#not like i'm closing the askbox or anything but. you know. a call to action!

[twstedforyou]

Default and Yuu now have backstories and proper names!

(On the Left) Default: Ariyama Yui

(On the Right) Yuu: Morishita Yuuto

Feel free to refer to them by their initial names or their proper names! They will respond to both! Their backstories are just for fun, so no worries if you don’t want to read it! (tw: ...talk of manipulation, demeaning people, and violence? yanderes are bad. these two are bad. ALSO! another absurdly long text post. i... sincerely apologize. but it’s in bullet points this time for easier reading! )

Yuu (doesn’t care) / Morishita Yuuto (he/him)

A loner/outcast. Doesn’t interact with people and people don’t interact with him. Has no living family and is self-sufficient.

Doesn’t ever seem to emote. The mask he always wears doesn’t help either!

His hair is a constant mess, does he brush it? No. He doesn’t care.

He doesn’t care about much, if he cares about anything at all. He barely takes care of himself.

He’s got a dead look to his eyes so people either avoid him completely or pick fights with him. If he can’t brush them off by walking away, he’ll pummel them mercilessly.

It’s not that he’s angry or anything. They’re just in the way and this is the most efficient method of getting rid of them.

Has a reputation for being needlessly violent and a delinquent, even though he never goes out of his way to start anything. But it is true that he didn’t have to beat them that badly...

No one can tell what he’s thinking. Does he even think? Why does this guy even keep coming to school? All he does is stare out the window.

Answer: He’s spacing out and daydreaming.

A romantic at heart, a stray dog in his bones, he’s yearning for purpose.

His pursuit of it has made him hollow inside. It’s always so cold. It’s always so lonely...

He’s looking for true love. He’s looking for someone to devote his everything to.

But he’s too rational to just settle on someone. There’s plenty of people giving charity out there, people who would take him in... so why doesn’t any of that spark something in him?

They’re just wrong. They’re not right, not what he’s looking for. They can’t bind him. They don’t make him feel anything.

...But what does he want? He doesn’t know. But it’s not this.

And it’s not here.

Default (they/them) / Ariyama Yui (she/her)

Arguably the most popular person in school, if not in town. Her family is seemingly always on trips, so she’s normally alone in her house.

While she’s not absolutely stunning, her demeanor more than makes up for it.

Kind, friendly, open, if not a bit clumsy. A perfect and standard dating sim heroine.

Has had people pursuing and stumbling for her hand since she was young, which hasn’t changed since she’s grown older.

Has plenty of affection and kindness to give...

...to her lively little specimens.

Extremely manipulative, all she cares about is educating herself using others. By observation, plus some prodding, she has learned how to imitate emotions.

She has never understood passionate emotions due to her personality, so the way people practically grovel and cry for her love? Fascinating.

What makes them go this far? Why are they like this? All for love? What’s so incredible about love?

She’ll play the otome game heroine to the end of their route to learn everything she can, then once she’s done, she’ll abandon them for someone new to investigate.

Since she’s had more normal people around for most her life, she’s recently taken an interest in those who have gone mad in pursuit of her.

They’re just so... desperate! So frenzied! So irrational! As someone who doesn’t understand them at all, they’re so strange to her.

Her ability to toy around with them and drive them insane yet still escape unscathed is nothing short of miraculous. A testament of her skill, if nothing else.

Still, no matter how passionate these specimens are, they don’t spark anything in her. Seeing it is one thing, but she wants to have it herself.

She wants to feel what they do. To stop viewing everything like a game and to start feeling like everything is on the line.

A passionate, all-consuming obsession... A ceaseless, fanatical devotion... Love, love, love...

True love, does it exist somewhere?

If it does... it’s not here, is it?

Some elaboration on Yandere Default/Yui, as Yuu/to has already been explained! (In Mod’s opinion, Default is much worse than Yuu)

What does being a beast tamer mean? Well, it’s not animals.

It’s not Overblots either. It’s more along the terms of a ringleader.

Essentially, the reason why Default is seducing and driving people mad is entirely for you.

In Default’s mind, the characters are all already yours. They’re just disobedient and not acting the way you want them to, which is inexcusable.

If these characters are not as you like them, then they’re clearly broken. Malfunctioning. No worries, Default will fix them.

So, obviously, they’ll be using their talents to make them just how you want them.

And this is a yandere blog, so... you want them a little crazy, don’t you? Obsessed? Lovesick?

