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kicktwine · 2 years

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summore splats

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stuckinapril · 3 months

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so unimpressed w men rn. it’s just so whatever

#guy who got my number at the boba place is the driest texter in history turns out!#i’m just kind of convinced that most guys r better in person but this is just boring #cianna from 6 months ago would be trying to carry the conversation rn but i just let it die bc im BORED #i am no longer doing the heavy lifting in the talking stage #i can do equal lifting. that i can do. but not the heavy lifting #if ur not there ur just not there #also a massive ick of mine is when guys fucking misspell and this one MISSPELLED #ur 21. get it together.#my best friend is also in a very ‘unimpressed w men’ phase rn #except im very capable of being single and doing my thing and she’s very. not.#she is back on hinge unfortunately. don’t think this will go well #meanwhile i’m in a very not looking for anything phase. if u say hi i’ll say hi back #but i’m not going out of my way to put in effort #fuck that #p

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kitocrystal · 23 days

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THE TEASERSJEJDJFHR

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cinewhore · 7 days

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me: omg guess what happened at work i love it here so much ☺️🤭😄

my “friend” who had the position before me but got let go: 🙁😗🔫

#we’re in a group chat together and have many mutuals #and at times it can get awkward #and apparently she got let go by another job? At what point do we start looking inward???#i have gotten to a point where I’m tired of feeling bad for getting the position because it’s clear I’m doing a good job #but every time she’s like ‘i lost that job i wanna die’ my heart sinks a little #lol

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soliusss · 1 year

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Let him out of the drowning cube right this instant!!!! (Dazai can stay there he’s annoying)

#new sigma and gogol content god bless #bsd 105.5 #if sigma dies ill be so mad #just let the man rest good lord #dazai will be fine it’s sigma I’m worried about #gogol needs dazai in order to kill fyodor I think #I think they might still need sigma for information?#at least I hope so #I don’t want him to dieeee #wouldn’t be surprised if gogol let’s sigma die tho #he’s quirky like that #I want to read the translation it looks like sigmas going through some character arc shit #solius posting

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shaykai · 4 months

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What if. Hear me out. It’s not likely. But what if all the scrying eyes in Moonrise belong to Gortash, including the one sent with Balthazar

#look listen I’m cooking #like man is a terrible ally you get into act 3 (spoilers btw)#and immediately have to go deal with the newspapers bad mouthing you because he told them to #and at his coronation he immediately steps between you and your companions (as a Durge. Tav doesn’t have to deal with him outting them)#and he doesn’t tell you about a bunch of shit like the iron throne and the fire works- and while they aren’t necessary I still want to hear #about them >:(#but. and hear me out. it’s heavily implied that the scrying eyes (at least in act 1. cannot speak for act 2) are Gortash’s #man found out his dead partner is alive actually and just conviently kept that to himself (assuming that Durge got caught by an eye)#(also side note this all also goes for a Tav just without the background friendship stuff)#but listen- him keeping the knowledge that durge is alive to himself to keep Orin and Ketheric off of them because they’re weak rn #and then conviently the scrying eye that went with Ketherics right hand man- who is on a mission to secure his immortality btw- just so #happens to die in the Shadowfell #and listen. that could’ve happened legitimately #but also I like to think he let it happen because he is- in a round about kind of a way- looking out for Durge #or trying to help a Tav because he recognizes Ketheric and Orin for the sinking ship that they are #(so were Durge and Ketheric to be clear Orin just sped up the self destruction by a lot)#anyways could be a stretch- (though I’d like to think it does that fun thing where it helps him and the protag so it never really gets #clarified as being straight up helpful for them #I just want him to be a half decent ally to Durge lololol #this was a random thought I had and my brain immediately decided it liked it #bg3 spoilers #Enver Gortash

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puppyeared · 11 months

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...do you ever miss the wikia? :(

Also HOW ARE YOU. I STILL LOVE UR LIL GUYS WHO CROSS MY DASH. (Augie my beloved ♥)

