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strawnarrries · 1 year
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Dirty Book
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Summary: Your husband catches you reading another dirty book and doesn't enjoy you getting turned on without him, so he takes matters into his own hands and makes you forget all about your book.
Requested: Nope but my box is always open!
POV: 2nd
Word Count: 4.4k
Warning(s): M/F receiving oral, unprotected sex
The sound of the water pellets hitting the shower floor echoed throughout the bathroom and floated into your bedroom, a perfect background noise for your reading session. It was around 9:30pm (21:30) and you were currently laying in bed, snuggled up under your cozy, white comforter, reading a romance thriller- a book your best friend had insisted you read. This book was all over tiktok recently so you were excited to see what the hype was all about. Plus, you loved a good spicy book.
After dinner, you had taken an everything shower. You washed your hair, and your body, exfoliated, and shaved everything, as well as doing a face mask and your skincare routine. You lit one of your favorite candles to make the room smell sweet before snuggling under the covers to read. You loved the vibe that you were living right now- freshly clean, soft skin against your silky sheets, nose filled with the perfect mix of scents from your candle - raspberry nectar, iris petals, and airy vanilla - while you were snuggled under your soft covers, reading your favorite genre of book.
Your husband, Niall, had walked into the room not even 5 minutes ago, but you were so engrossed in your book, you didn't even acknowledge him. He head straight for the bathroom and turned on the shower. He came out only a few minutes later and you couldn't help but let your eyes snap up to watch him once you noticed he was completely naked.
You would be lying if you said the words you were reading hadn't made your thighs squeeze shut and your heart rate increase as you pictured you and Niall instead of the two main characters. He walked towards the dresser that sat right in front of your bed, ruffling through one of the drawers for something. You were so distracted by him that you hadn't even cared to notice what he was doing. The way his back muscles flexed with every movement he made, the countless number of freckles against his skin that you loved to kiss, and his perky bum cheeks that you never resisted grabbing whenever the occasion arrived. The back of him was so pretty and you wished you had admired it more over the years.
He lifted his head and your eyes flicked up to his in the faint reflection of the large, black tv hanging above the dresser. You made eye contact with those pretty eyes and couldn't help the blush that arose on the apples of your cheeks. His head flicked around to check if you were actually looking at him and his lips turned into a smirk when he noticed he wasn't just seeing things.
"Quit droolin'," he teased.
You rolled your eyes with a soft grin on your lips before finding the place where you left off in your book, getting lost in the pages once again. He walked back into the bathroom, closing the door behind him and you soon heard the glass door to the shower open and close, signaling that he had hopped in.
You weren't sure how long he was in there, but soon enough you heard the shower turn off and the only noise filling your ears was the words you read on the page. Niall had quickly dried off and done his basic skin care routine before walking back into your bedroom, not even bothering to put on any clothes. You hadn't acknowledged him, too engrossed in this spicy scene to want to look away even for a second.
He walked towards the end of the bed and climbed in between your legs, "'s dat one of yer dirty books?"
"Maybe," you grinned, peeking your eyes just over the brim of the pages to look at him.
He was fresh out of the shower, his hair still wet and his skin glowing from his skincare regimen. He didn't reply, he just pushed your shirt up to reveal your belly and rested his cheek against it, his damp hair cold against your warm skin. You continued to read your book and you felt his fingers play with the strings on your pajama pants.
"Don't like dat," he mumbled suddenly.
"Don't like what?"
"Don't like the fact dat yer gettin' turned on without me."
"'m not gettin' turned on," you replied, letting your book rest on your upper lip while peeking over it once again to look at him as he lifted his head to look at you.
"Oh really?"
"Mm mm," you shook your head.
"So if I took a quick peek, ya wouldn't be wet at all?"
"Nope," you hummed, popping the 'p' confidently.
He sat up and slipped his fingers past the band of both your pajama pants and your panties, tugging them down your legs. You obliged and lifted your hips to help him. Once he pulled them off each leg, he threw them carelessly onto the floor. You immediately closed your thighs, hiding your secret. He placed both palms on either one of your knees and urged you to open them for him, "Lemme see."
You didn't fight it, starting to feel more desperate for him to touch you by the second. You let your legs fall open, your stringy arousal now in full view for him. You watched his face transform as he admired you, a smug smirk curved onto his lips and his eyes slowly darkened with lust. His fingers immediately slipped through your folds, feeling and spreading your wetness.
"You fuckin' liar," he teased.
You hummed softly at his touch, your hips instinctively bucking up. He laid down on his belly and wrapped his right arm around your hips, now face to face with your throbbing center. You crossed your ankles around his shoulders, butterflies erupting in your stomach from excitement for what's to come. Using his left hand, he placed his callous fingers on your swollen clit, rubbing it back it forth.
You whimpered out his name softly, eyes fluttering shut. Your hips bucked up and he let his fingers move south, easily slipping a finger past your dripping entrance. He felt all around you, curling his finger up and finding that special spot just under where your clit was located. Focusing on that spot, he moved his finger in and out of you, hitting the spot with each thrust. You felt your orgasm slowly rising and the book getting looser in your hands, threatening to fall closed on the sheets beneath you.
Using his free hand, he spread you open for him before leaning down and wrapping his pink lips around your throbbing clit. You let out a pornographic moan, dropping the book onto the bed next to you, not even bothering to mark your page. Your hands immediately threaded through his dark, damp locks. He suckled on your bud, fingers moving in and out of you, hitting your spot with each thrust. You knew it wouldn't be long until you were arching your back and screaming his name.
No words were spoken between you two. He was desperate to get you off and you were desperate to get off. The only noises filling the room was your moans and the wet sounds of him working you towards your orgasm. He quickly slipped his fingers out of you, wrapping both hands around your hips and pulling you closer to him. His mouth watered at the sight of you soaking and swollen for him. He licked up your entire center before dipping the tip of his tongue into your entrance. He felt around your walls and your grip on his hair tightened.
Your arousal coated his tongue and he hummed against you, vibrations from his voice sending waves of pleasure up your spine. He pulled his tongue out of you and flicked the tip back and forth against your clit, causing your breath to hitch in your throat. With his free hand, he reached up under your shirt and grabbed onto your right breast, squeezing and kneading it. You quickly grabbed onto the hem of your top and pulled it up over your head, throwing it across the room and exposing yourself to him.
Keeping yourself sat up slightly, you rested your elbows on the sheets under you, supporting your body up so you could watch him. He glanced up at you and you made eye contact with those pretty blue eyes, an open-mouthed grin quickly growing on his lips. His hair was sticking up in every direction from your previous tugging and the scruff that perfectly lined his jaw tickled your skin. His calloused fingers were tweaking your nipple and your thighs were loosely wrapped around his head as he lapped at your clit, sliding the tip of his tongue all around it as he felt it throb against him. It was a scene you never wanted to forget. Just the sight of him could send you into a frenzy.
"Ya like dat?"
"Niall, oh my god," you whimpered, letting your head fall back onto your shoulders.
He chuckled against you, his breath warm against your burning skin. Grabbing onto your hips with both hands to keep you in place, he wrapped his lips around your clit once more and began to suck with the perfect pressure he's learned you love. You bucked your hips up into him, lifting your head to watch him again. This time, all you could see was a mess of brown hair between your thighs, causing your abdomen to clench.
Your moans got more frequent the closer you got to your orgasm and you both knew it would only be a few short seconds before you are thrown off the edge. You let your body relax on the bed again, your fingers immediately tangling through his locks and pushing him impossibly closer to you.
"Gonna cum?" he mumbled against you.
"Mhm," you whined, your face contorted with pleasure as you focused on your orgasm quickly approaching.
He used his left hand and stuck his middle finger and his ring finger past your opening, thrusting it back and forth, doing everything in his power to unravel that knot in the pit of your stomach. With his fingers hitting all your sweet spots and his mouth suckling your clit, your orgasm took over your entire body.
Pleasure filled every one of your senses, pulling you out of reality and putting you into your own universe. You never wanted this feeling to stop. Your back was arching off the bed, your toes were curling against his shoulders, your thighs were trembling against his head, your grip on his hair was tightening, and moans were continually spilling from your lips. He felt your warmth coat his digits and he slowed down his thrusts to milk out your orgasm. Soon enough your body relaxed into the soft sheets beneath you, your moans being taken over by heavy pants.
He licked you clean before slipping his fingers out and climbing up the bed to hover over you. He hovered his fingers in front of your lips and you opened your mouth, taking them in and tasting your release. You let your tongue slide in between his two fingers and bobbed your head once, twice, to give him a preview of what was to come. His eyes were locked on your plump lips wrapped around him, jaw opened as a groan escaped his throat.
"God, you're so hot," he hummed.
You giggled and he slipped his fingers out of your mouth, pressing both hands on the bed next to either side of your head to support his weight. He leaned down and pressed his lips to yours. They moved in sync, his tongue slipping out and asserting his dominance. You love that tongue, obviously, but especially when he kissed you. He did it so well and so gracefully, it was so sexy.
"I love you," you whispered against his lips
"I love ya too," he hummed back.
After catching your breath from your release, you finally gained back the energy to return the favor. You pushed him onto his back on his side of the bed next to you, getting ready to straddle him before hearing him grunt, "Ow."
He reached under his back and pulled your book out from underneath him, handing it to you with a facial expression to show you he wasn't impressed.
"Don't crush it!" you exclaimed, grabbing it from him and making sure the pages weren't bent before placing it on your bedside table.
He rolled his eyes teasingly and you straddled his lap, sitting perfectly so his hard member was in between your folds. He wrapped his hands on either side of your hips and you pressed your hands against his toned chest. You began to grind your hips back and forth on him, soaking him with your growing wetness.
Your hands slid up to cup his jaw as you leaned down and pressed your lips to his, kissing him passionately. Your hips were still mindlessly moving against him, the friction between you two sending light waves of pleasure across you.
"I wanna taste you," you hummed against his lips.
"Go for it, baby. Ya know I won't stop ya," he chuckled.
You grinned at him and pressed a few more kisses to his sweet lips before they trailed down to his jaw, his neck, his chest, and down down down until you were sat on your knees between his legs. You wrapped your hand around his already hard length and began to pump him in preparation. His swollen, red tip peaked out underneath his foreskin with each down stroke, precum oozing from his slit.
You pressed a sweet kiss to his tip before wrapping your lips around him, suckling gently. He lifted his head up to watch you as you came off of him with a soft pop and leaned down to the base of his shaft. You licked up the underside of him like a melting popsicle before taking him into your mouth, palm wrapped around what you could not fit in. Reaching down, he entangled his fingers through your long, brunette locks, pulling your hair into a ponytail and holding it out of your face. You began to bop your head up and down and you heard a groan leave his lips and his head falling back against the pillow underneath him.
He smelled and tasted so good. Being fresh out of the shower, the manly scent of his body wash filled your nose and the salty taste of his precum mixed with your previous arousal swarmed your taste buds. You hummed against him, acknowledging that he wasn't the only one enjoying this. You loved making him feel good. Being able to watch his stomach clench and his face twist with pleasure lit a fire in your abdomen. You were the one making him feel so good and you were the only one making him feel that good.
Flattening your tongue, you began to lick up the underside of him again. Your mouth watered for him, you were practically drooling over him; he was soaked, drenched in your saliva, but that's exactly how he liked it.
Paying attention to his tip, you began to swirl your tongue on the underside of him, your palm quickly pumping his shaft. He lifted his head up to watch you again, the sight of you on your knees for him being one of his favorite things to watch. Feeling his stare, you flicked your eyes up to his and came in contact with his usual blue ones darkened by lust. His jaw was lax and formed in an 'o' shape, his eyebrows were furrowed together, his stomach clenched each time your tongue drew a full circle around him, and a thin layer of sweat glistening his skin. You couldn't help the smile that erupted on your lips at the euphoric look of him, your tongue never stopping its movements around his tip.
Breaking eye contact, you wrapped your lips around him again and took him in. You moved your head up and down at a quick pace, feeling his grip on your hair tightening. You placed both hands on either one of his thighs and gripped him for stability as you relaxed your throat and took him deeper. The course patch of curls lining his pelvis tickled the tip of your nose each time you took him in and the moans that left his lips were like music to your ears.
"Fuck, Y/N, yer so fuckin' good at dis," he moaned and his words went straight to your center, your wetness growing.
After feeling your jaw begin to get sore, you wrap your lips around his tip, suckling it while your dominant hand pumped him at the pace you knew he loved. Your other hand went to cup his balls, massaging them ever so gently. You were doing everything in your power to get him to his orgasm. By the twitch of him in your mouth and the growing sounds of his moans, you knew it would only be seconds until he was pushing you away. And you weren't wrong.
"Mm, fuck, okay, okay, okay," he whimpered painfully since he wanted to cum, but he knew if he did, he wouldn't get hard again quick enough to be inside of you, "Wanna be in ya."
You licked your lips as you straddled his waist again, cupping his face and leaning down to kiss him. Your kisses were sloppy and desperate, moving in sync with each other. You sucked his bottom lip into your mouth, biting it gently and pulling it back before letting it snap back into place. You sat back up and were about to reach down to position him at your entrance before he stopped you.
"Hang on," he breathed out, "'m gonna cum immediately if 'm in ya right now."
"You're too easy," you grinned at him, wrapping your arms around his neck and pressing kisses on each freckle that lined his skin.
As you gave him a few minutes to cool down, you moved your lips back up to his. They moved leisurely against each other, your tongues entangling and causing the taste of each other to overwhelm your senses. Your painted fingernails ran through his damp hair while his bitten ones ran up and down your back slowly; a much slower and sweeter moment than earlier when everything was sexier and faster-paced. It wasn't long before he deepened your kisses once more, picking up from where you had left off.
"You ready?" you asked excitedly.
"Mhm," he nodded.
You sat up on your knees and positioned him at your entrance. You wasted no time before you slid down on him, taking all of him in until you were sat on his lap again. After watching him disappear inside of you, you looked up at him, both of your jaws slack. Giving yourself a few seconds to adjust to him, you purposefully squeezed your walls around him and watched as a groan left his lips and face contorted with pleasure.
You began grinding against him, the curls lining his pelvis stimulating your clit with each thrust. Hovering over him, you let both of your elbows rest on either side of his head. He placed his hands on your hips and helped you rock back and forth as you watched each other react to the euphoria that came with your bodies connecting. You pushed a strand of hair behind your ear and smiled down at him.
"You feel so good," you whispered, lips slightly brushing up against his with each thrust.
"Ya do too, baby. Don't t'ink I'll last long with ya lookin' like dis on top of me," he replied, one hand sliding up your body and cupping your breast.
You chuckled breathlessly and pressed your lips against his. Your lips moved in sync with his, tongues slipping out and caressing each other. You gently nibbled on his bottom lip, sucking it into your mouth before sitting back up. Placing both hands on his chest again, you began to move your hips faster against his, slightly bouncing on him.
The knot in the pit of your stomach began tightening as the feeling of his girth filled you completely and sent pleasure throughout your body. You could feel every vein, every ridge, every inch of him against your slick walls. His tip brushed up against your special spot with each thrust and you couldn't stop your teeth from sinking into your bottom lip.
You looked down between your connecting bodies and watched as his member disappeared and appeared. He was completely coated, glittering with your arousal. His fingernails were carving crescent-shaped moons into the skin of your thighs, sure to be deep enough for you to find tomorrow morning. Your breasts bounced with each thrust of your hips and Niall was in complete awe as he watched you above him. His gorgeous wife, completely naked above him, moving back and forth against his throbbing member, soft whimpers occasionally leaving her pretty lips, it was something he never ever wanted to forget.
Your thrusts began to get sloppy as you felt your thighs begin to burn in overuse. Soon enough the burn overpowered the pleasure. You stopped your thrusts and sat completely on him in a huff, "Can you spoon me?"
"Yeah, c'mere," he answered.
You climbed off of him, feeling unsatisfyingly empty as he slipped out of you. You lay on your side next to him while he lay on his. His back was pressed to yours and you lifted your left leg over his leg to give him easy access. He immediately grabbed onto his throbbing member and slipped it inside of you. Wasting no time at all, his pace was fast and hard. His arms were wrapped around you tightly as your body moved with each slap of his hips against yours.
His right arm was laying straight, his bicep acting as a pillow for your head. Using your right arm, you reached out and grabbed onto his hand, intertwining your fingers and squeezing him tightly as you moaned out his name, "Oh, Niall."
"Ya feel me deep, baby?" he asked, using his right hand to press on your lower stomach, feeling the repetitive movements of him sliding in and out of you.
Unable to form coherent words at this point, you moaned in response, your toes curling against his ankle. The pressure from his hand against your abdomen intensified your pleasure. Your orgasm was quickly rising again, your stomach clenching each time he thrust against your sweet spots.
Using the hand placed on your stomach, he wrapped his palm around your neck, sliding it up to cup your jaw and moving it towards him. You moaned as his lips connected with yours, opened-mouthed kisses shared between you two. He swallowed your moans, the vibrations sending goosebumps to arise on his skin. Your kisses were sloppy and desperate as you both chased your orgasms, straining for a release.
"I love ya," he grunted against your lips.
You replied in a delighted, breathy hum, "I love you too."
Sliding his hand down from your jaw, he cupped your left breast in his palm, kneading it as his thrusts sped up. He pinched your nipple between his index finger and thumb, twisting it, causing a whimper to leave your lips. Your walls mindlessly began squeezing around him, silently signaling him that you were close. You were so close.
"Gonna cum? Need ya t' finish first," he grunted in your ear.
"Mhm, touch me," you whimpered, grabbing onto the hand that was kneading your left breast and moving it to your throbbing center.
His calloused fingers quickly moved back and forth across your throbbing clit. The pleasure only heightened and you were bucking your hips into his hand, breath hitched in your throat. Your moans grew as your orgasm grew closer and you knew it would only be seconds before you were releasing on him.
"C'mon," he encouraged, "Know yer close. Lemme hear ya."
And just like that, the tight knot in your stomach unraveled and pleasure numbed your entire body from the tip of your toes to the top of your head. You didn't hold back your moans, you relaxed your throat and let him know just how good he made you feel. Your back was arched and your toes curled. His pace never slowed down as he carried you through your orgasm, your face scrunched up in pleasure. The feeling of your warmth engulfing him had him instantly releasing inside of you, coating your walls with his love for you. He buried his face into the back of your neck, your hair muffling his groans and the feeling of his warm breath fanned the back of your neck.
His thrusts slowed down as he milked out the last bits of your orgasms and soon, your moans were taken over by heavy breaths as you both came down from your highs. He gave you a sweet kiss on your cheek before getting up to retrieve a clean washcloth for you, a routine you both fell into once you got an IUD and stopped using condoms. You lay there with your eyes closed, feeling your heartbeat slow and your breath calm. You heard him turn the sink on and running water echoed throughout your bathroom. He soon turned it off and you heard his footsteps get closer to you.
Climbing on the bed again, he rolled you on your back and gently opened your legs. Still recovering from your powerful orgasm, you kept your eyes closed and he grinned at you, "Ya still wit' me, baby?"
"Mhm," you hummed delightfully, opening your eyes and looking at the beautiful man above you.
He wiped you clean with the damp washcloth, the lukewarm temperature of it against your burning skin giving you chills. After double checking you were all cleaned up and making sure none had dripped onto the bed, he walked back into the bathroom. He set the dirtied towel on the counter, planning to deal with it later before walking back into the room and falling onto the bed with a big grunt.
"Jesus," he breathed out in a chuckle, "I feel like I need t' take another shower after dat."
"Wanna take a bath?" you asked, looking over at him through your eyelashes.
"Sure," he replied quickly.
"Really?" you asked excitedly. Niall never wanted to take baths with you!
"Yeah, but only if ya add bubbles."
"I'll add as many bubbles as you want."
