#no he's upsetting me. i hate him im gonna kill u give me $200

[vangowo]

im upset

#georgenotfound #no he's upsetting me. i hate him im gonna kill u give me $200 #what ...i.....hmm. HMMMMMM. #mcyt #everyone look away do not observe me

[antiloreolympus]

11 Anti LO Asks

1. I feel like RS shits on Artemis when I feel like she isn’t bad as everyone makes to be. When she meets persphone, her look on the pink goddess was she’s never had a chance to bend the rules or even live a little. She takes her to a party, let’s her meet her brother and their friend, normal stuff. She didn’t have mind powers to know what Apollo did, and she did try to apologize for upsetting persphone with a cake. I wouldn’t say the two are besties but she did try to help persphone best she could. And now Artemis is used to excuse Persphones genocide crime. 

2. Took them long enough to make Artemis' body like every other woman in the latest free episode wow such diversity 🙄

3. Hear me out, Apollo takes Daphnes hibernation to frame persphone as more of a nymph turning people into plants. We now have the whole cast know that’s what she’s capable of and unable to fix. Idk I just feel like persphone isn’t gonna face any consequence “oh community service gee golly sounds like fun” really deflated me since ya know persphone not only kill mortals but turned a nymph into a plant.

Hades said this was his domain to deal with yet he’s not gonna help out his ex gf who he witnessed turned into a plant after he wasted her time using her as a place holder. RS is afraid to give persphone any form of growth. 

4. i mean, i wouldnt pay upwards to nearly 50 dollars for a book version of something i could read for free on my phone in the format it was made for either.

5. what i dont get is if rachel wants the endgame to be kids then why is adoption not an option? its not even brought up, there is only focus on biological kids. more so, and i HATE the fandom does this bc rachel is so easily swayed by them, but its always boys too? the only kids hades seems to have in myth (excluding the orphic ones) is either the furies (which cant happen in LO) or makaria, so daughters, but it seems the fandom and rachel care more to follow the male heir trope for some reason :/

6. im just sad she had such a unique style but now its just gone. even her sketches on twitter, so we know its her doing it instead of a team, just lack that charm and style it once had. i just dont get how she lost that unique edge so fast. the majority of LO is in this current style too while her original one, which is what made it popular, was only in the first 20ish episodes.

7. It doesn't make sense that Artemis n Apollo got to morder a buncha people without a pass and didn't get send to court but the only reason it doesn't make sense is because RS decided 'lol scene's looking like shit for perse, time to pull out another greek myth that makes everyone else look bad lololol' (also why isn't perse defending Artemis if she lovse all her frieinds so much? Like PLEASE RS STICK TO SMTH)

8. Where can we go to read the bonus chapter?

From OP: Currently, there’s not a way to read it online from what I’ve seen.

9. I don;t get how when the villagers murder perse's friends, they get killed, but when perse kills, she gets community service???

From OP: That’s because nymphs are more valued than humans. It’s kind of weird because in LO, nymphs are lower class and aren’t really treated with respect either. They’re like slightly above mortals in terms of importance.

10. if we reach episode 200 of LO and they're still not a couple i might actually lose it. true beauty and lets play are both dragged out too but even they both have more romance going on than dragging it out this much.

-----FP Spoilers/Mention-----

11. FP TALK: So i had to catch myself up with the past episode of this and… my god i just remembered why the HELL I dropped it. So basically Hades found out from eavesdropping and then Persephone was technically FORCED to talk about it while Hades kept PUSHING IT!!! Only for him to become that pissed off and for Persephone to stop him from that form!? Bitch I would’ve told him that he’s overstepping boundaries. And for him to say “what doesn’t kill you make you stronger” to her??? B r u h, that turama doesn’t make you stronger, it hurts and it stays with you no matter what. Yes you can heal from it but yet Persephone is still healing, only for her to keep. Wing forced to talk about it??? That’s horrible and not what she would need to hear. Also why the hell do I sense a Apollo redemption?? I hate where this is going. Why did I pick this up again??😓

#anti lo #anti lore olympus #lore olympus critical #lo critical

[averitatsuyabnha]

BNHA Y/N incorrect quotes cause im bored

Kirishima: Have you been yelled at by Y/N yet?

Bakugou: I’m not scared of Y/N.

Kirishima: So, no?

