#ngl i made myself a little feral with this one

[her-satanic-wiles]

October 13th

Size Kink, Mountain x GN!Reader

Masterlist

Words: 1k

Warnings: Size kink; Mountain basically has a monster cock; established relationship; terrible mountain puns; kinda cracked ngl; piv sex; vaginal sex; GN!Reader (but has a vulva); praise kink; want to set myself on fire after this but alright;

Taglist: @sodoswitchimage @enchantedbunny @bitchywitchygardener @thew0man @sodomiser @the-did-i-ask @copias-sewer-rat @gehrmansbignaturals @dancemacabre666

🔞 MDNI 🔞

Mountain had a thing for fucking you doggystyle, simply because of how deep he could get; how open you were for him with your ass in the air and your hole stretched as far is it could. But he mostly loved it because of the way he stretched you to your limit and just how small you looked speared on him. The recoil of your ass cheeks and the desperate noises you made as he hammered into you.

But he loved something else even more. When he was able to persuade you to climb atop his summit, Mountain was entirely and completely powerless. He could see your face as his peak tore you apart and watch your face as you struggled to swallow him whole. He could never, ever grow bored of that, instead he felt it a constant need.

Dark eyes followed your body as you straddled his hips. Mountain, himself, reclined back against the headrest of the bed, relaxing completely and observing you with awe. When you sank upon Mountain’s cock, you released the loudest scream of both pleasure and pain, his girth stretching you to your utmost limit. Height doesn’t always dictate the size of a penis, but you certainly were unprepared for Mountain’s the first time you slept with him. Mountain was kind and always avoided rushing you because you were moving slowly, for the sake of you both. He had even more time to enjoy the occasion and watch you, and commit the sight of your screwed up face and mouth hanging open as you sank further and further onto his monstrous length.

You sunk down a little further, wincing slightly at the burn. Mountain’s hands settled on your hips, fingers digging in slightly.

“Mountain-”

“You’re doing good, baby.” Mountain rubbed your skin soothingly with his thumb. “Keep going.”

Mountain helped you lower while your eyelids squinted shut. Okay, so perhaps he wasn’t as patient as he would have liked to think. But he made an effort. He genuinely tried, but if there was anything he enjoyed more than anything else, it was watching the expression on your face as he stretched his cock. He was almost completely feral. When his heavy cock dragged against your walls, tears formed and fell from your lower lashes. Slowly, Mountain, slowly. The constant fight between your comfortability and his need to be buried as far deep as he could go was too much. His fingers on your hips tightened, and involuntarily, his hips bucked.

Mountain’s cock ripped a moan from your throat, now entirely deep inside of you and hitting against your cervix. You tossed your head back in and shuddered. He repeated it. It hurt and felt amazing at the same time. Unfathomably incredible, actually. Even more so when he moved your head back to face him while tenderly cupping your cheek with one hand. He always preferred it when you looked into his eyes - it grounded him, and seemed to keep you concentrating on something other than the feel of him.

The quickness of his breath meant he struggled to say, “So fucking good for me,” as he cupped your cheek in his palm. You gritted your teeth, unable to hold back more of the tears that were spilling over the waterline. “Taking me so well.”As he pounded into you from below, the obscene cries that came out of your mouth bore testament to the ecstasy that overpowered the sting.

“M-Mountain!” When you were entirely exposed to him, feeling vulnerable under his watchful eye as he took in your soft body jiggling in response to his thrusts, you could have questioned why he was still wearing a shirt. However, you didn’t. You mumbled, “You fill m-me so fucking g-good!”

The shit-eating grin on his face, widened. “Yeah?” he questioned.

“Yes!” Mountain directed a very hard thrust right up against the deepest part of you, and all you could manage was a moan.

“So tight,” He centres his gaze on the point where the two of you were joined: where your messy hole creamed up his cock. He stared as his shaft repeatedly returned into you.

Your expletive “Fuck!” caused Mountain to look back at your face, where your brows were deeply furrowed. As he slowed down, his hips stuttered to a halt. His thumb moved to your clit and began to work you in circles, relieving some of the pressure there for you.

“That’s it, baby.” He cooed as your hips bucked, grinding down on the feeling of his thumb. “Take it all. Feel so fucking good.”

You began bouncing again, your body feeling like it was on fire. Every one of your nerve-endings standing to attention, the knot in your stomach threatening to snap at any moment. A particular thrust from Mountain meant your ending was imminent.

“Are you close?” He asked.

“Keep going! Don’t stop, please!”

He obliged, continuing to play with your body like a toy until one final thrust to your cervix has you folding over and biting his shoulder as you came around him. When he was sure you had finished, he whispered, “I’m sorry.” Into your ear. Before you could ask him why, you felt his hands grip onto your hips and his cock ram into you over and over again. He was quick with his thrusts, quick and deep so he could finish quickly. Your screams of overstimulation made him feel guilty, but at the same time, it was such a turn on. He couldn’t quite explain why, though. Eventually you felt him cum, exploding like a volcano with his hips stilling inside you once more as he filled you up with his seed. You were so tight for him, so warm, he felt like you were suffocating him. If this was how he was gonna die, he’d die a happy man.

“Are you okay?” He asked you, gently pulling you off of him. He held you for a long time, waiting until you were recovered enough to pop you in the bath. In the meantime, he peppered your skin with kisses and told you how much you meant to him.

Previous Day ⛧ Next Day

#mel writes #kinktober #kinktober 2023 #ghost kinktober #the band ghost #ghost #ghost bc #ghost band #ghost the band #nameless ghouls #nameless ghoul x reader #nameless ghoul x reader smut #nameless ghoul smut #nameless ghoul #the nameless ghouls #mountain x reader #mountain #mountain x reader smut #mountain ghoul #mountain ghoul x reader #mountain ghoul x reader smut

[mint-yooxgi]

Indulgence - Yandere!Fallen Angel!Hongjoong

Yandere AU & Fallen Angel AU - First Person POV

Genre: Mature, Smutty Themes, Internal Monologue

Pairing: Hongjoong X Implied Chubby!Fem!Reader

Words: 2,038

Warnings: Religious themes and imagery, the typical angel/demon bs, heavy sexual themes: masturbation, voyerism. This is a Yandere story, it will contain themes such as stalking, violence, obsession, possessive natures, and just general overall creepiness and swearing. You have been warned.

A/n: Ngl, this was way darker in my head lmaooo. Anyways, Feedback is greatly appreciated! Enjoy!~

The Twelfth of The Feral Drabbles

Really? Broad daylight? You certainly are a wild one, aren’t you? Maybe that’s why I love you so much.

You know, it hasn’t been easy since the fall, but you have truly made the pain I first experienced worthwhile. I’ll even let you in on a little secret…

I fell because of you.

You: you’re captivating, did you know that? I’m not easily impressed, but there’s just something about you that drew me in from the very first moment I laid my eyes upon you. One of His creations that puts even the most beautiful of us to shame. You should be protected, and kept away from those unworthy to gaze upon you.

After all, I’ve always been taught: nothing less for the best!

I will keep you safe. I will worship you like you clearly deserve. You need me, just as I need you. After all, I no longer have to worry about those stupid morals or duties down here. Only you.

From my experience, humans tend to… indulge in their more primal desires at night, but you? Anyone could look into your room right now and see what it is that you’re doing. Really, you’re lucky I’m here to make sure that that doesn’t happen. No one else can see the way your hands trace over such delicate curves. No one else deserves to watch as your chest stutters with every hitch in your breath.

I only wish it were me in that room making you breathless instead.

One of the various reasons I fell, My Beloved, was due to my desire for you. You make it increasingly hard to control myself around you, not that I’ve ever seemed to have any sense of control around you to begin with. I’ve long since ached to feel your touch on me, to know what those hands feel like tugging on my hair, cupping my face so tenderly, and maybe even squeezing my ass…

Well, you get the point.

I want you, and I will do everything in my power - or rather, with the power that still remains inside of me - to make you mine.

I’ve truly never given much thought to indulgences before- no, wait, that’s a lie. I promised myself I would stop lying to you. You deserve my truth, and only my truth. You’re the only one that does. Everyone else can go visit Uncle Luci downstairs for all I care. You are the only one who matters to me now.

Anyways, I digress… Indulgence. What a strange word. To even so much as imply that basic wants and necessities are something to indulge in is completely abhorrent. Every person’s needs - angels, demons, humans - are different, and to act like an indulgence for one is completely natural for another defeats the purpose.

My brothers down below revel in the more sinister indulgences, while those stupid, ‘holier-than-thou’ chickens I once belonged to would shun them, even though the majority of us would do the same damn things. Isn’t it interesting, Beloved, that one is revered while the other is feared? What makes demons worse than angels for doing the same, horrific things?

Ah, but enough about my family trauma… Let me now focus on you.

Oh, I suppose in my tangent, I zoned out for a little there. You’ve certainly been busy in that time, not that I’m complaining. 

No. Never. I could never fault you for anything.

Unless you tried to run from me. Or you decided to fall in love with another. Or you wanted to leave me.

Okay, so just don’t do anything bad, and we’ll live- what do you humans like to call it again? Oh, ‘Happily Ever After.’

Really, I’m just lucky that you decided to move out to the countryside. You don’t have many neighbours, but really, Beloved, you never know what kind of monsters can be lurking in the shadows. Fear not, for I am here to watch over you. Always.

And gaze upon you, I do… 

Such beauty…

Such marvellous wonder…

Look at how those beautiful thighs part, practically begging for me to be between them right this very moment. Look at the way your legs tremble, and you’ve still yet to touch that gorgeous cunt of yours.

It’s a shame really. I should be the one giving you such sweet release. You shouldn’t have to do this on your own.

No! Don’t cover your mouth with your hand! Let me hear you!

Oh my… That was close… I almost smashed my hand through your window, Beloved. Do you see what you do to me? I told you I can hardly control myself around you, but you can’t blame me. You just have such a strong affect on me…

Such a perfect scene spread out before me, and you want to taint it by muffling your sounds? What am I supposed to do with myself if I can’t hear what you sound like whimpering and whining for me? How is that fair?

