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#no for real. about the only thing i can do is cook
kanmom51 · 1 day
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Genuine question, what do you think of "my eyes are always on you" to jk from Tae?
Also this clip? https://www.instagram.com/reel/C48mJt1NdYR/?igsh=YjF6czZsdWltN3dp
Why jk is being cheesy here? 😭
Babe, you're not serious, are you?
Right?
Cause if this edited clip from ITS2 is absolutely NOTHING. No translation. Only a caption that has nothing to do with whatever it was that was going on there. Have you watched the episode? The full episode? The full show, as in all episodes and behinds? This is the same show with a whole passive aggressive JK-Tae interaction over Tae basically pulling his hyung card for JK to cook him breakfast. Also, btw, JK being cheesy? Really?
If you want to see true interactions, real interactions, please stay clear of edits. TikTok or YT or X or whatever the source is. First and most important is to watch the ORIGINAL CONTENT!!! After you have done that, seen the actual interactions, their context in which it all happens, then you can enjoy the edits knowing which is real, which is false, in which moments are amplified beyond the actual interaction with a 'good' edit or slow motion or soundtrack.
JK and Tae are bandmates and friends. They like each other and even love each other -
as bandmates, friends
and two young men that kinda grew up together (together with the others). And as two people that are close friends they sometimes fool around (not in a sexual or romantically emotional manner), like friends do. With a banter or tease or having a laugh. Like you would tease a good friend. Like you would laugh around and play around with a good friend. They might say things, and this most of the time comes from Tae saying things, that are flirty (he loooooves to be flirty with every single one of them). I mean, telling JM "I like you most" (ehm... with his bf sitting right there with them, and the others too lol, only to have JM all flustered and looking to JK for a reaction) doesn't make them lovers nor boyfriends nor dating. It makes him a flirt and someone that loves to fluster the others. And you know what? JK's a flirt too. He will flirt incessantly with JM. He flirts with ARMY when he's in a playful mood. Even with other members sometimes.
But here's the thing.
The reason Jikookers SEE Jikook as different is because of a decade of suspicious and special interactions from them. Looks, touches, almost touches, refraining from touches. Things they do to each other. Things they do for each other. Things they say to each other. Things they say about each other. Things they choose to do together that NO OTHER MEMBER did or does, including being the first ever idols to enlist TOGETHER (choosing to be together and spend the entirety of their military service TOGETHER).
You can find a shit ton of them through my masterlist.
Not a one-of interaction or statement or look.
And all of those moments, their nature, their amount, their consistency, the fact that even when not in a frame together they manage to show us how they feel for each other, the other's importance to them.
That's what creates that huge picture. Like pieces in a puzzle, if you want.
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And that there, my friend, is but a drop in the ocean...
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skaye44 · 3 days
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Avengers Bucky
Summary: Bucky knows everything about you and has loved you ever since you joined the team. You're his best friend, but why are you with someone else?
Content Warning: Mild language (if any), fluff.
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"Gather round kids, let's play a game!" Tony bellowed as everyone groaned and grumbled but reluctantly agreed. 
There had been no active missions lately and the team was growing restless. Usually there was on average a mission a week so with there being so much down time, Tony thought it was time for a little fun.
You were lucky enough to be part of the Avengers. While you weren't an "official" Avenger, you assisted them in other areas. You were the "guy in the chair" as they said. You were their eyes and in their ears for their missions, assisting with comms and logistics. You were by far the best agent there was in terms of your job. 
You did your job with Matt, the other agent, and your official boyfriend of 10 months. Matt was a high-ranking agent like you were. It made sense to date him because of all the time you spent together in the communications office. You had known him for a few years prior to making things official with him and you were pleased with your current situation.
"What do you have in mind?" you asked while you sat next to Matt on the loveseat in the lounge. 
Across from you on the opposite couch sat Bucky, Steve, and Sam. Tony was standing in front of the group and Nat and Wanda were sitting behind him. Both Nat and Wanda hated Matt; they always said he was a rude jerk, but you always brushed their opinions aside. They wanted you to be with Bucky, but you always scoffed at the idea and told them Bucky never thought of you as more than friends and besides, you were with Matt.
Matt was mostly nice to you, treated you decent. Sure, he could try harder to be more interested in some of your hobbies and pay more attention to you, but you left it alone; you never wanted to come off as clingy or needy. Every time you asked Matt to join you, he would get annoyed and complain he was bored so you just got used to it over time. You always watched his flag football games and watched him play in his pool league, but he never liked joining you when you did your hobbies like crafting, cooking, or baking. The only one who ever did was Bucky. He was always around you, supporting you, laughing and joking with you. He was basically your best friend, and you were his (apart from Steve).
It killed Bucky the day you announced you and Matt were officially dating, and it destroyed him even more when you called Matt your boyfriend, but being the supportive friend he was, he plastered on a fake smile and supported your decisions. He hated himself everyday since knowing he didn't ask you out first, but he was terrified of losing his friendship with you. You were his only real friend outside of the Avengers life that wasn't Steve. He was lucky to have you and he didn't want to jeopardize that if you didn't feel the same way so that was why he never made his move.
"We're just going to play some fun games with each other. I feel like I don't even know you guys anymore" Tony said as he flopped down on a recliner with ice clinking in his drink. 
You all looked around and shrugged your shoulders and agreed. 
"Can we go?" whispered Matt. You shook your head no.
Tony started asking everyone basic questions about themselves, likes and dislikes, which was really funny at times. You learned Steve was bored one day so he taught himself to play the piano and he even managed to make a few videos of the process. 
You giggled at Sam for admitting he really wasn't a fan of birds in general and was shocked Tony liked to garden to help with his anxiety. 
When it came time for your questions, Matt had decided to answer them for you. He never liked the way Bucky would watch you and how close the two of you were. He wanted to show off to him that you were his.
"What's your favourite colour?" asked Tony and you smiled. 
You opened your mouth to answer but Matt interrupted not even thinking about it. 
"It's pink" he said. You looked funny at him. 
"No Matt" you shook your head. 
"Purple then. I see you wear that purple top once in a while" he rolled his eyes. 
You sat there thinking about the top and why Matt would say those colours. You hated those colours and only wore the 'purple top' on laundry day if you were really short on clothes. 
"It's blue" Bucky piped in scowling at Matt but then he smiled at you. 
You nodded and put your head down. 
"Whatever. You probably don't even know what mine is" Matt grumbled back, and you said "green" making him roll his eyes while he took his phone out and started scrolling.
"Ok, next round then" Tony clapped his hands together. 
"What's your favourite animal?" he asked Bucky, and he sat there thinking. 
"It's a cat" you blurted out excitedly and Bucky smiled brightly. 
"I like cats" he quietly said, and you nodded. 
"He does! There was a street cat we saw last week when we were out walking. Bucky had to stop and play with it until it darted back into the alley" you said smiling at the memory of the large super soldier cooing at the small animal while he gave it pats and cuddles. 
Bucky blushed and you smiled.
"What's yours then?" asked Steve and you thought about it. 
"Tiger" Matt replied for you, and you looked at him as if he grew a third eye. 
"No" you shook your head and scoffed at him. 
"You like that tiger show on Netflix and said the cubs were cute" he said putting his phone down to think. 
"Well, yeah, I mean I like tigers I guess, but they're not my favourite" you said. 
"Monkeys" Bucky smiled, and you nodded. 
"Remember the time we went to the zoo doll? You spent an hour sitting there watching the monkeys. You said they make you laugh" Bucky said making you blush a little. 
"When did you go to the zoo with him?" asked Matt, annoyed at Bucky. 
