#not a good enough excuse tbh

[fella-lovin-fella]

i have boyfriend-is-at-work disease. it's a cruel world.

#make money #why isnt he here :( #to ? #not a good enough excuse tbh #bug #cishets dni #mlm #nblm #nblm safe #nblm suggestion #bi mlm #gay mlm #ftm mlm #trans mlm #nblm yearning #t4t nblm #nblm blog #nblm thoughts #bi nblm #nblm positivity #nblm love #mlm blog #mlm love #mlm positivity #mlm post #mlm textpost #mlm yearning #mlm thoughts #mlm concept #mlm longing

[araremonaka]

Making a AU where Brozone was able to achieve the perfect family harmony the first time :33

They become a lot closer with each other after, and they all have a lot more trust towards JD and are more accepting of his controlling behavior with the band because thats what helped them to achieve the perfect family harmony. There’s a lot of unresolved tension between everyone because of this though(except maybe like branch at least in that moment).

During the Bergen escape they ‘lose’ Clay, and the remaining members disband Brozone. They don’t exactly really separate from each other, and it actually keeps them closer together. Branch would start a solo career soon after with JD helping as his manager. With JD never really growing out of being controlling and everyone else being more complicit with it well…

TLDR : Branch grows up as a overworked child star

Im still figuring things out so some things maayyyy change. Floyd and Bruce I honestly dont really know what to do with them exactly. Like I said Im figuring things out still.

#trolls #trolls au #trolls band together #trolls fanart #trolls branch #branch #john dory #trolls John Dory #yes branch has frosted tips here #or like i tried to give him frosted tips (??) #its good enough idrc tbh #im obsessed with branches sunglasses though #taking every excuse i get to draw him with it #Child Star Branch AU #perfect family harmony AU

[luckycloverforducks]

[WIP? Sketch?? Idk concept]

[Swap AU]

"it's you... !"

That moment when the girl who patched you up and saved you from dying in an alley (that you promptly ran away from) show up at one of your very first concerts

#chaggie #swap au #hazbin hotel swap au #hazbin hotel charlie #charlie morningstar #vaggie #hazbin vaggie #hazbin hotel #love they #very muc.h #<333 #it was honestly crush at first sight for Charlie #well #2nd #actually #it got deeper as they got closer #im debating wether to keep their temporary breakup or not #i might im just a little confused on where to put it #i just really want an excuse to be able to draw Vaggie as Marceline singing “im just your problem” tbh #btw Vaggie got another makeover quickly after this Velvette decided it wasnt good enough #shes right #im so bad at designing outfits #UpsideDown/Swap AU

[ganondoodle]

i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo

#ganondoodles talks #also probably sounds like self pity #but this feeling hits everytime i see a super popular artist be the popular cool artist #i am a little weird i know that and thats not somethign bad i think #but the internet never gets to see that much of me #i tend to write posts when i am at my worst bc it has to go somewhere #so the image it tells people is that im a weirdly strong opiniod freak that gets breakdowns over nothing #i also dont feel like im otherwise -cool tm- enough to balance that out #i dont think my art is as stylized or as inventive as others nor am i cool to interact with bc idk how to be cool to interact with #i feel double bad when i misstepped with someone i used to talk to bc of something stupid ... or just dont know what i did wrong #im guessing its especially when i am in that spiraling state of mind where i really am not myself tbh #it still feels very bad bc i feel like i can never make it up to anyone again #sorry i acted like a jerk my brain was exploding in emotions in a desperate attempt to deal with something idk how to deal with- #-and made me not act like myself but now i feel really dumb about it #doesnt sound like a good excuse #... i want to thank those that do stick with me #even if i acted strange sometimes- even if i disappointed sometimes- even when i couldnt keep a promise #there are little things that still make me angry at myself #like that one time i asked in the tags whod read as long as the end of them and if someone did shoudl send me an ask so id draw a lil thing #and i got two #and i kept trying to remeber oh shit i need to do that and forgetting again/not having energy for it in a loop #i still feel like a jerk about it but now its probably too late #i wish i could answer all asks i get but man my energy for that is always rock bottom #no matter how much i enjoy the ask #and i love getting asks!!! #im sorry :((

