundy now? DID HE KNEW ABT THE NIGHTMARES??
4- Schlatt and Dream XD being friends since manberg were actually a very interesting twist, ngl;
5- Tubbo, despite being ammnesiac too he is just as a chaotic boi as ever, good for him, but gaah i cried so much when he saw a enderman and kept staring at it like it reminded him of someone he knew AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;
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It is 12:30 in October 28th, and I just finished watching the fnaf movie and, as routine, I feel an urge to infodump :)
SPOILERS FOR FNAF MOVIE UNDER CUT!!!! Everyone who also watched it remember to correctly tag so that ppl can block it!!!
Really recommend to watch first cause it was nice to watch :) even if not PEAK storytelling IMO IMO IN MY FIRST IMPRESSION OPINION DONT JUMP ME
Ok so it was odd??? A lot of the lore kinda got messed up in translation, but I can’t help but feel so grateful anyways???
Ngl I would’ve probs shit on the movie if it wasn’t for my friend who, in a convo, mentioned how sad he was that everyone hated the red eyes cause “we’ve been waiting so long, why does it matter they got red eyes?”
Bc of this I gave it a shot, and it was not bad.
I was scared of how it’d turn out just bc the fnaf lore is SO much that even SCOTT HIMSELF doesn’t know where we at, but for the amount of info they were dealing with, they decided to kinda maneuver in their own iteration of it (imo) which wasn’t completely hate-able and I think it was a pretty good course of action
I liked references to the og lore (
-Vanessa’s coma at the end
- how foxy is the most OUT TO GETCHA
- the afton death scene was PEAK IMOOO “I always come back” like mk girll 💅
- also the whole set was actually fire
- telephone guy even if he wasn’t red ;(
- constant mention of exoskeletons and spring trap mechanisms
- BALLOON BOY THE ONLY THING THAT ACTUALLY MADE ME JUMP
- ITS ME WRITTEN IN THE WINDOW YESSSSSSSAAAAA
- the children inside the suits detail had me like YESSS
- funky electricity
- BALLPIT SCENEEE
- the bite even if it was her whole ass fucking torso
- the cupcake cool
- Vanessa inclusion and her relation to afton
- etc other things I can’t remember)
ALSO MATPAT CAMEO????? HELLO???????? ITS JUST A THEORY???? I also found out my brother does not know who he is and that was SAD. It’s ok ima show him tmrrow :D
Also also the effort put into the ACTUAL ANIMATRONICS, I was actually so shocked I was so ready to just accept it was all gonna be sfx and green ppl but they actually BUILT it, and that materialization just made it that much better for me like watching it and realizing wo man this is insanee
Just thinking how it was such a tiny project and then it just BOOM and here we are???? Omaiga. It rlly motivates u to get out there, no?
I loved them pushing the boundaries of where the animatronics could go w golden Freddy, even if he got me SO confused lore wise like wait y r u here? same for the weird kill freddy mask like hello???
IT MADE ME SO HAPPY HAVING THE TOMBSTONE SONG THEREEEEE YIPEEEEE
Music wise it was so cool too like it was pretty preppy and happy like kids parties and even in normal scenes (e.g. him picking up sleeping pills) it kept the mood up
I didn’t like the career dude being afton, but he was suspicious and i knew smth was gonna happen so ig not out of the blue, but I do like how it kinda went full circle
I am still confused abt Vanessa, but not overly so it’s ok
I actually cried when Abby and the animatronics became friends I was so happy, it got taken away but alas it is fnaf :)
We love the undiagnosed PTSD of the characters
I was bummed when it didn’t close out w the scene where the animatronic heads where no longer have a light behind them (meaning they’ve moved on) I honestly think it would’ve been such a COOL way to close it out but I was not the producer and maybe they plan to continue it??? Continue the curse of too much lore??? That’d be hilarious actually
I’m sad abt how dirty michael gets done through most of the movie like hes just doing his best stopppp
It’s just first impressions, and I’m VERY outdated w the lore, but I like ranting and tumble lets me so I do it :) lmk ur thoughts too!!!!
