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ao3feed-hawks · 2 years
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Spiders in the Attic
spiders in the attic by MasterFinland
If he pulls his hair over his eyes far enough to see it he's afraid it might be red, more afraid it might be white; if it's not black he won't know who he is, whether he's Dabi or Touya or something else entirely, curled up around his own knees with his bare feet dangling over the ledge of the pier, so he holds his bangs away from his forehead and promises himself that he won't look until he's sure it's safe enough to fall apart if he's wrong.
Words: 3301, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Takami Keigo | Hawks
Relationships: Dabi | Todoroki Touya/Takami Keigo | Hawks, Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, Dabi | Todoroki Touya & Todoroki Rei
Additional Tags: Self-Harm, Self-Hatred, Somewhat graphic, Blood and Gore, Gore, Mental Breakdown, Mommy Issues, Daddy Issues, it's all dabi babey, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Not Really A Happy Ending, but a hopeful ending i guess, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Sort Of, Mentioned Todoroki Rei, Mentioned Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, Childhood Trauma, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Autistic Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Bipolar Dabi, Mental Health Issues, Introspection, Drug Use, it's cocaine, Dissociation, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, implied/referenced non consenual body modification, Teeth, Blood, they love each other but they're very bad at loving themselves
Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/41800275
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BTHB: Non-Con Body Mod
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Fun fact about this one: I have a bad habit of whumping myself just to make sure the feeling as accurate, so I periced my own ears for this :)
i am such a Dumbass
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At one point, a long time ago, in a passing conversation, Ethan said how he never wanted to get a piercing. He saw little girls getting their ears pierced in the mall and cringed at the thought. He knew it was irrational, that there were more painful things, and that it probably didn’t even hurt that much, but it still freaked him out.
But unfortunately for him, one of Dollface’s favorite things was exploiting people’s fears.
Ethan was thrashing and struggling in his binds, as he always did. Staring daggers at his captor, trying to make himself seem brave and ready for whatever pain she had in store for him. But he couldn’t help the flash of fear behind his eyes when he saw the hollow needle and metal rings. He fought valiantly against her touch as she tried to tilt his head to the side.
“Relax, it won’t even hurt.” She rolled her eyes as if he was being the irrational one in this situation.
“It fucking will! You are not sticking anything in my body!” Ethan screamed back at her. At this point, her patience- which wasn’t extensive by anyone’s standards- had completely given out. So she resorted to a tried and true method: simply just, hitting him.
Over and over. Again and again.
She knew what parts of the face were the most sensitive. She knew how to leave a bruise and break the skin. Dollface knew how to throw a punch and make it hurt . Within a few hits, Ethan coughed up blood but she just wouldn’t stop.
By the time she backed away from him, Ethan was done fighting. His skin was torn up from her rings and it was already starting to bruise. She for sure would have broken his nose if it weren’t already busted. This time when she tilted his head to pierce his skin, he didn’t resist. Dollface didn’t know if it was from fear or pain but she didn’t really care. She hadn’t anticipated hurting him like this today, but he just won’t stop fighting. He deserved it.
The needle was so big that Ethan could have sworn that she had just taken a knife to his ear. He knew that fighting would make it worse, so he bit his tongue and took it. The earring she put in was heavy. He could feel it tugging down on his recently ripped skin.
“It’s just a small gauge. Barely big enough for the chain.” She said with annoyance in her voice. Ethan hadn’t realized he’d been whimpering and mumbling curses at her the whole time. Then he realized that she had said chain. Before he could react, he felt a similar stinging sensation in the cartilage of the same ear. It was certainly smaller this time, but that didn’t change the fact that he was getting his ears pierced, something he never, ever wanted. He could hear her attach a heavy chain from his cartilage to his lobe. It was pulling down on his newly pierced skin and made him feel like his ear was on fire.
That fire multiplied tenfold when she tugged on it as a way to get him to sit up straight. He followed her as she pulled, trying to get as much slack as possible. She tugged all the way until his other ear was exposed. Of course, she wouldn’t do just one. That would make things too easy on him.  
When she was done, his ears hurt, yes, but what really stung was his heart. He never wanted this. Ever since he learned that this was something a person could do, he swore not to. He didn’t have a reason, but he didn’t need one. It was his body and he could do with it as he pleased. Except now he couldn’t. Now, these things are here on his body and he can’t do anything about it. This wasn’t even something he could get used to, or learn to appreciate. It was a mark of ownership. She did that on purpose. Make his earrings chains, chains for her to tug on when he’s being difficult. Chains that even if he did rip them off the scars would be a prominent reminder of her. Every time he would look at himself in the mirror, he knew his eyes would dart directly at those scars they would leave. Right front and center, a reminder of-
-Who he belongs to. Ethan dashed the thought. No. He doesn’t belong to her. He never will, it doesn’t matter what she does to him, he will ever admit that she wins.
But somewhere inside him, the pessimist in him told him he was fighting a losing battle.
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soledadcatalina · 4 years
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ppl coming out of nowhere to back up thumbcramps stupid tweets “that ppl who pierce babies ears are non consenually enforcing gender roles thru body modification” BITCH we are talking piercing two holes in the ear lobes when they are at their THINNEST, lot of cultures have boys and girls get they ears pierced and a five month old is not gonna remember the process of getting their ears pierced when they are older. its not that deep!
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i-chew-on-pushpins · 6 years
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i keep thinking about how archive 81 & the magnus archives have similar premises (archiving creepy weirdness, shady corporation, cassettes are vital) & somewhat similar current plots (ancient doom ritual) but manage to be entirely different shows due to their influences.
the magnus archives is inspired by creepypasta & classic british horror so the show is very dry, formal, & the horror usually comes from first-person accounts of terrifying situations they managed to just barely escape. the characters all have that classic dry British wryness to them but they never feel stale or tropey. the show itself relies on a lot of twisting the mundane to be horrifying, a lot of slow, creeping madness, & intense paranoia. also bugs. there's a lot of bugs. like....a lot of bugs. it's a show that rarely describes it's monsters so that the sparse descriptions you get build & contort in your imagination. the terror is seen through a shaky camera lens or between your fingers as you desperately try to hide your vision from the terror. but the most terrifying thing in the magnus archives is the idea that your everyday life is filled with terrors masquerading as the everyday. the monster could be in your kitchen cupboard. or under your bed. or in your spouse. or right behind you.
meanwhile, archive 81 draws a lot of inspiration from arcane rituals, lovecraft, the american horror tradition, & gore. lots of gore. a lot of the horror in archive 81 comes from things beyond the scope of our understanding, the horror of the unknown, gruesome body horror (especially non-consenual body modifications & mutilation) & sound. there's so many noises in archive 81 of meat & flesh being ripped, shredded, blood dripping, gnashing of teeth, screaming, etc. it's visceral, in your face, & fucking harrowing. and the scale of the show is wild. like my favorite way to endorse the show is, "do you wanna hear a show that makes the biggest season-to-season plot leaps ever while maintaining a consistent story?" the escalation of stakes is wild & dizzying. it's a brutal, cutthroat story that also happens to be hilarious & has a genuine understanding of what makes a compelling character.
like honestly they're the perfect example of the "hey, two cakes!" theory. i get so excited for both shows for different reasons. i got attached to characters in both shows for different reasons.
also im terrified of both shows entirely & they may be why i have worse insomnia than usual so make of that what you will.
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How do I explain to the people in my life that I don't want to watch cars 3 because it involves non consenual body modification
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