#no thoughts nothing to say i cant answer asks I cant make art i cant write i cant even think abt them properly

[hajihiko]

Aaaa I love your post SDR2 art so bad, it's probably my favorite interpretation I've seen yet!

Any mixed race hc's for any DR characters?

Mmmm, like, yes? Maybe? but I dont know that I wanna really speak out on it? Same as with asks about neurodivergent stuff or gender/sexuality headcanon, I might have some ideas but it's not rly something I wanna put into words (this is also @ all those asks). I hope I can make myself somewhat clear in my art, I hope you will understand, but I'm not really comfortable talking about it at least yet.

#I just feel like no matter what I say it may be misconstrued #Which is fair as i am a) not a native English speaker b) not american #(Most major websites are incredibly usa-centric and ppl dont always realize) #And c) sometimes I just dont think about things #c) a) Sometimes I am stupid about things. What's that saying about being thought of as ignorant vs. confirming it by talking #Anyway. Sorry everyone who has asked about these various things #I dont even know a lot about myself so I cant answer you #Whatever you wanna see in my art plz see it if it makes u happy #Unless its shitty. #Not an art #I'm already regretting this answer but I just dont know how to express thos sentiment #I would be quiet except I get a lot of questions like these #And it feels unfair to say nothing. #Oh but also ty anon! Very kind!

[normansnt]

Sweet Valentine.

(Platonic!Reader x Huskerdust)

(Implied Reader x Alastor)

Male reader

(Again not my art idk who's sorry but its so good😭💗)

Warnings: None I think

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"Stupid fucking, son of a-"

Husker was sitting by the bar and doing something that didn't look like drink mixing.

That was because it indeed wasn't he was trying to make a valentine card but that damn glue just didn't listen to him. He has a lot of glue in his fur now. And you noticed that.

"Heyyyy Husk, how's it... how's it going?" You asked a bit taken aback by what you were seeing...or the lack of understanding of it.

"Ahhh its nothing" He said back in a very grumpy tone.

You slid a bit closer to what he was doing.

You saw a heart cut out (badly) from a pink colored paper and some glitter on the side.

You stared at it for some time and than it clicked. Husk was making a valentine card for someone. The thought melted you heart.

"Husker that is so sweet who is it for?" You asked, eyes sparkling with interest.

"None of your beeswax kid." He answered, still grumpy.

You didn't get offended, this was nothing new to you, Husker was just like that.

However you could clearly see that he was struggling.

"Well, all right but if you need help you know where to find me." You answered with a smile as you left the bar to go to your room.

You knew it was for Angel. But you still wanted to ask to get Husker to admit out loud that he liked him.

You were right, of course, Husk needed help. But he didn't want to go to you. He felt like that would be admitting defeat and since he didn't want to ask anyone else either he turned to the next best thing: romance movies.

And thats how now you were standing in the kitchen with a blown up cake (somehow) a broken table in the middle burnt table cloth on top, and plates and roses shattered on the floor.

"Sooo, Husk, dear, what the hell did you do?" You asked looking at him.

"Ahhh god damn it I just wanted to make a romantic dinner for Angel but it all went to shit." Husk was looking at the floor in defeat.

You chuckled at that.

"Husk you should have just come to me, I've know Angel for a long time now and he is one of my best friends. Listen, Angel does not give a fuck about fancy dinners or roses and shit. The only thing you have to do is be yourself, as cliche as it sounds, just tell him you like him and make him a drink at the bar that would be already enough for him knowing he can spend the evening talking to you."

Husk looked at you in disbelief, but he was relieved. Just sitting by the bar and chatting over a drink was more favorable for him as well.

And so on Valentines day you went down to the bar early in the morning to visit Husk and attempt to sooth his nerves.

That was going to be harder than you thought. Husk was cleaning glasses, bottles, anything he could get his hands on in the bar out of nervousness.

"Heeeyyyy, Husk...you good?" You attempted.

"No, (Y/N) I am in fact NOT good how the heck am I supposed to tell him that I like him."

"You just said it...of course that was in third person lets try in second person next-"

"NO (Y/N) you don't understand I cant do this I'll just give him a drink like usual and we'll talk normally-"

You interrupted Husker by grabbing his ear.

"Oww mother fuck-man what are you doing?"

"Listen to me Husker, this is the day of love and you are in love with Angel there is nothing else to say you have to confess, it will make him so happy."

"How do you know that? What if he just laughs in my face and tells me get my old brain out of the gutter."

You stared at him in disbelief. Of course you knew that Angel likes Husk, you were the first person he told it too. But you cant tell Husk that.

"Husker, do you really think Angel would ever say that?"

"...no"

"Exactly because he is the sweetest guy and you know that, even if he rejects you, people will always be happy if they hear that someone loves them, you will make him happy, and lets face it Angel needs it."

Husk looked at the bottle in his hand and put it down.

"I'll...try my best." He sighed at last.

At that you jumped behind the counter and hugged him.

"Ok, good luck" with those last words you jumped back out and walked away to your hiding place...where you found every other resident except Angel was already excitedly waiting for whats going to happen.

"Erhmm...hey guys whatcha doing here?" You asked them confused.

"Shhh...Angel is coming" shushed you Charlie with an excited smile.

"Ahhh...good morning Husk, have you noticed that the hotel seems kind of empty?" Asked Angel.

"I have not seen anyone except you this morning." Husk was still cleaning glasses, probably for the 3rd time this morning but it helped with his nerves.

"Interesting I guess the couples are celebrating valentines day but I don't know about the others."

You guys just sat behind the corner where you were just out of view and tryed to listen to their conversation.

"Can you hear anything?" Asked you Charlie.

"Yes, someone just said: 'can you hear anything'"

"Ow come on, Alastor cant one of your shadows go closer or something?" Asked the radio demon Veggie.

"My dear it is 9 o'clock in the morning there is no shadow where mine could hide, I'm afraid they would notice me."

You were still busy listening but couldn't hear anything due to the voices behind you.

"Guys, cut it out I'm trying to listen."

"Wow he isssss grumpy thissss morning" commented quietly Pentious.

"No, this is just very important for my dear, he left the bed without even saying good morning to me." Alastor said somewhat grumpy.

To this you turned your head.

"Awww honey I didn't know that meant so much to you I'll make up for it I promise." You answered quickly while you turned back around. Only to be met with Angles chest.

"What the heck are you nosy nellies doing here?" Asked Angel looking at all of you.

"Well...ermm." You looked at Husk for help who showed you a thumbs up. This was all you needed as you jumped to hug Angel.

"We want to congratulate you omg you guys are such a cute couple" you almost yelled excitedly.

Angel chuckled and hugged you back.

"Yeah I guess we are." He answered as he put you down and took hold of Husk's hand.

And with that, the Hazbin Hotel got richer with another couple.

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Huskerdust is everything, nothing else matters.💗🥹

Hope you guys liked the story🥰

#male reader #hazbin x reader #hazbin x you #hazbin hotel x male reader #male y/n #huskerdust #husker x angel dust #husker hazbin hotel #angel dust #hazbin angel dust

[factual-fantasy]

25 ASKS! WAHOO! :DD 🎉🎉🎉

Oooo what would DJMM be? A full sized birthday cake perhaps? XD

(Post in question)

:0 It was?? Thank you! :DD I'm glad you got some use out of it! <XD

(Post in question)

XDD She probably has, and no doubt she'll do it again!

@scally-wiggles716

:DD Thank you so much!! I'm glad you like the way I made him!! :}}} 💖💖💖

@badlyblurry

I mean.. sending me a drawing of your character that has nothing to do with any of my stuff? None of my characters are in it or anything? I don't see anything wrong with that..

But still, comments/asks are the easiest, safest and absolute best way to show your appreciation for my artwork. Genuinely, it is.

Oh its a horrible place. Its a kingdom ruled by a corrupt and evil king. The royal guard is corrupt and full of mostly evil snobs that abuse their power. There's plenty of food but none of it is given to the people.

Everyone is overworked, everyone is starving, there's murders in the streets. Its awful..

@khoiazo

@elegysonnet

<XD I've heard of Murder Drones but I never got around to watching it for a shallow reason. That reason being- now don't kill me!-... I don't like the art style 💔 specifically the way the characters look/are shaped. I know that's not a great reason to not watch something but its why I didn't want to watch it- 😭💔💔

Yes yes! Its the two golden kids. Although they aren't a reference to the missing children-

Its a bit hard to tell, but its supposed to be little Stanley and Stanford pines from Gravity falls! <XDD

(Also thank you!! :DD )

@shaziztrazh

All I can say is those smiles are creepy! Put some teeth in there and close that mouth! XDD

I actually have yet to draw him. I should do that sometime-

Just imagine the Spade King but much bigger and more.. grotesque..

