i was venting about being ghosted by people in my life who said they were my friends (to my “best friend”) & this was the response i got…
it. broke. me.
i’ve decided to take a break from my main social media for now… in fear that everyone feels this way about me. i have one person on here that i message regularly, so thankfully that’s only one person to overwhelm with my existence.
i chose to move to tumblr so i can “post to the void.”
i’m sorry… i just try to be friendly…
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Sitting in my room blasting music on full volume knowing no one likes me and I'm just using music as a distraction <3
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I'm so fucking unnecessary, I hate it.
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Why am I such a fuck up?
All I ever do is fuck things up. My life, my friendships, any relationship I had in the past. Something is wrong with me, I'm a curse.
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club for girlies that are inherently unlikeable but they don't know why
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i’m so sad right now
hanging out with my friends always makes me aware of how much of a loser i am
nobody flirts with me, nobody wants to sleep with me or date me
no one will ever love me
not even my friends
they’re only nice to me when it’s convenient to them
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I got interrupted mid talking and got told I talk a lot.
Suddenly, in my head I was 13 again, trying to find the courage to speak to people more.
Maybe I should have just stayed silent.
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*looking up how to deal with loneliness*
All internet pages, doctors, and experts: "Talk to a friend, tell your loved ones about your feelings. :)"
Me: ... Okay, which part of loneliness do you not understand!?!
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sometimes i can’t help thinking that there’s something inherently repulsive about me because otherwise people wouldn’t avoid me all the time
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Just got my cap and gown 🥲
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Fuck I was so cute
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I just feel like I'm never going to have a great life. I'll never have a good family, friend, or a partner. Like, I'm just made to exist in this torturous existence alone. I don't have a decent person in my life who genuinely cares for me.
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Knowing that your replaceable is the worst feeling. It proves that you were never needed, nor wanted, and that your absence wouldn't be a burden to anyone. That you aren't one of a kind. In fact, there are multiple different versions of you that are far better. You didn't leave a trace on anyone, and all that remains of your existence is a blur in a memory because you were only temporary for them. That even if someone cared, they would move on in a week, month, or year? All your efforts and attempts were wasted, no matter what you do, they still move on to someone better and leave you behind yet again. They never truly appreciated you to the amount that you did them, and mourning the loss of you would be pointless when you never really mattered to them in the first place.
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I get jealous over everyone.
I see people my age with friends laughing and having a good time. Or people who are holding hands and kissing their girlfriends/boyfriends, it makes me want to cry and hurt myself there and then.
I just wonder why it’s never me? Why I’m not allowed to have that?
Maybe I should just go away and disappear? Maybe it’s best for everyone.
No on wants me. Not friends. Not girls. Not family. I’m just alone. Everyday. No one talks to me. I guess days go by with people not talking to me.
But if they were my true friends, my real friends, they’d be there. They’d ask me if I am ok. They’d not ignore me every single day.
I just don’t understand….
What is so wrong with me that no one likes me??
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Why I want to be thin
I can wear cute clothes and not look like a pig
People will finally compliment me
When I look down there won’t be a double chin
People can pick me up
I will not cry every time I look in the mirror
I’ll look good in photos
People won’t stare at me/Stare while I eat
I can get a boyfriend
I won’t get bullied for being fat
I know this is a short list but it’s what motivates me lol
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I’m never making friends ever again.
Never reaching out to anyone ever again.
😭😭😭
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