#I still check my page and everyone else time to time just for nostalgia.. looking back I was kind of an asshole. rly pushy too #Fr I’m never gonna get over her choosing Aaron bc he’s voiced by her husband I’m like never gonna live that down. I’m gonna die as I lived #i still love Garroth though he’s probably the closest thing to First Blorbo. if a guy like that exists I hope he knows he’s swag #ughhh but old minecraft rp/lets plays went so hard.. I never got into Mystreet/ PD high cause I like the fantasy ones more #i don’t really watch mcyt now though. don’t think I’m gonna #ALSO THEY TOOK DOWN SPINOS FANFIC DID U KNOW. I CANT FIND IT ANYMORE #TY FOR INDULGING MY LIL GUYS I’m trying to restart and let go of old ocs I don’t really touch. from the ground up basically #I’m on my Monkie kid brainrot rn so it’s gonna be a while 🗿 BUT TYYY #ask game #ask #doodles #yapping

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sunmisbf · 6 months

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i can’t believe wayv survived lucasgate n is actually finally releasing the 2nd full album like at one point this album just became a myth n didnt matter anyways bc disbandment was at the DOOR like weishenville was troy n disbandment were the greeks 😭

#except there was no trojan norse moment it’s like if the greeks said fuck it lets just give them another year #one thing about me is i’m going to start pulling up parallels between the iliad n wayv for no reason 😭#i’m actually really excited n looking forward n happy for them i hadnt reallt thought about it until now #if some old chinese politician wants to die again he’s going to have to wait . like u had all year yangyang wouldn’t be able to take that #kind of hit again 😭#.txt

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acourtofquestions · 9 days

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JUST FINISHED CHAPTER 23 OF CROWN OF MIDNIGHT!!!

AND I LEGIT DONT WANT TO READ ANYTHING ELSE — BECAUSE ITS GONNA RUIN IT — THERE ARE TOO MANY BOOKS LEFT IN THE SERIES FOR THESE CHARACTERS TO BE THIS HAPPY AND ALSO STAY THIS WAY — BUT ITS JUST SO PERFECT

AND I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH CELAENA AND CHAOL FOREVER

WHYYYYYYYYY

#crown of midnight #throne of glass #celaena sardothien #chaol westfall #celaena x chaol #chaol x celaena #chapter 23 #chaolaena #I ship it #i just want them to be happy #fangirl problems #throne of glass series #first read #first reaction #I’m not crying your crying #i love them your honor #I just want domestic fluff forever #is that too much to ask #no spoilers please #sarah what are you doing #this series is going to destroy me #i will die on this hill #don’t even get me started #not me projecting my own trauma onto fictional characters and healing with them #this is a dangerous game #the way he looks at her #the way she looks at him #let’s runaway together #I’m a sucker for this trope plot platonic slow burn #she said he was home and he held her on the day her parents died and she threw him a birthday party and they have a poem and they danced an

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teethgnashing · 4 months

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i need to stop talking abt body image issues with people who don’t have a double chin

#it always just fills me with anger and jealousy and then with guilt and even more self hatred #about to say some truly selfish hateful shit i am aware is wrong and cruel which is why i’m saying it here —>#like oh my godddd im soooo sorry your family told you you needed to be a bit skinnier #you are extremely conventionally attractive and skinny with pretty hair and good clothes #people like you at a glance. people give you the fucking time of day #you have dated multiple people. multiple people have wanted to DATE you #i’m always the fucking outsider in these conversations because they’re always so… personal?#in that like. “oh i know im okay looking but my brain won’t let me think it”#like damn that sucks. i’m actually ugly and nobody will let me fucking forget it #but do tell me more about your pretty partner you love who fell in love with you instantly #i’ll be over here walking behind you realizing i’m twice your width #and wondering if there’s a way to put out a lifetime’s worth of artwork and creation so that i can get this stupid hopeless life over with #i will die unloved. i don’t even fucking care anymore #i just want to make some decent art people might like and be done with it all #chatter #sorry i need to get this off my chest Now so i can push my mood back up and not be snapping at people. im so good im so fine #i hate myself but thats a me issue. time to go have fun

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exopelagic · 3 months

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honk shoo.