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loversipod · 1 year
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Perfect Storm
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Summary: Niall is a single dad who, when the train is late, accidentally meets y/n who falls asleep on his shoulder. You always meet twice in life, this time it was pure luck.
Pairing: single dad!niall x reader
Wordcount: 843
Trigger warnings: none
A/N: I’m sorry that I disappeared for so long with my writing. Just a lot is going on and work is so stressful. I would appreciate it when you share it :) I’ll try my best to get more out soon.
The spring night is cold, with a gentle breeze and a small rainstorm. The night sky was often clear and you could see the stars shining, but not today. It was a beautiful spring day. Parents were in the park with their children, he wished he could do it too. Their parents watched their children and they looked so happy, some of them were walking with their dogs.
The train was stuffed full of people with barely enough space to move properly through the crowd. His phone died so he watched the people around him. He was glad he had a seat. He is claustrophobic and passes out when he doesn’t have enough space.
He was torn from his thoughts, by a woman who tapped his shoulder. One seat was free next to him, only his backpack was in the way. “Is this seat free?” The first thing he noticed was her red cheeks and nose. It must be cold outside. The brown scarf hides a lot of her neck and chin. Her hair was beautiful, the colour was perfect and her skin looked flawless. Her voice is sweet and quiet, she talked gently.
It was embarrassing he just stared at her, he still hadn't answered her. He moved his backpack and nodded. “Do you have a charger?” He asked shyly with a soft voice. He doesn’t want to scare her. It’s weird to ask a stranger you just met. She searched her backpack and gave it to him, “thank you.”
Ten minutes passed and the storm got stronger. A lot of people left the train when they reached the city. Now some get inside their home and some leave the train to meet up with friends.
The raindrops started a race, the drops run the glass faster down and more joined their competition.
His ocean-blue eyes wander around, the strangers were interesting enough to observe. Especially the woman next to him. She had a hard time staying awake. He couldn’t watch her the whole time.
What would she think of him?
He fixed his eyes on his phone. He saw that he missed four calls, so he called immediately. Something must be wrong, at home. When someone picked up he heard the sweetest voice talking to him. She always sounds like honey, “I’m sorry sugar the train is delayed. I know I promised—” he stopped talking.
Her soft hair tickles a bit on his smooth skin. His gaze fixed on her. She fell asleep on his shoulder. The small voice said, “be safe,” he forgot he talked to her.
“I will be,” he said.
The brown-haired man started to watch the woman. Her breathing is calm and small puffs of air leave her mouth. She even snores quietly. What if she got a cold, after standing outside so long, on a cold evening?
“Excuse me,” he touched her arm gently.
She opens her eyes and you can see the shock in them. Her pupils are blown big out of fear, probably. She raised her head. “I’m sorry— I—” she started to talk but he immediately stopped her.
He flashed her a gentle smile, “it’s okay, I need to go, my station, it's next.” The beautiful woman stood up and was embarrassed.
“Have a good night,” she told him.
“Thank you, you too.”
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The next couple of days he always wondered what if he asked her for her phone number. What was her name? Maybe he got a little crush, but that was over, after four days. He doesn’t have time for dating. He had his hands full with his job and his daughter needs a lot of attention too.
He heard the doorbell and saw behind the door the woman from the train. “Hello,” she whispers embarrassedly.
He couldn’t believe his eyes.
He opens the door wider, “please come in.” He took a deep breath, “so you must be my new babysitter?” He was surprised to see her again. You only get your chance once. If you don’t ask, you never know what would happen, what could have become of it? And sometimes you get a second chance and it stands on your threshold.
“I’m y/n, sir,” today her hair was curly and her cheeks were again red but this time not from the cold. This time it was out of embarrassment. She couldn’t stop playing with her rings.
His pink lips left a chuckle, “I think we can both agree that sir is not the right thing to call me after you slept on my shoulder,” she looked into his face. He teased her about it, “please call me Niall,” he had a big smile on his lips.
After the interview, he decided it was y/n new job to take care of his little one. He liked her the most and she’s the youngest that applied for this job so he knew she isn’t strict with his daughter. He wants her to like y/n, and see her as a friend.
Who knows how their story will continue?
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acesofspadess · 9 months
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This Is The Voice
a/n: everyone needs some more Niall
summary: you're the mega mentor, and Niall doesn't know that
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“This is the last knockouts ill ever get to coach and im really excited because our mega mentor this season is one of the greatest singers and people of all time.”
“Shes a legend in the industry.”
“She is an EGOT”
“So the mega mentor this season is……… Y/N L/N! Or Horan to Niall”
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BLAKE
“Well this like a full circle moment for me. You were here as Adams advisor in the first season and now you are mega mentor in my last season.” blake looked down at 29 year old you who was reminiscing. “What does that say about our relationship.”
“That whenever you're here I lose.” you laughed at him as he shook his head. “You let yourself lose to an 18 year old Blake.” his eyes widdend at that, “Oh man, i forgot you were only 18. I feel so old. And now your married too.” he shook his not wanting to think about it any more.
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KELLY
“You still havent seen Niall yet?” Kelly and you had a moment to chat before the artist came in. “no and I feel so bad. I've been super slow on my answers to his text. I just want to hold him.”
I've know Y/N since she was around 18, we got to perform together in Vegas almost 12 years ago.
“Im so glad it's Blake’s last season. Hes just had a very good vibe.” Kelly filled you on some behind the scenes.
“Oh thats good, he really can be a pain sometimes.
And I've also been able to work with her and tour with her and learn from her. Shes so young and has taught a lot of artist with singing and being on stage. I love that all these artist are gonna get that same experience today.
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CHANCE
There was a knock on your dressing room door and you opened it to see Chance. “Y/N!” He cheered as he opened his arms up for a hug. You laughed and thanks the heavens you werent wearing heavy makeup as he was wearing white. 
Y/N… shes a legend in the industry. Grammy award winning artist.
“And when was the last time i saw you?” you laughed at his question. “Probably Grammy’s 2020…?” he shook his head, “how could i foget miss album of the year.
Her being a top tier artist for so long and having so many experiences is something that we could all grow from. 
After Chance had run down his artist for you, you waited for them to come in and laughed at whispers you heard. “Well hello there, I love your hair.” you told Nariella whose hair was similar to your ginger colour. “I actually got the idea from you.” you both laughed and whispered an ‘i like you already’. 
I just think its so amazing for her to be here and represent black women and girls. Shes definitely someone i look up to.
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NIALL
It was finally time to see your love. Niall was supposed to be meeting Riley… but you didnt let that happen. You were facing the camera, your back facing the direction Niall would walk through. 
“Riley Tate-”
You turned around at the sound of his voice and he immediately stopped talking. “Hi love.” you  were smiling so hard at his reaction to seeing you before he scooped you up in a hug and twirled youn around.
“Why are you here- wait. Your da mega mentor?” his accent was thicker because of the surprise and you loved it. 
I mean to work with Y/N L/N the queen of pop… im getting goose bumps thinking about it now, its just amazing being in her presence 
Thats your wife Niall
Say it again 
“Well now that your here i was going to ask you if you wanted to come to a golf course with me.” Niall had his head on her shoulder and he could feel the laugh that came from her at his words.
Shes an absolute legend, and she teaches me something everyday, i cant wait for her to teach my team.
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“Alright love, Gina, shes really shy, reminds me of you when you came to write for the band.”
Niall laughed his beautiful laugh as you hid your face in your hands. “Don't remind me.”
“You might have to tell her to speak up.” you nodded at the information and were ready to see her. “And then she sings, and a different person comes out, a lot like you.” you cooed at his comparison seeing how much Gina meant to Niall.
“Now Kates kinda got the jazzy, Amy Winehouse-y vibe.” you ‘oo’ed’ at the information. “Lets see what they got.”
You watched as they walked around the corner and saw them subtly freak out at seeing you. You got up from your seat with the help of Niall(not that you needed it but he always held his hand out for you).
“Look who ive got!” Niall cheered from behind you as the girls gave you hugs.
I saw the ginger hair and Niall leaning on her and was like- please… ITS Y/N”
“How are you?” you asked hugging them both.
I was not expecting Y/N to be in the room with Niall. I was very starstruck.”
“Im gonna sing ‘somebody that i used to know’,” Gina shared her song and you marvelled at the softness of her voice. “Im very close to my dad, and he was a DJ and that was a song he always loved.”
“Thats beautiful Gina truly.”
Listening too her sing brought chills to your skin. 
You cheered as she finished and let Niall say what you know hes been holding in.  “And that sass that youve got this week.” Niall admired with a little laugh. “Really?” you loved how she went from this marvellous singer to this soft spoken girl. “I wasnt expecting that.” Gina thanked Niall before she looked at you and you shook your head.
“You gave me chills seriously, the only thing is ‘for lack of better wording’ understanding your words.” you watched as she took the advice and applauded her silently knowing if you were in her possician you would have certainly started crying.
“Yeah keep those words separate. Its very easy to go-” and you watched as he broke off his words in example. “You know what I mean. So give your self a bit of space.”
“I like that bub. I like that a lot.” 
You listened to him sing the words slowly and closed you eyes in sereness. “That staccato.” you pitched in. “her first audition to right now,” he looked at you threading his fingers with yours, “completley diffrent person.” you laughed softly squeezing his had. “I was just like you when i started, you can ask him.” he kissed your temple lightly in admiration, “she still is. Cant give her a compliment without her hiding away. Huh, beautiful?” you did as he knew you would and tucked your face into his neck. “See.” 
You turned your head to watch Gina and Kate play fight as theu swapped places. “I really wish you guys liked each other.” you joked sitting up properly. “I know so much hatred in here.” Niall joked back with you adjusting in his seat. “Its just awful.” Niall lost it, throwing his head back in laughter, letting you hear his laugh again. That would always be your favourite song. 
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“Ooh we've got a guitar.” you saw the shaped guitar and immediately fell in love. “Its my baby.” Kate spoke. “Gonna have to get me self one just like that,” you all laughed before Niall looked at the gap between your seats and pulled your seat closer to his. You grabbed his hand and kissed it before looking back up at Kate. “what song are gonna sing love.” you asked as Niall sat back in his seat. “Im singing ‘Call Me’ by Blondie.”
“Oh lets hear it.” 
Kate had the stage presence of a lifetime. “Very good!” you clapped proudly. “Thank you.” you smiled as Niall began to speak. “My favourite parts are when its chilled.” You agreed with him softly as he continued to speak. “Dont stay with the-” Niall sang in a high pitch for example and you nodde your head. “Towards the end it gets a bit crashy for me. I wonder if there's a way of toning it down?” he looked to you for advice. “Tone down the crashing for more like ‘TOMS’ or something like that?” you offered and he took it. “Yeah so we can offer some more jazziness.” he agreed while drumming in the air, “you wanna come back up Gina?” You smiled widely hearing the softness and joy in his voice when he talked to her. “Im thrilled to pieces. I asked a really close friend of mine when were younger, who is now very successful, what is the best piece of advice you can give me. He said ‘have fun’. So i hope your having fun and getting to meet people that youll remain friends with forever.”
You watched Gina and Kate turn to each other and you hugged yourself. “Awwe that makes me so happy.” Niall grabbed your hand and held it in the air. “And one day you might marry them.” you all laughed before Niall spoke up again. “You're the best ladies.” you watched as they walked away and Niall rested his head on shoulder again. “I love you. You're amazing.”
“I love you too Ni.”
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imagines-1directioner · 2 months
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Shut up and fuck with me! - with Niall Horan
Situação: ex!namorado!xNiall Horan x Leitora
Contagem de palavras: 2059
Avisos: +18; linguagem sexual explícita
Sinopse: S/N e Niall acabam em uma situação extremamente chata após o término e tentam resolver da pior - ou melhor - maneira possível.
N/A: Não sei aí, mas por aqui o mundo caiu numa tempestade e me inspirou a escrever tal história caliente e com um toquinho de clichê. Espero que gostem e fico na espera do feedback de vocês 🔥
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“Oi, amiga! Cadê você?” - antes mesmo de colocar o celular no ouvido, escuto a voz estridente da minha amiga e aniversariante do dia. Seu tom era irritado e preocupado eu diria. E eu não poderia retrucar o possível motivo do surto, pois com certeza era o meu atraso e como de costume não consegui sair no horário planejado.
- Já pedi o Uber, tá chegando!” - tento contornar a situação logo em seguida enquanto colocava minha mochilinha amarela com apenas o necessário para passar o dia fora, tomando sol e bebendo drinks com nomes chiques.
“Não está me enrolando, né?” - infelizmente eu era daquelas de dar o bolo em cima da hora. “Estamos só esperando você!” - enfatiza, repreendendo-me de certo modo.
- Claro que eu vou! Daqui uns vinte minutos chego aí.
“Pede para o motorista acelerar.” - de fato ela estava muito ansiosa para chegar no tal resort que reservou há meses para festejar seu dia.
- OK - dou uma leve risada. - O Uber chegou. Até daqui a pouco.” - recebi a notificação de que o carro estava na frente de casa e com a pressa que estava apenas conferi a placa e já fui entrando após fechar minha casa.
- Olá, bom di.. - minha fala trava quando olho para o retrovisor e vejo os olhos azuis que me perdia todas as vezes que encarava. - Niall?
- Não é possível que vai se fazer de sonsa.
- O quê? Sonsa? - não deu nem tempo de raciocinar a situação e ele havia mexido com a minha paciência.
- Por que a supresa? - cruza os braços e sua face debochada grita acompanhada da atitude. Em nenhum momento ele virou a cabeça e olhou para mim. Todo o diálogo visual acontecia pelo ângulo do retrovisor.
- Eu não vi que era você.
- Então você entra nos carros de desconhecidos numa boa? - que abusado! respiro fundo de olhos fechados para não surtar como deveria.
- Se eu não tivesse tão atrasada eu cancelaria agora.
- Fique à vontade. - dá de ombros.
- Eu estou atrasada se não escutou, ou não prestou atenção no que eu disse, como de costume. - desta vez é ele quem suspira e revira os olhos. - Pode acelerar, por favor? - como não era besta solto meu ar irônico, o rapaz liga a carro e inicia a corrida em silêncio que eu tinha esperança de durar até os vinte minutos da viagem, mas logo após virar para a avenida principal um trânsito quilométrico surge a frente e o tempo de chegada simplesmente dobra. - Puta merda.. - sussurro preocupada. - Pode dar a ré e virar na outra rua, indo por dentro?
- Não sei se notou, mas já tem uma fila atrás do carro. - só percebo a constatação quando viro meu pescoço e observo a roubada que me meti.
- Merda!
- Vai dizer que a culpa é minha por não ter saído antes?
- Eu disse alguma coisa, Niall? Que implicância chata! Fica na tua. - meu tom de voz muda e ele percebe a minha irritação ficando finalmente quieto. Aproveitando o silêncio envio um áudio para minha amiga dizendo que me atrasaria mais do que o esperado, com uma foto do engarrafamento.
- Aniversário da Doris?
- Sim. - tenta puxar assunto mas sigo bem grossa para ele entender o quão idiota é. - Quanto tempo está dando pelo GPS?
- Quarenta e cinco minutos.
- É, impossível eu chegar a tempo. - confesso derrotada. - Se puder na próxima saída dar a volta e retornar para minha casa, agradeço.
- Vocês pretendem ir aonde?
- Te interessa?
- Estou tentando ajudar, grossa! - suspiro fundo.
- Ela marcou de passar o dia no resort que inaugurou ano passado.
- Aquele na divisa da cidade?
- Sim.
- Acho que vale mais a pena ir direto do que ir até a casa dela.
- Bom, mas você já iniciou a corrida.
- Posso te levar lá.
- Jura? - um pontinho de esperança é expressada em minha voz e consequentemente nos meus olhos.
- Contando que você não brigue comigo durante o caminho. - cada alfinetada eu rolava os olhos. Sem perder tempo aviso i grupo do aniversário da minha amiga que encontraria eles lá e que poderiam ir sem mim. Niall pega a próxima saída, indo na direção contrária da qual estávamos. Ele muda o trajeto no aplicativo e o tempo diminui em quinze minutos. Bom, já era alguma coisa.
Felizmente o único som que ouvíamos era o do rádio, permanecendo assim por quase meia hora, até notar que Horan quis bancar o esperto, não seguir o GPS e rodar com o carros nas mesmas ruas por pelo menos cinco minutos.
- Você está perdido?
- Pensei que conhecia uma atalho.
- Segue o GPS.
- O sinal foi embora. - suspiro profundo, demonstrando minha negação.
- Ótimo.
- Você tem sinal? - sem desbloquear o celular vejo que estava fora de área.
- Não também, mas eu sei onde estamos. Vira na próxima esquerda. - digo confiante, afinal eu sabia em que local nos encontrávamos.
- Vamos retornar aonde estávamos. - simplesmente sou ignorada.
- Não vamos, eu sei o que estou falando.
- Mas..
- Custa você tentar? - o moreno respira fundo e vira na rua que mencionei.
- E agora?
- A direita e depois a esquerda de novo. - assim fez e de nada adiantou, saímos em uma ruazinha vazia. - Segue reto até sairmos na principal.
- A gente já saiu da cidade, S/N! - esbraveja sem paciência.
- Tá, então se vira! - retribuo na mesma entonação e cruzo os braços, irritada.
- É você quem está atrasada, querida. - mais uma vez o deboche dele me tira do sério.
- Para aqui, vou pedir informação.
- Pra quem? Estamos no meio do nada. - no instante em que ele conclui a frase a leve garoa que caía sobre o parabrisa, transforma-se em gotas espessas e um raio corta o céu que começa a acinzentar. - Agora que não saímos daqui tão cedo. - Niall acelera o carro a fim de fugir da tempestade mas de nada adianta. Um minuto depois uma chuvarada inicia, sendo impossível enxergar um palmo da mão a nossa frente.
- Meu Deus! Que maldição é essa! - bato minhas mãos nas coxas, completamente insatisfeita com tudo que estava acontecendo. O nível de stress era tanto que qualquer palavra proferida por Horan seria motivo suficiente para gritar.
- Vamos esperar a chuva passar e tentar encontrar alguém. - e dito e feito.
- Por que você é assim?
- Assim como? - ele encara-me pela primeira vez olhando nos meus olhos, já que o carro estava desligado.
- Controlador! - admito zangada. - Toma as decisões pelos outros.
- Quer sair nessa chuva a procura de ajuda no meio do nada que nem uma louca? Por mim tudo bem, ninguém está te impedindo.
- Eu não estou falando disso.
- E está falando do quê? - o tom de soberba soou alto.
- Esquece. - falo com o intuito de me acalmar e não começar uma briga, desviando o olhar para as janelas a procura de uma alma viva.
- Agora fale! Fica alfinetando e simplesmente não consegue sustentar o que diz.
- Eu não tenho porquê dar satisfações para você.
- Você está falando de mim, do que eu sou! - o rapaz ergue a voz. - Obviamente preciso que você sustente o que fala quando o assunto sou eu. Afinal você não consegue passar um segundo sem falar de mim. - e foi com esta frase que o estopim para uma discussão iniciou.
- É isso! Esse jeito de se achar o centro das atenções, de querer mandar em tudo, de controlar as coisas que nem estão no seu controle é completamente irritante!
- Eu ser o centro de tudo? - a ironia encrustada na fala e na atitude ao apontar para si mesmo e soltar um riso ridículo, fervendo meu sangue.
- Você sim! Eu não consigo parar de falar de você? Além de egocêntrico e extremamente prepotente.
- E repito, você não consegue! - seu dedo é direcionado para mim. - O fato de eu ter terminado com você ainda te afeta de uma maneira gigantesca.
- O quê? - ele só poderia ter falado errado. Eu apenas rezava para que aquela cena patética acabasse.