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rating every song in lara fabian's mademoiselle zhivago because i have nothing else to do
my favorite lara fabian album fr. i usually dont listen to albums released after i was born but if i had to save one album it would be mademoiselle zhivago.
onto the ratings!
really solid opener. i wanna walk in slow motion to this song while reclaiming my life. i based my twt handle from this title (vivinexistepas... here is your chance)
seggsy,,,,, lemme tango all by myself
i cried. well duh the title means cry. THIS WAS PART OF MY WIP OF COURSE I WILL CRY anyways this was the first song ive listened from this album bc i remembered the music video a long time ago and it broke my heart,,, lara i will protect you </3
i just love the fact that the title is english, but includes russian, and the lyrics are french. its kinda nice i love the violin part
RAAAHHHHHHH I GO CRAZY LISTENING TO THIS SONG this is 1/2 basis of my url also it sounds so powerful!!!!!
ngl i wasnt fond of this track at first but i slowly learned to love it. also i love the part where she was adlibbing nearing the end of the song.... also this gives me nostalgia despite not listening to it before
stop this made me cry number 2!!! also this is such an amazing lullaby and i love the fact that its for her daughter. but the music video for this is so devastating and thus learning about lara's ancestry makes me even sadder
i wasnt quite fond of it at first but i slowly love it. i love how it kinda feels hiphopish but not losing its magic. also 1/2 basis of my url
this song gives me 2 moods as i listen to it. either i get horny or i writhe in agony. its mostly the second one bc i see this as a ballet sequence
russian song real!!! apparently this was a cover but she did it so well. not yet fond of it, but its growing on me
(part 2 shit wait!!)
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okay, time to watch the last episode of Buffy
I'm excited and have high hopes tbh 😂 it's the finale, it's gotta be good haha
so, my immediate thoughts throughout the whole episode are under the cut:
(warning: long post)
I know it's a drama, I know that, but adding Angel-Buffy-Spike just at the very end is like ughhhh why
like, it is kinda funny how worked up Angel got over it (and Spike having a soul when Angel "started it" 😂) but come on, this is annoying lol
I like the ending of that convo tho
wait, so that was it for Angel here? aw, I thought he'd fight with them... oh well, I have a whole other season with him, so whatever haha
apparently there wasn't enough relationship drama this season so they're really packing it in here huh
actually, I know that Spike's gonna be in ats s5 so I'm really curious how this episode will turn out haha
I'm intrigued by this plan Buffy has ngl - opening the seal? wtf?
honestly, I think that the amount of inspiring speeches this season is more than all the other seasons together 😂 its kinda funny but some of them were so cringe sns 😂 this one was good tho
Faith is so fucking hot my god - I don't care about whatever's happening with her and Wood tho
I like Kennedy and Willow, and I'm happy Willow's happy and that she could move on - but personally, I will never ever move on from Tara, this is still too fresh (fr, I didn't watch Buffy for like two months after Tara was shot, I'm still not fine and I miss her)
omg they're giving all potential slayers the power??? I love this so fucking much omg
this is so fucking cool
wait, they're all dying? wtf?
that was... probably supposed to be cool, but.... 😂 like, they were losing, and suddenly Buffy just stands up and everyone's immediately doing so much better 😂 I shouldn't laugh, that was an intense and emotional scene, but like.... lmao
what the hell is happening to Spike
what is happening in general, that fight was so fucking quick (tho I'm kinda glad it was tbh)
wait what
but Spike's in ats? I'm so confused
soooo Sunnydale doesn't exist anymore?
