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chattingbs · 6 months

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You ever feel like you have no choice but to reach out and talk to people, even when you feel unwanted by them?

Everything inside me screams not to message or call, but the fear of being forgotten about. That confirmation that I really do not matter, I do not cross your mind - that might send me into a whole different spiral.

That’s ultimately why I reach out, bc I crave so deeply to mean something to someone and I don’t want to leave room for them to show me how little I am thought about, loved or cared for.

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liesmultixxx · 3 months

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i’m the fool for thinking someone could love me

i’m sorry

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hopelessly-hopeful-romantic · 1 year

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I'm so fucking unnecessary, I hate it.

#unnoticed #unloveable #unnecessary #no one wants me #a burden #sorry for being a bother #depression anxiety #im mentally unstable #tw vent #i hate my existence #no one needs me #if i dissapear would anyone notice?#mental illness #mental health #give me attention #no one likes me

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sp00kysk3lly · 1 year

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Why am I such a fuck up?

All I ever do is fuck things up. My life, my friendships, any relationship I had in the past. Something is wrong with me, I'm a curse.

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amistillhere · 10 months

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i am the loneliest person on the planet

it’s when your friends grow distant from you. and you make excuses for them because they never explained themselves. “they’re busy with school” “their family has a lot going on” you respect their privacy. you don’t want to annoy them. until you see their online posts. all of them together. meeting up in a restaurant. a reunion. everyone who seemed so busy has no problem leaving you out. not even asking if you were free. not missing your presence. and you wonder why. why was i left out with no answer? why do i get left behind? why does no one talk to me anymore? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? i have no friends. i’m no one’s first choice. i’m not even a last choice. i’m not even here. does anyone think of me? not about what i can do for them. but about how i’m doing? when will i meet people who think of me? who include me in anything? am i destined to be alone? why am i the worst person in the world? why won’t anybody tell me what i’m doing wrong? nobody’s here.

- amistillhere

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moonshadow-thoughts · 2 years

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*looking up how to deal with loneliness*

All internet pages, doctors, and experts: "Talk to a friend, tell your loved ones about your feelings. :)"

Me: ... Okay, which part of loneliness do you not understand!?!

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unlovablereject · 8 months

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My mother was right. I am unlovable.

No one wants me. I ruin everything I touch.

I just want to sleep.

I can't bring anyone down if I'm not conscious

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fushiaphenix · 5 months

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You said I was a chore. You said you didn’t want me. You told me you weren’t in love with me. It’s everything I’ve ever heard from anyone my whole life. It’s what I live in my everyday life. That I’m not enough. I don’t know why I fight so hard to prove them wrong. When all that ever happens is evidence that shows that you all are right about me. I’m nothing. No one will ever want me. No one will ever love me. I’m a waste of time. It’s time I’ve accepted it. Why was I put here to suffer with the truth of what I am. I’m poor, unlovable, unworthy, unwanted. I’m nothing

#no one cares #No one wants me #time to accept what is #I wish I was dead.

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whitefireprincess · 1 year

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I hate myself. I'll never be skinny or pretty or anyone that the guys want. I'm a good partner. I'm thoughtful and loving and giving. And all the things that no one pays attention to unless they want you first.

#no one wants me

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eoinmcgonigal · 4 months

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it's really upsetting me so to get it off my chest i'm gonna confess that the positivity posts i saw yesterday really hurt. i didn't realise that was a thing in this fandom, and i wish it wasn't because those things inevitably leave people feeling left out and like their presence isn't worth anything to the fandom (plus readers, rebloggers and commenters are integral to fandom community but don't usually get a shoutout). i'm already struggling because of this horrible trend towards using threads in discord which renders most of the servers inaccessible to me, i feel extremely isolated and alone and unwanted, but i was doing okay muddling along churning out fic and a few silly polls and posts now and then until yesterday. the fic i posted today just made me feel so sad after i posted it. it was a lovely fic :( but like what is the point. if i'm worth so little i might as well not be here. why put the effort into making things if no one notices. i already feel so lonely it's like i'm being torn in two, posting things now and then brought me comfort but idk what i have now