"When you went home to visit your family. Remember when you 'forgot' to buy me a plane ticket?" you sneered at him with your air quotes, and Matt just shrugged his shoulders. 
"Bucky took me there to cheer me up" you said, and Bucky smiled proudly.
It was a nice visit to the zoo. Bucky stood by your side the entire time listening to your thoughts about each animal, making you smile with his jokes as he took photos of everything. You had remembered him being close to you when you took some selfies, and it made you shiver a little being so close to him, but you shook it off. He was your friend, and you were with Matt you kept telling yourself.
"Well, this is awkward. I'm heading to my lab, I'm bored already" Tony announced. He got up from his chair and left the room snapping you out of your thoughts.
Seeing the situation unfold, both Nat and Wanda glanced at each other then turned towards you and started asking you what your favourite things were just so they could get you to see what a jerk Matt is to you. 
"What's your favourite pizza?" asked Wanda making you look weirdly at her. 
"Cheese" Matt blurted out, and you scowled at your hands in your lap. 
"No Matt" you said, and Matt scoffed. 
"Come on Y/n, you always order cheese" he whined. 
"Not really Matt. I only order it if my favourite isn't on the menu".
"Margherita" Bucky said, and you smiled. 
Bucky always brought you a small margherita pizza from his favourite pizza place if him and Steve ate there. 
"Whatever" mumbled Matt. 
"What's Matt's then?" asked Nat and you smiled. 
"Ham and diced green pepper. He doesn't like it if the green pepper is cut long or too big" you said, and Matt sunk into the sofa grumbling.
Sam noticed what Nat and Wanda were up to, so he started asking his own questions since he also hated Matt. 
"What's your favourite drink?" Sam asked, and you smiled. 
"Beer" Matt said but Bucky interrupted - "It's whiskey" he proudly said. 
Bucky was getting the hint at what was happening and loving it. He knew everything about you, so this was just a casual conversation for him. 
"When did you start liking whiskey?" Matt asked surprised. 
"Um, since always?" you rolled your eyes at him. 
"Ok smarty pants. What's mine?" he sassed. 
"Old fashioned with extra cherries" you answered, and he blushed. 
Both Sam and Bucky scoffed at that. If Matt was off with his buddies at a party, you and Bucky were always at the back of the room with your glasses of whiskey, sipping on them and telling jokes with each other.
"What's Matt's favourite movie?" Steve asked, and you smiled. 
"Finding Nemo" you answered, and Matt slumped into the couch. 
Everyone laughed. 
"Do you know y/n's favourite movie?" Steve asked Matt and he thought about it. 
Everyone was watching Matt intently on the couch while he squirmed and bit his bottom lip in thought. 
"It's that Disney one but I can't think of the name" he said, and you shrugged your shoulders. 
Bucky smirked at the scene as he had this answer in the bag – it was Cinderella. You watch it to cheer you up if you're having a crumby day and Bucky usually joins you. Even though you've seen it hundreds of times with Bucky, he never complains because he gets to spend time with you.
"I don't remember - Little Mermaid or something like that?" Matt guessed and Bucky scoffed at that and got up off the couch in a huff. 
Your shoulders sagged and you put your head down. 
"It's Cinderella" you quietly said. 
Bucky glared at Matt from the kitchen, annoyed in how Matt knew absolutely nothing about you, and he wasn't even remotely ashamed of himself for not knowing his own girlfriend. Matt rolled his eyes. 
"Oh right, the princess one" he said. 
"You don't really know a lot of things about Y/n" Steve said as he and Sam got up from the couch.
 "I do!" Matt snapped. 
"You really don't" Nat added as they made their way to the kitchen.
You sat there staring at the floor with Matt beside you. You thought about all the answers Bucky had blurted out, proud he knew them and the way he stuck up for your answers while Matt either scoffed or rolled his eyes at them. You felt like Matt didn't even know you and you have been together for almost a year and have known each other longer.
Bucky took one last look at you then left the room as did everyone else, leaving you and Matt sitting on the couch. Matt went back to his phone mumbling something about the game being stupid and you sat there thinking.
Bucky really did know everything about you. He was always there for you, listening to your stories, laughing at your jokes, teasing you, supporting you when you were down, and you did the same to him. You knew all the answers Bucky was asked and was also beaming when you blurted out things about him making him blush. He was handsome when he blushed – why hadn't you noticed before? 
You thought about it more and how you and Bucky would hang out if Matt went out. You would watch TV or a movie to pass the time. Bucky even helped you with some crafts you did, getting glue and glitter all over the place, but he never complained once, happy to hang out with you and follow your instructions while you created things.
Bucky was also around if you were sad, knowing exactly how to make you smile and laugh. Matt always was irritated if you had a rough day and would just leave you alone to deal with things by yourself, but Bucky never left your side if you felt like that. Always checking in on you and asking you if you were ok. You smiled at the thoughts and about Bucky. 
Suddenly, it all made sense to you, like a veil was lifted off your face and you could finally see the bright light all around you as you thought about Bucky more and more making you blush like crazy. You knew what you had to do.
Matt got up off the couch. 
"Whatever Y/n. I'm going to bed. You comin'?" he asked, and you frowned thinking about your next move. 
"No" you said after a bit of time. 
Matt looked at you funny. 
"What do you mean no?" he barked. 
"No Matt. I'm not coming with you" you stated, and he held out his hand for you to take. 
You shook your head at him but lightly smirked. 
"You really don't know me, do you?" you said, and he rolled his eyes. 
"Come on Y/n, it's late." He ignored your question. 
"I know things about you". 
"What does that mean?" he scoffed. 
"Nothing I guess".
You sat there thinking more and more. 
"Well whatever. I'm going to bed" he took a few steps before you stopped him.
"I don't think I want this anymore" you got up from the couch. 
Matt gave you a funny look.
"I don't want to be with you" you said, as Matt stood there staring at you. 
"Pfft, come on" he said reaching for you. 
You took a step back. 
"I'm breaking up with you Matt" you said. 
"Are you serious?" he asked, and you nodded. 
"I want to be with someone who knows me, pays attention to me, supports me, and loves me no matter what" you said and smiled to the ground. 
Matt just rolled his eyes. 
"Sounds like you need to lower your standards." he said and walked away. 
"Oh no Matt. I'll be the one raising mine." You sassed and he scowled at you. 
You heard him muttering nonsense as he walked away.
Surprisingly you felt a huge weight off your shoulders and were a little giddy at the thought. Just as you took a few steps, Nat and Wanda met you in the kitchen. You had a feeling they were lurking around the corner but didn't say anything. 
"You, ok?" Wanda asked as she hugged you. 
"I will be" you smiled. 
"He's in the library" Nat whispered, and you hugged her. 
"Thanks, you guys".
You walked away leaving Nat and Wanda smiling and holding onto each other.
You walked into the library and found Bucky reading a book in a chair by a fireplace. He looked up from the page he was reading and gave you a light smile as you entered the room. 
"Hey" you quietly said and approached him. 
He nodded and went back to his book. You walked up to the fireplace and warmed your hands by it, smiling to yourself. 
"What cha readin'?" you asked, and Bucky raised an eyebrow. 
"A book" he joked, and you rolled your eyes. 
"Come on" you said, and he showed you the cover. 
You smiled as you read it. It was a book you had just finished reading and told Bucky about it. He must have picked himself up a copy.
"Where's Matt?" he asked, and you shuddered a little. 
"He's gone".
"What do you mean gone? Seems a little cryptic doll" he joked, and you chuckled. 
"Buck, he's gone like gone out of my life gone. Gone for good gone. Gone as in he's not my boyfriend anymore gone" you said, and Bucky put his book down. 