[rat6irl]

someone give me the motivation to start reading dungeon meshi I've got multiple people telling me to read it and that I'd love it but I just....can't bring myself to pick it up

#Funny thing is I started reading it in 2018 but dropped it a few chapters in...iirc I was reading it during work #And wasn't giving it my full attention so I didn't care as much #But i have no excuse now....tbh I really just am not into dnd style high fantasy unless there's some sort of twist on the world building #But people keep saying it's so good & the best thing they've ever read so I feel like I'm missing out BUT THATS NOT ENOUGH TO GET ME TO CAR

[hibiscussoupbowl]

I feel like i dont have any headcanons for thiam that much or any ideas for like what they do or anything but thats simply bc i cant think of anything usually aside from things that are canon lol. That being said i do love the hc that theo is good at biology bc of the dread doctors.

I also have maybe one hc that i thought of but its more abt isaac and its that he wears scarves after the icebath bc he is constantly cold after that and thats why he wears scarves lmao.

#teen wolf #isaac lahey #tbh i just dont have many ideas bc i usually stick to canon #if something i read in fic i really like as a hc i will take it and spread that agenda bc i think that hc is so cool #like the car scene? that one is so good but i dont pay enough attention to make excuses and see the outside of what wasnt shown lmao #im more focused on the fact that they have an interactions at ALL #and then i base my art off of poses i think would suit them or tropes yk? #hibiscus soup rants

[byanyan]

ㅤat this point, they're beyond wasted and vibing out to music that's too loud with several substances on standby for when the buzz starts wearing off. happy new year!!

#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ic status ⋮ fighting a fight i'll win anyway. #excuse to make use of this gif bc it's one of my faves? maybe. #but mostly i don't want to make an ooc post bc i don't much care for new years #THAT SAID....... i do actually have a goal for this year #and that's to finally ACTUALLY take fucking steps toward getting a diagnosis so that i can maybe start to be a functioning human being #for the first time in far far too long #at this point i'm p sure i'm on the autism spectrum and/or adhd and only having treatment for depression & anxiety #and having psychs guess at MAYBE things like bpd are the underlying main issue #then not actually doing anything about it #has royally fucked over my quality of life since middle school (: #i don't like talking much about my life bc it's genuinely so embarrassing #but i figure maybe baring a little of my soul will help encourage me to finally take steps forward. #this is basically my happy place. my retreat. my escape. #and byan has effectively become my comfort character and a bit of an outlet #so while i'm out here crying about shit i just want to say a huge thank you to all of you lovely mutuals who have kept me company #and put up with my sharp and glittery little freak and given me all these amazing relationships for them #i'd be doin a whole lot worse if not for y'all you have no idea #thank you i love you and here's to hoping that 2024 is good and a better mental health year for all of us ♡♡♡ #...there's a good chance i'll be embarrassed enough to delete all these tags later tbh #but i'm in basically the last time zone to hit midnight so it's probably late enough that most people won't see it anyway lmao

[ridiculously-over-obsessed]

You know this time next year, when I haven't spoken to mum in months and I'm not coming home for xmas, I hope she thinks back on days like today and is like "yeah that's probably the reason he went no contact"

#max rambles a lot #sometimes i think that maybe things will be okay and i won't have to cut off the other half of my family when i move out #and then days like this happen where both of them start screaming at me because idk the way i'm feeling is inconvient to them #and *my* autism and mh isn't an excuse for being 'bone idle' and 'lazy' (i swear i'm really trying i'm just Going Through It rn) #but theirs is an excuse to treat me like shit #i fucking hate it here #i've decided that whether or not this opportunity comes to fruition i'm moving to York in september #opposite side of the country while still being in the north #hate the idea of moving out of manchester tbh i love it but a fresh start is what i need so 🤷🏻 #yeah fuck them both tbh i worked so hard to buy them nice xmas gifts that i know they'll love #and almost broke myself on multiple occassions to clean this hovel of a house and it's never fucking good enough #i am the only one who is *still* sleeping on the floor because mum and my sister both have new beds and mattresses #and i got yelled at for trying to figure out if i could afford to get a bed too #because mum didn't want the hassle of sorting my room out too before xmas so i have to wait until the new year??? #like fuck off i'm so tired of being on the floor all the time i hate it here sm #anyway i'm sad and tired and angry i've really had enough i just needed to rant into the void #because if i go off at either of them it turns into 3 days of screaming at me and i'm way too tired for that honestly