(Post in question)

@couchwow

@beryl-shade

Oh yeah its very likely :00

@null-hydrangea (Post in question)

OOOO THAT'S REALLY MORBID AND ANGSTY-- But sadly no <XDD Its just an artificial separation anxiety of sorts.

@the-faketiccit0by

XD I'm glad! :}}

@syntaxgardenstudios

Woah, that sounds like a cool character! :D

Also thank you!! I'm glad you like my Octonauts stuff! :}} I'm sure I'll come back to it sometime XDD

@skeletormasterofevil (Post in question)

The buddy system is an A.I. programming that I created solely as a tool to make angst

The buddy system is a connected A.I. program that Glamrock Fredbear and Spring Bonnie both have. Its a program that tells the animatronics to always be in the same room. The further away from each other they go, the more distressed they become :(

@just-a-human-lad

:DD Thank you! And thank you for the littol frog guy! 💖🐸💖

I imagined the whole group is sitting around a camp fire and they're all talking a bit about where they came from and what their AUs were like. Jevil talks about how he and Seam were under rule of this horrible King. And how Seam was the court magician and he was the court Jester..

River makes a comment; "Oh.. You must just despise anything Jester related then, yes..?"

Jevil nods "Oh yeah, cant stand the stuff."

Then Grillby says, "..Then why do you still wear your jester hat?"

There was immediate tension between Seam and Jevil. But Jevil thought of something quick. "...You really wanna know why I don't take off my hat?"

Grillby: "uh.. yes..?"

Jevil creates all this suspense around it and then he goes. "Its becuase I'm bald under there, and you all would probably go blind from the reflection if I took my hat off." Cue giggling from Goner kid and a couple snickers from the group. The tension dissolves and the subject is changed. No one really thinks to bring up the hat thing again after that.. they all somewhat just accepted that as the answer.

Thank you!! :DD I love drawing them, so I'm glad you love how they look!! :}}}

If that worlds Seam is anything like mine, he wouldn't have been able to follow through with it.. Imprisoning him is one thing, executing him is just not something he has the guts to do..

And if their Spade King is anything like mine? As punishment for not obeying his orders, he would have just killed them both. :(

Hypothetically though.. if he DID kill Jevil.. and then later on saw my groups Jevil? I feel like he'd freak out. Thinking he's some kind of vengeful spirit or something. "I killed you, I saw you die- you've been dead for years- there's no way that you're really here-" He'd push him away out of fear and maybe even run away..

He probably did.. :( 💔

#my response #undertale #deltarune #fnaf security breach

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for not wearing long sleeves? tw // self harm

recently i (20nb) had a particularly bad week and relapsed. i dont do anything that leads to any major injury but it does leave visible marks on my wrists.

after a few days i kind of forgot about them? i dont care about people seeing them all that much (obviously i do tend to wear longer sleeves to hide them, but theyre a part of me just like any other temporary scar. i dont bring them up ever i just let them exist. all this to say if i wear short sleeves its not the end of the world for me) and im in the middle of art school finals right now so hiding my scars is not my priority lol

recently i went out with my family (my mom [49f], my sister [16f] and my brother [14m] if it matters) to get haircuts. the haircuts are by a family friend (63m), and he is well aware of my mental health issues. once i got in the car, i realized that i put on a short sleeved shirt today. we werent exactly gonna go out and do stuff other than haircuts and burger king, so i thought it would be fine. the scars, at this point, have faded to nothing more than faint red lines and are barely noticeable.

long story short, my mom saw them and dragged me out to the car after our haircuts were done. once we got to the car she laid it in on me. she yelled at me, asking me things like "how dare you do that to yourself again", "how dare you show them off to [haircut guy]", "why did you think that wearing short sleeves was even remotely a good idea?". i tried to explain it was an accident, but she pointed to the scars and asked me how "that" was an accident.

i will admit that i didnt have a good answer for that and stayed silent. my mom didnt like that and accused me of everything from earlier again, and then marched inside for my siblings, saying she wasnt done with me.

im now back at my dorms after a very silent car ride. ive already texted my dad (49m) about the situation, who is backing me up, so hopefully the argument will resolve here, but judging from my moms visceral reaction, i feel like an asshole. the intent wasnt to "show them off", but i should have worn longer sleeves to hide them and make sure that i didnt freak out my mom. shes autistic and cant control her emotions very well (she hasnt gotten therapy for it) and she might have been stressed since ive had issues with sh for 7 years now and i was 4 months clean before i relapsed (and she mightve thought that i broke free of the habit).

... though as far as im aware, neither my mom nor my haircutter have had issues with sh in the past, and my haircutter didnt notice my scars.

sorry for long post; aita?

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole #self harm cw

[daddysuga101]

You want what you can’t have: Part 2

Warnings: mention of self harm, sexual situations, art is mine‼️

Part 1 here: https://www.tumblr.com/daddysuga101/720237426974556160/you-want-what-you-cant-have-part-one

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40 minutes till inauguration.

You close your eyes taking deep breaths calming your nerves as the hour draws nearer.

Your eyes are shut and your hands are twitching in your lap. Your senses are in absolute disarray.

Suguru was right when he said you needed to believe you could do it otherwise you won't be able to. You know you need to get out of your own head.

You know you need to understand that there is some things that you can't predict. Some things you can't control.

You've done everything you could've at this point all that's left is doing the damn spell itself.

No pressure..

You sigh deeply inhaling then exhaling even deeper, when a knock on your bedroom door gets your attention.

You assumed Suguru or Satoru maybe even Shoko but nope. Who's at your door isn't a friend or someone you're close with it's..

"Zenin?" You ask surprised to see him. He gives you a soft smile but you know better than to take it at face value.

Naoya Zenin is infamous in the world of jujutsu. He is undoubtably powerful, intimidatingly so.

For that people worshiped him. But they also were smart enough to fear him. He was dangerous and often times unpredictable.

Hell, if he weren't so powerful and beautiful he'd probably be locked away for being utterly deranged.

But when you're rich, your practically untouchable.

Toru' told you once that the more powerful someone is, weather it be financially or physically. The harder it is to remain caring and empathetic.

He said that the more access to resources, and having no good people in your life, the easier it is for them to become out of touch.

The easier it is for them to lose their humanity.

You deduce that's what happened to Naoya. You're sure he wasn't always the pompous prick you see standing across from you.

You're sure at one point he was probably more than just the shell of a man you see.

"Y/n?" He calls out snapping you out of your thoughts. You spring to your feet and bow.

"Hello Zenin." You say mentally kicking yourself for the fact you didn't get up earlier.

"Please, bowing is unnecessary."

"Sorry, Zenin...sir." You say standing up straight again. He smiles at your obvious uncomfortable look.

"Y/n, you call Gojo Satoru and Geto Suguru by their first names. No need for silly formalities like that with me. Call me Naoya." He urges.

"That feels disrespectful to yo-."

"I insist." He pushes.

"Alright. How can I help you.. Naoya?" You question, earning a smirk from him that makes you wish you stuck to your guns about how uncomfortable it made you.

"Nothing, I just wanted to tell you how excited I am. I mean to be the first sorcerer in your blood line, then to also get inaugurated is no small feat. Your family must be proud." He says.

"I wouldn't know," You shrug. "They don't live here in Japan. I mean obviously." You say gesturing to your whole person.

"I do hope they make you feel welcomed here and in Japan as a whole. Being the only foreign girl amongst your friends.. must be a little lonely." He says as he looks around your room curiously, but you'd say he's being nosy.

"It can be." You agree. "But my friends never leave me out or make me feel stupid for not being able to pronounce some things in Japanese and their always really patient so it's fine." You answer.

He smiles walking over to you his height becoming more apparent as he gets closer.

To be fair he's not Satoru tall but still..

"You are something else Y/n I hope you know that. So powerful, yet still so feminine and beautiful. Men must flock to you like dogs. Pour Gojo and Geto have their work cut out for them." He says grazing your arm with his hand.

"Thank you Naoya. That's very kind."

He beamed.

"You know," He starts in a low voice. "Despite my vast number of experience, I've never been with a foreign woman before." He says his eyes not leaving yours when he says it.

You chuckle nervously.

"I'm sure you'll get the chance one day."

He nods.

"I'm sure I will." He says matter of factly. You nod awkwardly. And it's like god sent her to you himself, because just in that moment Shoko barges in.

