#night ramblings

[lou-iz-stat]

Something that stood out to me during my probably 20th rewatch of the show is that at the end of episode 1, Louis who tells about his dramatic turning into a vampire is emotional and fairly so. Since it was the beginning of his new life as a vampire it makes sense for him to shed a single bloody tear.

But here is the thing the next time we see Louis in episode 2 he comes to the dinner table and apologizes to Daniel, saying sorry for his outburst earlier. So your telling me that Louis considered that an outburst? A completely understandable single tear is an outburst?

And this goes back to the differences in Loumand's and Loustat's relationships.

All throughout the first season in Dubai we see Armand not letting Louis feel his emotions and is always there to stop him from showing too much of any negative emotion. And this also connected to the first scene we got from season 2 where Armand tells Louis how he likes that Louis is withholding.

Armand likes the part of Louis that is docile and calm while Lestat likes the vicious and more challenging part of Louis personality.

Both of them cannot accept and love Louis for who he fully is and I am excited to see how there relationships are able to develop in the show. I think it will be super cool to see the progression of this aspect of the show and how the journey that these characters go on will lead them to accepting and loving each other for who they truly are.

#interview with the vampire #iwtv spoilers #amc iwtv #iwtv #iwtv amc #lestat #louis de pointe du lac #sam reid #vampire #armand iwtv #iwtv season 2 #loustat #loumand #food for thought #night ramblings #night rambles #iwtv 2022 #lestat de lioncourt #armand

[mothprincess]

serena crane, forest fires

#my writing #serena crane #forest fires #poetry #poets on tumblr #the orangery literary society #night ramblings

[liesandnights]

Have you ever had that feeling - that you’d like to go to a whole different place and become a whole different self?

#run away #somewhere else #different self #new life #inspiration #dreams #reality #haruki murakami #night ramblings #fantasy #literature #writers on tumblr #dark academia #vintage aesthetic #spilled poetry #coffee and poetry #music and poetry

[kaarnalaiva]

recently found out that I might be autistic and that has made me feel very uhhh idk. Haven’t been present here or anywhere else whatsoever heh. adhd has been on my mind so much that it’s like whatever at this point but the autism thing has felt kinda rough.

A doctor asked me if anyone had ever suggested that I’m autistic or I should get checked and I almost had a meltdown right there and then cause the answer is obviously no in my case.

I wish someone had noticed and asked earlier. Being almost 28 and going through stuff like this is a lot.

#night ramblings #sorry ig #personal #I’m kinda lost rn

[moonlitkissing]

I need a refund on that orgasm

#it was so freaking unsatisfying wtf #see this is why i need a boyfriend #so i don't share that stuff with the whole wide internet *and* wake him up to fucking help me #i have been working on that fucker for an hour and it didn't even feel good?? #is thay oversharing? who knows #night ramblings #also hi to the two asks i haven't forgotten you i promise

[goddamngeckogirl]

Listen, I just want a mash up of my two favorit genres

#feder talks #night ramblings #nge and lain made such good points #to bad no one ever expanded on the horror aspects #I want less horrors of war and more horrors of the inhumaness of becoming parts the maschine #mecha lore needs to be more disgusting and esotheric

[kostnyan]

I wanna see Rollo in a big flouncy dress, something swooshy and romantic. Like, I know Rollo would probably dress up nice in slacks and shit, but like... There's just something about Rollo wearing a big flowy dress around that gets my brain doing things. Rollo seems like the guy who doesn't care what he's wearing as long as it's practical and fits the occasion or something. Swooshy dresses might not be the most practical but they're still fun to wear and can worn on many different occasions. I can totally see him in a full flowy white dress with long puffed sleeves and corset because oonga boonga.

Sorry it late and my thoughts are reeling I just want a cottagecore Rollo. He'd still be the tired bitch he is, but he'd be dressed like a Disney princess lol

#rollo flamm #rollo flamme #twst rollo #disney twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland #twst #kosta thots #night ramblings

[youaremyfamiliar]

Like I know we all really want Eddie to come back for season 5. There’s so many theories going around. But in case he really is dead, please for the love of god don’t let this be his ending. Unnecessarily dying a ‘hero’ only for him to be both forgotten and hated. Give us something, anything; acknowledgement, a small funeral with the people who cared for him. A flashback or two. Don’t let his death be completely pointless.

