#nicola & cleo (about)

[spaceagebachelormann]

𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬

!!REQUEST REQUIREMENTS!!

-> state the character, romantic or platonic, the format of the request, and a plot

-> do you have any specifics for the reader? blonde, poc, male, neurodivergent, etc? (please keep in mind i will write poc readers but i’m white so they may be a little difficult for me)

-> requests are preferred to be sent through inbox, but i can make dms work if needed

-> PLEASE ACTUALLY SPECIFY WHAT YOU WANT WITH YOUR REQUEST!! ITS VERY HARD FOR ME TO WRITE “____ x reader fluff” GIVE ME A PLOT LINE

!!WHAT I WILL WRITE!!

-> platonic

-> romantic

-> familial

-> any gender x any gender

-> headcanons

-> long fics

-> multi character

-> blurbs

-> poly relationships

-> x reader

-> i will only write cheating if it’s a character comforting r after being cheated on, not a character cheating on r

!!WHAT I WONT WRITE!!

-> smut (i’m 14)

-> yandere

-> most aus, ask about the specific au before requesting an au

-> incest

-> age gaps

-> canonical gay/lesbian character x a man (if lesbian) or a woman (if gay)

-> song fics

-> things about ocs

-> ships

-> sunshine x grumpy tropes, i’m horrible at this trope

character list

keeper of the lost cities

sophie foster, dex dizznee, fitz vacker, keefe sencen, biana vacker, marella redek, maruca chebota, tam song, linh song, wylie endal, jensi babblos, stina heks, elwin hesledge

chronicles of narnia

peter pevensie, edmund pevensie, susan pevensie, lucy pevensie, caspian

riordanverse

percy jackson, annabeth chase, grover underwood, jason grace, piper mclean, leo valdez, hazel levesque, frank zhang, nico di angelo, will solace, reyna arellano, rachel dare, travis stoll, connor stoll, thalia grace, magnus chase, alex fierro, carter kane, sadie kane

harry potter

harry potter, ron weasley, hermione granger, neville longbottom, luna lovegood, ginny weasley, fred weasley, george weasley, sirius black, james potter, remus lupin, mary macdonald, marlene mckinnon, lily evans, dorcas meadows, regulus black, barty crouch jr, narcissa black, andromeda black, bellatrix lestrange

ride the cyclone

ocean o’connell rosenberg, noel gruber, mischa bachinski, ricky potts, jane doe/penny lamb, constance blackwood

shadow and bone

alina starkov, malyen oretsev, genya safin, zoya nazyalensky, david kostyk, tamaar & tolya, nikolai lantsov

six of crows

kaz brekker, inej ghafa, jesper fahey, nina zenik, wylan van eck, matthias helvar

the outsiders

ponyboy curtis, johnny cade, sodapop curtis, darry curtis, steve randall, twobit matthews, dallas winston, cherry valance

the hunger games

katniss everdeen, peeta mellark, finnick odair, johanna mason, cinna, effie trinket

it (2017)

bill denbrough, eddie kaspbrak, richie tozier, stan uris, beverly marsh, ben hanscom, mike hanlon

the school for good and evil

agatha, sophie, tedros, hort, hester, anadil, dot, nicola, rhian mistral, rafal mistral, clarissa dovey, leonora lesso

the land of stories

connor bailey, alex bailey, red riding hood, jack, goldilocks

scooby doo

shaggy rogers, fred jones, daphne blake, velma dinkley, thorn, dusk, luna

little women

jo march, amy march, beth march, meg march, laurie

dracula

dracula, lucy westenra, arthur holmwood, john seward, mina harker, abraham van helsing, renfield, quincey morris, jonathan harker

frankenstein

victor frankenstein, elizabeth lavenza, henry clerval, adam frankenstein, justine mortiz, ernest frankenstein, the bride

dr jekyll and mr hyde

henry jekyll, edward hyde, richard enfield, gabriel utterson, hastie lanyon, lucy harris

phantom of the opera

christine daaé, erik destler, raoul de chagney, meg giry, carlotta giudicelli

a good girls guide to murder

pippa fitz-amobi, ravi singh, naomi ward, cara ward, connor reynolds, jamie reynolds, nat da silva

the mighty ducks

charlie conway, adam banks, lester averman, guy germaine, connie moreau, fulton reed, dean portman, julie gaffney, ken wu, luis mendoza, dwayne robertson

monster high

frankie stein, draculaura, clawdeen wolf, cleo de nile, abbey bominable, ghoulia yelps, operetta, rochelle goyle, spectra vondergeist, elissabat, clawd wolf, deuce gorgon, heath burns, jackson jekyll, holt hyde, kieran valentine

the powerpuff girls

blossom utonium, bubbles utonium, buttercup utonium, brick jojo, boomer jojo, butch jojo

david bowie

david bowie, ziggy stardust, jareth, thomas jerome newton, celliers

sweeney todd

sweeney todd, anthony hope, mrs lovett, johanna todd

the rosewood chronicles

lottie pumpkin, ellie wolf, jamie volk, ollie moreno, raphael wilcox, anastacia alcroft leblanc, saskia san martin, lola tomkins, mickey tomkins, binah fae

hairspray

corny collins, link larkin, amber von tussle, tracey turnblad, penny pingleton, seaweed j. stubbs

attack on titan

eren yeager, mikasa ackerman, armin arlert, jean kirstein, sasha braus, connie springer, annie leonhardt, bertholdt hoover, reiner braun, hange zoe, levi ackerman, erwin smith, colt grice, niccolo, yelena, onyakopon, zeke yeager

daisy jones and the six

daisy jones, billy dunne, graham dunne, karen sirko, warren rhodes, pete loving/roundtree, eddie loving/roundtree, camila dunne, simone jackson

miscellaneous characters

sarah williams, bernard the elf, rodrick heffley, varian, lisa frankenstein, the creature (lisa frankenstein)

#marlee organization <3

[mctionsick]

CLEO: Date someone who will drag you outside at 3am to look at the stars. NICOLA: If anyone, and I mean anyone, wakes me up at 3am to go look at the damn sky they will be removed indefinitely from my life.

/ @slwdancing

#i'm definitely imagining this is cleo trying to sell nicola on fin fjdlkas #verse: rich kid blues #nicola & cleo (about) #player 1: nicola de rocha

[thenicolasloane]

thread with: @cmlopezofficial​

everything has been a little bit exhausting for nicola lately, besides taking over two establishments in kingsboro, namely blue and cherry pop, a lot has been also going on with her life outside of it. claudia’s overdose, marissa being back in her life, her thinking about a way to end her relationship with her other sugar babies, roman, whom she knew would be okay with it, but kami.....it’s going to be a long conversation with him. her nightmares has still been lingering in her mind, which isn’t helping at all. she was tired, she needed a break, yet she doesn’t show it with a lot of people, not because she’s arrogant, but she didn’t want people worrying about her. though, there’s one woman whom she could trust, someone she could be a little bit vulnerable with. she doesn’t have to tell her, she could just see through everything. cleo.

the businesswoman decided to visit the cove after she left blue early, nodding at the younger woman’s employees before heading up to her office. she knocks on her door a couple of times and waits right there, holding a bottle of an expensive wine she knew cleo would love. “hello, cleo.”

#cmlopezofficial #↣ 𝖈𝖔𝖑𝖉-𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗 :: conversations

[catalinaroleplay]

CLEO HALLIWELL (Margot Robbie) is looking for their FORMER REALITY CO-STAR connection. Please message STEPH for more information regarding this connection. The status of this connection is currently: OPEN.

CONNECTION TYPE

Former Reality Co-Stars.

CHARACTER NAME

Up to player.

CHARACTER AGE RANGE

30-32

SUGGESTED FACE CLAIMS

Messy wild child trainwreck: Julia Fox, Alexandra Park, Diane Guerrero, Conor Leslie, Brianne Howey, Melissa Barrera, Annie Murphy, Jessica Rothe, Meghann Fahy, Logan Browning, Vanessa Morgan, Brenda Song, Emmy Rossum, Softer, I’m baby and Crying train wreck: Greta Onieogou, Nicola Coughlan, Hande Ercel, Billie Lourd, Naomi Scott, Zazie Beetz, Ashleigh Murray, Mae Whitman

CHARACTER DETAILS

First, I want to begin by suggesting you read over Cleo’s BIOGRAPHY. It will give you insight of their backstory as it may not paint the whole picture of the wanted connection but I find it necessary because of how Cleo ended up in this reality position. 

While Cleo is upfront, I do believe there is a deeper side of their struggle: still healing the wounds of not doing ballet (still a struggle, probably would’ve been touch in the first season of the reality show but it’s something that they haven’t fully recovered from or probably may not), trust issues due to a romantic connection in past and how this person exploited things about Cleo/the relationship they had ─ note, I intend to fill this out as a former romantic connection to add spice (in which your character will probably have a connection!)

The show they were on was called ‘Saint Catalina’. I took inspiration from the MTV reality show, Laguna Beach. I’ll provide links in the EXTRA section for you to review.

Saint Catalina follows the lives of eight individuals coming back to their abode on Catalina Island after being away at university. The series went on for four seasons: starting the summer of the kids freshmen year, sophomore, junior, and senior year. Once in a while, there would be special episodes airing ─ holiday’s, certain cast members 21st birthday (imagine if some of them had joint celebrations), and graduation! All of the shows filming happened from late May to end of July each summer. Having a reality television show on the island brought a lot of attention, and would’ve made an impact on your muses life when they were attending school elsewhere.

So now onto some ideas that I have for this particular dynamic: 

Rarely did these two see eye-to-eye, or they despised being around each other, when the cameras where around. The likelihood of them being friends outside of their job/airing hours could’ve been unlikely as the likelihood of spending enough time filming made them exhausted to make the effort outside of the filming days. 

Mind you, even if they didn’t get along back then, it doesn’t mean neither one of them couldn’t have established a dynamic with one each other over the years. I would love to discuss this because it will be essential to where the things will go when the reality series gets revival (or so, the announcement of it goes public but it’s currently not in active play yet).

Another thing I would mention is another idea, if you want to add flavor, to why these two didn’t get along with each other and it’s because YOUR MUSE was known as the “trainwreck” of relationships. Note, this doesn’t mean they wrecked other people’s relationships but instead, they wrecked any good relationship that came their way. Ultimately, you would have to decide whether they wrecked these relationships for viewer purpose (again, every plot storyline of Saint Catalina had to seek permission from the producers), or if this an authentic issue they struggled with (or even struggles with now). Either way you decide, the disconnection/trainwreck behavior would’ve created a divide between the castmates during one of the seasons or I can help put ideas together.

Importantly, I want to hear what you think and any ideas you have to spice it up! I wanted to paint a general idea, give an opportunity for us to play out these ‘enemies’ because typically people are afraid of enemies connections? At least, something I’ve noticed in the past, so why not use it to our advantage. 

EXTRAS

VIDEOS: ─ X (This video would be an incredible example on how they’d act around each other during press tours/events/televisions in their faces ─ all apart of the act they’ve been feeding). ─ X (An incredible video showing clips from the TV show, Unreal, along with cast interviews talking about how it “was” which ultimately leads me to say this is how it probably was on set during the reality series filming. Producers planted information.) ─ X (Watch from the beginning up until 1:26. If you want to watch further, by all means! I could go on but I know it will be a lot so I won’t overwhelm)

PINTEREST:

─ X (Sainta Catalina aesthetic)  

#town rp #city rp #oc rp #lsrpg #catalina: wanted

[queenmarissa]

I Still Need You | Self Paragraph

Marissa got the call from the hospital in the early hours of the morning. She’d picked up the phone, still half asleep and with what the other person was saying she was sure she was still dreaming. Nicola had had an accident? Fallen off the side of the ship? There’s no fucking way. Was her first thought as she rolled her eyes, assuming this was just some stupid pap, or some old business partner she’d crossed back in the day trying to mess with her. But, then she woke up some more and she realised that the person she was speaking to had an Italian accent, that there was real concern in his voice... Then her heart started slamming against her chest and she bolted upright, shaking her head. 