#but yeah sleepy.#i have so much to do these next few days I’m gonna die #meanwhile I just wanna see my friends #the good thing is that some of the busy things involve seeing my friends but goddamn why are almost all of them hard #also YES I’m going to be dumb and gay again bc a) why shouldn’t I b) nobody can stop me #I’m being dumb and gay again.#now seen The Guy twice since I’ve been back and he’s very cool #still feel like I’m being insane god idk what I’m doing #I hope he comes tomorrow bc he can’t make the meeting which means he won’t be on committee which sucks bc he did want to #OH but I did mean to tell him there was one role he could go for and have a good shot at that I think he’d be good for #only problem is if he doesn’t come tomorrow I can’t tell him in time bc I don’t have any way to message him other than email #(which feels slightly creepy bc I only know it bc secretary and he’s never explicitly said his surname so it’s just inferred from the list)#idk. the thing that gets me is we are very much friends now. like early stages of friends but we keep talking at hockey #and importantly he keeps coming To Me which keeps surprising me bc he does it more than any of my other friends #but I guess I’m also coming to him kinda a lot too. self awareness falls when around cute boy you get how it is #god it’s so unfair why is he like this #I finished getting my skates off before he did yesterday which gave me a very good opportunity to Look while he was talking #and have it not be weird and he’s just very pretty. he’s got a rlly nice nose #i always feel insane pointing out noses it’s the Draw speaking bc I use noses as a focal point and they’re fun to draw #tbh it’s unlikely I will say someone does Not have a nice nose but idk let me have this. it would be fun to draw is maybe what I mean #and I hadn’t noticed before bc the like bridge? and uhh like. base? idk nose words but they don’t match #the bridge is super long and on the thin side w a bump like mine but the like bottom is much rounder and wider and I don’t see that mix much #he also just has rlly nice hair it’s super curly and he’s in that like weird light brown purgatory where it’s all different colours #like it’s mostly light brown but some bits look rlly dark and some especially at the ends is like almost blonde and it changes w the light #god he also keeps doing this dumb fucking thing where he’s trying to skate while squatting all the way and it’s ridiculous #he looks like a spider folding in on itself and the worst part is he can fucking do it #he’s gotten so good at skating recently and I have a feeling he lives somewhere with an ice rink bc I’m sure he’s better than he was novembr #yeah I also got to just stand and watch him play yesterday and it’s so incredibly horribly unfair #anyway I’m too fucking gay and I will not let him escape me again tomorrow I Will get his instagram or smth bc I swear this man #luke.txt

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frecklystars · 4 months

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I cannot stop thinking of Luke today. it is making me ache. it is eating my heart from the inside out. i think he’d help pull me out of a flashback and hold me so tight and never let me go. he doesn’t know much about ptsd but he knows how to be there for the people he cares about

#laying in my bed clutching my chest like I’m wounded #it’s not even 3 and I’ve cried twice today. haha.#i need him to hug me so tight #‘aw don’t cry on me princess. you need a distraction? hey I ever show you all my tattoos?’#’yeah don’t ask what this one means. or this one. or this one. i just thought it looked cool.’#i always thought of Luke getting a star tattoo on his chest because of me #i think out of all my Ryan F/Os who call me ‘star girl’ the nickname rolls off his tongue the easiest #‘star girl’ mumbled with a smirk. cigarette in his mouth. slightest curl of the lip. a bit of a lisp #fricatives so gentle and plosives so soft. and a rasp so guttural from a voice so quiet.#like ‘star girl’ is a secret he won’t dare speak too loud. he’s got his own falling star in his hands and he doesn’t wanna jinx it #I keep comparing him to a beach ken doll and he shakes his head and rolls his eyes #he says stop calling me that. and I say I’ll stop when he quits dyeing his hair platinum blond #he kisses my neck til I stop sniffling and then he keeps kissing until I’m laughing #and he’s like why are you laughing? huh? what’s so funny? his very light stubble tickling and he knows full well #petting my hair until I fall asleep in his arms and he’s humming a song stuck in his head #he lets me wear his shirt because it smells like him and it’ll help ground me from a flashback #those hands can kill if need be but they’re always the gentlest when near me and he won’t let me forget that #ANYWAY. i wanna die I’m gonna go to sleep #love notes #💕♬♪ ♡☆ Til my blood runs cold ━ I won't let you go - ̗̀🏍️🖤⛈️ ̖́-

