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icharchivist · 1 year
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wait the gbf fest starts in a little over 24 hours 💀 sorry i’ll be back on being a gbf blog on main again
the 21st stream is supposed to have Atsushi Tamaru to its cast though so i will still be unbearable. 
#< fan of Tor before people even knew he existed just because i recognized Tamaru and crIED on the spot when he first appeared#it still kills me bc i recognized him at his voice ways before they did his seiyuu intro on twitter#and i was just *POINTING* YOU. I LISTEN TO YOUR SONGS ALL THE TIME. YOU THINK I WOULDNT RECOGNIZE YOU????#it was right after The Contract came out too so i was genuinely obsessed with his voice#and suddenly i was just. What. Tamaru in my GBF?????#i spent months harrassing my friends like 'nooo Tor will appear in the event stories and you'll see he's the best'#i had a friend who kept calling him shady and i was just yeah but consider: i love him (totally biased because of VA)#anyway the fact he will be at the fest means a lot to me#me pointing at the screen like a proud mom: look at him!!!! he voices my angel Tsumu isn't he amazing!!!!#and oghhhhhh i can show up the seiyuu cosplayed as Lucifer to people so he can mark point i want everyone to care#anyway i've been looking forward the stream of the 21st bc of Tamaru so :skull:#back in being unbearable about gbf but with a side of unhinged a3seiyuu behavior from me#so like when the moletroupe event was live huh#but also i'm in Fear since the stream starts at night#i need to know when the seiyuu segment is for me DLKJFDKLFJ#and really do a few admin stuff i have to do tomorrow so i don't worry about it on the 21st#*gets my life together for Atsushi Tamaru*#ichatalks about gbf#ALSO CAN EGUTAKU COME BACK TO THE GBF STREAMS I MISS HIM#Shirai and Tamaru join the streams and EguTaku leaves??? what sort of bullshit is that!!!#i want to see them all together damnit :(((( though Shirai isn't even there this time around this is unfair.
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rottenpumpkin13 · 17 days
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People don’t talk enough about the ANGST of CC and Seph and how horrible he felt after genesis in particular turned against him/ abandoned him.
I'm going to answer your other asks in this one to make it easier for you, I hope that's okay (?)
Sephiroth's mental state in the aftermath of the training room incident is the beginning of the descent he experiences in Crisis Core. He clearly feels guilty after the incident. We see him jump in and offer to be the blood donor, and then lament over it later to Zack. The fact that Sephiroth giving Genesis a blood transfusion could have prevented the entire desertion is an extra kick in the gut alajssgsjsksm.
Seeing that he was still out there looking for Genesis, calling him repeatedly, and wanting to find him adds an extra layer that explains how much he loved both Genesis and Angeal as friends. He really cared for them. He had no one growing up and was deprived of normal human experiences like friendship for so long, and then he finally found these two boys his age who were in the same boat as he.
Sephiroth's love for Genesis as a friend is evident in every encounter before the Nibel Reactor. Despite Gen's pettiness and jealousy, Sephiroth was still willing to overlook everything. He even considered abandoning Shinra to live a normal life and possibly joining Genesis and Angeal ffs. If there's something I love about Sephiroth's character before Nibelheim is that that man was a loyal friend through and through to everyone. First with Glenn Matt and Lucia in TFS where we see him going with them as they defy Shinra, and then the same case with Genesis and Angeal.
He was the friend to other people that he never had growing up, and it still showed even when the two people who meant everything in the world to him abandoned him without so much as an explanation. Even after they left, he refused to take on the mission where he would have to kill and fight them because he was avoiding hurting them. Not to mention how much he was hurting, losing weight from what we can assume to be stress-induced loss of appetite. The entirety of Crisis Core he (and Zack) (and everyone) was under an extreme amount of stress that all boiled over at the Reactor with the final kick in the gut finding out about what Jenova was and the blow from Gen. I'm not sure if I'm biased, ignorant or optimistic when I say this, but I'm a firm believer that Sephiroth would've helped Genesis without a second thought if he has just approached Sephiroth in a different way BEFORE the reactor.
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Sephiroth felt disconnected from everyone and everything after what went down at the reactor. Whether you add Genesis into the equation or just keep it as him and Zack, he would've fallen into this metaphorical catatonic state either way that led him to the library. Adding Genesis's blow makes it all the more hurtful and depressing considering their history. So I don't think Genesis's blow in specific is what made Zack grow distant from Sephiroth because even when you take Genesis out, things play out the same in the aftermath.
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Nooo don't apologize ❤️
Zack did grow concerned and went after Sephiroth in the library, trying to get through to him, but it wasn't enough and would never have been enough because by then he had been there for a week, absorbing all the horrible information about his true origins and the Jenova project. Zack also went after him before that, and nothing got him out of that library. His mental state completely shifted after the reactor. But I do think Zack could've made an impact in how Sephiroth dealt with it had they developed a closer bond pre-Nibelheim.
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pompompuriina · 1 month
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Who are your top 5 (or top 3) favorite characters each from Jujutsu Kaisen and Fairy Tail? And why you loved them? And your top 5 favorite moments each from both series? Thx :D
yippeee thank you for the askkk :3 here's my top 5 from jjk:
1. okkotsu yuta, fell in love tbh like i was reading the manga and watching season one in 2020 so when yuta was revealed in s1 (v briefly) i got interested and picked the manga up and ooh la la 😻😻 15 year old me was so captivated by this guy like wdym he's super strong, handsome and also an absolute gentleman??? he's literally my bf please 😕💔 i have a type and i'm not ashamed (dudes that are nervous and shy and look like absolute losers but could actually wreck your shit yes sir)
2. nanami kento; bro IS HIM HE GETS ALL THE BITCHES 😤😤 he's lit a gentleman, makes good money, strong AND he's got great looks???? mans cured my daddy issues INSTANTLY, and in season two??? i was going absolutely FERAL oh nooo season two nanami save me season two nanamiiiii
3. geto suguru, are you noticing a pattern here have you seem this guy, like bro was still him even after he defected wdymmm his high school persona is what got me tho 🤭 i can see why he was more popular than gojo, i like adult geto just as much thou because oh my ghee i need that hair routine
4. zen'in mai AND maki, listen bro, i fucking LOVE LOVE LOVEEEE THE SISTERS. idc. i'll stay defending mai, y'all just don't get her like i do y'all domt get her like iiii doooooo 😫😫 i may be a little more biased towards mai because liek i relate to her sm on a different level but hey, sisters. love those two. lit me.
5. mahoraga. i will not elaborate. all ima say rn is: hear me out.
for fairy tail here's my top five and why i love them sm :3
1. erza scarlet, queen is SLAYING. girl's power is literally to serve absolute cunt while beating the living shit out of you??? what's NOT to love about erza? she rightfully has the title as the fairy queen 🤭
2. lucy heartfilia, tbh she's up there because i wanted to spite the immature little boys in the fandom that hated lucy because she was "weak" (bffr my queen is NOT weak) but i actually grew to like her character a lot because lucy has shown herself to have amazing character development, like you go girl
3. jellal/mystogan, listen man i'm an absolute sucker for this guy, he has me on a chokehold 😞 "it was the color of your hair" sir please, sir PLEASEEEE NOTICE ME I HAVE RED HAIR (my hair is pink) (that's it, that's the reason he's so handsome)
4. zeref. ZEREF IS SO UNDErLOVED. when i said i liked guys who looked absolutely pathetic and look like losers i was NOT joking 💀 bro looks like he listens to pierce the veil or panic at the disco (their old music) and vent to the sadder songs but would absolutely fucking destroy you in one touch 😭
5. ok this is controversial...but acnologia. listen. listen. his human form?? just like mahoraga. hear me out. i will not elaborate.
i don't really have a top five moments from either show, unfortunately :( both are equally amazing to me and there's just too many scenes to pick from, i'd be writing an essay 😭 if i had to choose from one thou, from fairy tail is when natsu sees erza crying and absolutely loses it and jjk is actually in the intro of the first season, where itadori is recording everyone it's just so sweet :( the calm before the storm
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aboutchigiri · 8 months
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blue lock boys with kpop stan s/o's !
disclaimer: i am not deep into the kpop universe. i literally know the absolute bare minimum, surface of the industry. so please, do not shoot me down for this 😕.
a/n: and for all the kpop stans who also simp terribly over the bllk boys. i have ur back.