"Let's go Y/n, we don't have all-. Oh. Zenin." Shoko said, before looking back at you. "Am I interrupting something?"

His mouth twitches into a smirk at that comment.

"No! No, um Naoya was just leaving." You say, he smiles kindly at her.

"That's right. I'll see you ladies at the ceremony." He says walking past you then Shoko.

The dark haired girl takes a puff of her cigarette before eyeing you.

"If you're fucking him I'm going to kill you."

"Jesus Shoko I wouldn't touch him with a ten foot poll." You say, she chuckles putting out her cigarette on the ash tray she left in your room a while back.

"It's almost time. You gonna be okay?" She asked. You nod.

"I'll be fine. It's just a spell, I've done tons of those. Granted not as complicated but still. A spell is a spell." You say, She nods hugging you from behind.

"I love you Y/n." She tells you, "I'll be cheering you on so don't fuck up yeah?" She says. You giggle.

"Yeah." You say with a wide smile. 20 minutes till show time.

"Hey by the way have you seen Suguru?"

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Yuri Atayama was 21 when she met Suguru Geto.

He was rich. Powerful. Tall.

Everything any girl could want in a man.

She wasn't the prettiest of her friends. She disliked her lips and hated her nose even more.

She was used to being invisible with her friends. Guys coming up to all of them but her. But one day that changed. Because he changed that.

When she met him. Out of all her gorgeous friends, he only seemed to be interested in her.

And to say that felt good was an understatement. To be desired is as intoxicating as the hardest drug. It feels so good you’d do anything to keep feeling that way.

Anything.

When he kissed her their first night together, it was like experiencing fireworks indoors...

Absolutely electric and irrevocably dangerous.

She knew better than to fall for him.

But she did anyway.

Despite his flakiness and tendency to fuck her and leave right after, she believed that if she held out for long enough; she’d get to have him.

A part of her knew it was a pipe dream though. After all he was in love with someone else. He never admitted that out loud, she just knew.

One night Geto got too drunk and while fucking her called her a name with so much passion, so much love, a name that sounded like a weight on his tongue.

A name that wasn't hers.

"Y/n. Oh fuck please baby." He moaned into Yuris shoulder.

The sex was different that night, he got drunk and fucked her that was normal.

What wasn't normal was how he fucked her. It wasn't rushed or dirty the way it normally was. It was still dirty though, really fucking dirty.

But that night he didn't fuck her like a calculated sex god. He fucked her like he loved her. Like he had no control of his own body, like she was everything to him.

But she wasn't.

His hips met hers in a slow sinful pace. So slow and loving if Yuri wasn't careful, she'd start believing the soft way he was pushing in and out of her was for her not for Y/n.

In this moment, and in his inebriated state she could pretend.

Couldn't she have that?

——

But it was rare for him to fuck her drunk, so rough fucking it was.

Hard thrust after hard thrust.

It was hard not to compare this to how he fucked her when he was drunk. But it felt so good. So fucking good she can't help but cum around him.

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"Did you finish?" She whispered, her body limp and light from the orgasm, he pulled out from her. He nodded.

"Yeah." He answered rolling off of her pulling his pants over his waist. She looked at the clock. It was late.

But it was the weekend maybe..

She smiled sitting up wrapping her arms around his strong body.

"When will I see you again?" She asked hopeful he’d stay.

"Soon." He answered. She felt a familiar ache in her chest. Soon always meant a week, two weeks, a month. She just wanted him to stay for once just stay.

"Maybe we cou-."

"I'll see you later okay?" He asks leaving her alone.

—-

She shouldn't have been surprised when four weeks passed since they've talked. She knew this would happen. It always does.

It didn't make it hurt any less.

But the need to see him, to rekindle things. It's what made her text him to come see her.

"What's the emergency?" Suguru questioned walking down the stairs of his school entrance to see her.

And honestly she's not sure. She doesn't know why she came. Maybe to prove something to him, to herself.

For some reason she could feel him slipping away. Like whatever they had was holding on by a thread that was due to snap at any moment.

He needs to know.

If they cut this off, if they never speak to each other again. She has to at least let him know.

"I just want you to know, that......that I love you." She finally spits out. She's not sure what she expected. Maybe a confession, a kiss.

She doesn't know. But she definitely didn't like the outcome.

"What the fuck Yuri? I do not have time for this."

"Why don't you care about me?" She asked.

Suguru stopped in his tracks letting out an exasperated sigh.

"Yuri.."

" I let you fuck me, touch me, use me however you want and yet you don't give a fuck. After all that how could you not care."

"I am sorry you feel the way you do and I'm sorry I made you feel this way but I really need to go now."

"What about me? Are you not even going to apologize for how you've ghosted me for the last month??"

"Apologize? For what? I don't know how to make this clearer to you. You aren't my girlfriend, you are my fuck buddy. I fuck you and then we pretend the other doesn't exist till I wanna fuck you again. That's how this works. I don't owe you consistent communication."

"You're in love with someone right?...Y/n?"

"How do you-."

"You were moaning her name that night we got drunk and fucked. Hell, you moan her name even when you're sober." Her voice cracks as tears spill from her eyes.

"What does she have that I don't?"

"Yuri, I need you to hear me." He says holding her shoulders. "I can not do this shit right now." He says more harsher. Yuri is angry now.

At first it was sadness. But his urgency, his dismissal of her feelings, pulled something bitter and ugly out of her.

"No! Tell me what that whore has that I don't!"

"Watch your fucking mouth when you're talking about her." He warned.

She scoffed loudly shaking her head at his words. But then it hit her.

If he was so in love with you why was he so miserable? Why was he struggling so much? Could it be that..you don't love him back?

Yuri chuckled. Then that chuckle turned into a full on hysterical laugh.

"She doesn't love you back does she? Is that why you're depressed? Why you cut yourself?" She asked mid laugh. He swallowed harshly.

"Yuri." He says in a threatening tone. "Do not go there."

"I get it now. You don't want a woman like me that'll give you her everything." She accuses. "You want a woman that doesn't want you for the same reason you hurt yourself. Because you like the pain, you like punishing yourself."

She laughed.

"That's so pathetic. The woman you love wants nothing to do with you. How does that feel Suguru? How does it feel to know you are to her what I am to you? Huh?! How does it feel to know you're nothing!? You're nothing to her!" She shouted.

Suguru is cruel and cold at times.

And other times he's downright terrifying.

This is one of those times. 

"You don't think I fucking know that?!" He screamed in her face. His eyes wide and threatening.

"I fucking know I can't have her why the fuck you think I'd settle for fucking you? It's not cause you're pretty or smart. It's cause you vaguely resemble her, so when I fuck you from behind I don't have to see your face and can pretend it's her."

Yuris eyes spill with heavy tears. Tears of a reality she already was aware of but just didn't wanna admit.

'Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me.'

If that's true why does his words feel like a knife being lodged in her chest, twisting it with every new insult and degradation.

"You're not a good person Geto." Yuri says wiping her eyes and walking to her car. “She'll realize that soon enough."

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15 minutes till inauguration

Is that true?

Is he not good?

Can he even define good?

Yes he can define good.

Sometimes the good is hard to see, and sometimes he doesn't even know if he's on the right side of things. He wonders if the people he fights for are even worth fighting for at times.

But something like that is hard to come to terms with. It's why he drowns himself in sex and booze and now he's wondering if it's all catching up to him.

If this ache in his chest is just some form of karmic justice that's long over due.

'You're not a good person Geto, she'll find that out soon enough.'

Fuck her.

Yes he is.

He's good because instead of trying to get with you he didn't.

'Did you do that for her, or for yourself?'

Satorus question is grating against his chest. He thought he was being selfless keeping that promise with Satoru. But was it selfishness? Was it fear that when it all came down to it. You'd pick Satoru and not him?

"Fuck, fuck, fuck fuck." He muttered to himself pulling out a cigarette from his jacket lighting it so fast like he'd die if he didn't smoke.

"Suguru, there you are, the ceremony goes on in ten minutes." Satoru said before taking in Sugurus disheveled appearance.

"What the fuck are you wearing? You need to be ready like now." Satoru said.

"You're right." Suguru said breathlessly. Torus eyebrow furrows.

"I'm selfish. You were right about Y/n, how I only made the deal for myself. It's not your baggage or your issues. It's me, I'm the problem. I do nothing but drag her down." Suguru says his voice cracking.

"Suguru-."

"I can't do this." He said placing his head in his hands. "I'm a fucking mess I can't go out there."