“Wait-- Start again, Nic is where?”

This wasn’t some prank. She looked across the bed; Nic wasn’t there. Riss swallowed thickly before listening to more of what the Doctor said... She was okay, but she was in a coma. What part of fucking okay was a coma, the retired woman thought as she propped the phone between her ear and shoulder and gently woke Cleo up and told her what was happening too. 

“I’ll be there shortly.”

Then she hung up the phone and... Went silent. Quietly, she got out of bed and got dressed. She pulled on one of Nic’s shirts over the top of her own and threw some extra clothes into a bag before grabbing her coat and keys. All without saying a word. Everything felt like it was going in slow motion. Everything felt like it was speeding past her. She felt everything and nothing all at once and she felt like she was about to go into a panic attack. But, at the same time, she was unnervingly calm. 

“I’ll go and see what she’s like-- see if it’s... If it’s somewhere Dela could cope with, I’ll call you in a bit...” Riss sniffed up and nodded a little before forcing a bit of a smile. “She’ll be okay.”. Who was she trying to convince with that?

The car ride from the ship, through to the hospital was silent. There seemed to be no-one on the roads at all, like she was still in some weird dream. Her mind just kept going over this. Her gut knew something was off here. Nicola wouldn’t just fall off the side of the ship, no matter how much she had had to drink. Even if she had slipped and almost fallen, she was quick and strong and smart enough to grip onto the side of the railings and pull herself back up again. 

What if she’d drowned?

Riss shook that thought out of her head. Or, at least, she tried to. 

What if she’d died?

What if she does?

The front of the car hit the wall at the back of the parking spot she’d swung into, setting the airbag and alarms off. “FUCK!” Riss yelled as she batted the airbag down away from her face, grabbing the keys and stabbing it to deflate it as her breathing got heavy and uncontrolled. How many times was she going to have to visit her loved ones in hosptial? How many fucking times was she going to almost lose them? This was her, right? This was her fault. Her fucking curse.

She hadn’t realised she was crying until security tapped his flashlight on the window of the car and she jumped back into reality. Nodding, she said she was fine, that she just hit the gas a little too much. He left. Riss ran her hand down her face and took a few deep breaths. Calm the fuck down... Breathe.

Grabbing her bag, she got out of the car. Didn’t bother to lock it; who was going to steal a totalled ride, even if it was an Aston Martin? Another breath and she walked through into the hospital, followed the signs to the intensive care unit and then asked the clerk where Nic was. She was lead to her room and met her Doctor first before they let her go into the room. He caught her up with what had happened. Told her that she was really just sleeping, that her body had shut down to rest and that, as long as she woke up again, she would be alright. 

As long as she woke up. 

“Just let me see her...”

They opened the doors and there she was. It took her breath away like this was the first time she’d ever seen her, or the last. Slowly, she crossed the room and this time she was perfectly aware of the tears that flooded down her cheeks. 

“Nic...?” She hoped. God, she hoped that that was all it took. Just, her calling out her name. That she’d see some kind of movement, or that she’d open her eyes or cough or something. But, instead the only thing that happened was the door slid shut behind her and she jumped at the sound. Then, it was just the beeping and whirling of the machines. That, and her thoughts. 

Riss pulled a chair up to the side of the bed, sniffling a little as she swallowed thickly and tried to calm down. She took Nic’s hand in both of hers. “I’m sorry...” She practically whispered as she brought the hand to her lips and kissed her softly. “I’m here, Nic... I-- I’m so confused... What happened? What fucking happened, baby?” Marissa cried quietly, forehead pressed against their hands as if she were praying. “Wake up, Nicky. Please wake up...” She gasped for a breath as she finally looked up at her sleeping partners’ face. 

“I hope you’re-- you’re not in pain... Fuck-- god fucking damnit, Nic...” Riss moved one of her hands to her cheek, softly running her thumb over her cheek before gently kissing her forehead and then her lips. “I’m not going anywhere, okay? I’m-- I’m not leaving... I’m not leaving you, I-- I can’t... I can’t do this shit without you, Nicola... I-- I still... I still need you... I’m not ready to not have you.” She cried, gasping for breaths as she dropped her forehead onto Nic’s shoulder. 

“I still need you... I’m sorry I didn’t-- I’m sorry I wasn’t there... I didn’t-- I didn’t hear you get out of bed, I should have... I should have seen it... I-- I shouldn’t have been sleeping, I’m sorry baby... I’m sorry...” Riss held onto her hand a little tighter as her tears wet the sheets over Nic. How many times would she have to do this? How many times was she going to have to come to a hosptial to see the people she loved like this? 

She remembered when Delilah went into her coma, after she’d cracked her head open on the steps in Times Square. She remembered that feeling in her chest when she woke up, when she asked Marissa to come up on the bed too. When she held her. That was... One of the first times that Delilah had ever asked for her. One of the very few times she’d seen the other be vulnerable. Then, a few months later when Marissa had been ill and had to go to hospital... The blonde wasn’t anywhere to be seen. If it hadn’t been for Hayden; she would have been alone there.

When she thought about it, there wasn’t a single person that she loved that hadn’t been hurt badly. That she hasn’t, at some point, almost lost. Except Cleo and Cordelia... But... Was that just a matter of time? Everyone that she dared to love got hurt and... The only connection between all of them was her, right? Marissa had believed that she was cursed for a long, long time. Lately, she’d thought that maybe it was just the world holding her away from love because it knew that she wasn’t destined for it with anyone other than Nicola and Cleo. But... First the attack in the penthouse, then that fucking carnival, now this?

What even was this? Nicola was not a clumsy person. This wasn’t... This wasn’t an accident, but-- that meant who? Who did this? 

Her stomach dropped as she suddenly saw the image of Delilah smirking. She wouldn’t... She was mean, and-- she wouldn’t... Marissa shook her head and tried to take a deep breath as she sniffed up and looked back up to Nicola. “What happened, baby?” She muttered against her arm as she scanned every single detail of her face. “I love you... I love you, Nic...” Riss leant up and kissed her again, closing her eyes and hoping, wishing, praying that she’d feel the older blonde kiss her back but... Nothing.

The breath caught in the back of her throat as everything errupted all at once. She let out a excruciating cry as her heart more or less exploded. Rivers of tears streamed down her cheeks as her hands cupped Nicola’s. Her forehead resting against the blonde’s. “Wake up... Wake up, please-- please, Nic.. I-I...” She gasped for a breath. 

“I still need you...”

#self paragraph #i still need you

[thenataliamarseille]

Natalia had heard what had happened to Nic in the same way most of Kingsboro had; the news. She was obviously worried about her boss/friend/neighbor/... God, there were so many labels they could use to define their roles in each others’ lifes. Despite her reputation, however, Nat didn’t want to rush over and visit, she was sure that she would have strong words from Riss and Cleo if she had done that. But... Now a week or so had past, and the other two were back to work, what was the harm in checking in? Nat spent a bit of time talking with one of the security guards at the penthouse elevator until they confirmed with Nic that she could come up. 

For some reason, Nat felt almost anxious in the elevator. Sure, she had seen Nic with bruises and scraps, she had caused some herself in their training but this... This was much different to that, and Natalia wasn’t quite sure how to process what had happened because she sure as hell didn’t believe the news’ story of a robbery gone wrong. She knew Nic had a dark past... What if it had followed her? The doors pinged open and Nat stepped out and was let in by another guard... Merde, c’est extrême, she thought to herself. When her eyes finally fell on the now-brunette, it was impossible to hide the shock. “Nicola,” she breathes out in her thick accent. “Merde... What happened? And spare me the shit that they are saying on the news, I know that is bullshit.”. 

@nicolaeisms​

#c; nic #[ closed starter [

[themarissaharrison]

Stay Right Here | Discord

                                                      DISCORD THREAD #007

Who?: Marissa Harrison, Nicola Sloane @nicolaeisms When?: Tuesday August 11th 2020 - Immediately after the ‘Always You’ Self Paragraph Where?: NicCleoRissa’s Vineyard, Pennsylvania

Mentions: @cmlopezofficial | Cordelia Lopez (NPC) | Delilah Daniels (NPC) | Lauren Sloane (NPC) Triggers: death mentions, M/H mentions, suicide mentions

PLOT DEVELOPMENT?: No. Just the real feelz.

Marissa

Marissa was always an early riser, she had been her whole life but it was an even truer statement since the passing of Delilah. She liked the early hours, between around 4.30am until about 6.30am when everyone else then began to start their day. In the height of summer like now, being awake so early was even better because she got to watch the sunrise over their new home. That was the right word to describe the vineyard, even though they had only been there a few days, it just really felt like home. The first couple of days, Marissa had been very quiet, still dealing with the devastation of the weekend and processing the video footage she'd witnessed at Delilah's apartment. But, today, as she sat at the top of the start of the berry yard with a hot coffee between her hands she felt lighter... Her shoulders weren't so tense and her head wasn't spinning around as much. They had all had a long talk the night before about everything, and she was sure that that was what had grounded her. Nic and Cleo grounded her. She smiled to herself as she heard footsteps behind her and looked over her shoulder, pressing her lips into her shoulder a little. "Morning honey... The sun hasn't quite broken yet, come and sit..."

Nicola

the first few days at the vineyard were....difficult for nicola. her original plan was to make this vacation about the three of her loves while she was also in recovery. yet after that very long conversation that they've had about what they were going through before this, the bar owner just....slipped and told them what has been going through her mind. how spacing out became a frequent thing for her again after almost a decade, expressing her fear of losing them and how it felt like it did that night. how she....how she spent nights before this staying up just to cry and watch cleo and marissa to sleep. though after opening up, it felt like the weight in her chest has been lifted. she's sensed the younger brunette woke up from bed earlier and didn't bother to follow her immediately to let her do her morning ritual. her body clock seems to have been readjusting to riss's...and getting up at this hour seemed new to her, but it just felt right. she got up from bed carefully so she wouldn't wake up the sleeping blonde and got herself a cup of coffee before walking up to what has become riss's usual spot at the berry yard. she wraps her arm around her shoulder and kisses the side of her head. "looks like i woke up just in time."

Marissa

It was hard to hear everything that had been happening with Nicola, because she had known something felt wrong and not asked, not done anything... She had felt guilt when she first heard about the fact she was zoning out again, recalling a few times way back when where she'd catch Nic in the realms of the past. Back then, Marissa didn't full understand what that was like... Now she did. So, now it hurt even more. But, they talked, like they had all made a promise to... They tackled it as a team, a family... They were getting stronger and stronger as a unit and Marissa was just-- she was happy. She let out a gentle hum as Nic's arm wraps around her, leaning in softly to the touch and closing her eyes for a moment when the bar owner kissed the side of her face. Riss let go of her own mug with one hand and placed it softly just on the inside of her thigh. "You're up earlier today, baby... You okay?" She asked, looking up into Nic's eyes with a gentle smile.

Nicola

from then on, nicola realized that in order for this to truly work, she could never suppress things ike this ever again. she recalls her conversations with cordelia about this a few months back, the little girl knew about communication more than her. she also knows it wouldn't be fair on her part if she kept things to herself. she wasn't alone anymore, she's got cleo and marissa now, they are a family. "i'm doing okay, my love. i promise." she looks back at the younger brunette, sipping on her coffee for a moment before continuing. "i think my body clock adjusted itself when we got here.... it's actually nice to be up at this hour, you're right." she leans closer, planting a soft kiss on her lips. "you look wonderful, as always. but this....no one can compare to this, my love. i can just...." she kisses her again. "you and cleo....you two make my heart hurt, but in the best way possible."