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nagi found your obsession with kpop quite interesting considering he has never been interested in something so large. he's heard of kpop, even listened to a couple of songs but he's never taken time to learn more about it. however, he was very willing to listen to you absolutely loose your mind over your current bias or one of your favorite groups/artists comeback. definitely buys you albums so that you can get the new photocard you've been hunting down.
isagi definitely understands the hype. you could show him your bias and we would take a minute but completely agree after analyzing the members talent and appearance. willing to go to any concert for literally any group, whether you stan them or not. probably heavily enjoys boy groups like bts or seventeen. would go on a karaoke date and try and impress you by singing/rapping your biases verse.
bachira is definitely the most informed of all the boys. i just feel like he spends a lot of time on twitter and randomly wandered upon kpop twt and discovered what weverse was and from there, found himself watching every single series of trainees about to debut. when he finds out your into kpop, he definitely asks you to teach him about the basics of being a stan. once you do, he immediately begins the foolishness right alongside you. is faithfully loyal to his biases, on every weverse live, every single video and fancam. you can bet that bachira is on it. i feel like you guys would have dates where you just watch the newest trainee series on youtube and debrief afterwards.
sae doesn't get the hype. the music is cool to him but obsessing over someone who isn't him? kind of ticks the jealousy bug in him but, he does find it cute when he finds you immersed in your favorite group/artists choreo. will even send you the fancams that appear on his for you page occasionally. although, he doesn't understand, he'll never judge. maybe...if he loves you enough (spoiler alert: he does) he'll do the super shy challenge with you but only because you were on the verge of getting on your knees to beg him.
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author's closing thoughts: i wrote this because i've been consuming a lot of kpop content but i have NOOO CLUE about any of it. it's like someone saying an inside joke in front of you and not understanding why it's funny but thinking it's funny anyways. i love the genre, the music is great.! i just don't know any of the members names and i'm always mixing up groups 😭😭. i think the only members i know by name are all the newjeans girlies (bcs i really like their music!) jk and keeho because i see their videos all the time of them being goofy. so, if anyone is a kpop fan and wants to educate me, my listening ears are on 🤞🏿.
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thecontumacious · 2 years
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halloooo sandrine~! it's me cookie anon ✨
oh wait, is it alright if i call you by your name? :0
anyway,, i kinda have an idea (a bit sad at the start but it has a happy resolution).
• you can totally skip this if you don't feel like doing it •
i was thinking if it'd be alright to request for shu this time because i learned that he was supposed to be part of the offline collab but wasn't able to due to conflicting schedules... ; - ;
so like, what if since he wasn't able to meet up with nijimilo...y/n surprises him with an offline collab of their own instead so he won't feel sad/lonely/left out ; w ;
no sad shubert, only happi shubert bc shu deserves all the happiness in the world ♡
(aka: cookie anon shu brainrot hours lmao)
thank you as always o7
- cookie anon 🍪✨
(Not) Alone
pairing: Shu Yamino x Streamer!GN!reader a/n: yes u may call me sandrine hehe ALSO FIRST TIME I READ THIS I JUST KNEW THIS AWE MAN POOR SHU :( i hope he can finally have some time to go to an offcollab with everyone as luxiem! while we wait for that, here's something to fill in that gap ;)
warning ahead: this is 4.3k words just so you know that this is not a quick read ^^
reminder that all my work and others in the fandom are purely fiction and intended to entertain, not to be projected irl. 
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Shu Yamino [NIJISANJI EN]: sorry guys i can't come this time, schedules and all that :/ Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: aweee that sucks a lot Mysta Rias [NIJISANJI EN]: NOOO BROTHER Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: luca can't come and shu too? Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: ahhh that's such a shame Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: i'm sorry to hear that you guys:(
and you knew from how shu had been talking to you privately how excited he was to see if he could fit himself between his schedules to meet up with everyone as nina had planned
you of course couldn't come just yet, but with shu being part of luxiem, it was really crucial that he came
the moment he came for his daily discord call with you that day, you can tell from his deflated voice that he was so disappointed
you sigh, leaning a bit closer to the mic, "it's okay, shu. next time, alright? there will definitely be a time where you can finally go. all as one team as luxiem!"
he chuckles, but the joy supposedly associated with the gesture was very faint. seemed like the sorcerer wasn't in his right spirits.
"i hope so. i was really looking forward to it too," shu mumbles
"hey come on, don't be so down. if you're so down, everyone else will be too. look at the bright side, shu! the longer they wait, the more exciting it'll become when you actually do come, right?" you attempt, however once more, that comes fruitless
shu sighs in response. "i guess so, and thank you, y/n, for trying to cheer me up. but i think i just... i need some time. that okay with you?"
hearing his breaking heart made your own shatter to pieces. shu was such a kind and talented person, there's nothing in this world he didn't deserve
at least that's what your biased heart would say
you nod, "mhm, totally fine. you go get some rest and try to take your mind off of it, alright?"
shu bids you goodbye for the day and you're left to your own devices, forced to get back to work and get some stream related things done
continuation utc!
it's pretty obvious how you and shu met
being under the same v-tuber brand, it was easy to meet up with yamino and because of your job, you guys met up often and there was no shortage of you collabing together on each other's channels
the fandom adores you two so much and luxiem loved your company, so it was as if written by fate that you two would connect
initially, you thought shu yamino was pretty cool. and he is!
but then it wasn't just a first impression thing. it was for all the impressions after.
he was humorous, intelligent and witty, absolutely kind and there are times where you just feel like putting your hands on the screen to pinch his cheeks from how cute he is
especially the times where he gets flustered or teased by the chat
did i mention you're the only one who lets you call him nerd without getting mad?
chat usually (jokingly) attacks you for getting that kind of privilege, but it becomes fuel to their fire of adoring you two
"it's just a crush. he's a coworker," you told yourself, catching yourself daydreaming about shu the nth time that week.
but again, like how the stars had scribbled it for you on the pages of your fate, they don't plan on letting you just to have a crush on the sorcerer
as times passes by, more frequent calls, more collabs, you can't help but just ache when shu excuses himself for the day, wishing you goodbye
though most times you dismiss him after that, you'd be lying if you said you wish you could stop him from disconnecting
when days were bad, you find yourself calling out to shu and it doesn't help that he immediately comes to your side without fail
shu became a safe space for you, one you didn't dare let go
a working wifi connection and a device was literally the only way to keep you interacting with shu
would anything change if you were physically there with shu...?
you hoped it would
what would it be like to hold his hand? did he have soft hands or more calloused? probably the former...
you slap yourself on the head, "stop it, y/n. he's your friend and co worker. how could you think like this?"
lady fate says otherwise as she keeps bringing you and shu together.
and today, she's just done it as nina went to private message you.
Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: hey y/n! Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: hey ninaa what's up? Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: i couldn't help but think Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: what if you and shu did an offcollab together? like just you two?
you wished you could kiss nina for that brilliant idea
Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: i thought it was pretty unfair that shu couldn't come and since you and shu are pretty close, i thought i'd pitch that idea in with you if you aren't too bothered by it Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: NINA LEMME KISS YOU THAT'S SUCH A GOOD IDEA! Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: i have a bit of work left to do but once that's done, i can probably schedule a bit of time with shu!! Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: oh that's great!! i'm so glad to hear that >w<
you smile upon the thought of meeting up with shu yamino in real life. a dream wasn't it? you imagine all the things you could do with him
probably a lot of streaming together obviously, trying new things, showing each other what they have in your local regions
but then you had a thought
shu was incredibly sad after he said goodbye to you today
what if
you met up with him as a surprise?
you go back onto discord, texting nina
Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: ninaur Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: what's up honey Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: do u think management has shu's address? Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: i think so yeah, why? why not just ask him? Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: i plan to make it a surprise actually Nina Kosaka [NIJISANJI EN]: OMG OMG OMG THATS SUCH A GOOD IDEA Y/NNNNN GO FOR IT MANAGEMENT HAS IT I THINK GOGOGO ASK
with nina's support, you immediately go contact management and indeed they did have his address. after hearing your request and reason behind it, they are more than happy to give it you and even wished you good luck
after that, you decided to pretty much speedrun your work while planning up your trip to see shu
book tickets, plan stream schedules, accommodation...
it sounds stressful, but to you, all that is shrouded under the idea of meeting up with shu
thinking that it was good idea to consult to his friends within luxiem first, you went to vox for advice
"hello?" he calls out from the other line
you smile, "hey, vox! sorry, do you have time? i have something to talk about with you."