Worry not, dearest one, Default will handle the hard part. All you have to do is watch.

You’re using Default’s body, so you can enjoy the thrill of it all without any of the risk. Isn’t that just perfect?

Watch and enjoy the show. Default is the ringmaster of a circus meant only for your eyes!

And well... aren’t they your preferred vessel? Look at all they can offer you. Yuu’s love is as passionate as it is endless, but even he can’t do this, right?

Identity? Personal feelings? What do any of them need those for? They’re your toys. They’re yours to play with.

Yes, including Default. They finally found love... They’ve finally found you. And you’re everything they were looking for.

Everything, everything this world is, everything these people are, it’s all for you. Your will is everything.

For you, all must fall to their knees. It can’t be helped if the residents of this world can’t comprehend an existence like you. That’s why it’s Default’s honor to be your means to an end.

This world is yours. And Default will make sure you get it just as you like it.

#twisted wonderland oc #Yuu #Default #they're both Yuu! that was on purpose!! #they were classmates! but they didn't know much about eachother #i hope these were interesting? i actually wrote all this up a while back so???? a little nervous. doki doki. #there'll be another text post like the one with yuuto a while back so send your questions on how these two were/are now! #not like i'm closing the askbox or anything but. you know. a call to action! #default's an actual dating sim heroine! in their old world at least! but they threw it all away to find you! #and yuu is. a stray dog? #these two are meant to be opposites! #i mean--doesn't that sound good? having both the master and the servant? it's that kind of idea! though default doesn't own yuu wwww #the Most Popular Girl in School and the School Bad Boy both at your command #they both love you endlessly. they've thought it out and they know you're perfectly normal and flawed and yet they're still like this #will they ever fall out of love? snap out of their fanaticism? nope! #they're like this because they're completely aware! that's just how much they love you! #they're really scary in that aspect! #thank you all once again for indulging me and letting me do so much with these two!!!!!! #i'm always so grateful... i want to do more for all of you! i want to convey this joy you've given me!!!!!!!!! AAAHHH!!!!!!!! #anonymous #animeangel-2 #illidan-stormrage #mokkeguts #if you've called Default by he/him in the past! no worries! they actually don't care!! #i just insist on it because they're meant to be the regular MC in the yandere posts--but you can call them whatever www #timeline

[whiskey-bumblebee]

request guidelines (updated!)

Reasons I won’t write some things:

1) if your ask is super super specific and already seems to be really fleshed out (I’m talking 100-200 words just to explain your idea) then I’d love for you to go ahead and write that yourself! With requests like this, I get really nervous that I’m not doing it exactly the way you want it, and that if I diverge from that, I’m not hitting the spot. To fix this, look at your request and boil it down to what emotions/actions/tropes you want present and ask me those! I’ll be able to do a much better job :)

2) for Star Wars requests, if your ask closely resembles r*ylo or has rey as a main character, I probably won’t feel comfortable with it because of my stance on r*ylo in general and that’s a can of worms I just do not want to open lol. To fix this, ask for something that doesn’t resemble r*ylo, or if a secondary character is crucial to the plot, just say ‘someone else’ and I’ll fill in the blank!

3) if your ask is not reader/self insert, I probably won’t write it.

4) if your ask has a kink/fetish that I don’t identify with and don’t think I could do justice to, or am ethically against, then I won’t write it. Unless you’re requesting something non/dub con, involving minors, or something gory, I’ll address these on a case by case basis! To fix this, ask me to write something for a different kink, or ask me to recommend a writer who could write that kink for you!

5) if your ask revolves around non-canon children, or focuses heavily on children, I might choose not to write it. Personally, I don’t want kids so I find it hard to write about them, and especially because a lot of my content is dirty, I want to keep kids separate from that. To fix this, request domestic couple stuff generally, or fic with pets!

6) if your request is for a reader with specific physical attributes, I will usually turn down these requests. The beauty of reader/self insert is that it’s broadly applicable to those who might read it, and a lot of these requests tend to resemble “would X character really love me if I’m Y?” And the answer is hell yes! If any of my writing ever feels like it’s not inclusive, please call me out! A lot of the time, I’ll write fem!reader, and some of the time, I’ll include backstory that won’t be applicable to everyone, but beyond that, the reader should be vague enough that their stature, race, body type, etc should be representative of everyone. I’m a white, cis, plus size woman, so I’m writing from that perspective, but part of antiracist fandom work is decolonizing reader insert characters, so please, please let me know if anything I’m writing is alienating. 