Anya's dead?? it shouldn't make me this happy lmao I've been asking for this since s4, even if it is the very last episode, I'm so glad lmao
so that's it huh
idk, I have mixed feelings
I'm very curious about Spike bc I know he's in Angel, I saw like a poster or smth, and 5x01 description literally says that Spike and Harmony come to LA so 💁🏻♀️
this episode felt too long but also too short, kinda rushed, especially the second half, and kinda anticlimactic? 😂 idk, can't put my finger on why
I loved how they did the spell and now every potential is a Slayer and there's more than one - bc it has been such a huge theme through the whole show how alone Buffy feels in this, even with all her friends etc, that she's the only one, the one responsible for saving the world time and time again, and no one fully understands it or can relate, and all of that is on her shoulders - but now they're all sharing that responsibility, can help each other, and they're just so powerful together
I loved that
I'm probably gonna make another post about my thoughts on the overall show, but the last couple of seasons I made posts about too so 💁🏻♀️😂
this episode didn't really feel all finale-like idk, not sure how much I liked it as a finale
it definitely is nowhere near as perfect as s5 finale was, I cried so much at that one (and I read that s5 was supposed to be last one so I can't help but compare) - I think s5 was more emotional and also it was like: I need more
but this one was more like an actual conclusion and it does feel like a satisfying end, something just felt a bit rushed or smth idk - I feel like they eneded it in a good place, and how it ended for all of them feels mostly satisfying (except the curiosity about Spike is all I can think about rn 😂😂)
overall, it was a good episode, I liked it, kinda meh finale (my mind might change tbh once I think about it, this is just first impression)
this episode felt... this is probably not the right word, but it's the only one I can think of: it felt distant (it doesn't make sense but this is how it feels, kinda detached for some reason, idk, I need to think about it before I made a post about the overall show haha)
I've been thinking about this episode for like half an hour and I think it's perfectly satisfying, but there's just something that bothers me that I didn't like and made me enjoy it less and I can't put my finger on why and it's driving me crazy lmao was it the pacing? who know lol
and the season as a whole was good, especially about halfway it picked up, with the potentials and the first and everything - gotta say, the first 10-ish episodes I was getting kinda bored, but when it picked up I was so invested I couldn't stop watching haha
so, I liked the season, tho it wasn't the best, but then again, final seasons rarely are lol
and I really really love this show, as much as I've been complaining about specific things and characters (and s4) - tbf, I'm Polish we complain a lot and I hate it but I can't help it, it's in my blood 😂😂
this post is already too long, and it's late, so, there will be another post about s1-7 soon haha
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Kel my dearest hiii helloooo 🥹💕 Gosh it’s been so long… I’ve been away from tumblr for way too long (literally lost the access to my account) and honestly dreaded the idea that you’ve already deactivated and we lost our contact forever and now imagine my shock when I couldn’t find literotica in my followings then went straight to my messages and here you’re 🥹 (my first anonymous ever because you probably forgot me and I just genuinely want to know how have you been my friend 🥹)
OKAY BUT WAIT YOU GET BACK HERE THIS INSTANT! the fact that you still remember me by my OG url means we must go way back! listen, i don't make friends lightly. i bet you a whole ass koala hug that i remember you! give me a hint and let me guess. i remember (and treasure) each and every one of my moots, present and past. i actually have a sneaking suspicion who you are but don't wanna out myself in case i'm wrong ;alsdjf;lasdfnslf
life for me as of late has been well...eheheheh...not great. don't wanna burden anyone but ngl either. suffice it to say that being a single parent to a child who is on the spectrum and has adhd and dmdd isn't by any stretch of the imagination easy. i've lost 4 family members in the last 6 months - the most crippling being my mom, who passed away at the end of dec/beginning of jan - we haven't gotten the official date or COD from the autopsy report yet...these things can take months, apparently. my brother has stopped speaking to me bc he's not happy with her final wishes. my heart lay in ruins and the pieces are still too jagged for me to handle without cutting myself.
so i'm hanging in there (sometimes by a thread) but PLEASE getting your ask, knowing that someone came looking for me? i legit cried on my work laptop earlier. you have no idea how happy you've made my heart. it's the little things these days. whomever you are, wherever you are, i hope life is treating you well (better than mine has done as of late 😅) and that you're happy and healthy. let it be known, however, that i'm going to find out who you are and give you so many kisses!
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I got lots of asks for them, so here are my notes from my idea regarding Hana finding Yoite rather than Hattori.
All 6 pages of them.
Click below the cut to read!
Yoite doesn’t have a Kira-induced growth spurt, but his body does gradually begin to grow once he starts getting proper nutrition.
If there’s a story, in the beginning he’d start out probably around Raimei’s height, and reach his full height by the time he’s around 18-19.
He still has a crazy appetite too.
This IS Yoite we’re talking about here.
Yoite’s personality is still pretty similar to canon, but he’s much happier and tends to give soft smiles when he’s content.
The first time he smiles, Hana cries and gives him the biggest hug he can tolerate (probably took him a long time to get to that point).
His smiles are still pretty rare in general, but it’s easier for him than in canon
He’s still very blunt and stubborn and Tobari has trouble with that sometimes.
Hana: what can you do? Yoite’s going to Yoite. That’s just who he is.
His overall vibe is pretty similar, just a little nicer/gentler
Note: I’ve always thought of Yoite as a kind person but not necessarily a nice person. Or at least he would be nice, if not for all the TRAUMA ;A;
Yoite refuses to call Hana and Tobari his parents, but he subconsciously views them that way
Hana is technically the one who adopts him so he goes by the last name of “Seki”
The three of them come up with his name together, kind of similarly in the way that Yukimi does
They probably look through a list of names until Yoite’s like “...yeah. That’s the one.”
