#not as deep or angsty this time

[heywriters]

sad at myself for writing some of the most romantic, heartfelt little scenes, and then never finishing the wip or posting the story :\

#writing a time traveling slowburn deep angsty soul searching saga #but most of it is withering away in my head faster than my adhd has motivation to type it #writer problems #but yeah what i have written kills me #og #where the person mc ends up with was not the plan at all

[rainbowchaox]

I do have a feeling if Chayanne does die because no admin could play him and get tasks done he won’t actually like die. He probs be canonically kidnapped by the federation or the codes for a time. I have solid faith in the admins not punishing a dude who was THERE but the admins couldn’t make it happen. It could be a event that again literally drags mr against heavy lore who just wants cottagecore times with his kids back into main lore. Like full on rescue mission to save chayanne with actual consequences if they fail (aka chayanne full on dies) the fact is I have faith.

(Apollo pls do not interact! I am already drained from the Not!Juanaflippa.)

#qsmp #It makes perfect sense for the story especially with the codes hating Philza so much #why not kidnap his son and give him a time limit to get him back #plus Phil could learn something he will have to share with everyone that could help them learn wtf is happening #Phil literally is always on the egg dad grind he will only be dragged into like the dark and deep lore of it involves his actual egg kids. #plus this would actually give tension about the whole thing #more angsty that chayanne dies because Phil was too slow then Chayanne dying of neglect despite Phil literally being there #fact is the admins know we love eggs so they will work around these sorta things

[synthetickitsune]

it's always "i love you" this "i need you" that but it's never "come back to gusu with me" </3

#hard and deep in my mdzs feels... #2ha is getting too angsty and i refuse to cry over whatever the fuck they have going on #e's nonsense #i'm thinking about sharing more about my readings here #bcs i have one (1) friend irl who i can ramble to and i refuse to annoy her all the time lmao

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

Me? actually trying to do tarot cards?? sounds fake

#composition is something i definitely still have to practice a lot so tbh its good that im finally making myself do this xD #the neira one is the only one so far where ive tired blocking colours so far cos its the only one where i had a p solid palette in mind #def have to either deepen the shadows in the face or remove the tears/blood/death smoothie bc rn it looks kind of weird fjsdfl #oc: neira surana #oc: liam hawke #oc: june trevelyan #my ocs #my art #wip #tarot cards #so uhh. theres nothing super deep tbh but some thoughts behind some of the stuff #first thought was having a similar setup/comp for all of them but i am probably not gonna do that #sticking to suit of cups for neira cos its the perfect excuse to keep put the joining chalice there lol #also the circle cos. she is a circle mage. very far fetched i know #it does also fit w being trapped and going in circles and w life/death cycle so. there's that #liam gets angsty three of swords imagery because of course he does #i kinda wanna mirror varrics post hlta card and also that one abstrac-y thing i did of liam some time ago #also chains maybe? for kirkwall and for not letting go and all that #for june i do like the close up in theory bc i like having it very focused on /her/ #bc her development in dai is much more personal rather than strongly tied to the central narrative #& also focusing on her magic cos thats an important part of her & her development (& it fits her v egocentric mindset thru most of dai) #but it also looks too. idk. powerful? like she's in control. which she absolutely isnt lmao #so the other one is kinda the exact opposite direction. more zoomed out & dynamic but i want it to feel more claustrophobic too #sort of. trapped animal kinda deal. trying to get out. keeping the fire theme tho #(ignore that her glowy hand is on the wrong side i accidentally drew it flipped lol) #i am. not good at detailed and or nuanced composition so everything turns out p bold and on the nose ^^'' #it's a start tho! #(i do have more thoughts than what i wrote lol but i am running out of tags and also im tired) #feedback/tips are def appreciated btw! :>

[emoprincey]

New favourite headcanon is that Janus actually did just finish washing some dishes before CLBG and accidentally left his gloves on. But now that everyone thinks they're a new part of his outfit it would just be awkward to go back on that so he might as well commit to it. At least they go with his colour scheme

#sanders sides #janus sanders #ts janus #most of the fandom: what if there was some really deep angsty reason behind janus wearing gloves all the time #me: ok but consider. what if he was just a little bit silly

[athousandbyeol]

taking a few minutes to rest: i have a thought. i wonder if forcebook will ever star in a melodrama. kind of like p'aof's last twilight, which is romantic and angsty. like destined lovers or arranged marriages. a single father with a child and an office worker. a photographer and a finance worker. soulmate aus coming to life or love at first sight things. add a touch of forcebook's usual comedic charm and romantic banter; i wonder if we can ever see this version of forcebook someday. i think they'll do exceptionally well