7) if I don’t like the request, or you’re rude in the way you ask it. I reserve the right to not write anything I don’t feel like writing, because this is not my job and I am doing this for fun! Also, If you don’t include basic etiquette like please and thank you, I probably won’t answer your ask. I’m a human being behind this askbox, so please talk to me like I’m not just a writing generator. 

8) If your request revolves around themes of self-harm, suicide, parental death, animal abuse, or eating disorders, due to my personal triggers I ask that you don't send these to me! Know that I'm wishing you all the best and sending love your way.

That’s all I’m asking folks! Just wanted to clarify a few things because I started feeling super guilty about not getting to everyone’s asks. I hope you guys understand! At the end of the day, I’m writing these things for free and I want to write things that I’m comfortable with. Thank you for your asks today and I hope you’ve enjoyed my writing so far!

Hannah xx

#PSA #blog psa #request guidelines #house rules

[panda-noosh]

hey i've got a pretty specific ask, but it's long and doesn't all fit in the askbox so I'm gonna split it into 3 separate asks - but it's all the same prompt!!! sorry that it's so long, but I'd love to see you write it if you have time!

Request: Shiro'sfem!reader s/o meeting up with Lance and Keith when back on earth andthey're accompanied by an old female friend of theirs from theirclass at the garrison (garrison girl - GG for short but you can nameher whatever). GG notices that s/o is wearing Shiro's military dogtags and is silently like ‘that should be me’ cos she’s been inlove with him since pre-kerberos but it was unrequited because shewas younger and keith’s buddy so ‘big bro’ Shiro only ever sawher as that. (1 of 3)

SoShiro joins them all in the evening at a bar and is all love-y withhis s/o upon arrival + GG is all ‘TAKASHI I MISSED YOU’ and grabshim into a huge hug and for the rest of the night is overly flirtyand trying real hard to make s/o jealous and start a fight but s/o isamused like ‘gurl he loyal AF good luck’ cos she can see thatalthough Shiro is enjoying GG’s company, the neutral body languagehe uses with her and the look of romantic disinterest in his eyes forGG is super clear. (2 of 3)

Softpost night out reassurance to S/O from Keith/Lance when they get home(after Shiro falls asleep) that space dad's only interested in hiss/o and she will never have anything to worry about and that shirowould only ever give his tags away when he was certain the otherperson was the one forever. [tbf this part could actually be separatefrom the rest of this ask if you prefer] ALSO Man I’m soooooo sorrythis was LONG and super specific hahahahaha thanks!! [3 of 3] 

   Her attempts weregood, at least.

   She was clearlytrying hard. Every little giggle that escaped her mouth, or the wayshe would slap Shiro's arm whenever he said anything remotely funny.The way she would practically throw herself across his lap toexaggerate just how hilarious theman was.

   Itwas a good try, but one that was clearly falling flat.

   Youdidn't want to be that person. Thatperson who was so protective over their significant other thathanging out with the opposite gender was banned, off limits, nothappening. Those types of people were annoying, clearly with mildtrust issues.

   Andyou trusted Shiro. That much was clear by the way you were sitting sopatiently between Keith and Lance, watching the show unfold.

   Shirohad arrived only five minutes late to the meal Lance had planned forthe day. He had wanted to get to know Hannah, who was an old familyfriend of Shiro's. You had met her once or twice before; oncewhenever you and Shiro weren't dating, and that gave you plenty oftime to understand just how she felt about your now-boyfriend.

   Shehad always had a crush on him, you knew. From the way she blushedwhenever he walked up to her, or the way she always stiffened at theside of him whenever he addressed her. He called her 'Han' a lot ofthe time, a quirky nickname which was all in good fun, though Hannahtook it as more than that, apparently.

   Thedinner was going well in your eyes. Hannah was quite simplyembarrassing herself, which didn't take away from the fact that yourfettuccine alfredo tasted incredible.

   “So,Shiro,” Hannah started once again. She had started almost everysentence she had spoken with those two words. “Tell me more aboutthe Garrison, then. What happened to you and Matthew?”

   Youinwardly shivered at the way she used Matt's full name. Lance andKeith nearly choked trying to hold back their laughter.

   Shirowas oblivious to the ongoing inside joke being passed between you andthe two boys. He turned to his friend, smiling like he always did.Her face turned beetroot red at the attention and she quickly took asip of her water in an attempt to hide any evidence.