"Oh". He straightened up in his chair watching you intently. 
You turned to look at him and noticed he was trying to hide a smile. You took a few steps towards him then proceeded to sit down in the same chair as him, almost squishing him as you sat down. You cuddled up in his warmth as he put his arms around you, but you could tell he was a little tense but eventually relaxed. 
"This is nice" you said after a few minutes of silence. You heard Bucky agree with you as you moved your head to look up at him. 
"Hi".
"Hi yourself".
You were both looking at each other and smiling brightly. You leaned up a little closer to Bucky and he moved his head down slightly so your noses were practically touching. 
"Is this ok?" he asked and you nodded. 
You smiled a little as you pulled him close and kissed him. He was surprised at first, but then he melted into the kiss and wrapped his arms tightly around you. When you separated, you were both smiling at each other. 
"I should have done that a year ago" Bucky said, and you giggled. 
"I'm glad you did it now" you said and kissed him again.
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mx-julien · 3 days
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ninjas' relationship with a home
Zane is used to moving on from places, as an amnesiac orphan he was used to getting up and carrying on, then his only temporary home, the Monastery, burns down (ref: s1 ep2 Home) and the others blame him for it. granted, he seems unaffected from these accusations and proceeds to find the Destiny's Bounty that day so all is forgiven
I wonder if some of this longing for a home was intensified after he regains his memories in Tik Tok (s1 ep7). because then he would be able to remember a time of prolonged safety and living with people you love
Kai and Nya lived at the blacksmith shop presumably since their parents got kidnapped by Krux and Acronix. Nya even had enough time to create a whole secret room of armor
the first years must've been especially hard given all the reminders of their parents being around. did they leave their bedroom untouched, save for the occasional cleaning?
did Kai have to pull up a stool to the stove to cook until he hit his growth spurt? are most of Nya's memories in that house of Kai making her lunches and tucking her in at night and sending her off to school?
who takes care of the shop while they're gone? and when they come back do they notice everything looks a little smaller- each corner thick with dust and the fingerprints of afternoons when they were 12 and only had each other?
Jay lived with Ed and Edna in the scrapyard since he was little and he can visit back there whenever he likes, but now he has another family to think about: the one he never had, the one that gave him away
however after Skybound he knows he has other parents as well. does he ever sit in the kitchen he grew up in and wonder if his biomom had any recipes she wanted to pass down? if she ever saw families or little kids and thought of him? if they have the same smile or same freckles or same laugh?
sure he can learn about Cliff all he wants and he loves his Mom and Dad dearly, but was there more? could he have learned to master lightning with his Mom? where was she when he was growing up? was she unable to see him or unwilling? is she even alive?
Cole's house is likely the same as when he was little, so he too can go visit, but I wonder if he went off to "boarding school" because after his Mom died he couldn't stand to be at home
what was a place to laugh and paint became gray when Lilly got ill. it turned into a place of hushed voices and packed bags for the hospital. after she died it was the home of yelling, of arguments, of tradition vs. passion. smiles became forced and doors only slammed shut.
with more time having passed, I wonder if Cole is glad that so many things of his are mostly untouched since his Mom died. he can find her neat handwriting on some notes in his desk, in books on the shelves, and point out decor she bought
Lloyd only had a complete home for a small part of his childhood before Misako left him at Darkley's. then, he must've lived somewhere close to the school. when he was doing Pythor's bidding, he seemed to be mostly homeless
after growing up deserted at a boarding school (that he clearly didn't like) and manipulated into long treks and homelessness to do the bidding of a snake, perhaps his misbehavior at the beginning of his stay on the Bounty was because he couldn't imagine it lasting. him? a place where he felt at home? better the devil you know than the devil you don't- just toss me back out on the streets I don't CARE!
when do you think he realized that the others weren't going to leave him like his Mom did or take advantage of him like Pythor? how many months in did it take him to realize that his uncle Wu wasn't the only one who wanted him there?
any particular ninja y'all want me to focus on drop in the tags or replies- I'm real interested about this now
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bethelighthalazia · 11 hours
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ATEEZ and how they show their love <3
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Summary:  ot 8 and how they show their love <3
Genre: fluff
Pairing: OT8 x reader (separate drabbles)
Word Count:  n/a
Warnings: none
[note: Okay, this was the fist time, that I did something like this and I have to admit, that it is only how I imagine the boys to be like. I do hope you enjoy reading them though! RE-UPLOAD from my old blog @/justsomedreaming, was requested there by @mitproblem]
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© by bethelighthalazia. Do not repost, copy or translate. Unless stated otherwise, those works are mine and born from my own ideas. I don't have any claim on the mentioned real existing Idols whatsoever.
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SEONGHWA 
Seonghwa's love is quiet but visible to everyone.
He loves to pamper you, make sure you're fed and reminds you to take breaks and get enough rest and sleep. When you go out, he holds your hand, often wearing at least one matching item of clothing, no matter what it might be. He would also shower you with gifts, mostly little trinkets and not rarely matching things. 
When you smile or are happy, he always watches you with this dreamy, stupidly in love smile on his lips. When you're down, he doesn't need to be told, he notices and pulls you into comforting hugs.
He'll always tell you how much he loves you, but he prefers to Do so through his actions.
And he would cook for you, especially when he can sit and eat with you together.
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HONGJOONG
Hongjoong's love is silent and invisible to everyone.
He loves when you join him in his studio, even if it is to nag him to take breaks. Whenever you bring him food, he'll eat it, asking you if you have eaten and slept. If you fall asleep in the studio, he'd make sure to cover you with a blanket and also make sure that you're comfortable while he keeps working. 
Joong can't but smile when he looks at you, often exchanging cute and hidden looks with you.
Even though he's not the type of person to show physical affection, he'd cuddle up with you, whispering love confession into your ear.
When you go out, he'd shy away from public displays of affection, but he'll always make sure to show you he's there, brushing his hand against yours or other small moments of skinship without others noticing.
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YUNHO
Yunho's love is quiet but very visible to everyone.
Yunho loves to hold your hands or hug you. If you are cold, he'll offer you his scarf, jacket or gloves when outside, when at home, he'll always give you his hoodie or pull you against his chest. 
When he kisses you, he puts all his feelings for you into it, when it's in public, he'll get very flustered afterwards though. 
He will always make sure that you know how much he loves you, be it through his actions or words, he'll prove that his heart only belongs to you.
When in crowds, he'll always hold your hand or pull you against his side,so you won't get separated.
He WILL try to make you play videogames with him, but you often just end up watching him play.
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YEOSANG
Yeosang's love is quiet and peaceful, visible to observant people.
You and Yeosang don't need many words. When you're reading, he'll take a book and sit with you silently, reading as well. When you are alone, he's talkative, always asks about yourself, your interests and how your day was. He'll always tell you that he loves you and he loves to give you affectionate nicknames whenever it's just you two. 
When others are around, he'll still be close to you, occasionally exchanging skinship, but not as obvious for other people.
He loves holding hands or cuddling, but this is also more for when you two are alone. He loves to give you flowers. He'll also pick up on things that you mention in conversations that seem not very important at the first glance, but he'll always remember those things.
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SAN
San's love is loud and very visible to everyone.
When you are not cuddling, he will make sure to pull you into his arms, no matter where you are. San is very vocal about how much he loves you, telling you at any time that you're his most loved treasure. He'll always ramble to his friends and family about you and the amount of love he has for you.
He takes any occasion to shower you with gifts, be it small trinkets, jewelry or huge presents. 
He'll also secretly buy an engagement ring very early in your relationship, because he WILL marry you one day.