Marissa

Communication was one thing Marissa had always struggled with, which was ironic given the fact that he entire (now ex) empire was built off of negotiation and trade and business talks. But, those were different. This was personal and Marissa had been raised by a Mother who was as cold as ice, a Father who left, and mentors that taught her how to shut it all off and stay in the 'zone'. It was hard. But, Nic and Cleo-- Dela... They softened her, made it so much easier. "Good... Good, me too... This morning I just feel-- relaxed," she breathed out gently, her thumb stroking over Nic's thigh slowly as she listened to her talk. She chuckled when she said Riss was right. "I'm always right, babe," she teased with a smirk as the kissed. This was magical... It was perfect. Her eyes slowly left Nic's and returned onto the views as she nodded. "I've never felt at home before... In my real home in Vegas, in Manhattan, London, Paris, Kingsboro..." She shook her head a little. "I've never had this feeling before..."

Nicola

"i'm glad you're getting the rest you need, baby. you and cleo....you two have done so much work these past few months. with the gallery, the cove and the sanctuary, plus taking care of me....i just want to make sure i'm doing the same for you two." nicola chuckles along with marissa. "always....you and cleo are two of the smartest people in the world. i cannot argue with that." she kept her eyes on the gallery owner while she continued on watching their scenery. "i'm home wherever the three of you are. you, cleo, cordelia....you three are my life now." she takes her hand that was on her thigh to hold, intertwining their fingers. "i don't--i can't see myself with anyone else....i can't....i can't ever lose this, you...."

Marissa

"I keep getting these like... I don't want to say panic attacks because that's not what they are but... Just this overwhelming feeling of standing still, of not doing any work. I've not had a break since I was 17... I can't remember the last time I took a real vacation like this," she sighed softly as she fell deeper into the others embrace. "You take care of me more than I think you'll ever know, Nic... And Cleo too, I-- I don't know how to prove to you both how much you mean to me... I've never been good with this but... The three of you... I don't think I can--" Marissa didn't want to say it out loud, about how she wouldn't want to be alive without them. That was too much pressure to put on their shoulders, no matter how true it was. "I love you..." She whispers into Nic's chest, feeling the best possible pain in her heart. She felt a tear roll out from the corner of her eye and quickly wiped it away.

Nicola

“i understand, my love….this has been my first legitimate break in more than a decade….” nicola runs her hand along marissa’s arm, letting out a relaxed sigh as she moved closer to her. besides montauk not so long ago, this is something the older brunette would call the break she’s been needing for years, in a property she shares with her family. “i just want you, cleo and cordelia to have the best care you three deserve. i just….i’m sorry for not telling you two what was happening…” she plants a soft kiss on top of her head. “we’re never going to go anywhere….we’ll be always together, and i promise you that.” she runs her fingers through the gallery owner’s hair as she nuzzled her face against her chest. “i love you too….so much that words won’t ever be enough.”

Marissa

Marissa was glad everything was out in the open now, more or less. It had taken away the strange tension that had been running between everyone since the attack, and now it just... It all felt right again, at least it did for Riss. "You don't need to be sorry... I get what it's like when you're like that, when you keep-- losing touch," she swallowed a little, thinking back to the video, to the psych ward and sighing. There was a question that had been running riot in her mind for weeks now, since the wedding reception of Avery and Monroe one that she hadn't felt right to ask until now. Riss sniffed as she sat up a little and looked to Nicola, reading her eyes for a moment and seeing the love in them. "Would you still look at me like that if I got sick again?" She asked, tone barely above a whisper. "Would you still love me if I had to go back...?"

Nicola

"hey....hey...." nicola takes the coffee mug away from marissa's hand, and puts it down beside hers, before drawing her into her arms. she cups the younger woman's face with her hands and stared at those hazel eyes. "i will always love you even if you get sick again, even if you had to go back....cleo and i will always support you through all of this. we will hold you through the toughest of times....and as cleo would say.....the roughest of seas....." she plants soft kisses on her forehead, the tip of her nose, then her lips. "i will always love you both even if things get hard. i would never give up on the loves of my life, you two never gave up on me. you were the one i was holding on to after i was....i was clinging on for my life. cleo held me away from losing my sanity. you two....with dela....you brought back life in me. i would never....i can't ever lose this....lose you...i can't..." she shakes her head. "i will always love you, marissa harrison. always."

Marissa

Letting Nicola draw her in, she loosely grabbed hold of the fabric of Nic's top as she listened. The roughest of seas... Riss wanted to believe that she had sailed through the harshest weather her journey would make her face but, what if she hadn't? What if they became more dangerous later down the line? Could she handle them? Would they be able to handle her? "I will always love you two too, and Dela of couse... But I--" she swallows thickly as she rests her forehead against Nic's and closes her eyes for a moment to stop herself from crying. "I don't ever want to lose this... But what if my own mind doesn't give me a choice?" Riss furrowed her brows deeply as she took in a heavy breath. "I don't remember-- how I got to that apartment... I don't remember the things I did and if I did that again... If I get bad and-- and Dela sees... She doesn't need to see that... I'm just so scared-- o-of myself... But I can't lose this... I don't want to ever stop loving you..."

Nicola

"neither me nor cleo would allow that to happen, my love. and you.....you will always have us." she gently drags the younger woman to her lap, just kissing the side of her head while she listened to her speak out her mind. "we've lost each other once and i'm not going to let that happen again, i'm going to--we're always going to fight for you, for this, for our family." nicola could remember that day, still.....and how it hurts seeing marissa like that. "what can i do? what can we do to help, baby? whatever you need....we'll support you, be with you every step of the way. you're not alone anymore, my love....you're never going to lose us, i promise."

Marissa

She had heard all this before, this wasn't the first time they had had a conversation like this... But, here in the vineyard, in their home... Those words felt more real, they held more a place in her heart. For our family. She had never had one of those before... Not really... No-one had fought for Marissa, not even Delilah. "Everything that you are already doing... Just-- being with me, in my life... Talking, properly... I know, I don't feel alone anymore. I just-- maybe I'll always be scared of-- my own head..." She sighed gently and shrugged her shoulders a little. "There's nothing anyone can do about that... I just have to learn to live with that," she smiled sadly before kissing Nic softly.

Nicola

"you always have me and cleo....and dela, whenever you're scared. you can...you can tell us absolutely anything. alright?" from that night on, nicola also promised this to herself, not to keep things from cleo and marissa anymore. that she wasn't a burden to them. that they would always have each other. she kisses her back, holding her as close as she could. "we'll fight it, together. we will always be here with you....this place....this vineyard....i thought of this as the place for us when things get too much, a place for us to rest and hide from the rest of the world. i do hope it helps....even just a bit. i....i love you, riss....remember that i'll always be here."

Marissa

Marissa nodded softly as Nicola explained everything again. As she spoke about how they were going to fight this together, the three of them, a team... A family. It was so surreal for Riss, to be using that word so often. Sometimes it made her want to run a hundred miles in the other direction, it was terrifying but... She couldn't leave, not Nicola, not Cleo... Now, not Dela either... "It does help," she said quietly as she played with Nic's fingers absentmindedly. "You help... And Cleo... And I love you both so much," she swallowed with a sniffle. I don't deserve this. That's what went through her mind as Nic said she'd always be here for her. She sighed. "I don't care about my coffee, can I just... Stay like this with you-- for a while?"

Nicola

"i love you and cleo...and cordelia....so much. i wouldn't know where i am today without you three. i--it may not seem like it, but you....thinking about you....that made me dive back up to the surface from the brink of giving up all those years ago. and without cleo and cordelia, i would've lost the little amount of sanity i've had left." the nightmares didn't come that much anymore ever since nicola started having two women around and sharing her bed with them every single night for the past month....and that....that helped a lot. "you can stay with me in any way you want for as long as you like, my love. i got you....i love you." she kisses the top of her head as she held her in her arms.

#discord #c; nic #c; nicola #stay right here

[unhingedera]

self para: my world without you

self para of: nicola sloane

trigger warnings: death mention, injury, just fucking angst man

mentions: marissa harrison, cleo lopez, cordelia lopez (npc), jackson kingsley (npc), lauren sloane (npc)

A decade. Nicola stares at the old newspaper clippings that she’s still kept in her binder of that very day that it has happened. Chicago PD Detective killed in action. With a picture of Lauren smiling while receiving this medal from years before that she couldn’t remember anymore. All she could recall is the pride she had for the woman, how proud she is for her achievement, how they decided to skip the celebration at the station and headed straight home to watch crappy reality shows while sharing that bottle of wine that they kept for two years ever since they got married.

She doesn’t realize she’s been staring at her photo for a while now, a few tears running down on her cheeks, this time with a sad smile. It still hurts, she misses her still, she wouldn’t deny that. But Nicola knew this is what Lauren would’ve wanted for her, for her to move forward, enjoy the rest of her life with Cleo, Marissa and their daughter Cordelia. She strongly believes that it was the woman who has brought her the most important people in her life right now, and she is thankful for that, so so much.

I wish you were here sometimes. Nicola Louise Sloane is a smart woman, and the branches of Pynk Potions all over the states has shown that. Yet, she knew how much she can get into her head sometimes, how she took no regard of her own life after she went for revenge on her own long ago, took the lives of Jackson Kingsley and the rest of his gang, where she almost died on the process. She was in the hospital for at least a month or two (that she doesn’t remember much anymore, she’s sure that she was out for majority of the time she was there). She was already getting dreams of how Lauren might’ve died, and it got only worst after her little heist.

I hope you’re still proud of me. She puts the binder back inside her desk drawer and sits down on her office chair, eyes immediately landing on the wedding photo that was displayed on the table. It was a simple celebration of their union, sharing the day with a small group of friends and family on the officer’s side, the brief speeches and stories about them being told, them dancing as a married couple for the first time to You Send Me by Sam Cooke. Nicola whispers thank you, for never stopping on believing in me, causing for a little bit of a waterworks show between both women on the dance floor.

Cordelia would’ve loved you, she already does, from the little stories I’ve told her. Nicola was at her balcony that night with the little girl in her arms, asking things about Lauren as they stared up at the sky. It was weeks after she was attacked by Jackson Kingsley’s men, and their daughter almost never left by her side after not seeing her for a while. The little Lopez expresses her worries about the possibility of not meeting her if things were different, and she finds herself saying “Lauren would’ve loved you too, little one. I believe she’s the one who made us meet. Me and your mothers, and then you.” Sometimes this would remind her of the times where they planned on starting to have kids after she leaves the force, and what could’ve been just kills Nicola on the inside.

I hope to see you again. Every year, on her death anniversary, Nicola wouldn’t be seen by anyone, and if you’re someone who’s really close to her, you know she would be at the mausoleum, talking to Lauren what has happened for the past year, stare at their wedding photo to just try to bring herself back on that day for the sake of lessening the pain, and then she would just break down listening to their wedding song. She had this feeling of a knife that’s being twisted slowly in her chest every single day ever since she lost her.

I miss you. I miss you still. But I promise I’m doing well. She says deep in thought as she runs her fingers along Lauren’s photo. It was painful, but it wasn’t something unbearable anymore ever since she had her family in her life. Her smile was a little bit wider this time, sighing deeply. She snaps out of her thoughts when she heard a small knock on the door of her home office. It was time for another story about Lauren. “I think I have a story you’d love, little one.” she signs at Cordelia with a smile on her face.

#self para: nicola sloane #it's nicola's birthday today so yeet

[cmlopezofficial]

congratulations || self-para

WHERE: Kingsboro, New York; Cleo’s Penthouse

WHEN: After the Allie baby announcement.