Yoite attends school
Note: Ngl, not really sure how schooling works in Japan (he’s technically aged for HS but he’s received no prior education so??????), so I'm just winging this. I tried researching, but “Would a teenager who received no mandatory elementary schooling in Japan still attend high school, or would they have to be placed in a lower grade?” was a little too specific of a search for Google to handle RIP. If I find out this wouldn’t work in Japan he’ll probably just be homeschooled or attend a cram school.
Hana and Tobari wait until he feels he’s ready to go to school, since he’d never been before (at least as far as we know) and it’d be a HUGE change for him.
In the interim, they did their best to help him catch up on his education from home, which he latched onto very quickly
Due to Yoite’s lack of formal education but high general academic intelligence, he’s placed in the same school as Miharu and Kouichi in Banten. He’s either a grade higher or in the same grade.
He’s friendly(ish) with Kouichi since they’re in the nindou club together, but doesn’t really interact with Miharu until it’s discovered that he has the Shinrabanshou.
Tobari kept Miharu’s secret closely guarded until he finds out that Miharu’s started to be targeted. Afterwards, Tobari instructs Yoite and Kouichi to keep an eye on him.
There’s lots of rumors about Yoite in school bc he just kind of randomly shows up one day and he’s also really quiet, keeps mostly to himself, and he seems to have some sort of connection with Tobari.
Some students view him as smug, while others think he’s just an asshole.
Due to his blunt personality, he can often come off as stand-off-ish, especially when he’s in an uncomfortable situation.
Ex: He gets really reactive when someone asks him if Tobari is his dad. (“NO!”)
Yoite is bothered by others’ assumptions but doesn’t know how to express it, so he just keeps to himself instead
I feel as Yoite starts to open up to Miharu more, he becomes a little more outgoing. Kids eventually realize “oh he’s just REALLY shy and doesn’t know how to socialize :’D”
School is REALLY difficult for him in the beginning, especially regarding his gender identity.
Definitely holds his pee during the day so he doesn’t have to make a choice about bathrooms :’D.
Also public bathrooms are fuckin NASTY.
PE is a fucking nightmare.
Tobari manages to get Yoite special permission to use a faculty room or closed off space so he can change in private.
He still does this even after he starts to feel more comfortable about himself.
It takes Yoite a LONG time to come to terms with his identity/gender identity.
Hana and Tobari had to talk to him/interact with him a lot to a) get him to open up, and b) convince him that he wasn’t a monster and was a person deserving of the world ;u; <3.
Both Tobari and Hana know due to the doctors informing them after he had his life-saving surgery.
They never hide that they know about his intersexuality, but they confuse the hell out of Yoite the first time they talk bc they ask for his pronouns and he’s just like “?????????”
They eventually establish he/him pronouns by listening to him talk (he tends to use more masculine terms throughout the manga).
Personal HC: I think that Yoite decided to use he/him pronouns due to his guilt over his mother’s death mixing with his previous identity of “Sora” (at least, the closest thing he had to an identity). Because he feels like he killed his mother, he doesn’t want to associate himself with any kind of attachment to that identity, including presentation. The name “Sora” and the identity of “Sora” is someone he felt was supposed to be loved by his mother and others, but he doesn’t feel deserving of that kind of happiness. As a young child, he latched onto this extreme belief (he didn’t know any better), and eventually even the thought of identifying as female repulsed him. Once he finally unlearns his mindset, tho, he’s no longer repulsed, but he hasn’t associated himself with female presentation for so long that he no longer conceptualizes himself presenting female on a fundamental level.
Hana and Tobari help explain to him that there’s nothing actually wrong with him, he just has a medical condition that’s not actually all that uncommon.
When he feels comfortable enough, Hana takes him to a support group/place. He’s really overwhelmed by it at first, but eventually starts to feel more comfortable both interacting with them and in his own skin. (I feel like I could put a Shimanami Tasogare reference in here, like he goes to the drop-in center :D)
Hana and Tobari don’t attend out of respect for Yoite in the beginning, but eventually Yoite might invite them to come and they start hanging out with the others. It’s always a good learning experience to get different viewpoints from others.
Yoite eventually decides on he/they pronouns with masculine presentation.
Yoite and Tobari help heal each other’s trauma in their own ways.
Tobari’s always reassuring Yoite that he: matters, has valid thoughts and opinions, is allowed to be a human being.