When you're outside, he'll hold your hand, always sit close to you and never leave your side.
San can't hide when he's jealous, so he often pouts when he sees you talking or being friendly with other men.
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MINGI
Mingi's love is loud and visible for everyone.
Mingi, where to start.
He is shy when it comes to voice out his love for you, it's not easy for him to say “I love you”, instead he will use other words or phrases. He'll give you affectionate nicknames and won't hesitate to use them in public. 
He LOVES to kiss your neck, whether it's in public or at home. Hugs and physical touch are a must, he loves to have you close to him, it grounds him. Mingi will always reach for your hand to hold it, making sure to not hurt you with his rings. 
Mingi also will care for you silently, putting food on your plate while eating, making sure you'll eat well and he'll make sure you take breaks from working and that you have a healthy sleep schedule.
He will physically drag you from your work (when you're overworking yourself in the home office) and make you lay down to cuddle and sleep in his arms!
He's easily jealous and he knows it, he'll always make sure people know you are his.
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WOOYOUNG
Wooyoung’s love is very loud and very visible for everyone.
This guy is a dramatic, whiney and absolutely touchy person. He loves you with all his heart (and his body, believe me!).
There is no time that he will not cling to you. You're out with the boys? He'll hold your hand or just have his arms around you. You're visiting his parents? His hand on the small of your back or around your waist. You're at home with him and the boys? You're in his embrace all time, he'll make the others get up and get snacks or drinks for you, so he won't have to let go of you.
Woo is the first to say “I love you.”, probably shouting it at you in front of everyone. He'll tell you how much he loves you at any moment in the day. 
Woo will shower you with kisses,touch and presents. When he's on tour, he'll facetime you (if it was for him, he'd do so 24/7 because he misses you so much).
He'd panic and freak out if you don't say ”I love you” back or pull away from his touch, scared to possibly lose you. When you're down, he will do anything in his might to cheer you up somehow.
He's very jealous, getting whiney and clingy when he sees you talk or be friendly with other guys.
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JONGHO
Jongho's love is loud but only visible to observant people.
Jongho, sweet, innocent Jongho.
He is not one to display his affection very openly, especially not in public. There will be physical touch, but small ones only. Fingers brushing against yours, his hand hovering on the small of your back, his leg touching yours when sitting next to each other. 
When the two of you are alone? He'll be very cuddly. He loves to rest his head on your chest to listen to your heartbeat. But cuddly Jongho is for you only, not for others to see or know (not even for his hyungs).
What he will do is tell everyone that you're his. He'll proudly tell you “I love you” as often as possible, no matter who is around. 
Jongho will also shower you with presents and flowers. He'll also make sure to care for you, make sure you eat well, sleep and take enough breaks to rest.
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taglist: @mingis-mizu, @tinyelfperson
(if you want to be added to a taglist, follow the taglist-link in my pinned post)
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Bengiyo Queer Cinema Syllabus
Not to sound repetitive but, I had a busy couple weeks, but finally had a second to return to @bengiyo’s queer cinema syllabus. I am currently working my way through Unit 4: Heartbreak Alley, the totally light-hearted, definitely not agonizing section of the syllabus where I get to watch countless acts of violence be committed against queer people. Thank fuck I have Lesbians waiting for me at the end of this unit. The films in Unit 4 are: Bent (1997), Strange Fruit (2004), Boys Don’t Cry (1999), Brokeback Mountain (2005), Parting Glances (1986), Philadelphia (1993), The Living End (1992), Holding the Man (2015), Jeffery (1995), and Boys on the Side (1995).
Today I will be talking about
Parting Glances (1986) dir. Bill Sherwood
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[Run Time: 1:30, Available: tubi and fubo, Language: English]
Summary: As Michael and Robert, a gay couple in New York, prepare for Robert's departure for a two-year work assignment in Africa, Michael must face Robert's true motives for leaving while dealing with their circle of eccentric friends, including Nick, who is living with AIDS.
Cast: 
John Bolger as Robert
Richard Ganoung as Michael 
Steve Buscemi as Nick 
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Well, I have to say this was very much not what I was expecting for the first AIDS related movie of the syllabus. After some pretty hefty violent deaths of queer characters in the first half of Unit 4, I was very much anticipating the heart wrenching tragedies to continue immediately once I hit the AIDS epidemic portion. But Parting Glances very much subverted my expectations of what I was walking in to, because honestly…so much of it was lovely. 
It’s not that tragedy is not a part of this movie, it is, it’s just hidden under the layer of friendship, community, and love that feels like the core theme of the film. I am thinking about the party at Joan’s and how much happiness and celebration was happening there, with community abound, and yet how Michael kept telling people they should call Nick because he would appreciate it, showing just how much Nick has lost of his own community since his HIV/AIDS diagnosis. 
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I really loved how real these relationships to one another felt, the way that Michael and Robert were playful with each other, the way that Nick sat on Michael’s lap so casually for a few minutes when Michael cooked him dinner, I loved the conversation Robert had with his ex-girlfriend, the young and hopeful queer boy who wished to live forever. I just loved watching the queer community be a queer community. 
Even in the moments that get a little dour, where Michael gets especially weepy with Nick, those scenes did not make me sad, did not destroy me the way other films in this syllabus have, because that is just grief. Grief is a mighty and terrible thing, but I find beauty in it as well. I find beauty and loveliness in the fact that those tears came from Michael finally admitting to Nick that he loved him, that Nick got to hear himself that he was loved, especially when so many people seemed to have fallen away from him after his diagnosis. I find comfort in the conversations about death that Michael and Joan have together, because those are conversations I’ve had, they feel familiar, they feel like a natural part of life, perhaps they should not have to feel those points so soon, but Nick himself is right, living forever is the only thing none of us can do. 
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I really loved that we saw Nick when he was at a stage in his illness where he was simply being careful, but was still full of life, energetic, that he was able to be a support system for Michael and was not only being tended to. We know what is coming, but we are not made to see it. I was really in to what the film did with it’s use of ominous backing track, that Nick could hear it, that it felt like the progression of his illness, that it felt like a sense of impending doom, a cloud that hangs over Nick. 
Throughout a lot of this film I found myself thinking about The Inheritance Part One & Part Two, a play written in 2016 based off of the book Howard’s End by EM Forster. I saw this play a few years back and was lulled in to a false sense of security that this would not be a play about AIDS because it was set in the relatively modern day with a focus on younger queer characters, but ohhhhhhh how wrong I was. Towards the end of the first part, we hear a story from a character named Walter, an older gay man that lived in the same building as the main characters, and he recounts the story of his life, how his husband, Henry, built a farm outside of New York city for the two of them to live in…right around the time that AIDS started decimating the area. How that distance still was not good enough for Henry so he would leave on business trips, because his fear of catching AIDS was so strong. 
Walter tells the story of when he went back in to the city for the first time, and ran in to a friend he used to know, who had acquired AIDS and was on the brink of death. He talks about how when Henry was away, he brought that kid to the farm Henry had built to hide from AIDS, and Walter cared for that boy until he died. Walter talks about doing that again and again and again and again, dozens of times, he would go in to the city, bring a friend back home, and care for them until they passed. 
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^[sidebar: I very much do not like Robert]
Part of the play ends with Walter being asked what it was like at that time, Walter asks the main characters to name someone they know, they give a name, he says “they’re dead. Give me another name, he’s dead”. For what felt like minutes, name after name after name is called and name after name after name is dead. When I saw that scene I broke down in the theater, I cried for the entirety of the walk back to the train station, I was brought to the brink of tears at the thought of that scene for a month after I saw the show. 
