#ngl im really nervous

[cayennecrush]

Every time you draw big women, an angel gets its wings frfr

THANK YOU SM!!! i love big women and i love big women that love OTHER BIG WOMEN! 😤

#my ocs #jackie #evangeline #wlw #ask #oceanwayvex #THANK U thats really funny and sweet lol #idk which kinda big u meant but in this house we love ALL kinds of big #ngl im weirdly nervous to reply to an ask lol i havent in a long long time #but they are very fun and appreciated!!

[enden-agolor]

do jesse and lukas end up together in the forest deity au? 🥹

Absolutely. All of my aus are created with the intention of jesskas being a major part. That's not even a spoiler 🤪

I have great passion for writing love stories where they fall for each other in different ways, and so far this one is probably my favorite and will get lots of love and attention. I just hope I can do the au justice with my writing.

#ask #ive never written for an actual au before so im nervous people wont like it as much ngl #i always write based off of canon and people seem to really like that so all i can do is hope they enjoy this too

[doobledabbadoo]

mr men art dump bc i haven’t posted anything mr men related in like. two weeks

#dooble moment #mr men #my art #mr men show #mr men little miss #the mr men show #mr bump #mr messy #mr lazy #mr scatterbrain #mr grumpy #mr tickle #mr happy #mr nervous #ngl im a little burnt out on doing mr men stuff so. some of this might be older #ill still upload when i can #its just. its hard to juggle my academic life with my job & volunteer work #ive been really busy! wish i can spend more time here #but ig thats just how life goes. bummer

[iridescentis]

planning the third fic of this extended ramtteo universe series im not entirely sure what im doing with (the second one is basically done and will probably be posted tomorrow bc it's pretty short)

these are my favourite lines of the plan

Jim is surprised, Yam is not, and questions both her girlfriend’s and Ramiro’s gaydar.

Gastón is very surprised at this information overload but takes it like a champ and is super supportive, as expected. 

#im really loving the whole 'ramtteo are fucking messes and everyone else is waiting for them to sort their shit out' #very excited to write jam being in domestic bliss alongside ramiro being a whole mess #for some reason it really makes me giggle calling it The Jam Household whenever i refer to their apartment in the plans #but we're also introducing the gastina household with this one #ngl kind of nervous about writing gaston im not entirely confident with writing him #especially at least a thousand words of dialogue #when in doubt just make shit up as always #soy luna #ramtteo

[kinerxy]

Commissions are Open

I need money for school so my commissions are open!!!

Reblogs are highly appreciated :)

all the info is on my carrd, as well as examples

also i will only take one slot at a time because im kinda rusty

And I will make a proper commission sheet later :,3

#ngl im nervous about posting this #i really hope this goes well #commissions #emergency commisisons #commissions open #art #digital art #furry art #drawing #also i will be bumping this up for a bit hope yall dont really mind it #Furry art #Furry

[blushouyo]

The Sons of God Saw the Children of Men That They Were Fair

#obey me #om #simeon #mc #my art #i love the story of the watchers #i think it was kinda romantic ngl #and i get such STRONG watcher vibes from simeon #especially given his recent revelation #anyways... #this drawing is based on the sculpture of the watchers leader samyaza #the name of the sculpture is in the caption #but i changed daughters to children #to fit mc better :) #this was a nightmare to render tho #cause theres something wrong with my ipads screen #but ill do anything to feed my falling simeon appetite #and it was worth it because im really proud of it :) #hope tumblr doesnt snipe me for this tho *nervous laughter*

[femme-malewife]

😶‍🌫️hm.

#im trying so hard to distract myself #im blasting music in my ears to the point i might end up with tinnitus one day #im replaying some of my favorite songs #im playing my comfort songs #but im ngl im still a bit nervous #the urge to just grab my pocket knife and just. slit my wrist open where a major artery is or smthin or down a bunch of pills is SO strong #im tired of living. im tired of suffering everyday and being too scared to message anyone abt it bc i hate bothering people #not to mention when i finally DO have the guts to msg someone theyre already going through sht and i dont wanna put more on them #its not the first and it wont be the last time that i have the urge to just fuckign kill myself but. #i genuinely just dont see the point in me living. #people on here only see the brighter sides of me bc i only post the best of my days usually #but ive been in an abusive relationship. i have religious trauma. i have trauma from when i was a child that gave me ptsd. #i have serious depression. and i cant even take anti depressants because im on seizure meds. #life has always been nothing but shit and im sick of trying to be positive for everyone only to be called all sorts of names and abandoned #idk. maybe dying really wont be so bad. maybe it wont be painful. i dont know. i really dont. #im typing everything here bc i dont want to post this openly and ik 99.9% of people dont read my tags anyway so its...a nice way of venting #i think.