I want to know everything about you. I want to consume you in the best of ways, just as you have enraptured me with your very soul. Let it shine beside my own, a brilliant white to contrast my now scorched wings. Wings that now brand me as a Fallen with their blackened feathers.

Black feathers are meant to be a sign of shame amongst my kind, but all I can feel is pride. You have given me hope for a new life, and I would fall all over again if it meant spending even one second with you.

I love you, My Beloved, and nothing will ever change that.

So, please, won’t you open up to me?

Yes… That’s it, Beautiful, just like that. Cup those gorgeous breasts for me. Imagine that those are my hands holding you so. Feel my fingers pinching your nipples, my tongue flicking against your skin.

How I long for the day where I can finally touch you. I want to be able to bring you to new heights, and show you pleasures that you’ve never even dreamed about. You should be taken care of with the utmost attention, and I promise you that that is what I’ll do. I’ll take my time worshipping every dip, every curve of that wondrous body of yours. I’ll make you sigh my name like a prayer, nothing but the most intricate of praises delegated unto you from my lips.

Fuck- spread those legs for me. Let me see all of you in your glory. Let me discover my own personal heaven on earth in you.

My Beloved… is this all for me? Is the way your essence drips out of you because you long for this, too? It must be. There’s no other that could make you this wet, no other that could have you trembling just from the mere thought of them and what they could do to you.

I’m glad to know I’m not the only one able to affect the other like this…

Oh, Beloved, you really are putting on a show just for me! It’s like you can read my mind!

Perhaps… No. I shouldn’t be so bold.

Then again, after everything that’s happened, why shouldn’t I be? I have long since submitted to the fact that I am yours, and you are mine. There’s no doubt about it, not when I feel this strongly for you.

I must get closer, this glass separating me from you is burdensome. I need to see you, unobstructed. I need to be able to hear your every sound, unfiltered.

I suppose I should be grateful for my wings now, the black blends right in to the shadows my brothers downstairs revel above all else. I’ll admit, I’m not quite used to hiding in corners. We angels typical love standing out, but for now, I’ll lie in wait. It’s much better for the both of us this way. Besides, you wouldn’t be able to see me even if you tried.

Oh, Beloved, look at you… How the mere sight of you, hand teasing at that gorgeous pussy, nearly brings me to my knees. The way your lips are parted as little breaths escape you while your eyes flutter shut and your nose scrunches is the most captivating sight I have ever had the pleasure to behold.

My only wish is that you could see the effect you have on me. Like you, my whole body is heating. My hands tremble, and my legs shake. Hell, even my wings cannot help but flutter in anticipation as I sneak my own hand down the front of my body. I’ll allow myself the pleasure of touching myself in time with you. I’ve only ever dreamed about it a countless amount of times before, anyways.

Dearly Beloved, won’t you give in to yourself? Give in to any and every desire you’re currently thinking about.

Touch yourself for me…

That’s it, Beloved, let me hear the wet drag of your fingers through that dripping cunt. I want to drown in your pleasure with you, don’t hold back.

Now I see why you covered your hand with your mouth…

It truly is hard to keep quiet when there’s such a temptation spread out before oneself. You are the greatest temptation I have ever known, and if I didn’t stifle my moan just now, you would have know that someone else is in the room with you. Well, we can’t have that, now, can we? You’d get scared and stop what you’re doing, and I wouldn’t be able to comfort you when you needed me most.

Fuck- there is no sound more holy than the breathless way you whine from such a simple touch.

Does that feel good, My Beloved? Are your fingers enough, circling over that delicate little clit of yours? Wouldn’t you rather feel mine? What about my tongue? You’d let me have a taste of that intoxicating nectar that flows from your pretty cunt, right? You’d let me get lost in you for however long I’d like? I’ll always give you everything you could ever want, My Beloved. My fingers, my tongue, my cock. Everything.

All that I am, is yours, Beloved. I hope when the time comes, you can say the same for me.

Oh, Beloved… do you know how fucking sexy you are when you moan like that? Do you know how it makes my heart stutter to hear you get lost to your own pleasure; how my cock aches for you? You must, otherwise you wouldn’t be tempting me like this.

I’m honestly embarrassed by how close I am already. I’ll have to work on that if we are to make love all night long when the time comes. And it will. I will make damn sure of it.

For now, why don’t you come for me? Rub that little clit, and come for me. Don’t hold back now, I want to see you. In all of your raw glory.

Yes, yes, yes, that’s it! Don’t stop now, Beloved. Let me hear you scream for me!

Fuck- I can practically taste you on my tongue already… look at that gorgeous pussy, just fucking fluttering in bliss. 

So beautiful, and all mine.

Wait a second… I taste… blood.

Oh, I suppose I bit into my hand to keep myself quiet while I came with you. No worries, I’ll heal in the blink of an eye. Getting to see you come apart like that for me, though… priceless.

I wish I could stay, but I think one of my wings knocked into one of your picture frames on the wall, and I think you heard it despite the blissful haze that still clouds your mind. The last thing I want is to get caught like this. It’s not proper of me.

Really, what would you think?

I hope you didn’t catch that soft giggle of mine as I left your room, My Beloved, and I certainly hope you don’t discover any of my feathers I may or may not have left behind for you. If that’s that case, and you finally learn of my existence, my devotion to you… well, whatever on earth would I do?

#cultofdionysusnet #yandere hongjoong #yandere ateez #yandere kpop #hongjoong smut #hongjoong scenario #hongjoong imagine #ateez smut #ateez imagine #ateez scenario #kpop smut #kpop scenario #kpop imagine #kpop au #fallen angel au #chubby reader

[lotus-pear]

GOD I LOVE KNKDZ SM I wanna hold them and treasure them like literally they could be so precious they have so much potential and ik we have to wait a few more months but I'm sooo fuckin excited to see if they have a reunion if they don't I'll probs cry from stress or smth like even if someone doesn't ship it they're partners istg they are soo important and I hope we can see more of them in action cuz kunikida has been crying (canon) from stress and trying to bring shit together, like he was really working on gathering the members together again and like poor bby I feel so bad he needs a warm hug, also I feel like getting your hands cut off and your ideals crumbling in front of you was traumatic like he's ok now physically but I feel so bad and dazai is being fucking shot and falling of an elevator while defeating fyodor and walking it all of like ??? I need a sick fic with knkdz and the ada in general he deserves that and I hope so fucking sooo FUCKING much that they get a fuckin reunion like this is all I can talk and think abt now I keep repeating myself, I hope atsushi, dazai and kunikida get one bc I miss their trio so idk what is happening now that s5 is over and the Manga is catching up in a few months bc we saw that they're fighting again like oh fuck ngl I hope dazai gets hurt more so more sickfics or maybe Canon sickfics like in it actually fucking happens in the series but whatever in the end I want the ada to be safe again and destress a little bc oh my god this was their biggest fucking mission in their life and its been going on practically since the guild but whatever I have so so so so so so high hopes for the future and the rise of knkdz (I also ship skk but knkdz is my no. 1 and need way more of them) I hope knkdz will rise and conquer we have to get our fucking game up us knkdz advocates we have a DUTY anyways love ya ur so hot for that knkdz vs skk rant its fucking unfair pls pls pls pls post more knkdz I'm going feral its my last will to live I will kms if the Manga doesn't have them I will defenestrate asagiri I will find him trust me I fucking will anyways anywho anyfuckingway thank you for being a part of the knkdz cult we can soo win we just have to wait for asagiri and like OMG I just had SUCH a dopamine rush like I practically almost jumped bc IM SO EXCITED to see them YOU DONT UNDERSTAND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH PLS PLS PLS ASAGIRI PLS DONT DO THIS TO ME I CAN HEAR THEM I CANNN HEAAAAAR THEM PLS PLS PLS DONT PUNISH ME I WANT MORE KNKDZ I WILL FUCKING COMBUST anyways ur so cool and ur art is fuckin awesome have a great day and new year hopefully full with happiness, success, change, and kunikidazai

REAL OMFG‼️‼️ bitches forget that kunikida has been partnered with dazai for two entire years, only one less year than dazai’s partnership w chuuya (before ur like noooo it was seven!!!!! that doesn’t count. chuuya and dazai met at fifteen and didn’t even get partnered that year. it was only during the events of stormbringer when mori realized the only counter to chuuyas corruption was dazai’s ability and he made them go on missions together like they did during the arahabaki incident and they became known as double black. dazai left the mafia when he was eighteen due to oda’s death)

anyway knkdz have also had to trust each other with their lives time and time again and kunikida values this trust more than anything, always relying on dazai even if dazai pisses him the fuck off. dazai says himself that the ada is home to him when talking abt it to sigma, AND WHAT IS HOME BUT A PLACE FILLED WITH HAPPINESS AND THOSE WHOM YOU LOVE DEARLY AND WOULD DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT

#asigiri please let them have a soft moment when the reunite…please😭 #ik they miss each other a lot even if they won’t admit it #dazai literally saying sigma is a substitute for kuni and then proceeding to ballroom dance and prank him just like he would in the ada #he wants his husband back so bad lmao #they should honestly makeout when they see each other again. it won’t even deter from canon #like it’ll be fully in character #lotus’s asks

[trippygalaxy]

About Me Info!

Hello! I'm Trippy but Galaxy works too! More info under the cut!

Welcome Welcome! Pleasure to have you here! :3

Heads up! This blog is a mixture of a writing, art and personal blog which i intend to keep that way. I have masterlists for both my art AND my writing which you can check out, but I don't intend on switching all of that over to a new account.

I AM CURRENTLY IN HIGHSCHOOL! So that is my TOP priority. So please, do not be rude or snappy if I don't get requests out as quickly as you want. I also consider myself a slow writer so do keep that in mind as well!

With that out of the way, I'll tell you more about myself!

My Pronouns are They/She, I really don't mind which one you use as along as you address me as both!