"You can't be serious, you said you'd do it. What the fuck is she supposed to do huh?" Satoru asked. He watched Suguru run an angry hand through his dark hair.

He looked panicked and upset.

Sure Satoru was upset or even jealous after everything went down, earlier but he didn't wanna see him like this.

"You do it." Suguru said.

"I'm sorry?"

"You're better than me. You're put together. You're not falling apart at the fucking seems. I need you to dance with her tonight."

"Suguru-."

"Please, I, I don't, I can't, be around her right now. I don't trust myself and I don't wanna worry her tonight. It's her big night. So please Satoru, please." Suguru begged his dark eyes pleading and desperate.

"I know you wanted this just as bad as me, if you push through you can-."

"Damnit, you ungrateful bastard, just do it! This is what you fucking wanted right?! Stop fucking complaining!" Suguru shouted impatiently.

"I didn't want it like this you dumb fuck! But jesus, fine I'll do it. Just try to calm down, don't do anything stupid. I'll find you after the ceromony." Satoru tells him making his exit.

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2 minutes until inauguration

'Damnit, you ungrateful bastard, just do it! This is what you fucking wanted right?! Stop fucking complaining!'

This is not how, Satoru wanted it. Sure he wanted Sugurus place but not like this.

Not at the expense of his best friend having some sort of psychotic break. Suguru has always been the type to carry things on his shoulders and deal with things alone, so much at some point the weight of his problems crush him.

He wants to be there for him he really does. But he'll deal with him later. What he needed to worry about was you right now.

He pushed through the crowd heading up the small stair case to the main entrance. He stood at the foot of those steps waiting for you to descend down.

In different circumstances he'd be so excited right now. He'd be absolutely elated to be this for you. But it was hard to celebrate when Suguru was mid break down and Satoru was a last minute stand in.

A stand in you weren't aware of.

God he hoped you'd play along when you saw him. He hoped you wouldn't make a fuss. He needs this night to go as smoothly as it can at this point.

Which means he won't tell you about Suguru and his state.

Not yet anyway.

Satoru eyes the clock in the wall, and it's time.

Here we go. When he looks back from the clock that's when he sees you.

"Jesus." Satoru whispered to himself as you made your way down the steps. The dress you were wearing was stunning.

So stunning on you, the way the dress exposed you and hugged your hips and chest.

You looked like pure sin, pure lust.

He could tell the moment you realized he was there and Suguru was no where to be found. Your face makes a confused twitch as you look around find Suguru is no where to be found.

And like the smart girl you are you don't make it a big fuss.

You step down the last step Satoru holding your hand helping you down.

"Wheres Suguru?" You whisper to him.

"Not here."

"Is he okay?" You whisper.

"He's fine. We just had a bit of a tiff." Satoru said, it's not the full truth and he thinks you know that. But you don't push it, choosing instead to plant a bright smile on your face as he leads you out to the crowd of people

He watches you from the corner of his eye as everyone gives you both, mainly you, their undivided attention. He doesn't miss the way your eyes begin dart back and forth amongst the crowd silently panicking.

Satoru squeezes your hand twice pulling your gaze to him.

"Keep that pretty little head empty and just focus on me. I'm the only one you need to try to impress tonight." He tells you. You nod and follow him onto the middle of the floor.

"Wheres Suguru?" Yoshinobu asked Shoko in the crowd, as the two of you appear, Suguru no where in sight.

"Not sure." Shoko mutters turning to leave the big crowd. Satoru raises an eyebrow but doesn't acknowledge her too much.

After all this is about you.

"Hi, um I'm Y/n." You say to the judges shakily earning another small squeeze of your hand and nod of approval from Toru'.

Your exhale and let go of Torus hand stepping up to wear the clan members were perched.

"My name is Y/n L/n. I'm a cursed speech user."

"Do you consent to the consequences of proceeding in the ceromony, and understand that if faild you can never become fully inaugurated?"

Yoshinobu asks.

"I accept the consequences if I do fail." You say confidently. Satoru can't fight back the smile on his lips and watches as Yoshinobu hands a you a scroll.

You don't look scared anymore as you and grab the scroll with both hands, sinking down on your knees.

Satoru takes a step back.

You need all the space you can get.

He, along with the rest of the crowd watch as you form your hands in all sorts of signs, the crowd gasping in shock when the cursed energy you're channeling forms a bright white line around you.

You bring your hands resting them on either thigh, your pointer fingers holding your thumbs as your other fingers lay naturally.

And then you speak:

"Ouǝ oɟ ɯɐuʎ' ɯɐuʎ ʇo uou˙ ┴ɥǝ sonls oɟ ʍǝǝdᴉuƃ ʍᴉpoʍs ɐup sonls oɟ ʍǝǝdᴉuƃ sous˙ ∀lloʍ ɯǝ ʇo dɹǝɟoɹɯ ʇɥᴉs pɐuɔǝ ʇo ɥouoɹ ʎon' ʇɥǝ ouǝ ʍɥo ᴉs ɹᴉƃɥʇǝons' ʇɥǝ ouǝ ʍɥo ᴉs ʇɹnǝ."

Once you finished the incantation, you feel a rush of knowledge hit you like you've studied it a thousand times.

Gojo can see it on your face when you feel it and he smiles crossing his fingers reciting the same incantation. Once finished he grabs your hand and leads you onto the middle of the floor.

"I'm sorry you have to do this," You whisper. "I'm a shit dancer."

"Well lucky for you, you don't have to be good just follow where your body knows it should go. It's how the spell works." He tells you. You smile at him brightly.

"Okay."

He could die happy if that smile was the last thing be saw before he died.

He hoped it would be.

Wait..

The music starts snapping Gojo out of what would have been a slippery slope of thoughts regarding a plane ride, identity change, and leaving the country.

Getting away from it all.

He places a firm hand on your waist as plant yours on his shoulder as the spell leads you in the dance just like he said it would. You don't have to think. The spell is doing it for you.

Marriage, honey moon, country side house. The thoughts hit him again as he spins you around.

He knows it's not fair to want you like this. He knows his hectic life would never allow for him to pursue something like that. But can't he at least dream about it?

Would it be so wrong? For moment to, fantasize about a life in which he was truly happy? Truly free?

One filled with traveling and getting tasty sweet stuff everyday, all with you by his side.

Hed give anything for a life like that.

A life filled with mundane tasks and sweet nothings. A life with you where his only job was to live. He'd give up this life of money, power, sex and depravity for a simple mundane one with you.

The song ends and it's clear you surprised yourself. The crowd claps because you did it perfectly.

You're deserving of your own title that's clear.

But as the music stops Satoru knows what's next is something that he hopes won't scare you too much.

"Now for the hard part." Satoru says in your ear. You blink up at him confused.

Hard part? You thought reciting the incantation on the fly the hard part. The thought rings in your mind as Naoya brings over a large gold box.

"You've proven you're a very capable enchantress. Now it's time for you to make your familial covenant to jujutsu." Naoya says.

"But I thought that was my covenant, didn't I already do it?" You question turning to Gojo for an answer but he doesn't look at you.

Instead he takes the box Naoya is holding and opens it revealing a large blade with markings littering its handle.

Your eyes widen noticeably and all Gojo wants to do is run over to you and tell you it's gonna be okay, but he knows this isn't how this works.

You weren't told about this aspect of the inauguration for the simple fact that you weren't supposed to know.

It's a test as much as it is a covenant.

A test of fear and trust. It's part of why Satoru and Suguru couldn't let you do this with someone you didn't know or trust. You need to feel safe.

Satoru places the knife in his palm lifting his eye line to you.

"You ready?" He asked under his breath.

"I don't know what's going on." You whispered panicked.

"I know you don't. But I need you to trust me." He said back.

"I'm scared."

"Don't be." He urges. "It's all smoke and mirrors. You won't be hurt." He explained but he can see the way you look like you wanna crawl into yourself and he won't let you.

You're too close now.

"Focus, it's me Y/n. I would never do anything I know would hurt you. You know that." He says his sharp blue eyes searching your own. You nodded.

"I know." You say. He nods.

"Is everything alright?" Naoya asked noticing your apprehension, Satoru's nods.

"It's fine. Let's get this over with yeah?" Toru’ says before leaning into your ear.

"Get on your knees." He whispered softly. Your eyes widened but the expression on Satoru's face leaves you no room for argument.

You just sink down on your knees watching as Satoru brought out the sharp knife once again.

"Y/n L/n." Satorus spoke loudly. "Do you accept the responsibility that comes with being the first of your generation? The first of your clan? Are you ready for what it means to combine your name with the rest of the great clans?" He asks.