#this is another day of me wanting praying and manifesting for p'aof to offer them a script similar to moonlight chicken/last twilight #it's a wild dream that will continue to play in my head for a long time #they suit the angsty romantic stories so well in my opinion #that deep longing and pining #enchante is so good. if only the execution is better... #abaab is wonderful too but everything is touched so lightly #it needs a bit more depth to lure forcebook's hidden potential to the surface #me and my silly two cents: a neverending saga #personal #forcebook #na rambles

[nostalgia-tblr]

So I am ostensibly doing Fic Research by rewatching an episode of telly and re that post about Depressing Sylvie Headcanons I think it is probably correct and Sylvie no longer speaks Asgardian, for I def got the vibe that she has no idea what the words to that song are.

Meanwhile, look at the stance, look at the swagger:

This 'serenading the lady (or gentleman, or whoever) to win them over' technique has worked before and is expected to work again. That's confidence. Misplaced confidence, but it's still confidence.

However:

Oh no, the lad is smitten. Caught in your own spell, you idiot. You fool. You protagonist who will be heartbroken a few episodes from now.

#sylki #fun times on lamentis with loki and sylvie #(yes the 'enemies-to-lovers speedrun' episode has its own tag round here this should shock no one and it shames me not) #fic research is of course connected to a But What If They Banged On That Train? fic (what a classic subgenre of fanfic that is) #i feel like i mentioned it before it's an angsty backstory-dump to explain a minor not-even-plothole-really then They Bang On That Train #so anyway that #sylvie my precious blorbetta #HER PAIN IS SO DEEP U GUYZ #IT LITERALLY EXCUSES ANYTHING SHE EVER DID OR DOES OR WILL DO OKAY #THIS INCLUDES THINGS THAT ACCIDENTALLY GET OTHER MCU CHARACTERS KILLED IN MOVIES SHE'S NOT EVEN IN #...no wait i don't think she actually needs a justification for things she had nothing to do with and couldn't have predicted so fuck it #but then i am somewhat Loki In That Third Screencap about her and i know that #behold i used screencaps i cited my sources i did all the proper things this is practically an academic monograph praise me for it #loki series

[whysamwhy123]

HALLEJUAH!! I REMEMBERED HOW TO ACTUALLY FINISH WRITING SOMETHING FOR A CHANGE!!

Of course, it's not any of the fics I wanted to finish. I went back to what is essentially my bread-and-butter now and wrote a short-ish, random OrangeHook fluff. But considering how much writing's been a struggle as of late, I'm just glad that I successfully finished something. I was back in one of those stretches where I couldn't seem to write much of anything. And this fic isn't about their age difference or Hook being a cuddlebug, so...progress?

Unless I decide I completely hate it (which is always a possibility) expect something to drop on Valentine's Day, tis the season, after all.

#What is wrong with you Sam you should not be allowed to write #Small victories you know? #Will I ever get sick of OrangeHook?? Apparently not #Can't even remember the last time they interacted on screen but that ain't stopping my brain LOL #On a more serious note - I really do hope that I can get back into the swing of things and make some real progress #On the bigger fics I want to work on #I want to finish the messy angst OrangeHook fic at some point even if it's unlikely to appeal to anyone #Annnnnd deep down in my cold dead heart I still wanna make an honest attempt at that DG Dead Dove fic #Even though that would be even more unappealing + a huge undertaking because that bitch would be loooooooooong #Also I had a slightly less angsty OrangeHook idea recently about them having their first fight and I wanna write that too for some reason #And there's still a part of me that really wants to continue Business/Pleasure because I have soooo many ideas for that AU #But that would require me to get over my inability to write smut #And I don't know how to do that (would appreciate any advice on that if you've got some...) #But at the same time I don't wanna beat myself up for not being able to write much - if anything - most days #This is a hobby after all - it's supposed to be fun #There ain't no deadline and it's not like I'm letting anybody down #Just gotta do at my own place #And write whatever absolute trash I want to write 😈 #My tags are always so obsessive like SHUT THE FUCK UP SAM #But if you've actually read all these - hey. Thanks. Love ya 😘

