#none of these tags have a point I'm just rambling immmmgmgmgmhnn lomnve them

[lobotomycas]

YOURE A SOC FAN OMFGFKH

YEAH AS OF LIKE. A WEEK AND A HALF AGO? I watched the show and was like oh that was neat :) I like the three heist guys :) ik there's a series about them :) and then I read the books and they rewrote my brain I think! like I am not the same person I was before that! holy shit!

#a large part of the reason is that I wanted to know what that grisha was talking about when he was abt to say something #abt jesper and then jesper knockdc him out. I didn't make the connection which in hindsight was very obv skdhfkfnkf and was very intrigued #but I was also pspspsps'ed in by disabled cane user kaz and ALSO show kanej was extremely compelling #then book kanej is specifically what changed me as a person. I am SO obsessed with them. deeply in love. #I think if I had to choose a character from the 6 that I straight up have a massive crush on its nina. I'm a little in love with her I thin #she likes matthias so he can stay. I'm fond of him but he's not my fave #AND WYLAN MY DEARLY BELOVED..... AND WESPER. MY DEARLY BELOVED. HE'S SO GOOD THEY'RE SO GOOD #I'm just infodumping in the tags here skndkfnfkfnfn #I normally am not a fan of the trope where like. everyone in a group like that is in a relationship w someone else in the group #I just find it unnecessary yknow. we all know I'm not a romantic jdkfnfkfj but I liked how that was written! diff types of relationships ig #kanej my beloved. they are so fucked in the head and they love each other so much. It's About The Healing Process #they ARE each others endgame and like rlly we know that barely into the first book. neither of them are as impartial as they think they are #but. because of The Atrocities and The Tragedies. they can't manage a relationship. and is their relationship ever going to look normal? #when it stabilizes? I doubt it tbh I think it'll make sense but they kinda want different things and are gonna end up in different places. #kaz will stay in ketterdam while inej will go out to sea. but. they're it for each other anyways. and that's So Much. To Me #it's abt what makes sense To Them... finding comfort in each other finding a home in each other. learning to live and love without fear #inej adores kaz and kaz practically worships her it's sooooo they're soooooo. the show was insane for placing her up on that balcony #so that kaz would look up at her above him after she saved his life. insanity inducing scene. #none of these tags have a point I'm just rambling immmmgmgmgmhnn lomnve them #poetsocieties #ask #also omg hello haven't talked to u in a while :^) #just followed ur soc blog! #also also also I love jesper so so much it's unreal. in the show he's a cutie and clearly has hidden depths tm but in the books. I LOVE him #he's more?? simple?? than kaz or inej?? as in no atrocities happened to him and the tragedy was admittedly. basic. but it still affects #him every day he still made some major life choices bc of it to protect himself bc colm asked and he's trying and look where it got him. #but he's still trying. he wants to be enough and he doesn't want to endanger himself even tho he'd be HEALTHIER if he did. #matthias voice there are many kinds of illness #but! he doesn't! and it's his choice and okay he's not where he thought he'd be by now but he's okay! #holy shit he has a bf and a lil found family and his dad still loves him etc etc he's happy! he's zowa he's blessed!