"oh yeah, i'm free. what's up?"
you tell him of your plans and nina's initial involvement, laying out what your basic idea of what you'd been doing
"holy shit, that's such a good idea. and i could definitely tell shu was genuinely super upset he couldn't come with us this time," he agrees. "i'm sure he'd be really happy to see you, y/n. and are you sure you're here to just cheer him up?"
you could hear the mischief in his voice then and you turn a thousand shades red at what he's insinuating
to be exact, vox actually knew that you were emotionally attached to shu. from the way you behave around him, the way you talk to him, the way you treat him
the demon can definitely see that you have some sort of admiration towards the sorcerer
"oh hush, vox. i just want him to cheer up. when i talked to him today on call, he was so so sad. i couldn't bare to see him like that."
and that was true, this applied to vox as well
"you know, i've never seen anyone care so much about shu. of course, we all care about him, but yours is different, y/n. you know that right?" vox points out
you stay quiet, absorbing his words
perhaps he was correct and maybe it was time to admit so
"maybe. i just... want shu to be happy. i sound selfish but if i could do something about it, i would."
vox chuckles softly, "of course you would. and thank you, for continuing to care and worry about him for us in luxiem. also, y/n, would you consider maybe... confessing to him about this?"
huh??
"vox, no! i could never. he probably doesn't feel the same. he doesn't right?"
now you were just denying your heart's own wishes. of course you hoped shu would feel the same, but something else told you that he probably didn't.
and that maybe it was safer to stay quiet about things
you couldn't take such a risk with shu, one of your closest friends
vox hums, "not exactly my place to tell, love, but i have an inkling that it might be mutual."
"stop joking around, you sadist."
he laughs, "i'm a sadist yes, but no, i'm not joking. i seriously think he might have the same feelings. from the times i watched you and shu stream together, there's something so different about him. like, he... laughs more? he looks so much more like himself when he's around you. and i'm 400 years old so i have valid experience with this."
you roll your eyes, "why thank you, milord. anyway, it's still safer for me to say nothing about it."
vox sighs, "alright fine. but consider to do it one day, okay? you guys have been super close for a long time. i thought this one time you get to see him in person would be a good time to do it."
you see his point, you really do. and you would consider confessing to shu about how you feel if only it weren't because of your damned self esteem
days go by and shu has already started to get back up on his feet. the mention of not going to the offcollab tasted bitter on his tongue but he learned how to cope with it
you on the other hand couldn't wait to board that plane and drive up to his house, surprising him for an offcollab together like what he would've had with the luxiem boys and nina
"you know what, y/n? you seem to be in a very excited mood lately. has something happened that i didn't know of, huh?" shu asks you one day, feigning offense like you have been purposely neglecting to tell him something important
you merely giggle, the surprise hidden beneath your tongue, "you're overthinking things, shu. nothing much has happened. i've just been feeling super happy lately is all."
his momentary silence speaks to you in a way you catch that he's not sure to accept your answer
"okay, i'm glad for that..."
you laugh away at his comment, changing the subject quickly to avoid exposing yourself
and that's it!
today's the day you finally get to see shu!
with the rest of the luxiem boys informed of the wonderful surprise (and vox's never ending teases and encouragement), they send you all their support and you're off to see the sorcerer
you'd caught wind beforehand that today shu would be streaming by the time you got to his house, so you planned to show up at the end of his stream
the entire journey there, your stomach was doing flips and you simply couldn't take off the grin on your face
after reaching land, you catch a cab real quick and make yourself over to shu's address. you check your phone and shu is indeed still streaming, nearing the end of his two hour mark.
it felt as though every step you took was lighter, your heart also beat a lot faster the closer you got
phone in hand, you text shu
Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: yo shu, u still streaming? Shu Yamino [NIJISANJI EN]: yeah just about to end Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: good! Shu Yamino [NIJISANJI EN]: um okay???? why????
but you purposely don't answer him, leaving him confused and even on stream the last you checked it. it left you giggling and when you reach the destination the driver informed you of, you get off quickly
you then ring the doorbell
from the inside of the house, you don't really hear anyone. but after a few minutes, you hear some shuffling and rushed steps towards the door
just like the fast pace of their footsteps, your heart too thumps just as rapidly
there are a few clicks sounding from the door then it swings open
you see pale skin, dark hair adorned with its trademark yellow highlight at the top of his head
and then his purple eyes
you thought they were pretty online, never thought they were mesmerizing in real life though
"y-y/n?????" is the first thing shu says, seeing who it is at the door who dare disturb him during his work. his pointy mouth drops open and for a full minute he doesn't believe what his eyes are perceiving
you wave with the biggest grin on your face, "are you gonna say something, shu?"
he shakes his head out of his trance and without much to say, he lunges forward and squeezes you with all his might
you laugh out loud and hug him back, you were about to let him go when you realize that shu isn't letting go just yet
he keeps holding you and there was not a single opening where he was going to ease the pressure of his embrace
but you weren't complaining either
it was a full few minutes before you feel shu shift, "sorry, i was just... super happy you're here. you of all people."
wh-what did he mean by that?
you giggle nervously, patting his back, "i'm glad. i thought you were so upset you couldn't join the boys for the offcollab so, here i am. actually no, nina came up with idea. i couldn't leave you to be alone, could i?"
shu pulls away and gives you a smile you've never seen on him. or was it because you had never seen him smile in real life...?
whatever it was, the look in his eyes was just so gentle. like you were touching the soft fur of an animal. it brings you warmth. and safety.
"all that matters is that you're here now. thank you for making the time to come," his hold on you lingers, like he was reluctantly letting you go (or you wished it to be). shu gestures towards the inside of his house, "come in! i'll get you a drink. your trip was probably exhausting. you can sit on the sofa."
you nod and make yourself comfortable while shu sees to your beverage done
wow
shu yamino in the flesh
his warm hug from earlier left a pleasant burn on you. you wanted to feel it all over again
later, shu comes in with two glasses of iced water. he places one near you and the other near where he sits.
"man, it's so, so good to see you! you're shorter in real life," he grins
you slap his arm, "oh shut up. i'm not that different."
"hmm, nah."
"shu yamino! is this how you welcome a coworker who's gone overseas for you?"
he shakes his head while laughing, "that was your choice, y/n!"
the teasing aside, you were genuinely having a lovely time with shu around, the unnecessary butterflies flapping about in your stomach. but you didn't mind it this time.
you just had to make sure you'd never feel like this around shu, for his sake. even despite vox's encouragement.
...maybe
"look, i haven't set up next week's schedule yet but i kinda wanna plan our offcollabs together now. you okay with that?" the sorcerer grins, looking at you expectantly. you giggle as you nod. he smiles, "cool! so, where are you staying? a hotel?"
"yeah, it's not too far from here. actually, i should probably go check in--"
as you stood to grab your phone, shu suddenly grabs your wrist. your heart stops for the faintest second
almost as if not realizing what he had just done, he slowly lets go of your hand and looks away.
"sh-shu?" you call out
he clears his throat and offers you a courteous beam, "so-sorry! it's just that um... i thought you could just stay here in the guest room. hotels can be pricey, you know?"
he-
you internally inhale, looking away as your ears turn red.
why did he have to be so kind?
"we-well, i can just cancel my booking then, if you don't mind me staying here."
shu shakes his head rapidly. "no, of course not! i offered after all."
way, way too kind. no, wait he's just being polite... right?
after settling in, your stuff already organized and with shu loyally by your side to make sure you have everything ready. he asked if you needed more towels, any extra chargers, toothbrushes and the like...
your heart simply couldn't take it when he continued to fuss if you had everything you needed
"shu, i'm good. i promise. i properly packed my things," you touch shu's shoulder, giving him a reassuring smile in hopes he could finally calm down
he laughs, rubbing a spot at the back of his head, embarrassed. "sorry, it's just that it's been a while since i had someone over to stay. and it's you no less."
every time he said that like you were some special vip coming to his house made you feel like one, as much as your little crush on him said.
the first night at shu's house was mostly just staying in. with shu even cooking dinner for you
you never figured he was a decent cook, mentioning once that his go-to meal was instant noodles
that night, he also invited you to play together for the first time
sure, you two played a lot online but it's always different when you play games together in real life. as shu's eyes focus on the screen with much intensity, you couldn't help but giggle to yourself, catching his attention immediately
he raises an eyebrow at you, "hm? what's up with you?"
you pause, closing your mouth with your hands. it doesn't help that your face is bright red
well, shu just caught you giggling to yourself looking at him. why wouldn't you?
