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jimkirkachu · 11 months
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day 12,256 of the world missing out on a far better existence if only I had never existed
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pandagobrr · 8 months
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Self esteem? What's that?
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I miss feeling happy in my own skin. Like knowing who I am and confidently being able to be me. I wish to be like that but how do I find out who I truly am? I am struggling with finding myself; I’ve hidden the real me so far below in hopes of never having to be her again. But I miss her and the life she could’ve had. I’m ready to go through everything that’s through that door to find her.
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hellothereimhannah · 3 months
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You’re so fucking gorgeous 😍
Inconveniently I’m having one of those night where I feel horrifically ugly for absolutely no reason 😅
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bulimic-beatz · 2 years
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missshezz · 1 year
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jimkirkachu · 1 year
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sometimes I think maybe I will try to look at / work on / actually finish one of the 1701 K/S WIPs in my drafts, or maybe attempt to put one of the K/S pictures in my head onto paper
and then I remember how very many K/S content creators there are; how much better than me most if not all of them are at the craft in question; how badly out of touch I am with the fandom / franchise; and how small, insignificant, and generally unlikable I am
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bunnylafee · 1 year
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What shall I write about tonight?
I got to see girlfriend on Sunday. We went on a little date that ended at waffle house and a small makeout session in her car when she dropped me back off. It was nice getting to see her and spend time with her. I hope to be able to do it again before to long. Our schedules haven't been syncing up so well as of late. Work and personal lives getting in the way.
I like when we video chat and even if we aren't really talking I get to look at her. Small glimmers of happiness rise up in me when I see her and shivers down my spine when we touch.
I need to work harder on my self confidence and self esteem. I want to feel good about myself. I just don't know how or where to start. Not really.
Any ideas? Send them my way. Thanks in advance
I would write more but I'm feeling kinda drained.
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sad-times-ahoy · 2 years
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The fact that I used to be a good person kills me sometimes...
I have changed so much since then, I’ve become a manipulative, selfish, lazy, piece of sh*t. Someone who doesn’t do anything but lay in their bed and feel bad about themselves. No matter who comes and breaks their back trying to deal with the garbage I’ve piled up while doing it.
There’s so many things past me would’ve never done in a million years. And yet, here I am, dissapointing them every passing day...
What have I become?! Why am I this horrible?!
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dylanjamesthegurl · 2 years
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I have no smokes, no weed, no food, and no money. I've been without my medications for over 2 months, now. Over the course of the past 16 days, I've somehow, without noticing til it was too late, smoked 38.5 grams of weed. I accidentally spent 22$ at 7/11, 2 days ago, when I SHOULD HAVE gone for pot or food. I currently owe my best friend over 350$ for loans from over the course of the last 2 months. I owe my mother several hundreds, as well. The next time I get paid will be on May 25th, in ten days. It's all my own fault - I'm not running from responsibility, here. But it still fucking sucks and I'm still fucking screwed and I still fucking hate myself.
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not-really-a-writer · 2 years
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Ugh some days im good. some days im such a coward i cant even make eye contact with any guy i think is hot
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bulimic-beatz · 2 years
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purrsongs · 4 months
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on colors and being different and not being enough for yourself
(please reblog instead of liking)
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