TIME: The afternoon.

WARNINGS: Angst, a lot of fucking angst you guys. And it’s really long. Maybe add /mobile at the end of the site address to read it better, because OOF this got long. Drinking, depressing thoughts, abuse mention, escorting/prostitution mention, racism mention, and suicidal thoughts.

CHARACTER FEATURES: Cleo Lopez

CHARACTER MENTIONS: A lot of character mentions tbh

PROMPT: Cleo’s reaction to learning her ex-boyfriend and his girlfriend are pregnant and a bunch of other thoughts over the past ten years coming back to her.

At first, today had seemed to be a pretty good day. Cleo was working from home today on a couple of paperwork involving the sanctuary and so far, she was almost done. She’d noticed her phone going off due to the group chat. The blonde rolled her eyes at first, not interested in the education debate happening again. Education should be a right for everyone; not a privilege for a few select few. That was her two cents on that. However, she was starting to grow annoyed with the blinking screen- and curious. Groaning, she finally grabbed it and began to read through that chat.

This most certainly was not a continuation about education and college.

Cleo froze, eyes widening and heart stopping at the chorus of ‘congratulations’ appeared on the screen. Congratulations to Ellie... to Allister... aunt... first trimester... “O-Oh my gods,” she breathed out, the woman’s body shaking. A baby. An actual, little baby. Allister was going to become a father... again. Only this time, he knew ahead of time. Only this time, he got to be excited. Only this time, he’s going to get to be there. Only this time, he wasn’t denied the privilege of being a father.

The woman slowly scrolled and squawked out quietly at Avery’s question. Moving in together?! No... well, yes... but gods, their relationship was still new, right? Surely they’ll wait until a few more months... maybe once the baby’s closer to being born... She was a damn fucking fool. A couple of weeks. They’ve been living together for a couple of weeks. They’re having a baby together... They’re living together... What next? Are they going to get fucking married soon?! Are they secretly already married?! That thought caused her hand to raise up and clasp over her mouth, eyes growing blurry with tears. 

Quickly getting up from her desk, she moved the sliding door connected to her bedroom, quickly locking any and all doors. She could hardly breathe and her body was shaking while her thoughts ran wild. That was her dream. That had been her fucking dream when they were young and “in love”: a life together. They would live together... They would get married... They would have children... They’d run the furniture business... For three years, that had been her dream. Cleo had spent her entire life dreaming of becoming a marine biologist, of returning to Hawai’i and live a happy life there. Then she met Allister Jackson... she fell in love with Allister Jackson... And she changed her entire life’s dream for a new one for Allister Jackson. Did he ask her to? No, she did so voluntarily. But for the longest time there, it had seemed like that was their plan together. That that was what they both wanted. For so long, it seemed that way.

Rummaging through her liquor cabinet, she grabbed a new bottle of rum. She uncapped and drank straight from the bottle. Nose scrunching and throat burning, she drank and drank and her thoughts went wild.

He broke up with her. He was going through a hard time with his depression, something she didn’t know but would’ve been supportive and helped him anyways with it, and broke up with her. Cleo never really took the time to grieve properly. Never took the time to lie in bed, wallowing and shedding tears over the man she believed to be the love of her life. No, she thought he didn’t want her in Nashville anymore and she couldn’t handle the idea of going around that fucking city and being reminded of him and the heartbreak. So she quickly worked on getting transferred to the West Coast at UCLA, got two jobs, and found a trailer home with two other roommates. 

And then, she moved. Was going to spend the next month getting ready and situated in Los Angeles before finally allowing herself to finally deal with her heartbreak. But instead, she found out about Cordelia. And once again, there was no time to cry. There was no time to shed her tears over the love of her life breaking her heart. No, she needed to figure out how to go through with this pregnancy- and how the fuck to tell the father. The very man who broke her heat, or more like shattered it. She was twenty. She was twenty and confused and fucking, gods damned scared. She tried to tell him. Fucking hell, she spent the first almost five years trying to tell him. Then she met Nicola and believed that maybe this was for the best. Maybe he was never meant to find out, and that fucking hurt. She wanted him to be in his daughter’s life so much. But her thoughts were wild and she wasn’t sure how things would be if she saw him again. If she re-experience that heartbreak again.

That, and she was busy. She was so fucking busy. She needed to raise Dela while she was deaf and trying to learn sign language. She had school, needing to graduate. She was living with two roommates, who both had their own shit. She was working two- no, three- fuck, now four-... eight weeks after giving birth to Cordelia, she got her fifth job. At first, prostitution. Then, she was able to make her way to escorting for some of the very rich and powerful scumbags of Hollywood. They did and say whatever they want with her and she gets paid mighty fine good money- along with keeping her mouth fucking shut. All she had to do was take their abuse and racism and the acts they believed to be “sex” while never telling another single soul about this... And she’d be able to provide for her daughter and for herself, finally pay off that mighty fine college bill.

She wrote letters. Twice a month for almost five years, she wrote letters to Allister. Talking about Cordelia, about what was going on in her life and the escorting, about her restaurant that’s going nowhere, and just... begging for him to come to LA. To come and take her and their daughter away, to please forgive her and please, please, please know and realize that she loves him... and she’s so sorry... and she meant to send the last letter and this time, this time, she was going to send them all to him. And she never did. She never sent those letters... Amphitrite’s Cove took off and become a successful chain... she quit all of her other jobs and bought an actual house for her and Dela... once she was becoming well-know and rich, she made an agreement with those assholes that if they say nothing, she’ll say nothing, and all is well... She eventually met Nicola and then spent the past four years in almost a relationship until Marissa showed up and finally, finally, a relationship between the three started... Dela adores Nic and Riss and refers to them as her mothers... She’s rich, famous, loved by so many people... She is a philanthropist and has done so much work concerning the environment, homelessness, poverty, advocating for sex workers, advocating for single parents, advocating for disability rights, and so much more... She has a sanctuary opening in Kingsboro in December... She has everything she could ever want and needed.

But she isn’t enough.

Gods... She wasn’t enough for Allister, right? She wasn’t enough for her first love, eventually going off and finding some girl who would’ve been learning cursive when they were suppose be getting ready to spend the rest of their lives together. She wasn’t enough for him and now, he was going to be living her once new dream with said girl.

She’s not enough for Nicola and Marissa. They are truly the most incredible, loving, intelligent, beautiful women she’s ever met, and so much more. They’re both so strong and wonderful. Both were broken by the deaths of the women they loved and yet, they’ve both powered through. Gods, she does not posses a single amount of strength in her entire body the way they did. They held more strength in their pinkies than Cleo did within her entire being. They deserved each other... To only be with each other. But what if they wanted Natalia and Zane to be within that? What they’re enough for them and not her? What if she loses them and the new dream she’s been creating for them like she did for Allister?

She’s not enough for Cordelia. Gods, Dela... Her little minnow. Her brave girl, who is so talented and wonderful and too smart for her own good. Who was a star on the soccer field, knew two different sign languages, knew the names of all the current known marine creatures, knew woodwork, and charmed those she trusted. Cleo is so, so blessed and lucky and honored and proud to be her mother. There was truly no one else like Dela. And now... She’s suppose to be an older sister. Fuck, how does she tell her? She is adamant that she wanted nothing to do with her biological father; How does she tell her that the man she refuses to see, is going to have a child with his girlfriend? Is going to be giving her a little sibling? How does she tell her?

Gods fucking dammit, she wasn’t enough for her friends. She wasn’t enough for her business. Has all of this been for show? The charity work, the sanctuary, the image of being a powerful single mother when truly, she is nothing? Allister said that the shit she went through, she did that to herself. She truly deserve all that crap... She didn’t deserve any of the good. Cordelia, Nicola, Marissa, everyone else... they all deserve so much better. Not her. She deserved nothing. She can go fuck herself. Bottle empty and phone still in hand, she typed a single message: Congratulations. 

And with a guttural scream that has been waiting an entire decade to make an appearance, there was the sharp sudden sound of broken glass. Had that been when she threw the bottle and phone at the wall? Could that have been due to her scream? She didn’t know. All she knew was that she grabbed a few more bottles and threw them at the wall while screaming and tears streamed down her face. Another crash and the door was broken through, one of the bodyguards quickly running to the woman and tightly wrapping his arms around her to stop her. She thrashed and screamed, tried to kick and punch him while another bodyguard quickly called Marissa to tell her what was going on. The woman eventually stopped fighting and instead just cried, tears that have been waiting ever since the breakup to make an appearance. The man spoke lowly and carefully, trying to calm her down until she eventually fell asleep and dreamed of the deep dark nothing that beckoned her. Wanting her to stay at, forever. 

Should she? Go into that darkness? It was like the bottom of the ocean... Should she?

should she?

should she..?

should she...?

... could that be for the best?

#(🌊 writings.) #tw: long post #tw: drinking #tw: depressive thoughts #tw: abuse mention #tw: escorting mention #tw: prostitution mention #tw: racism #tw: racism mention #tw: suicidal thoughts

[claudiafern96-archive]

the reconciliation ll nicola & claudia

Discord thread featuring: Claudia & @nicolaeisms

Mentions: @themarissaharrison @cmlopezofficial @thealexkingsley

When: July 16, 2020

Description: Claudia visits Nicola after she hears about the attack

Trigger Warnings: physical injuries, mentions of drug use/withdrawals/early recovery

Nicola

it's been days since the attack happened, and nicola still wasn't allowed to go anywhere without anyone to assist her but her bed. with the tone of cleo and marissa, she thought that it would better to listen to them. she missed work, she missed going to blue, yes, she had a little vacation to montauk with them, but she still had her hands on her businesses during those times, checking on them at least every night. though right now, she was told to just rest not just her body, but also her mind for a while. she has not only a new set of gashes and bruises, but also cracked ribs, which gave her a hard time moving around, even breathing. today, she’s still stuck in bed, doing a light reading when one of the bodyguards cleared his throat. “miss sloane, you have a visitor. claudia fernandez?” the businesswoman puts down her book. “let her in.”

Claudia

Claudia had been through such a whirlwind of emotions the past two weeks. She had finally decided to get clean, and so far she was staying clean. She was still smoking weed and sometimes drinking, but she hadn't touched that disgusting white powder since she had done it with Alex at the reception. She was proud of herself. Like actually proud of herself for once. When she had initially heard about the accident with Nic, she had read the article and cried for hours but she didn't do anything. She wasn't sure what to do. So she waited. Until finally she found herself heading over to her place. God, she was going to regret this. But she needed to know if Nicola was okay. It had been eating at her for days and she didn't know what to believe on Facebook or on Twitter. She needed to see for herself. She was shocked to see some unfamiliar body guards at the door who didn't recognize her. "Claudia. Claudia Fernandez. Just tell her who I am. She'll let me in." She told them with a bit of an attitude. Finally, Claudia was let inside of her pent. She was lead into her room and Claudia's eyes widened when she initially saw the blond- no...the brunette now. God, her face was so beat up and bloodied. She brought both of her hands to her face to cup her mouth and nose to hide her now gaping jaw. "Nic..." She mumbled, green eyes welling at the sight.

Nicola

nicola has seen the news, the speculations, the theories of what happened. it was different kinds of reach and somehow just entertained her. the only people who knew truly about the attack are both of her lovers, marissa and cleo. not even cordelia knows, she didn't want to worry the child. she has only told her that she was sick with something contagious, and she couldn't let her come see her like this. what she didn't expect though, is for claudia to visit her. the two haven't talked ever since the last time they met at the wedding reception, though she kept her tabs on the other, buying one of her paintings as an anonymous buyer. she didn't want the other see her like this, yet it was too late. she was here now. she straightened up her posture in bed, hiss slipping from her lips due to her cracked ribs. "hello, claudia."