"no-nothing! just thought of something funny is all," you lie through your teeth. but knowing shu, he probably saw right through you
he stares at you head on and you start to feel antsy
"shu...?"
now it's his turn to change red?
stop beating so fast, heart.
for a full minute, you and shu swapped no words with each other, broken only by an incoming discord message from your phone
you look down and see it's from vox
Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: hey love how's it going with shu? met up with him okay?
you gulp, stealing a glance at the still red shu before deciding to message vox back
Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: yeah! he let me crash at his guest room instead of a hotel Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: oh he did, did he? i see:) Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: shut up vox he's in the same room as me rn Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: OH HE IS, IS HE? Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: y/n my dear do u kno how proud i am of you for progressing so far? Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: VOX U BETTER SHUT UP BEFORE I BLOCK U Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: hey now no need to play dirty with your long time buddy vox eh? anyway Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: have you finally considered actually confessing to him soon?
you blink and bite your lip.
the idea was scary, intimidating. all for the right reasons.
shu was your closest friend and one you wouldn't want to lose all because of your silly little crush on him.
okay not little but still
then again, if he was a good friend, he'd just gently reject you and still be friends anyway right? there was no way shu would slowly distance himself from you because of all that
"y/n?" the said man calls out to you, finally breaking the terribly uncomfortable silence. you hum, looking up at him. "you sort of just... zoned out there. you good?"
remembering again that you were still there with shu, you shake your head and slowly stood
"i'm alright, i promise," you reassure him, holding your phone to your stomach. "i'll be back in a minute okay? i gotta respond to this real quick."
without rly waiting for his response, you rush out of the room and into the far end of the hallway
Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: sorry i needed to get out of the room for a sec Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: and here i thought u actually confessed Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: vox istg Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: u kno what nvm serious talk Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: what would happen if he rejects me? Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: hmmm idk for sure but y/n i feel like he's gonna accept you. he probably has a crush on you too you know Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: like i said a few weeks back, i see the signs on him Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: just answer the question will you? i just wanna be sure Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: alright finee Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: in my opinion shu wouldn't be the type to suddenly not be friends with you anymore Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: he's a pretty chill guy and would never want to hurt anyone, especially you Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: you rly think so? Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: yep that's what i think
so, maybe... maybe it was actually okay to confess to him soon?
in the end, you were only afraid that you'd lose shu as a friend if things went awry
knowing that he'd still be there for you like before even after the confession made it seem less daunting
if only by a bit
you sigh, your head starting to feel heavy
Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: alright fine i'll think about it Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: for real?? Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: yeah just not today Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: okay if u say so love, take it easy Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: i believe in you and shu Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: thanks vox that means a lot
and you really did think about it for the next few days
when you went to bed the first night, your hands were sweaty at the thought of confessing to shu about how you feel
in the morning, your head pounded because of the lack of sleep but it soon washed away when you saw shu with a slight bedhead and only in his pajamas
it made you smile and your teeth rotten at the sweet sight
but this reminds you of what vox told you last night, thus now your head is filled with nothing but that
the first few streams went successful too! the yaminions and your own fandom were thrilled to see you having an offcollab as the other luxiem members had their own
to the chat, it seemed not too different from how you and shu would collab online
but to you?
you wished it could be like this for as long as the world let you
his smile, his jokes, his voice, the way sometimes his hand would brush against yours, the way he taught you patiently about a game you could not get the hang of
geez
it all toppled over inside you, your feelings
until you simply couldn't handle it anymore
shu noticed this unfortunately, touching your shoulder to catch your attention as you two sit casually to rest after a stream
you turn to him. "yeah?"
"you seem to be distracted lately. are you actually okay?" his brows furrow with concern and the beating of your heart quickens more than usual
it felt like vox's words were tugging at you, urging you to tell shu how much you wish you could be more than friends, how you wish you could protect his smile and be the selfish reason you make him so happy
if shu wasn't here, it would honestly make you cry at the reality those were not real
you take a long deep breath in and take shu's hand off your shoulder, your fingers enjoying the momentary smooth skin of shu (a quality of his you had discovered yesterday) before placing it down on his lap.
you smile and began, "shu, i have to tell you something."
sensing this was no joke, shu put away his phone and properly faced you.
he returns your smile, nodding at you expectantly
"okay," you whisper to yourself. then you look him in the eye, "shu yamino. i... i've been crushing on you for a long time."
then the smile on the sorcerer falters
confidence -1
but you decide to pull through. "si-since a few months after we met. i thought it was just admiration. i tried to control it because you were a coworker. but i just couldn't. i kept falling and it wasn't until a couple weeks before i left to come here that vox encouraged me to confess."
shu still wasn't saying anything.
confidence -5
"on the first night staying here, vox actually texted me about it. that's when i thought, 'fine, i'll do it.' so... yeah, here i am," you squeeze your eyes shut for a bit, then open them back while hoping that shu was finally going to say something
but still, much to your heart's dismay, his lips are sealed shut
honestly, you didn't know what else to say either
sh-should you just give him time to find an answer?
you gulp, reaching out to shu, "hey--"
"sorry."
you pause
"i-i don't think i feel the same."
part 2 here!
Masterlist!
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lilydragonhart · 6 months
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THE BALLS ARE NOT EDIBLE
THEY ARE MADE OF PLASTIC
THEY CANNOT FEED YOU
WHY ARE YOU STILL EATING THEM?
STOP STOP STOP
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I'm gonna finally drop my art AU ideas because eoaugoaehuoghaeghuhg finally writing out the fanfic and finding the courage to post chapterssss,,,, aauegheuahhghhh
AU rant below
Anyways. It's called FNAFRUNE: DELTABREACH
Originally it was just gonna be
FNAFRUNE, then I decided on DELTABREACH, then I just combined the two because I loved both names so so so muuuch,,, I have a few designs drawn already because agoauegaoeuggouhghh,,,
I'm definitely not given The Daycare Attendant a somewhat major role because of how much I love love love them- definitely nooo biases /s
heheehehheheee
I need to rant somewhere so I'ma rant on this blog
Even tho barely anyone will see it. I gotta teach myself I can do stuff for myself GUH,,,
Bewgbrjglbhglkjb
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lakesbian · 6 months
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okay i'll do a little bit of well. not theorizing but Posting and perhaps Wondering about the rest of pact. i do wonder how much of rose is like. actually from pmt? as in. it's fairly clear that as far as division of the original dude (& subsequent shoring up of the scraps they were divided into) goes, blake can be most obviously used 2 extrapolate what pmt's most prominent traits were. he's the one who's all about motorcycles and art and a strong sense of identity. he's the one with the neuroses you can see from a mile away. he's the one with all the parts of pmt that led to them successfully running away. he's the one with the friends and the real actual life outside of Catholic Misery. he's also a cunt sometimes, which is funny and endearing, and also a trait you can easily imagine pmt having.
rose, however, has been so thoroughly subsumed by the family identity that even her name is that of her grandmother's. she has to wear her grandmother's dresses because there's no other easily available option. if rose (old) was imposing That upon her during her quest to make rose (young) the ideal thorburn heir, what else was she imposing on her? because sure it's not implausible that rose is the part of pmt that was still tied to the trauma of the thorburn lineage, but like. the math does not add up. i don't think there was enough of what rose is comprised of in PMT to make one whole rose. like if rose is a muffin, i think the rose parts from pmt would not fill up enough of the muffin liner to bake an entire rose. i think perhaps there are some Other Ingredients grandmother thorburn stirred into the rose batter. that are not from pmt. like there's nooo way she just left it at the name and the dresses right.
and on a related-seeming note. it's like. rose is the more 'real' one. the one who has whatever little core part that's necessary to solidify her position in reality, leaving blake the one at constant risk of careening into the garbage disposal at the bottom of the universe. but blake is significantly more complete seeming. and, like, obviously my PoV is biased because we're not hearing rose's internal monologue for hundreds of thousands of words, but rose does not get to have distinctive traits like One Who Ran Away and One With The Motorcycle and One With The Tattoos and One Who Won't Shut Up About Art Sometimes and One With The Friends. she's just the one named Rose in their grandmother's dress. it feels like very relevant commentary that rose is the one deemed 'real' by mrs. catholic matriarch and blake--the most blatantly 'oh yeah you were transmasc before you got rent asunder' one--is the unreal one, the one who needs to be sacrificed for the good of the family, the wrong one, the doomed one, etc. you know what i mean? rose is effectively told that she's Right and blake is Wrong, but blake is literally someone she envies for his life outside of the family, someone she's sought comfort from, someone she Resents for having what she can't. so i do think i'm onto some ideas in this post. poking rose with a lengthy stick
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stargazer-sims · 8 months
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The Goat
By the time the family got home, it was dark, but for some of the family members, the day was far from over. Victor was questioning his choice of a gift for Caroline...