[benevolenterrancy]

First half a dozen artfight attacks!

Credits:

1: Instagram @ LusciousDream.17 2: Instagram @ file_tonight 3: Tumblr @lulumomuko 4: Tumblr @confused-biscuit 5: Deviantart @ Fulgarite 6: Twitter @ G0lden_C0rral

#artfight #art fight #my art #animals #pokemon #trying to use this as an excuse to make myself practice a) interesting poses b) more dynamic shading than i often bother with #and c) occasionally being brave enough to attempt a background #we'll see how my goals progress #though tbh it also doesn't hurt just to use it as a way to practice getting quicker and more fluid with sketching and blocking #want it to look good but not to waste forever on a single picture -- sometimes making a lot of things quickly is better practice than #agonizing over one thing forever

[silverselfshippingchaos]

his birthday means that we are g.ladio posting like hell today

#oh man when i tell you this man is so fine- #i was not prepared for him to have his hair up post-timeskip #s/i has her hair differently as well (and some facial scars too!) but ahem #the ponytail looks really reaaly good on him 😳 #ash rambles 💚 #ash likes to tie it up for him and give him a kiss on the top of the head while shes at it #they spend almost all of the time during the timeskip together <3 it's not an easy time for them since... you know... everything that #happens in canon- but they are together! lots of quiet moments of holding each other after fighting daemons together like the badass power #couple that they are #oh also. ash has a pet chocobo named sage! #sage is a green chocobo and she's a sweetheart! she loves everyone except for g.ladio- #luckily post timeskip sage can now hang out with g.ladio without wanting to bite him- #g.ladio does get a pretty nasty cut on her arm from sage biting him though. it fades a bit over time + his arms are covered in tattoos but #it's there! sage bit him like that when ash comes back. so okay let's talk f.f13 s/i because i feel like i don't do that enough #she almost dies in altissia. g.ladio watches her get shot and cut up (facial scars!) and fall into the ocean and he's powerless to save her #it's pretty sad. anyways r.avus saves her (the boys have some interesting feelings about that-) and ash comes back eventually. g.ladio #apologizes to sage for not being able to save her. a while later ash comes back and sage is kinda heated- and she also doesn't mind a good #excuse to bite him. she's a good bird! really speedy and energetic! ash rides her around whenever she's not travelling with the guys #which is pretty often tbh. she spends a lot of time off on her own protecting the people from monsters and all that. but she does wear a #glaive uniform after the timeskip. man... her last words to n.octis always make me so sad. just her crying and having a hand over her heart #'thank you n.oct. i'm so happy i met you. you've been an amazing friend and...' #she looks down at the ground #'and it has been an honor to serve you my king.' #yeah. she's a pretty cool s/i! one day i'll go off about f.f13 s/i.. she's comedic relief in the first game and then boom the second game! #she's almost 50 and has a grown ass son and is a totally different person and has some very interesting thoughts about the other characters #anyways. back to g.ladiolus. his hair like that... oh man. it was ash's idea for him to tie it up in the first place and um #ma'am. thank you for your service. he looks so good- many birthday kisses for him #what a guy 😍 #i think I might have a crush on him or something LMAO (<- has been in love with him and his gf for a long ass time now)

[welcometogrouchland]

Hmm wait stopping to think for moment. should I post the art dump of doodles/requests/drawings I never got around to posting?? (fair warning it's a small collection, I did not draw much this year)

Or should I post a comic I made that's technically time sensitive because the for the future sneak peak is coming out soon and could very easily disprove it?