I identify as a Bisexual Demi-girl! If either of those terms make you uncomfortable, you can block me and get out.

I was born and raised in Canada! No I can not speak french, no I don't eat poutines but I do really like Tim Hortons <3 Donuts are fire frfr /lh

I'm a minor! (17) So PLEASE keep that in mind when sending me asks/requests or just interacting in general!

I'd like to consider myself a writer and an artist! I make a lot of stuff for both my oc's and fandoms I'm in! Though I do like to make art a BITTT more than writing hehe

Interests!

My current hyperfixation is LOZ but more specifically, the fan made comic Linked Universe by Jojo56830 here on tumblr! It's very interesting and is still on going! List Of Other Fandoms I've Been In! Undertale, Critical Role, God Of War, Hades, Stardew Valley, Cup Head, Detroit Become Human, Sallyface, Spiderman PS4, Subnautica and Drawfee! (probably forgetting some ngl-)

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I love learning about different mythologies and folk stories! I also really like crystals (cause their pretty and cause I find their 'abilities' interesting) and have quite a few in my room rn. You will also see me gushing A LOT about dnd and my oc's so keep that in mind!! OOH OH!! I ALSO RP!! I have a different blog for it but I have a few mutuals on here that I roleplay with! Its very fun!

FAMILY TREE????

Yeah so, I just got adopted one day?? and then I got kidnapped into a group of other really cool people?? Not complaining tho <3

@link-or-sherlock -> birb parent @cal-the-duende -> Sibling! (Also a child of Locky) @the-cucco-nuggie -> Big sibling/sister! (Not a child of Locky! I made myself their little sister MWAHAHHAH) @plzleavebeealone -> Big Sib!!! (Birb child AND kidnapped by me <3) @vio-starzz -> MY TUMBLR SPOUSE /P!!!!!

@skyward-shade -> Tumblr Husband /p!!!!

@isasan347 -> Tumblr Wife!!! /p!!!

TAGS AND LINKS!!

#trippy talks -> Just me rambling! I try to keep this rant free but be careful, i might have forgotten to delete old ones

#trippy talks dnd -> Pretty obvious! Dnd ocs, my dnd campaigns and other things like that!

#trippy answers -> answering asks, anon or not!

#trippy's art -> My art! Fanart, ocs, and original pieces!

#trippy going feral -> UHHHHH....Okay so I have a tag of me just being a simp-- SO BE CAUSTIOUS AND DONT JUDGE ME IF YOU GO THROUGH THIS!

LIBARAY OF GALAXIES

My writing masterlist!

THE CELESTIAL ILLUSTRATIONS

My art masterlist!

#masterpost #about me

[alexandraisyes]

🤯😈🤡🍆🍦💖

Thanks for the ask! Turbo's answers under the cut! Here's where you can find the emojis for the ask game!

🤯 What's a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?

Probably romance. I'm not a very romantic person but that's to be expected considering my, uh, psychological standing (sweats in ASPD). I've been told that the romantic and soft and family shit I write is really nice and feels real, but I'm just making shit up man, haha. I do a lot of self-projecting when I write sweet shit because I wanna give my characters what I can't have. ❤️Thankfully Turbo is here to make me brainrot and think about all of the sweet shit. Otherwise, the fics would be a lot darker than they already are.

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?

Like kill Sun's cats? OH YOU SAID PLAYFULLY-

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

Any time Killcode acts like a feral cat I get a good laugh. He's just an oversized cat who acts like one too his lovers as well. Including play fighting them (much to Flare's dismay as he gets pulled away from tasks).

🍆 Do you write the spicy stuffs? If so, what's your most popular nsfw fic?

I do haha. My most popular nsfw fic is The Deal because that's the only one uploaded so far. TMiB is just the sequel to The Deal so it doesn't count.

🍦 What's the sweetest fic you've created so far?

Oooh that's tricky. I would say The Deal except that's got uh. . . death. lol. Probably Erros in Resentment just because it's me projecting on Eclipse like all fuck and he gets the happy ending that I think he deserves. Without more suffering. It's kind of my love letter to my disorder (ASPD) since Eclipse and Ruin both have it. There's something beautiful in the absolute devotion a sociopath can have to someone, the unwavering loyalty, and that's often taken for granted because we don't love in the traditional sense of the word. It's meant to show that people with ASPD can still be happy, and change, and grow and improve and live meaningful lives without causing harm to people around them. Not even just ASPD, but all Cluster B disorders. That someone who is aromantic by nature can still find happiness with someone else, even if it's not a romantic companionship, but rather just a sense of belonging. Like I said, it's me self-projecting on Eclipse, and Ruin also having ASPD? That was just the cherry on top for me. I can't promise when it'll get updated, though.

💖 What made you start writing?

I've always been writing! I just normally kept it to myself or roleplays. I've been writing short stories since I knew how to write, though.

Turbo's turn!

🤯 What's a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?

serious conversations? probably some heavy- really heavy shit i think

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?

that one time me and alex hinted at a solar x lunar shit. But it was one sided

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

Any scene where bloodmoon swore in the deal. it just hits different because he dosent swear so much in my ehes

🍆 Do you write the spicy stuffs? If so, what's your most popular nsfw fic?

THE DEAL LMAO

🍦 What's the sweetest fic you've created so far?

A little snippet called "bloodmoon, eclipse, lunar, and burgers" 🥺 (its not found anywhere but on a discord server lel im too shy)

💖 What made you start writing?

DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS NGL AND MY LOVE FOR STORIES

#alex talks #alex rambles #long post #long answer #answered ask #fanfic writer emoji ask game #fanfic writer ask #fanfic writer #ao3 writer #the deal tsams

[fixfoxnox]

YOU

IM GOING FULLY FUCKING FERAL I AHWKAGSLSHAG

FUCKING EMOTIONAL WHIPLASH AHSKSSGKASG IM I AHHHHHHHHHHHHG

Okay okay okay okay okay im calm I'm calm I am not calm

My hand is covered on teethmarks (hello hi I'm that anon that mentioned biting their hand I still do that ahsksgakah)

Mmmmm I want to rant for like 6 hours about this the beginning was so sweet and then it was so sweet and then i was DYING and then I was LIVING for the korangi bits ahskagaja and then I was losing it over Conor being confused by polyamory and price going "don't answer that" when he asked how it worked ahdksgsh

And then I was CRYING WHEN he told Jackson and I love Jackson so much ajahsjsgshh and then things were GOOD THEY WERE SO GOOD AND EVERYTHING WAS FINE AND I LET MYSELF FALL INTO A FALSE SENSE OF SERCURITY AHHHHH

TYE FUCKING VIDEO????? AHSGSKAGKAGS?????? KÖNIG BEING THE ONE TO PULL SOAP ANS GHOST BACK TO REALITY????? AND THEN WARNJNG ROACH AHDKSGWLSGEKSGSH IM SO WORRIED BABY BOY IS GONNA DO SOMETHING LIKE RUN AND HIDE AND NOT LISTEN AS HIS BFS TELL HIM ITS OKAY AND THEY LOVE HIM AHDKSGSKSGSJ

Also soap beating that dude to a pulp I straight up cheered out loud

Anyway summary phenomenal chapter as always I will never recover from this and I think I bruised my hand again agdksgsksgsjsgsh I want to eat your writing

NSNDNNFJFJF HELLO BITING ANON (affectionate) IM SORRY TO HAVE GIVEN YOU BRUISES AGAIN ANFNFJJFF

This chapter is certainly one of those emotional whiplash chapters lol, we go from cuteness to some therapy then jealousy (side not but Soap calling Jackson Roach's leftovers actually made me giggle for like 2 hours after I wrote it) then I take you in a deep dive into the angst train.

Never let yourself fall into a false sense of security with me (except for after this next chapter then you can be secure). Ngl to you guys though sometimes I come up with these ideas in the middle of writing (like the video thing) and get mad/emotional on behalf of the characters as I'm writing like I'm grumpily typing on my keyboard. Never trust anyone, not even yourself guys

Me fr:

Soap gets to beat someone up as a treat. Ghost got to kick the shit out of Makarov so Soap gets to beat the shit out of nameless ultranationalist man. Its only fair to him 😌

Also Soap was definitely about to subject everyone on that transport to lessons on how three people can have sex together if Price hadn't stopped him ajdnfnnfnfnf

As usual please feel free to eat my writing I hope it is filling and I absolutely adore these little post-chapter rants from you guys 💙💙💙

#thoughts with luke #you asked luke #something in the orange

[mamamittens]

Well, I've made minimal progress drawing my weird little alien alter (the face and appendages keep fucking with me, ngl, I really don't draw animals often lol) but I've had fun mentally plotting out a little story to entertain myself at work.

I thought it'd be fun to explore identity, disassociation, and relationships through this funky little dude. Mostly cause several of my earliest OCs are low-key excuses to explore myself cause I'm not very socially aware. I won't say stupid but like, it took 20+ years to even consider that I've never had any real attraction towards someone before in my life.

It's the tism

Anyway! So I was playing around with the concept of what would happen to your sense of self if you were stripped of your previous physical form and given a new one totally alien that didn't change with time. There's no aging. You can't grow into this body. Bond with others over the unique difficulties time gives you as you age.

Any friends you make, it's a real possibility now that they won't be there for anywhere near as long as you are. This clashes with the curse idea I started with but only if I dedicate to naming what it even is to start with. Whatever it is, it definitely isn't working like it was intended to.

And so, to do this for OP, I needed to start sometime before the main story to let this existential horror really sink in. And because I liked the idea of the timing, I figured the island Roger and Whitebeard fight would be a fun meeting point.

First idea was that they (cursed OC) go there recently-ish. Enough to know the island but not establish any super dedicated base. This goes into shenanigans where they steal a weapon to reach their only remaining human clothing item from a branch that it caught on when they fell into the verse. Naturally talking to the blade and promising to leave fruit as an apology for taking it. Maybe with an audience of a very amused owner.