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He bought her a goat. The goat does not like Victor at all.
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Victor: Hey! Where are you going? I thought you were supposed to be brave.
Storm: *scared* I'll... I'll be right back. I'm going to get help.
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Fortunately, the goat likes Caroline, and she fell instantly in love with him.
Caroline: I'm going to call you Spot. Do you like that?
Spot: !!!
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Caroline: We're going to be best friends!
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Storm: Nooo! Small human! Get away from that creature! It's evil and dangerous!
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Storm: Yes, that's it. Go inside where you'll be safe.
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Storm: As for you, stay away from my human!
Spot: You do realize, both you and your annoying human are bigger than me.
Storm: Yes, well... that is not the point.
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Spot: *amused* You're hilarious, horse.
Storm: *shudder* Don't come any closer.
Cookie: What's the matter, Storm? You're not afraid of a cute little goat, are you?
Storm: He's dangerous! He's going to hurt someone. Maybe he's even plotting world domination!
Cookie: Overreact much?
Storm: You didn't see what he did to my human!
Spot: I know where your stall is.
Storm: *screams*
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Treasure: What's going on with Storm? Is he hiding?
Cookie: Yeah. He's afraid of goats.
Treasure: Ghosts? I don't blame him. I once heard a story about a haunted barn that was—
Cookie: No, goats. You know, small animals with horns?
Treasure: Oh! Goats! But, they're so cute, especially the one that's going to be living with us from now on. And he's so fashionable too. I mean, you can't go wrong with a spotted coat, can you? Of course, I may be a little biased...
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Storm: *to himself* I can't believe they're out there eating and gossiping like nothing's going on, as if we don't have a deadly predator in our midst. I'm just going to stay here in my stall. I hope Victor locked the door.
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Spot: *plots world domination*
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omnipotent-darkness · 3 months
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nooooo I promise THIS time that I'm warning you about men invading queer (by which I mean women and ppl I can reasonably pretend I see as women) spaces I'm not pointlessly fearmongering haha nooo This exclusionism is good and will protect women and isn't just me not examining my own queerphobic biases haha I promise this group of people is ACTUALLY cishets trying to invade queer spaces and steal queer resources this time and I'm not just an asshole nooooo I swear it's different thisssss time
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han-gyul · 7 months
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bias tag game!
rules: you're going to pick 10 of your biases (or as many biases as you have and then fill in the rest of the spots with idols you like) and number them 1-10. then answer the questions below! try not to look at the questions before you make your list!
tagged by @boobzi and @lee-minhoe and @dive-in-the-blue (thank yallll 🥰💕)
tagging (no obligation!): @dakbees @gnanii @jikyu @lunetual @neonunau @quokki @seokmatthewz @woodziecup + anyone who wants to play~
my biases (in random order like i literally used a website to randomize it):
d1 // dkb
hongjoong // atz
jihyo // twice
lee know // skz
jiung // p1h
mingyu // svt
jacob // tbz
hangyul // bae173
xiaojun // wayv
jeno // nct
QUESTIONS:
1. Between 7 and 5, who did you bias first?
between 7 (jacob) and 5 (jiung) i biased jacob first !! i got into tbz around feb 2022 (and became a jacob bias in march) and got into p1h in july 2022, so not that big of a time difference honestly!
2. Between 2 and 6, who are you more attached to?
between 2 (hongjoong) and 6 (mingyu) i'm more attached to mingyu (sorry hongjoong LOL) i've been biasing gyu longer and mingyu is just.... so mingyu!!!
3. If you were to spend the day with either 3 or 1, who would you choose and what would you do?
omg evil question how could u make me choose between d1 and jihyo help..... NOOO omg what the hell why cant i have both?? what if dongil and i go to a twice concert??is that allowed??? or jihyo and i go to a dkb fansign event together LOL the dakbees' reactions would be priceless haha
4. What is your favorite physical feature about 9?
XIAOJUN PRETTY PRETTY EYES PRETTY EYEBROWS PRETTY HANDS EVERYTHING SO PRETTY!!!!! DID YALL SEE HIM AT NCT NATION HE SLAYEDDDDD
5. What is your favorite part of 6's personality?
probably mingyu's clumsiness hahaha but i think part of his charm is that he's always trying his best so his clumsiness is so endearing when it happens!! it's always a complete accident and he tries so hard to make up for it (but the other members never let him live LOL)
6. If you were to tell 8 anything you wanted, what would you tell them?
i would tell hangyul to do a bae173 US/world tour, also leave podol, also get more back tattoos, also remind him of his goal of growing his hair out and getting it permed again bc these days he's been getting too many haircuts
7. Between 1 and 2, whose closet would you raid?
between 1 (d1) and 2 (hongjoong) definitely hongjoong i love his fashion style he has such interesting taste and i want it all
8. What is a style that you want to see 3 try?
omg jihyo has done so many concepts already haha and we finally got jihyolo!!!! so i dont even think i have anything left to ask from her. maybe rock concept??? idk the only thing i would ask from her is to marry me skljdfajsdfajsfjsfkkdjjjjjj
9. Between 5 and 4, who are you closer to in height?
between 5 (jiung) and 4 (lee know) i'm pretty sure jiung is taller and i'm shorter than both of them so i'm closer to lino :')
10. Between 10 and 9, whose music do you like the best?
between 10 (jeno) and 9 (xiaojun) who are both in nct and even in the same songs... aksjdlfasdjfjsjj LMAO. hmm. ok well between nct dream and wayv i think i do like wayv b-sides more but i like dream title tracks more :') in terms of their individual styles i'm a sucker for xiaojuns beautiful voice sorry jeno but that man rlly can sing! even tho i do love jeno's raps especially in zoo
edit: also i just listened to the new nct 2023 album and the bat jeno ATE 🤩
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antiterf · 1 year
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Littman (author of the original Rapid Onset Gender Dysphoria study) made another publication to argue that her methods are justified and I'm just going to write down random thoughts as I read through it and the original study again because... damn who's publishing these
“They are constantly putting down straight, white people for being privileged, dumb and boring." Said probably by a straight, privileged white person that's currently acting dumb.
"the development of the survey instrument was conducted with the feedback from four members of the target population for content and clarity" - so not even a psychologist went over this survey. Makes sense since it's treating gender dysphoria as meaning "identifies as transgender" yet doesn't. "My child didn't show signs of being gender dysphoric until they came out as transgender!" lucky for your teenager, they need 2 out of 6 symptoms with significant distress to fall under gender dysphoria. 5/6 can be kept secret as they are personal wants and feelings.
"Convenience samples are used all the time in research," yeah, but going to three websites that have obvious beliefs on the matter and all coming to the website for the same reason is a lot different than general social media. You could've looked for parents of trans people for your targeted population, but nooo, let's only get our samples from the same people who made the concept, your scale, with all having similar beliefs. That's just a convenience sample. God.
Ah, you're comparing your sampling to researchers looking for trans people in general. Like we all have the same belief system (not biased, guys, no prejudice here!)
"coming out" is frequently in quotes along with "cisgender" but not terms like straight or gay. Hinting that maybe this researcher is again, a bit biased. Just maybe.
"Parental report has been justified as a good method for monitoring child mental and physical health" Yeah it's too bad that you're asking questions like "what do their friends talk about" and other things about teenagers and some adults (oh look you sourced something where the age group was 0-17) where the parents are reportedly having trouble getting along with them (57%).
What kind of content someone looks at on the internet is not a good time to get parental reports.