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Y/N: In the name of the Father, son, and Holy ghost

Kaminari: Head, shoulders, knees, and toes

Y/N: Turn up your nose, strike that pose!

Y/N and Kaminari: Hey Macarena!

1-A: GO TO SLEEP

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Bakugou: I’ve sent good vibes your way. They’re coming and there’s no way you can stop them.

Y/N:.....This is the most violent way I’ve been cheered up.

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Y/N: What’s the fear of being murdered called?

Bakugou: ........ common sense.

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Y/N: I wanna give you the world, but I only have, like, 200 yen.

Sero: Come here.

Y/N: *comes closer*

Sero: *hugs you*

Sero: I don’t have any cash on me yet I have the whole world in my arms right now.

Y/N: B R U H 

Sero: Bruh.

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Todoroki: How do you want your coffee?

Tokoyami: As dark and bitter as my soul.

Y/N: One glass of milk coming right up!

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Y/N: *t-posing in the dorms* Good morning, parental figure.

Aizawa: Good morning, problem child.

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Y/N: *does something stupid*

Bakugou: Great. I needed another reason to be attracted to you.

Y/N: ...what?

Bakugou: ANNOYED! I SAID ANNOYED!

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Y/N: Okay. I have this box. We are going to put what makes us happy into this box.

Ochaco: Can I put Izuku in the box?

Y/N: No. 

Ilda: Can we put Midoriya in the box?

Y/N: ...No.

Todoroki: Can I-

Y/N: WE’RE NOT PUTTING DEKU IN THE BOX!

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Kaminari: It’s really muggy today.

Y/N: If I go outside and see all our mugs on the lawn, I will kill you.

Kaminari: *Sips coffee from bowl*

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Bakugou: Standing next to sunflowers always makes me feel weak, like "look at this fucking flower, this flower is taller than I am, this flower is winning and I'm losing"

Y/N: Wow. You are not ready to hear about trees.

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(i HAVE to add this one)

Canon Izuku: Alright, villain me. Time for you to be defeated once and for all-

Villain Deku: wait wait wait

Villain Deku: I’m baby

Canon Izuku: what does that even mean

Fandom: you can’t do that

Canon Izuku: WHAT

Fandom: he’s baby, you can’t just do that

Canon Izuku: but he’s a villain-

Fandom: well he’s baby so

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Y/N:  So Denki just texted me

Y/N:  and he says, “so, don’t be worried but I did this stupid thing”

Y/N:  And I’m worried cause I already know that he’s a dumbass and has no self control

Y/N:  and he tells me, “so i got high and did this thing”

Y/N:  and I’m panicking even more

Y/N:  and he finally tells me,

Y/N:  “I bought a 900 dollar wheel of cheese from France. It should be arriving next week.”

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Y/N: *on the phone* hey, babe. Can you come over?

Bakugou: No, I’m grounded.

Y/N: What the hell are you grounded?

Bakugou: My mom said “son of a bitch” and I yelled HELL YEAH I AM

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Y/N: *wearing Ilda’s glasses* How do I look?

Ilda: I have no idea.

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Y/N: Aizawa just took the wheels from our heelyz. I feel like Lucifer dtripped of his wings.

Sero: I have to walk down the halls like a common wench and I am livid.

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Bakugou: Whatever you're thinking right now, stop

Y/N: What?

Bakugou: You always make that face when you're about to say something stupid to piss me off so cut it out-

Y/N: I love you

Bakugou:

Y/N:

Y/N: Also cereal qualifies as a soup

Bakugou: I fucking knew it

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Tokoyami: I can't believe all these people dressed in black. All-black was my thing, and now everyone's doing it to be 'cool'. They're all posers

Y/N: Tokoyami, I cannot stress this enough. We are at Nighteye’s funeral

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Y/N: I know this is random, but Dom or Sub?

Midoriya Izuku: I guess Domino's. I don't go to Subway that much. Don't see why you'd put them in the same category.

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Kaminari: Because people are often buried in their best clothes, the zombie apocalypse would be a very formal affair.

Bakugou: If I die, I’m gonna be buried in battle armour. Good luck, bitch.

Y/N: If.

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Y/N: Oh look, we’re under the mistletoe. You know what that means.

Todoroki: Y/N, that isn’t mistletoe.

Todoroki, waking up in the middle of the night: Oh my god, they were flirting with me.