I mention this because it was all that I could think about while watching Robert and Michael interact with one another, while seeing this plot unfold. Robert fleeing New York while Michael stayed to care for his dying friend. Knowing that Walter and Henry stayed together after all was said and done, after Henry had stopped running from reality, and the death rates had slowed; then seeing Robert decide not to go to Africa, and how Michael did not show any signs of planning to break up with Robert knowing, despite knowing how Robert felt too settled, how Robert had chosen to go, despite knowing that Robert was running from loss, and running from being a support for Michael when the love of his life finally dies. 
So despite the fact that Parting Glances didn’t evoke the same feelings, though I felt like overall it was a relatively upbeat, uptempo, gentle film, the current underneath it all, the dying underneath it all, the tragedy is right there but it is just out of reach. 
Favorite Scene 
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I think my favorite scene is when Joan and Michael are laying in bed together, holding stuffed animals at Robert’s going away party while they just casually talk about death and dying. It just felt very much like a conversation I have had with my best friend on multiple occasions, especially lately because we've had a number of deaths happen in our lives recently. And yes, my friend and I both match the type of conversation part this scene, and also the beating each other up with stuffed animals part of this scene.
Obviously we do not spend enough time with the other characters at the party to know exactly what is going on in their lives, and there is not doubt many if not all of them have lost loved ones to AIDS, but we know that Joan and Michael are really the only two people who go and visit Nick, and it feels so symbolic of the weight that they are shouldering caring for their dying friend to have the only two people who have not cut themselves off from Nick be sitting together, in another room away from all the other gay attendees, discussing, speculating, joking about death. 
Favorite Quote
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We all know the real right answer is: “Straight men are jerks. Gay men are jerks. Straight women are jerks. That leaves lesbians and they are off in their ivory towers laughing their heads off at the rest of us. I should’ve been a dyke” 
But I am going to go for the more serious:
“...look at the others, waiting, wondering if some innocent moment of pleasure long past can set them up with the ultimate form of [German word my subtitles did not state]...  I’d like to stage a piece in which all of the performers are people who are terminally ill, can you imagine the intensity, the concentration, the purpose”
This is said off-handedly in a conversation between Joan and a heterosexual male artist who was attending the party. I put it here for two reasons: a) the first half is a very succinct commentary on the state of the queer community (at least who were at the party) and feels like general commentary about the movie’s premise as a whole. Especially because Nick talks about how he didn’t realize how long the gestation period of HIV was, and by the time he started taking protective measures it was already too late. b) because the second half is just the most pretentious, absolutely mindless, careless, and shitty thing to say to someone who is actively losing a friend to a terminal illness. This fucking hetero artist came in to a room full of queer people and decided that dying people would be great to put in to his next project for ~The Vibes~ and I love that comment so much because first, it shows how much he Does Not Get It, and second because of how much disgust is baked in to Joan’s “Excuse me” as she leaves before he can finish his thought. 
Because to say that to someone who is watching loved one after loved one after loved one die before their eyes is an absolutely disgusting thing to do (in my opinion). 
Final Score
8/10
Up next, Philadelphia (1993)
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howtobeamagicalgirl · 9 months
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Just now thinking about my parents yelling at me and my siblings for eating all of the groceries they just bought when I was a teen and how it's actually made me waste more food as an adult bc I buy things and only use part before stowing the rest away bc I feel like if I eat everything within like a week it means I'm a greedy savage and I don't have any respect for the things I consume.
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icewindandboringhorror · 11 months
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Daily Log 5
Trying out (probably just temporarily) making short daily-ish notes about things, in an attempt to see if it helps me be more reflective or productive lol.
Activities: Not much, I had to run errands most of the day and also felt incredibly tired, probably because the cats woke me up like 4 times last night begging for food and things. Overly warm and headachey a lot.
I planted a few new flowers, and pressed more flowers and clovers in my Large Sturdy Flower Pressing Book as well.
Actually worked on translating the text for the previously mentioned tapestry/painting thing. I think I've decided that it doesn't really matter very much, because nobody else even knows anything about this conlang except for me, so they won't know if it's wrong lol.. It is not entirely completed after all (complete enough to translate most simple sentences into consistently, but also there are a few spots here and there where I haven't fully worked out the way some part of speech actually functions or etc., or I wrote down one thing that later contradicts something else, so occasionally I reach a sentence that I'm not sure exactly which rule to follow to translate, and I need to do a larger comprehensive organization of the document to work out all the kinks and declare officially like 'THIS is the ONE way this is done' etc. etc.) - so because of that, I think I'll just kind of 'do my best' and if the rules now end up changing in the future as I further work on the language, then, that's fine, because nobody can read it anyway lol. Kind of like that song on my side music youtube that's sung in genuine Avirrekava lyrics but also I wrote them years ago and some of the sentences have now become outdated/invalid.
Washed and cleaned some kale so it will be dry for me to maybe make silly kale chips tomorrow.
Final proofreading + posting of the poll adventure thing.
eughh,, literally nothing else.. I hate running errands because it always makes me feel drained and sick after, plus I get nothing else done all day except for just going places. I know checking my p.o. box and picking up cat food and stuff is technically still a productive action, but it just feels like.. i should be getting all of my long term projects done instead lol.. what about the videos?? or worldbuilding?? what does grocery shopping have to do with elves??!?! >:V (aside from pretending to be a group of fantasy creatures evaluating produce having an imaginary conversation with yourself at the store ghghj,, but that is not productive either lol)
Notable sights: Found 13 four leaf clovers, and 2 five leaf clovers, though one of them is almost a 6 leaf (like one of the leaves is nearly split all the way into a sort of heart shape, just not entirely). Also two of the clovers are HUGE, probably the biggest 4 leaf clovers I've ever collected, like 2 inches across maybe. The sky was very pretty a lot with big fluffy white clouds. Not a 'sight' really, but I got to sit in air conditioning for a little while today and it was very nice. I love the cold crisp kind of stale air smell, like walking into a freezer or something (which I used to do when I was a kid, I would sneak into a walk-in freezer at a school cafeteria and just sit there for a while lol), it's comforting to me.
Goals moving forward: Consistent sleep schedule. Focus on social activities, finding new friends in the places I want to move, communicating with ones I have. Physical therapy exercises. Plant nasturtiums. Finish and upload videos, edit costume pictures & etc. Do the new costumes I've planned. MAKE SCULPTURES at some point, I miss them.
Notable foods: Had a bit of smoked gouda and green onions in my Mandated Completely Plain Flavorless Grits For Breakfast this morning, as a littol treat lol.. Tried a 'biscoff' ice cream bar, which is generally a flavor profile I like, but I think I would usually rather be eating a cookie than having ice cream. Also an Ensure nutritional drink, which I know most people consider gross but I genuinely like them.. maybe it's like a source of comfort when my stomach is too sick to eat, like 'oh well at least I can have this cold smooth textured chalky chocolate thing' lol.