The second idea is that they've been there for a very long time. The WBP and Roger pirates fight taking place just around the time their only human companion has passed, leaving them bereaved and alone. Extra sad points here. Maybe they lived together for several decades in a cabin and now it's so empty the prospect of leaving it behind feels as necessary as it is upsetting.

The third is even worse, the fight taking place several years after their friend's passing and with the lack of human company they've sort of devolved into something closer to an animal than a person. So much so that they have trouble talking for a while after suddenly being prompted to speak up. Initial idea is that Buggy is eaten by a giant frog and is saved but they tell him "wash. No hurt, wash" when they mean to say "you need to wash off the stomach acid or get 3rd degree burns in under an hour". Eventually leading the two captains to the abandoned house for tea but finding all the supplies for it having gone bad for some time.

Naturally, regardless of which one I go with, the custody battle is epic. Though I'm leaning with the third, ngl

Kiwi (their name for now, it's just my baby nickname lol) either goes with the WBP or Roger. If it's Roger the split goes badly and Kiwi ends up half feral again having been aggressively on the run to draw attention away from Shanks and Buggy. It's a few years before they're found again.

I'm leaning on the size thing being connected with state of mind. Like, vulnerable and afraid is the smol bean version. Feral is either the middle 'grown' version or full space dragon depending on how bad it is. Wholly aware and in control is usually smol bean but when talking to people 'on their level' or super comfortable, it's the grown version. So this fighting ring is a very feral, growly grown version with cat pupils.

I had a really horrible and sweet idea that Kiwi ends up in a fighting ring and nearly guts the newly appointed commander Thatch (like I could resist, who do you think I am???) Before noticing his jolly Roger tattoo.

"...friend?" And feels really bad about injuring him. He's confused but rolls with it, busting them out and is delighted to discover that Kiwi is in fact, an old friend of his captain. The rehabilitation is easier this time cause it hasn't been quite so long since Kiwi talked to people and didn't just exist in a fugue state.

Kiwi keeps more animalistic traits such as climbing people, chirping, purring, grooming, and expressive ears/tail body language. Maybe some face rubbing. You know. Like a cat lol

Not sure how human form comes about. But it'd be funny if they admit they miss certain aspects regardless of form. Like having four arms and finding clothes that fit without messing up thick fur.

#back on my bullshit #my weird alien avatar oc thing #gender and identity are weird #and sometimes you need to be ambigiously cursed to sort out your feelings about being gender ambivalent #my vibes are chaos and fear

[squeiky]

I find it absolutely hilarious the way I handle having Shadow the hedgehog as a sona? (Aka Obsidian)

(BTW Obsian is literally just me, but in shadow's body. Think of it like a gost possesion basically.)

Beacuse my personality is that of a feral, depressed sonic if you will. (Mabye like Surge or Sticks.)

So my dumb, anxiety ridden ass is going to"plop" my shadow-sona (Obsidian) self into these situations and I'm just gonna be like-

"ohh oh no! I'm just a little guy, you wouldn't hurt me right? And it's my birthday, I'm a birthday boyy-you wouldn't hurt a birthday boy would you? I could give you some cake pls don't hurt me ;^;"

And then they turn around and I put a bullet straight through their head no hesitation what so ever.

Like, IDW comics right? Okay so I, me, shadow t hedge of hogs are in a serious situation in where we can't touch the enemy's approaching and they're regenerative.

Okay, so obviously I take this 100% seriously. The problem is.. I am dumb as shit. My brain caps out at like after like going 50% high stress and I'm shutdown after that.

So like, I always joke about how I would die immediately in a zombie film (in a multitude of ways btw.) Yeah as IDW shadow I get zobified NOT cause I'm edgy, but beacuse I'm fuking chronically dumb.

I cant remeber what exactly happened into he comic but it probably goes something like this:

Sonic: (something warning or whatever bla bla bla)

Obsidian(me): "okay you stay back and protect the others-"

Sonic: "wait but what about you?! Wait-What are you going to do this time?"

Obby: "I have a truck, and metal shoes- I'm going to drive the goddamn truck straight into the zombots- killing them all efficiently-and if that doesn't work I'm gonna KICK EM! WITH MY SHOES!"

Sonic: "okay that's not a bad p-WAIT WHAT- THEYLL JUST REGENRATE DON'T-"

Obby: *drives straight into zombots*

Zombots: *regenerates*

*Obsian goes out the starts kicking them instead*

*gets touched*

Obby: "well I didn't see this coming-"

:and then beacsue my go to is freeze instead of flight or fight, I just take it like a boss.

Honestly, there are so many IDW shadow decisions and scenes that can be made way more funnier when I just insert myself into the picture ngl.

I'm having a lot of fun just thinking about this.

Oh and Sa2 shadow? Yeah so I don't think much about it, but for maria stuff I guess since I was pretty talkative as a kid oh god I can imagine all the weird ass conversations maria and I could have.

If anything, I compare it to bee and puppycat (I'm puppycat) thanks to that one au haha.

But yeah that's basically the entire ramble it's like 11:08 and I've reached maximum brain energy capacity before I pass out again hahahahahahahah okay bye.

#squieky talks

[watatsumiis]

ALL OF THE QUESTIONS!!!!!!! for ur ask game

Ohoho!!! excited beeps!!! Thank you so so much, im p excited to do this woo

Answers under the cut!

1. Who are your favourite character(s) at the moment?

I definitely have had some pretty strong Harbinger brainrot over the past few weeks (Dottore, Pierro, Pantalone and Capitano especially), but as always Ayato and Zhongli hold a very special place in my heart!! Yae Miko and Tighnari also got me going a bit feral right now ngl

2. Who are your least favourite character(s) at the moment?

There are definitely a few characters who I can't stand (female pyro vision wielders---) but I feel like that's more to do with how they've been written in the game, I feel like I could be convinced to like a lot of them once I've read some good headcanons and such!

EDITED LIKE 8 HOURS LATER BECAUSE I REMEMBERED HOW MUCH I HATE THE R/AIDEN SH0GUN YUCK YUCK YUCK DEFO LEAST FAV OF ALL TIME EVER

3. Which character(s) do you lowkey despise but can't stop thinking about?

SCARAMOUCHE he's a gross little rat and i want to pull his hair -- also same with Al Haitham i just grrr bark (dont come for me i defo dont actually hate either of them asdjkhksdfg)

4. Which character(s) do you identify the most with?

I have pretty strong connections with a few characters throughout the series, but I vibe really hard with Xiao and Gorou (if you couldn't already guess--) and sometimes Sucrose! There's also something about Albedo that's got me like. Hm. Nods. Same hat.

5. What are your favourite headcanons you've come up with?

My appearance headcanons for Capitano are definitely right up there - if MHY disappoints/diverts a lot I think I've come up with enough original content and ideas for him to just make my version a fully fledged OC.

I'm also pretty fond of a lot of my neurodivergent headcanons for certain characters (OCD Pantalone isn't something I've seen around but it's definitely something I incorporate into a lot of my writing with him).

OH ALSO Adepti being empaths !! That's a very special headcanon I hold dear to my heart, I dunno why I came up with it but I really really like it, especially with Xiao.

6. Favourite headcanons belonging to other people?

I saw a Pyro Delusion Pantalone headcanon the other day that was really really super cool, I'd never even considered him having a delusion until I saw that and it vibed!!

Generally I enjoy any trans or ND headcanons for characters too, even if they don't line up with how I view them/characterise them it's really nice to see such a broad range of ideas for one character!

ALSO DESI KAEYA MY BELOVED AUGH

7. Do you have any self-ships (romantic or platonic)?

So many. So so many. I have a variety of 'sonas' for various AUs/timelines (though the one that I've made the most content for is. An arranged marriage AU with Ayato jkdskjhgf) and I make a lot of varying content for them (which I probably won't be sharing here because I'm shy but just know. I love them.) with all different characters and different relationship dynamics, I've been shipping myself (or versions of) with fictional characters for years and it's a huge comfort to me and such a fun fun way to experiment with writing different scenarios and such!

8. Thoughts on alternate universes (AUs)? Any favourites?

I LOVE AUs so much i have about a million myself and I adore seeing the kinds of things others come up with !! A lot of my writing tends to be done in a non-canon AU where the events of the game havent/don't happen just to keep things simpler hfkjhsdgk

I'm always an enjoyer of modern AUs, but at the moment i'm holding a particular fondness for the 'Fatui adopt Kaeya AU', which lowkey may have slightly inspired the last fic i started working on ehe

9. If you were from Teyvat, where would you live?

Mondstadt!! It just seems chill and nice and there's such a wide variety of people there, the vibe seems accepting and laid back and it seems like lots of people from different walks of life congregate there! Failing that maybe Sumeru just because mmm pretty

10. What kind of Vision would you have?

Anemo, probably! That's the one i most commonly write my sonas with! Though I don't think I'd be entirely opposed to a Dendro vision in some cases too!!

11. What weapon type would you use?

Hmm I guess maybe catalyst? (something something not another god damn anemo catalyst short model boy)

12. Favourite fandom tropes/goofs?

One i always find funny is like. siblings with big age gaps getting along great (Albedo/Klee, Ayato/Ayaka, Jean/Barbara, etc) but ones closer in age constantly trying to MURDER each other (Diluc/Kaeya, and Aether/Lumine r the only ones i can think of rn).

I also love the found family tropes I see around, and the Nahida and Scara content I've seen recently have been top notch!

13. Least favourite fandom tropes/goofs?

It's a common thing with a lot of games and characters where the fandom reduces them down to a core trait or two and act like it's completely canon, or take certain lines and such out of context and base their entire characterisation off of that - on a surface level theyre silly and fun but when it's literally everywhere

A few i can think of off the top of my head are like 'senior citizen zhongli' where he's reduced to nothing but a bumbling old boomer and the whole 'stalker/obsessive ayaka' bit.