#ramblings of a lunatic #it's not that serious I'm down for either or and technically i can just post the comic like. a day after i post the doodle dump #but that doesn't Feel Right™. in my bones #i like to give my posts lots of space. it's like having too many tabs open i feel like I'm crushing them :( #honestly the doodle dump idea was mostly just me looking for an excuse to post requests i did that i never posted 😭 #though tbh maybe those would be better off as a seperate post?? but then i wouldn't have enough material for the doodle dump??????? maybe?? #girl help why am i overthinking this #worst part is i really like the comic too. and when i post a piece I really like i get way too invested in the response it's not good #i need to only post garbage art for my own sanity /j #yknow what if I don't get a response I'm just gonna coin toss it #in all fairness that's my usual modus operandi on this blog. I ask for opinions and gauge public opinion sometimes but mostly #it's just whims that guide me #anyway happy new years eve lol #(lol not indicating ironic detachment but jollity and good nature)

[vikingrose24]

Hit take but outdoor pets don’t exist

I’m a huge proponent of taking your cats or dogs outside for walks, or just to be outside. Please don’t misunderstand that.

However if you leave your cat or dog outside at all times or even just most of the time, all you’re doing is feeding strays that are accustomed to you

#found a cat outside yesterday and took her in #she’s obviously used to humans cause she didn’t hesitate to walk right up to me #but she’s so malnourished and dehydrated #I honestly don’t care if she belongs to a neighbor tbh #only excuse imo would be if she escaped her previous home but anyone who tries to claim her is gonna have to prove that #but this definitely feels more like an outdoor cat situation if she’s a pet #knowing the people on my street though it’s more likely she’s a stray who just found a good street #and maybe the neighbors were being kind to her and me by slowly luring her toward my house #cause they all like cats but I’m the only one with a home situation suited for them #one house has an allergy to cats #another with a large dog who doesn’t know how large she is #and another with just too small a home for another animal #I’m hoping she’s just a stray that my neighbors played with enough to socialize #but the vet visit is tomorrow and they’ll check for a chip before doing anything else #if there’s a chip though you can bet I’m gonna raise my concerns to the vet

[always-a-joyful-note]

From time to time I'm smacked in the face by the fact that Shin Yoosung was implied to be biracial and I don't know what to do....

#my source was how ch 95 describes her to have a western look and full of exotic cuteness #but her name is korean so..... #anyway i love this for the way it kinda puts into perspective what counts as 'exotic' for each race #(though no lie that word used makes me wince and i wonder if thats just translation or....) #and i also love it because i think i read in some book how half korean half something else kids were pretty discriminated against in korea #so its always a plus esp since her arc is so GOOD #*squints at my tags* yeah that could be easily misunderstood.... #tbh i hesitated in making this post because she's got so much going on that her race isnt even a big deal #but why not? #fandom spamdom #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #note's nonsense #if orv was less of a story-focused thematic tale i think one could pull a meta from this #something about expected/fated roles and people enforcing their preconceived notions but i do NOT know enough to do so #excuse me rambling in the tags

[galaxietm]

pssssst hey, how do ya’ll think this looks for a goo.gle doc muse nav page?

#tbd later // #// i'm still working on the individual muse pages!! there's just a lot #// so pls excuse any that may be linked that are incomplete #// i hope it looks good because?? #// tbh i've been working on this for months #// since maybe october #// i've been asking dew her opinion for months sadsfdgf #// its taken me so long because life has been all over the place tbh #// i finally feel like it looks okay enough to share to people outside of dms #// if that makes sense?? #// there's so much more i might do to improve it #// but it's the full muse list at the moment #// and since tumble is being dumb w/blog themes #// its the perfect time to possibly share

[miradorjake]

you can end world hunger and poverty if you kiss at least one mutual. which mutual are you kissing?

every single one of them <3

#no but also I really want to kiss sanju 😳 #that’s a good enough excuse right……… #anon #also my mutuals are so hot I would kiss all of them tbh 🫡