Sort of like how I have positive conditioning to feel safe/comfortable in bathrooms (due to it usually being one of the only places you can safely retreat from a social situation or get out of crowds in public areas, etc.), even though rationally I have no particular reason to like bathrooms much, and most people dislike public bathrooms especially. Fellow public bathroom and ensure nutritional shake lovers unite! (3 of us in the entire world)
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#just posting these publicly since it feels more like I'm doing something or easier to hold yourself accountable if you make public#declarations of goals and progress or etc. .. perhaps.. for now..#Not sure if this is helping me be more productive#though I think it might in some ways help me appreciate things around me more. Since I'm kind of collecting 'notable' sights or smells#or things. sometimes through the day I'm looking around my environment trying to spot anything whimsical or wonderful or pleasing#I could see this excercise possiblyhelping people pick out more positives around them and appreciate small things in life more#I kind of already do that (very meticulous slow moving person who notices tiny details in everything) so I'm not sure if it's any more than#I usually would but.. eh?? maybe??#Still craving a ton of hearty foods lol my body is so so so deficient in something right now and I'm being very cool about it#I have a very high level of self control (so like am very responsible good at managing money and getting placeson time and planning and#etc. and abstaining from things if necessary (like wearing a mask and cutting out certain activities during a pandemice#or not eating something now that might hurt my stomach later etc. etc.) so It's not much of a problem but#if not... I would probably be ordering in so much random fast food and stuff or something ghh#Even before I was put on a restrictive diet by my doctors I still never ate out very much for money reasons#Usually once a month or less. this includes stuff like coffees (can be made at home cheaper) or drinks or etc.#Especially with the cost of things going up so much now I'm kind of glad I've already built in that habit#/have never known or gotten used to anything else - because if not I feel like it would be a real shock or like a struggle#I have friends that order in food for like every single meal and it's only getting more and more expensive#so I guess it's kind of releiving to not really have the prospect of that stress as much (though things in the grocery store#are still expensive too so.. even if you're cooking at home. You do save money but its STILL a strain with the current#economy). ANYWAY... maybe sometimes it is good to be miserly and poor.. if I had unlimited money and a spending habit or something#I could go through with ordering ribs and chicken wings and 5 plates of lasagna and a burrito and udon and etc. and eat it all at once#and then have such a bad stomach pains I have to go to the hospital lol#ANYWAY...#daily log
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yupyupppippi · 1 year
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i'm still very much addicted to my phone but lately i've just been craving tactile experiences, like i think it's cool i can download any book to my phone but it can't replace the feeling of holding a physical book. drawing on the computer is way easier to correct mistakes but i love the feeling of holding something i made in my hands when i've finished it. heck, even movies, i love when movies are visibly on a movie set, and the practical effects have a realistic weight to them
i'm online as much as the rest of the world but i'm very much want to literally touch grass
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tatoasting · 1 year
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Hehe, I really like them <3
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keets-writing-corner · 2 months
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Thinking a LOT about Lucifer in the latest Hazbin episode. Idk what I was expecting but not this??
As I was watching my immediate thought was just "huh... Lucifer is kinda of weird..." but as the episode went on I realized the issue
the dude is off the chain depressed, like he says it as a joke but holy cow it is SO BAD
He's manically just creating rubber ducks cuz his daughter really like it that one time but it's empty, it's never good enough but he keeps doing it, maybe cuz he doesn't know how to pass the time otherwise.
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like I get the feeling he HAS better things he SHOULD be doing than making rubber duck after rubber duck. At first I was like, "Bruh why isn't the king of hell doing anything?" aaaaand then it became clear...
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The dude is disassociating so bad he can barely hold a conversation let alone remember information. He clearly WANTS to, he wants to be involved with his daughter so bad, he wants to care about the things she's doing so bad, but his depression keeps interfering. It's like he can only hear every other word and he grasps onto the ones he does hear semi-out of context. Like you can see every time he catches something that he hadn't before and he just "well shit I didn't catch that part"
and that's why he reacts so weird when people talk to him. He is struggling so bad to engage with the conversation he's only getting 50% of it
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does that look like the face of a man who knows what the hell the conversation is even about??? he is STRUGGLING
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like Charlie spent so long telling him about the hotel, and he STILL didn't understand what she wanted. Yeah it comes off as ditzy but literally I've been in that position where your brain just "nope, not doing this right now" and nerfs your conversation comprehension. So as someone who's BEEN in that position, to me it feels exactly like what he's dealing with. He's sorta engaged with the conversation, but only as much as his brain will allow
For example, when I'm dealing with this, this is what someone talking to me feels like this where the crossed out parts are what I missed and bold is what I catch, "Hey! You know I was thinking for dinner we could either make some chicken with rice? But if you don't feel like cooking, pasta is super easy and you love that right? What do you want to do?" you can kinda get that someone is trying to talk to you about dinner, and towards the end you get the impression that they asked something that needs your input so you can decently put 2 and 2 together and try and pass off, but crucial bits were left out, I would have no idea that either chicken or pasta is in the conversation only having heard "rice". When someone is just talking at me, I can decently pass off as being engaged but the second I'm required to participate in the conversation I'm screwed. Seem familiar? At which point I have 2 options, try to give a bullshit answer, or admit that I missed what they were saying and ask them to repeat
Lucifer, unfortunately, is trying so damn hard to hide that he's dealing with like 24/7 dissociation, so he can't admit that he's missing entire chunks of the conversation, hence his really weird replies. He does eventually get the full picture and then he and Charlie start having the real conversation
Also, the Alastor/Lucifer rivalry was hilarious but also really indicative of more of what Lucifer is dealing with
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Alastor is, unfortunately, really good at picking up people's insecurities, and thanks to Charlie's description earlier and watching Lucifer clearly trying to overcompensate, he immediately picks up on the fact that Lucifer KNOWS he struggles to be a good dad (we know cuz it's cuz of the depression, hard to be engaged when your brain keeps turning off) and decides to rub salt in the wound by pretending he's been acting as a surrogate father to Charlie. Now why Alastor decided to pick a fight with the king of hell is beyond me, I do not understand Alastor (and I LIKE IT) (maybe it's cuz Alastor thinks he's hot shit and was expecting Lucifer to at least have heard of him but Lucifer just treats him like a nobody? who knows)(why would Lucifer listen to radio anyways when he can't even pay attention to a conversation it'd just be white noise)
But yeah I just was expecting someone who oozed either charisma or presence and instead I got a depressed dad who's dissociating so bad he can barely function and be present in his life. The only thing it seems he CAN do is make rubber ducks cuz his daughter really liked it that one time
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Idk Lucifer is tragic to me. Whatever the full details of what heavan did to him absolutely broke him and he can't deal with it. He's aware of it, and he doesn't know how to fix it, so he tries to over compensate and sorta makes an ass out of himself but no one says or does anything cuz this guy is supposed to be THE king of hell
Suddenly it's making a lot more sense why he just rolls over and lets heaven do what it wants and even told Charlie to go in his place the start of the show. He's not in any headspace to hold a basic conversation let alone negotiate! He didn't even know who Alastor was, he's been so out of touch
idk I like him, he seems sweet, I hope Charlie brings some light back into his life. He really needs to get out of that rubber duck room
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inkoutsidethelines · 1 year
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Thinking about how I would write an adult Scooby-Doo series, because I think it can be done.
The first thing I’d do is make the characters actually be adults.  Still young, but adults, in the mid to late 20s range.  Mystery Inc. is a private detective type business that they run together.  In this universe, the supernatural/ghosts/etc are real, but not necessarily common, so when they take on a case, the culprit might be a person disguised as a monster, or it might actually be a real ghost.  The stakes can be higher; sometimes a bad guy is legitimately trying to kill them.  Sometimes the mystery they’re trying to solve is a murder.  Sometimes they actually get hurt on their cases.
Fred: the core of Fred’s character should be that he’s incredibly kind.  Like, give a stranger the shirt off his back kind.  The “Fred can’t talk to potential clients because he might take a case for free and we need to eat” kind.  He’s an honest and good person and sometimes gets himself into trouble because he assumes other people are too.  While he’s not very good at reading people or noticing ulterior motives, he’s brilliant when it comes to mechanical or engineering type stuff, so he’s the one who keeps the mystery machine running, builds their gadgets, and of course, designs the traps.