- Deu para sentir assim que entrou no carro.
- Você é ridículo! - sem pensar e inteiramente zangada saio no meio daquela tempestade andando contra o carro estacionado. Eu só queria me livrar dele mesmo escutando-o me chamar para voltar e dizendo o quão “louca” eu era.
- Vamos voltar, tá chovendo muito! - não percebo que Niall me alcança e segura meu pulso, impedindo-me de andar.
- Me larga!
- Está perigoso ficar aqui.
- Eu não ligo! - no segundo seguinte um trovão alto ecoa pelos ares e outros raios caem, como se Deus reafirmasse o que Niall disse, provando mais uma vez meu ponto de vista.
- Por favor, vamos voltar!
- Volte você! Eu não quero ficar do seu lado senão eu vou explodir!
- Para de graça, S/N.
- Você me irritou, Niall! Como todas as outras vezes você me tira do sério e quer me ver fora de mim porque você é baixo, mal educado e insuportável! Muitíssimo insuportável!
- Me desculpa! - grita, e eu arregalo os olhos, surpresa. - Sim, eu passo do ponto, sou chato, insuportável.. mas é porque você me deixa assim! - justifica o injustificável, contudo eu sabia que esse era o jeito dele ‘consertar’ as coisas. E por mais que eu odiasse, era algo fofo, que me pegava de certa forma. Magicamente a situação em si pareceu acontecer em uma antiga briga nossa, que só acabava quando nossas bocas ocupavam-se sem utilizar a fala para resolver. - Sou eu que ainda não absorvi a ideia que não somos mais um casal. E eu fico puto por isso! Tão puto que perco a noção e quero arranjar motivo para pelo menos fingir que não tenho tanta culpa em acabar o que a gente teve, porque eu sinto falta e … - na adrenalina do momento e em uma vontade incontrolável calei sua boca com a minha em um beijo sedento que começou rápido mas que foi desacelerando quando nossas línguas se reconheceram.
A chuva deixou o clima muito romântico e as borboletas no meu estômago voaram como não faziam a tempos. Minhas mãos adentraram ao fios encharcados de seu cabelo e as dele agarravam meu corpo, apertando pontos estratégicos que me arrepiavam.
A medida que nos beijávamos fomos caminhando de volta a direção do veículo, e quando menos reparo bati contra o carro. Niall abre a porta de trás e me puxa para dentro sem demora. Comigo em seu colo, retornamos ao beijo quente e sem ligarmos para o peso da roupa molhada. Na verdade esta foi uma prerrogativa plausível para retiramos toda e qualquer peça e enfim sentirmos o tão esperado e maravilhoso contato pele com pele. As partes íntimas roçando uma na outra, os gemidos crescendo, o tesão controlando toda a situação dava-me arrepios bons demais para ignorar qualquer sentimento.
No ápice do tesão peço por ele e sinto Niall dentro de mim, entrando com uma facilidade enorme que quando me dei conta cavalgava com força enquanto ele beijava e mordiscava meus seios, além das mãos apertarem meu corpo deliciosamente. Quando nossas bocas se encontravam em um final de gemido eu me sentia nas nuvem e gritava por mais daquela sensação quente, prazerosa e gostosa ao extremo. Aquela sensação que só ele me proporcionava até eu desabar em seus braços e sentir o gozo escorrer sobre as pernas.
- Que delícia.. - a frase soa mais como um suspiro de alivio do que a fala em si, e o sorriso naquela boca gostosa consegue mexer comigo. Infelizmente a transe acaba com o meu celular tocando. - Alô.. oi amiga. - por um segundo Niall retorna ao relaxamento e começa a trilhar um caminho de beijos desde meu pescoço até meu seio, enlouquecendo-me. - Pois é, tá uma chuva terrível aqui. Tanto é que me perdi. - Fecho os olhos e tento segurar os gemidos. Niall ria, adorando a provocação. - Ah.. sério? - afasto Horan de mim. -Tudo bem. Amanhã vou aí na sua casa te entregar o presente… Ok, te amo também.
- E aí? O que foi? - ele questiona.
- Aniversário cancelado. - respondo entre risadas ao sair do colo dele e procurar minha toalha na mochila para pelo menos me enxugar.
- Então podemos nos resolver na minha casa?
- Já não nos resolvemos? - pergunto com um sorriso safado.
- Não do meu jeito. - o moreno tenta me amolecer e eu nego sorrindo.
- Eu estou toda molhada e sem roupa, não dá.
- Se esse for o problema, ainda tem algumas peças no meu armário. - a confissão desperta uma certa chama em meu peito e um riso bobo escapa. - Eu te disse, não consegui aceitar que não estamos mais juntos.
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little-big-fan · 7 months
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Imagine com Niall Horan
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Faz tempo que não apareço por aqui, hum? Bom, espero muito que gostem desse pedido! Foi super gostoso de escrever ele! Estava com saudades!
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— Você realmente não vem? — Perguntei ainda sentindo meu coração apertado dentro do peito. 
— Desculpa, linda. Você sabe que sempre que nós aparecemos juntos saem notícias por todos os cantos… — Niall suspirou do outro lado da linha.
— Antes de termos qualquer coisa, nós éramos amigos, Niall. — Engoli o bolo que se formava em minha garganta. — E você não costumava se importar com esse tipo de fofoca. 
— Amor, tenta entender… 
— Preciso ir. — Corto sua fala, e desligando a ligação o mais rápido que consegui. 
A foto de Niall voltou a piscar em minha tela, mas apenas silenciei o aparelho.  No mesmo momento, uma mensagem apareceu.
“Podemos comemorar mais tarde, só nós dois. O que acha?”
“Vou para o after party com as meninas. Se quiser mesmo comemorar, sabe onde me encontrar.”
Já fazia quase um ano que havíamos embarcado em um relacionamento de verdade. E alguns meses desde que Niall começou a ficar mais incomodado que o normal com as fofocas sobre nós. 
No começo eram apenas algumas reclamações, que foram passando para “encontros secretos” e por fim, cada notícia que vinculasse o seu nome ao meu era apagada em questão de horas. 
Claro, isso não acabava com os burburinhos que o fandom criava, tanto seu quanto o meu. 
Nas últimas semanas, Niall parecia evitar completamente de me encontrar, até mesmo nos hotéis que costumávamos frequentar com nomes falsos. 
Hoje, no show comemorativo de cinco anos da minha banda, mais uma vez, ele não está ao meu lado, mesmo sabendo o quão importante era aquela data para mim. 
— Está pronta, querida? — Jeff, um dos dançarinos perguntou, colocando a cabeça para dentro do camarim. Engoli em seco mais uma vez, e vesti o meu melhor sorriso falso. 
— Sempre. 
O show estava incrível, a plateia acompanhava cada letra, vibrando junto com a gente a ponto de fazer o palco tremer. Por algumas horas, me concentrei totalmente em fazer aqueles que me amavam felizes, e lhes dar a melhor experiência possível. Porque eu com certeza não seria a mesma sem o amor deles. 
Por mais que eu quisesse me divertir na festa, e que estivesse rodeada de amigos e artistas, era inevitável sentir falta do meu namorado. 
E, quando os drinks começaram a entrar na equação, o resultado foi uma S/N com vontade de chorar quase incontrolável. 
— S/A! — Uma voz conhecida me fez sair do meu próprio mundo. 
— Harry! — Sorri abertamente para o meu amigo, que segurava um copo cheio de uma bebida cor de rosa. — Não acredito que deu uma pausa nas suas férias para vir! — Me joguei em seus braços, sendo recebida de bom grado e com uma risada sonora. 
— Eu não perderia sua comemoração por nada! Parabéns pelos cinco anos da banda, sun, espero que venham muitos pela frente. 
— Obrigado. — Resmunguei, apertando-o ainda mais no abraço. Um dos pontos negativos da bebida e da ausência do meu namorado era a carência. 
Conheci Harry em um evento beneficente que nossa agência promoveu, há quase quatro anos atrás. O fato de Niall e eu virarmos amigos quase instantaneamente me aproximou do inglês também. E por ser uma das poucas pessoas que sabia da nossa real situação, Harry às vezes acabava servindo como confidente e terapeuta. 
Sua presença definitivamente melhorou a noite. Fazendo as suas piores piadas e dançando de forma completamente desajeitada ele me arrancou gargalhadas de verdade, que há algum tempo eu não conseguia dar. 
E no fim da noite, fez questão de me deixar em casa. 
Entrei no apartamento escuro cambaleando, e estranhando o fato da televisão estar ligada. Meu coração deu um salto enorme quando vi o moreno sentado no meu sofá, com os braços cruzados e uma expressão péssima no rosto lindo. 
— Como entrou aqui? — Perguntei ainda nervosa. 
— A senha da fechadura é o meu aniversário. — Niall disse sem tirar os olhos da televisão. 
— E o que veio fazer? — Falei soltando minha bolsa sobre o sofá. 
— Você por acaso sabe que horas são? — Sua voz estava baixa, e ele parecia tentar controlar a raiva. Sem muito sucesso. 
— Não faço a mínima ideia. — Dei um sorriso irônico. 
— A festa estava boa? 
— Ótima. — Niall soltou o ar pelo nariz, empurrando a língua pela bochecha. 
— Tem fotos suas e do Harry por toda a parte, sabia? — Disse se levantando e enfiando as mãos na calça jeans solta.
— Melhor com ele do que com você, não é? 
— O que você disse? — Falou entre dentes. 
— Exatamente o que você ouviu. — Cruzei meus braços sobre o peito, sentindo a raiva emanar. — Melhor existirem fotos com outras pessoas do que com você. 
— Não acredito que você está dizendo isso. 
— Não é exatamente o que você acha? — Ergui as sobrancelhas, na minha expressão mais debochada. — Se você tem vergonha de aparecer comigo, Niall, outras pessoas não tem. — Despejei o pensamento que me assombrava. 
— Vergonha? Acha que eu tenho vergonha de você? — Disse incrédulo.
— O que mais seria? — Dei de ombros, já sentindo meus olhos marejarem. — Você faz o maior esforço para que ninguém nos veja a quilômetros de distância. 
— Eu só não quero que ninguém se meta entre nós. 
— Isso não era um problema antes. 
— Antes era diferente. 
— Talvez antes fosse melhor. — Sussurrei, sentindo as lágrimas queimarem as minhas bochechas. 
— É o que você acha? 
— É o que parece,  Niall. Se você está tão preocupado que a sua imagem seja vinculada á minha a ponto de faltar em um momento tão importante pra mim, podemos voltar ao que éramos. 
— Você quer terminar? 
— Não. — Digo sem conseguir conter meu soluço. — Eu só não aguento mais essa situação. Eu não sou uma criminosa pra me esconder toda vez que vou ver o meu namorado. Não estamos fazendo nada errado, Niall. — Passei o punho pelas bochechas. 
— Amor… 
— Não me chame assim. — Pedi. — Parece mentira quando sai da sua boca. 
— Eu amo você, sabe disso. 
— Sei mesmo, Niall? Porque parece que não. Às vezes parece que você não queria sequer ter me conhecido. 
— S/N! 
— Às vezes parece que você se arrepende de ter começado tudo isso. — Continuei jogando todas as coisas que me machucavam sobre ele. 
— Você sabe que isso não é verdade. 
— Sinceramente? Eu não sei de mais nada. — Funguei. — Eu preciso descansar, por favor, vá embora. 
— Nós precisamos conversar. 
— Não estou em condições agora. — Falei, indo em direção ao meu quarto.
Sentei na cama, me sentindo horrível quando ouvi a porta bater. Por alguns minutos imaginei que Niall fosse voltar e tentar resolver tudo. 
Mas não. 
Ele realmente foi embora, depois de ouvir todas as minhas mágoas. 
Como se eu não fosse nada, Niall foi embora. 
Sem nem mesmo tirar a maquiagem ou o vestido de festa, me cobri com o edredom e chorei até conseguir dormir. 
Acordei sentindo uma dor horrível em minha cabeça. 
Peguei meu celular jogado ao meu lado na cama e disquei o numero da minha assessora, sabendo que a internet deveria estar em polvorosa com fotos minhas e de Harry. 
— Lisa, bom dia. — Resmunguei. — por favor, divulgue uma nota falando que Harry e eu somos apenas amigos. 
— Acho que isso não será necessário, querida. 
— Não? — Falei confusa. 
— Abra o instagram. — Ela disse logo antes de desligar. 
Ainda mais confusa, obedeci. 
A primeira postagem me fez sentar na cama, completamente em choque. 
Fotos minhas e de Niall por todo o lado. De momentos que antes eram só nossos. Nossa primeira viagem, a primeira vez que fomos ao cinema, uma noite em que compomos juntos. 
Abri a legenda do instagram de fofocas, sentindo meu coração bater ainda mais forte que o normal, causando mais desconforto em minha cabeça. 
“Durante a madrugada desta sexta feira (29), o cantor Niall Horan deixou a internet completamente chocada ao revelar seu relacionamento de mais de um ano com a também cantora S/N/C! “Meu lugar no mundo, musa de todas as minhas músicas, dona de todos os meus sonhos” foram as palavras que ele escolheu ao compartilhar fotos de momentos dos dois” 
— Você acordou. — A voz de Niall me assustou. Na porta do quarto, ele sorria enquanto segurava um copo de água e uma embalagem de aspirina. — Aqui, acho que você está precisando disso. — Me ofereceu. 
— Você divulgou nosso namoro? — Perguntei antes de tomar o remédio.
— Eu pensei muito nas coisas que você disse ontem. — Falou, sentando ao meu lado. — E você está certa, não estamos fazendo nada de errado. — Acariciou minha bochecha. — Me desculpe por tudo isso, linda, eu não fazia ideia que você se sentia daquela forma. 
— Me desculpe por ontem, eu bebi demais. — Resmunguei, envergonhada. 
— Você estava certa. — Sorriu. — Eu fiz café para você. — Fez menção de se levantar, mas eu puxei seu braço, fazendo com que voltasse a sentar. 
— Você realmente não se importa de que todos saibam? 
— Eu entendi que quero que o mundo inteiro saiba que eu te amo. — Sorriu, causando um solavanco no meu coração. — E que você não está disponível por aí. — Revirou os olhos. 
— Ah… então foi ciúmes? — Provoquei, fazendo-o rir. 
— Vem tomar seu café logo, antes que eu me arrependa. — Piscou um olhos. 
— Não quero levantar. — Falei manhosa, erguendo os braços em um pedido silencioso para que ele me carregasse. 
— Você é um bebê grande. — Reclamou, me erguendo em seus braços. 
— Que pena para você, está comprometido oficialmente com essa bebê aqui. — Ri, deixando um beijo em sua bochecha. 
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hiii! i’m looking for anyone who wants to do a harry styles roleplay!
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ifancyharry · 8 months
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Northern attitude (1)
in which YN moves to a small town in the Alps and Harry is her grumpy neighbor
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When YN got called to her boss’s office, that Friday morning, she was absentmindedly registering the data she’d gathered the day prior from the soil of a closed wildlife zoo. She had gotten so nervous, she accidentally tapped an extra zero on the computer and she had to do it all over again at home once she’d gotten an email from her supervisor telling her the numbers didn’t match. To say she was embarrassed was an understatement, and she’d gotten right at it, eager to correct it, despite her coworker telling her she could easily do it the following work day. 
As she had paved the short walk from her desk to her boss’s office she tried to think of something she’d done in the past days that would require such an odd behavior on her boss’s part. 
Of course her boss couldn’t possibly have known about the extra number error, unless Dante — her boss, who was a rather nice one and wanted his employers to call him by his first name, because it was such a unique name he couldn’t possibly answer to such a simple and common thing as ‘boss’ —  was some kind of supernatural being able to foresee the future. She frowned as she tossed the thought from her head. She likes to think she would’ve noticed if her boss was not human, but despite his uncommon name, he was a pretty normal guy, somewhat laid back and kind of understanding with his employees, so nothing stuck out in that sense.
There was another thing that came to mind when she tried to find a reason for his unpredicted call, probably much more possible than her starring in an episode of Supernatural with Dante, and that was, maybe, that her break up had finally caught up to her. She’d tried to keep it as low as possible, not that she had a lot of friends at work, but one coworker of hers was particularly noisy and would ask once in a while how her boyfriend, Aaron, was doing. So when said coworker had asked, she’d just shrug it off with a ‘he’s all right,' without mentioning how she’d found him in bed with her best friend only a week before. 
She’d kept her crying to a minimum, excusing herself to the bathroom every once in a while when the image of her boyfriend on top of her best friend crept inside her mind when she wasn’t busying herself with work. 
So she really can’t understand how Dante figured it out. Her work had been impeccable, and despite her many bathroom breaks, she swore nothing had changed in her demeanor.
YN doesn’t know why when something unexpected happens, she always thinks about the worst possible scenario. Her mind fogged with images of Dante firing her, Dante being a supernatural something, biting her head off because he predicted she’d type the wrong number and probably make his company go bankrupt, ruining a life’s work — of course YN didn’t have such responsibility (she was supervised in everything she did) and her job was rather dull, just a lot of bureaucracies and not as much research as expected. 
She certainly hadn’t imagined Dante’d called her in his office because he wanted to offer her a promotion. She honestly couldn’t believe her ears and she’d almost asked him to repeat himself had it not be for his endless monologue about the importance of team work and how she had to take one for the team, besides, moving to a small town in the Alps was nothing, and it was only for two years, so why would she decline? 
Wait. Moving? To the Alps? (She honestly doesn’t even know where the Alps are, but is too embarrassed to ask him, and promises herself she’ll google it once she gets back to her desk.)
Turns out, the position was vacant because her coworker Anais had just found out she was expecting a baby, so she couldn’t move anymore (especially to the Alps!, he’d said), and Dante had immediately thought of YN, because well, as he said, she was young and didn’t have anything holding her back. YN remembers she frowned at that, because she really didn’t have anything keeping her there, if not the possibility of running into her ex at the supermarket hand in hand with her friend.
With that in mind, she kind of accepted before really taking the time to think about it, desperate to get out of a place that felt suffocating all of a sudden. 
Dante had been ecstatic to hear that, going on and on about how they recently found out traces of a wild grizzly bear that had been thought extinct for many years, and how she’d love working in the field as opposed to her office job.
He explained how her living situation was already sorted out (and paid for by the company), she figured probably because Anais had done the house hunting prior to finding out she was pregnant and couldn’t go. Dante had told her she’d be leaving in two weeks, and the plane was non refundable so she couldn’t just change dates. Plus, he said, they were expecting her, so she better pack fast! (YN had felt ravish at that, because she never truly felt indispensable for her actual coworkers.)
She’d managed to pack all her and her dog’s — a one year old dachshund named Baguette —  stuff in ten days, making sure she had enough warm clothes to last her at least all winter, because as it turns out, she had googled where the Alps are, and they’re really, really, cold. Temperatures dropping below the zero in March cold.
YN, who, she’d like to think, wasn’t someone scared of changes and adapted to situations rather well, was kind of excited as she had gotten on the plane, ready to leave her life behind, because, really, how bad could it be?
. . .
Turns out, it was pretty bad. And when YN says bad, it means bad, because she isn’t one to use words lightheartedly. When she says bad, she means her suitcases got stalled at the airport because of custom checks bad. Gets dark at four in the afternoon bad. Had to walk in the freezing March weather (along a steep climb!), because there wasn’t any kind of public transportation kind of bad. 
So, yes, it was pretty bad. Not to completely drain her of her enthusiasm, but definitely enough to dim it. 
When she reached the gate of the house, she took her phone from her pocket and unlocked it, opening the mail’s app and looking for the one her landlord had sent her with all the details (he technically hadn’t sent it to her, but to Anais; Dante had forwarded it to her and assured her the landlord — a certain Mr. Styles, knew about her arrival and would greet her in his house — more like his garden — with open arms). 