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devil-changmin · 4 months

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Putting it in the tags cuz it’s long, also Dec 18 tw

#bro every single time I listen to I will fight #especially on this day #I cannot BELIEVE it is a real song #I’m sure I’ve said it before but when u have the depression like I do it is so cathartic to hear songs that express the feeling of #being sad in spite of everything and wanting to die etc #but I will fight…..like…dude….#saying maybe I want to die too but I’m choosing not to - I’m going to keep living because I want to honor your life #I’m going to survive to ensure that your memory doesn’t hold any pain #to say my entire life is for you because I will love you and miss you for the rest of it #to take desperation in the face of tragedy and turn it into that vibrant will to live #it’s insanity #and I know it was like therapeutic for him to create that song because the feelings are so genuine #but sometimes I can’t believe that he wrote and released it #like u tear your heart open for who? your fans? just so hell hear you? if enough people listen to it #will he hear our hearts cfying out that we want to live for him #that we don’t mind growing older as he lingers in the past #because we are all keeping him alive with the beat of our hearts #to say that every night and every darkness you look for the shining remnants of his life?!?!?!?#and he just let us share it #it’s so #you know

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worstloki · 2 years

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aside from the jokes about Thor not wearing enough clothes, do you really think Thor is a thot? Cause I saw him politely kissing Jane’s hand in the first movie and getting all bashful with her in the 2nd movie and got the impression that this is his first relationship.

That may be so but being a thot is a state of mind

#watching Thor do his thing in Thor 1 I also assumed he didn’t have any other relationships #like Loki and Thor both look like they were just vibing their whole lives together #BUT #and this is crucial #it doesn’t excuse Thor from being thotty #he still strips in front of people on purpose and flexes his arms hoping people will look etc.#like yes he’s new here but he’s still doing the double entendre thing and he’s not going to stop #you’re big fought bigger etc.#like boi ISNT going to squander his chances at wooing people just because he’s gotten no experience #his body is READY #etc.#it’s the energy that counts #Thor like oh I’m on earth and I have nothing better to do let me court this lady ;)#Thor like I just found out I’ll live out my life mortal and die within decades gues sits time to ~flirt~ ;)#Thor like something bad is up with my brother but I wanna smooch so bad first ~#sif literally pointed out he’s not acting himself because he’s not partying and enjoying it like he used to in tdw #and being sold in a gladiator ring wasn’t even mildly concerning to him #I think he would’ve been up for the other way out of he’d known it would mean keeping his hair lmao #he didn’t read into the is it a he line I think #but IF HE HAD

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katnissgirlsmakedo · 9 months

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upside to the idea of rereading tda: i can skip the mark scenes <3 nice!

#i fucking hate mark. sorry to mark he’s not that bad #frankly it’s mostly that i hate kieran. however. it’s also mark.#‘beth why are u hating on cassie’s groundbreaking first poly couple’ because they suck and are lame and boring #and it makes christina look bad that she likes them. like girl #i find it unrealistic that emma isn’t a ‘i hate your boyfriend’ friend she should be the number one advocate for her to dump those losers #she’s very clearly the odd one out anyway sorry cassie but you wrote the most unequal poly relationship ever #it should have just been christina and mark fr i’m always saying this fuck kieran #but she was too attached to mark and kieran she couldn’t let it go. so we got this. this lameass boring throuple :/#and i’ll be a hater about it until the day i die.#beth.txt

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