#i'm in a deleting everything kinda mood #no one remembered me? oh. okay :(#fuckin hurts so much #i want to finish the johnny stuff but i feel so unbearably miserable now and i don't want to spend hogmanay like that #but i also can't bear to leave it unfinished #i wish i'd never scrolled my dash yesterday then i'd never have known about those posts #it brought me so much joy to write and share those fic #absolutely crushing to discover i don't inspire the same joy in the fandom #i was kinda impressed with having written so much i thought it was kinda cool #maybe it's just really fucking annoying idk #sorry just so lonely and upset and the places i find sanctuary are falling to pieces and i'd actually like to die now thanks #so much shit is going on irl you have no idea and i don't have a support network it's terrifying #nothing i do is worth anything #no one wants me #did u no my mother discarded all the photos that had me in them? kid me just. discarded. she took everyone else and threw me out #shit like that hurts i wish i had a new family or friends to chat to as a distraction when shit gets bad #i mean i get discord dm notifications (not server mentions) if anyone dms me but lol guess how often that happens #i get tumblr dm notifications it's been the only place i've talked to anyone for ages so shoutout to those two wonderful people #god i just. want to be included?#i tried #i failed #fuck.#maybe this is goodbye idk i had stuff to finish up/share #and a million more fics i wanted to write #i don't even know if i can face doing tomorrow's johnny fic #i wanted to do the 12 days of christmas too :(#but the fact now exists that i just... wasn't good enough for this fandom :'(#also i can't face the notifications tab #if it's not a Direct Message i won't see it #god there was SO MUCH i wanted to share! there were gifs i was gonna make to share the suffering and gift fic and silly posts

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natalka777 · 7 months

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Freak recognises freak

#freak #who glew up #and now #no one wants me

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liesmultixxx · 1 month

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finally deleted my (ex?) crushes number 😀 as someone who is profusely bad at letting go & moving on, this seems like a big step

i don’t even believe in love anymore lol so it’s fine i guess

for other people? sure, definitely!

for me? nope, no one’s gonna love me (romantically)

#daily life #personal #sorry for ranting #i just need to rant #personal vent #vent post #venting #unrequited feelings #unrequited affection #unrequited love #crush #having a crush #love is a lie #lol #no one loves me #no one wants me #sorry for being so emo #i just can’t help it #moving on

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hopelessly-hopeful-romantic · 10 months

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Knowing that your replaceable is the worst feeling. It proves that you were never needed, nor wanted, and that your absence wouldn't be a burden to anyone. That you aren't one of a kind. In fact, there are multiple different versions of you that are far better. You didn't leave a trace on anyone, and all that remains of your existence is a blur in a memory because you were only temporary for them. That even if someone cared, they would move on in a week, month, or year? All your efforts and attempts were wasted, no matter what you do, they still move on to someone better and leave you behind yet again. They never truly appreciated you to the amount that you did them, and mourning the loss of you would be pointless when you never really mattered to them in the first place.

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sp00kysk3lly · 2 months

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I get jealous over everyone.

I see people my age with friends laughing and having a good time. Or people who are holding hands and kissing their girlfriends/boyfriends, it makes me want to cry and hurt myself there and then.

I just wonder why it’s never me? Why I’m not allowed to have that?

Maybe I should just go away and disappear? Maybe it’s best for everyone.

No on wants me. Not friends. Not girls. Not family. I’m just alone. Everyday. No one talks to me. I guess days go by with people not talking to me.

But if they were my true friends, my real friends, they’d be there. They’d ask me if I am ok. They’d not ignore me every single day.

I just don’t understand….

What is so wrong with me that no one likes me??

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toostrongtootoughtooproud · 8 months

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I actually thought someone could want me.

God, that was stupid.

#stupid girl #breakup #almosts #no one loves me #no one ever chooses me #no one wants me

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sad-tired-andlonely · 10 days

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I feel like I’m destined to be alone forever…

#depressed #tw depression #depression #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #actually bipolar #actually mentally ill #bipolar disorder #mental illness #mentally tired #mentally unstable #generalized anxiety disorder #no matter what i do #no one wants me

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