#nonexistent

[theunspokenvoid]

I don't wish to die, rather I desire to not exist. To not have to experience this anymore. To never have been born. To go to sleep, forever. There is such bliss in nothingness, that I will never get to feel.

#poetry #sad poem #writerscorner #desire to not exist #nonexistent #depressing quotes #stuck in a loop #depressing shit #sad qutoes

[fishcop]

Defending prime!

(Individual ones)

#Jrwi #jrwi pd #consistent art style? #nonexistent

[nowherebuteverywheresstuff]

everyday*

#grunge #soft grunge #dark grunge #aesthetic #emocore #emo girl #skeleton aesthetic #nonexistent

[secretpowermittens]

furled speckatode

#xeno #biology #astrobiology #imaginary #creature #animal #photo #generative #nonsense #nature lover #exobiology #ideation #inspiration #generative biology #nature #sea life #ocean #ocean biology #nonexistent #bs

[heyheydidjaknow]

Seriously, what makes L so attractive to people? What makes him so attractive to you? Is it really just how fucking insanely intelligent he is? Like by all means he’s not that physically attractive unless you’re into that sickly-Victorian-dying-child-that-occasionally-lacks-eyebrows-in-some-panels thing (no judgement because apparently I myself am entirely into that), and he doesn’t look like he showers daily.

Is it just deadass because he’s that smart? And his unique personality? Because other than that he is most certainly not the most eligible bachelor out there.

I say this with more love towards L than anyone could ever dream of.

This is a totally valid question and I think we should talk about it, actually.

So, first things first, let’s take a second and acknowledge that the bar for romantically viable characters in Death Note is a bit low. We have Matsuda, sure, and Misa is obviously a goddess but, if we’re being honest with ourselves, Matsuda’s a cuck and Misa’s clearly red green colorblind, and unless you want to just completely disregard common sense and want to go with Light “Women are so simple” Yagami, the dating pool is shallow unless you want to add Soichiro or any of the characters outside of that main pool. Between the Wammy kids it’s an easy pick. Within the Kira task force it’s a slightly harder but still relatively easy pick.

Following up on that, he is solidly the second most relatable character in the cast from a personality perspective. He’s funny, sociable, and actually talks about embarrassing things that he’s done. He’s honest most of the time, clearly passionate about what he does (if only in regards to the Kira investigation) and is delightfully petty against someone that, if you like L and his moral ideals, you are going to hate. L, while eccentric, is still a relatively caring person who obviously can and is willing to attach himself to other people (albeit on a surface level) and doesn’t let that get in the way of things that need to be done, which is indicative of his strong work ethic and drive. Also he’s smart which makes the show less frustrating to watch.

Let’s talk brass tax here for a second. Let’s be selfish. Let’s acknowledge that the man has a stable job and an obvious sex drive and romantic desire. Let’s acknowledge the smoothness of “I could actually fall for you.” If you were to get into a permanent relationship with him, would you have to worry about your finances ever again? No, because even if you’re the main provider he is apparently so good with money that at the age of 26 he has enough savings to construct a building on his own and keep safety funds for the people around him. You never have to worry about him cheating, he’s gonna make sure you’re taken care of, and he is actually an active person which is just a wonderful thing to know.

Let’s not kid ourselves; L is hot. He is the alt boy ideal. That is the target demographic. He is so easy to dress and he looks so comfortable in his own skin and one could argue that his looking like that is a stylistic choice and not his just not washing. He is athletic to an extent and has proven his physical strength so you know he’s not just skin and bones under his clothes. He is very doll-like, which is my type and the type of a lot of the people who watch/read death note.

But why do I like L Lawliet? I like him because he’s smart and because he’s fun to write. I like him because he’s relatable and because you know that if he ever left the house long enough to actually get himself a spouse that he would treat them as well as he could manage and love them passionately. He’s fun to talk about and he’s fun to hang around and I’m a sucker for a good voice and that’s all I really need in a man. Is he eccentric? Yes. Do I think that there are aspects of his character which might impede his ability to be a 10/10 boyfriend/husband. Yes. Can I ignore those things because I like him so much? Absolutely.

#death note lawliet #death note x reader #death note x you #death note #death note x y/n #dn lawliet #l lawliet #lawliet x reader #l x reader #ryuzaki lawliet #oh and also #his backstory? #nonexistent #which adds to the mysterious vibe #but also means I can give him a backstory of my choosing #this is indeed build a bitch #but by bitch I mean an emotionally complex character.

[simply-ivanka]

#Biden press conferences #nonexistent #Trump #trump 2024 #president trump #america first #americans first #repost #america #donald trump

[demon-key]

guards! recede his hairline

#digital art #furry #original character #anthro #null grey #livid #nonexistent

[brainyrot]

Spark and Bendy>>>

Best light and dark duo second to Bendy and Alice.

WHO WAS SPARK AGAIN

#my memory is one of a chair #nonexistent #answer #answers

[sisaloofafump]

I wish I was someone who loved Dick, Jason, or Tim, as there is so much canon and fan content. But alas. They may be great but I suffer from Stephanie Brown brainrot

#and duke and harper too #it's hard out here if you're not focused on the batboys #don't even get me started on finding anything about anyone else in dc #Clark is only in Superbat #Lois only in adaptations #Diana is never there unless in crossovers #everyone else #nonexistent #my rambles #dc comics

[simping-for-red-flags]

This image reminded me of you.