14. If you could change anything about one characters design, who/what would it be and why?

I think some of the adepti should have more non-human traits (xiao deserves horns tbh) and as a general statement i'd love to see characters with facial/body hair and more variety in body types or at least skin tones! I understand it's not exactly like realistic but it would be nice

there was also an interesting detail with Zhongli's design that was fixed - he wore his vision backwards! I think it was super neat and an interesting reference to the fact that it's not a real vision, but sadly they fixed it :(

15. What's your favourite voice line from the game?

I know a lot of people joke about Zhongli's idle lines being really annoying (and while hearing the oSmAnThUs WiNe line 8 times in just as many minutes can get really irritating) but i find them kind of comforting - I play in English and really enjoy the cadence of his voice, it's super comforting to me, so most of his lines are big faves - I also find his 'disliked gift' line super funny where he tries to redirect the player by telling them stories ashkjgf

I also like how Kaeya teases you for standing around (though it kinda makes me wanna flick him), and Tighnari's "who ate a poisoned mushroom this time?" join line is fun!

Link to the ask meme!

#there are lots of other lines i like im sure #thanks so much for the ask this was really super fun!!!!! #general barks #ask memes

[sxlco]

OMG I’VE READ EROS AND COMPLETLY LOVED IT, The butterflies 🦋🦋🦋

I was wondering, can I request a fic where Silco and reader are friends with benefits? Thank you!

The Bartender | Silco

Pairing: Silco x Female Reader

Word count: 3.2k

Warnings: Alcohol, smoking, oral sex (m receiving), dirty talk, p in v sex (18+ ONLY)

Summary: Silco is particularly fond of his bartender, who at times, is more than just a friend.

Notes: If you squint you can see a saucy line I included from Jason’s latest livestream 😉 AO3

This was how it usually started.

At the end of a long night of dancing, drinking, and gods knew what else, the revellers of The Last Drop would gradually move on from the club to their next destination. The only ones left to stick around when the music stopped and the colourful lights settled would be Silco’s circle of thugs and the man himself.

He would make his way downstairs and take a seat at the bar silently and you would automatically begin making his drink. You knew what he liked, and you would wordlessly place the glass in front of him as he pretended to busy himself with some menial task like running his finger around the edge of the coasters on the counter.

He would take a few sips of his drink while you wiped down the bar for the night before you would ask him casually, “rough day?”

He never came down here on a good day, and as of late, he wasn’t having very many of those.

He would let out a noncommittal grunt that usually meant yes, his day was shit. Sevika and the others would pretend not to notice that their boss only gravitated towards one person when he had something on his mind.

Silco didn’t have…friends exactly. He had people he kept around and tolerated because they were useful to him.

You, however, were quite possibly the only person whose company he enjoyed without conditions. You, one of the bartenders at The Last Drop.

You kept the place straight, made good drinks, and were entirely too easy to talk to. Silco liked you because you didn’t take any bullshit from the sometimes raucous clientele of The Lanes. He also liked you because you were easy on the eyes.

He didn’t remember the first time he noticed you were pretty, but he did know it had been a very long time since he had seen something beautiful in the industrial wasteland that was The Undercity and for that reason, he was automatically drawn to you. It wasn’t until he first approached you for a drink that he realized he genuinely enjoyed your company.

You listened to him bitch about the Topsiders and the Enforcers, about the development of his mysterious project that was taking too long, and you were always captivated by the stories of his younger years fighting for the freedom of Zaun.

Those stories were your favourite to hear, and they were his favourite to tell.

Silco listened to your stories and gripes too, and soon your little exchanges became more and more regular.

Until one night, when Silco had had a particularly shit day, and you took a seat beside him at the bar and joined him for a drink.

Slurred words, longing glances, and lingering touches had soon turned to Silco having you pressed up against the wall of his office as you kissed each other ravenously, and the rest of the night was filled with blurry memories of skin against skin and Silco filling you so deliciously that you still felt the pleasant ache of him the next day.

However, you did distinctly remember waking up naked in his bed the morning after and rolling over to find his side of the bed empty and cold. You had sighed and gathered your clothes and what was left of your dignity, got dressed, and padded out into the adjoining office to start your walk of shame home. Silco was nowhere to be found, but anyone with half a brain who was still lingering in The Last Drop in the morning knew why you were sneaking out in the same clothes you were wearing the night before.

Silco hadn’t mentioned it the next time he saw you, and it was almost as if it hadn’t happened at all.

Until it happened again.

And again, and again.

Neither of you ever talked about it and what it meant. It was casual and thankfully didn’t impede your friendly relationship in the slightest.

Based on his demeanour this evening, it seemed likely you were going to find yourself tangled with him yet again. You knew better than to get involved with someone as dangerous as Silco who was also technically your employer, but you couldn’t deny that he was damn good in bed and satisfied you better than any other previous partners had.

“Want to talk about it?” You asked as you cleaned a glass and Silco continued to nurse his drink.

His eyes flicked up to yours, one blue and one black with a maimed iris of molten lava. That was another piece of information he had divulged to you; what had happened to him to scar him so brutally. You could tell it was an insecurity for him despite the fear it inspired in others.

Ignoring your question, Silco simply replied, “would you like to come up for a drink?”

So, it was going to be one of those nights then. You had pretty much finished closing the bar anyway and you were starting to feel your skin heat up the longer he scanned you with that hungry look in his eye.

“Okay.”

After finishing your duties for the night, you had followed Silco upstairs to his office and were now lounging in one of the plush chairs in the sitting area sipping your drink while he stood at his desk trimming and lighting his evening cigar.

“So, are you going to tell me what has you in such a mood?” You inquired with a playful lilt to your voice, half-expecting him to ignore your question again.

You heard his steady footsteps as he moved from the desk to the lush couch across from you and took a seat. The smoky smell of the cigar wafted over to you along with lingering hints of his cologne, lulling you into an easy calm.

“I am not in a state,” he clipped and took a drag of his cigar. You watched the way his cheeks hollowed around it, how his slender fingers held the smoke up to his lips, all while he was seated on the couch with his legs spread like a king sitting on his throne. Your mouth began to water and you began to feel warm.

“Well, then why am I here?”

His gaze travelled to you as he exhaled, smoke dancing around his head like a devilish halo, and he hesitated momentarily before answering, “is it not enough that I enjoy the pleasure of your company?”

A smile tugged at the corners of your lips as you felt yourself begin to settle into this familiar game the two of you played. Dancing around each other before one of you made the first move.

“Is that all you wanted? My company?” You teased, knowing full well he had brought you up here not as a conversational companion, but as a lover.

Silco pretended to ponder your question as he took another drag off his cigar, and exhaled before countering in his smooth tone, “And what if it was? Would you be disappointed?”

“Well, I guess I would be, but it’s really you who should be disappointed.”

“Hmm? And why’s that?” He questioned casually, clearly enjoying your little game.

“Because,” you started, lowering your voice into a seductive purr as you began to undo the buttons of your shirt, revealing the lacy black lingerie you had adorned yourself in this morning, having a feeling that this is where your day would lead. “It would mean that you wouldn’t get to see this.”

You slipped your shirt off your shoulders, and Silco never tore his greedy stare away from you as he clenched his jaw and scanned his eyes over the delicate fabric accentuating your breasts. You made sure to pick out a naughty little piece he hadn’t seen before, and judging by his reaction, you had chosen well.

Silco still hadn’t said anything and watched you intently as you stood up from your chair and closed the distance between the two of you. You smirked down at him before hooking one leg over his thighs and settling yourself on his lap so you straddled him.

He regarded you now with an amused expression, his eyebrow raised as he brought his cigar to his lips again. “My, my, eager tonight aren’t we?”

Before he could take another drag from the cigar, you plucked it out of his hands and smothered it in the ashtray that sat on the nearby side table without breaking his challenging stare.

“I wasn’t done with that,” he said flatly.

“You are now,” you declared and began undoing his tie. Silco’s hands moved to your thighs, and you could feel the heat of his palms through your pants as he slowly slid them up to grip your hips and rub the exposed skin just above your waistband with his thumbs.

He watched you quietly as you slid his tie off and started working on the buttons of his shirt. There was no sound in the room now except for your hushed breathing and the distant bustle of the street outside. Silco’s office was dark, with only the eerie green glow of The Undercity coming through the window to light the room.

Once you finished your work on his buttons, you latched yourself onto his neck and he hummed as you began to trail hot, open-mouthed kisses down the column of his throat. Silco let out a small hiss as you nipped at his collarbone and you couldn’t help but grin. You had just started sucking on his pale skin to leave a love bite when he breathed out the pet name he only called you when you were alone like this.

“Darling…”

You pulled away from his neck and peered at him questioningly. His eyes were half-lidded as if he were already drunk with pleasure. That could very well be the case; you shifted on his lap and felt his hardening length against your core that sent a pulse to your belly.

Silco began working at the buttons of your pants as he sighed, “if you’re going to tease me with such filthy underthings, at least let me see the whole set.”

You tried to suppress your giggle, but you both knew you had him right where you wanted him and he couldn’t help but grin as he finally unclasped your pants and you moved off him to rid yourself of them and your shoes.

“You certainly do put on quite a show for me,” he offered, looking his fill of the lacy little number you were wearing and watching you sway your hips as you moved to straddle him once again.

His hands moved to roam over your skin, igniting a trail of fire everywhere he touched. When one of his hands moved up to your face to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear and the other gently grasped your breast through the black lace, you decided you couldn’t wait any longer.

You took Silco’s face between your hands and brought your lips down to his in a firm kiss.

He responded instantly, groaning and moving his lips against yours. His taste was so familiar to you now with the lingering notes of the cigar and the whiskey he had downstairs earlier.

You moved your hands to tangle in his soft hair and began to grind your hips into him. Silco groaned again, the sound rumbling in his chest and he tightened his grip on your hips as you moved deliciously over his clothed length. His tongue slipped easily into your mouth and he would occasionally nip at your bottom lip, causing you to let out quiet whimpers of pleasure.

He always had this effect on you. He made you feel like you needed him everywhere at once and he drove you crazy with his silky voice and suave attitude. Having those traits turned on you for the purposes of seducing his way into your bed made your head spin. You needed to feel his skin on you, now.