#night ramblings #stranger things #eddie munson #stranger things s4 #stranger things s5 #joseph quinn #personal

[jakemoogle]

I never feel like I fit in anywhere. Always feel like the odd one out of any group of anything.

#night ramblings #hmm trying not to let this turn into something depressing but just thoughts I have

[blizzweirdo]

That feeling when you've left your fic for so long you have to look up the spelling of characters' names and you've forgotten their ranks.

Also why tf does Tumblr keep pushing updates to their app? PLEASE STOP FOR FIVE MINUTES lsakdjflssdafld.

#night ramblings #no omen no country's cause

[twyrrinren]

instead of sleeping I think how we call Greece (Ελλάδα) by its Latin name (Graecia)

the Roman empire is gone, but still we see its traces

#history #ancient greece #🇬🇷 #night ramblings

[meekmedea]

You ever write so much sadness while planning a story and think to yourself: wow this might destroy some of the readers, so we're keeping it.

Like RIP to the readers because this is going to be a ride.

#night ramblings #current wip #whoops my hand slipped #have some free angst

[lenorelovesmax]

I really wanna go back to the Naruto and Naruhina fandom but after the horrible experience I had in the fandom-that-must-not-be-named, and just seeing how toxic fandoms in general are nowadays, I'm scared. I don't wanna ruin the wonderful memories I have of it. Naruto was such a big part of me growing up, and I really don't want it to be attached to negative feelings.

I wanna write NaruHina fanfics. So much. Maybe I'll just write them, drop them all when I'm done and then disappear from the face of the internet. I have so many ideas.

I miss writing about my babies.

#naruto #naruhina #night ramblings #don't mind my nonsense

[liesandnights]

In my losing friends era

#hoping to find real friends out there #losing my shit #losing friends #losing myself #losing everything #night ramblings #random rant #new era #friends #love #life #old school #old friends #life sucks #story of my life #nightandlies #selenophile #dark academia #nightclub #romantic academia #art #poetry #literature #writersclub #tumblog #spilled poetry #reblog

[twisted-lil-candy-cane]

I wonder if it gets any easier the ones that willingly choose to walk away. I don't know if I was the one that walked away or if it was you.

The thing about discovering the word 'aromantic' is that it seems so innocent. I love that I found that word, because it helped me. And it destroyed us.

I do know what we had was once good but became toxic so quickly, too quickly for the both of us that it had begun to affect, infect those around us. The thing between us had become dangerous.

I was the one who said "I love you" first, and maybe that was my mistake. I know what I felt is love, but it's not the kind of love you had for me. Mine was not romantic, and it wasn't enough. Your love romantic, and yet so possessive.

Perhaps it was neither of us that walked away but circumstance, life, brought us space, distance that perhaps we should leave be.

And yet, there are nights, days where I can't help but think of you, worry about you, wonder if you're doing better without me. I want you to be doing better without me, because maybe it'll help me.

I know I can live without you, I have been, but the words I tell myself is that I want you in my life. The very same words you told me. You were the one who whispered them in my ear, "I want you in my life in whatever capacity you can give me"

I had tears dripping down my face as all I could do was hold you tighter.

I still don't know who walked away first. And all the songs remind me of you and I hate it. Despise how much I still think of you.

How do I explain that I realised that you were an aromantic's first lost love. Because that is what you have become. And perhaps, that is what you should stay.

At least until every song stops reminding me of you.

#aromantic #first love #night ramblings #shower thoughts #without you #love without romance

[poisonousscars]

Lost in this weird ass in between

Not sure why I feel this, don't know what it means

One things for certain

Somethings gotta be wrong with me

The math justs not mathin, what can't I see

I feel like the answers infront of me

I'm riding the wrong wave length, I gotta be

#night ramblings #invasive thoughts?