"The issue with parental report is that it can carry biases" NO?! REALLY?!/s "I acknowledged this," but you still didn't act like there was bias in any of your examinations of the data. You can't go, "I acknowledge that this person has a bloody knife," before proceeding to ignore the bloody knife while making a threat analysis, and hell, why not get them another knife!
"More than a third (33.7%) of the AYAs asked for medical and/or surgical transition at the same time that they announced they were transgender-identified." Ah yes, .4% more than a third, to be exact.
Damn, there are barely any significant correlations in this - oh look, most of the tested ones for significance are about the relationship with their parents. There is not a single one about peer interactions or online use. The only reported for significance was "stopped hanging out with non transgender friends," and that didn't have significance.
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taegularities · 7 months
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A hundred percent agree with you about the camping vlog Rid!!! And the live from that day too. Literally can't count the times I've watched it for comfort.
I've been so grateful for every single live he's done this year honestly. It just feels like the most safe comforting thing ever, I could listen to him talk about anything or just listen to his playlist while admiring him, all of it makes me so happy. (won't talk about when he works out on live tho because 😳😳😳)
And I really really love his covers, his voice is so beautiful and fills my heart with love every time I hear it, so his covers are my go to when I need comfort too.
Can't forget about bv koo and how freaking adorable he is:
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And I personally really love those run bts episodes where they film their own drama because Jungkook's cheeks are so swollen and he looks adorableeeee:
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Also can't stop thinking about that vogue article where they said this about him:
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His power!!!! But I mean, I get it, he looked like this and he was literally glowing:
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Okay I'm done with my rant for now because I could literally keep going forever. I've missed ranting to you Rid, thank you for giving me this opportunity to gush about him, it made me very happy 🥺🥺🥺
his vlog just. i can't quite explain it, but there's some domestic comfort to it. him talking about anything and everything during the drive, finding peace in the ocean, him dancing as he brushes his teeth, his excitement over the campfire… us jk biases are constantly well fed. this year especially was quite turbulent lmao from working out and groaning to sitting there and talking about his feelings or singing his heart out.. it was such a rollercoaster ride.
nooo, bv koo is incomparable!! also, i love how it's been so long, but no one's over swollen-cheek-kook yet lol coconut head jk was iconic :') ivi, i really missed your rants, too.. and if i can make you feel better anyhow, then i'm beyond happy okay 😭 i know you've been having a hard time lately, and i truly am always here to talk if you ever need to rant, like literally you can type essays idc, i'll listen!! you deserve the fkn world <3
what's your favourite jk (comfort) moment/memory? 🐰
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jicklet · 20 days
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escaflowne episode 3: THE GIRLS ARE FIGHTINGGGG
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This episode officially brings our count up to 4 bishounen, right off the bat.
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my best friend really liked those two evil dudes, I recall. Nobody liked Allen.
I was curious to see if that dislike was justified, or if we were just biased in favor of Van. Nope, his first scene and I'm not a fan.
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Like, Van hears Hitomi scream, runs through the forest and finds her unconscious being held by Some Guy. Of course he's going to freak out! He doesn't know you!! ANSWER HIM!! don't just keep being like :/ drawing your sword is a real bad idea :/ hm :// I'll kill you if you do that, so :///
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dude???? considering Van is an anime dude wearing red, he is being pretty goddamn civil. Why are you delivering the news that his entire home was destroyed like he's annoying???
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"Hitomi✨ you precious flower🌹 don't leave this room 💕Also King of Nothing--I mean hey you, you're also on house arrest. bye."
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SAME, VAN. ugh what is this guy a knight of,other than being the worst.
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ahh, there they are. Van might be tsundere as heck, but whenever he's at all worried about Hitomi he's right there immediately. if i'm remembering right this is pretty much their cornerstone.
Anyways Van tries to leave and Hitomi is like "But Allen said nooo!" and Van obviously doesn't care. then Allen shows up to treat Van like a child some more and they fight, but the important part is this:
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teehee.
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dullahandyke · 3 months
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Ok back to dgs, trial 1 part 3 ^_^
We're like 2 lines in and auchi is already being misogynist... bro fuck of
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[ID: a still from The Great Ace Attorney, in which Susato Mikotoba and Kazuma Asougi are both behind the defense bench.]
omg they're both here.... hello <3 squad...
Nooo shes leaving already... sads :(
The poison needs to have entered thru a wound... the burn mayhaps ? But then why steal the glass...
WAIT NK I JUSR RMEMBERED. HE HAD A FUCKIN TOOTH EXTRACTED THERE WAS A WOUND IN HIS MOUTH!!!! ok as u were
Brett's drinking animation is rlly nice tho... the zooms n shit
Oh this music is BANGING... idr the naming conventions of aa music and when they play but the one when brett goes full villain... mwah
RYUUS DOING RHE SCRAFCH BEHIND HEAD EMBARRASSED SPRITEEEEEE LIKE GRANDPA LIKE GRANDSON
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[ID: Ryuunosuke Naruhodou's internal dialogue reads, "What is this, welling up inside me...? I've never felt like this before. It's a sort of conviction to break down all the discrepancies... It's so intense. Almost rage-like... And more than anything else, it's an animalistic desire... to take down my prey!" He then shouts, "Objection!"]
YESSSSS MY BOY LETS GO!!!!! also the lawyer genes r literally coming out it's so funny...
Brett destroying the bottle so it cant b tested for curare... first off suspicious as fuck, second off they can surely test the shards for trace amounts
Loving the view of multiple witnesses on the same stand I rlly like it... focusing on nosa while hosonaga is just standing there bleeding from the mouth in the corner of my vision
OH THIS MUSIC IS BANGGER I THINK ITS THE PIRSUIT THEME? LETS GO
All the music is so awesome in this game its polyphonous as fuck
Omg all the little chicks around the courtroom after brett's breakdown that's so cute...
YES ASOUGI USE YOUR KATANA!!!! so cools.... proud bf boasting abt how the naruhodou family will always b better than the auchi family
Jigoku mentioning the mission he imposed on asougi... why dont u fuck of.... I've noticed him being biased towards ryuu winning so that asougi can go to Britain that little fuck.... u dont deserve ur cool beard
Ok I know gumshoe is in charge of the confetti in modern aa but who the fuck is scattering sakura petals in this secret trial. Susatos in the fucking rafters lads
Oh God this victory theme is already so emotional.... gonna die to death when it plays eventually
SUSATO YAY SHES BACK!!!
Love asougi.... of COURSE hes taking the sword to Britain ryuu, why wouldnt he
Asougis little smile as he tells ryuu to celebrate... lets go my man
HEYRE NOT TAKING SUSATO TO LA CARNEVAL???????? BROOOO SHE DESWRVES IT GET HER BEEF!!!!!
Samurai on a mission again :) such a good song
And in comes the theme of destiny with the steel chair ??? Asougi saying he feels like ryuu is the one destined to b a lawyer instead of him... obvi its referring to the whole naruhodou lawyer thing but considering the shit asougi goes thru later... idk I'm putting a pin in that line
'You dont need knowledge of the law you need to BELIEVE' idk asougi it kinda sounds like u have this whole ace attorney thing down pat
'Asougi....mikotoba...susato.... hosonaga who didnt do anything but whatever...' go ryuu kill him <3
Finished the case jusr in time for bubbles to jump off me... now that's timing... ok I'm gonna go do shit (fold laundry, do some of my colour by numbers, etc) I'll probably start case 2 tonight... I shalt meet herlock >:) and other occurrences :( but also herlock >:)
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charmixpower · 2 years
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☀️ Stel hairstyles explained 🌙
Stella! This one was probably the easiest because she has so many fun canon hairstyles to chose from, and making her hair even fancier is an absolute delight. I had to get a little creative with her earrings because I didn't want her to just have the same ones in, but it god hard after a while. Thankfully I think they turned out really well!