Yoite actually appreciates it more from Tobari, because although Hana makes the same points, her approach can feel smothering to him at times. Tobari actually gives him the space to process and breathe.
Honestly I love that Tobari is actually really good with kids with the exception of Miharu because Miharu is the center point of his own childhood trauma.
Yoite points this out to Tobari at one point (you’re smothering him. You didn’t do that with me) .
They actually balance each other out really well.
Yoite can read Tobari really well and knows when to call him out on his bullshit.
His bluntness comes off as rude to Tobari, but everything Yoite points out always ends up helping him process his emotions better (especially when he talks it over with Hana later).
I’m turn, Tobari is very patient with Yoite when it counts. He always gives Yoite the opportunity to explain himself or ask him questions before he passes judgment.
The two often have awkward but meaningful heart-to-hearts.
Tobari (and Hana) also isn’t afraid to admit if he’s wrong, which is a real eye-opener to Yoite.
I can’t imagine Yoite’s previous family knew when to admit fault :’D
Tobari eventually even gets his childhood love of singing back and joins their local church choir. Yoite comes to the services (he’s always been fond of churches UuU).
Yoite shows his appreciation in little ways.
Helping around the house.
Running little errands for them.
Making things for them.
He eventually reveals that he’s actually quite creative and really enjoys using his hands to make things.
Not so much spontaneous creativity, but things that are more methodical, like knitting, baking, sewing. He likes the structure of it and can get lost in the rhythm of it.
In the beginning, his favorite way of showing appreciation is by making tea. He’s REALLY good at it, and it’s a simple joy that Tobari and Hana can both partake in. It’s also not permanent, like knitting projects, so he doesn’t have to get embarrassed to see them using or wearing something regularly (he still has issues with seeing himself as a person as opposed to nonhuman, and finds comfort in things that won’t leave a trace of him).
Eventually, this changes to him giving tangible gifts to others as he gets more comfortable with his semblance of self.
Everyone in the Kumohira/Seki household has a huge collection of knit items bc Yoite and Hana are always knitting things.
Hana keeps the first scarf he knits and wears it ALL the time.
Yoite and Hana like to donate their projects to charities.
One time, Yoite opens his closet and Miharu sees that it’s full of knitted turtlenecks and mufflers n’such. Miharu is thoroughly impressed.
There are blankets literally everywhere.
Yoite is much more receptive to touch and physical affection.
It takes him a while to open up to it, but Hana is very open about using touch as a form of affection so he adapts and eventually finds it a comfort
In the beginning, he often flinches away or might even ask them to not touch him at all.
Hana tries to be patient, but it’s difficult for her. She uses touch as affection without realizing it, even if she did something like take Yoite’s hand in hers or pat him on the shoulder.
Tobari picks up on Yoite’s cues pretty quickly and lets Hana know when Yoite needs his space if Yoite doesn’t speak up himself.
Once he becomes more open to it, he doesn’t mind things like pats on the arm, side hugs or forehead kisses (Hana is all for forehead kisses).
It still has to be on his terms though. He learns to let Hana know when he needs space.
He also rarely reciprocates physical affection. He may give a quick side hug back or lean into a pat every once in a while, but that is a rare occasion.
The only person who he’ll use touch as an active form of affection to is Miharu.
There are certain types of physical affection that Yoite does not tolerate.
His neck/shoulder area is completely off limits.
He hates hugs that are too tight (save from Miharu).
He is okay with people he trusts touching his face, but he gets very uncomfortable if their hands go below his jawline. (Again, neck is completely off limits).
The one form of touch that Yoite does seek out is that he likes having his hair played with.
One of the first things Yoite allows Hana to do is finger comb his hair. She lets him rest his head in her lap, and she sings softly or hums while she plays with his hair until he falls asleep.
He finds great comfort in this gesture, especially if he’s having a particularly bad day or if he suffered from a nightmare.
If he falls asleep on your lap/shoulder, you have been Chosen and legally cannot move until he wakes up again.
He only does this with people he trusts with his LIFE (Miharu, Hana, Yukimi prolly, eventually Tobari)
Hana indoctrinates Yoite into her archeology antics.
It’s probably the one of the first things he actually takes interest in once they bring him back home. Hana is beyond excited.
He absorbs everything she teaches him like a sponge.
She takes him on short excursions or brings him to the beach so they can do little “digs” together.
Yoite finds out he LOVES the beach. He feels like he could be swallowed away by the ocean and that’s very calming to him. He doesn’t swim, but sometimes he’ll just lay face up on the sand with his eyes closed and listen to the sounds around him.