   “Wedon't wanna talk about that here,” Shiro said. “It was a badtime. We're here to have fun, right?”

   Shiroreached over the table and took your hand at the question. Hannah'ssmile immediately wavered, whilst you smiled at Shiro and nodded,intertwining your fingers and running your thumb soothingly over hisknuckles.

   “Right,”Lance hollered. “Han, you're the guest of honour. Tell us a bitabout you.”    Keith's face was red as he tried to hold backhis laughter, and you swiftly kicked him under the table in anattempt to tell him to shut up.

   Hannahraised her perfectly plucked eyebrows, folding her arms over herchest as Shiro pulled his hand back. She seemed to relax at theaction, though Shiro's eyes were still on you, a silent question:“What's going on with Lance and Keith?”

   Youshook your head in reply, waving your hand to inform him that youwould tell him everything later.

   “OnlyShiro calls me Han,” Hannah said. She didn't miss the opportunityto run her fingers over Shiro's arm, which made Keith and Lance bothsplutter with laughter. “Anyway, there's not much to tell. Shiroand I have been friends for as long as we can remember, and he'salways been a big help in my life, you know? We met-”

   “Theyasked about you, Han,” Shiro cut in. “Not about our friendship.I'll tell them all about that later on.”

   Keithcovered his face at this point, nearly spitting up his onion ring ashe tried to bite back even more bubbling laughter. Lance was coveringhis mouth, silent tears of joy rolling down his cheek at thesituation.

   Youcould feel your own amusement bubbling to the surface, and youquickly took a drink of your water in an attempt to hide it.

   Thenight continued on like this – poor attempts at flirting, Shiro'sodd bursts of PDA which made Hannah's entire body tense up. She knewyou two were together – the second time you had the 'privilege' tomeet her, you and Shiro didn't hide the fact that you were a couple.

   Shewas just trying to win something now.

   Gettingback home, you, Lance and Keith were finally allowed to let loose thebubbles of laughter you had been trying to hide the entire night.

   Shirowent straight to bed as soon as he was in the door, pecking yourcheek goodnight before grumbling about how full he was until hisvoice became nothing but a dull pang againstthe thick walls of the ship.

  Assoon as the door closed, you ran your hands through your hair. Keithand Lance fell back against the sofa, howling in uncontrollablelaughter.

   “Didyou see whenever she dropped her napkin and tried to get Shiro topick it up for her?” Lance exclaimed, throwing his head backagainst the cushions he had just squashed. “Oh my God, how you kepta straight face out there, Y/N, I have no idea.”   You shookyour head. “I don't know how I did it, either. It was soembarrassing.”

   “Atleast you know he's loyal,” Keith commented, coming down from hishigh a lot quicker than Lance was. “You have nothing to worryabout. Seriously. We all saw how he was with you tonight.”

   Youarched a brow as you slid off your dress coat, revealing the plaingrey shirt you wore underneath. “How he was?”

   “Shiro,”Keith confirmed. “Don't pretend like you didn't notice. He was allover you tonight. It made our Han quite mad.”    “Oh, mybaby,” Lance squeaked through his laughter.

   Yourolled your eyes. Shiro had never been one for PDA, and the oddholding of your hand or the odd smile sent in your direction wasn'tenough for you to believe that that part of his personality hadchanged, though it certainly was different from what you were usedto. He usually barely even touched you in public – the odd smile,but nothing more. If he was leaving, he would peck your cheek andmaybe tug at your hand, but usually leaving the ship meant business.

   Youpondered on the thought for a while as you get to cleaning up thekitchen which Pidge, Hunk, Allura and Coran had left in a state.

   Youwere almost positive Shiro knew about Hannah's advances towards him.Perhaps he thought you cared – perhaps that was why he was goingthe extra mile to make sure you knew you were his one and only.

   Thatwas the thing, though – you knew. He proved it to you everyday, andhe didn't need to go out of his comfort zone to do it. The way hewoke you up every morning with a soft kiss to your temple, or the wayhe sometimes made you coffee and he apologised whenever he realisedhe had made it too strong, but you would drink it anyway because youtried hard, baby.

   Thatwas what proved to you that you two were in love. Not how he reactedto some girl who was trying too hard.

   Yousmiled to yourself. Our Han.