"I do." You answer looking up at him. He's tall already but he's humongous from down here.

"And do you swear to fight for the betterment of humanity for as long as you shall live?" He asks.

You nod again.

"Words Y/n." He pushes.

"Yes." You answer.

"My name is Satoru Gojo, and with the power invested in me as a representative of the entire  Gojo clan I pronounce Y/n L/n. First generation sorceror, as an official member within the practice of jujutsu." Satoru announces.

A loud applause from erupts from everyone.

You watch as Satoru slices his hand open, barely even flinching when the blade tears through his skin. He wordlessly brings his bloody hand to your lips.

The thick red liquid dripping onto the floor near you.

"Drink." He urges.

You stare at his hand pale and bloody. You inch closer to his hand looking up at him.

"You're not turning me into a vampire are you?"

"No," He laughs. "We just have the seal your covenant in the blood of a powerful clan.”

“Sounds really vampirey.” You half joke. He rolls his eyes playfully.

“It’s a blood bond Y/n. Think of it as signing your name, but more...witchy.  Drink."

You don't argue this time wrapping your lips around the wound drinking his warm coppery blood.

“There you go.” He whispered as you sucked on the wound in his palm. “Atta girl.”

There's something about this that feels too intimate to do in front of all these people.

Drinking from him in front of all these people feels almost as intimate as kissing him, as sleeping with him...

He pulled his hand from you, your eyes dazed a bit and pupils dilated.

You look so beautiful like this. He loves looking at you like this. So kissable, so useable.

"Am I done?" You asked dilierously. He nods.

"Yeah you're done." He says wiping the side of your mouth with his finger.

“Good girl."

#gojo smut #smut #suguru geto smut #geto suguru #getou suguru x y/n #gojo x reader #jjk gojo #jjk smut #jjk x reader #x reader #digital art #satoru gojo smut #gojo satoru smutt

[gemwolfz]

since i am not sure if or when i will ever get back to that coming out day posting i will instead post full platoon headcanons here 🔥🔥🔥 under a cut because i intend to maintag and some people may not give a shit. also i expect to ramble. appending a big "to me, anyway" to all these because if i said that fifty times in the post it would be repetitive

keroro's gender is most accurately described as multiflux! he identifies with multiple genders at the same time- male, female, keronian genders you wouldn't get, exclusive genders only keroro understands- at different intensities at different moments. he mainly uses he/him, because, like, he's employed, but he appreciates being referred to in less masculine ways every now and then. because he's kind of a pretty girl ngl. he's also pansexual (i don't personally make a distinction between bi and pan, and usually default to the term bisexual, but idk keroro seems like someone who would label himself as pan dont ask me why) with a preference towards men. hey i can add nonqueer headcanons here too cant i. his ass has so much ADHD. also i posted yesterday that his behavior closely fits the description of narcissistic personality disorder HOWEVER thats a condition i dont know much about so im hesitant to decisively headcanon it for him yknow

tamama is bisexual (personally i have not witnessed proof of tamama caring about girls but the wiki is so confident about it that. well bi erasure would be bi erasure. we aint about that here 🫡) and also transgender 🔥 he's in the keronian version of the Awkward Transmasc Phase where if you're not read as a woman youre usually read as a middle schooler, and used to be more self-conscious about it, but since he's transitioned socially- he's tamama-kun within the platoon, and most pekoponians are completely unaware he was ever seen as a girl to begin with- he's quite happy with where he is now! anyway you know how i mentioned in one doodle post that i hc that fully metamorphosed female keronians are larger than males? well, being a bit of a brawler, tamama isn't really opposed to that concept, so although at his age Frog HRT would most likely trigger metamorphosis, he'd prefer to wait and metamorphose naturally before Starting Tesfrogsterone. best of both worlds! this trans frog is gnc and theres nothing you can do about it 🔥🔥🔥

giroro is bisexual. that's all he would have answered with in the coming out day posts because if youre cisgender whats the point in mentioning your gender right? anyone can tell he's a guy. look at that sharp, angry-looking brow, that big, gnarly scar, those monstrous fangs. those could only be appreciated on a man. and that's good, right? a soldier should be tough and intimidating. he's perfect. he should be proud. he says he is. so why is he so tired...? he shakes his head, and goes back to cleaning his arsenal. he's just frustrated that the invasion isn't going anywhere, that's all. really. Sorry i think i got possessed where was i. um i think giroro can also have little a autism as a treat

kululu is aroace, with no particular interest in seeking either of those types of relationships, romance averse but neutral towards sex. and he's apagender: he doesn't particularly care what gender people see him as. he does have his quirks- he enjoys presenting himself as girly every now and then, and is quite amused by being referred to as an "it" on occasion- but he considers these things more of a hobby or performance art than parts of his gender. just a bit of seasoning, some excitement. never let them know your next move. anyway hes also audhd (adhd autism combo pack). his headphones are noise cancelling, without them he will hear all his computers and the lights and the air conditioning and he will become the joker. i've also considered giving him Unique Alien Chronic Pain- i've got this kind of jokey headcanon where he secretes capsaicin due to his diet, sort of like a poison dart frog, and i thought an interesting consequence of that would be if that caused a constant burning feeling on his skin- but like idk if that would be a good idea? chronic pain is also not something i know much about

dororo is male, for all intents and purposes, but he doesn't care much about the label. he doesn't really believe in the gender binary these days, which is something he learned from living with koyuki; binary gender doesn't really exist in nature. he doesn't label his orientation, either, but for different reasons: being a professional assassin with a strict regiment doesn't really give a person much opportunity to explore in that area. he was never really in the dating scene, and doesn't expect to be thrown into it any time soon. if your relationship with the most loyal and taskfocused soldier you know is holding strong after you choose to defect from your planet and protect the one he's trying to invade, it's hard to imagine anything that could possibly break it down, you know?

i feel like this should have some kind of conclusion or something instead of just ending but idk lol. you get bonus headcanon which is that fuyuki is transmasc swag to me. aaand post

#cw internalized transphobia #<- youll never guess who thats for (sarcasm) #sgt frog #keroro gunso

[waxingrunes]

what are your thoughts on tracing ? because im fairly new to digital art and i’ve been trying to draw this truck forever now and i cant !! but i cant help but feel that if if i trace its cheating ?? but like also fuck that because art is art but some people can be really mean about it.

I’ll be really transparent with you here and you might not like my answer for that fact.

Firstly, as a beginner (I’ll circle back to this later in my answer) you do whatever you need to do in order to get comfortable with your style and learn. Trace the truck, trace whatever you need to and evolve and adapt as you go, I’m rooting for you newbie.

To answer on a greater scope, I’m very much of the mindset that this place is a stupid little ‘community’ for us to all enjoy no matter what you like or do or don’t do, or to what level. No piece of art created within this fandom space is up for exhibition in the Tate, none of it is up for marking or comparison, etc and should be created however you want to create it. Nothing here is that deep at the end of the day and every single one of us should be here to enjoy the same fictional characters no matter what.

All this being said I will be honest and say, I know for fact one or two artists here trace and make out it’s ‘100% their own’ and some of this stuff is so painfully obvious it’s traced, it makes me wildly confused when the hoards of ‘talent’ comments pour through. I hate this part of me that twists in annoyance because the other half up there ^ wants to throat punch me for it. What pains me about it, I think, is when people will claim one thing to be true when it’s not. They don’t have to make a big show out of it or how/where their materials are coming from, I’m not asking for a dedicated paragraph every time with cited sources and images, just be a bit more honest and transparent about where your shit’s coming from. If that’s AI, amazing, just don’t pass it off as your own. If that’s tracing, nothing wrong with that, just don’t churn out piece after agonising piece and say “I only use references” when it’s eye-wateringly clear that’s not the case. If I see it, I won’t be mean about it, just suffer in silence. And if the topic comes up amongst people I trust I’ll pass my opinion between those safe walls, as I don’t advocate for unwarranted, uninvited public criticism.

I don’t want to discourage anybody from learning to draw digitally through tracing because we all start somewhere. I’m pretty certain I had a sketchbook in the womb with me and have drawn humans/bodies/animals/basically living forms for a long time, but anything else like trees, buildings, furniture, scenery (this fucking car I’m trying to draw for the next piece) I suck at and absolutely despise doing. It bores me, but as a personal choice I won’t turn to tracing because I want my art to be consistent (-ly shit) over suddenly perfect. I don’t think I’m superior for making that choice and am not saying you suck for wanting to trace because honestly, I am constantly oscillating between ‘it ain’t that serious’ and ‘I just wish people would be more honest’.