Hana often joins him when he does this. Sometimes they talk. Sometimes they don’t. Hana leaves that up to him.
Yoite will still likely get involved in the world of Nabari bc of Tobari.
Probably develops a mild interest if he finds some books around or smth
Definitely interested in the secret world for similar reasons as in canon
That boy will NOT be touching Kira, however >:< (it’s my AU and I get to make the happy ending)
Might see it as a way to repay them for their kindness and taking him in
Also lol imagine if he stumbles into a secret ninja basement or something Tobari has and is just like “:o!!!!!”
Tobari tries to convince him not to get involved, but Yoite’s stubborn.
Hana also disapproves, but doesn’t stop Yoite because she wants him to have the choice to do what he wants.
Yoite learns English from Tobari, and when around Hana they only talk about the Nabari world in English.
Hana eventually picks up on it and yells at them every time she catches them (take it outside at least!).
Also, Hana knows conversational English, so Tobari is just a dumbass (complimentary)
Yoite p’much becomes Miharu’s bodyguard, just like in canon.
Despite the differences from canon, Yoite and Miharu are still VERY close.
They both still fundamentally understand each other.
Miharu still clings to Yoite for the same reasons as in canon. Yoite’s a little different from canon. He mainly helps Miharu at first because he understands why Miharu acts the way he does, and sees himself in Miharu. He wants to help Miharu grow, but doesn’t do it in a way that feels oppressive like Tobari does.
If Miharu were to join the Kairoushuu, Yoite would still follow him there (to protect and stay close to him).
It quickly becomes clear that one won’t be without the other, regardless of where they’re at. They hold no true loyalty to any clan.
Yoite also helps Tobari understand Miharu better.
At one point, Hana and Yoite have an “intervention” with Tobari to chastise him for his poor treatment of Miharu
Random, but Miharu would have NO idea that Yoite and Tobari were living together, and would be really shocked when he went to Tobari’s house the first time
If Yoite and Miharu end up in the Kairoushuu, Yukimi still definitely begrudgingly adopts the two of them.
Hattori probably assigns them under his care.
Yoite and Miharu both really like it there.
Yukimi never asks questions but always makes sure they’re taken care of.
Yoite loves the space that Yukimi gives him. He loves Hana and Tobari, but they can overwhelm him easily.
Yukimi is more willing to discuss heavier topics than Hana and Tobari are, so Yoite and Miharu might learn new things about themselves that they wouldn’t otherwise learn if they continued to be under the other’s care.
Yoite and Yukimi blunt personality solidarity 🤝
Yoite would eventually realize that he actually misses Tobari and Hana A LOT.
Yukimi might smuggle in postcards or smth that Hana sends them.
Yukimi & Hana “The children are priority #1” solidarity 🤝
Yukimi’s fine with it bc Hana isn’t in the Nabari world.
Probably would be a dead drop type system that they set up.
Yukimi will probably end up defecting just like in canon bc u know that once the situation goes south for Miharu & Yoite, they’ll make like bananas and split.
Eventually, once Yoite gets the courage to open up and Hana convinces him, the family seeks out Tsukasa so they can meet up again.
Yoite is terrified, but Tsukasa’s relief at seeing his brother alive and well is overwhelming.
Tsukasa visits ALL the time.
Tsukasa always gives everyone baseball pointers. Yoite likes to play catch with him as well.
The Kumohira/Seki fam never misses a game. It warms Tsukasa’s heart ;u; <3
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hi sammie :3 i just wanted to apologize for not sending you any messages all this time TT i've been so busy all my hw and projects have been piling up
AYAYAYAYA CONGRATULATIONS ON SOCIOLOGY IM SO PROUD OF U U WORKED SO HARD :D yeah it hit me like a truck when i also realized i had to write... i haven't written anything in ages so i'm way too rusty... beware of poor writing.
omg im so happy u enjoy the matching tattoo prompt cus im doing something similar to that for my fic to you ehe
omg i have so much nostalgia from pokemon, esp pokemon xyz. i get so emotional thinking about it. and the lore is just *chefs kiss*. my fave games tho are rhythm games because i love to jam out to music and break my thumbs in the process. IM SO SORRY BUT I ABSOLUTELY HATE MIRACULOUS. i loved it a lot before but they keep on drawing out marinette and adrien's entire love story so now i hate it ToT. i just don't have the patience for that long, esp with love stories.