On to my thoughts about the individual styles
Classic Stella: behold, my hatred of Stella's early season pointy bangs in it's purest form. Also my redesign of her s1 outfit. I could not not include Stella with her hair down bc Stella would never have her hair up most of the time, and that's something. A high ponytail wouldn't be wrong but why would you do it like that with a bow????? Can you remember who this character is supposed to be???? Take those bows off her right now or so help me god—
Bedtime Stella: I love this outfit from s4 and I just had to include it bc it acknowledges how Stella has to deal with a fuck ton hair 24/7. It's just great. Putting the orange of the hair ties only on the yellow of her blended too much, especially because I made Stella's hair honey colored. So I made it red. Bonus unstyled bangs, bc I had to acknowledge her classic bangs somewhere
Club Stella: BLUE ERA. I never noticed how much long hair soften Stella look until I put it all into a small braid. Her muscles are so much more noticeable. I'd imagine this would be a reason Stella would avoid not having her hair down in anyway. Aside from that, I saw a braid from this hideous later seasons green thing pretending to an outfit and I just had to keep a braid for Stella bc the hair was so cute. Just one, decided to put it with a corset and all blue and purple for Stella embracing her moon for a night out
Disco Stella: I know a lot of people don't like this outfit, and nooo!! Look at how tacky she looks!!! It's so cute!!! She has some my favorite earrings here, like yesss I was so happy when I put those on her. I think I might be biased bc I really like how Stella looks without her bangs lol
All natural: we got ~all natural~ Stella. With her glasses, natural hair, and without the extensions she usually wears. I know plenty of people who usually have straight hair (most notably my mom and irl close friend), and the reason usually comes down to "it's easier to deal with" but I don't think that Stella would care if her hair was easy to deal with or not? So I'm giving her the reason I used to have my hair straight 24/7 as a child. She's extremely tender headed and anything that pulls her hair makes her start crying because it hurts so much. Curls pull, straight hair usually doesn't. That's how my mom delt with me before I was able to brush my own hair properly bc it just hurt so much, and I could deal with my hair my own way at that point. I really hate the way I look with straight hair so I sucked it up, but I still refuse to let combs come near my hair. I imagine Stella doesn't despise the way she looks with straight hair, but really likes it. Listen, I know she can just magically grow her hair but listen. It's just fun if Stella has extensions in, and getting my hair braided hurt way less than getting it brushed so I think extensions would hurt less too. Also yes, after seeing young Stella I have hc'd that she wears contacts most of the time bc she doesn't like the way she looks with glasses
Cozy Stella: I really love her fruity music bar look. Like a lot of the outfits from s4 annoyed the fuck out of me, see the Musa s4 civilian rant, but the fruity music bar ones always fucked. I gave cozy casual Stella a well styled low side ponytail, and a tinner headband. Because relaxing doesn't mean she's not gonna look good while doing it. Can I just say I love the side ponytail? For what reason the designers keep adding high side ponytails I'll never understand, but the low one looks so cute on her
Princess Stella: I know the correct answer to "why is that headpiece floating behind her head" is magic, but that's not fun for me, so I made it apart of a high bun which is holding it up. Love the earrings her so much, I was starting to run out of earring ideas lol. I added some sleeves to make the outfit slightly more royal looking. They're short sleeves, don't worry lol
Gala attendee: Omg I love the top of Stella's flower princess dress, we don't acknowledge the rest of it. We also don't acknowledge the second part of her bun. I'm not doing it. The double bun is hidious and I will not draw it, the single bun is super cute tho. I should of made it bigger tho bc of all the damn hair Stella has. VERY happy with her earrings on this one, so pretty
Princess ball: I left her hair mostly the same because this is best high ponytail that Stella has worn and will ever wear, and I don't wanna fuck with perfection. I did mess a little with her dress because I've always hated the top part of it mdksnd I feel so bad but the one sleeve and the slanted stap look bad to me fjajsns that's all
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QSMP PURGATORY FINALE
Liveblogging Phil's POV - Part 1
[ Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 ]
Strap in lads, this is a longgggg liveblog.
NEW BOLAS EMOTE LETS GOOOO
Aw, the idea of a shared playlist is so sweet.
Yeah I'm sick of Purgatory it's super stressful watching it and seeing the Fandom being stupid about it. If they keep Purgatory going (which I doubt they'd do, but One Fear and all that) I might stop watching stream as much. It's really not my vibe. If I do watch I'll probably just solo Phil's POV and that's it. I've been watching Fit more than Phil lately (for once) but that's been stressful).
Whenever Phil and Roier interact I gain a +10 boost to my mood
Oh, Maximus was streaming? OK yeah he's definitely set off that bomb today LMAO
Noooo they're all shouting over Maximus and he just goes silent noooo :((( SHUT UP AND LET MAXIMUS SPEAK GOOD GOD
Thank you Phil and Mouse for answering him I was losing my mind
Roier and Etoiles arguing about stupid stuff with each other is so funny, I'm so glad Purgatory made them become so close
LMAO Etoiles I'm so sorry, your team just loves dying
It's sad that Maximus didn't log on more, I wish more people knew how funny he is and what a good RPer he is :(
Mouse is so funny too I wish I had time to watch her
44m - Phil: Do we have a choice? Tubbo: We always have a choice. Banger convo
46m - Etoiles: I could kill them naked You sure could dude
NOOO ETOILES DONT SAY THAT THE EGGS ARE GONNA HAVE A DEATH BATTLE MY HEART DROPPED INTO MY STOMACH oh nvm "Dapper clears" made me laugh. Pomme would be awesome too.
52m 30s - Two coffee beans and a wooden hoe I'm DYING
Cellbit was only holding back his murderous tendencies on the Island because of coffee (and Roier)
POP OFF ETOILES I KNOW THAT SONG!!!!
The pure serotonin of hearing Etoiles sing a Spanish song I know :')
Poor Maximus coming back after 30 minutes. Surely he isn't working on his bomb (copium)
LMAO Maximus and his new server
58m - Maximus: Gays, any news?
I love him
OH CRAP CUTSCENE
"I SPY WITH MY GIANT EYE" LMAO
Oh Phil is gonna wipe the floor with Tubbo
LMAO of course he says stick fight
Poor Etoiles he's suffering
"Switch your hearts to Hardcore" Ok, Slime said that as a joke but that'd go so hard
Thank god Phil is going to be honorable about it, I know Tubbo will be too.
SHAKING MY SCREEN PLEASE STOP TALKING OVER MAXIMUS EVERYONE!!! This is a topic we’ve talked about a billion time but man, I wish they could implement translations / subtitles into their group chat as well, every conversation during events is biased in favor of English speakers. Aypierre was based for speaking only French with Bad and Fit the other day.
I love Etoiles he’s so funny
I LOVE THAT PHIL AND TUBBO ARE TALKING THIS OUT, AGH!!! I LOVE COMMUNICATION I MISSED THIS!!!!! I hated the lack of communication during the first week and a half of Purgatory
LMAO CELLBIT BEING SO TOXIC TO BAGI I LOVE HIM HE’S SUCH A TERRIBLE LITTLE BROTHER
Awh, Fit checking in on Maximus :’)))) Fit’s always been so sweet to the OG Spanish-speaking members of the server, it melts my heart. He brings them up every so often during his streams and he’s always so kind.
I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED THIS GAMBA IM SO SAD
LMAO I was gonna be like “Aw Tubbo being sweet about the kids” and then of course he’s like SCREW DAPPER, classic Tubbo
TUBBO HAD DREAMS ABOUT CELLBIT CHASING HIM DOWN WITH A KNIFE??? LMFAO This does not surprise me, somehow.
The only real winner of Purgatory is Antoine, he knew better than to log on while Purgatory was going on.
OH GOSH THE TRANSCRIPTIONS ARE A NIGHTMARE ok so it was definitely a good call to watch an English streamer for this. I know better than to rely on the transcripts / translation box during an event day with THIS many people online
PFTT ElQuackity wandering through
The gasmasks make me crack up so much because they remind me of a fly and also an old Majora’s Mask mask
“May the cursed team win” STOP BAITING THEM TBH I think they’re either all cursed or there is no cursed team
NOOOO I’m so sad I can’ hear the music Phil played during this fight
Screw it, pausing the VOD and pulling up my own hype music
I love seeing Phil going into sweat mode, his whole posture and expression shifts
Yeah no surprise there, Phil is cracked
Aww Bagi being so supportive of Tubbo is sweet
LETS GOOO WAY TO GO SLIME LMAO EVEN THE ADMINS WERE LIKE “FRICK THIS GUY” based
Wait noooo I just realized Pac isn’t online :(((((((((
Uh oh ladies
“I had my fun shuffling those friendships around” man wants to be taken seriously so bad with his little villain of the week speech PISS OFF oh ok just a few more games PHEW I thought he was ACTUALLY gonna pull a “Purgatory 2: Electric Boogaloo” on us and I was about to straight up turn off my computer and go to bed.