Claudia

“Nic...” She spoke lowly again. Nicola wasn’t her favorite person at the moment but she never wanted to see her like this. She still did love her after all. Claudia slowly approached the older with caution, deciding to stand at the door of her bed almost afraid to move any closer. It was so weird how that dynamic had changed. Normally she’s run towards her, grabbing her hand and trying any way to comfort her. Now...she felt uncomfortable even approaching the other. “What happened?” She asked, green eyes staring blankly at businesswoman.

Nicola

"how have you been?" nicola was aware of the green eyed girl starting painting, and she's heard that she's decided to get clean. a part of her wanted for claudia to know that she'll always be proud of her. that regardless of what happened between the two of them, she'll always be someone important to her. she was still somehow hoping she'd agree on meeting with her to talk, hoping that she would take the scholarship offer. she's always believed in her talent, her potential. the young woman was smart, and nicola could listen to her talk for hours. she sighs when she asked her what happened. "someone attempted to rob me." she lied. no one really knew what's happened to her and her connection to jackson kingsley, that he was the one who has caused this. and she cannot have her know this.

Claudia

That was just a loaded question. She didn’t know how to answer. She had been actually pretty well. Getting clean wasn’t easy but she was starting to feel okay again. She had been distracting herself with art and she was actually making some money from her paintings, which she never thought she could do. Nic was about to give that to her but gifting her the art supplies. “Good. Fine.” She said shortly, even though she wanted to tell the older so much more. She suddenly remembered the resignation letter in her back pocket. How was she going to give Nic the letter when she was in this state? She already felt bad enough. Claudia furrowed her brow when she told her she was robbed. That just didn’t add up. “Well, where was your security detail?” She asked, suddenly realizing why she didn’t recognize the guards when she walked in.

Nicola

nicola wasn't that much surprised with claudia's response, knowing how they ended their relationship on bad terms. she could see in her eyes that there's so much to tell while they were away from each other, but she respected the other not telling her that much now. they weren't what they were before anymore. "marissa fired my old security detail." she cleared her throat, why are her ribs starting to complain right now? especially in front of the younger brunette? she doesn't need to see this right now. "i sent them away the day....i was robbed. i wondered about having some time for myself, turns out, that wasn't a smart decision," she shakes her head to herself. "those are newly-hired ones. i've been advised to stay rested as much as possible."

Claudia

She was a little disappointed that the older didn't press her for more information on how she was doing, but she also couldn't blame her so much. Claudia had been very cold to her the last few times they had spoken. And Claudia did feel bad for that. She was just so angry, and she didn't know how else to express that besides using hateful words. "Right." She nodded once. She looked over at the other brunette and finally took a long look at her. She had really been through it and that broke her heart. God, she was probably hurting so bad. Looking at Nic in her bed reminded Claudia of when she was sick in the exact same bed not too long ago. Claudia shook her head. "You live in a penthouse in North Kingsboro. No one would ever randomly rob someone as wealthy as you unless... unless it was personal or something." Shit really wasn't adding up and she knew Nicola wasn't telling her the whole truth. She shook her head. Nic didn't owe her the truth. She could tell her whatever she wanted. Claudia finally mustered up the courage to sit down on the foot of her bed. She was having deja vu as she looked around the familiar room. She sat in silence for another moment. "I've been painting." She said dryly.

Nicola

claudia was too smart to be lied to, yet nicola cannot tell her the truth. anyone who is close to her and have the knowledge of the connection between her and jackson are in danger already, and she couldn't just risk that. she was really roughhoused by those men on that day, so she couldn't blame the younger woman with the way she was looking at her. she hasn't prepared anything to say to the other, especially with how she was questioning the attack and the common knowledge of how it all went down and why. "i must've been targeted, and i didn't have security that morning, i don't know...." she sighed. "if cleo and marissa didn't get here in time, it would've been much worse, from what i've been told." nicola now smiled when the green eyed girl has told her what she has been doing. it was evident that claudia hasn't seen her own painting displayed in the living room yet, or the other one on the way to the kitchen. "yeah? how has it been going for you?"July 18, 2020

Claudia

Claudia still didn’t believe her. It hurt that she wasn’t going to tell her the truth. She wished she could be on that level with her. Marissa and Cleo probably knew exactly what happened. She didn’t want to think anything bitter about them though. At least she was trying. “Yeah...” She mumbled. She wasn’t going to argue with her. And she especially wasn’t going to ask her to retell the traumatic story anymore than she had to. Claudia looked towards the wall, but making eye contact with the older but she could hear the smile on her face as she spoke. She couldn’t help but smile. “It’s great, Nic. An anonymous buyer bought two of my paintings!” She exclaimed, beaming now. “Thank you for the supplies.” She said, finally turning to face the other.July 19, 2020

Nicola

"i won't be at blue for the next six weeks. i'm having someone else to take over while i'm not around, but i'm still going to check up on everyone from time to time." it’s definitely going to be hard for nicola to stay at home all throughout her time staying at home. she wanted to at least do some research for the distillery some more, maybe just go start a vineyard instead, but she knew the two women who are taking care of her won’t be so amused. in a way, she missed seeing claudia smile, especially right now, there was suddenly this glow that she has talking about her paintings, and an anonymous client buying them. “i’m so proud of you, claudia. i hope you remember that.” she mutters, staring into those green eyes. “i will never not be proud of you. and you’re welcome, i know how much you really wanted them, and how good you are.”

Claudia

Blue. That was the other reason she needed to come and talk to Nicola. The real reason she convinced herself that it would be okay to come here. This was a conversation she needed to have in person. Nicola wasn't a regular boss; she couldn't just put her letter of resignation on her desk and leave for good. When the older told her she was proud of her....that was all Claudia ever wanted to hear. She didn't know how bad she needed to hear that from her until she said that. If it was at all possible, he smile grew even wider. "Nic..." She began, smiling suddenly fading. This was going to be a hard conversation that she anticipated. Here was Nic giving her so much love and support and she was about to quit on her. "Thank you. You don't know how much that means to me to hear you say that, but..." She looked down at her feet then shifted her body weight to grab the envelope from her bag pocket. She reached her arm out to let the other woman take it from her, making sure to get it close enough to her so that she didn't have to move so much. "Nic, I have to leave Blue. I hope you can understand, but I can't do it anymore. It's the last thing I want to do, but I...I need closure and I don't know if I will ever get that if I continue to work there." She frowned.

Nicola

the bar owner has seen this coming, especially with what happened between her and claudia, she just knew it would be best for her to not work at blue anymore. “i kind of expected that.” nicola nods, taking the envelope from her and putting it on top of her bedside drawer. “you know, you have so much future than just bartending for me, claudia,” she looks at her with a genuine smile. “there’s so much more out there in the world for you, besides this. when we first met and then i got to know you better outside of blue….i thought you were overqualified to just be working as a bartender for me. seeing the passion in your eyes whenever you talk about art, social issues….just anything.” she clears her throat, straightening up her posture against the headboard. “i’ve learned so much from you during our time together, princess. i hope you don’t forget about that. and….i’ll never ever stop being so proud of you.”

Claudia

Claudia nodded. Nicola was a smart woman. She had to have known that Claudia wasn't going to last for very much longer at Blue. Nicola's words made Claudia's heart melt. In that moment, she remembered that the older did genuinely care about her and always would. She knew that she would never intentionally hurt her. Claudia knew she had am extensive knowledge of social and political issues, and it was something that she shared often. It was validating to hear Nicola tell her that she could see the passion she had for it when she spoke. It let her know that the older was listening to her; really truly listening to what she had to say and that Claudia wasn't just another sugar baby to her. She felt her green eyes well up again. Nicola never deserved the cold shoulder than the younger had given her. "I'm so sorry...for the nasty things I said to you." She said, looking down at her hands and feeling a couple tears hit her fingers. "I let drugs get in the way of everything. I'm getting c-clean now. For real. It's been a few weeks now, and I'm already feeling better. What you saw at Throuple and at the cove...that is never going to happen to me again. I'm so sorry." She said, finally let a sob out as she shoved her face into her hands.

Nicola

“it’s okay, claudia. hey….” nicola can see why the younger woman acted the way that she did when they’ve talked over the phone and meeting at the cove. she had very much a complicated life, something she knew the other didn’t deserve to be part of. she almost fell for her at one point, but after what happened back at throuple, she knew whatever they had, it wasn’t meant for them. she carefully stands up from her bed and hugs the girl. “i’m proud that you’ve been off of it for weeks.” nicola rubs claudia’s back in attempt to comfort her. “you have nothing to be sorry of. i should’ve told you earlier when i could. i was going to tell you. i….i’m sorry, claudia. you deserved better than this.”July 20, 2020

Claudia

Claudia actually felt some comfort when Nic put her hand on her back. It was familiar. And she still made her feel so safe even after everything they had been through. She let out a few more sobs. Why couldn't she stop? She felt so vulnerable right now. Maybe this was what she needed. What she finally needed to to do to start moving on. Her sobs finally began to slow, and she was trying to breathe as deeply as she could but her breathe was still shaking. "N-Nic...I really did love you." She admitted as she finally looked up from her hands, green eyes meeting.

Nicola

nicola just sighed, holding claudia close crying, while she comforts her. maybe this is what they both needed right now. "i know....i know you did, claudia. i saw it in you everyday. i felt it. and i just know someone else out there deserves your love even more than me." she could feel her own heart sting at her words, but that was the truth. claudia deserves more than blue, more than being a bartender, than being her sugar baby. she deserves better, better than nicola sloane. "i will always be here for you, okay? whatever you need. and like i said.....the scholarship offer is still on the table."July 22, 2020

Claudia

Claudia sniffled and rubbed the tears off of her face. She still wanted to be loved by Nic. She didn't think that that would ever go away, but she also knew that it was time to move on. The scholarship. Claudia couldn't believe that Nic was still offering this to her after all she put her though. She wanted to take that. Now that she started painting again, she wanted to go back to school to finish her degree more than ever. "I'll think about it." The younger spoke, standing from her bed and looking back at the beaten older woman. "I should go."

Nicola

nicola sighs as she pulls away, nodding at the younger girl's words. "alright. it was nice seeing you, claudia, even though i've imagined it not like this." she says as she was referring to herself. she carefully steps back to her bed and sits on the edge, one of the bodyguards was about to come to help her but she's raised her hand up, muttering the words "i'm okay." she gives claudia a soft smile. "alright. i will be here for the next six weeks, if not, you know where to find me, okay?"July 23, 2020

Claudia

Claudia nodded her head. "Okay..okay." She muttered after she spoke. She cringed a little because the older woman looked like she was in so much pain. "Yeah...okay." She made eye contact with her once more, but her greens quickly fell to the floor as she walked out of her bedroom, body guards escorting her out like she was a prisoner. She felt like that right now anyway. She made her way through the pent towards the door. She was collecting her sweatshirt and shoes when she looked up towards the living room wall. Her painting. TWO of her paintings. Nic was the anonymous buyer. Her hand flew up over her mouth to hide the fact that she jaw had fallen open. Tears starting welling in her eyes. They looked beautiful on those walls. That was her art on display like that. She would cry the entire walk back to her apartment. She didn't know why she was crying...She was just so overcome with emotions. She needed to focus on herself, and she couldn't do that if she was caught up with Nicola. She vowed to herself on the walk home that this would be the last time she would cry over Nicola Sloane.