social anxiety is the worst TT its ironic because humans are meant to be social creatures that rely on interdependence. I've been trying to get medication for it since it's been getting increasingly worse to the point i feel like I'm gonna get a heart attack ??? yeah but somehow im being "dramatic"... anywho enough ranting
sigh i love people whose love language is physical touch <33 esp since i love to be hugged. my personal love language tho is words of affirmation simply because i also love to read!! im not much into tiktok romance books (ironic because here i am on tumblr to write the corniest stuff ever) but i like to keep those two realms separate ykyk.
it's question time! im just gonna send u one question this time tho.
what do you do whenever it's the holidays? anything fun?
i love talking with you, stay safe <3
🕯️anon
HIII ANON <3 pls don't apologize for not sending a lot of messages, I understand that people are busy!!! trust me, i am also busy with coming home for the holidays and helping my parents around the house in their new apartment.
OMG POKEMON i used to play pokepark 2 on the wii with my brother all the time and that game is one of the many reasons why gen 5 is the best pokemon generation...also bc snivy, tepig and oshawott are the best starters :)))
RHYTHYM GAMES OMG i used to play the superstar series and i cried for WEEKS when superstar bts was shut down...and then again when superstar pledis was shut down. i love playing rhythym hive tho!! i acTUALLY PULLED AN XR MINGYU EARLIER TODAY???
Also pls so many people hate miraculous and I'm ngl it's so dumb but sam (pls ignore the 3rd person lmao) is brain empty no thoughts so dumb plots with overly cliché main characters and extreme slow burn that lasts 7 years makes me happy (tho apparently the timeline in the show it's been like 9 months??? weird)
To answer your question, i honestly don't really do anything that interesting during the holidays. my family celebrates Christmas and so we just have a small Christmas at home, and then we go to my grandma's for a bigger Christmas with all of my aunts. What about you? what holiday do you celebrate? do you have any cool traditions?
I BELIEVE IN YOU, YOU'RE DOING GREAT ON ALL YOUR TESTS AND PROJECTS!!!
sorry about the short message, i can't wait to hear back from you!!
happy holidays, sammie <3
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BABE I've been so busy recently sorry for not being as active 😭 but I'm gone for like 4 days and I come back to you WATCHING DEMON SLAYER!? I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ITS LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAVES ❤ so I literally watched all 3 seasons of demon slayer in like two days lol and I kinda regret watching it while on my period bc I fr cried like every episode LOL I was just a mess of emotions for those two days. First Inosuke is 100% my favorite character I would die for him in a heartbeat, and tanjiro is like my son I genuinely just adore him 🥺 I was hesitant to start demon slayer bc I thought that tanjiro seemed kinda boring for a main character (and I was like why the fuck does that girl have that thing in her mouth 24/7) but I was wroooong hes such an angel and I would literally stop watching the show if anything bad happened to him. I also want to fuck literally all of the hashira and demons big shocker I know lol. I'm super conflicted about muzan tho and would love to hear your thoughts on him. Like I think hes super hot, does he resemble Michael Jackson? Yes, but hes still sexy in my eyes lol but at the same time I just have a bad taste in my mouth when it comes to him. I usually LOVE villains no matter what no questions asked but after watching rui's backstory and seeing how muzan basically manipulated this poor boy to become a demon bc he was in that much pain and wanted to be free from it made me really sad ngl 😥 idk I'd probably still fuck him lol and I think hes a really cool and cruel villain but hes definitely not my fav. Also if you like the demons in this season wait until you get to mugen train and entertainment arc 👀 my fav demon so far is in entertainment arc so I'm so excited for you to get to that season ❤ as far as the hashiras goes I feel like this is such a controversial take bc hes everyone's favorite but I'm not that into uzui lol. Like hes undeniably the hottest character for sure but hes just not for me especially since I'm a super jealous person lol (would still fuck him under certain circumstances tho lmaoo). My favorites in no particular order are giyu, obanai, and sanemi for sure. Pleasee keep us updated on your thoughts as you watch I would love to see how you feel about the next two seasons like there's so much to talk about lol. Also I feel so blessed that I came back to you announcing a hashira au wtf I could cry 😭
Your important info post is looking BEAUTIFUL btw 👀
I WOULD LOVE TO TELL YOU ABOUT MY MAN DABI 😭 I feel like this ask is already ridiculously long tho so I probably will in my next ask lol but I 100% only watch mha for dabi and shigaraki so I dont blame you for not watching it. Imo they make it worth it tho they're probably my favorite anime characters of all time