You moved your hands down to frantically work at the buttons on his vest, and when you began to struggle, you pulled away from his filthy kiss, breathless, and looked down to focus on your work of ridding him of his clothes.

While you did that, Silco moved to kiss and lick at your neck and whisper dirty things in your ear.

“Easy now, be a good girl,” he crooned, his voice like liquid velvet in your consciousness, making you shudder. He moved to suck on that spot behind your ear that drove you crazy, and you ground your hips particularly hard as you tried to get some friction on your throbbing clit.

“But not too good.”

You finally were able to remove his vest and quickly moved to work at the remaining buttons of his crimson dress shirt. Silco pulled away from you momentarily to assist you with ridding himself of his shirt, and when he tossed it aside, you resumed your assault on his neck.

You worked your way down his throat, his collarbone, his chest, leaving hot kisses in your wake as you worshipped him. He threw his head back and groaned, petting your hair as you kneeled between his legs and followed the fine trail of greying hair down his navel with your mouth.

You looked up at him through your eyelashes as you palmed his erection. Silco hissed and moved one of his hands from your hair to brush his thumb over your bottom lip.

“Don’t tease me, darling, I’ve had a long day,” he breathed and applied the slightest bit of pressure to your lip with his thumb. You didn’t even hesitate as you wrapped your lips around the digit and sucked, never breaking eye contact with him.

“Dirty little thing,” he whispered to no one but himself, and pulled his hand away so you could get to work on unbuttoning his pants and freeing his cock.

You always seemed to forget how big he was, but you were never daunted as you licked the salty precum at his slit and wrapped your lips around his head and sucked.

Silco inhaled sharply, carefully tangling his hand in your hair and guiding your head down his shaft as you began to bob up and down his length.

“Good girl,” he repeated breathily. “Just like that.”

He began to gently thrust up into your mouth, and you gazed up at him with innocent eyes glazed in arousal, which you knew drove him crazy. When you felt you had relaxed enough, you boldly pushed yourself further onto his cock and took him into your throat.

Silco let out a strangled noise that was a cross between a growl and a moan and threw his head back.

“So good, so good.”

He always got chattier the closer he got to finishing, and you could feel his muscles tightening as you continued to suck him off and stroke the rest of his length with one hand.

Silco’s breathing became more rapid, and just as you thought he was about to cum down your throat, he murmured your name.

“That’s enough…want to feel you,” he panted.

You obeyed, pulling off his cock and assisting Silco with removing his pants fully and removing the rest of your lingerie. When you rose to perch yourself atop him again, you allowed yourself a moment to imprint the sight before you into your brain. Silco sprawled over the couch, naked, with a thin sheen of sweat covering his pearly skin and his hair hanging in his face. He was utterly gone with arousal, his cock still hard as steel and his eyes heavy with pleasure.

“Come here,” he ordered, his voice heady and seductive.

Without question, you moved to straddle him again and gripped his cock, positioning him at your dripping entrance. Silco’s eyes bore into your own as you put the tip in and slowly began to sink down on him. He hissed and you shuddered at the feeling of the delightful intrusion, and Silco had to steady his breathing to ensure the feeling of your warm, wet cunt squeezing him wouldn’t cause him to spill into you right then and there.

You whimpered as you took him in further, and Silco shushed you gently, rubbing your back and pressing light kisses to your neck to relax you. The stretch was delicious, but it always took you a few moments to get used to him. He was always a patient, caring lover, and sometimes you couldn’t believe that your relationship was completely different out of the confines of these walls.

But you didn’t want to think about that right now.

You were finally seated fully on him, and once the pain had subsided, you started to roll your hips. The sounds of your combined noises of pleasure filled the room, as did the sound of the squelching of your wetness as you moved up and down on his cock.

“There you go,” he purred in your ear, gripping your hips as he thrusted his own up into you. “Does that feel good?”

He didn’t expect an answer, you knew that. He knew damn well the feeling of having him inside you was euphoric, and your whimpers and moans provided him with enough conclusions.

You both found a rhythm that had you pulsing around him in no time, and your noises grew louder and louder until Silco’s rhythm became frantic and you were crying out with every thrust. You arched into him and he ghosted his mouth over your nipple, sucking lightly and causing you to keen in his arms.

“Silco-” you moaned, not knowing any words right now other than his name.

“I know, I know,” he crooned, moving to lick at your other breast.

You could feel the pressure building in your belly and threatening to snap. Sparks of electricity danced up your spine and you were becoming breathless.

“I’m close,” you managed to force out. Silco hummed before pulling off your breast, and looked up at you as his thumb began to rub tight circles on your clit.

“Oh- oh gods!” You cried out, the coil inside you snapping within a few thrusts. You threw your arms around Silco’s shoulders and screamed his name as you came, the sparks in your spine turning into pure lighting that danced through every nerve in your body.

Silco found his own release moments later, and he growled sharply into the crook of your neck as the feeling of your cunt clenching around him like a vice drove him over the edge and he spilled himself into you.

You both stayed like that for a while, clinging to each other as you came down from your respective highs. Silco stayed inside you while he softened and his breathing evened out, and you had your face buried in his shoulder as you tried to bring yourself back down to reality.

It was not lost on you that the level of intimacy Silco offered you was special. You could stay like this forever, with your bodies wrapped around each other and him buried deep inside of you as you recovered from the throes of passion.

“Are you alright?” His even voice was a welcome intrusion into your post-sex contemplations.

“Mhm,” you hummed contentedly, pulling back to look into his eyes. “Are you?”

The corners of his mouth danced and he nodded, a mischievous glint in his eye. “I can assure you, my dear, that you are most definitely not a disappointment.”

“So you did bring me up here just to ravish me,” you giggled. Silco huffed a laugh and pressed a gentle kiss to your lips.

“Perhaps I did.”

#ask #anon #request #my writing #silco x reader #silco x you #silco #arcane #arcane fanfic #thank you for the request! #i hope you enjoy #ngl i made myself a little feral with this one #nsft

[whomturgled]

the feminine urge to seek vengeance against those who have wronged u

#ngl this is a sasuke post. #to destroy the konoha. to feel a little crazy. yknow. #but then i thought abt it and was like nah its also a general post sometimes #i feel like theres smthn to be added that i dont know how to word but like #with wanted retribution for yknow Real Life trauma bad shit theres also then the like.... #not doing it or suppressing that and its kinda like im moving on i dont need to think abt it but also if smthn bad happens to them ill clap #but the suppressing is bc like. yknow. ppl wld think ur insane or whatever or in the wrong or hysteric and justice system prob wouldnt b #e on ur side #feminine urge to just go absolutely apeshit feral like life or death fighting tooth n nail and demolishing sm1 ^_____^ #for context im thinking of one specific person who abused me most of my life and made it hell and now i have to deal with the aftermath and #how it shaped me as a person and all the issues i have lol jdjskjgdjosog #this got a lil dark and personal #if its anything tbh i dont often have this sorta line of thinking anymore i mostly just repress and try to Go Forward #not a fan of violence personally like me doing it or other ppl doing it around me ??jdksjfis ?? prob not capable of it unless life or death #or accidental like that one time i butted shoulders with a coworker jokingly and accidentally knocked him over but he was a lil weaklingso #why. am i explaining myself. so much. oh my god

[justwonder113]

Halu! Saw your post, and I'm looking forward for your future works. Can I request a Dad! haikyuu scenarios? Cause I'm really into that. When he and his pregnant s/o, went to the hospital for feral ultrasound. And the obstetricians revealed there’s 3 heartbeats. Which mean, they are having triplets. I wanna know their reactions so bad 😂 When I think of triplets, I'm thinking those character who most probably have strong genes. (Bokuto, Osamu, Atsumu and maybe, Ushijima?)

Oh my god this is such an adorable scenario. Ngl I keep reminding myself that I'm too young to have kids now (not that I have a bf or anything lol). Thank you very much for requesting, I really hope you will like it.

Hearing that you're going to have triplets

includes: Bokuto Koutaro, Miya Osamu, Miya Atsumu and Ushijima Wakatoshi.

Bokuto Koutaro

Honestly you were so thankful that you had Bokuto with you, he was the most amazing partner you could ask for. Always supportive and kind, never failing to make you feel deeply appreciated and loved.

Especially since he found out you were pregnant. The man was over the moon! You hadn't even finished the sentence he already had you in his arms spinning you around while proclaiming how happy he was.  You felt silly that you were even worried about his reaction. You had never seen him more happy. 

You just knew he would be the most amazing father.

He was always with you and helped you with whatever he could, say goodbye to even holding stuff. Cleaning and sometimes even cooking were immediately off your shoulders. And whenever you tried to tell him that you were more than capable of doing stuff he immediately shushed you saying that he was more than happy to help.

 He didn't know much about pregnancy, tho he read everything with you and listened to you whenever you explained things to him, he just wanted to support you.

I see that he would also change his diet for you. It's important for pregnant women to have a healthy lifestyle during pregnancy. So when he saw that you tried to cut off junk food and other unhealthy food he immediately gave up on them too. If you stopped drinking coffee he would stop to, everything to support you.

When you told him that you had to go to ultrasound to make sure everything was right he immediately called and took a day off. You were so thankful for it, you told him that you could go alone but honestly you were terrified, this was your first pregnancy. You read almost everything and asked so many questions too and did everything you were told, but you were still beyond terrified on what the doctor would say, so having him around was really a big deal.

Especially when you noticed slight furrow on doctor's face. Your grip immediately tightened around his hand. Your mind immediately went to most terrible stuff in seconds, it didn't even cross your mind that you might be having triplets. You wanted to ask what was happening, but you didn't have courage, thankfully Bokuto got the clue and asked what was going on." I had to make sure, congratulations, you will be having triplets, I can hear three completely healthy heartbeats." The doctor beamed at you." Three heartbeats... Triplets..., oh my god Kou we're having triplets!" you couldn't believe your ears, heck you didn't even know what you were even feeling. You were thrilled yes but at the same time... Being mother of one kid seemed already hard, but triplets? Would you do a good job? What about Kou? Was he happy with the news?