She nodded to herself once she finished reading the instructions, opening the gate with the code Mr. Styles had written in the email. She repeated the combination of numbers a couple of times in her head, so she could remember it better in the future, and once she heard the gate had been unlocked, she pushed it open with one hand, looping her fingers around the embroidery on the metal.
“C’mon, Baguette!” She said, lowering to the ground and picking up her small dog. Baguette got extremely tired from walking and she certainly couldn’t blame her. She felt pretty tired too, almost enough to get already in bed at five in the afternoon and sleep though the night, and she let herself gleam in the cozy daydream while she paved the way to the small house she’d be staying in, annex to a much bigger one where she figured Mr. Styles (and probably his wife? His family? She didn’t know) lived in. She felt herself grimace once she realized she didn’t even have her pajamas, so before she could fulfill her little dream, she had to at least stop at a supermarket to get something to sleep in.
She prayed in her mind it was close, because really, she didn’t know how long she had before her feet would give up on her.
YN wasn’t one to pry on people’s personal spaces, never had been (not even when she passed her crush’s house in 8th grade and her mind begged her to take a quick peek inside to see if he was home) and she regarded houses as very personal, intimate, spaces, so she doesn’t know why, on her way to her own house, she stopped to get on her toes and look inside what seemed to be a kitchen window. The house seemed empty, the lights turned off expect for a small lamp in the corner, and she possibly couldn’t have known that Mr. Styles had just gotten out of his car and was walking towards her with a look that, had she seen it, probably would have scared her.
“What the hell are you doing?” He snapped, making her jump. She turned toward him right away, watching him shut the car door loudly, a stern look adorning his otherwise gentle features.
“Uhm… hello?” She questioned, furrowing her brows at him, “I’m YN, the — she cleared her voice and pointed with her thumb in the direction of the small house — the new tenant. Who are you?”
YN tried to rattle inside her brain if Dante had mentioned a flatmate she’d be sharing the house with, but nothing came to mind. So who was he? 
“YN?” He asked, the furrow in his brows only deepening. He had gotten incredibly close to her and YN felt unease at having her personal space involved like that, which is kind of ironic, must she say. 
She nodded, mumbling a small yes along with it.
“I thought Anais was supposed to come?” 
Did he know Anais? How did he know her? 
Oh! 
Oh. 
Could he be? 
He certainly couldn’t! 
He was much younger than she’d imagined!
She thought Mr. Styles would be an odd, off putting kind of elderly person, who maybe had a wife or an old dog Baguette could play with. She certainly couldn’t have imagined Mr. Styles was this handsome (yet scary), tall guy, with a mop of chocolate brown curly hair down to his shoulders, eyes as green as the deepest forest she dreamt about while reading fantasy books when she was younger, broad shoulders and… were those swallows she could see from the low collar of his white cotton shirt? And who wears only a shirt in this weather? He must be mad!   
“Oi!” He waved a hand in front of her face to catch her attention, “i’m talking to you.” 
She mumbled something incomprehensible and then she gulped before nodding her head, “sorry. Anais couldn’t come anymore, Dante told me you knew.”
She watched as Mr. Styles scoffed, muttering a ‘what a prick’ before shaking his head, a strand of curly hair falling in front of his eyes, which he pushed out of his face with a couple of gentle fingers. YN noticed the various rings adorning his hands, and she wondered for a brief moment wether they were a gift or if he’d buy them himself.
He looked over her briefly and YN shifted her weight from foot to foot, thinking he was probably wondering why she didn’t have any bags with her. She was getting ready to explain how the airport security had detained them, but the words haltered in her throat when she saw him raise a hand and letting the sleepy Baguette in her arms sniff it, before scratching his ear.
“What a cute doggy” he said, lowering himself to be face to face with the small dog, “what’s your name?” He asked directly to Baguette, and YN felt as if all of a sudden she was the dog and Baguette was her owner, and she blushed at that thought. 
“This is Baguette!” She chimed awkwardly.
“Ha” he snorted through his nose, “cute name. Baguette” he repeated, and the name rolled off his tongue so sweetly YN imagined what hers would sound like coming from his lips. Probably much more stern and less saccharine. 
 “Okay, I have to go.” He raised himself, making her jump a little in her place. He straightened his shirt and looked at her with a crossed look, “you know how to get in, right? Or do I have to explain that too?”
YN couldn’t possibly know what other things he had explained, but she wasn’t clueless and had realized Mr. Styles didn’t particularly like her, so she figured it was best to say she did and figure it out on her own. So, she nodded and he gave a short nod back, walking past her towards his own house. 
She watched him unlock the door with a set of keys and then disappear behind the front door, her gaze fixed on his broad shoulder covered only by the thin fabric of his shirt. She felt Baguette wiggle her tail from where she was holding her between her arms, and YN rolled her eyes at her dog, “of course you like him already! Traitor!”
. . . 
YN didn’t knock on Mr. Styles’s door with the intention of bothering him. 
She just wanted to ask him where she could buy something to sleep in and perhaps something to eat, an overpriced airport sandwich being the only thing she’d eaten all day. So, she thought, her intentions were pretty harmless, and it’s not like she was expecting an invite in for dinner or something like that! 
She truly didn’t mean to be a bother, but her stomach had started to grumble half an hour ago, and she dreamed of the hot shower she’d take after, which she couldn’t possibly take if she wasn’t certain she’d have something to sleep in comfortably. 
When a couple of minutes had passed and there was still no trace of Mr. Styles, she wondered whether he was even home. Her mind lingered just a second on the possibility that he was actually avoiding her, but YN was one of those people that always chose to see the good in others, so she got rid of the thought as quickly as it had come. 
She knocked on the door again, this time harder and firmer, and she waited patiently. She was almost about to give up, when the door opened before her with a swift movement that caught her off guard.
Mr. Styles looked displeased once he set his scrutinizing gaze on her figure, and YN could almost feel his eyes touch her. 
“What?” He asked, his brows furrowed on his forehead.
“I was just wondering if you knew a place where I could…like… it’s just that… I think you probably noticed, I don’t have my suitcases. And it’s honestly fine, the airport was packed so I don’t really blame them, and the hostess was so nice! She offered to refund me for the problem, but I didn’t want to go through all that… but now I really need my clothes so I don’t… ugh” she sighed frustratedly. YN tends to kind of talk really fast when she’s nervous. She’s always been like that, especially in front of boys, and her ex boyfriend always used to get mad at her for that — said it was embarrassing and made her look dumb; she’d tried many times to explain it wasn’t something she could control easily, but he’d suggested she’d fix it fast (especially if she wanted to meet his friends).
“Sorry” she exhaled, closing her blabbering mouth in a straight line. 
Harry waited for her to continue what she was saying, his face stoic and impossible to read, which didn’t help soothe her nerves. 
“Is there a place where I can get some clothes?”
“You moved across the country without clothes?” He asked, his brows closed in a furrow across his face that made YN even more nervous. She felt dumb. She wanted to explain what had happened without sounding silly.
“Ughhh, nooo. They kept my bag at check-in, so I don’t actually have any clothes, apart from these” she pointed towards her flimsy cotton sweatshirt that was definitely inappropriate for the cold weather. 
YN tried not to pay too much mind to the grimace of what seemed like disgust when Mr. Styles looked at her clothes, and she shifted uncomfortably on her feet while she waited for his response. 
“It’s almost six in the evening. Everything’s closed.” 
YN felt her heart fall into her stomach as her brain registered the words that came out of his mouth. 
Six. In the evening. 
Everything. Closed. 
“What?” 
Harry rolled his eyes at her surprise, “everything closes at five here. You didn’t know?”
YN felt hopeless because how could she have known! She’d literally been on a plane for ten hours! 
She looked at Mr. Styles with her big, widened eyes, and Harry didn’t have to wait for her to say it to know the answer.
YN felt like crying, right there in front of this man she didn’t even know the full name of. Her boyfriend had been right when he’d call her dumb. Because she was dumb. Who moves across the country this unorganized? 
“Look, I really need to go right now.” Mr. Styles broke the tense silence that had fallen upon them, and he watched as she nodded her head slowly, seeming lost in thought. 
“Okay.” She muttered, and it felt weird seeing her so quiet, but honestly, it wasn’t Harry’s problem. Her douchebag of a boss should’ve warn her, or at least she could’ve researched a bit on the place she was moving to!
He cleared his throat and YN woke up from her trance, she swiftly moved to the side to let him out. Harry closed the door behind him and locked it with his keys. 
He shivered as a gust of cold wind fell upon them, and he watched with the corner of his eye how YN tried to squeeze herself in the flimsy sweatshirt she was wearing. Ha. She didn’t even look up the weather first!
He kind of felt bad for her, in a remote part of himself, but he also judged her for her carelessness.
“Bye” she waved gently from beside him, and he nodded towards her in a form of greeting. 
He pretended to busy himself with his phone, not feeling like talking to her anymore, but when she started walking towards her own house, he looked up in her direction, his eyes on her back. 
Her shoulders were sagged and she displayed a very different demeanor than she did this morning. Harry shook the feeling of her sadness from his gut and walked towards his gate, ready to meet his friends.
. . .
YN was hungry. And she felt gross. And the combination wasn’t the best. 
She wanted to shower and lay down on her bed, that looked extremely comfortable and clean, but she was still wearing her airport clothes, and there was no way in hell she’d sleep in those.
She debated whether she could sleep naked, but it was way too cold for that, and she had work in the morning, so she didn’t want to call in sick her first day. 
She was hopeless.
For a minute, she was so hungry that she contemplated eating some of Baguette’s food, but then she felt so disgusted by the idea she felt like throwing up, so she decided it was probably better not to. She couldn’t afford to throw up the only meal she’d had all day. So, she waited. 
Her original plan was to stay up until 5 in the morning, go buy some pajamas and then nap for an hour until she had to wake up at 7.
But the combination of starvation and exhaustion didn’t really go well, because she was so tired she couldn’t keep her eyes open. She wondered for a moment if the ground was comfortable, and just as she was about to lay down and test it, she heard a knock on her door she almost believed she’d imagined at first.
She walked slowly to the door, her brows furrowed, and when she opened the door, she swears to god she was about to pass out. 
At her feet lay a tray with takeout boxes, she couldn’t see what was inside them, but she figured anything was better than eating Baguette’s food. Next to the tray was a grocery store bag, closed with the handles tied in a knot, and she picked it up curiously. 
She bent down to pick up the tray and she closed the door behind her with her foot. 
She opened the yellow grocery bag first, and she still remembers the sigh of relief she let out as she saw what was inside: a clean long sleeve t-shirt and a pair of blue plaid pajama pants. She could smell the sweet and clean smell of the fabric softener, and she inhaled the scent in deeply.
She put aside the clothes and opened the take out boxes, eager to eat something. She grabbed a fork from the pantry and opened the first box, which contained what seemed to be a homemade meal, some kind of pasta with tomato sauce and meat. She scooped up a big bite and she felt better already, her brain finally being fueled after a really tiring day. 
. . . 
When she lay in bed that night, fresh off the shower and her tummy full with the best pasta she’d ever eaten, she cuddled with Baguette next to her and her mind wandered off to Mr. Styles. Maybe, she hadn’t really bothered him that much after all.
. . . 
Harry hates people. And, therefore, he hates places full of people. Especially supermarkets. He hates supermarkets. 
All those people in line, carts crushing into each others because of the carelessness of their owners, the annoying, commercial music coming from the speakers insinuating itself into his ears, the loud echo of voices commuting in one big buzz. 
He hates supermarkets and most especially waiting in line. The self-check out was the best addiction to the small town’s supermarket, and ever since he’d found out how to scan his items by himself, he’d never, not once, gone back to the served check out. Apart from today, that is. Because the other registers appeared to be broken, and they couldn’t have picked a worse day to be, in his opinion. Rush hour, in a small town, is around 4 in the afternoon, and Harry knew that, and he had always tried to avoid the supermarket at that hour, but Niall had called, and he needed  some kind of special sausage they only had at that particular supermarket, and when Harry had groaned, he’d swat at his arm playfully and he’d said: “you should thank god I feed you!”, and that was true in all its entireness, so Harry couldn’t really find it in him to argue with that. So, that’s what he was doing, at 4 in the afternoon, rush hour, holding a pack of a dozen sausages because his friend needed it.  
He was lost in his thoughts when he heard her. That sweet voice that had taunted him the night before, so much he had asked Niall for some of the pasta he’d prepared “in case he got hungry later”, of course, that wasn’t entirely the reason. The reason being the cute and annoying girl standing in line a person before him, and the thought of her starving and with nothing but a cotton sweatshirt to shield her from the inevitable cold of the night. 
“I’m so sorry it’s taking me so long,” he heard her say, as she let out a nervous chuckle through her mouth, “I just can’t find my card”. 
“Only cash with this register, lady. There’s a sign right there” the cashier pointed towards the sign and YN felt herself get red with embarrassment. Eager to get it over with, she had run to the first opened register she could find, not paying much attention to her surrounding, which, she then realized, she probably should’ve.
“I just flew in last night, I still haven’t got time to…” she shook her head as she realized the cashier didn’t care. Of course she didn’t. Once again, she felt silly and alone. 
“Okay” she whispered to herself, “i’ll just leave it all here and come back later?” 
Harry, that was standing in line just a person from her, had listened to the exchanged quite attentively, and he’d rolled his eyes at her.
He cleared his throat and she snapped her head in his direction, and he didn’t miss the way her cheeks had turned pink once she’d recognized him. 
“I’ll pay for her things” he offered, and the person in front of him, a middle aged man, breathed out a sigh of relief and whispered a “thank god” that YN didn’t miss. She smiled apologetically at the man, who didn’t even as much as throw a glance at her, and she watched as he stepped to the side to let Harry pass before him.
YN started packing her bags and she refused to look at Mr. Styles as he paid for her groceries and his own, too embarrassed to acknowledge the encounter that had just happened. 
When he passed her, he grabbed one bag from the floor and started walking towards the exit of the supermarket, and YN watched as his bicep flexed under the weight of the bag. 
She hurried to pick up his pace, and once she found herself walking at his side, she opened her mouth to thank him: “thank you so much, Mr. Styles. I genuinely didn’t know, otherwise I never would’ve chosen that register! The sign was just so small and I never pay attention to my surroundings so it was an honest mistake, I swear!” 
Harry rolled his eyes for what seemed like the millionth time, “will yeh stop calling me Mr. Styles? ’s not like I’m bloody fifty years old!” 
“Sorry” YN blushed embarrassed, as she tried to walk quickly beside him. His legs were very much longer than hers, and he walked pretty fast despite the added weight of the groceries.
“What should I call you?” 
“Harry.” He groaned, rolling his eyes. 
“Ok. Harry.” She said, nodding her head, liking the way his name sounded rolling off her tongue. “I will send you the money right away, I’m so sorry you had to do that for me” 
“’s fine. Don’ worry ‘bout it.” 
YN cleared her throat and nodded, looking down at her shoes as she kept walking beside him. Every once in a while, she would lose her balance due to the weight on her hands, and her arm would brush against his, the contact not going unnoticed by her. She wondered if he noticed too and if he cared, she knew he probably didn’t, but it was nice.
“Oh!” She remembered as they walked their way back to his house, “thank you for the food, too. And of course the clothes!!! You didn’t have to, but thank you. I was so hungry you have no idea. And the food was so so so good! Did you make it?”
“No.” He answered briefly. 
“Well… it was really yummy. I’ll have to meet the chef!” She joked, and because she felt her arm get tired, she switched the bag to her other hand, trying to balance the weight, “are they from around here?”
“Yes.” 
YN nodded understandably, “You know, I was a little scared to come here because I’d be all alone. Well, not entirely alone because I have Baguette, but… I’m so happy you’re my neighbor! You’re so nice” 
Harry snorted through his nose at her words, “tha’s a first”, but YN, even if she heard him, didn’t say anything. 
When they finally reached the house, Harry walked her to the door and placed the bag on the ground, massaging his arm that had gone a little bit sore. 
“Thank you” she repeated, smiling warmly at him. 
Harry shrugged and was about to turn around, when he heard her say “wait! Do you want to see Baguette?” 
. . . 
Harry left her house about half an hour later, incredibly late and with his phone blowing up from Niall’s calls. 
He had looked around quickly once he’d walked inside, and he noticed some of her belongings scattered around the living room, some pillows that he didn’t recognize as his own lying on the couch. He wondered for a brief second what her room looked like, not regarding the furniture (that he had picked a long time ago with his mother), but what it looked like with her living in it. Did she change the sheets or did she keep the ones he chose? Was it tidy or messy? Did she sleep with Baguette? 
It was weird to him, thinking this way about her, because never would he have thought of her as more than an annoying girl. But, he could admit she was kind of cute. Annoying, but definitely cute. 
He had played with Baguette while YN put away the groceries, and they didn’t talk much because he didn’t feel like talking. He’d never given much confidence to people he didn’t know, and, despite YN calling him ‘nice’, he didn’t really know much about her.
He had excused himself after about twenty minutes of playing with Baguette, and after a quick rub on the dog’s belly, he left her house without muttering more than a ‘bye’.
He didn’t care if he came off as rude, he’d always been that way, and he certainly wasn’t about to change for this girl he met just the day before!
. . . 
YN loved her work. 
Since she was little, she’d always loved wild animals, and she’d dreamed one day of doing the job she’s supposed to do now: gather sources about this rare bear that had been sighted and write a report about it to send to Dante. If the report was good, she’d be published on Dante’s scientific magazine, which was a great opportunity for YN to get her name out there and be regarded in the scientific community. 
All this was, honestly, easier said than done, because since the moment she stepped foot inside her new office, she received nothing but glares from her coworkers. Apparently, everyone was gutted about Anais’ replacement, and she tried really hard to be kind and explain that “no, Anais isn’t coming! But it’s a beautiful thing because she’s pregnant!!!! Dante sent me, I’m no Anais but I can try”, but, despite her big efforts, she was met with the indifference of the others. 
She thought once on the field, the interviews would’ve gone a little better, because she was nice and she figured people loved nice, but as soon as she tried to talk to someone about this sighting, they recognized her immediately as a non-local (which apparently was a big deal) and refused to talk to her, feigning ignorance at her questions. 
She felt defeated. And she started questioning for a bit whether moving to this small town was even a good idea in the first place.
Of course, she’d escaped from her ex and from the possibility of ever meeting him again, but was it worth it? In that moment, she couldn’t say.
When she returned to her office that Thursday afternoon, she tried to gather the little information she had gotten, but it wasn’t even close enough to write the introduction!, so she closed her laptop with a heavy sigh, full of her disappointment, and she promised the day after she’d do better. 
The day after, YN decided to do what she did best back at her previous job, figuring maybe that the excessive responsibility had influenced her work. She decided she’d take a walk on the reserve and try and gather as many sources from the territory she could. 
The bear had been spotted inside a terrain one hour down a three hour long pathway, which, for a wildlife animal, was pretty dangerous. She couldn’t even imagine what would happen if someone stumbled across the bear, and she truly feared for the animal’s life, knowing all too well human’s cruel nature. 
The walk was tough, and the muscles in her legs were burning with fatigue. After about forty minutes of walking, she decided she’d stop at the first refuge she’d find, drink a little water and maybe even grab something hot to drink to warm up her freezing hands. 
She spotted a cabin after a couple of miles, and she felt her heart jump happily in her chest at the thought of finally resting for a bit. She tossed her backpack into the ground and put away the little journal and pen she’d kept in handy to scribble down things she observed along the pathway. 
Once inside the small cabin/cafe, she immediately felt her insides warming up. Everything was made out of wood, including the ceiling, and she observed how every chair had cute, fluffy blankets draped across the backrest. 