#discord #nicola #sheesh I said painstick

[harwickhq]

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[ ━ camila mendes. cisfemale. she/her. ] my name is ERICA GOMEZ, i am a SEVENTEEN year old JUNIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student for TWO YEARS, people always say i’m GULLIBLE & A PUSHOVER but i think the fact that i’m INTELLIGENT & PASSIONATE makes up for it. they also think of me as THE STUDIOUS but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I WITNESSED A MAJOR CRIME BUT I WAS SCARED TO REPORT IT AS I WAS BUYING DRUGS AT THE TIME. [ ━ danielle campbell. cis-female. she/her. ] my name is ROSIE SINCLAIR, i am a 17 year old JUNIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student for THREE YEARS. people always say i’m NAIVE & INSECURE but i think the fact that i’m PASSIONATE & ENDEARING makes up for it. they also think of me as THE CINEPHILE but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I HOOKED UP WITH MY TWIN SISTER’S BOYFRIEND. [ ━ danielle campbell. cisfemale. SHE/HER. ] my name is POPPY SINCLAIR, i am a SEVENTEEN year old JUNIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student for THREE YEARS. people always say i’m ALOOF & MANIPULATIVE but i think the fact that i’m SANGUINE & CAREFREE makes up for it. they also think of me as THE INSURGENT but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that SHE HAS BEEN SELLING ILLEGAL DRUGS TO THE STUDENTS AT BOTH SCHOOLS.   [ ━ ester exposito. cisfemale. she/her. ] my name is SERENA REYES, i am a SEVENTEEN year old SENIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student for TWO YEARS, people always say i’m STUBBORN & VAIN but i think the fact that i’m CHARMING & PASSIONATE make up for it. they also think of me as THE CHEERLEADER but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that MY FATHER IS A CRIME/MOB-LORD. [ ━ jennie kim. cisfemale. she/her. ] my name is ARIEL JUNG, i am a SIXTEEN year old JUNIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student for THREE YEARS. people always say i’m MALICIOUS & PRETENTIOUS but i think the fact that i’m OUTGOING & ORGANIZED makes up for it. they also think of me as THE MALEFICENT but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I KNOW ABOUT MY FATHER’S AFFAIRS & I COVER IT UP BECAUSE I DISLIKE MY MOTHER. [ ━ kieran shipka. cis-female. she/her. ] my name is FLORA ‘FLOSSIE’ LUDENS, i am a/n SIXTEEN year old JUNIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student for THREE YEARS. people always say i’m SPACEY & NAVIE but i think the fact that i’m KIND-HEARTED & CONTENT  makes up for it. they also think of me as THE LOON but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I HOOKED UP WITH MY BROTHER’S BEST FRIEND… OPPIES [ ━ kristine froseth, cisfemale, she/her ] my name is PIPER TUCKER, i am a SEVENTEEN year old SENIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student there for FOUR YEARS. people always say i’m MANIPULATIVE & OSTENTATIOUS but i think the fact that i’m LIVELY & OUTGOING makes up for it. they also think of me as THE GIRL-NEXT-DOOR but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I AM IN A PSEUDO-WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM.

[ ━ liz gillies. cisfemale. she/her. ] my name is KELSEY HAYCH, i am a SEVENTEEN year old SENIOR from HARWICK high, and i’ve been a student for THREE YEARS. people always say i’m CATTY & ARROGANT but i think the fact that i’m INDEPENDENT & AMBITIOUS makes up for it. they also think of me as THE WILD CARD but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that SHE HAS BEEN SLEEPING WITH HER THERAPIST.

[ ━ madelaine petsch. cisfemale. she/her. ] my name is RAMONA DEVONT, i am a SIXTEEN year old JUNIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student there for TWO YEARS. people always say i’m SNOBBISH & SQUEAMISH but i think the fact that i’m SMART & CONFIDENT makes up for it. they also think of me as THE PRINCESS but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I AM PAYING SOMEONE TO DO MY ASSIGNMENTS. [ ━ maia mitchell. cisfemale. she/her. ]my name is BOBBIE KENTON, i am a SEVENTEEN year old JUNIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student for THREE YEARS. people always say i’m JUDGMENTAL & INDECISIVE but i think the fact that i’m HONEST & TRUSTWORTHY makes up for it. they also think of me as THE WALLFLOWER but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I KNOW MY PARENTS ARE BRIBING THE BOARD TO SEND ME TO THIS SCHOOL . [ ━ maria pedraza. cidfemale. SHE/HER. ] my name is VALENCIA MARTINEZ, i am an EIGHTEEN year old SENIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student for THREE DAYS. people always say i’m DANGEROUS & BLUNT but i think the fact that i’m CARING & MOTHERLY makes up for it. they also think of me as THE FOREIGN EXCHANGE STUDENT but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that SHE GOT TRANSFERRED TO HARWICK BECAUSE HER FATHER WAS ARRESTED FOR DRUG TRAFFICKING. [ ━ nicola peltz. cis-female. she/her. ] my name is AURORA ‘RORY’ DANIELS, i am a 18 year old SENIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student for A FEW MONTHS. people always say i’m STUBBORN & IMPULSIVE but i think the fact that i’m ADVENTUROUS & ALLURING makes up for it. they also think of me as THE BOMBSHELL but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I GOT KICKED OUT OF MY OLD SCHOOL. [ ━ normani kordei. cisfemale. she/her. ] my name is CLEO BLUNT, i am a SEVENTEEN year old JUNIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student for THREE YEARS. people always say i’m MAWKISH & PETTY but i think the fact that i’m RELIABLE & CLEVER makes up for it. they also think of me as THE LOST SOUL but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I’M IN LOVE WITH MY FRIEND.   [ ━ sophia lillis. cisfemale. she/her. ] my name is SEREN ‘REN’ FLOWERS, i am a SEVENTEEN year old JUNIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student for ONE YEAR. people always say i’m MORBID & IMPULSIVE but i think the fact that i’m WITTY & APPRECIATIVE makes up for it. they also think of me as THE HALCYON but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I WANT TO PURSUE MY MUSIC INSTEAD OF SCHOOL. [ ━ odeya rush. cisfemale. she/her. ] my name is WILLA JAMES, i am a SEVENTEEN year old SENIOR from HARWICK academy, and i’ve been a student for FOUR YEARS. people always say i’m SANCTIMONIOUS & PERFECTIONISTIC but i think the fact that i’m CANDID & STUDIOUS makes up for it. they also think of me as THE FACADE but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I DO COURT-MANDATED COMMUNITY SERVICE ON THE WEEKENDS TO HAVE A PETTY THEFT CHARGE DISMISSED.

[ ━ benjamin wadsworth. cis-male. he/him. ] my name is SEBASTIAN ‘BASH’ MURPHY , i am a SEVENTEEN  year old JUNIOR from MAXWELL academy, and i’ve been a student for THREE YEARS. people always say i’m RECKLESS & SELF DESTRUCTIVE but i think the fact that i’m TALENTED & AMBITIOUS makes up for it. they also think of me as THE PIANO MAN but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that HE’S PAYING HIS GIRLFRIEND TO BE HIS BEARD.   [ ━ kj apa. cismale. him/he. ] my name is MEMPHIS HAYCH, i am a SEVENTEEN year old JUNIOR from MAXWELL academy, and i’ve been a student for TWO YEARS. people always say i’m MANIPULATIVE & STUPID but i think the fact that i’m CHARISMATIC & CHARMING makes up for it. they also think of me as THE ATHLETE but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that HE IS LYING ABOUT THE PEOPLE HE’S SLEPT WITH.

[ ━ maxence danet-fauvel. male. he/him. ] my name is RIVEN KNIX, i am a SEVENTEEN year old JUNIOR from MAXWELL academy, and i’ve been a student for THREE YEARS. people always say i’m DISTANT & BLUNT but i think the fact that i’m VIRTUOSO & EMPATHETIC makes up for it. they also think of me as THE LONER but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I HOOKED UP WITH MY BEST FRIENDS SISTER.

[ ━ noah centineo, cismale, he/him ] my name is HOLDEN DE LUCA, i am a SEVENTEEN year old SENIOR from MAXWELL academy, and i’ve been a student there for TWO YEARS. people always say i’m QUIET & JUDGMENTAL but i think the fact that i’m CHARMING & LOYAL makes up for it. they also think of me as THE ALL-STAR but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I DRUNKENLY HOOKED UP WITH MY GIRLFRIEND’S TWIN AT A PARTY. [ ━ wolfgang novogratz. cismale. he/him. ] my name is WESLEY JAMES, i am a SEVENTEEN year old SENIOR from MAXWELL academy, and i’ve been a student for FOUR YEARS. people always say i’m FRIVOLOUS & HOTHEADED but i think the fact that i’m GREGARIOUS & BENEVOLENT  makes up for it. they also think of me as THE MALINGERER but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I AM IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE OTHER THAN MY GIRLFRIEND.

[ ━ booboo stewart. cismale. he/him. ] my name is JACY “JACE"  LOCKLEER, i am a SIXTEEN year old SOPHOMORE transferring in to harwick academy. people always say i’m QUIET  & SECRETIVE but i think the fact that i’m CARING & COMPASSIONATE makes up for it. they also think of me as THE NICE GUY but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that SHE WAS FORCED TO MOVE BECAUSE HIS FATHER WAS TAKEN TO JAIL AND HE IS LIVING WITH HIS AUNT. [ ━ danielle rose russell. cisfemale. she/her. ] my name is RITA CROSS, i am a FIFTEEN year old SOPHOMORE transferring in to harwick academy. people always say i’m CLUMSY & AWKWARD but i think the fact that i’m ADVENTUROUS & ATHLETIC makes up for it. they also think of me as THE BOOKWORM but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that MY PARENTS WORK AT THE SCHOOL. [ ━ joshua bassett. male. he/his. ] my name is ELIJAH THOMPSON, i am a SEVENTEEN year old SENIOR from transferring in to HARWICK academy. people always say i’m SECRETIVE & CLOSED OFF but i think the fact that i’m CHARMING & ADVENTUROUS makes up for it. they also think of me as THE BROKEN ONE but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I FOUND OUT THAT MY MOM WAS CHEATING ON MY DAD. [ ━ tom holland. cis-male. he/him/his. ] my name is CHANDLER GANSEY , i am a/n SEVENTEEN year old JUNIOR transferring in to harwick academy. people always say i’m GUARDED & ACIDULOUS but i think the fact that i’m OBSERVANT & LOYAL makes up for it. they also think of me as THE POET but i’m not sure why. there is one thing that nobody knows about me, though, and it’s that I’M A WORLD WIDE FAMOUS ANONYMOUS POET.

#harwickaccepted

[fate-hates-faraday]

I’m gonna try roughly sorting the adventurers and ally NPCs of Dragalia Lost by age for no other reason than I’m bored and unable to focus. Feel free to argue/object.

And sorry for poor formatting - I briefly put it into bulleted format until I realized there are about 77 people listed here.

Probably veteran of at least 2 wars? (45+): 

Cleo, Hildegarde, Kleimann, Malka, Nefaria, Raemond, Ryozen

Adult Capable of Adulting (25-45):

Ranzal, Alain, Amane (canon), Aurien, Berserker, Celliera, Edward, Eleonora, Hawk, Joe, Lucretia, Mikoto, Pietro, Rex, Rodrigo, Sophie, Thaniel, Verica, Xainfried, Xander

Found Wandering A College Campus (19-25): 

Euden (probably canon), Zethia (probably canon), Elisanne, Luca, Aeleen, Cibella, Estelle, Francesca, Irfan, Johanna, Julietta, Karina, Louise, Luther, Malora, Melody, Musashi, Naveed, Orion, Orsem, Sinoa, Vanessa, Vixel, Waike, Zace, Zardin

Probably Actually A Teenager (14-18): 

Euden (probably reality), Zethia (probably reality), Sarisse, Althemia, Aoi, Ezelith, Jurota, Karl, Linus, Melsa, Philia, Renelle, Taro, Vice, Vida, Xania

What’s With This Sassy Lost Child?(<14): 

Amane (reality), Elias, Hope, Lily, Lowen, Maribelle, Nicolas, Pia, Rawn, Ricardt

#dragalia lost

[thenicolasloane]

thread with: @claudiafern96​

nicola decided to head back to her penthouse today to pack her suitcase herself to bring to montauk. she’s going to be there for the next couple of days with marissa, cleo and her daughter, cordelia. it’s somehow a way they figured that can help all of them to relax and leave the stressful thoughts, not think about their busy schedules and problems for a while. for her, she knew she needed it to clear her head, since she’s been really in a bad state after her encounter with alex at the reception event. she thought that maybe this vacation would clear her head and organize her thoughts, and most importantly, relax. cleo’s idea of escape appears to be suitable now, since the two have witnessed a couple of her  breaks this past week. in some way she’s just excited. she already had her car just outside, waiting for her, since this isn’t really going to take that long, as she’s told cleo and marissa.