You returned to reality after you felt two strong arms wrap around you tightly. Bokuto was beaming like crazy." Oh my god Y/N! We're having triplets!" He cheered loudly, startling both you and the doctor. "That's so amazing! We would have like half of a volleyball team! That's so cool! I never even thought we could have triplets, thank you so much, you really make me happiest!" He kept rambling on and on, pressing millions of kisses on top of your head. You never even realized when you started crying… "You're happy?" You asked quietly, almost a whisper."I'm beyond thrilled baby, this is going to be awesome! Don't worry about anything, we're going to do great you hear me!" He immediately assured you and planted another kiss on your head making you giggle as well. He was right as long you had each other you were not afraid of anything. You would do amazing!

Osamu Miya

I feel like he would be the most amazing husband. Really doting and caring.

Would also really try to help you with everything he could. Both around the house and with whatever you needed. Just imagine being able to taste Samu's cooking every day. (And I just know he would try and come up with new recipes just so he would keep things interesting for you, like you hate some food, and it's hella healthy and is good for pregnancy, you bet your butt he would try and come up with a recipe, so you could eat it that way and not gag. Alsosatisfying your cravings with his cooking would be like a challenge for him, he would be excited to try out new things.)

I think that after you told him the news that you were pregnant he knew that he had to change things. Like he already felt bad when he worked all this long days at his restaurant leading to sometimes neglecting you. He was thinking to hire an assistant, but was reluctant because he didn't think they would do as good of a job as him. But when you told him the news all the hesitation went through the window. Like hell, he was going to leave you alone, especially now that you were pregnant.

You were glad you could spend more time with your husband still you felt guilty because you knew how much his restaurant meant to him, and sometimes you couldn't help but think you were interfering with it. Osamu reassured you million times that it definitely wasn't like that and that he was beyond happy that you were going to be parents even thought you weren't planning it just yet. He never failed to show you how appreciated and loved you were but the thoughts still lingered.

When doctor told you the news you felt your breath hitch. Osamu's grip on your hand tightened. You wanted to look at him for reactions, but you couldn't force yourself. 

You were terrified. What if he wasn't happy, what if he didn't want so many children. Your mind felt like a thread mill, you didn't even notice when the doctor left the room to give you two few minutes. You had your chaos going on in your brain. What if...

your chain of thoughts were interrupted when you felt the pair of lips clash against yours. You let out a startled  noise but returned it. Osamu cupped your cheeks, and rested his forehead against yours.

"Sorry for startling you love."He said and pinched your cheek playfully, giving you a heartfelt smile. "I'm so happy, I don't know what to say." He gave you another peck making you smile. "Three kids! This is going to be amazing love! And I bet your cute butt Tsumu's going to be so jealous!" He snickered and planted yet another kiss on our face. "You have no idea how happy you make me! You're the most amazing thing that has happend to me." The last comment made you crack and you let out all your emotions. Motherhood really scared you especially now that you knew you were going to become a mother of three. But still, you have never felt happier. What more could you ask for? You had the most loving husband and you would have three most amazing children.

"Thank you Samu..." You couldn't even stop your tears now, but you were grinning from ear to ear and Samu was returning the smile.

"No, thank you Y/n. Thank you for being in my life! You're everything I could ever ask for and so much more more. I know you're scared and so am I but we're going to do amazing you got me? Don’t worry your pretty head about anything"  He reassured, you nodded and kissed him passionately, your hands rubbing away his tears. "That's my girl. Come on let's rub it in on Tsumu's face!" He grinned mischievously, making you giggle. 

 He was right you two were going to do amazing, you just couldn't help but wait until you could hold your kiddos in your hands.

Atsumu Miya

If you thought that Atsumu was clingy before you should have seen him now that he heard you were pregnant. He was basically glued to your side.

Not gonna lie the man probably cried when he heard that you were pregnant. And you felt silly that you were worried about his reaction to begin with.

He would try his best to help you with everything, but for the love of god don't let him near the kitchen. (I think out of these four characters he is the worse cook. I headcanon that Osamu learned how to cook because Atsumu couldn't cook at all and it was pretty much pointless to turn to him when he was hungry and there was no food at home, and I'm pretty sure he caused a kitchen fire at least once.)

Really supportive and tries to do everything for you, at some point you really have to make him stop because you can hold your own purce. I can clearly imagine him carrying everything for you, whispering reassuring things and proclamations of love whenever he can.

 And don't let me started about him showing you off. One would think that his amazing pregnant wifey is the only thing that he talkes about. All his social media would be filled with pictures of you too. Just imagine having all those cute photo sessions with him!!! ( Yes I have a baby fever now)

"Congratulations, I hear three completely healthy heartbeats. You're going to have triplets!" The elderly woman announced to you with a warm smile. You just stared at her dumbfounded cuz like 3?  You would have 3 little Atsumus walking all over your house?

Before  you could even react your husband engulfed you in the biggest hug ever, almost knocking you out of the chair. "Oh my god, baby we're going to have triplets it's so amazing! We're going to have three kids! This is so cool!”He gasped as he realized something. “Soon we could have like our own volleyball team! Oh my god, Samu's going to be so jealous. As long as we're out I'm going to rub it in his ugly face!" Let's say you had to drag your hyperactive husband out of the doctor's office after he also almost tacked her too thanking her for the news.

He just wouldn't stop rambling how much he loved you and how thankful he was to have you in his life. And let's say in a matter of minutes everyone knew you two were going to have triplets.

Also let's just say that at some point you really had to shut him up with kisses, because as much as you love him and felt happy he was this amazed, it was still 3 am, and you wanted to sleep

You sure as hell scored yourself one heck of an amazing family.

Ushijima Wakatoshi

Precious baby!!!

He was so happy when you announced him your pregnancy! He spend whole night hugging your belly whispering all the sweet stuff and how he couldn't wait to meet your kid, and how he would teach them everything he knew. You couldn't stop your tears it was such a happy sight.

I just imagine him being on his tippy toes whenever he's around you, bacause he's so large and strong he's fraid he's going to hurt you or the baby.

Also have I said that he would do anything for you? You would be like "Toshi..." And he's like "on it!" No matter which weird craving you have he would bring you everything without a single thought. Your wishes are his top priority.

He would also read books about pregnancy, just so can he know what's happening, and he would also ask you questions so he can understand everything better.

He would also help with your healthy diet, he would bring you all kinds of stuff saying "I heard it's good for pregnant women." (He's such a sweetheart I can't.)

He would also give best massages whenever you feel sore or tired. Anything to make you feel comfortable.

I think that his love language is through acts of service and trust me when I say this, he makes sure you feel loved and appreciated every day.

When the doctor told you the news he gave you the sweetest and warmest smile, immediately washing away all your possible worries. He grabbed your hands and littered them with softest kisses. Muttering to you how happy he was, how he loved you and how much he coudln't wait until they were born with tears on his eyes.

Let's say the doctor had to give you few minutes to yourself because now you were a sobbing mess and were clingling to your husband like your life depended on it. You were just so happy!

The same night he would bring you all sorts of magazines and would help you choose whatever you needed just so the triplets could have the cutest nurcery. (He let you choose anything, he just made comments then and there as he had you in his lap all cutely, snuggled against his chest. His warm hands securely on your belly, softest smile on is face.)

So this is it, I really hope you like it, this was my first time writing headcannons like this; Sorry if it has any mistakes, English is my second language and I still make mistakes. if you have any other requests don't hesitate to ask, I will be glad to write them^^

#haikyuu fluff #haikyuu #haikyuu hcs #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu osamu #miya osamu #osamu fluff #osamu x reader #bokuto fluff #bokuto koutaro #bokuto x reader #atsumu headcanons #bokuto headcanons #hq headcanons #hq imagines #ushijima x reader #ushijima fluff #ushijima x you #atsumu fluff #atsumu imagines #atsumu x reader #ushijima headcanons #miya atsumu

[hydrangeawise]

I'm feeling a little feral right now ngl. Watching Sasaki to Miyano first thing in the morning has been one of my better decisions, so: EP12!

My poor heart probably imploded and I feel ready to communicate my feelings on the episode with an interpretive dance of banging pots and pans together because oh man, seeing it all in motion and animated robbed me of my words!!

Overall I liked the composition of the episode. Miyano running upstairs to basically yell "Later!" and disappear (which could've been a bit more forceful in my opinion. I had a distinct feeling of "let Miyano say fuck") before the intro started playing was a good choice! The whole conversation he has with Hanzawa afterwards while Hirano is calling Sasaki is also very special to me, it felt like an opportunity to show Miyano's feelings solidifying even more as well as giving him an outside perspective of sorts and a show of support (it also fleshes out Hanzawa's character a bit more). It's still so funny to me how Sasaki and Miyano really never got around to exchange their numbers! (Wrong Number trope who? We Were So Caught Up In Each Other's Company That We Forgot is my new best friend!)

I have also been wondering how they would handle the scene where Miyano is on the train and Sasaki on his way home since showing the concurrency(? is this the right word?) was a very important part of the scene I think. In the end, it felt a lot softer than I anticipated! (I also completely forgot that Sasaki actually made it home before returning to the train station :D fun little detail suprises).

And the rest - well, it was simply beautiful. The apology and subsequent confession scene turned out so well!! I kept waiting for Miyano to reach out for Sasaki (the whole time I had that post in my mind - I'll link it later! - that talked about how Sasaki needed Miyano to touch him to actually understand/accept Miyano's confession), but I also thought how patiently Sasaki let Miyano explain and express all of his feelings, even when Miyano started to fumble with his words! And my favourite, absolute favourite parts of it all were the small touches. You know, when they hold hands and Sasaki caresses Miyano's frist before they intertwine their fingers? That one. And when Miyano puts his hand on Sasaki's cheek and Sasaki puts a kiss on that hand? That one! Honestly, I could probably make screencaps of every single second and put a comment to it with something I love about it, so I'll stop myself here and enjoy the memory of Miyano aksing Sasaki to be his boyfriend to make sure they were on the same page (honestly, this whole bit with "I read a manga once..." was so charming, I was very close to breaking something at that point from the cute agression of it all).