The place was just what she needed after a really long and tiring walk, and she regarded with contentment how she was the only customer. 
“Hello!” A shrilling voice called behind her, and she jumped in her place a little at the sound. She turned around immediately and she smiled at a blonde guy that was standing behind the counter. He was tying a blue apron behind his back and once he’d secured it, he cleaned his hands on its front, smiling warmly at her once their eyes met. 
“Hi” she said, shyly, “could I get some hot cocoa, please?” 
“Yes! Of course!!” He beamed, and YN wondered if she was maybe the first customer of the day or if he acted this way towards everyone that came in. 
“Here or to go?” 
“Here, thank you.” 
“Okay! Just take a seat and I’ll bring it to you in a moment”.
YN nodded her head at his words and took place at a small table near a big window that overlooked the entire valley. 
She’d been to the mountains just once with her family when she was very little, but she’d always dreamt of living in a slow-paced, small town, as opposed to the big city she left behind. 
She loved the green and the sun shining high in the sky warming her skin, and she loved drinking hot drinks in spring. She wasn’t really a fan of the snow, though, that had always seemed to scare her, and she was happy she had both spring and summer to get through before the winter, and she figured she’d probably be accustomed to the place once it’d start snowing, so she decided not to worry too much about that now.
She fished out of her backpack her journal and started reading through her notes to see if there was something remotely good to start with.
 unusual path for a bear 
 too many houses in proximity of the sighting
 not much food can be found on the trail 
    (…)
She figured it was not much but a start nonetheless. 
She was so engrossed by her notes she didn’t even hear the nice blonde guy approaching her, so when he placed the cup in front of her she jumped a little in her place.
“Woah, easy there! Yeh’re a jumpy thing, aren’t ya?” He giggled, pushing the cup in front of her as soon as she cast aside the journal.
She blushed immediately at his words, “sorry” she muttered. 
“’S fine, didn’t mean to embarrass you”
She threw him a quick smile before glancing down at her hot chocolate, and she noticed happily that he had topped it with a big amount of whipped cream. 
“Wait!” He chimed before she could take a sip of her drink, “forgot something.”
He ran back towards the kitchen and came out as quick as he went, holding a small, ceramic, plate in his hands. 
He put it on the table in front of YN and smiled warmly at her, “Freshly made ginger biscuits!” 
YN felt like crying. 
This was the first time someone was so nice to her, and after the fiasco she went through with her interviews, she really could use someone that at least acknowledged her. 
Of course, Harry had been nice, too, but in the days that had come, she’d seen less and less of him, and she’d started to wonder whether he was actually avoiding her. 
“This is so good!!! Thank you” she beamed, finally feeling relaxed after what seemed like a long time but was actually just less than a week.
“Do you want to sit? If you’re not… busy?” She gestured to the empty seat in front of her and watched as he sat immediately in the chair, placing his elbows on the table.
“Usually there’s more people around but… you know, ’s rush hour, so…” 
YN threw a glance at the clock on the wall, that ticked 3.58 pm. “Rush hour?” She asked, curiously. 
“Oh! Yeah. I don’t where you’re from, but here, rush hour is at around 4 because everything closes at 5.30” he shrugged, stealing a cookie from the plate on the table between them.
YN nodded and took a sip from her drink, “shouldn’t there be more people if it’s rush hour?”
He furrowed his brows and cleaned his mouth from the cookie’s crumbles with the back of his hand, “no”.
YN nodded understandingly once again, even if she didn’t truly understand his thought process. She figured in small towns people lived differently. 
“Are yeh here on vacation?” He asked her and she tried not to feel too disappointed that he understood right away that she wasn’t a local. 
“No” she shook her head, “I moved here last Monday. I’m here for that bear sighting” 
“Oh” she noticed his eyes widened, “nasty stuff that was! I hope that bear ’s long gone by now!” 
She frowned at his words; she really would have liked seeing a real-life bear.
She chatted with him — she’d found out his name was Niall — for what felt like minutes but was actually an hour, and once she’d realized how late it had gotten, the sky had turned dark and gloomy, and she’d hurriedly collected her things and payed for her order, saying bye to Niall with the promise of coming more often. The clock ticked 5.13 pm and she figured it wouldn’t really be that dangerous to walk back home. It wasn’t late in the night, and despite the dark sky, it was still mid afternoon. So, after saying goodbye to Niall, she threw her backpack across her shoulder and started walking back. 
Five minutes in her walk and she was already feeling uneasy. She hadn’t noticed at first but on the pathway there weren’t any lights, so she couldn’t see more than her own two feet; any little shadow or sound seemed to scare her, and it took her a lot of convincing to not just go back and ask Niall to take her home. The option had seemed tempting, but what could he really do? Close the cafe just because she was scared of the dark? and, despite talking his ear off all afternoon, who even was he? YN had a reputation for being easy going and able to make friends with pretty much everyone, but time had taught her that not everyone wanted to actually be her friend. 
That thought made her think about Harry, and how she hadn’t seen him in almost five days. After he had played with Baguette in her home, she thought she had found if not a friend at least someone to hang out with, now that she was in a new place completely alone, but maybe, she’d figured, it was Harry that didn’t want to hang out with her. He had seemed pretty grumpy, but she’d seen through his facade pretty quickly, and she had thought he was actually nice. Now, she couldn’t help but wonder if it was just a one time thing.   
She clutched the strap of her backpack extra tight as soon as she heard the sound of a car behind her, the headlights of the car illuminating her and the path before her. She shivered as the sudden thought of being alone on a street with no way of escaping came to her mind, and she picked up her pace to walk quicker. Beside her fear, there was also the question on how could someone drive in this particular pathway that, as she knew, was actually closed to cars. 
She was wondering if the driver had some kind of permit, when the car — that actually seemed more like a pick up — stopped beside her. She unintentionally turned her head to look inside, and before she could say anything to the guy inside, he beat her to it: “what the hell are yeh doin’ here alone?” 
She looked at Harry with wide eyes, her face half hidden behind the darkness of the sky, and she breathed a sigh of relief when she realized it was him and not someone who wanted to hurt her. 
“I lost track of time” she said shyly, chewing on her bottom lip anxiously. 
“Get in.” He ordered, and she saw him unlock the car doors with a button on the steering wheel. 
“No, it’s okay! I can just walk, it’s not that far…” 
“Get in!” He stressed, but, “please” he added, once he realized his tone may have come out a little too sternly. 
“Okay” she whispered, wrapping her fingers around the handle of the car door and opening it. She threw her backpack on the car mat at the end of the seat and placed a hand on the car door to balance herself. The pick up was a little tall, so she had to literally climb inside the truck with her legs. She hoped she didn’t make too much of a fool out of herself. 
He grabbed her arm to help her, and once she was settled in the seat, he let it go quickly, almost as if he was uncomfortable with touching her. 
He didn’t say anything for a while, but YN noticed how he turned on the heat as soon as he saw her hugging herself against the cold. 
The pickup was big, but she could still smell his perfume — or cologne? She didn’t know — lingering in the air. 
YN stayed silent, not wanting to bother him, although it proved to be kind of difficult for her, because she wanted to ask him a lot of things. 
She remembers thinking he was mad at her. She still doesn’t know why, and why in the world could he possibly be mad at her, but, still. Aaron used to get angry over the most silliest things, so she figured every guy was the same. 
She almost caught herself asking him, but she remembered pretty quickly Aaron’s words: “not everyone wants to be your friend”.
She still had a little trouble understanding that. 
She heard Harry clear his throat, and she wondered if he was about to talk, so she patiently waited. He didn’t. He seemed antsy, and YN noticed how tightly he was gripping the wheel, so, she decided to ease the tension between them with the thing she did best: asking questions. 
“How are you allowed to drive here? Do you have some kind of permit? Because I researched the territory for my article and it strictly said ‘no cars allowed, must be on foot’, sooo… how can you? Are you some kind of… I don’t know — she shrugged, pouting her lips thoughtfully — are you some kind of boss, around here? That’s why people cook for you?”
Harry closed his brows in a furrow and brought his left hand up to massage his temple, “no” he simply said. 
“What does ‘no’ mean?” 
“It means no.” He said matter of factly. 
“Ugghh — she huffed — I know what ‘no’ means! I was asking figuratively. Are you always this grumpy?” 
“Thought yeh said I was nice” he grinned, a dimple denting his cheek. 
“Forget it” she mumbled, turning her head to look outside the window; there wasn’t much to see, with all the darkness, but anything was better than looking at him. 
“I’m not ‘some kind of boss’” he mocked her amused, glancing at her quickly before averting his gaze back on the road, “I own the terrain, so I can do whatever I want on it”.
YN turned her head to look back at him, wondering if he was making fun of her or if he was actually serious. He seemed serious. 
“You own it?” 
“Yeah” he nodded, amused by her reaction. 
“I can’t believe it”
“Why?” 
“This was were the bear was spotted! I could have asked you all along instead of interviewing people who closed the door in my face!” She pouted, crossing her arms in front of her chest. 
“They really closed the door in your face?” He asked, furrowing his brows, the smirk disappearing from his face quickly and his lips closing in a tight line. 
“Yeah” she huffed, “but it’s okay. I mean… I get it if they don’t want to talk to me but… I really need to do my job! I really wouldn’t bother them if it wasn’t necessary”
“They closed the door in your face. It’s not okay.” He said sternly, back to his old grumpy self, “who did you talk to?”
“Oh… that woman that lives in the first house right after the cafe. Wait. Do you know the cafe?”
Harry snickered at her question, “yeah, I heard of it”.
“Just her?” He added. 
“No” she shook her head, “I talked to Mr. Donovan too. I remember his name because Matt Donovan is a character in one of my favorite series! So… pretty easy to remember. He was actually nice before I told him I was writing an article for a magazine. He closed the door without even saying bye” she shrugged.
“That’s not okay” he repeated. 
“Well, it’s no problem at all now!!!! Because I can just ask you” she beamed, clapping her hands excitedly. 
“No. I wasn’t here that weekend” 
“What?” She asked, looking at him with big eyes. 
Harry refrained himself from laughing. “Yeah.” He nodded, “i wasn’t here. Sorry” 
“Great.” She groaned, tossing her arms in the air, her enthusiasm quickly dissolving. 
She heard him laugh through his nose, “i’m taking the piss out of yeh. I was here”
“Oh thank god!” she sighed relieved, finally seeing some ray of sunshine coming her way, “you’re cruel! don’t ever do that again!” She pointed her finger at his face and then swatted his arm when she heard him chuckle. 
thank you for reading!!!! i love you all, let me know if you'd like part 2 and what you want to see happen 💖
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Something about off stage and soft harry makes me all happy. Omg please he looks so cozy in the last one
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Youtuber!Y/N x Harry Styles
MASTERLIST
Summary: Y/N is a Youtuber who does videos on celebrity gossip, then gets cancelled for the unethical nature of her channel. And finds her way to Harry to be better and learn from her mistakes.
Author’s Note: Tumblr exclusive! We’re feeding the girlies 🤪
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THE DEVIL HAS FALLEN: Y/N Y/L/N FEUD WITH AMANDA MCADAMS FINALLY OVER?
After months of a brutal and relentless feud between Youtube influencer Y/N Y/L/N and actress Amanda McAdams, it seems that Y/N has finally disappeared
After deleting all social media posts, and wiping her accounts clean, Y/N released a statement on twitter, declaring:
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Y/N Y/L/N started off as a Youtube creator, filming videos of her singing covers of her favorite songs. After finding no success, she began to venture into creating videos about the one thing she knew everything about: celebrity culture.
Y/N found rapid success and her videos soon became viral, with her first series, ‘Internet Gossip’, explaining various cases of infamous celebrity deama. With the rise of social media and a wave of consuming media based on celebrity drama and gossip, Y/N found her place among an audience of mostly young women.
Soon becoming very successful with her videos, she branched out, beginning a few series, among them, ‘Salty Scandal’, focused on celebrity feuds and ‘Radical Romance’, about ongoing or previous famous relationships.
Although Y/N had a large fanbase, her rise to celebrity status was her first red carpet at the People’s Choice Awards, where she participated as an interviewer. It didn’t take long for her to become viral, as she was abrasive and blunt with her questions, not wasting time by beating around the bush.
Among fans and watchers, she was known as someone who searched for truth. Among those questioned, she was thought of as a person who dedicated their life to exposing others and invading privacy.
Y/N began to see the results of her fame. Her community grew and she hosted countless red carpets, interviewing the most famous people on the planet. And just as she seemed on top of the world, her downfall came from her own creation.
With the video, ‘Amanda McAdam: Actress or Victim?’, Y/N claimed that McAdam’s had dramatized her experience with a verbally abusive director, and that it was all for ‘a pity party’.
Following this video, McAdam’s and Y/L/N began a long feud, including several Twitter arguments and subtle shade thrown at each other in interviews or Instagram posts.
It culminated in what seemed to be the final blow; McAdam leaking Y/L/N's address. People and paparazzi alike stood outside of Y/L/N's home, with signs and hollers to let her know what they thought of her. This caused the Youtuber to have to hire private security to escort her as she moved to an undisclosed new home.
Everyone is glad to see Y/N, the devil of the internet, finally gone from the public view. Hopefully forever.
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celebrityupdates Y/N Y/L/N spotted for the first time in THREE MONTHS out in LONDON today!
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username1 wtf? who wants to see her?
username2 Did I miss something? Since when is she in hiding? And didn't she use to live in LA?
-> username3 Since her address was leaked by Amanda
-> username2 omg, that’s so fucked up
-> username3 Y/N had it coming after all the shit she said about Amanda
username4 idc what y’all say, y/n is still an icon and that b**ch
username5 I don't agree with anything that Y/N does, but her having to move to another CONTINENT to avoid stalkers and death threats is too far
username6 she should’ve stayed in hiding
username7 Y/N is so fake, she deserves all the hate, tbh
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ynisthatbitch Y/N for her newest interview with Variety
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username1 WTF? Isn’t she cancelled?
username2 I really don’t care how much she claims to have ‘changed and improved’. Once a devil always a devil
username3 Y/N does NOT deserve a redemption arc after all the shit she talked
username4 Does Y/N seriously think that she can disappear a few months, claim to have gone to therapy and done self-reflection and everything will be fine?
-> username5 I think she just craves attention
-> username6 LMAO fr, Y/N just wants to be famous again. TOO BAD!
username7 Honestly y’all, if you took the time to read the article properly, you’d understand that Y/N was just a teenager!
-> username8 Y/N was literally fifteen when she started making those videos. Every 15-year-old makes mistakes
-> username9 Y/N is no longer 15. She’s now 21 and should know better.
-> username10 Or maybe it took a reality check to burst Y/N’s bubble and make her realize that she’d normalized things that shouldn’t be normalized?
-> username9 That sounds like excuses to me
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harryflorals HARRY AND Y/N Y/L/N LEAVING THE SAME GYM TODAY IN LONDON!
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username1 WHAT THE FUCK???
username2 this cannot be real
username3 why would harry associate with the devil?
-> username4 lmao fr fr
username5 It has to be a coincidence
-> username6 Did Harry conveniently forget that Y/N once made a whole video about his relationship with Kendall Jenner and called it a 'wretched PR stunt’???
-> username7 I find it crazy to believe that THIS isn’t a PR stunt
username8 Maybe y’all shouldn’t make assumptions about people you haven’t met? Harry clearly knows Y/N personally and has good judgment.
-> username9 stfu, no one asked for your opinion
username10 Is it so wild to believe that people can change (Y/N)?
-> username11 once a devil, always a devil
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annetwist It was wonderful to meet the lovely @yourinstagram and finally hear her perspective on her life! Read the article, written by yours truly. Thank you, Y/N, for your well-thought and introspective words ❤️
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yourinstagram Thank you for giving me the chance to talk to you and share my side of the story 🫶
-> annetwist 💕
username1 Y/N is Anne-approved. That’s all I need to know.
username2 what is wrong with the world?
username3 I expected better of you. I thought you had common decency than to associate with the devil
-> annetwist I believe that God is all about forgiveness and Y/N has found her way to kindness and forgiveness ❤️
username4 say it with me, 4+4=
-> username5 ATEEE
username6 Thank you, Anne, for interviewing Y/N and giving us such a fresh perspective on everything that happened in her life. Loved the article 💕
-> annetwist Thank you, love
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yourinstagram Hell Is My Birthplace. New Single. Jun 1, 2022.
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annetwist Can’t wait to hear it
harrystyles 🔥
-> username1 EXCUSE ME?!?
taylorswift WOW. Loved the preview 😉
-> username2 MOTHER?
-> username3 nothing is more iconic than y/n’s once greatest rivals now becoming her biggest supporters
username4 Y’all doubting if Y/N changed, but if Taylor and Harry can forgive her, so can I
username5 ICON. MOTHER.
username6 you don’t get it. y/n was called a devil and now she’s saying hell is her birthplace. and it was announced on the anniversary of her cancellation. you just don’t get it.
username7 no one will ever love y/n and her cunty moves more than me
username8 I LOVE YOU
username9 I hope your address gets leaked again
username10 ONCE A DEVIL ALWAYS A DEVIL
-> username11 stfu
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ynupdates INSIDER INFO FROM DEUXMOI!
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username1 I can’t imagine Harry with someone with Y/N
username2 Honestly, I get it. As an ‘I can fix him’ girlie, I understand Harry 😔
username3 not my husband with the devil!!!
username4 Speechless
username5 they lowkey seem cute together
username6 I'm happy if Harry is happy
username7 If Harry is dating her, then Y/N has definitely changed
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yourinstagram Paint the Town Red. 2nd Single.
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username1 not harry liking all of her posts 😭
-> username2 man is WHIPPED
username3 MMM SHE THE DEVIL
-> username4 obsessed with y/n leaning into the devil image during her comeback
username5 is anyone concerned that she’s being so provocative?
-> username6 y/n has been laying low and keeping her life to herself. i’m not concerned
-> username7 i think she’s the happiest she’s ever been, tbh
username8 that line "You can't talk no shit without penalties" DAMN
-> yourinstagram I said what I said
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yourinstagram dancing with our hands tied. a good metaphor and my 3rd single. out now <3
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harrystyles 💕
-> username1 harry KNOWS this song is about him and y/n
-> username2 He’s a proud boyfriend and we stan
username3 omg the soft launch
username4 PARENTS 😭
username5 lowkey concerned about the two together
username6 am i the only one who doesn’t like the two of them together? it feels icky
-> username7 good thing it’s not your relationship
-> username6 y/n is a terrible person
-> username8 you’ve never met her. don’t make assumptions
username9 awww my babies 😭
username10 I LOVE YOUR MUSIC AAAAA
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harrystyles Grammys. February 2024.