Daphne: she comes from old money, and her parents absolutely despise her life choices, to the point where they haven’t officially disowned her, but they have basically cut her off, so she doesn’t actually have access to any family money.  Growing up wealthy has granted her a variety of skills, including speaking multiple languages, horseback riding, and fencing.  She’s very into fashion and jewelry (even if she can’t afford it anymore) and has extensive knowledge of both that can occasionally provide a vital clue in a case. And even though her parents have cut her off, Daphne still has a wide network of contacts she can ask for favors sometimes, because she’s personable, and people tend to like her.  Daphne is also very emotionally intelligent, and is usually the one who can spot when someone is lying to them.
Side note - I ship Fred and Daphne, so I think I would start them off as an established couple for this universe.  Dating, engaged, married, I don’t care.  They are stupidly in love, ride or die for each other.  There’s no will they, won’t they, no worries about cheating.  They are in a healthy, happy, loving relationship, and no one (not even Daphne’s disapproving parents) are going to mess that up for them.
Velma: she is the forensics nerd who sometimes gets super excited about the wrong thing at the wrong time (”He was mummified in seconds? That’s so cool!” “Velma!  His wife is standing right there!” “Oh.  Sorry.”).  She’s not purposely insensitive, she just gets laser focused on her work and forgets to filter herself sometimes.  She’s also the one who can get so fixated on solving whatever mystery they’re working on, she’s willing to bend or maybe break laws.  Is breaking and entering really so bad?  Not if it gets them answers.
Shaggy: he is still the comic relief, but he’s the comic relief by being the only person in the group that actually has common sense.  He manages the business’s finances, he’s the only one who knows how to cook, and the others tease him for being a coward sometimes, but Shaggy maintains that if a ghost with an axe is coming for you, running is the only sensible option.  He should also have a range of random knowledge that sounds useless, but sometimes saves the day (ex ventriloquism, origami, the history of spoons, etc).
Scooby: as this is a universe where supernatural creatures exist, Scooby is an ancient eldritch type being that took a shine to Shaggy when he was a kid, and took the form of a talking dog to befriend and hang out with him.  Aside from the talking dog bit and not aging, he never uses his powers in a way that anyone notices.  The audience is not told upfront that Scooby is an ancient eldritch being; it should slowly be hinted at throughout the series so the audience put it together, but the characters never realize it.  Scooby genuinely considers Shaggy to be his best friend, and cares about the rest of the gang too.
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alamwamal · 9 months
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Tumblr has been inhospitable lately with all the blazing and the gaay/traans blazed at your face especially. Have you seen the offensive murder cat sticker ad? I've blocked the user and reported the ad as repetitive and as offensive countless times with no success.
It has been for a while with the whole P-bots before, the blazing was bad too. Part of the reason I was keeping away from Tumblr was that too, aside from the exams, I thought it was temporary experimenting and it'll get better, but now? it's unbearable.
And now I can't click to check the prev tags?
Tumblr is truly not worth it, I just don't have the energy at the moment to find it anywhere else. But I will asap.
#yes it's that bad#I've been considering going back to twitter lately#it's so insane there too that when I search izayyya/nammie on twitter i get the yaooii shippers adding nammie to their popular void ship#but on the fandom here on tumblr it's all mischaracterization plus traanz fever nonsense#I saw someone saying that iza is traanz and jealous of nam bc she's a 'real' female and makes her do ''demeaning housewife chores''#like are you kidding me?! like as far as we know it's just cooking & canonically iza loves homemade cooking and refuses to eat junk food -#and he will only eat in fancy restaurants if he eats out -& don't get me start on iza as neglected child bc hs parents traveled all the tim#namie who complains about it tells his sisters when they were shocked by the amount he pays her that she thinks she's underpaid bc: --#-- ''taking care of your family [brother] is more difficult than I thought'' She literally describes working for him as taking care of him#it doesn't have to negate your romances it can be siblings thing as a big sister taking care of her siblings but still annoyed by them#if you're going to slaughter the characterization I don't have to tolerate your stupidity#recently I've been rereading chaiiinsawman and i couldn't venture though the tags for days i start but I just had to stop#today I cleaned the den/powy tag from a certain gaay and practically peeddo ship and after blocking just 5 blogs i could see normal stuff#i think i'm going to block for pitiful reasons again until I find a way#to delete
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neverindifferent · 4 months
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oh my god. I finally finished it!! 🤭 eye strain purple atla babies 🫶🏻💜 thoughts under the cut 💜
(click for better quality) <3
Top Left: Aangry boy (I’m sorry 🤭) but yes Aang in full air nomad mode, his robes were so satisfying to draw. In my head he’s like 18 here.
Bottom Left: Everyone’s favorite Kyoshi Warrior, SUKI!!! *said in the exact cadence of fifteen yr old Sokka btw* she’s in her boiling rock clothes because I’m obsessed with that episode and also she still kicks ass even without her fan 💅🏻 precious baby who could totally kill me.
Top Middle: Katara in all her waterbending glory!! I love her character design in the comics so I tried my best to recreate it. Water tribe arm wraps are something that can be so personal actually. Fr tho I just admire her so much. 🌊
Bottom Middle: Sokka and Zuko, they are in love your honor. Turning that homoerotic subtext into text because THEY ARE IN LOVE YOUR HONOR!!! also I’m a sucker for long hair Zuko and for longer wolf tail Sokka with piercings. They are like 20 here in my head. they’re soft eyes for each other will be the death of me. 💕🤗🤗
Top Right: Azula, Mai, Ty-Lee. GIRLSSSS 💅🏻🔪⚡️🤸🏻‍♀️they are my holy trinity. also slightly toxic homoerotic three person friendships that end for some hyper specific and highly queer reason are basically my whole life story. rip to my friend group, I was gay for both of you, sorry 🫡 also I think their friendship is so interesting considering just how alienated they all were from the real world because of who their parents are, they really did only have each other so like ofc things got codependent and gay. 😢
Bottom Right: TOPH! she is the level of unbothered I aspire to be. she is untouchable because she just does not gaf what anyone thinks!! 😮‍💨 she’s also never wrong about anything ever and no I do not take criticism. obsessed with her. A tiny blind street fighter aristocrat, they were cooking when they invented her. 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
Doodles (from top to bottom): Momo, Appa, Glider, Water-tribe Symbol, Water, lightning bolts, Mai’s throwing knives, Ty-Lee sparkles. Kyoshi makeup and headdress, boomerang!, hearts 💕, a flaming heart ❤️‍🔥, earth rumble championship belt, toph’s wanted poster doodle.