[transsweet]

favs from tge aggie tonight ‼️

forest gods au - charliedzilla

musical nerds - rain-writes-fics

#prince art #musical nerds au #first image: that was the last thing we drew before calling it a night bc we made eachother cry too hard and needed smth nice and happy #(yes ik the snes didn't come out in the 80s i'm sorry i just wanted to draw them playing mario kart and wanted to stay in CLOSE time period) #second image: i really just wanted to draw smth herd mentality related #i cropped it out but below it i wrote -> #'smth smth death of self smth being reborn anew' #third image: i just . i just wanted to draw mn capsweet . they make me feel emotional #fourth image: FANNY DREW DEEP CUT SCC . AND A FORCE POSSESSED ME TO DRAW SHIVER CAPN . #fifth image: messages from the stars came on on my scc playlist #and i went MN SWEETCAKES MODE ENGAGED . #call that a preview . i'm coloring and finishing that #sixth image: i just thought it'd be cute :] #seventh: SWEET SATURDAY BABYYY (sunday now it's 12:07) #anyways . sorry it's a lot of mn the aggie was indeed a lot of mn #a lot i left out were . very angsty . and maybe i'll make a separate post for those bc good lord . Good Lord they got sad . #there's a lot of sweet i apologize #i promise i drew k_k stuff too #WAIT I NEED TO PUT JD K_K IN . I DREW THAT TOO #edit - ok jd k_k added . there we go #EDIT . I JUST REALIZED ON THE MN CAPSWEET OND I COMPLETELY FORGOT THE HANDLE OF THE HEADPHONES ON THE BACK OF SWEETS HEAD . #PLEASE . IM SORRY . ITS ALMOST 12:30 AT MIDNIGHT

[hella1975]

WIP Challenge

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous.

Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs. (You can make your own post or reblog this one!)

tagged by @capt-snoozles heyyyy bestie <3

this is humiliating because i have too many wips (there are 122 in my folder xoxo) and also the ones without official names tend to just be really fucking stupid so im gonna do a highlight reel and you're all just gonna stay very quiet about it

the decomposition of osamu dazai

taob 2

taob 1

idfk!

GAY PEOPLE REAL

my favourites are the titles i have for my original wip totmw bc it's just 'b1.d1' 'b1.d2' 'b1.d3' 'b1. FINAL DRAFT' 'b1. ACTUAL FINAL DRAFT' 'b2.d1' etc lmfao

the fine print

the broken places

HOT MENTALLY ILL WOMEN IN YOUR AREA

WAITER SUGURU (sorry)

kanut and zuko and marbles and death

zenin sisters take turns beating me up

anyone who isnt new here knows i HATE tagging people in these kind of things it stresses me out and for what so if you see this and want to do it then please do and tag me so i can judge your wip titles <3

#my wips are either *well thought out titles that's deep and overly angsty* or just whatever stupidity was on my mind at the time #NO in between #tag game

[dribs-and-drabbles]

Plus and Minus ep 6

Ahhhh THIS SHOW. It's so darling.

Zheng Ze Shou is so rational, logical, head-driven, he's encased his heart in lead, ensuring that he doesn't fall for anyone, that he'll stay single, never fall in love, never have a long term partner... Whereas Fu Li Gong is a little romantic deep down. He's emotional, compassionate, heart-driven. He's aware that he's in love with his best friend but contained that love to maintain the status quo for so long. They have such interesting dynamics...polar opposites that compliment and feed off each other...and then they settle their differences with a coin toss. 😂

And then we have Jian - cautious, uncertain, apologetic, timid, conservative - and Yuki - a go-getter, direct, no-nonsense, sensual, confident...another polar opposite couple. I do feel like I'm missing a bit from these two, though - It's clear Jian is shy and nervous about Yuki's advances...and yet Yuki is still staying the night...so how is that working between them? Are they having a conversation about it or is Yuki just...not leaving? Is Yuki like a cat that's just decided that the laundromat is his territory now and Jian is the naïve homeowner who humours Yuki and allows him to roam free in his place because he's too (secretly) enamoured with him or too polite to shoo him away? Actually, now I've written that, it's EXACTLY what's going on.

BUT FU LI GONG WAS SO BRAVE. My brave brave sweet bean. And Zheng Ze Shou, the forever-bachelor, was so adorably overwhelmed. Each 'brother' was a punch in the gut to Fu Li Gong. But they do love each other. The desire between them is so palpable. It's just that Ze Shou naively doesn't realise it. He's had Fu Li Gong as a best friend for so long that any change to that will inevitable mean he will lose that friendship. Yes, he might gain something so much more and exciting and fulfilling...but it comes at a cost...and if the relationship doesn't work out (because the evidence surrounding him as a divorce lawyer, and with his mum leaving his dad, says that it won't) then he loses Fu Li Gong completely. Oh the turmoil!