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yourinstagram thanks for being my date <3
-> harrystyles always xx
username1 not my parents flirting in the comments 😭😭😭
annetwist cuties 💕
gemmastyles love you both ❤️
username5 THE FAMILY APPROVAL
username6 Y/N is officially the first gf to be on Harry’s IG feed
username7 tbh, I think that Harry really helped Y/N at her worst and allowed her to redeem herself
-> username8 FR. look at her smile. She’s never seemed so happy. I think Y/N is finally being herself
-> harrystyles Y/N did all the work herself, I was just along for the ride x
-> yourinstagram Don’t be fooled no matter what he says, he saved me.
username10 WAR IS OVEEERRRR
username11 I love seeing Y/N grow so much in her life
-> username12 I don’t think she ever liked who she was before. She seems so happy now
-> yourinstagram Funny how being yourself can fulfill a person. Become a version of yourself that you can love and love will surround you
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please please please (NO PRESSURE BUT) (IM BEGGING YA)
something extremely smutty where like niall is working out: (literally need nothing else completely go ham its up to you but just like LOOK:)
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the little jerk as he lifts up yk what im talking aboutt lets not pretend we're not *respectfully* looking.
as if i could say no to this 😅 it’s not the smuttiest thing, but if we’re open to a part 2, there’s a lot of room to play 😏
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it was the breathy grunts that first got your attention. 
you’d never cared much for niall’s workouts, always preferring to have the quiet time, enjoying a cuppa, maybe a book or tv show. but as you were just getting cozy with your tea, pulling the blanket over your legs, you could hear him from down the hall.
it piqued your interest, the sounds he was making having reached your ears, and for some reason, shooting down to your centre, leaving a little tingle of interest.
and for that same reason, you were now leaving your warmth and comfort, flinging the blanket back over the arm of the couch, trudging down the hall. 
once you pop head around the doorframe though, eyes coming into contact with your boyfriend, the tingle of interest in your cunt quickly turned to a dribble of excitement.
because fuck, was this the scene you’d been missing out on all these years ? you’ll have to remember to scold yourself for that one later, but for now, your brain was short wiring. niall was currently laying on his exercise mat, legs bent up at the knees, slightly spread, his arms straight up above his head, doing some sit ups with an exercise ball in his hands. and, since the universe wanted to punish you even more, with every flex of his abs, his hips would thrust up just a bit with the force of the movement. 
he was glistening, a sheen of sweat all over his skin, torso bare for your eyes to ogle. and when did your drip of excitement turn into a full fledged puddle of arousal ? how long had you been watching ? why are you quite literally feeling yourself leaking down your inner thighs ? 
it’s once he lays back down, taking a moment to breathe between sets, that you make your presence known. you weren’t exactly trying to, but a small whimper managed to escape your throat without permission. but really, his entire body was stretched out, muscles flexed, and if you look really closely, you can see the outline of his cock through his shorts. you really can’t be blamed.
niall’s eyes flick over to the door, noticing you, quirking his eyebrow, “what is it, love ?”
you bite your lip, heat rising on your cheeks at the prospect of being caught. however, niall was your boyfriend, had been for a long time, and moments like this don’t much embarrass you anymore, “d’you always look this good while you workout ?”
a loud breathy chuckle erupts from niall, echoing through the room, “gonna start joining me, sweet girl ?”
you squint at him, tilting your head to the side, looking at him with a playfully untrusting look, “was this your plan all along ?”
and so maybe he wanted to see if being a little louder than usual, a little more grunty than usual, would make you come over. and maybe he chose to forego his shirt, and maybe he spread his legs a tiny bit more than usual, in an effort to keep you around. “does it really matter now ?” he smiles innocently, “can see how wet your thighs are getting.”
“i hope you plan on doing something about that,” you smirk, shaking your head at your boyfriend’s antics.
“can’t do anything from way over there,” he hums, nodding his head in a come hither motion, “c’m’ere.”
as you finally step into the room, waltzing over to niall, he quickly reaches out for your ankles, his sheer strength taking over your moment of weakness, making you stop with your feet spread on either side of his head, eyes locked straight up between your thighs.
it was still early enough in the day, you hadn’t changed from your sleep shorts, tiny piece of fabric without any panties, something niall typically likes to tease you about, “why even wear anything if you’re gonna put those on,” he always drones on before bed.
but for now, he’s not complaining a bit, a fairly good view of your sopping cunt, peaking through the drenched fabric, arousal coating your inner thighs, “s’a good thing i’m parched,” he groans, hands gliding up your calves, stopping behind your knee, abruptly giving a tug, making your legs buckle. you squeak loudly, echoing through the room, as you were caught off guard, knees colliding with the mat underneath niall.
with your cunt sitting right above his face, niall groans, feeling the hot hot heat radiating off of you, “christ, and i thought i was warm,” he mumbles, his tongue darting out to lick along your skin.
he swirls around your thigh, taking his sweet time, lapping up any bit of arousal that’s made it way past your shorts, before moving onto the other thigh.
your legs were trembling, head tipped back, as your breathing accelerates. he was avoiding any area near your pussy, every ounce of your being aching for more. more tongue, more touches, more niall. more, more, more.
but once your skin was cleaned up, he pats your legs, groaning, “perfect post workout snack. think m’gonna jump into the shower now, baby.”
your eyebrows furrow immediately, because absolutely the fuck not, “like hell you are,” you quip, shuffling yourself until your centre is hovering right above his stiffening member. “you clean me, i clean you,” you murmur, leaning down over him.
and just like he did for you, your tongue slowly laps up the beads of sweat over his stomach and chest, feeling the ridges of his abs with every stroke. 
your eyes flutter shut, the musky, heady scent of sweaty man wafting through the air, the salty taste on your tongue, it was doing things you never could have imagined. not once had you really given workout niall a chance like this, something he always does much too early in the morning for your liking. but the more you were delving into it, the more your brain was swirling with want. with need.
you couldn’t stop, too caught up in licking as much of him as you could, tongue flicking over his nipples, mouth attaching to his pulse point. 
and it was working. you were teasing him right back. his telltale little breathy pants huffing against your ear whenever you were close to his neck, fingernails indenting your hips, his cock now painfully hard.
you’re not even sure niall’s noticed that his hips have started rolling, searching for any sort of relief, something you’re not too keen on giving into quite yet. 
so a moment later, you pull away, coming to a stand, “better get that shower going, we have some things to do today.”
niall scrubs his face in his hands, groaning loudly for a moment, before getting up with you. and as quick as a flash, he’s got you scooped up in his arms, running off.
you squeal again, laughing loudly, as he whips down the hall, around the corners, and into the washroom. he quickly closes the door behind himself, setting you down on your feet, pinning you against the wall, “can forget about all those things you have planned today. gonna be too busy.”
you hum, your body melting against the wall, as niall’s mouth leaves a trail of open mouth kisses over your shoulder and neck, teeth nibbling on the shell of your ear, “hmm tell me. tell me what we’re gonna do.”
“gonna start by showering with me,” he murmurs against your ear, “and if you’re a good girl, i might use the shower head on you.”
you whimper, nodding quickly, “please, fuck. what else ?”
niall tuts, shaking his head, “depends how good you are for me. now how about stripping down and washing me off in the shower ?”
“yes, yes anything. m’a good girl, i promise.”
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strawnarrries · 1 year
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Heaven
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Summary: Niall is away doing promo for Heaven and you miss him in more ways than one.
Requested: No but I'm always open!
POV: 2nd
Warning(s): Phone sex, masturbation, dirty talk
The phone rang three times before his face popped up on your screen, a grin planted on his lips, "Hey baby!"
"Hi," you mimicked his grin, happy to see his face.
Niall had been in LA doing promo for his new single Heaven as well as his upcoming album. He was going to be gone for a total of five weeks and you knew you were going to miss him like crazy. It had been years since you and Niall were long-distance. It was something you two went through pretty often while he was in the band and as well as his first solo tour. Because of Covid, you have had him all to yourself for almost three years now, so you knew it would be hard for him to leave again.
You would have gone to LA with him, but neither of you wanted to go through the hassle of taking your almost two-year-old son on the road, as well as risking him being seen by the public. Once Niall had officially canceled his tour for Heartbreak Weather, you had decided it was the perfect time to start the family you both had been wanting so dearly. Everybody knew it would be a while before things were back to normal, so you knew Niall would be home long enough to be with you throughout your entire pregnancy and the beginning stages of his little one's life.
During that time, he continued to write music, perfecting each song he wrote. Three years later, he realized how much he missed it. He missed interacting with all his fans, going to award shows, and being on tour. All three of you were at a good place for him to get back into the groove of things and start releasing new music, so he did.
"I miss my hubby," you pouted, watching as he started up the car and began driving to your LA home.
"Aw, I miss ya too. What time is it there?"
"Like midnight."
"What'rya doin' up?"
"I couldn't sleep," you hummed softly.
"Somethin' wrong?" he asked concernedly.
"I just miss you," you replied, your voice deepening slightly.
You missed him; every single part of him. It had been about two weeks since you had last seen him. You missed his touch, his lips, the way he made you feel. You wanted him so bad. You were laying down on his side of the bed, the smell of his shampoo coating his pillow and filling your senses, arousing you even more than you already were.
"Just a few more weeks and I'll be home," he soothed.
"No Niall, I mean I miss you in more ways than one," you replied, slightly frustrated that he wasn't picking up on your hints.
"Oh, I see," he smirked, "yer tryna have phone sex wit' me!"
"Niall!" you groaned into your pillow.
"'s been years since we done that, babe," he teased and you rolled your eyes, "well, 'm on me way home and I've got a few hours before me next interview so I think I can squeeze ya int' me schedule."
"You're so annoying," you teased.
He giggled and began asking you about your day while he drove home. You spoke back and forth, telling each other about your days; you spoke about the funny things your son had done and he spoke about the interviews he already attended. It took him about 45 minutes to get home, LA traffic was not on your side today but once he pulled into the garage, you began to get antsy.
"Are ya naked?" he asked as he walked through the door, setting down his things and taking off his shoes.
"No," you replied.
"Go ahead and get naked fer me," he ordered and you immediately obeyed, taking off every piece of clothing you had on.
It wasn't much later that he was up in the bedroom, discarding his clothing as well, getting as excited as you are, "Makin' me feel like a teenager again, babe."
"I miss you so much," you whispered desperately.
You couldn't resist the urge any longer. You reached your hand down to your throbbing center, fingers pressed against your clit and rubbing back and forth.
"Ya touchin' yerself?" he asked.
"Yeah," you whimpered.
"Wanna see ya, prop yer phone up."
You did as you were told, grabbing his pillow from his side of the bed and setting it down by your feet. You propped your phone up against it, doing your best to put it at the perfect angle for him to see, but still make it look sexy, "Dunno how I ever made this sexy."
"Yer always sexy," he smirked.
After flicking on the bedside table light so he could see you better, you leaned back on your left hand to support your body up. You spread your legs again and resumed your activities while he groaned, "Fuckin' hell, yer soaked. Been thinkin' of me?"
"Mhm, all day. Do you like watching me touch myself?"
"Yes, yer so hot."
He positioned his phone in a similar way as you did, revealing himself to you. His hand was wrapped around his member, already throbbing in anticipation. Once comfortable, he began moving his hand up and down, biting his lip as he watched you please yourself.
Your jaw went slack as you quickened your pace. You could already feel your orgasm growing, in desperate need of a release. You imagined your fingers were his, calloused tips moving back and forth across your clit, sending waves of pleasure throughout your body.
"Talk t' me. What do you wanna do t' me when you get home?" you hummed, wanting to hear his voice.
"Jesus," he groaned, "Everything, babe, I wanna do everything t' ya. I wanna kiss ya and taste ya. Wanna feel you wrapped around me cock. Gonna be so tight fer me once I get home, I just know it."
You whimpered his name as your head lolled to the side, "You always make me feel so good. I wish you were here with me."
"Me too. Not much longer and me fingers will be right where yers are," he breathed out, "Can ya stick one inside of ya?"
You hummed in response, moving south and circling your dripping entrance with the tip of your middle finger. You lifted your head up and watched as you easily slipped it in, feeling just how wet you are. You moved it in and out of you, the sound of your wetness filling the room and Niall cursed to himself. You let out a moan and your eyes fluttered closed.
"Jesus Christ, dis's so hot," he groaned, mostly to himself, "'s it feel good?"
With each entrance, you curled your fingers up, just like he would do. His fingers were much better than yours, longer and able to reach all your special spots. You made yourself feel good, but there was something about Niall's touch that you couldn't fulfill yourself, "Mhm, but not as good as when you do it."
"I know yer body better than ya know yer own, don't I?" he smirked smugly.
You hummed in response, watching as his hand moved up and down his member, squeezing tighter once he got to the tip, precum oozing out with each squeeze. Your mouth watered as you watched him, missing the way he whimpered when you wrapped your lips around him.
"I want you inside me so bad," you whined, your head lolling back again, "You fill me up so perfectly, Ni. I feel so empty right now."
"I'd kill t' be inside ya right now. I miss how ya feel around me. Always so wet and warm, fuck," he breathed out in response.
You laid back down on your back, your hips instinctively bucking up into your hand. You slipped your finger out of your entrance and began spreading your wetness. Landing on your clit again, you moved the tip of your finger back and forth at a more rapid pace, your orgasm drawing closer and closer by the second.
"'m gonna cum," you whimpered softly.
"Do it, baby. Wanna see ya cum all over yer fingers," he encouraged, his voice deep and raspy.
Only a few seconds later and you could feel the tight band in your stomach begin to unravel. Your orgasm took over your entire body, crashing over you with waves of pleasure. Your back arched and your toes curled as your body was numbed with pleasure. You struggled not to moan, not wanting to wake up your son but you couldn't help the small whimpers that left your lips. Not long after you, you heard the deep groans of your husband on the phone, signaling he had just released too. The sounds of his sexy moans carried you through the end of your orgasm, your body slowly relaxing back into the soft sheets beneath you.
You both lay there in comfortable silence while you regained your breath. You soon reached down and grabbed your phone, pulling the covers up to your neck and watching as he did the same.
"'member dat one time we were havin' phone sex and Harry walked in on us," he giggled at the memory of when he was in One Direction.
"Oh gosh Niall, don't even bring that up, I was so embarrassed."
"'m just glad it was Harry and not Louis."
"I probably would've never visited you on tour ever again if it was Louis," you chuckled softly.
"Yer so cute," he grinned as you blushed slightly before he shifted the conversation, "Ya feel better?"
You shook your head.
"No?" he asked.
"Mm mm. I still miss you."
"Few more weeks. I promise. Now get some sleep."
You yawned, "okay."
"Goodnight, baby. I love ya," he hummed softly.
"Goodnight. I love you, Ni."
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loversipod · 1 year
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Zoom Call
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Summary: Niall and y/n are in a long distance relationship and call every night, but one time he got caught up in work and forgot how late it will be by her when he finally does.
Pairing: boyfriend!niall x reader
Wordcount: 550
Trigger warnings: none
Y/n waited all day for Niall to call her. But he didn't, maybe he forgot it. They are in a long-distance relationship, and she is still waiting for a proposal, but he said he waits a bit more until they can live together again.
Instead of sitting the whole time before the laptop and waiting, she decided to do her skincare and get herself ready for bed. Niall is living in another time zone due to his job. He loves his job, but sometimes all he wants is to spend more time with his girlfriend instead of traveling around the world and doing concerts.
He hates to be apart from her. And she does too.
After two hours he still hasn't called and y/n falls asleep. She’s too tired to stay up and wait. Y/n hates time zones. She hates that she can’t be with him or see him whenever she wants, but breaking up isn’t an option; they're both too much in love.
Niall is the love of her life.
Her phone started ringing, she opened her eyes a little bit and searched for the phone, but it wasn't the ringing that came from there. It was Niall calling her.
It took her a while to open her eyes properly and adjust back to the light. She answered his call and he saw the dreamy look on her face. The dreamy look he loves so much. He loves the way her eyes look at him and her lips in that small smile. “Hey, did you sleep well?” He whispers, he doesn't want to be too loud and wake her completely up. She nods, “sorry I got caught up in work.” The dreamy look on her face is so beautiful. He already took a picture.
“Did my skincare and couldn’t stay up,” she spouts. “It's so late here.”
“I know and I am sorry,” he apologies to her, “soon.”
She smiles shortly. “Promise?”
He showed his finger and it made her giggle, “pinky promise,” They talked about everything, from what they had for lunch, to what was the best part of their day (the call). How much they miss each other and how much they love the other person more everyday.
They are perfect for each other.
Y/n mentioned that she loves him and wants to start a family when he’s back and he has the best reaction she saw.
Her boyfriend was so adorable she had to take a picture.
They talked for so long that y/n couldn’t keep her eyes open. She tried her best to stay awake, to talk more but her body didn’t allow her. One thing she didn’t hear was that he’ll come home in two weeks, her eyes were already closed and her eyes shut down. So it will be a perfect surprise for her.
He sang her to sleep and ended the call with a big grin on his face. He’s so happy to see her every day, even when it’s just on the screen of his laptop or phone, but better than not seeing her at all. He loves her too much to only call once in a while. They both need those calls.
After every call, they feel better and more loved by the other one.
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acesofspadess · 2 months
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Rewind
I definitely published this a bit out of order but bare with me
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“Hello Team Niall.” Niall introduced as they all waved and greeted him back. “Well, I've got a bit of news for you. Because of my concert schedule, I actually won't be in town for knockout rehearsals.” Everyone was shocked… and rightfully so. “Because I won't be there, I've chosen another coach to come in and mentor you guys for rehearsal.” Everyone started to freak out wondering who on earth it might be. 
“And they have been in your place before so I think they’ve got exactly what you need.”
The scene changed to the all too familiar practice room with an empty directors chairs. The sounds of steps progressively got louder until the special person appeared. 
“I'M BACK!” 
But let's not get ahead of ourselves. Let's rewind a bit.
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A day or two after The Voice Finale
“Hi I’m Maia Quinn, and I'm the Season 23 winner of The Voice, and we're hanging out with Rob on Front Row Live.”
“Go with me.” Niall moaned into your mouth as you straddled him. “Where?” you question kissing down his neck. “Boston. I know it's last minute and we’d leave in the morning-” you shut him up with a kiss and a roll of your hips, his hands tightening against your thighs. “Just wake me up an hour before we leave.”
Sitting at the desk of you and Niall’s shared hotel room the morning of May 26th  you had early interviews to get through before you were meant to go to the festival. You looked over the camera to see Niall already looking at you.
“Maia congratulations. What a night you had a few nights ago.” Rob praised and you smiled adjusting your airpod. “I am super excited for you and your career and your future. Especially because you're starting so young. You have enough time to kind of like, continue to evolve, and understand your voice; learn a lot more about yourself throughout this process. Talk to me about this process of your experience here on the voice and how you've evolved as a vocalist and a performer.” The interview was more than you could ever imagine. 
“Now your relationship with Niall this season has had fans going crazy. From the after performance hugs to the duet, and the after party, what can you tell us about that?”
You saw Nialls face peak over the laptop screen and stayed neutral. “Niall has been the most supportive and very encouraging. He has become one of my best friends through this whole journey. I lost a lot of my confidence during the pandemic unfortunately. It made me think that I would never be able to do things that I certainly could do and Niall- all these years later- has been there to remind me that I probably can do them, and then make me do it. So our friendship and relationship has been so important to me. He is my best friend across the charts and he’d hate me for saying this, but I wouldn't be here without him.” 
“Last question before we go. Is there anything we can look forward to seeing soon? Maybe another EP?”
You smiled glad you were able to share some information on what was coming next. “All I'll say now is, look for me on stage back home.” you winked dramatically knowing those who would get it would get it.”
“That's amazing, I'll definitely keep my eyes peeled. It was so great having you on. I hope to see you in person soon.”
“Bye!” 
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User10 i'm actually really happy she won
User2 wait…Slane is in Ireland…..
User6 I just learned she had an EP…. what?!?!?!?
Being at Boston Calling with him
“Boston, Massachusetts, how you doing?” he asked the crowd after he finished ‘Heaven’. The loud response made him smile excitedly. “Holy shit! This is crazy.” you face palmed knowing he was going to slip up sooner or later. “Thank you all so much for coming out to see me. I really appreciate it.” they cheered again as he sipped his water. You watched as he looked at the amount of people and a smile formed on your face.
 “This is uhm- this is actually my first ever Festival.” he let out a breath at the realisation. “I've definitely been drunk at a few.” you laughed at him with the rest of the crowd. “But I've never played at any and for that reason I'm absolutely shitting myself.” he said looking at you knowing you would calm him, and him seeing you laugh did just the trick. 