#claudiafern96‌ #↣ 𝖈𝖔𝖑𝖉-𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗 :: conversations #sorry this sucks dfgsdfgsd

[tamtam-go92]

Pleasantview +25 years recap

Pleasantview +25 years is my attempt at joining all my favorite families through out the franchise in one save. I've spent about four days in creating over 45 families that populate all of the worlds I have in The Sims 4. And when I say I created them, I actually mean I downloaded them from the gallery. =//) I'm not particularly good at creating Sims... Willow Creek are only Pleasantview Sims, Oasis Springs are mostly Strangetown Sims, Newcrest are mostly rich Sims from all the games, San Myshuno is everyone I didn't know where to locate them, mostly single Sims, and Banacle Bay are the creative and LGBT Sims. I also really need to thank @homijoh for sharing her rule set with us some time ago. I loved it and I'm using it for this rotational game play. For more information (I warn you, A LOT of Information since I tell a thing or two about every family) look behind the cut!

Willow Creek:

Broke I Household: Brandi, Beau and Skip Junior – Brandi never remarried and did an okay job at raising three boys on her own.

Broke II Household: Dustin, Angela, Susan, Mitch, Melinda, Brad – Dustin had got Angela pregnant as a teen and from that day on, their relationship went downhill. Why they are still together? Probably because of their four children.

Burb Household: John, Jennifer, Michael – Michael is the recreation of a son the Burbs had once in my game. Never forgot him =)

Dreamer Household: Dirk, Lilith, Hugo, Irmi – Hugo and Irmi are twins and their parent's whole proud.

Dreamer-Goth Household: Darren, Cassandra, Manuel, Daniela, Dorothee – After a bad divorce from Don Lothario, Cassandra found true love in Darren Dreamer and they had two girls. Darren took her son with Don in, like his own flesh.

Goth Household: Alexander, Lucy, Agatha – Alex and Lucy are too buzy with their career to care for their only daughter Agatha.

Goth-Caliente Household: Dina, Nina, Simon, Enrique – Dina inherited Goth Manor from her decreased husband Mortimer and took her sister and nephew in.

Langerak-Pleasant Household: Daniel, Kaylynn, Trina, Zelda – After leaving Mary-Sue for the Maid, Daniel wouldn't have thought to ever hear teenage girls fight again, yet here he is!

Lothario Household: Don, Bianca – Don was a d*ck to women and here he is, estranged from his two sons. After an abduction by aliens and the birth of his daughter Bianca Don suddenly saw clear regarding his sexuality.

Oldie Household: Mary-Sue is divorced and moved back in with her parents. Since 25 years she's bickering with her elderly mother.

Oasis Springs:

Beaker Household: Loki, Circe, Atom, Ceres – With his clone children Loki could save Circe from a pregnancy and yet have his perfect family!

Curious Household: Pascal, Vidcund, Lazlo, Crystal, Tycho, Techna, Erik, Marie – Crystal has no idea how she managed to live with her brothers in law and their strange kids for over 20 years.

Grunt Household: Ripp, Buck, Jill, Ralf – People say the older sibling should be responsible for the younger siblings. Tell that Ripp Grunt...

Landgraab Household: Nancy, Geoffrey, Malcolm – Just the normal Sims 4 Landgraab family.

Loner Household: Ajay, Erin, Vincent, Linus – Ajay married Erin Beaker and had two boys with her.

Roomies Household: Zoe, Mitchel, J, Gavin – Just the normal Sims 4 Roomies household.

Smith Household: Johnny, Ophelia, Sally, Ginny, Ben, Dora – The only problem of this family is, which of the girls should share their room with their baby sister.

Zugovich Household: A family introduced in the Sims pet stories. Just a little gag to add some fresh blood.

Newcrest:

Alto Household: Holly II, Don, Trenton – My interpretation is, that the Holly Alto from DS is the daughter of the Holly Alto from The Sims 3. Trenton is a Sim from Lunar Lakes.

Capp Household: Juliette, Romeo, Cleo, Linea – Juliette married her big love, she had her happy ending with her Romeo.

Jacquet Household: Gilbert, Florence, Sébastian – I never really shipped those two, but I wanted to include both.

Summerdream Household: Bottom, Hal, Fiona – Hal and Bottom usually end up together in my game and make a decent couple.

Worthington Household: Frances J- III, Joyce, Frances J. IV – Frances has his trophy wife and a beautiful daughter to keep the name alive.

San Myshuno:

Bunch Household: Mary – Mary is a descendant of the Sunset Valley Bunches.

Elson Household: Craig II – Craig is named after his great-grandfather from Starlight Shores.

Fair-weather Friends Household: Keiko, Mateo, Anthony, Holly – Just the household form the gallery.

Gieke Household: Chester, Testee – Chester lives a life in retreat with his alien daughter.

Inkbeard Household: Opal, Jane – Opal is a descendant of the Barnacle Bay Inkbeard family and Jane is her wife.

Karaoke Legends Household: Miko, Darling, Akira – Just the normal Karaoke Legends Household from The Sims 4.

Newon Household: Garrett – Garrett Newson looked for a life in solitude after growing up in a crowded place.

Pancakes Household: Bob, Eliza, Igga – The Sims 4 Pancakes family with their gallery son Iggy just moved to San Myshuno.

Patel Household: Ramir, Ana, Louis, Maya, Mali, Kirian – The Patels form Belladonna Cove with their four children. They aren't related with Zoe Patel from Oasis Springs.

Sekemoto Household: Cecila, Len – Cecilia is the grand-daughter of Sam Sekemoto. I created her a long time ago in the Sims 2 and there she became Alexander Goth's wife (his wife in the DS version is called Cecilia. But now she's only the mother of Len Sekemoto, a Sim from Lunar Lakes.

Sims Household: John – Your average white guy next door and son of the tutorial Sims.

Tricou Household: Orion – Always a loner Orion lives in an almost empty penthouse.

Vatore Household: Caleb, Lilith – The Vatore family from Forgotten Hollow. I don't have Vampires, so they are just some ordinary Gothics.

Xio Household: Tian – He's from Shang Simala and just recently moved to San Myshuno.

Yuan Household: Kien – After a successful career as a k-pop icon, Kien retired in San Myshuno.

Brindleton Bay:

Climate Household: Arthur, Janine, Summer, Nicolas – Just the normal Climate family from the gallery.

Delgato Household: Supriya, Justin, Pierce, Evie – Just the normal Sims 4 Delgato family.

GilsCarbo Household: Goopy, Alice, Celeste – Everybody's favorite townie with his Sims 3 family.

Hecking Household: Just the ordinary Sims 4 Hecking family.

Lynx Household: Just the ordinary Sims 4 Lynx family.

Monty Household: Mercutio, Tybalt – After their hate turned into love, those two ran away together and now own a huge mansion in Brindleton Bay.

Ottomas Household: David – After growing up with much to many siblings, all David wanted to be was alone.

Una Household: Natasha, Joana – Nobody ever knew who Joana's father was. It's totally wasn't obvious!

I haven’t played much until now, only about 36 hours with the Broke I household. I suspect it to be a bit buggy with SO many sims (it’s already 147) but I hope my PC can handle it. I’m really excited to play this!

#the sims 4 #pleasantview +25 years #willow #oasis springs #newcrest #san myshuno #brindleton bay #broke i family #broke ii family #burb family #dreamer family #dreamer-goth family #goth family #goth-caliente family #langerak-pleasant family #lothario family #oldie family #beaker family #curious family #grunt family #landgraab family #loner family #roomies household #smith family #zugovich family #alto family #capp family #jacquet family #summerdream family #worthington family

[queenmarissa]

Marissa had been coming to see Sam since she ended up having a huge fight with her old therapist because he started just cycling the same repetitive bullshit. She needed something new, someone new, and Sam just had a trustworthy face. In the year she’s been seeing him since he came to town, so much had happened. Not all of it was bad, like Nicola and Cleo and Cordelia for example. When that all happened, she felt like Sam was maybe just as shocked as she was. She’d always talked about how she was giving up on love from here on out; how it was a fictional, bullshit narative fed to kids to make them engage better with the world so they grew up wanting to be a part of it but in reality it was all rubbish. A lot has changed for Marissa over the last twelve months, so much to say that she was actually, fundamentally, a different person to who she used to be. Though, the same vices still clung to her; Alcohol. Gambling. Pessimism. Sam helped though, unlike her old therapist. He helped far more than perhaps she ever gave credit for... It was why she never stopped coming to see him. Though, the past couple weeks... After what happened in the Ellis mansion, and running into Shane... She needed him now more than ever. She had just told him all about what happened, and about the threatening texts too.

“I just feel... Angry... Like, at the world? The universe? It feels like every time I make some progress, shit like this happens and I go back to square one...” She said, not giving herself anywhere near enough credit seeing as she was nowhere near what she was like when she was at square one. Despite the trauma of seeing that stranger slice his own neck in front of her, she hadn’t started hallucinating again.... Yet.... “I can’t-- stop thinking about it... I mean, who does that? Who’s behind it? Who was the guy? Is he still watching me? Cleo? Nic? Dela?” Riss swallowed and shook her head. “I don’t know how to just-- stop thinking... Nothing works.”. 

@samxburr​

#c; sam #tw; suicide mention #tw; hallucination mention

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Mod Gta San Andreas For Mac

San Andreas is arguably the best Grand Theft Auto game ever made.

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But with the game being so many years old, it’s only natural for players to look for mods in order to spice up their experience in this GTA – especially with the countless new features that we had on GTA IV and GTA V.

Today I come to you with the best mods that you can install to make GTA San Andreas feel like a completely different game.

Download GTA San Andreas Mods: modifications, new weapons, missions, textures, scripts, and other cool new mods for GTA San Andreas.

The GTA SA Mods category contains a wide variety of mods for GTA San Andreas: from script mods and new buildings to new sounds and many other types of modifications. There are almost no limits and this way you can completely change the environment in Los Santos. Besides funny modifications there are also some that will turn you into superheroes.

Reinvigorate your San Andreas experience with these fantastic mods and see how much the game changes – I’m sure you’ll love the new gameplay afterward!

Also if this is the first time that you’re installing mods, let me remind you that it’s better to make a backup save of your game files before installing them.

Be sure to make backup saves every time you install new mods as well, as some of them might not be entirely compatible with one another and it could corrupt your files.

Furthermore you’ll need to install CLEO if you want most of the mods on this list to work. I’ve put it at the number one spot on my list so check it out!

30. Tuning Mod

The Tuning Mod is a fantastic modification for all vehicle enthusiasts out there.

It allows you to tune your cars like no other mod in the community, rivaling and even surpassing the tuning system of GTA V.

Modify the way tuning works in the game and give yourself a new car once you’ve installed this mod.

29. Skin Selector

I’m putting this mod here instead of any skin mod because you’ll need it to change the way CJ looks.