[prjctdiva]

hey guys. how long until its acceptable to ask someone you met on an app to maybe hang out in person

#IM NERVOUS. we've been chatting for 3 days and im thinking of waiting maybe a week? #shes been nice to talk to so far! im ngl ive never really dated and I don't want to make things weird #but also shouldn't wait too long either #nik speaks

[wabblebees]

hooo boy,, okokok ive got an audition in half an hour for a the first musical ive had the chance to do in Literal Fucking Years and im so fUCKING excited and sooooo goddamn nervous omfg -- wish me fucken luck ig😅😂 i might just. die rn

#i was just mildly nervous abt it all week bc its been on my mind forever #but i think it fully hit me a minute ago and now im like. screamin a lil bit ngl #i was hesitating to get Really Excited before bc the musical they picked is... a strong choice lmao #but ive been listening to it trying to prep for the audition and just. the thought of getting to perform!! in a musical!! aaaaa!!!!!!! #..... so now im fucking Invested™️ hfjsgsk #so im writing this rn as a way to hopefully un-jitter a bit before i have to walk over there lmao #bee speaks

[whyarewewlwlikethat]

literally in less than 10 hours I will have defended my diploma work and will be done with my bachelor's wild

#my post #but i wont be done cuz ill get a master's and im thinking of getting a phd but we will see if the phd will be possible #i hope it goes well today it's 2am and my insomnia is really bad but im both nervous and excited lol #i will get to talk about sony's handhelds and people will HAVE TO LISTEN LMAO #i spent most of my Bachelor's degree talking about the ps vita on assignments lmao #i could always shoehorn it in every conversation i was insane for that ngl but worth. #😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[velvetmel0n]

This is really random so I really hope I'm not bothering you but I was such a huge fan of your university girl and colonel stuff and it marked a really really happy time in my life, so I'm really nostalgic (in the best of ways) that you're still posting about it. I'm savouring every letter lmao, and I'm not entirely sure what brought you to revisit it but I'll forever be grateful for it :) Just that, have a nice day

You're not bothering me at all! Truth be told I'm not sure what spurred me to bring it back either, it's like my writer brain finally woke back up this morning and decided to work again. I'm so happy they brought you such joy and I hope they continue to 💕

#ngl this made my day 🥺 #i was so nervous to start posting things again but it actually feels...really nice? #i didnt realizs how much i missed this place and you guys and im so happy you stuck around 💖💖 #anon #answered

[fortunatefool]

operation DATE: mission log: we ate fish n chips by the water, smoked weed, watched morbius, 2x kissing . . . SUCCESS

#my stuff #im so high bro #it was awkward at first but morbius helped me ngl and we watched the girl on the 3rd floor #didnt quite snuggle bc idk this man -_- but i curled up next to him while he pet my legs it was nice #i dont really want to date date him tbh but hes growing on me but im a nervous talker next time im getting a handy i think

[chewysgummies]

I'll be honest when I say that I honestly daydream about Killbot 86 being my caregiver yesterday during night because I was getting a bit nervous & scared. I don't know what problem I have, but suddenly my mind started thinking about killbot 86 taking care of me

#chewys notes #killbot 86 #i know it's weird #I do have parents that love me and such #but i did once felt so nervous in public area #to the point where i actually ended up thinking about him comforting me and being my father-like caregiver #I don't think this should be the place to even admit that #but genuinely speaking #i might need help but im a bit afraid #Even if i admit this to my parents #they wouldn't understand #ESPECIALLY my mom #She deadass invalidated me when i was getting nervous and afraid on the road #Saying how im fine and that there's nothing bad happening to me #and how other are actually being sick and that im just freaking out for no reason #I mean she's right about me freaking out for no reason #But like #i have anxiety and suffer from an ongoing fear of panic attack #can you really blame me for being afraid for no reason? #anyway yeah #i love killbot 86 #I think it would be nice to see him be a father figure ngl

[unfo11owmelol]

Hey. If i dont get my kero blog together in a week from now then youre allowed to kill me.

#ive been putting it off for SOOOO long #and ngl i am a lil nervous about joining the community again---even if there were a few rly looking forward to my return #your encouragement is nice but also a lil pressuring!! im not sure if ill live up to expectations! #AAAA!! #but i have to push myself otherwise ill get nowhere #and a part of me really wants this too

[msrandonstuff]

man I just got so sad 'cause i realized that by the end of the month i'm not gonna be the dancing queen young and sweet only seventeen anymore

#ngl that song helped me a lot last year #'cause i was really nervous cause being 17 is close to being 18 #and now im here one year later #personal

[aroace-cat-lady]

I'm like. So lucky to have the friends I have. Y'all just. Don't get it. My friends are. So. So. So. Fucking awesome.

#ngl i have friends so incredibly amazing sometimes i feel a little isolated from the community #like. theres this whole thing where yall complain about how much youd like to be closer to your friends #or that they dont consider you as important as their romantic parter or just dump you to hang out with them #and tho ive been so scared for years that'd happen... it just doesn't? like. #the other day one of my friends told us she was really really nervous to introduce her crush to us cuz we were her family. #and ive had conversations with my someones that are like #'if i ever meet a person that doesnt understand our relationship then theyre just not for me cuz you are the most important ppl in my life' #LIKE???? #even how we answer the phone. she says Hello darling. i say hola corazón (hello sweetheart in spanish) #even our conversation about getting old are like 'Yall we HAVE TO be in the same retirement home thats the only way i want to be old' #idkkkk why im telling yall this. i just love my friends