And then the outro played and I was on cloud nine, but there. was. more!! [screech] It was so special!! Kuresawa congratulating Miyano but in the same breath going "Let me tell my girlfriend" *chef's kiss*! In general, Sasaki as well as Miyano telling their (long-suffering in Hirano's case) friends ... I'm just so happy how this whole anime turned out, it has made my Mondays so much lighter and brighter.

I will now procede to re-read the manga a lot. And continue the interpretive pots and pans banging dance. I've got a lot of emotions to work through after all.

#sasaki to miyano #b rambles #this has been a long post holy cow #I could write so much more still and I'm very tempted to compare the manga and the anime bit by bit for this episode but eh #sometimes you have to stop yourself before it gets too much #if anyone wants to talk to me about how Sasaki hides his face constantly I'm all ears because man I felt him on that

[guillemelgat]

Hey all! So if you remember last year I made this post, and unfortunately for everyone I’m back to do it again :p

What the idea here is, is that every year for the past two years, I’ve tried to keep a running playlist of songs that I get really into over the course of the year, mostly for posteriority’s sake because otherwise I’ll forget them. But it’s also cool because I can use it to get a handle on the linguistic sonoric landscape of my life for the year, and also to see if my perceptions of my music consumption actually match what I’m listening to. So here are the results:

Catalan (40.3% or 93 songs) - This is much higher than I thought, as happened last year, but it is a fair amount less than last year, when it was more than half of the music I listened to.

English (18.2% or 42 songs) - This number went up a horrifying amount, mostly because I went through Mika, traditional folk, and Eurovision phases though. That being said, I’m still disappointed in myself for buckling to the anglophone domination of the music world 😔

Spanish (11.3% or 26 songs) - This was really low and I’m kind of surprised, I literally have no clue why. I know I always think I listen to more music in Spanish than I think I do but this is an eyebrow-raising drop.

Basque (6.5% or 15 songs) - I’m always surprised by how little Basque music I listen to in practice, all the songs are bops that are pulling above their weight and so while the actual number is small, their place in my heart is much larger <3

Galician (4.3% or 10 songs) - I discovered Ezetaerre this year and instantly became very annoying about it, last November and December all I did was listen to Pólvora e Tormenta over and over. Also I’ve been vibing with Tanxugueiras’ new songs which are all bops.

Italian (3.0% or 7 songs) - I mean, Mahmood is eternal, what else can I say. I also went through a Måneskin phase immediately post-Eurovision, as one does (thank you Italian Eurovision entries for half of my music tbh).

Welsh (2.6% or 6 songs) - This went up a bit from last year, but I was surprised it didn’t go up more. I’ve been listening to so much Welsh music, ever since Sŵnami saved us all by coming back with that EP in February. In fact, about 99% of this is just Sŵnami, ngl.

French (2.2% or 5 songs) - Listen. We all make mistakes.

Arabic, (Scottish) Gaelic, Malayalam, and Ukrainian (1.3% or 3 songs) - “Ha’oud” slapped but besides that I’ve calmed down on the Mashrou’ Leila front. I listened to a lot of Julie Fowlis in the winter for absolutely no reason?? hence the Gaelic. For Malayalam I actually found music I like!! I’m very excited about that development. And Ukrainian was all Go_A, the pretty forest cult lady got hold of me I guess.

Romani, Irish, Georgian, Russian, and Portuguese (0.9% or 2 songs) - Romani should probably have been more, idk why I didn’t add the Šaban Bajramović. Irish was from the recs I got on here for the songs game, Portuguese was also from a recommendation, Georgian was songs from the And Then We Danced soundtrack because I’m gay, and Russian was Zemfira my beloved <3 and “Russian Woman” which is a bop.

Tamasheq, Asturian, Breton, Greenlandic, and Hungarian (1 song) - Asturian was from “Veleno” which I am trying to indoctrinate every uQuiz maker into listening to because I feel like if Tumblr as a whole discovered that song it would go feral for it. Breton and Greenlandic were from the ask games, shout out to the people who recommended those songs <3 Tamasheq and Hungarian were me back on my usual BS.

It also stands to add that I went with the language the majority of the song was in, but there were songs with pretty significant portions in (Northern?) Sámi, Albanian, Zulu that I ultimately decided not to count for those languages and instead counted for English. In addition, several of the songs I counted for one language on here also contain significant portions in others of the languages I put on here, so some of these numbers could be shuffled a bit.

If you’re a music listener and have your music in any sort of library, I’m curious to see what the composition of other people’s listening habits are, so please post and @ me if you do it!

#much more diverse listening habits this year and hopefully that only grows #also in hindsight i was godawful at adding things to this list and i should have added a lot more songs #i think the ask game and the playlist making definitely added a lot though #also eurovision ofc but people should still sing more in their languages >:'0 #anyways sorry not sorry :p #it's my blog i can post all the dumb shit i want #general:music #parlem de tonteries

[flower-pit]

Lyrics from ‘Coyote Stories’ by The Crane Wives.

Their music goes so hard and i need more people to appreciate them. Don’t expect me to post only quoteable lyrics, some of them just sound so amazing when they sing them so they’re in here too.

Keep You Safe:

The older I get, the more fears I collect. I gather them from all the people I meet.

The Moon Will Sing: 

I could have been anyone, anyone.

I shine only with the light you gave me.

(both of them absolutely break my heart every single time)

Allies or Enemies:

The words I speak are wildfires and weeds. They spread like some awful damn disease.

Unraveling:

But now my love is gone and I can’t help the fracturing (one of the best parts in the song, ngl. i love emilees voice)

Hard Sell:

Does everybody have it together or are we all pretending?

I rip myself apart at the seams. I find one weak spot and start unraveling. Hoping I can find a better me. A fresh new start buried under me. (yes the whole verse)

Rockslide (i love how hard sell transitions into rockslide 147/10 will listen to again)

Drop dead sprint, my darling, now

Oh, the angels we may someday see. But we best get a move on, or the devil we will meet.

Metaphor (this one has so little lyrics but they go HARD)

I keep my closet free of skeletons. 'Cause I'm much better at digging graves. (makes me go feral)

The Hand That Feeds (its so hard to chose cause the song is ENTIRELY made of good, meaningful lyrics, absolutely amazing)

He taught me that the hand that feeds. Deserves to be bitten when it beats. (obviously)

I may never be a rich man, but I can make sure that I am free. I may never be a rich man. The rich man will never have me, never have me.

But as for time, as for time. It's mine, it's mine.

Little Soldiers

We didn't give up, we wouldn't dare surrender. It was an honest loss.

Sleeping Giants

The moon is humming, the moon is humming lovely melodies. The forest echoes, the trees are crowing hungry, hungry harmonies. (yes the whole verse(again))

My pulse is clear, rushing in my ears. I hear something calling me. (all of them are great but the last four repetitions? chefs kiss)

Of Everlong (i could and have listened to it on repeat)

JUST ALL OF IT. short and sweet, there are two verses and it absolutely slaps, but if i had to choose just one it’d probs be :

Out of the ocean, over the harbor. Lay no sons and lay no daughters. (the way its sung is just amazing)

Never Love An Anchor

There are times where I still wonder about you. You are someone I have loved but never known.

I am selfish, I am broken, I am cruel. I am all the things they might have said to you.

New Discovery (makes me want to cry, it’s so beautiful and a great song to end a great album)

I want to know that there are lands. Not yet touched by human hands. I want to be the one to find them. (easily one of my favourite lyrics from the whole album)

I want to believe there's something left for me. A new discovery waiting for me

I want to kindle a love that doesn't age

#the crane wives #coyote stories #i can and will do this for the other albums as well #i started with this one cause it's the first one i listened to and it has a special place in my heart #ill probs do foxlore next #idc if anyone is gonna read these but its fun

[dreamwingsthegriffon]

So I've been playing Feral a lot recently (sadness makes you do strange things like that) and I made Kenn (mainly cuz I had a dream about it for some odd reason. Which was also the catalyst for me picking the game back up.). Annoyingly, the default characters (Senri and Kitsune) don't have more than two look slots. So unless if I decide to overwrite one of the other Senri outfits I have (which I don't want to do) or delete this one (which I ALSO don't want to do), I'm stuck as Kenn. Which is fine. He's cool (though he does also contrast with like, everyone else's super swag designs around me.).

But yeah, I was playin Feral and I bought these headbow things (partially for the quest but also because I really wanted those overpriced headbows. Seriously, why tf are they 2000 likes? Especially compared to the others being like 500-700??). I thought they looked pretty cute and even after I got the little tier thing, I just kept them on for most of the gameplay. Like, I am REALLY not one of those people who dresses dudes in girl attire and is all "UwU so kewt" but like, lil angy catboy with head bows is pretty cute ngl.

I swear tho, Feral is becoming more and more pay to play as it goes on. They've paywalled the custom markings and scaling for new players (which like... was one of the main advertising points?? Why would you do that?? Why not paywall the look slots considering then you could charge both old and new players (and charge them more than once considering people would probably want to CONSTANTLY buy more look slots. Plus it would actually be functional.).) and the whole thing with the season pass is like... hhh. At least this time around they're letting players without the season pass get star fragments (which is what I am doin. I'm gonna get myself a werewolf.). But still, once again, they have stuff that only people with wings (Ie, people who have the phoenix or been playing up to level 42.) can get to. At least its a bit more accessible than the last few times though.

I really want to get this one Jojo hat tho that I saw back in the store in October. I couldn't get it back then because the Bat Leather that was needed was out of rotation but now that it is in rotation again I DEFINITLY have enough. PLEASE LET ME GET THE FUNNY JOJO HAT!

#my art #fer.al