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steddiecameraroll · 6 months
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I know someone who doesn’t find Joe Keery attractive
Well, I guess it’s more I knew someone who doesn’t find Joe Keery attractive
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starryswirlll · 5 days
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We were the best of friends
Looking back in the memory lane
So how did this happen ?
Said we'd be forever instead
Now I think of you as my sweetest
regret
Who would've thought that this
is how it ends
And I know you've got brand new
friends,
To those you now go to vent
Maybe you didn't mean to ignore
my texts
But I've decided somethings are
better left unsaid
I tell myself you're busy
To avoid crumbling in self pity
You were the one I was first to tell
about my day
Now you're the last know what I
wanted to say
I skip by your block, right by the
bay
All the while watching you drift
away
I know you've got ordeals of your
own
But I'm tired of walking on eggshells
‘round your zone
You say it's the last time when
you make a mistake
But when you apologise, your
voice sounds so fake
I'm tired of carrying uncertainties
and doubt
So, when I count my friends,
I'll count you out
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therealmackenson10 · 2 months
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If you haven't already, please check out my track, now streaming on Spotify.
“Mr. Mack- Strangers”
Days turning into nights, learning not to take anything for granted, don’t know when they’ll shut off my lights.
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55deadsoul55 · 2 years
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You promised to protect me.
Little did I know it was you I needed to be protected from...
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tsaun · 9 months
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I guess i was right. You're completely fine without me
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nonsense000 · 3 months
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Man, it's so fucking sad when you kinda know/can feel the time of your friendship is over.
The sense of home fading away and just "not feeling it" anymore. The sense "I don't belong here anymore" growing bigger and bigger.
It's been nice getting to know you. Bye.
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florencemay · 6 months
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Dear Ex Best Friend.
I think I was better off before I met you.
Love, someone you didn't.
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contaminatedlamb · 4 months
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every once in a while, I walk past the closed door of our silent friendship. And when I do, I leave a gift of remembrance, of the love I still carry for you.
When I no longer gasp at the sight of a spider, instead carefully putting it on a piece of paper and placing it outside; I think of you.
When our songs come on and the lyrics swell out of my lungs, I dance with the ghost of your memory.
Whenever I mince garlic, I imagine you beside me, our mess of food scraps combining into one.
Whenever I enter nature, I imagine you, bare footed and laughing, taking quick steps towards the nearest river, your hair glittering golden in the sunlight, your voice calling for me to follow you.
When I am silent with a book, when I wear the noise cancelling headphones that are identical to the ones you own, when I am nestled under the weighted blanket you gave me on our friendship anniversary, when I glance at your detailed art in my room, when I see dragons, when I see birds, when I enter graveyards, when I, when I, when I— does it matter?? I always think of you.
As the months pass by our closed door of silence, just know you will always be with me, my friend.
You became too intertwined in my heart to be anything but a part of it.
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j0llyjk · 6 months
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One thing I hope you face is the sudden action of a person leaving you. It will rip you apart like no other, make you spill your guts and eat it back up. You will face one of the greatest tradgies, that being loneliness and you must learn to be okay with it in order to be human.
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euaindatenhosonhos · 1 year
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i had a friend .
i once had a friend, a very close one. they helped me in unimaginable ways. i can even say they helped staying alive, since they were there for me in my darkest time. that's why it hurts me to realize i lost them, forever. i trust them the most, even then they went behind my back and did something that broke my heart. i was so mad, i was so angry, all i could think of was the pain i was feeling for what i felt as a betrayal. they put their desire first and my feelings for last. they forgot what that meant to me, what they meant to me. and i overreacted, of course, i always do that when i'm hurt. but the funny thing is what hurt me the most was their silence after they found out i already knew about what they've done. they could've just keep talking normally to me, as always, but they didn't. they just ghosted me and that... that not only hurt me, but also broke me. what really makes me mad about this situation is that i lost a friend. i lost a friend that i truly needed and all for nothing. now neither of us can't go back. i don't hate them anymore, but they probably do. the problem is... i need a friend like them right now and i got no one else like they were.
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You’re trying to change the future to change the past.
Lost control of me in your crowd and now 
We’re more like one group that won’t last, 
As I’m moving on soon and yet 
You won’t stop that getting to to you. 
It doesn’t matter though because 
What’s happened is set in stone 
But you have to know friends aren’t something you own 
And you can’t keep telling me what to or not to do
No matter how much you matter, no matter how much I love you.
So now I’m across the sea but still a threat
To what, I don’t know.
It doesn’t matter though because 
What’s happened is set in stone 
And I know they they know what you said, but I’m alone
Not letting you tell me anything at all 
I blocked you and started building up a wall; 
Starting to see some of your toxicity
And some of mine. 
I only wish right now we didn’t just have online 
That I could talk to you in the flesh and blood 
But even then who knows what I would say
I want to yell and cry in your face 
You don’t know how much pain you’ve caused 
But then neither do I. 
This friendship needs to be built back from the ruins 
With new walls and foundations from new memories.
Reinventing us. Because 
What’s happened is set in stone
And I’ve knocked it all down and won’t pick up the phone 
The past is set in stone 
And when I see you again we’ll both have grown 
But our past will always be ours 
Together.
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A Sense of Bittersweet Nostalgia
Lately, I can’t help but think of you. I can’t help but think of the way you laughed, the way your eye crinkled when you smiled...
I shouldn’t miss you. I know I shouldn’t miss you. But your eyes... Oh your beautiful eyes.  How they haunt me, old friend. The way they gleamed in the light or the way they warmed when they saw me...
Although, love, I suppose part of you will live on with me in memory and in those memories we are happy.  Together we are fantasizing about the future, promises of growing old. Promises of platonic love rather than romantic one.
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25outcomes · 1 month
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as happy as you
some nights it hits me hard
other nights i’m numb to the feeling
I still care though
I will always care
sometimes I think you deserve better but,
other times I realize why this happened
I just wish I could move on,
but how can one move on if nothing happened in
the first place,
I still wonder what it would've been like
my mind keeps drifting back to you
i’m glad that your happy though,
I just wish she was as happy as you.
(thoughts about someone I used to be with, that ended up with one of my best friends- this is tea though because she was talking to him behind my back while I was telling her how I missed talking to him. they were together for three years, and he’s now gay.)
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eclecticjellyfishh · 2 months
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It's normal to miss people you're no longer in touch with, just because you aren't friends anymore, that doesn't mean you can't care about them or think about how are they doing
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6stonemarykateolsen · 3 months
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Dec 2023 // thoughts and feelings.
I was scrolling through social media. I saw that two of my acquaintances from high school got together and had a good time. It's so interesting to me how easily they have moved on from me and continue to act like I don't exist. It was no different in 2010 when I graduated high school. They forgot my existence even during my years of high school. I would see them together outside of school, again not inviting me. We had a huge fallout in 2014 over pictures and quotes. At the time, I was dealing with family issues and a guy friend who was dealing with his personal issues and seeking my friendship at the time. The qoutes helped me get through difficult times. Little did she know that at the time, she thought I was doing it on purpose and created tick tiks about me, and it continued in other forms, too, and still does, and it's almost 2024. Oh, and I didn't mention her and her mother sent a lovely police offer to my parents' house where I was living at the time. Ever since then, i have had a fear/ anxiety and panic attacks when I see police officers due to the mother and daughter duo. I'm not exactly sure what they're intend was because the lovely officer didn't do much he left, like within 10 minutes. I still think about it to this day. I have so many questions I'll never get answers to because she avoids me at all costs. I guess it truly showed her true colors. I often wonder if all that didn't happen would we still be friends.? I'll never know.
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