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(*WHEEZE* XD)

Shouto: *singing* I’m just like you

Zuko: *echoing* I’m just like you

Shouto: you’re just like me

Zuko: *echoing* you’re just like me

Shouto & Zuko: *holding hands* it’s something anyone can see

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*Kirishima playing with Y/N’s hair*

Y/N: Stop it Kirishima, you're ruining my reputation.

Kirishima: Then get off my lap.

Y/N: no

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Bakugou: Your existence is confusing.

Y/N: How so?

Bakugou: Your presence is annoying, but the thought of anything bad happening to you upsets me.

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Y/N: I will now torture you.

Dabi: [raises an eyebrow, smirking] Kinky.

Y/N: [smiles] I think you are sweet and beautiful.

Dabi: [tensing up] Wait…

Y/N: [moving toward him] You deserve to be cared for.

Dabi: [backing away] No.

Y/n: [leaning forward, trapping him against a wall] Your feelings and needs are valid and deserve to be heard.

Dabi: [holding up his hands] I need a safeword!

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Y/N: Bakugou has no survival skills, his need to win has replaced them.

Kirishima: That can’t be true!

Y/N: Watch this.

Y/N: Hey Bakubabe, race you to the bottom of the stairs!

Bakugou: [yeets self out the window]

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Ashido: *Sighs*

Y/N: You bored?

Ashido: Yeah.

Y/N: Wanna start drama for no reason?

Ashido: Thought you'd never ask

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Midoriya: I... I think I have a crush on Todoroki.

Y/N: Congratulations, you’re officially the last to know.

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Bakugou: I HATE YOU, DEKU!!

Midoriya: Yeah? WELL I HATE YOU TOO!!

[An hour later]

Bakugou, crying to Y/N: H-He wasn’t supposed to say it back!!

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(XD REEEEE)

Shigaraki: Goodnight.

Spinner: Goodnight.

Mr Compress: Sleep tight.

Toga: Don’t let the bed bugs bite.

Magne: Tonight.

Twice: Imma fight.

Toga: Til we see the sunlight.

Magne: Tik tok.

Twice: On the clock.

Toga: But the party don’t stop-

Dabi: SHUT THE FUCK UP

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Bakugou: I only feel one emotion and it is anger.

Y/N: Last night you drunk texted everyone of us a thousand heart emojis.

Bakugou: Out of anger.

#BNHA #MHA #incorrectquoes

[lyrieux-blog]

Thursday,  6th April

Time: 12:32

        -╳-             I’m back to just sleeping all the time - most of the time. I can’t feel all the madness if I’m asleep, can I? I can’t get overwhelmed by uncontrollable reactions, by emotions that are so intense, by emptiness that just creeps up out of fucking nowhere and consumes everything. I’m torn. Do I just go back to sleep - play unconscious roulette as to when I might wake up and then feel abysmal when I do because then I’ll have to face things again. Or do I go for a walk, play that kind of gambling; I could come back fine, I could be in a sense of bliss and be happy about being in existence. Or, I might toss myself in front of a bus. Or into the quarry. Or onto the railway line. My neighbor text me this morning - telling me that I need to apply for this job in a coffee shop so I’m not so useless to my mom. I can’t cope with working - I impulsively quit, or I get anxious and collapse, or I get angry and lash out, or I turn in on myself, or I get so worked up over it that I just don’t go in because I don’t fucking know what I’m gonna react to; I don’t know if they’re gonna judge me for shit I don’t even know I’m doing 80% of the time. I hatebeing around people, I don’t communicate well. But she doesn’t know this because I don’t fucking tell everyone what I feel, how I react - I repress it all and let it  C O N S U M E  ME a little at a time from the inside. But it’s getting too hard to hide, now. It’s seeping through the cracks. I am a useless fucking failure. What point is there to my existence? Why am I even fucking here when I’m just fucking mentally unstable? I can’t achieve anything. I can’t do anything.  I can’t even get any fucking help. Honestly, what is the fucking point in trying any more? I’m only gonna get worse. Things at home are only gonna get worse. Nothing is going to get better. So why stick around for it? 

I’m laying in the bath as I write; on mobile. Why? Because I’m trying to de-stress but I know that if I leave writing until I get out of the bath I will forget half of what I want to put down.