I’m still going bet you regret fucking asking! Basically I’ll never be a dick about it if I see it or someone tells me, ‘hey I trace!’ Because good for you, give us the good shit, give us the characters and pairings we want in that form and I’ll eat it up just like the rest of us because we’re starved. But yeah, food for future thought maybe.

#ask

[dailyoyo]

Non Exhaustive list of claims me and pseud havemade about yoyo. do we even believe all of these things in our headcanons? Good quaestion

yoyo once ran a "cringe art" blog very briefly but all he put on it was his own childhood art, without specifying it was his?

yoyo has a bucket list which includes things like "convince a straight person they're actually closeted gay" and "commit perjury"

yoyo likes to follow tutorials its enriching for him

yoyo has his own pirate radio station that roboy helps him run under the moniker of "Undergraduate C". he plays nothing but meme shit and stuff that is straight up unlistenable

yoyo thinks he is a hollow shell of a person with masks upon masks where an identity should be

yoyo, if asked if he thinks people can be born evil, will answer "lol yeah, because i was!" it's hard to say if he's being ironic or not

yoyo would die if he went to the house on ash tree lane because he would do goofy tricks in the hallway and grind down the spiral staircase only to fall off and careen into the abyss

paradox!yoyo is shorter than yoyo's official canon height because it's disturbing for yoyo to only be an inch smaller than me

yoyo just gets real scared when he smokes weed. but this doesnt stop him?

yoyo is a prolific trollfic author with unreadable writings under dozens of pseudonyms for dozens of fandoms

yoyo had a brief stint as a member of poison jam under a different name and identity but he got booted out for consistently ruining movie night with his intentionally frustrating mockbuster choices

yoyo has attempted to join every single gang in tokyo-to and the ggs were his last pick

yoyo eventually picks up it/its pronouns in a mental illness kind of way

yoyo is worse at video games than pots is

yoyo would be really good at among us except everyone just automatically votes him imposter by default so he cant even play properly

yoyo regrets nothing

paradox!yoyo, if confronted with an alternate universe version of himself, would immediately tell them to kill themself

yoyo would honestly probably be a lot less fucked in the head once he's PAST THE DIRE AGE OF SIXTEEN YEARS OLD

yoyo has like one of those bootleg-ass 52-in-one fake game consoles. bastion of his childhood

yoyo often gets mistaken for being younger than he is and this is something he actively weaponizes

yoyo makes up a new backstory every time you ask where he's from

yoyo accepted at the tender age of 12 that he does not have a future and so he should just fuck around as much as possible since hes like doomed anyway

yoyo's hoodie is actually embroidered, which he did himself by hand

yoyo has a lot of really strong feelings about art in all its myriad of forms but good luck getting him to talk about it genuinely instead of saying some dumb bullshit

yoyo made a lot of jokes about himself being super suspicious and Totally Not A Rival Gang Spy Who's Gonna Betray The GGs when he joined because he thought it was funny. the only reason he was allowed to be in the gang at all despite this is because he made such a poor showing trying to prove himself to corn gum and roboy that they were internally like "if we turn him away i think he's going to straight up die out there."

#mod noname #long post #Fuck it i don't care im maintagging thsi. who give a shit #jet set radio #we've said so many fucking things about this character. and maybe some of them are even true #honestly actually a LOT of these are true or at least are Strongly Plausible But We Didn't Decide For Sure in our hcs #i should probably put this in the vreepypasta tag for some of these #vreepypasta #suicide bait ment #i want so badly to convey to you people what happens in my head when i look at this character. whadda hell

[weltonlasso]

What did Brendan do this time? 😭 I’m still not over his AMA tbh…

Sorry for being a confusing bitch who rehashes shit over and over and over. I don’t know how else to process my feelings. I’m in therapy. But like, she’s new-ish and idk if I’m at the point in our relationship where I’m ready to have deep conversations about television characters and the people who created them so here I am:

It’s just still the AMA responses from him. I thought I’d seen them all but there was a fucking grosssssss one that I had not seen about ethics and dr jacob where he basically ignored the part of the fan question that needed to be answered and doubled down on his obliviousness by saying:

actually you saw it as unethical BUT we actually wrote it as a loyal, normal, lovely thing because it had been more than 18 months and the statute of limitations on being fucking gross ended around that time and so it’s all good.

Hahaha OKAY like thanks for letting us know they didn’t actually choose DR Jacob. That the choice means nothing. ACTUALLY he is just a guy Michelle met at the grocery store. It was never supposed to be deeper than that—we saw what we wanted to see.

(Even tho they focused on it, made it something that shook up Ted and impacted the way he saw himself, his relationship with his ex, their relationship to therapy, Ted’s relationship to therapy in s3… I could go on).

Brendan can literally say the truth, “I’m glad you brought up the ethics of it all, we fumbled that a bit. I can see where that could have made some viewers uneasy. We didn’t mean it to hit quite so hard like that. I can see that was kind of a low blow to Ted. Our intention was to show Ted feeling replaced as a father and husband—to question his place in Richmond. This was a way we could do it with someone that already has a connection to both Michelle and Ted to really get Ted thinking about his home life and his role as a dad.

THE END.

Hahah him just actually laughing it off and turning it back around on the fan who asked that question with legit concerns. WHY CANT YALL even be critical of your own art??? FFS.

I just like???? see the succ fans and their guy being like ohhh fuck ya u liked that??? XYZ was such mess!?! Cool! I’m so glad you saw them that way!!! I never did!!! That’s so cool! Yeah we did THIS and you saw THAT and we went that way but it’s still cool that went that way and you saw THIS instead.

But it seems like TL creators aren’t open for any kind of discussion or criticism because they have already moved on to the new stories they are planning to tell with out Ted. And that’s lame as fuck!!!!!!

I don’t need an ending they threw together last min so that it can be “left open” for more. I needed an ending the show deserved— one that was true to all the stories and characters.

AND THEN.

THEN if they want to bring the show back in a few years it’s up to THEM to pick up their story where they want to have it at that point. But it’s really fucking unfair to fuck it over at the end so that there are loose threads for Apple to tie to new projects.

And then have the audacity to trash the fans who are tying to ask you about your characterizations and the decisions YOU decided on that suddenly didn’t jive with 85% of the larger story.

That kind of bullshit from the creator side makes me literally never want to engage with anything about this show again.

#anonymous #asks #ted lasso #brendan hunt

[chainsxwsmile]

@honeybilbyrp​ answered:

It would definitely suffice to say that this hadn’t been Hank’s morning. What was supposed to be nothing more than a simple errand soon after turned into him nearly becoming someone’s breakfast on the way home. Multiple times.

And he tended to be more sensitive to that sort of thing than most as it was.

Which brought Hank to where he was presently. Not at home, and in fact still shaken from his earlier ordeals to such that he’d scarcely stopped glancing over his figurative shoulders, and consequently feeling unwilling yet to travel back to the reef so vulnerably through open water, Hank had situated himself between a literal rock and hard place. That was: a large boulder towering over behind him, and a submerged wooden board lodged in the sand that he had wrapped his tentacles around to cling securely to it.

Though, unbeknownst to Hank, he was clinging to that old board in just such a way that it really made it look like he was hugging it, and that may have been, if at least partially, what prompted Bruce, in his happenstantial passing by and thus probable unawareness of Hank's current situation, to make that comment.

Admittedly, Hank hadn't actually paid much attention to whether or not he thought Bruce had sounded fully serious about it, being a little more preoccupied with looking out for the hungry predators that he had convinced himself were still lurking around, just waiting for him to swim vulnerably back out into the open.

“Hard pass. I'm not a hugger.”

There was a bit of an accidental nervousness that slipped through into Hank’s tone, possibly betraying the brusqueness with which he had hoped to mask those nerves.

“Aww, c’mon; I’m not a bad hugger,” Bruce pouted with a sulking facade, but didn’t move any closer to the cephalopod to carry out the threat of affection. However boisterous and friendly and affectionate the great white was, Bruce knew a bit better than most to overstep a boundary that was clearly set. Do that with any self-respecting shark, and that earned the offender a quick nip on the fin!

“Why’re ye in there anyway? I thought ye hung ‘round the reef a bit more,” the great white asked innocently. Comparatively, the reef tended to be a bit safer than the open waters. No matter how much a cephalopod mastered the art of camouflage, plenty of predators had means by which to see through imitation.

Bruce blinked a moment before canting his head, and giving a concerned expression with furrowed brows. “You okay?”

#honeybilbyrp #verse: canon #sorry this is so short!