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xo-cod · 5 months
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hc's when you five share the barracks together/just in general <3 (ooc, rushed my bad lmao, can be read platonically/romantically, reader is v close to them!!) kinda long oops 😩 might do a part 2 idk
nsfw version 🩷
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there's a whole lot of testosterone and musk in the air when you're sharing living spaces with 4 men ‼️
all four men compete with each other to get your attention, even if it's unknowingly
whole lotta pouting when you're spending time with more man than the other, you're a great companion ;) and the army is lonely. they all need equal love and attention
speaking of, if you're smelling like one of them the other will immediately bundle you in his arms to put his scent on you instead and to cancel out the other (alpha behaviour 😵‍💫)
whole lotta flirting from each of them. they're all very intelligent soldiers, they know exactly what to say to get you going 😙
all of them adore the height difference with you. you get teased about it relentlessly (out of love obvi)
i don't think they're particularly messy men but ghost and gaz are the most cleanest, they like having their things in order and knowing where everything is
price is next because he's slumped with being captain so you'll see a lot of his paperwork around with coffee mugs from pulling all nighters
soap is more organised mess. it might look messy to you but he knows exactly where everything is
you, soap and gaz definitely have rap battles late at night. it starts of quiet but you'll usually hear price shouting at you three from his bedroom to stfu. ghost threatens to pull a grenade if you don't be quiet
assuming you're naturally a good cook, they'd all be so appreciative :") especially on bad days, your cooking reminds each of them of home (or lack of)
face masks! gaz would 100% be down to do them with you, soap would follow next because if gaz is doing it then he too???
ghost would roll his eyes, continuing polishing his guns with a rag "you ain't putting that muck on my face"
price would just look at you, shaking his head "got too much to do, sweetness"
but you're quite the convincer and all four men are on the floor of your bedroom, gossiping about the last mission with their preferred colour of face mask across their faces
assuming you're the only woman, they get very protective when you're hurt. soldiers get hurt from time to time but its different when it's you
"you alright, bonnie?" soap's gentle voice comes through your room as he hands you a warm mug of your fave drink
gaz had you wrapped in a big fluffy blanket, gently stroking your back
"who was it?" ghost's voice is firm, wanting to know who dared injured the youngest member of their team
"already got a handle on 'em" price follows, looking at the computer. whatever enemy dared to raise their hands on wished they'd be six feet under after all four men are done with them
you're the one each man needs when they're having a particularly bad day which are usually far in few between but sometimes it happens
gaz and soap are the types to seek you out, their faces settled in a troubled frown before they place their arms around you. no questions just yet, they just want to feel skin to skin for now. keeping them grounded before they can explain what happened. they're not looking for a fixer, just someone who'll listen
ghost and price are the type to isolate themselves for a while until it's night and then you'll find them gently knocking on your bedroom door and slipping inside, between your covers. their grip is strong, burying their faces deep into your neck whilst trying to wrap his arms as much as he can. these two won't talk much either, just looking to be held and stroked to calm down
ghost and soap are the type to show affection through lingering touches while gaz and price show affections through their words.
but speaking of hugs, each of them have their own special way they like to embrace
ghost thinks he's being slick but you realise just how touchstarved he really is, he gives hugs with his arms around your shoulders bringing you in to his chest. mostly because he's tall and broad but he likes how he can manhandle you from this position and smelling your scent <3
soap's the type to tackle you in a playful hug, maybe a spin to get a laugh out of you before he gently strokes your skin for a few seconds, a gentle kiss to your temple <3
price likes to hug from behind, resting his chin on your head while he looks at what you're doing. depending on you, his big arms are either wrapped on your waist or your shoulders <3
gaz gives side hugs because he likes linking his arm around your hips and he likes how you fit snugly into his body. and this way he can lean his head against yours and can bring you in closer with his other arm <3
all four can immediately smell you before you come in because they adore whatever perfume/spray you have
each of them would absolutely melt into pieces if you joined them/kept them company in what they were doing
and if they catch you in a towel after having a shower, best believe they're quickly walking back around to where they came from to help alleviate the growing... tent in their pants
lowkey kinda pervy 🫣 (never in a harmful way)
each of them have their strong points and would 100% train you in becoming stronger
even if you're a well established soldier, they all worry for your safety
price would teach you sniper techniques, ghost teaches you combat, gaz teaches you how to sharpen your aim and soap teaches you about explosives and how to construct/dismantle each of them
they take the training very seriously with you
a ton of cursing when their fave team loses lmaoo
if you're avid tea drinker, join the gaz/ghost/price club. if you're not, join the hater club with soap <3
ghost/gaz/soap will playfully fight with you, careful not to use their full strength and not to harm you. but it's so cute to them when you're struggling a little under them.
but when price scolds them in doing so, "i'm just helping in case there's an attack!"
if you're arguing against one of them, another will come to your defence. unless you're arguing all four then it's the silent treatment from you 🤭
all four of them melt when you call them by their real name instead of their callsign :")
ghost usually comes to you when his balaclava is broken and he'll keep you company as your fingers work their magic to the fabric, gently leaning against you as you speak to him
price will let you shape up his beard after you begging to do so and he grows to enjoy those tender moments
soap definitely calls for your help to shape up his mohawk, he trusts your hand to eye coordination above anyone elses
ghost will playfully ruffle your hair whenever you both pass each other
price gives you a gentle squeeze on the shoulder
gaz gives you a soft stroke on your arm or back whenever he's passing by
soap will gently tap his head against yours, not too hard to cause pain but just enough to know that he's there
but above all, the barracks you five share is definitely a safe space for each of them the second they come through the door <333
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gottagobuycheese · 1 year
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Just 6-10 weeks and I’ll be able to taste a little freedom again...just gotta hold out until March/April......
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pupkashi · 26 days
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satoru loves yapping [to you]
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satoru was always chatty, shoko could definitely attest to that statement, subjected to too many conversations she definitely did not care about.
“isn’t it hotter than usual? i swear last year it was colder around this time of year-” he began, continuing to talk as shoko tried to focus instead on healing an injured itadori in front of her.
it seemed that his chatty characteristic only amplified when you were around, his eyes would visibly brighten, practically gleaming when you appeared in his eyesight.
“sweetheart! how are you? staying cold in this heat?” you can help but smile at him, walking straight into his already outstretched arms and squeezing his waist a bit, pressing a soft peck to his cheek before pulling away.
“heat? it feels so good out today!” you sigh happily, waving yellow to shoko and itadori, “it is hotter than last year though I’ll tell you that,” satoru grins at your words, turning to shoko with a flint in his eyes before turning back to you.
“that’s what I said! global warming is getting too severe-” the two of you walking out hand in hand, the taller man still talking as you listened intently.
satoru never felt the need to be quiet around you, always finding things to talk about no matter the task or the hour.
“and so you would think that since they were doing so bad they would think of making changes right?” you nod along, humming so he knows you’re listening, “but no! they keep going with same stupid strategy and it’s so frustrating as a fan to see, i just want him to achieve his dreams,” he sighs sadly.
“can you pass the salt?” you ask, taking it from his much larger hand, thanking him before speaking up again, “why does he keep resigning if they always treat him so poorly?” you ask, satoru smiles, heart warming at the fact that you really do pay attention to him.
“he’s always wanted to win with Ferrari- let me take you back to the beginning” he begins, giving you a summary of charles leclerc’s life as you finish cooking dinner.
you could always tell when he got a bit insecure of how talkative he was, but you’d always smile at him, urging him to go on. “and then what? why’d you stop talking?” you’d say, making him smile widely before quietly starting again.
“I’m listening, angel boy,” you mumble in between dreams, listening to him talk about how orange juice isn’t the same as it was when he was growing up and how the new game he downloaded was more complicated than it seems.
it could be nearing 2 in the morning but you wouldn’t mind, satoru would be discussing how and why wombats have cube shaped poops and how koalas eat eucalyptus and pandas have half a brain cell they don’t bother to use.
“it has no real nutritional value and that’s why they have to eat so much of it,” he mumbles, eyes drooping as he cuddles closer to you.
“aren’t they made to digest meat?” you whisper, head tucked into the crook of his neck, your breath running a chill down his spine.
“think so, dunno” he mumbles back, breathing evening out before he’s fully asleep.
your eyes open slowly as you crane your neck, his pink lips slightly parted as he takes soft breaths, snowy hair pointing every which way.
you can’t help but smile at your lover.
“goodnight pretty boy” you whisper, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek, “my little yapper,” you chuckle to yourself, already looking forward to what he’d talk about tomorrow.
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a/n: hi friends ! just a quick little something i put together bc i miss satoru so bad lately </3 he’s def a yapper and i want to hear him talk all day and night
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