“But thank you for being here. I know some of you guys have been queuing for years.” he looked around at the signs “My girlfriend showed me this earlier ‘i travelled four thousand miles to be here from Brazil’ your eyes went wide at the declaration and the deafening screams were present. He subtly looked in your direction and saw your reaction, his worry diminished as he saw you smiling making him smile. “Makes you feel bad from coming just down the road doesn't it? ‘I came from round New York’.” he mocked, “awe who cares.” he laughed with them and you hid a big smile behind your hands. 
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You walked the same route you came flashing your pass when you reached the gate and made your way in to see Niall. When you saw him you squealed and ran over to him. He turned when he heard you and caught you in his arms as you wrapped your legs around his waist and he spun you both around hands on the swell of your bum.
“I'm so proud of you!” you screamed and he laughed before he was kissing you passionately. It was quick as many more pecks through giggles followed. “I can not explain to you how happy i am.” he whispered in shock as you were sitting in the trailer behind the stage and he was getting changed. “You should be so happy, my love. That was incredible, and I am so so proud of you.” he smiled at you before grabbing your hand and kissing the ring on it. “You make me so happy, baby girl.” you melted at his words and stood up to kiss him softly. “And you make me the happiest girl, Ni.”
You surprising Niall at his Zane Lowe interview and him outing you 
You knew Niall was disappointed when you told him you wouldn't be able to make it to his Zane Lowe interview today. He was really excited for this one and wanted you to be there. It was only a few days later that you flew from Boston down to LA for the interview. You were working on last minute stuff for the announcement today and you were nowhere close to done when he was getting ready to leave.
“I'm sorry love.” you kissed his pout away as you both stood by the door of his  LA house. “I know, it’s okay. I know why you can’t make it, and for that I am so very proud.” he melted his lips against yours as your hands went to the curls on the back of his neck and he wrapped his went straight to your bum.
~~~
Niall was watching Zane play his songs and the guitar with a big smile a few hours after he left. “There are some pretty songs on this record bro.” Zane complimented as he switched playing from ‘The Show’ to ‘You could start a cult’. You who had just made it into the studio to surprise Niall were standing behind the glass watching him, waiting for him to notice. 
“Thank you very much.'' He cut through Zanes music. “This one kills me.” Zane admitted as Niall caught on to what he was playing. “Yeah.” he cheered Zane on softly, finally noticing you. You saw his smile widened and you waved softly. “You Could Start A Cult.” he named distractedly, still looking at you as if he looked away you would disappear. 
~~~
“Kingdoms fighting over you,” Niall continued. “I think that like they’re the ones- that could have very easily been, ‘ i like waking up beside you and you're my favourite person.” he joked easily. “But ‘you could start a war’.” you shook your head at his lyrical genius. “Do you ever crack yourself up with it?”
‘Yeah it was something silly at first but now everyone's obsessed with it. It started with me and my girlfriend now, when we met we would watch crime shows together over facetime,” he exposed and you chuckled at his laugh.
‘You say girlfriend now, sorry if i'm over stepping but..” zane trailed off
“No,” he shrugged off looking at you, who nodded, “she was not my girlfriend at the time, she is now, is what that meant.”
“So did she not know the song was for her?”
“She didn't know any song was for her- or about her I should say. The road from when we met to now has been a very dark windy tunnel, but we made it to the other end.”
“That's beautiful Niall, truly.” You smiled at him agreeing with Zane.
“This was the last song on the record that we wrote.” Niall confessed, and you wondered why. “Why, what was missing?” and without hesitation he pointed to you, “her.” Zane looked to where he was pointing and you waved happily at him. He waved back to you just as happy before turning to Niall with a face of shock. “No?” he gasped and Niall laughed, throwing his head back. “Yeah, I know. Way out of my league.” he watched you shake your head with an eye roll and he couldn't stop the smile from gracing his face.
“I could’ve gone and did what I did with the rest of the record and put BV’s all over it and strings and that was my plan - and John just said to me- because we we were not talking at the time…” he pointed between you and him, “...this is your message to,” he paused, ‘“ her’ keep it that way. Just you and your guitar and your feelings.”
And while there's much much more… you’ll see that soon
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imagines-1directioner · 11 months
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Wish You The Best - with Niall Horan
Situação: namorado!ex namorado!amigo! x Leitora
Contagem de palavras: 2242
Sinopse: imagine baseado na música ‘Wish You The Best - Lewis Capaldi’
N/A: Como de costume, mais uma história baseada na música que estou viciada no momento hahahaha. E nada mais justo que o principal do elenco ser o amigo do cantor da vez. Essa canção é muito boa e no segundo que escutei quis escrever algo nessa linha. Espero que gostem do imagine assim como eu gostei enquanto escrevia 🤍
curte e reblogue o post para me ajudar 🫶
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Niall, cantor em ascensão, carreira solo decolando, novo jurado do maior reality show vocal dos últimos tempos, álbum importante em andamento, shows e turnês em vista. Resumindo: uma agenda lotada com pouco tempo até mesmo para respirar.
Sequer essa foi uma mudança que virou uma reclamação em sua vida. Ele gostava da correria, de ter o que fazer, de exercitar o cérebro fazendo o que gosta e sabe fazer de melhor, que é a música. Horan estava bem, alegre, animado e feliz apesar de todo estresse dos últimos acontecimentos. Bem, isso até a namorada jogar um balde de água fria enquanto o corpo dele ainda estava quente e fora da realidade compartilhada.
Flashback On*
- Oi.. - S/N disse após bater na porta do porão que virara um pequeno studio de criação, encontrando o namorado sentado no puff cinza com um violão preto em mãos e um maço de folhas amarelas no colo com alguns versos escritos. - Atrapalho?
- Você nunca me atrapalha. - sorriu fofo e ela retribuiu, porém com menos entusiasmo. Observando-a adentrando ao cômodo Niall notou que os ombros da garota estavam tensos, sua feição era estranha, preocupada, inquieta com as mãos que remexiam sem parar. Logo ele percebeu que havia algo errado. - Aconteceu alguma coisa? - indagou preocupado.
- Precisamos conversar. - Niall concordou sem ter muita opção e deixou o instrumento de lado, dando total atenção a namorada sentada na cadeira que puxou para perto do rapaz. - Quero saber se você também sentiu que nossa relação esfriou. - imediatamente Horan franziu a testa, respondendo a pergunta dela sem abrir a boca. E a negação com a cabeça apenas reforçou o que ela já sabia. - Claro.. - suspirou, esfregando as mãos uma na outra e desviando o olhar.
- Por que acha isso?
- Eu não acho, eu sinto. - afirmou, encarando-o com os olhos marejados. - E só sinto porque está acontecendo diretamente comigo.
- O que foi que eu fiz?
- Na verdade foi o que você não fez, Niall. - falou sem enrolação. - Entendo que está passando por uma fase importante e proveitosa da sua carreira, e eu estou completamente orgulhosa. Mas.. - S/N não queria ser dura com as palavras e então pensava duas, três vezes para que nada saísse do controle. Além do mais, ela não gostava de estar na posição que estava. Era difícil. - Mas você me deixou de lado.
- Claro que não. - ele não admitiria mesmo que no fundo soubesse que estava um pouco distante.
- Você esqueceu meu aniversário, Niall.. - os olhos arregalaram assim que a afirmação foi dita. O moreno não podia acreditar.
- O quê? Seu aniversário é daqui duas semanas.
- Meu aniversário foi anteontem. - a constatação foi como um tapa estalado em seu rosto, pegando-o totalmente de surpresa. Silêncio era tudo que ele pôde dar, e a passada de uma das mãos pelo cabelo e rosto pasmo indicava que a ficha havia caído. Ele percebeu da pior forma o quão desligado e dentro do seu próprio mundo estava.
- Amor, me perdoa. De verdade, eu jurava que era daqui alguns dias.
- Você está distante de mim, do meu cotidiano, da minha vida. - comentou chateada. - Nós não temos um tempo a sós, sinto que tem me evitado.
- Não é verdade.
- Pode ser que não tenha sido sua intenção, e acredito nisso. Mas você me esqueceu, mesmo que sem querer.
- Me desculpa..
- Acho que agora é um pouco tarde pra isso.
Flashback Off *
Haviam se passado quatro meses desde o término. Término esse que até agora Niall entendia mas não compreendia. Todo santo dia ele se culpava por ter perdido a mulher da sua vida que, por mais que ele implorasse, e ele implorou, S/N não deu uma chance dele se redimir. Afinal ela conheceu, ou melhor, se aproximou de alguém que dava a atenção que Niall deixou de oferecer.
Dez dias depois do término até que amigável, respeitando o fim do ciclo de seis anos e pretendendo continuar a relação agora como amigos, Niall soube por um amigo em comum dele e de S/N que a ex estava saindo com um amigo de infância. Ele não quis saber o nome do indivíduo. Na verdade o moreno achou que, pela rapidez em superar uma história de anos, S/N havia traído-o com esse tal amigo, mas no fundo ele sabia que ela não era capaz de fazer isso. Ela era perfeita, e só agora ele entendia.
Embora já tivesse passado um tempo considerável, o coração do moreno acelerou como se estivesse correndo uma maratona quando enxergou de longe a figura que ainda amava, no estacionamento do mercado. Era até bizarro como os carros estacionados estavam próximos um do outro sem mesmo eles terem percebido. Foi como um sinal para que o encontro tivesse que acontecer.
Niall acenou e ela retribuiu com um sorriso agradável que fez a chama da esperança acender no coração do irlandês. E quando a moça veio ao seu encontro, dando-lhe um abraço apertado e dizendo que era muito bom vê-lo de novo o rapaz pensou na possibilidade de voltarem. Mas a ideia foi embora quando viu a aliança enorme no dedo dela. S/N não queria voltar. Ela só estava sendo simpática, como sempre fora.
- Como você está? - ela perguntou.
- Levando. - deu uma risada sem graça, coçando a nuca. Ele não queria demonstrar que estava no fundo do poço.
- Topa tomar um café comigo?
- Pode ser.. - respondeu confuso, sem saber as intenções da ex mas ainda sim acompanhando-a até o café do outro lado da rua. Eles sentaram na parte de fora e logo foram atendidos.
- Queria ter te encontrado antes.
- Você? Por quê?
- Sei lá.. imagino que saiba do Aaron.. - mesmo não conhecendo a pessoa ele ligou os pontos.
- O tal amigo de infância?
- Ele mesmo. - riu sem graça ao saber que a notícia havia se espalhado. - Queria me explicar pra você antes que pense besteira.
- Sabe que não precisa me dar satisfação de nada.
- Acho que te devo pelo menos uma explicação. - ele negou.
- Sabe, refletindo bastante cheguei a conclusão que acho que perdi o que passava pela sua cabeça. Minha empolgação com o meu trabalho voltando ao normal não me deixou perceber que eu estava te perdendo. - ela assentiu. - Hoje eu sinto falta de ouvir como foi seu dia, sinto falta da sua risada, do seu carinho.. do seu abraço. - Niall olhou para o chão, desapontado com si mesmo. - E eu sei que agora não vale de nada o que eu te disser. - deu de ombros. - Só quero que saiba que eu me arrependo. Me arrependo muito.
- Consigo sentir isso em você. - falou dando um pequeno sorriso compreensivo, juntando as mãos nas dele, em cima da mesa, e fazendo uma leva carícia. Observando a atitude Horan engoliu o choro em seco quando fitou aquela aliança, diferente da que um dia deu para S/N, em volta do dedo.
- No dia que terminou comigo eu estava muito atônito e sinceramente não quis saber o que te fez querer botar um ponto final em tudo sem ao menos ter me dado uma chance de me redimir. - ela assentiu. - Você acha que poderia me contar tudo? - S/N suspirou.
- Sim.. não vai ser fácil, mas eu consigo.
- Antes de começar, só queria te pedir uma coisa.
- E o que é?
- Pode deixar de fora as partes sobre ele? - Niall não escondeu e nem queria esconder que sentia ciúmes e estava indignado que perdeu seu amor para outro homem, que deu à ex o que ele não deu, e que foi para ela o que ele não foi.
- Como quiser. - S/N traçou uma linha cronológica desde o primeiro momento que se sentiu deixada de lado pelo namorado, contando como se sentia quando ele a rejeitava em um final de semana, trocando planos pessoais já marcados por outros envolvendo trabalho, esquecimento de datas importantes e até mesmo deixando de demonstrar o amor pela garota, nem que fossem pequenas atitudes, sendo que ela fazia isso por ele. - Eu não tive escolha, entende? - ele concordou com a cabeça. - Então para eu não fazer nenhuma besteira, precisei terminar. Mas quero deixar claro que não foi uma decisão fácil que tomei do dia pra noite. Eu sofri cada segundo antes de te contar e finalmente tomar coragem, porque uma parte de mim te amava e sempre vai te amar. - novamente o coração dele palpitou, mas rapidamente se dava conta de que perdeu S/N para sempre, principalmente agora que conseguia visualizar que o brilho voltou a habitar os olhos da garota. E ele não era o responsável por isso. Era como se estivessem em uma tempestade de verão, contudo S/N já estava no meio do oceano, curtindo a brisa, aproveitando a calmaria depois de ter enfrentado a tempestade. Enquanto Niall ainda estava preso na chuva.
- Talvez fosse para ser assim. - o moreno deu de ombros, tentando ao máximo fazer com que ele mesmo aceitasse o fato. E S/N percebeu isso.
- Não acho que foi o destino que nos separou. - dava para sentir a tristeza através das palavras e olhar dela. -
- Eu queria mesmo dizer que sinto falta do verde nos seus olhos. - confessou.
- E por que não pode?
- Porque eu te perdi.. não tenho esse direito de tentar te trazer de volta quando fui eu que te magoei.
- Você foi uma pessoa importante pra mim, Niall. Só que as circunstâncias me levaram para outra direção que não a sua. - ele entendeu que ela se referia ao atual namorado.
- Bem, não posso deixar de notar que agora você parece mais feliz do que nunca. - ela sorriu fraco. - Consigo ver que está apaixonada.
- Não vou mentir pra você, eu me sinto melhor, mais valorizada, mais amada..
- Sinto muito por ter feito isso com você. De alguma forma parece que o problema era eu.
- Saber que você não fez por mal já me tranquiliza.
- Eu nunca, em toda minha vida, faria algo pra te machucar de propósito. A verdade é que eu não percebi que estava acabando com o nosso relacionamento. Talvez eu só tenha te magoado.
- Mas eu não carrego só as partes ruins comigo. Nós vivemos muitos momentos bons, que se sobressaem sobre os ruins. E é por isso, pela consideração e amor que sinto por você que quero te ter na minha vida. - Horan respirou fundo tentando controlar o sentimento gritante em seu peito.
- Sabe quando disse que poderíamos ser amigos? - ela fez que sim com a cabeça. - Eu acho que menti. - S/N surpreendeu-se. - Eu ainda te amo, S/A. - afirmou sem medo. - Quero dizer, sem você sinto que tudo na minha vida está errado. Você era tudo que eu precisava o tempo inteiro. E eu gostaria que você não fosse embora, gostaria mesmo. Mas eu sei que fui o único culpado nisso tudo. Sei também que você encontrou em outra pessoa o que eu não estava te dando, e peço mil desculpas por estragar o nosso relacionamento e te magoar tanto. - inspirou profundamente. - Assim como você foi sincera consigo eu preciso fazer o mesmo, isso significa me afastar de você porque, me desculpa mas eu não consigo te ver com outra pessoa, não agora.. eu não suporto saber que te perdi por algo tão bobo e ao mesmo tempo completamente significante.
- Se você tivesse tido esse estalo lá atrás.. - falou como se desejasse que tudo fosse diferente. - Mas o sentimento só muda quando nos damos conta que perdemos.
- É o preço que estou pagando por ter priorizado a minha carreira do que o meu amor.
- Não quero que se martirize por isso. Eu não estou brava com você. Sua carreira tem sua importância.
- Mas não mais que você. - completou deixando S/N sem graça e com o coração partido. - Vai demorar para que eu encarre a realidade. Pode ser que o processo acelere se nos afastarmos de fato. - ela concordou, não porque queria mas sabia que era o certo e o melhor para ambos. - Gostaria de poder dizer para continuarmos amigos, mas espero que você seja feliz, com ou sem mim. - soltou um pequeno sorriso. - E de novo, gostaria que você nunca tivesse ido embora.. mas em vez disso eu só te desejo o melhor.
- E aí? - Lewis indagou curioso e atento a história que o amigo contava sobre o acontecimento de três dias atrás.
- Foi isso.. ela entendeu, demos um abraço forte que até pude ouvi-lá fungar, provavelmente prendendo o choro e daí fomos embora.
- Caralho, irmão.. sinto muito mesmo. - o rapaz acariciou o ombro do amigo.
- É, tô na merda. - riu da própria desgraça.
- Eu entendo.. mas sempre podemos tirar algo bom de situações ruins.
- Não vejo o lado bom nisso tudo.
- Vamos fazer o que você faz de melhor. - encarou o amigo indo até o piano no canto da sala, e logo Niall entendeu.
- Não queria que ela soubesse que fiz uma música sobre o que aconteceu. Vai parecer que estou preso nisso.
- Mas você está. - ambos riram.
- Mas não quero que ela saiba disso.
- Voce não precisa cantar.. - sugeriu levantando uma das sobrancelhas. - Só desabafe que eu expresso a sua dor com a minha voz. - o moreno riu.
- Se ela estourar, posso ficar com parte do lucro?
- Aí você já tá querendo demais. - brincou, tentando levantar o ânimo de Niall.
- Porra, estou te oferecendo a minha história de desilusão amorosa que é digna de hit e não vou ter direito a grana?
- Se estourar, metade é teu. - disse decidido fazendo Horan levantar do sofá.
- Já tenho até o nome.
- Qual é?
- Te desejo o melhor.
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little-big-fan · 1 year
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Imagine com Niall Horan
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You Still The One
n/a: Gostaria de dizer que eu achei muito gostoso de escrever esse imagine! Espero que vocês gostem tanto quanto eu! Obs: Esse imagine se passa durante o lockdown!
Avisos: Contém conteúdo sexual explicito
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— Sabe, isso pode ser uma oportunidade. — Christian dizia. Sua imagem na tela do telefone estava um pouquinho travada.
— Oportunidade de quê? — Perguntei confuso, tomando um gole do meu suco.
— De colocar tudo em pratos limpos com a S/N. — Ele disse como se fosse óbvio. — Aproveita esse tempo para acertarem as coisas. 
— Chris… sua irmã não me quer mais, você sabe disso. — Resmunguei, passando as unhas pela barba. 
— Sei… — Ele bufando. — Eu tenho certeza de que é só ela olhar esse olho azul aí e vai derreter. — Falou me fazendo rir. — Convida ela para passar a quarentena com você. Ela está sozinha, e você sabe como ela odeia ficar sozinha.
— E eu vou fazer o que? Faz quase um ano que eu não falo com ela. Vou ligar e dizer “ei, que tal passar um tempo indefinido aqui na minha casa?” — Falei com ironia.
— Não faz um ano que vocês não se falam. — Chris estreitou os olhos.
— Okay, eu disse oi pra ela no seu aniversário. Mas foi só isso, nosso último contato depois do término. — Desviei os olhos da tela, relembrando o quão idiota me senti ao vê-la lá, tão linda, e não poder abraçá-la como queria.
— Você a quer de volta, Horan? — Não respondi, fazendo com que ele revisasse os olhos. — Responda, irlandes! — Disse sem paciência. 
— Eu… eu quero. — Suspirei derrotado. — Tudo que eu quero é a sua irmã de volta. — Christian abriu um sorriso vitorioso, e eu senti meu rosto queimando com a confissão. Ele vivia tentando juntar a mim e a irmã de alguma forma, chegando até mesmo a nos trancar em seu quarto na sua festa de aniversário, o que obviamente não resultou em nada.