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRfUSNkE/ me and you fr lol
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRfUR3KB/ this is definitely one of the coolest jjk edits I've seen
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Jjk nonnie 🖤
NO NO NO BABY DONT APOLOGIZE AT ALL, it’s taken me just as long ❤️ I’ve been working on kinktober so I’ve been neglecting my asks a bit 😭😭 BUT I MISSED YOUUU
IM STILL ON SEASON ONE BUT I THINK LIKE THE LAST EPISODE IM TRYING TO STRETCH OUT AND WATCH DIFFERENT STUFF AT THE SAME TIME SO I DONT JUST HYPERFIXATE
I think it’s very iconic that Inosuke is also my SON AND we have the same favorite hashira too 😭 OBANAI SANEMI AND GIYU FOR ME IN THAT ORDER
I’m bummed I thought I was gonna be all over uzui and like you said he’s sexy and I really like his character but he’s far from my fave, so is Rengoku! Who is, coincidentally, my moms favorite
YES THE HASHIRA AU reader is going to be the company hole ™️ we love to see it for sure
KDKSKSKS I REALLY PROBABLY NEED TO CHANGE MEGUMIS PIC IM JUST SO LAZY BUT I WANT THEM ALL TO MATCH
ALSO okay muzan is all right 😭 I don’t think he’s the best but he definitely has his moments HOWEVER
Rui
My beloved
My little sweet spider demon baby boy
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I WANT TO PROTECT HIM 🥹 the first figure I got of demon slayer is actually of rui I love himb
YES YES YES TIKTOK FEEDING TIME
I felt personally victimized by every one AND I have some for you!!
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRPNVKkH/
Watched that bad boy like 6 times before I fell asleep and I dreamed about Obanai like SPECIFICALLY HEARD THAT LINE OF DIALOGUE IN MY DREAM WHILE HE WAS UP IN THE TREE
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRPNqd8K/
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRPNAB6d/
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Aaand I wanna throw in some Levi ❤️
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRPNhNw1/
BUT YES MY LOVE TELL ME ALL ABOUT DABI MY EARS AND EYES ARE OPEN I WANT TO KNOW YOUR MANS 😖
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ok not to be actually spending time thinking abt 4th wing but just finished iron flame and I have gone back to the part where andarna's big reveal happens a few times and i'm just caught at the ways in which bonds/relationships are defined in this series. there are the ones that seem more typical, like violet and rhiannon's friendship, and then there are things like xaden/violet or andarna/violet where it takes a degree of loyalty/faith/compassion/intelligence for the relationship to even start let alone progress/sustain. bonding btwn dragons and riders is already such a leap of faith bc of what bonding entails, but for andarna she needed to be extra careful bc of the secrets she's guarding. she needed to know who violet was and what she would do (i.e. safe guarding secrets as well as the well being of others to the point of self sacrifice) before she chose her. xaden is similar. but there's also the terrifying need to be known, to be accepted, and the risks that come with attempting to forge a connection ensures that and it strikes me the parallels between xaden and andarna's relationships to violet. both demand that she is the one to figure things out, that the keep their secrets without knowing the whole truth, and for her complete love despite what their true selves contain. sure a romantasy book would have all of this for the main couple bc DRAMA and it's deep enough to be enticing but superficial enough to appeal to the widest audience possible. however, what about andarna and violet's relationship, which is friend/sibling/comrade/even a bit maternal on violet's end? like it's obvious that their parallels (esp wrt to disability and ostracization) make them good friends/companions, but the degree to which andarna needed violet to be able to not only figure her out but also entirely accept and love her for her differences is unique for the nature of their relationship. i cried ngl with andarna's speech bc she waited centuries to have a friend like violet. the loneliness and longing. there's something so touching about her finally getting it. and i think my difficulty surrounding which word to use to categorize the dragon/rider bond is exactly why it's so touching. they're not really peers, family, or friends, but some weird combo of the three. the bond they have transcends that. and yet, andarna could not find that amongst her own kind and certainly wasn't finding it in other humans (hence why she waited so long to hatch). she hasn't so much as said it, but I wonder if she will only have violet as a rider ever, and not just bc she can't carry a rider. I wonder if she knew to some extent that waiting was going to have some consequences but she was willing to make that sacrifice for the amount of time she'd have violet in her life. which is even more touching.
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