[indicapup]

Could I have a reality check? If that isn't okay, please disregard this message.

I worry I am starting to have the delusion that we are a lil spiritually/psychically connected, that we may be the same "souls" experiencing similar but different lives. A lot of the things you post I feel like I "get it", and maybe I project my own identity onto you.

This all sounds very narcissistic and egotistical 🤢 But it is comforting. I don't wish to be close, and I wouldn't want to cause you harm. I've followed you for like 6 years, and these thoughts have only been recent.

This doesn't seem right, does it? /Genuine

Im probably not the best person to ask for a "reality cheek" from since i belive reality is individual. But ill try answer this ask regardless.

I think im a very "spiritual" person, i do belive in connections between people that are deeper than "normal connections", and connections that are meant to be. But theres no way for me to know if we have any sort of connection because you are anonymous, i know nothing about you or who you are, or if we have talked before. I have discovered to have deeply spiritual connections to people before though. But thats alwaya been discovered in physical reality, not online. As its also a physical feeling.

I do not belive in souls at all. In my mind there is no way two people can be the same person. There is only me, in my current life. I wish it was different honestly, and i could hope for more. I cant allow myself the comfort of thinking i have or am more than what i currently have. (Unless we are talking about different dimensions , but we share one, and i can only exsist in one dimension at the same time. But all dimensions i exsist in are a part of me and my current reality, not separate and i could not interact with myself from another dimension, just gain consciousness of it and experience them Simultaneously)

Its very normal if you "get" my posts, and relate to me. But before you get delusional about me , maybe talk to me on a personal level first. Because im very complex in ways that cant be precived from just following me and seeing my online content... even if you feel yourself seen or reflected in 100% of what i post online, that would not mean you are me or even similar to me as a person, or that you even understand me in any degree as your preception of me could be horribly off/wrong.

And again, i dont show all of myself online. Im very carefull to keep my most personal information or even traits to myself or close ones to learn about. I also have DID, so this is just a small part me as an antire person in itself. Our life experiences that shape us are completely diffrent too.

If we do have similarities, if youre able to relate to me deeply, or feel we might have a connection, i think thats at most a great opportunity for friendship. Feel free to dm me, id love to talk. If not, thats fine too. If you are concerned youre getting attached to me in an unhealthy way, maybe just block me and walk away. Whatever you think is best.

I don't understand "dont wish to harm you". The only thing that would upset me is trying to claim you are me online or impersonate me. Id also be uncomfortable to me if you tried to copy my behavior, art or style in order to feel closer to me or being me. There is lovely wonder in accepting yourself as your own being and exploring your own self. Being you is the one thing you will always have that can never be lost or taken away. (Well.. only by de*th...) id say you are the most important being in your own life/reality. Just like i am to myself. And you should focus on that and enjoy it while you can.

Youre free to find comfort in me and my content though. I know a lot of people do relate to my posts and find it comforting and it makes me glad to hear. I want to bring comfort to people. Never pain, hurt, fear.

Wish u the best<3

#ask #mine

[roseworth]

17, 18, 20, 21 :]

choose violence ask game

17. there should be more of this type of fic/art

answered here but ill say something else too hehe

i wish there were more jason fics in the post-utrh pre-52 era where hes actually like. in character. so many act like its in that era but then still have him working with the batfamily and being in contact with them and <////3 that era is so much fun and comics didnt do a lot in it before morrison happened and there arent a lot of fics that do anything interesting with it 😔 where are the fics that use the "got real good with guns to piss off the old boss" & "just another bit of dirt in the sewers" dynamic. i am STARVED of bruce crying and throwing up saying he doesnt care that jason is alive and fighting him.

18. it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...

also answered here but i still have more to say

been trying so hard to not give obvious answers to these questions but i cant take it anymore i have to talk about lorena

everyone is sleeping on sub diego & lorena in general. i get it bc it happened like 20 years ago and i dont think its not even canon anymore but that doesnt mean im happy about it </3 my girl is criminally underrated she is my sweet little angel that refuses to process trauma <3 if it were up to me she would appear in comics again and everyone would love her because shes the best and i need someone else to latch onto her

20. part of canon you found tedious or boring

another obvious answer but god. every issue of rhato 2016 after #25 was a fucking chore to get through. like idk how lobdell managed to make the first 24 issues readable but whatever happened he absolutely lost it after #25. i read it bc i wanted to know what jason was up to and i still refuse to read rhato 2011 but holy fuck. reading it felt like i was dragging myself over broken glass. they dont even try to do anything interesting AND dexter soy is gone so there arent any redeemable qualities

21. part of canon you think is overhyped

well while im on the subject of rhato 2016. i feel like i constantly hear people say that the last two issues (that werent written by lobdell) are really good and tbh. i thought they were alright ig? but nothing special. maybe people were just happy to have some jason that wasnt written by lobdell, or maybe it was just bc when i read it i read it after reading the rest of the run and i was just happy to be getting it over with. but i just dont remember it being that interesting! it was fine i didnt dislike it but. i see it on recommended jason reading lists sometimes and ?? like sure ig but it wasnt THAT good

#thank you for the ask <333 #ask game #damn i used jason for 3 of these answers thats embarrassing

[goddessoflove1111]

Good evening!!! So I much prefer to be a pictures-only blog. I never write posts or engage with people or answer asks I get because I like my blog to be a peaceful space for me to unwind and just focus on curating my little collection of beautiful images. AND I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE TO MAKE THIS POST!!!!!!

I just unfollowed SEVERAL MUTUALS FOR REBLOGGING NAZI CONTENT!!! So now I feel the need to make a g**d*** PSA THAT if you 1) are a Nazi 2) romanticize Nazi Germany 3) see nothing wrong with reblogging photos of Nazi soldiers, Nazi art/propaganda, Nazi couples, etc etc etc for your Tumblr aesthetic- PLEASE DO ME A FAVOR AND BLOCK ME!!!!! Absolutely despicable and I know that being a trad/cottagecore/Pagan blog there is insidious s*** I need to watch out for, but seeing SEVERAL mutuals reposting this content absolutely shocked me.

My husband is from the Netherlands and his great grandparents on both sides were Holocaust survivors. They had parents, brothers, sisters, aunts and uncles killed in the Holocaust. If you search mine and my husbands rare last name on the database of Holocaust victims, it shows you pages and pages and pages of names. Those names are my husbands extended family, now mine too, someday our children’s. His great-grandparents made scrapbooks with photos, copies of their IDs/documentation they had to carry, and typewritten pages telling their stories. The strength that these people had to go through what they did is astonishing. I’m so honored to be part of a family with such an inspiring history and it gives me perspective when I’m feeling low about my first world problems how lucky I am to be safe and free in such a beautiful country.

Nazi romanticizers make my blood boil. S**t is absolutely disgusting and if you are willing to shrug off the horrors of the Holocaust and the Nazi regime and reblog a picture of a Nazi couple with the caption “goals!!!!” or heart emojis- which were the posts that I just saw on my dashboard- you literally need f****ing psychotherapy and I don’t say that lightly. I don’t know if it’s these extremist niche corners of the internet and some people being just so terminally online and unable to think critically beyond these pretty pictures that they’re fed. But actually get help. Before you block me save this link and spend some time learning about what those pretty pictures you reblog really symbolize.

I post from a queue only and up until now I had THOUGHT I did a pretty good job of vetting the blogs and tags that I follow. But if anyone notices me accidentally engaging with nazis please be a doll and shoot me a message. AND once again if you are one of those accounts (if there were several that I just noticed then there are probably more I’m unaware of) BLOCK ME!!! You are f***ing sick and I despise you!!

#traditionalism #traditional femininity #tradfem #trad #trad wife #tradwife #trad fem #cottagecore #cottage core

[daily-wof-designs]

Daily WoF Designs - A Retrospective

Here we are! Three hundred thirty one designs, eleven months, and one very, very tired high schooler. I’m writing this at two am after finishing Freedom’s design and wow. Just. Wow.

In case you dont want to read all my sappy stuff and just want to know about the future of the blog- I WILL be posting new designs if any new characters are introduced in new books (the dragon guide, any future winglets, etc). I will also answer any asks. There just wont be any more designs for a while.

Onto the sappy stuff!

I got the idea of this while working on my Sirens animatic, because I thought to myself that a reference would be useful to have right about then. About a month later, I saw someone mention that one of those “drawing every warrior cats” blogs had finished (ive looked and cant find it anymore, but im sure I saw that post!). So, I got the idea in my head and wondered if this was a good idea because- really? four hundred designs? (in concept I was going to do the humans too. I decided against it partway through book 2)

So, who better to ask than my hashtag besties who I’ve known for years?