— Confia em mim, você vai voltar a ser meu cunhado. — Prometeu. Deus te ouça, Chris, Deus te ouça.
A realidade é que eu não precisei que a pandemia assolasse o mundo para sentir falta de S/N, no primeiro dia eu já tive vontade de ligar chorando para ela e implorar que me aceitasse de volta. Mas aquilo não era justo. Nosso relacionamento não terminou por brigas ou desentendimentos. Na verdade, pouco discutimos nos anos em que estivemos juntos, e sempre soubemos resolver. Mas no momento em que precisei começar a lutar para manter minha carreira solo, sempre dentro de estúdios, dando entrevistas ou fazendo shows, nossa convivência ficou quase nula. Ela também não podia ficar viajando para me ver, pois sua confeitaria estava em ascensão.
Foi uma decisão muito difícil. Desistir de nós. Desistir do nosso amor.
Na época eu não conseguia imaginar minha vida sem ela, sem os abraços calorosos, o sorriso tão lindo que podia aquecer o ambiente em um dia de inverno vigoroso. 
Mas precisei guardar meu coração no bolso, e seguir em frente. 
Nos primeiros dias, mantivemos algum contato, por mensagens, que foram ficando cada vez mais escassas, até que param completamente. 
Eu me enterrei no trabalho, escrevendo músicas e mais músicas, todas sobre ela. 
Christian era a minha única fonte de informações sobre ela. Eu sabia que nesse quase ano ela não tinha ficado com ninguém a sério, que a confeitaria ia cada vez melhor. Ela estava realizando seu sonho. E eu o meu. Pelo menos parte dele.
S/N’s pov
Respirei fundo, tentando fugir de Christian mais uma vez. Era a primeira vez que eu saía de casa desde o começo da pandemia, e só o havia feito porque ele me disse ter um assunto seríssimo para tratar.
— Você não pode nem considerar? — Meu irmão falava andando atrás de mim.
— Chris, não! — Disse já sem muita paciência.
— E por que não? 
— Porque não faz sentido! Nós não estamos juntos, não vou passar sabe se lá quanto tempo na casa dele! — Bati com a mão no mármore da pia da cozinha.
— S/A, ele sente a sua falta. — Chris suspirou, parando ao meu lado. — Ele quer muito que você vá.
— E como você sabe? — Perguntei com ironia.
— Ele me disse. — Deu de ombros. — Hoje mesmo.
— Você não está falando sério. 
— Estou sim. Niall ainda ama você, e eu sei que você o ama também. — Disse em tom presunçoso.
— Eu não. — Menti. 
— Sua mentirosa! — Ele fechou a cara. — Pelo menos considera. Pensa bem, eu tenho certeza de que vocês podem resolver tudo que ficou pendente. 
Voltei para minha casa com a pulga plantada atrás da orelha. Será que ele queria mesmo que eu fosse? Será que não é só mais um plano do Chris? 
Me joguei em meu sofá, colocando uma das músicas do último álbum de Niall. Faziam alguns dias que tinha tomado coragem para finalmente ouvir. E estava simplesmente perfeito, algumas músicas falando comigo que uma forma tocante. 
Tomei um susto quando vi a notificação em meu celular. 
Era ele.
A foto de perfil estava diferente, mas o apelido que eu havia colocado como contato, acompanhado do coração azul que passara a ser minha cor preferida no instante em que vi seus olhos pela primeira vez não deixavam dúvida. Era ele mesmo.
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Fiquei algum tempo martelado a ideia em minha cabeça. Meu lado racional dizia que era uma péssima ideia ficar trancada com meu ex (que eu ainda amava) por tempo indeterminado. Já meu coração gritava, me mandando aceitar. Por mais que achasse que Niall não queria nada além de uma amizade comigo, qualquer segundo ao lado dele valia a pena.
Fiz uma mala de mão correndo, pegando apenas o essencial. E fui, juntando o restinho de coragem que havia em mim.
Toquei a campainha, meu coração batendo tão forte que podia sentir em meu corpo inteiro. Não demorou mais do que alguns segundos para que ele abrisse a porta, usando uma máscara preta para se proteger. Mesmo com a boca coberta, eu podia ver pelos cantinhos dos olhos mais lindos que existem levemente repuxados que ele sorria.
— S/A, entra. — Disse dando um passo para trás, me dando passagem para aquele lugar que há algum tempo eu chamei de casa.
Os dias transcorreram mais tranquilos do que eu esperava. A cumplicidade entre nós dois era a mesma de sempre, o que fazia o idiota do meu coração vacilar cada vez que Niall me dirigia um sorriso ou chegava um pouco mais perto.
Em nenhum momento ele mencionou nosso relacionamento, ou o término dele. 
Passávamos os dias rindo de alguma idiotice que víamos na televisão, a noite revezamos com o jantar, ou pedimos algo de fora. De vez em quando Niall tocava violão baixinho, e eu acabava pegando no sono no sofá, acordando na manhã seguinte na cama confortável do quarto de hóspedes.
A chuva lá fora batia com força, a lareira acesa no canto da sala nos deixando aquecidos e confortáveis. Niall estava jogado no sofá, eu estava deitada com as costas encostadas em seu peito, sentindo seus dedos fazendo um carinho gostoso em meu coro cabeludo. Um programa de auditório passava na televisão, e Niall ria de vez em quando, balançando nossos corpos. 
A sala estava perfumada pelos pequenos cupcakes de amora que eu havia feito mais cedo, que da fornada
apenas dois sobraram e pairavam na mesinha de centro.
— S/A. — Niall chamou meu nome baixinho, fazendo meu corpo aquecer.
— Uh? — Perguntei sem desviar meus olhos da televisão.
— Você sabe que dia �� hoje? — Franzi minhas sobrancelhas, tentando me lembrar. Desde que havia vindo para a casa de Niall havia perdido a noção do tempo. A contra gosto me afastei de seu peito, sentando no sofá e me esticando para pegar meu celular na mesinha. Uma onda repentina de tristeza me inundou, quando vi a data no ecrã.
— É nosso aniversário. — Sussurrei. — Quer dizer, era. — Me corrigi. 
Virei o rosto para a lareira, a fim de secar a lágrima sorrateira que escorreu sem aviso. Fechei os olhos, tentando conter a emoção que vinha. Não queria estragar o clima gostoso entre nós dois dessa forma, demonstrando a ele que não havia superado. 
Senti os dedos de Niall agarrarem meu queixo, me forçando a olhá-lo. 
As íris azuis, onde eu costumava adorar me perder, me encaravam. Ele estava tão perto que podia sentir o perfume suave que exalava de seu corpo.
— Niall, eu… — Respirei fundo, buscando as palavras.
— Shhh. — Ele fechou os olhos, encostando sua testa na minha. — Eu sei.
— Sabe? — Perguntei em um sussurro, aproveitando cada segundo de sua pele encostando na minha.
— Uhum. — Ele assentiu com leveza, roçando o nariz no meu. — Esses dias que você está aqui… parece que não passou nem um segundo. — Niall se afastou levemente, o suficiente para me olhar. — Como se… — Ele suspirou.
— Como se nunca tivesse acabado. — Confessei meu pensamento. O polegar do moreno fazia carinho em minha bochecha, afastando mais uma lágrima que escorreu por ali.
— Eu sinto tanto a sua falta, meu amor. — Ele disse baixinho. Fechei meus olhos com força, sentindo o coração pesar dentro do peito. O apelido que por anos ele me chamou, que eu tanto senti falta de ouvir em seu sotaque. 
— Eu também, babe. — Abri meus olhos, observando o sorriso contido que se formava nele.
Por alguns segundos, apenas nos encaramos. Meu coração batia tão forte que podia ouvir retumbar em meus ouvidos. 
Niall deu o primeiro passo, me puxando com a mão que ainda estava em meu rosto, colando nossos lábios. 
Sem conseguir me conter, enlacei seu pescoço com meus braços, deixando que ele aprofundasse o beijo maravilhoso.
Senti meu corpo inteiro amolecer quando a língua quente entrou em contato com a minha, em movimentos vagarosos, explorando com saudade cada cantinho. Nosso beijo sempre encaixou bem, mas o toque de saudade deixava tudo muito melhor. 
Infiltrei meus dedos entre seus cabelos, puxando levemente, e arrancando dele um suspiro. 
O beijo foi quebrado, nossas respirações estavam alteradas. As pupilas de Niall estavam dilatadas, do azul só restava um anel muito fino. Seus lábios levemente inchados e avermelhados pelo beijo recém dado. Devastador de tão lindo. 
— Fica comigo. — Ele sussurrou, puxando meu rosto para perto novamente, trilhando uma sequência de beijos molhados dos meus lábios até a clavícula. 
— Estou aqui. — Falei em um suspiro, sentindo minha pele arrepiar.
— Eu amo você. — Disse com a boca contra o meu pescoço. Não consegui conter o sorriso. 
— Eu te amo. — Sussurrei de volta, sentindo seu sorriso em minha pele.
As mãos grandes de Niall desceram até minha cintura, me puxando com facilidade para o seu colo. Voltei a colar nossas bocas, sentindo suas mãos se infiltrarem em minha camiseta. Ele acariciava minhas costas com cuidado, enquanto os dentes mordiam meu lábio inferior.
Nunca imaginei que em alguns dias juntos estaríamos assim, mas lembraria de agradecer aos céus mais tarde. 
Ergui os braços quando ele puxou a camiseta para cima, revelando o sutiã rosa bebê. Joguei a cabeça para trás quando a língua quente passou entre o vão dos meus seios, deixando um rastro molhado. Podia sentir o volume cada vez mais evidente, preso dentro da calça de moletom. 
Eu estava enlouquecendo, completamente entregue aos seus toques. E ele sabia exatamente o que fazer, onde tocar. 
Niall abriu o fecho do meu sutiã, se livrando a peça, jogando-a para trás. 
— Linda. — Murmurou, antes de descer o rosto até os meus seios. — Perfeita. — Continuou, antes de sugar um dos meus mamilos, enquanto apertava o outro entre o polegar e o indicador. 
Deixei que um gemido sofrido escapasse, me esfregando contra a ereção crescente atrás de algum alívio, o que fez Niall praticamente rosnar. 
Puxei a camiseta branca que ele vestia para cima, para logo após passar as mãos pela fina camada de pelos que havia ali. 
Ele subiu os beijos lentamente, voltando para minha boca, me devorando em um beijo muito mais quente que os outros.
Estávamos uma bagunça, sedentos um pelo outro. Morrendo de saudade. 
Me levantei, me livrando das minhas próprias calças, e Niall seguiu o meu exemplo. Estávamos totalmente nus agora, e eu voltei para onde estava, para o meu lugar. Em cima dele.
Podia sentir a glande gorda roçando em minha entrada, me deixando a ponto de explodir.
— Você têm certeza? — O moreno perguntou, com os olhos grudados aos meus.
— Sempre tive certeza sobre você, amor. — O sorriso que Niall abriu era capaz de fazer meu coração parar. Levando uma das mãos entre nós, ele se posicionou, entrando em mim lentamente.
Fiquei parada por alguns segundos, me acostumando com seu tamanho. Ele havia sido o último com quem eu estive, e já fazia algum tempo.
Comecei a me movimentar lentamente, me deleitando com a sensação de preenchimento, acompanhada dos gemidos roucos que escapavam da garganta de Niall. 
Ele me encarava com atenção, a luz laranja da lareira refletindo em sua pele, os lábios entreabertos, puxando o ar com força. 
Levando as mãos até minha bunda, ele me fez aumentar o ritmo, arrancando gemidos de ambos.
Colei minha testa na sua, os olhos fixos nos dele. O som de sua pele batendo na minha, as pequenas mordidas que ele dava em meus lábios, engolindo meu gemidos. 
— Senti tanta falta disso, amor. — Ele murmurou. — Vê como somos bons juntos? 
Eu não conseguia falar nada, o prazer me inundava. Apoiando as mãos em seus ombros, aumentei ainda mais os movimentos. 
— Eu te amo tanto, S/A. — Revirei meus olhos, as palavras doces fazendo do momento ainda mais perfeito.
— Eu te amo, Niall. — Sussurrei, seu nome saindo com dificuldade da minha boca, acompanhado de um gemido. — Você é tudo pra mim. 
Minha declaração pareceu tirá-lo do eixo. Niall apertou os dedos contra a pele da minha bunda, se empurrando contra mim com força, indo fundo. 
O orgasmo estava chegando, eu podia sentir ele se formando abaixo do meu ventre, espalhando calafrios por todo o meu corpo. Meus gemidos se tornaram mais finos, nossos movimentos mais necessitados.
Ergui uma das mãos, levando até seus fios escuros, puxando levemente. Sabia que ele adorava que eu mexesse em seu cabelo, principalmente durante a transa.
— Goza comigo, amor. — Niall implorou. Meu corpo o obedeceu, se estilhaçando em um milhão de pedacinhos, me fazendo gritar. Niall gozou com força, jorrando quente dentro de mim. 
Fiquei sentada em seu colo mais algum tempo, tentando controlar os tremores em meu corpo depois do orgasmo expendido. 
— Preciso te avisar, que depois disso, não vou te deixar ir nunca mais. — Niall disse depois de alguns minutos, me encarando fundo nos olhos.
— Não vou a lugar nenhum sem você, meu amor, nunca mais. — Fui presenteada com um beijo terno, lento. Niall se retirou de dentro de mim, e levantou comigo no colo, me fazendo soltar um gritinho. — O que está fazendo? — Perguntei rindo.
— Vamos tomar um banho. — Ele disse caminhando calmamente em direção ao banheiro. — E depois eu quero dormir muito agarrado em você.
— Muito agarrado? — Perguntei dando um beijinho em uma das bochechas.
— Muito agarrado. — Confirmou. — Para o resto da vida. Não vou te soltar nunca mais.
Me conte o que achou aqui! Se puder dar um 🧡 e reblogar para esse imagine chegar em mais pessoas, serei eternamente grata!
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harryxmarvel · 7 days
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Shatter my soul
Summary : Harry has been suffering from an addiction and y/n decides to take time for herself or based on this ask
Pairing: rockstarboyfried!Harry x reader!y/n
Warnings: Angst
A/n: this piece turned so much better than I hoped for.
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When they decided to take time for themselves harry and y/n were in a rough spot with not only their 11 years long relationship but their entire life.
After being falsely accused and getting fired from her dream job, gave up any and all hope y/n had as she came home to her love only to find him passed out in the middle of the living room.
His cocaine addiction was getting out of hand so much that he almost died of overdose saved by y/n who decided to come home early for some reason.He swore to never touch that stuff again but there he was high off his mind as he mumbles incoherently lying on the floor a week later.
The next day after getting him sober y/n decided it was best for them to take a break to figure out themselves and their life as she can't stand by him hurting himself like that. Harry had his issues, stress eating him alive at every wake hour ,he decides it was better if he wasn't in his own mind. The cocaine he could easily get his hands on was just a massive perk for him.
It had been a month and half. Y/n got a job at a restaurant and works as a bartender at night. She moved back to her old appartment after their break up and had been doing well on her own. She missed harry a lot even though their good days were well past months she still loved him, still wanted to help him and show him that she was there for him no matter what. She just wished he was doing better too. After their first week of breakup harry had called her high as he mumbled how much he missed her and promised to be better she just hopes he kept his promise.
It was a month later when y/n was at her favourite arcade bar with her friends. The place was a little loud with drunk men drinking beers and shouting at the screens.
They were seated in a booth after a good round of beers and  fun. She was mindlessly talking with her friend klara when the bartender calls her name.
Y/n walks to the bar and the bartender points to the payphone at the corner of the room.
They still got payphones
Y/n thinks to herself as she brings the phone to her ears. The first thing she hears is a sob which sends her into alert. "Hello?" She questions and the person on the other line replies "Baby, it's me.." he sobs out making y/n quiet as he continues "I'm getting sober. It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do but I'd do anything for you baby. Just want you back, want to love on you like you deserve" he says breathing hard as y/n finds her words.
"I'm so happy to hear that H. That's what I wanted for you." Y/n says a smile breaking on her face as she tries to calm him down but he doesn't he keeps crying which makes y/n a little scared because it would've been really hard for him to be doing this alone.
Y/n should've struck by him, isn't that what their relationship should have meant. She feels incredibly guilty for walking away when things got worse but she did it wishing for the best and maybe it kinda did work out in the end and now all she wanted was to be with him and show him how much she appreciates him doing this for her.
"I'm gonna be there okay? I'm so proud of you baby" y/n says ready to hang up the phone but harry breaths out before she could "No, no i....you can't....I want you to but" y/n cuts him off in worry "what's going on H?"
"I wrote you a letter"he says and the other end is quiet as he continues.
"I wrote it so I could get everything out. I think?" He sounded so unsure his voice raspier than usual. " It should be in your apartment" he adds and y/n says she would read it and come by his place before hanging up the phone.
She bids goodbye to her friends after explaining them about the situation and then waving her off with a concerned look on their face as y/n walks back to her apartment. She goes through all her mail and finds the one harry had sent. Her name and address on the envelope.
She opens it and it had two sheets folded inside it. She didn't know what to expect as she reads through it.
My love,
             Today has been particularly hard without you by my side. My manager has been pressing me for the next album but how could I think about anything but you. It had been 8 weeks since I last heard your voice and I never knew how much it filled my life untill I couldn't hear it anymore and I think maybe that's what made me want to give up the drugs even if it feels like I'm drowning. I'd do it for you.
I still remember the tears in your eyes when you told me about you ex and how mad it made me. I wanted to bury him alive for hurting you like that. I never wanted to infect any kind of pain in you. I swore I never would when I saw the lack of trust in your eyes.
It killed me to see the smile on your face slowly fading away because of me. I wanted to hold you close and tell you I'd be back. We'll get all of the good times we had together back because that was what you deserved. But I couldn't save myself not for me but for you because you are everything i have left. The only person who stood by me through it all and maybe that's what made me realise I was nothing without when you left.
I was always honest with you even when I was out of my mind i tried to explain what I was feeling. I know you blamed yourself that you couldn't help me but this was my own battle and you were the warrior in the front ready to kill anyone even though you didn't have to. You were always there for me and I'm really sorry if I wasn't baby. Because
 You deserve better than that.
You deserve someone who would be there for you.
You deserve someone who would stay true to their promises.
You deserve someone who would stay good for you.
You deserve better than me.
You deserve every happiness in this world.
She is at the end of the page her soul shattered with each word when a knock on the door pulls her out. She has a few tears falling down her cheeks. She wips them off before opening the door to find her close friend klara.
"Hey , what ar-" y/n is cut off as klara bursts "I need to tell you something"
"Oh okay, come on in" y/n opens the door wider to let her in but klara shakes her head as she continues "No, I just need to tell you this....i" she's breathless and y/n patiently waits for her to continue.
"I slept with harry" she says after a few deafening seconds which stretches to minutes after the words are out.
"It was stupid and I was drunk and it just happened. We were both out of our minds and we didn't know what was happening. I'm really sorry y/n. I didn't mean for it to happen. I'm sorry"
Y/n is still as she listens to her ramble. All of y/n's friends hated harry something about him not treating her right while he was the total opposite.  She never knew why that was but to hear her bestfriend had slept with her boyfriend of years cut deep into her poor heart and the stabs just kept coming.
"It happened a few months ago and I couldn't stop myself from going back. I didn't mean for it to happen y/n you have to believe me" klara begs her eyes welled up with tears.
Y/n couldn't stop herself from thinking how much of a fool she was for thinking all those nail marks on his shoulder, love bites on his jaw and chest were from her when she knew it wasn't. The woman's perfumes he used to smell like made her realise it wasn't just Klara. And one thought kept haunting her mind as she stands on her doorway.
Had she really been that delusional ?
A/n: I think I just broke my own heart 😭. Who wants a part 2?
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