And Fu Li Gong not being able to answer Ze Shou's "why do you like me?"... Paaaaaaaaain.gif

I'll end on a lighter note...I loved the picture on the wall above Jian's bed. I couldn't take a screen shot, nor could I find it with a quick online search, but this is the artist: anneliesdraws

#plus and minus #plus & minus #plus & minus ep 6 #gosh I was so naïve. I didn't think it would get so angsty #but ze shou just needs time to adjust #to the thought of fu li gong as a romantic partner rather than a 'brother'/friend #because it's not like he as to dig deep to discover he likes his best friend #in *that* way #and I can't wait until he does #I mean...he's probably going to realise that he's losing fu li gong as his friend anyway #after than confession #because fu li gong can't even look at him right now #oh my heart

[dogbunni]

whenever I see someone say something negative about my boy nendo I lose like 10 hours off my life span tbh

#actually the reason im losing hours off my life span rn is bc im sitting in a room that i just sprayed down with insecticide #but thats neither here nor there #actually if nendo was real i think he would sit and take deep lungfulls of spicy air with me #not in an angsty self harm way in a dumb heehoo this feels funney way #to be clear im not saying anyone should sit in rooms of harmful chemicals explicitly DO NOT do that #im a grown man making entirely cognizant bad decisions #also i have to be in the room to spray it in the first place so how bad could it be #hhgtnndnggg bed comfy air spicy #nap time? #nendo posting

[orcelito]

does discacc read as being made by someone Mentally Ill? be honest

#speculation nation #discacc shit #i mean it better bc it is lmao but #it's so hard to know what ppl think of my fic. vibes-wise #im so deep in the fluff with this chapter and it's making me a little sick lmao #well. im finally getting to the bittersweet/catharsis stuff so i get to sink my fingers into it a Little bit #but there hasnt been enough Violence lately. narratively or literally. #yes i know chapter b4 last there was a massive fight. it was lots of fun. but it was ultimately a MOCK fight #no sense of real danger or high stakes #hmmmmmmm #i think. after this chapter. there's going to be a chapter of some time passing #then im going to reach in. grab them by the throat. and then Twist. #im getting a little sick of all the reflective stuff. thankfully this chapter is gonna be the last one of all of that. #i think im gonna update it a little bit. from what i had before. #to make it flow better. make it feel more real/painful. & to hopefully streamline it more than what i had planned #bc i s2g if i have to look at this chapter for more than another week im going to scream #im at. 7.5k words now. it'll probably be up to like 10k ish by the time im done #JUST under what i need for 500k words. hmmm #i also need to keep in mind that i like to post chapters on xmas day. + the ones ive done before have been Spectacularly angsty #chapter 43 probably isnt going to be that angsty. chapter 44 is the one where i get to dig my claws in a little bit #but who knows! i could certainly find a way lol #it's relatively indefinite rn anyways. we'll see how things go. #can u tell im feeling vaguely mentally ill today? i am feeling. a lust for the Violence. #perhaps i really should eat rn. sooner rather than later...

[wow-an-unfunny-joke]

Wow! Me? Venting again????? Who could’ve guessed???

So I’ve realized that I’ve got a thing about bandaids, as in I need to ‘earn’ my bandaids. I don’t know where I got this false scarcity from but in my head I can’t just use a bandaid Willy-nilly it needs to be bad enough to deserve a bandaid, so I either leave my cuts uncovered, go deeper than I meant to, or do way more than I meant to, all because I need to earn my bandaids.

#self harm #me types ‘self’ #tumblr: did you mean self love? no? you meant self care right? right?????? #get fucked tumblr we angsty tonight #sh #tw sh #tw self harm #tw sh vent #vent #personal vent #sh vent #self harm vent #self-harm #vent post #that should be enough #probably #sorry I’m venting so much y’all #idk why I’m apologizing #it’s not like anyone sees my posts anyways #the amount of times I’ve left cuts uncovered #like even deeper ones #not to say that I go deep at all #but like #I’ll just go to bed with an open wound #like it’s nothing #I hate the sensory feel #but I’m not gonna use a bandaid for one measly cut #like idk how much is enough even #but I need to make them worth it

[hauntingblue]