First and foremost; I took the weekend away from being online to spend some time with Mike. I was all excited to see him when he came over Saturday night; haven’t seen him in a while so I was really looking forward to it. Twenty minutes after him arriving here, I just wanted space. I wanted to be left alone, I was grumpy, I hated being touched. Honestly, I just wanted to go to bed and be left entirely alone but I buried it all down and carried on as if I was fine.

We ate food, played on the PlayStation, laughed with company with mom and Milly and Paul popped around, too. That was fine, I was distracted. Then I just switched off for a while, just… disassociated. I can’t remember half of the conversation or what we were watching on tv. The next thing I knew was that me and Mike were back in the bedroom, I had a migraine so I fell asleep; knew nothing until the next morning.

I really didn’t want to wake up; I just wanted to sleep the weekend away, I didn’t want to do anything. I felt like I hadn’t slept at all and then of course Mike wakes up and he’s all playful and I found it smothering. It just agitated me and pissed me off but again, I buried it because I know there’s no reason for it. Then I randomly burst into tears for no fucking reason and for half an hour afterwards I was just… out of it.

A panic attack and a random fit of anger toward the fucking cat (Who was literally doing nothing) later and I was as happy as can be, sat outside, sorting my garden bed out in the wonderful sunshine. I remained fine for a while, and then when back inside and finished stressing over feeding the cats, mom got home. She shot me a few snide remarks; Why didn’t you do this, why didn’t you do that- Same demeaning shit. Why doesn’t my sister do something instead of laying in bed all day on her pc?

Anyway. I get light sensitivity in my eyes so after watching Mike play a game for like… four hours with literal non stop shooting, I was teetering on the edge of another bad headache, so we lay down and started watching a movie. I just hid my head under the covers as I tried to feel normal; Mike just wanted sex. As always. I swear, that’s all he sticks around for sometimes. I fell asleep; kept waking up all night because I just couldn’t sleep and Mike wouldn’t let go if me and honestly, I spent the whole night in a panicked state wanting to get away.

Finally, morning comes and I know Mike was heading home today. So I pretend to be asleep for a little longer so time would pass and then after giving him breakfast and whatever, and continually feeling smotherd but baring a smile… He then leaves and then I get all clingy?? And do t want him to go and get all upset? Like for fuck sake, I spent the whole weekend, almost, wishing he wasn’t there and the next minute I don’t want him to leave?

The second I shut the door behind him, I felt relieved? And then I have to follow the same routine I do every time Mike has been over; clean up my room, change my bed sheets, open all my windows and then have a bath. I can’t function without doing that, otherwise. I just have to and I’m overcome with anxiety if I’m stopped from doing it. Like, mom asked me to walk up to the green to collect the cats tablets but I literally shouted and almost lost my temper that I couldn’t do it, just because I hadn’t yet done my little routine.

Now I’m sat in the bath, feeling really fucking low, fighting feelings of self harm, wanting Mike to come back. Like fucking seriously, what can I even do about it? Nothing, because I’m getting no help.

Remember that letter I sent to the doctor? I still haven’t heard anything back; it’s been over a week. Nothing. No phone call, no email, no expressing of concern. And I’ve got that form to fill out for the job center and without backup from a medical professional, I won’t get anywhere and they’ll force me to work and all that shit. And honestly, I can’t fucking cope because mom NEEDS THAT MONEY LIKE SHE KEEPS REMINDING ME. AND I CANT GET A DIAGNOSIS OR MENTAL HEALTH HELP EVEN THOUGH IM FUCKING ALL OVER THE PLACE.

I mean there it literally no fucking hope. I Mean, do I literally have to wait until crisis point before someone with any fucking knowledge or power will see me? Really? Because I’ve been that close to killing myself over the last two weeks that I somehow don’t think I’m going to reach that point and then live in order to be helped. So what’s the fucking point? There’s barely any help in my area anyway so why do I keep fighting? There is literally zero point besides the fact mom wants the money I get from being with Universal Credit.

That’s it. My life is worth £200 a month.

I’m struggling today, already. All I can think about is self harm and suicide; can’t shake it from my mind. I know I have to walk and pick up the cats tablets today, and I want to leave soon if I’m gonna go at all, but mom is still asleep; I need the money from her for the prescription. And I’m already really fucking agitated just thinking about it. I don’t WANT to go outside, I don’t WANT to walk all the way there; quite frankly I just want to throw myself under a fucking bus and there will be PLENTY passing on the way.