This is literally me :o

#nonexistent #just a concept #imaginary moot

[stormblessed95]

https://mobile.twitter.com/lovemazejikook/status/1617506559621496832

Doesn't than mean he sleeps alone everytime? If he is in a relationship won't they even sleep together? Or couple doesn't need to sleep together atleast few days to be a couple ?

JK: "I used to have a cuddle pillow when I was little. Now I don't and I toss and turn alot in my sleep"

You: "so this means he is single and sleeps alone right?"

Please explain to me how you twisted his words so throughly? Lmfao

Is it me? Am I the problem? Is it the fact that I read so much that I am expecting too much of people to be able to comprehend a sentence as it is said without difficulty? I suggest practice anon! You didnt give me a lot trope wise to work with here, but I recommend Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo if you haven't read it yet. The romance isn't the main focus, the heist is. But wow, you can read about how much intimacy can come in various forms and still be insanely beautiful expressions of love. And that found family trope is perfection

Description: Ketterdam: a bustling hub of international trade where anything can be had for the right price—and no one knows that better than criminal prodigy Kaz Brekker. Kaz is offered a chance at a deadly heist that could make him rich beyond his wildest dreams. But he can’t pull it off alone. . . .

A convict with a thirst for revenge

A sharpshooter who can’t walk away from a wager

A runaway with a privileged past

A spy known as the Wraith

A Heartrender using her magic to survive the slums

A thief with a gift for unlikely escapes

Kaz’s crew is the only thing that might stand between the world and destruction—if they don’t kill each other first.

Kaz and Inej are everything to me, that slow burn. Ugh 😍

“I would come for you. And if I couldn’t walk, I’d crawl to you, and no matter how broken we were, we’d fight our way out together—knives drawn, pistol blazing. Because that’s what we do. We never stop fighting.”

And guess what anon? They never sleep in the same bed and they even only touch sometimes and with careful consent because of their traumas, their boundaries look different than what you'd typically see in a couple, fictional or not. And yet, that intimacy, that love 😍

Content warnings: Ableism and ableist language, persecution for witchcraft (central theme), indentured servitude and slavery, Forced underaged sex work recounted, Child abuse recounted, abandonment and disownment, Substance and gambling addiction, panic attack (implied) and nightmares, Coerced suicide (implied), Alcohol consumption, recreational drug use, drugging without consent, forced and coerced drug dependency, Blood and gore depiction, graphic physical injuries, eyeball trauma, emesis, medical experimentation, dead bodies, plague, body modifications (with consent), Grief depiction and death of a father, brother, family and friend, Murder, attempted murder, physical assault, knife and gun violence, torture, strangulation, explosions, Kidnapping, captivity, incarceration, loss of autonomy, drowning, Animal death, animal attack, death by an animal attack and animal fighting rings, Bullying

Representation: Some POC main characters, 2 Bisexual and a gay main character, an mlm relationship, disability own voices, ptsd and other mental health rep too.

This IS a TV show on Netflix too which is great. But does differ from the book in ways and the book is spectacular, so I highly recommend reading it! And watching the show if you want!

The other relationships? Also total perfection. They are right up there as favorites for me too.

#it would be funny #if yall didnt try to keep making it my problem #lmfao the reading comprehension skills #nonexistent #storm book recommendations

[mamuttuth]

Without access to ao3 and many others resources (because political issues), I feel like I missing so much good reading fanfics.

It’s killing me… I feel throbbing pain in my chest, literally…

The only available resource I found for myself is Wattpad, and I’m pretty close to the point where I read most valuable things… no offense for all authors, I’m appreciate your work instantly, but sometimes it’s not what I want to read. For example, I don’t like any other ships except for bkdk, sorry sorry sorry, I just can’t force myself to read any other ships. It’s hard imagine the two of them without together, with someone else. I can tolerate it if it’s side story ships or they have exs, but in my head they are meant to each other. They must be together, platonically or physically. I’m loosing myself here…

Sorry if it looks like I’m complaining, maybe I am, sorry

To the point I trying write something for myself, the fan fiction with good intentions and it’s so hard… like I have ten pages handwriting ideas for just one of it and uh-hu I make a cover page already, but I need write it in readable format. Don’t forget that English is not my native… and I learned most of the things from novels I read. That’s funny because I can read and write a little on English but I can’t speak on it. Ha ha.

What the matter of all of this I really don’t know… just need to ease the pain in my chest.

Maybe one day I share my nonexistent-by-now fanfics who knows

Thanks for listening 🙏🏻

#nonexistent #fanfic #ao3 #wattpad #bkdk #the one ship I care the most #sorry #Spotify

[averysmentalinstability]

the worst feeling is being like a ghost on a train station, an invisible passerby to everyone around you. no matter how much you try to say something, the sound of the incoming trains always muffle your sounds.

#poetry #poem #ignored #invisible #im hurtin #abandoned #abandonment #nonexistent #alone with my thoughts #feeling alone #lonelly #lonely #im ​not okay

[girlactionfigure]

#israel #Gaza #nonexistent #dams

[ek-ranjhaan]

My love life is as nonexistent as good food in college hostel

#hopeless romantic #desi romance #desi romantic academia #romantic academia #romanticism #romantic #romanticize #romcom #hilarious #funny threads #spilled funny #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #nonexistent #love life #desi dark academia #desi tumblr #desi kids #desi jokes #desi teen #desi girl #being desi #desi stuff #desi shit posting #growing up desi #desi things #just desi things #desi memes #desi culture #desi

[skeletalwitchxx]

An ever increasing deep desire to just simply d i s a p p e a r. . .

#personal #disappear #evaporate #nonexistent #i simply dont exist