THE EYE IS GONNA PARTICIPATE????????
That’s sick as hell actually LETSGO I wanna see them wail on this circus clown
Phil: KILL HIS ASS KILL HIS ASS Phil just like me fr
“I’ve been close to you this entire time” Mouse: I’m gonna kill Quackity Based. Everyone immediately attacking the frickin admin I’m cackling LMFAO THEY ALL JUST KILL ELQUACKITY everyone be like “THIS IS FOR SENDING US TO HELL FOR 2 WEEKS THAT WAS SO STRESSFUL”
OH??? LETTERS NEXT TO THEIR NAMES??? Everyone except Aypierre, Bad, Fit, Baghera, Cellbit, Foolish, and Slime… Hmmmm… G I L G H S C M Ok well that’s a bunch of nonsense. I’m pausing the VOD I wanna try and work this out. Yeah I got nothing, I’m gonna keep watching for now lmao. I wonder if this is related to their tickets maybe? Though that doesn’t match up
Bagi has a 4 now??
I’d say “Maybe this is another ploy by the Eye to make them suspicious of each other and fight” but I think it’d be more interesting if the Eye was saying the truth this time
Aypierre (ha– “EYE-pierre” I wish someone made that joke) and Max having a private convo??? I’m sure there will be no major lore repercussions from whatever they’re talking about! (Copium)
LMAO I’m glad one of them was finally like “Is this a trap? Maybe we shouldn’t ALL run head-first into whatever this is.”
I swear if Quackity logged out to switch accounts or something–
I always wonder what “logging out” would translate to in the world. Would it just be like, the character falling asleep? Phasing out of existence? Hmm…
NOT ANOTHER FRICKIN ROULETTE WHEEL
1h 48m - Bagi: I think the one who should spin it is Phil! Phil:
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Big mood Phil
I wonder if this is gonna determine what Egg we get back… will we only be able to rescue one? OH ACTUALLY NO – the Eye talked about multiple games. Maybe each game is about getting one of the Eggs back? That seems to easy though, I’m starting to wonder if they only get one Egg back. That would suck though because it implies that they’d have to do a whole Purgatory-esque event again for EVERY single Egg, and if they did that I’d drop dead.
Fit I love you, thank you for telling everyone to shut up and listen to Phil. Too much chaos.
Slime: I think I misclicked SHUT UP LMAOOO Oh so the Eye told Phil to spin it too, so they were right.
I FRICKIN KNEW IT THEY ONLY GET ONE EGG BACK
Poor Phil :(((( That’s so much pressure on him
THE WORKER HAS AN EYE WTF Lmao Roier immediately laughs at it Is that supposed to be the thing that was “close to them” all along? That doesn’t make any sense.
Ok cards on the table here: my first choice would be Richarlyson. I know this is all RNG based, but he’d be my first choice of all the alive Eggs. I’m almost certain it won’t be him though, I feel like it’s gonna be Tallulah or something.
Number 7? Roier: Vegetta? 777? Pftt
LMFAO NO SHOT SLIME ACTUALLY SCREWED IT UP
They should’ve just had Phil be the only one in the room– OH DOOR? Slime: YOU COULDN”T AFFORD A FASTER DOOR? GET THEIR ASS SLIME LMAO
Foolish: I’m drowning! Oh wait no, I meant the opposite of that. Pfttt
That frickin one-eyed worker looks so tired I wonder if that’s the worker Cucurucho sent, and it just got possessed by the Eye dude since the Eye didn’t have a physical body or didn’t want to show them its actual physical body or something? Hmmmmm.
RICHARLYSON AND POMME??
OH WAIT ITS ALL THE EGGS OH NO
OH NO DO THEY HAVE TO PICK ONLY ONE???
OH THANK GOD THEY CAN GET OUT wait but no they're blocked by glass still?
RICHASSSS CHAYANNE SOBS!!!
RAMONNNNNNNN FIT CALLING FOR RAMON IM GONNA CRY, THAT'S HIS BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY MADE IN HEAVEN BY GOD HIMSELF
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I'm so sorry Chayanne but that did make me laugh
Phil: You did well Me: *BURSTS INTO TEARS*
LMAO Why is Tallulah just dancing
Ramon: Took u long enough to find me Me: *BURSTS INTO TEARS EVEN MORE*
Bro I missed the Eggs so much dude :( I know we probably won’t get them all back rn but it’s so nice just seeing them
FRICK OFF, DON’T MAKE THEM STAY HERE I’LL KILL YOU MYSELF
Slime: My sleep schedule, no–
1h 55m - Foolish: CUCURUCHO, BREAK US OUT! FRICKIN FOR REAL, CUCURUCHO GET THEM OUT OF THERE IM  LITERALLY GONNA DIE IF I HAVE TO SEE ONE MORE DAY OF PURGATORY
Cucurucho please get your ass over here
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FRICKIN REAL AS HELL ETOILES
Genuinely though, if they kept this event going any longer I think so many streamers would actually quit and I wouldn’t even blame them. I’d probably drop it too for a while, it’s just way too much stress.
WAIT NO RAMON DOESN”T HAVE HIS MOUSTACHE oh wait no 
Tallulah: So he is not here? again? :( I hate to be that guy but literally what did you expect LMAO his ass is NOT coming back for some random Purgatory event
Phil: Don’t worry, I am here. HELL YEAH YOU ARE!!! BEST DAD PHIL
Oh… Phil running between Tallulah and Chayanne breaks my heart a little bit :(((
I wonder if Chayanne is separated because he’s the leader / eldest of the group. :(
Maximus: Guys, I’m gonna explode an atomic bomb. Phil: WHAT?
IM FRICKIN CRYING, MAXIMUS PLEASE, THERE IS A TIME AND A PLACE BUT NOW IS NOT EITHER
THIS IS WHY YOU SHOULD”VE FRICKIN LISTENED TO MAXIMUS EARLIER!!!!!!!!
Head in my hands everyone is STILL talking over him while he’s doing this big important lore thing. I am dying. Maximus you deserve the world I am so sorry.
On a meta level, I wonder how many creators actually KNEW that Maximus had a bomb because I know for a fact at least a few of them were genuinely in the dark
This is miserable actually, I’m pulling up Maximus’ VOD rn because this is genuinely frustrating me. “Everyone always talks over everyone else in an event” and all, I know I know, but it still sucks to see.
MAXIMUS’ VOD INTERLUDE
OH DANG HE REALLY JUMPED STRAIGHT INTO THE LORE Lmfao not the cutesy hello in the midst of tense music, Max I love you.
Bro I’m about to start posting Sapo Peta clips, I NEED people to know how insanely good this man is at storytelling and RP, nobody frickin Gets It
I’m jumping to his conversation with Aypierre.
Aypierre: I’m a little curious Maximus: You can keep that “curious” in your mind. I love him.
1h 16m - Maximus: When all of this is finished, you won’t need my trust anymore. Banger line.
Aypierre: …Are you gonna kill yourself, Maximus? No, don’t do that. AGH.
Maximus: Maybe. AGH!!!!!!
Head in my hands, Maximus saying hi to Tina and getting no response, I think she was AFK
1h 18m - Maximus: I don’t trust you.
LMAO not Aypierre saying “I won’t kill you anymore.” Completely normal thing to say.
Aypierre: Will it kill only the Federation, or everyone? Maximus: *dead silent* Me: YEAH ALRIGHT, BUCKLE IN BOYS IT’S GONNA BE ONE OF THOSE DAYS
Maximus what the hell is wrong with your facecam
Maximus just laughing after the Eye said they couldn’t leave. Badass.
Nobody listening to Maximus. I am chewing a live wire.
Bagi I love you but your volume is so frickin loud in everybody’s POV I’m dying
OH WTF ITS THE EYE THING????
THAT”S FRICKIN TERRIFYING WHAT THE HELL
That being said: absolutely badass of Maximus to just reveal where it is
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AYO WHAT IS *THAT*
THAT SKIN IS FRICKIN HORRIFYING WHAT *IS* THAT QUACKITY
LMFAO POOR CHAYANNE JUST HIDING IN THE CORNER WHILE FRICKIN ELDRITCH MONSTER ELQUACKITY IS STANDING 2 FEET AWAY FROM HIM
I hit the word limit so I'm splitting this liveblog into 3 separate posts! Please see Part 2 and Part 3 here for the rest.
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