AND AFTER ALL THAT SANJI IS STILL HORNY. THE HUMAN SPIRIT REALLY IS UNBREAKABLE

#luffy looks so happy sleeping ajdhakjd let him sleep postpone the assassination #sanji that hand on the back is too low #pudding must be thinking he is such a dumbass #the cake emerging from the building.. damn i get why mama was so excited about it #dont let luffy see it tho.... #SANJI IS IN TOO DEEP BUT IT MIGHT WORK OUT OMG THE EYEEEE #OMG MY DREAM MIGHT COME TRUE NO BETRAYAL AND ANGSTY GOODBYE #I KNEW THAT WAS GOING SOMEWHRTE AJDHSKSJSK #first time sanji being the way he is solves a problem instead of causing more.... re gyojin island #also what bussiness does big mom has calling puddings third eye ugly. didnt you get with a guy with three eyes to get her? thats what i tho #LUFFY WHAT AN ENTRANCEEE YOU REALLY THOUGHT GOOD AND HARD ABOUT THAT ONE!!!!! THAT WAS SO GOOD #HEEEEHEHEHEHEHE AND HE HASNT EVEN BROKEN THE PORTRAIT YET #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 832 #'someone break the portrait' yeah maybe someone should shoot it bege... #JINBE NAKAMA JINBE NAKAMA!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!! #NO JINBE NO #jinbe the coldest guy out there. damn #BROOK BROKE THAT THANG YEAAAAAAH #episode 833 #brook RUN #the face reveal lmaoo why????? #also bege already with the missile out skjfskj KATAKURU IS THERE!!!! #caesar is going to redeem himself out of spite at this point #pedro still using his scalding hot sword.... icon #judge realising maybe making sons without feeling is not too good in this situation lmao #judge crying ajdhsjkq COPE!!!! AND SEETHE!!!!! #banger episode..... also very fun #episode 834

[lilislegacy]

i love how in heroes of olympus, there’s a boat full of couples (+leo☺️). and yet even if you didn’t know when each couple started dating, it’s so blatantly obvious that percy and annabeth have been together the longest, and are the most serious

cause frank and hazel are still pretty nervous/unsure with each other. they JUST started dating, and are so pure and adorable. they just haven’t quite figured out the romance part yet

and jason and piper have their moments, but they’re just so… distant. like not physically, of course, but they just don’t really seem to connect on a deep level. and they aren’t super affectionate, at least not physically or openly. piper is constantly unsure about where they’re at, and while jason has thoughts about how great piper is, he doesn’t openly show his feelings too often.

but percabeth? they’re the oldest in age (physically), have known each other the longest, and have been romantically committed to each other for the most time. they act like they’ve been together for eternity, which is funny since they were technically only dating for 4 months before percy got abducted. but they just have such a deep history together and such an intense connection. they’re in it for the long run. there’s no doubt or uncertainty - and it shows. like…annabeth is so wife girlfriend. there are so many funny/cute little moments, like her scolding him for putting too much syrup on his pancakes, and telling him to take a shower when he smells bad. and when percy suggests him and jason should go on a dangerous quest instead of annabeth and piper, instead of being like “omg he cares so much about me😍” (which hazel and piper would have done) annabeth is like “what seaweed brain?? you think two guys can do better than two girls??” and percy is immediately like “uh uh NO nope i definitely do NOT think that!!” he knows better. the immediate fear is so husband boyfriend of him. they simultaneously have the most disagreements (remember when percy called annabeth out when she thought she should navigate through rome alone, and basically called her stupid for thinking it was a good idea, and then they argued and had a face-off, which percy won) - while also being the most lovey dovey (they’re constantly putting their hands on each other - annabeth putting her hand on his chest to calm him down, putting their hands on each other’s arms for support, percy having his arm around her when they’re at the edge of the ship, always giving each other a kiss on the mouth or the cheek when they separate, etc). and they have no issues sneaking off in the middle of the night to do some talking and kissing. and quite frankly, making out in front of piper in BoO (remember that? when piper got super uncomfortable at how long their kiss was lasting, and then annabeth let out, and i quote, “grunt-whimpers”). they are just so natural and comfortable with each other. piper says it herself.

i just think it’s so funny. little frazel being adorable and blushing when they hold hands, jiper is happy to be dating but they’re also a little angsty and uncertain, and then there’s percabeth just being the old married couple they are. (and leo is being cute and fixing stuff)

#i love percabeth being an old married couple #percy jackson #annabeth chase #percabeth #jason grace #piper mclean #jiper #frank zhang #hazel levesque #frazel #leo valdez #heroes of olympus #pjo