I immediately disregarded her, of course. But it’s the principle of the matter.

This was a project I started on the tail-end of quarantine, and it gave me something to do with myself once the school year started up and I went back to in person school for the first time since eighth grade. It was something to keep me grounded. I knew that if I had nothing to do, I could always knock out a few designs while listening to a video essay.

Even if theres some designs I’m not so proud of (looking at you, tsunami and deathbringer), I always enjoyed it. Trying to figure out how to make every character look interesting, how to go beyond “brown scales” or “black wings”. It helped me improve my character designing skills, that’s for sure. If I were to go back to some of my book one designs, I’d probably do things differently. But I know if I go back to redo book one, I’d end up redoing EVERY design. Best let sleeping dogs (or dragons!) lie.

Anyways, now that I’m here, I’d like to shout out followers (or just those who frequently interacted) that I noticed a lot. If I missed you, I’m very sorry- theres just SO many of you and I’d like to keep it short haha.

@neozoid You reblogged nearly every design! That’s just impressive dude. 

@fugivitus-from-gerard You’ve been here since the start and I appreciate that.

@seawing-vibes As your name suggests, you always seem to enjoy my seawing designs. You were also one of the first blogs to actually reblog with compliments instead of just liking the post! It really inspired me to keep going

@belovedisaster You mostly reblogged my darkstalker art, but you always had something nice to say.

@lunathemeifwawitch You don’t really comment much in the tags, but you reblog everything very consistently and are usually the first to reblog the design of the day.

@mothpawbs Dude. I’m pretty sure you went from my main to this blog instead of the other way around, which is VERY unusual. Normally people find my main from here (then they unfollow my main in like, a week because I don’t wofpost daily like i do here LMAO). Anyways, you’re cool.

@nach0 I always notice you in the notes. Hi.

@lettuce-tv​ Hi bestie!!! I didn’t know you followed this blog but you were my first follower on here. Congrats? I think?

There’s more, of course- In fact, theres 373 of you! And I appreciate each and every note I get.

I just want to say that this project has meant so much to me, and I’m glad all of you appreciate it too. Thanks for coming along with my journey of drawing a years worth of dragons and supporting this silly little pet project of mine. (Also please join my map i desperately need more members lmao)

#not designs #housekeeping - self promo #housekeeping - celebrations

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

Iunno, it’s still static sprites that go on a pre-rigged skeleton. It isn’t that much more work. Source: I’ve literally worked on mobile game that uses similar techniques. That said the characters I worked on aren’t nearly as dynamic as they’re only seen from the waist up, but looking at limbo’s animations they need just a couple alternate arms and hands for the most part. Plus there are three variants it feels like they intended a full separate summer servant and then went with costume instead.

i debated answering this bc if i have to see more posts about this subject ill scream but im tired and petty atm and honestly feel like we're not even asking them to make MORE servants just like

instead of making it so its 7 female summer alts and 3 male costumes just make 6 female alts and one summer male alt as a test drive or something. like its frustrating to see people making posts about how the devs couldnt make more costumes for the men bc of crunch time the extra female costumes are more simple etc etc etc like that isnt really the point? the point is that constantly giving ppl 7 of one kind and 3 lesser versions of the other is unfair and people ARE allowed to wish theyd put a little less effort into one side and more into the other, even if the posts DO get annoying. like the valkyrie welfare has six alts- and yes, yes theyre all very similar with basically only the hairstyle changed but have we EVER had a male welfare with a similar amount of attention given to them? are we now not allowed to be annoyed that they couldnt...idk give tai sui his grown up form as a costume as well (which DOES have a sprite, it shows up in his np, even if theyd have to animate some more movement) without someone coming in chiding us for not being appropriately considerate of how hard the devs work?

i KNOW game development is hard and there's a lot of work that goes into it especially with how detailed and intricate fgo sprites are, but theyve persistently been given feedback that people want this and have done nothing to acknowledge it except doing in-game actions which, to the people who are asking for it, can read a lot like taunting or mockery. yeah, it's nice that they included the extra art hasendow did, but doing it for a wildly popular guy after a tidal wave of people begging for more male alts last year reads a LOT differently than the outfit for shuten douji, who has a welfare alt as well as her 'other self' in the event in a swimsuit. do you understand what im saying? ibuki and douman were released at the same time, and one was VASTLY more popular and profitable, but only one got a multi-ascension alt with a bonus costume and i think it isnt actually unreasonable for his fans to feel put out by that.

like, idk, i just think people are more upset than usual this year bc after all the fallout last year with how bad it was it had felt like fgo was actually getting more equal with how it treated it's cast-and with the announcement that there was going to be three ssrs, i legitimately thought that they WERE going to do a male summer alt, but were worried about the reception so weren't messing with the number of female summer ssrs-and i think other people thought that as well! but instead they continued with the same pattern they've always done, EXCEPT that they made 3 of the summer female alts ssrs instead of 2- which shows they're willing to buck tradition but not in the way people are asking for. the male summer alt thing isnt a new problem, they've had ample time to know that people have really really wanted it, they just dont want to do it, and its really annoying that when you complain about it you get a rush of people coming to defend the devs in various ways-they can't do summer alts of the men NOW bc what about the previous men who already got costumes, they cant do summer alts of the men NOW bc they just changed companies, they can't do summer alts of the men NOW bc they never did before, etc etc etc its just annoying like ok. i get it. you dont want to hear people complain! but if working on all these alts is so hard they can also cut down on the number of female alts...

like does this make sense? i know this is incoherent and probably whiny im just tired of whenever people are like 'hey can we actually change this annoying aspect of the game' people rush in to explain why it's impossible for it to change. they also said that about pity and quick casters and a whole bunch of other stuff that they then changed more recently, people were allowed to get their hopes up even if it was 'premature of them'

#PLEASE dont argue on this i dont want to discuss this anymore rn im tired #neg post #my asks #i know theres lots of ppl who like to gripe here (like me) #and also a lot of people who are tired of the gripers (understandable) #but if this post bothers you just....ignore it pls pls pls

[irrigos]

@juggle-monkey i didnt make any posts about it, just mentioned it in the answer to an ask, where i said it got the dubious honor of being the worst dating sim i ever played

tbh its not like. THAT bad. i thought the art looked nice and the dungeon crawl mechanics were pretty fun. but i was not into ANY of the love interests (i am simply not that into skinny people, and none of them had interesting enough personalities for me to look past the fact that i wasnt immediately attracted to any of them) (i think they added a big guy in an update or maybe dlc, but he wasn't in the game when i played it)

i also didnt enjoy the story, but i was very shocked to finish the game a few days after release, go on twitter to see how other people felt about it, and see them be very mad because they thought the game had too MUCH plot.

(i dont really consider this a spoiler because theres literally a content warning about it at the start of the game, but if you wanted to go into the game knowing absolutely nothing... well idk why you asked for my opinion then!!) the main plot of the game is your player character goes on a date with a guy and then he stalks you. there was a good chunk of Disc Horse about this, because some of the players hadnt known it was coming, and were pretty upset that they were being stalked when they just wanted cozy low stakes dungeon crawls with hotties. there were even people telling this characters voice actor that taking this role reflected badly on him, that he would be comfortable even PRETENDING to be this guy. obviously this was very silly, and none of this was how i felt about the game. to be honest, i just thought it was really boring and kinda dumb! the bad guy is so comically bad from the first moment you meet him that i instantly knew he was the villain, hes literally the only character you cant flirt with (iirc you cant even really be nice to him) so the fact that it turns out he's evil is sooo obvious. and then everyone you know is 1000% on your side and agree hes a creep and he sucks. (which is... not usually how it goes, from my observation!!) and then at the end the villain literally says he needs to go to therapy. i just thought it was sooooo uninteresting and simplistic, like it was a children's cartoon meant to teach the youth important lessons about boundaries.

also the first romance route i did, the guy told me we weren't dating and he just wanted to keep it casual, and i was like "cool sure" and then later he dumped me for falling too in love with him. which was funny because i really felt nothing for him. was fully just using him bc his weapon was fun

anyway i know lots of people did like the game, and i had fun when i was actually playing it. i guess the takeaway here is that, if none of the love interests seem like they would appeal to you, they won't, and if you're wondering if the game will surprise you, it wont do that either

#it being the worst dating sim ive played really has more to do with the fact that i don't play that many games #and since i play so few games i rarely end up playing ones i don't like #and most people really enjoyed boyfriend dungeon so its not even like. BAD #just not to my taste i guess