It basically lets you open up a menu that will allow you to browse through all of the skin mods that you’ve installed, so you can change the way CJ looks in-game.

28. HD Weapons

This amazing mod pack changes the way every single weapon in San Andreas looks.

It replaces all of the basic models that come with the vanilla game and turns them into the same weapons, but with an HD look to them all.

The UZI model looks particularly good, although all additions to the game are very well made.

It does seem like making this mod took a lot of time, but the effort of the creator was worth it.

The results speak on their own, and I’m sure you’ll love these new guns as much as I did. It makes everything feel new in an otherwise old game.

27. Teleport Mod

I find it hilarious how this mod uses the Portal logo as its own, given that it literally works nothing like Portal.

It’s still a really useful mod, though, as it basically adds quick travelling to the game.

Open up your map, place a marker, and once you unpause the game CJ will directly teleport to the spot that you marked.

CJ initially screams as if he was falling, but don’t worry – it’s just the map loading. You won’t take any fall damage!

26. New Effects V1

Are you tired of looking at the same and really old effects of San Andreas? I was too!

This mod changes the way water, light, fire, and interactions with other natural objects work in the game, to make everything look better and modernize San Andreas a tad more.

You will notice how many of the mods on my list are related to the graphics of the game, and that’s to be expected.

San Andreas is super old and many people don’t play it mainly because of its outdated graphics.

Some modders have come to create some fantastic graphical changes to the game, and I want to share them with you. I know you’ll love them as much as I did.

25. Collection of Graphic Mods

As its name suggests, the Collection of Graphic mods makes enhancements to the way the game looks by changing up a bunch of textures, shadowing, and lighting to make it look better and a bit more modern.

It’s a cool little overhaul that will improve the way your San Andreas game looks without breaking the natural aesthetics that made it such a popular title back in the early 2000s.

24. Wheels Pack

San Andreas is a pretty old game, so you probably already tried all of the wheels that the game has in the tuning stores for you.

I was tired of looking at the same tires too, so this mod came to be pretty handy for me.

It basically adds a bunch of additional tires that you can put in your cars once you visit any of the tuning shops across the dangerous city of SA.

23. Ghost Rider Mod

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Are you tired of associating an amazing character like Ghost Rider with Nicolas Cage?

Trust me, me too.

Something had to be done about it, and this is the mod to completely wash your Caged Ghost Rider image by turning CJ into the popular Marvel anti-hero.

Ride the streets of San Andreas and wreak havoc among them with the outfit and powers of the mighty Ghost Rider.

You will be able to see the flames on the skull as well as in the tires of your mighty ride. It looks awesome apart from being a cool gameplay change, so give it a shot and prepare to enjoy some of the most hilarious cutscenes in GTA.

22. The Best Sound Pack for GTA San Andreas

This mod is a complete overhaul to the sounds of San Andreas.

It adds so many sounds that you won’t even believe that it’s the same game if you cover your eyes while playing it (no idea why would you do that, but hey, to each their own).

This mod changes the sounds of explosions, cop cars, car breaks, opening doors, and much more.

If you’re tired of listening to the same sounds for years, this mod will provide you with a fantastic relief that will guarantee you to stay hooked to San Andreas for a little bit more.

21. Holes from Bullets

I have always hated how bullets seem to bounce off cars after damaging them in the old GTA games.

Yes, I even hated that back in the days when this game was the hottest title in the market – I don’t know why, but hey, there’s a reason why this seemingly pointless addition has made its way to a spot on my list.

It simply adds bullet holes to your shots, so whenever you hit a car, for example, you’ll see the spot where the bullet landed. It’s pretty cool!

20. V Graphics

V Graphics, as its name suggests, was made with the intention of giving you the graphical feel of GTA V in the world of San Andreas.

It’s a pretty complex graphical overhaul of the game, and you’ll need a decent computer to run it, but it’s super worth it if you can do it.

Combine this baby with a texture mod and you won’t notice a difference in visuals between San Andreas and GTA V.

Maybe even download a mod to turn CJ into Franklin or Michael and change the way the San Andreas story unfolds by looking at it from a different perspective.

19. GTA United

GTA United replaces the entire city of San Andreas with none other than Liberty City and Vice City, in a complete overhaul of the game map.

It adds new side missions to the game as well as Easter Eggs that could be found in the two predecessors of the famous San Andreas game.

This isn’t a canon mod by any means, but it will help you reminisce with two of the most emblematic maps that have graced our old TV screens and computers.

As far as San Andreas map mods go this one takes the cake.

18. Gravity Gun

Man, this is one of the most overpowered gun mods that I’ve seen made for the Grand Theft Auto series in general.

You can use the gravity gun to bring people towards you and throw them back to where you’re aiming at unfathomably rapid speed.

If you love canon mods, then you’re going to despise this one. Looking for some fun, though?

Go through the story of San Andreas using this baby. You won’t regret it – trust me.

17. Insanity Vegetation

This beautiful mod enhances every plant texture in the game to make vegetation look as great as in some modern games.

But I do warn you – be sure to download other graphical enhancement mods if you’re going to install Insanity Vegetation.

If you don’t it’s just going to look super weird watching a bunch of HD plants in an otherwise SD environment.

16. Weapon Menu Mod

The Weapon Menu Mod simply brings up a menu where you can choose whichever weapon you want in the game and instantly spawn it for CJ.

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It’s not cheating if you’re using a mod, am I right?

Regardless of how you want to use this mod, it’s a very practical tool that will help you get your hands in the game’s finest as well as least desired guns. Use it wisely!

15. Ultimate Graphics Mod

If your computer isn’t capable of handling high-quality graphics, this is the best mod that you can download when tired of the traditional San Andreas look.

It enhances the way texture load in the game, and even though it does improve everything substantially, it’s still suited to be used in low-end computers.

I believe this is possible mainly because shadows tend to be the one thing that computers struggle to handle (like Minecraft shaders, for example).

This mod adds a ton of graphical enhancements, but keeps shadows to a very low level of quality. It makes everything look great, but it doesn’t compromise the memory usage of your PC. Just what I need.

14. Textures for GTA SA

This sweet mod enhances the way the graphics of roads and streets look in the game.

It basically adds new textures to every single street in San Andreas to make the whole gaming look smoother, something that couldn’t be added back in the days of the release of the game because computers and consoles couldn’t handle higher resolutions in the game files.

Times have changed, though. And this is just one of the many mods that completely enhances the game graphically.

Combine it with others to make San Andreas some justice and modernize the way the game feels, at least in a visual sense!

13. Iron Man Mod

So, apparently, it wasn’t Tony Stark who created the Iron Man suit, and it somehow made its way to the streets of San Andreas.

How dangerous could be a gangster dressed up in the most powerful body armor ever created by mankind?

It’s up to you to write the fate of the people of San Andreas as well as the fate of your own foes, as you’ll be able to harness your favorite Iron Man powers and use them in San Andreas thanks to this ridiculously well-made mod!

12. Dragon Ball Mod

Why play with CJ in a world where you can simply download this mod and become Goku, or even Vegeta, the Prince of all Saiyans?

Press a couple of buttons after installing this fantastic mod and use your favorite Dragon Ball characters to wreak havoc through in San Andreas and bring misfortune to the citizens of this seemingly-cursed city.

Fly around, use ki blast to attack, and take advantage of the super-strength of these Dragon Ball characters to give your GTA San Andreas save a twist like no other mod can give you (except maybe the Iron Man or Superman mods, but you get my point).

11. Skateboard Mod

Oh man, this one is really well done.

The Skateboard mod will allow you to pick up a skateboard and roll around the streets of San Andreas like Tony Hawk would do in an alternate reality where he’s actually a drug dealer.

You would think that making such a complex mod work well wouldn’t be too easy, but the movement of CJ with this mod is so smooth that it makes you think that it’s a vanilla feature.

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10. Car Spawner

Ugh, don’t you guys hate it when you want to spawn a car but you need to input some annoying code to activate it?

I hate it too, and that’s why this mod has come in as handy as they get.

It basically adds a whole new menu to the game, which allows you to instantly select a car and spawn it by just hitting one button. Pretty simple, right?

It’s great if you’re looking to spawn yourself some sweet rides and just enjoy the game for a bit!

9. Street Love

Alright, let’s get this one out of the way, as it definitely needs to have a spot on this list.

Let’s cut the explanation straight to the point as well: Street Love is a lovey-dovey making mod for GTA San Andreas.

Yes, you’ll be able to use CJ (or with your friendly neighbor Spiderman, if you have the mod installed) and screw around with digital chicks.

8. Superman Mod

CJ does know how to take bullets like Superman in the original game, as he could’ve gotten shot 10 times and just barely flinch.

However the Superman mod allows you to take things to the next level and actually become Superman in your game!

Fly around, use your super strength, and murder civilians as it would happen in a dark DC alternate universe.

7. Car Pack for San Andreas

San Andreas has been around for far too long, and I don’t know about you, but I’m sick of seeing the same cars over and over again.

There are some car mods that you can download, which will install them directly into the game. But you may also use this pack to get a bunch of them added instantly to your San Andreas safe.

Gone are the days of seeing the same cars pass time and time again – it’s time to spice up your game with a plethora of new rides!

6. Parkour Mod

The fantastic Parkour Mod allows CJ to perform true acrobatic moves without getting interrupted in the air.

Combine the essence of Assassin’s Creed with San Andreas and experience being a true gangster while also knowing a thing or two about street athleticism like it wasn’t originally possible in the game.

It really does spice up the game, and it’s actually hilarious seeing CJ perform many of these unexpected moves!

5. Portal Gun for GTA San Andreas

The Teleport mod that we mentioned above is cool and all, but why not bring the essence of GLaDOS to GTA San Andreas if you have the chance?

Sure, this mod will not take you from one corner of San Andreas to the other, but it will enable you to create portals, much as you do in the Portal games!

This mod is fantastic to be installed if you loved the famous puzzle-solvers, and it does enrich your San Andreas experience like no other mod on this list.

4. Memory Update for San Andreas

San Andreas was made to be run in old computers as well as the PS2 and the Xbox, which meant that the game was very limited in terms of how much memory it was allowed to use.

This mod updates the core GTA San Andreas mechanics and makes the game work with all of the power that modern computer has. Which enables your game to load much more of the map, increasing your viewing distance by almost as much as GTA V allows you to have.

Definitely worth trying in my opinion.

3. GTA V Hud for San Andreas

Weapon swapping in the early GTA games was a nightmare. There’s just no other way around it.

Gone are the days where you scroll past the weapon that you actually wanted to select, though!

This mod brings you the ultimate experience of the famous wheel weapon selector that was introduced in the PS3 and Xbox 360, and I’m therefore bringing it to you now.

2. San Andreas First Person Mod

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Rockstar enabled first-person gameplay when GTA V got its current-gen console release, but San Andreas never really had it and people were still playing the game, which is not really fair to them.

Some of these mods might even look better if you were to play in first person, don’t you think?

I do too, and that’s why this mod takes such a high spot on my list.

It basically enables you to play San Andreas like never before, so you can see how CJ truly feels across the story.

You’ll also be able to play around as Iron Man or Spiderman in first person, were you to install the respective mods that enable you to do so, but bear in mind that this mod was made to work with vanilla SA.

1. CLEO 4

The CLEO 4 Mod takes the first spot on my list because it basically enables most of the mods that I’ve mentioned before, all at once.

It unlocks many features that the game didn’t initially come with and allows modders to alter certain features of the game that weren’t meant to be altered in the initial release.

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The original version of this mod allowed most modders to work with new tools, and completely overhaul San Andreas with new ideas of their own.

The revolutionary nature of this fantastic add-on rightfully earns it the first place on the list. And you will probably need it if you want many of the others to work so it’s almost like the framework of all San Andreas modding.

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