[toycarousel]

Wren I need some advice.. My best friend (and ex-boyfriend) just abandoned me, and called me hopeless. I feel bad, but I just wish there was something I could trade to get him back. Honestly I don't entirely believe I'm hopeless compared to who I was last year when the incident happened. It's not my fault I have anger issues, ya know? God I sometimes want to drown out everything with alcohol but I don't want the aftermath of it. Lately since that happened I've felt bad and I hope for your help

Hi, Anon! To start off with, you’re not hopeless.  I don’t believe that having made mistakes makes a person hopeless.  And considering you’ve made strides since the incident you’ve alluded to here, you’re clearly growing as a person, which is extremely significant, and you have every right to be proud of that!!!

I completely understand what wanting to drown sadness and anger out with alcohol, and it’s something I did end up doing, and I’m still paying for the aftermath of that now, so I, myself, think that you’re doing an excellent job by refraining from that -- I know how hard it is.  And anger is a very, very difficult emotion to have to constantly cope with.

Anger wears people down.  It’s exhausting, it’s upsetting, it can alienate the people we care about from us, it’s incredibly physically and emotionally uncomfortable, and it’s not at all easy to work through -- but that doesn’t mean it can’t be worked through.  Anger doesn’t excuse all of a person’s actions, but it does give you an idea of what sorts of things upset you, and where the anger might be stemming from.  That makes it very treatable, and while I know it’s a painful, gradual, arduous journey to become the person you want to be, it’s always possible and I know that you can do it -- mistakes and setbacks happen, but that’s all they are.  They don’t mean that you can’t change, and that you can’t recover and start to experience life in a way that’s fulfilling for you!

Some people don’t have the capacity to stick by the people they’re close to, while those people are coming into themselves and are on that journey.  And there are perfectly fair reasons for that -- no one owes us mistake after mistake.  But to call someone hopeless, and to abandon them completely doesn’t make sense to me.  I think it’s a spiteful thing to say to someone, and it certainly isn’t going to help them in any way.  I don’t believe that a best friend should ever say that to someone who’s struggling, who cares for them, and who trusts them.  If he needed some space, or the time to come to terms with what he can and cannot currently handle, he should have told you just that.  If he couldn’t be there for you, he should have honestly said so, and not just put you down while you’re trying your hardest to be the best version of yourself you can be.

It wasn’t fair to you at all, and your feelings are completely reasonable, Anon.

I don’t know the guy personally, so I can’t say for sure, but he might have just said that to you in the heat of the moment (which isn’t a good excuse, by any means, but does explain why he’d just totally fail you in that moment).  There may still be a way to have him in your life, but you’d both really have to talk this through carefully, honestly, and in-depth.  Giving him some time to cool down before approaching him with the suggestion of simply having this conversation is probably for the best.  

To see if he’s ready/willing to talk it out at some point, you could message/say to him “I understand that this is overwhelming for you right now, but I care about you, and I’m still in the process of growing and making progress.  I’m not going to give up on myself, or on our friendship.  If you need time, that’s perfectly okay, and I respect that, but I feel as though we need to talk this out eventually, and that can be when you’re ready.  Just let me know.”

Again, wait for a little while before approaching him this way, if you plan to do so!!! Because if someone is really upset, they may not react in a way that’s helpful to anyone, and I just don’t want him to lash out at you again while you’re in a vulnerable place.  If he does, remember it’s likely because he’s frustrated, and acting/speaking out of his own anger -- that is not your responsibility.  His emotions are something he has to work through, and like I said, you’re doing what you can to change for the better.  That’s enough.  So I would try not to take what he said to heart too much, because regardless of whether he means it or not (and I can’t speak for him, but I suspect it’s the latter), it isn’t true, and you are on your way to making up for your mistakes.

The best you can do is focus on yourself right now.  Practicing self-care and self-soothing is a good idea.  Even though it’s probably the last thing you feel like doing, do something nice for yourself.  Binge on some of your fave shows, fave books, fave games (anything that you typically enjoy doing, even if it feels hollow rn), and give yourself time to calm down a bit as well.  That way, when your emotions aren’t totally bowling you over, you can more easily consider problem-solving options.  I do think that issues like this can be talked through... but both parties have to be ready and willing to talk, and especially to listen.

If things feel too intense atm, and you’re worried that you’ll make an impulsive decision that could put your health in jeopardy, then calling a chat line, venting anonymously, and visiting some related forums might help... these people obviously don’t have all the answers, but they might have some ideas... and sometimes it’s even just nice to know that someone is listening to you.

http://codedredalert.tumblr.com/post/109005732295/helpline-masterlist

https://www.7cups.com/

And you can definitely continue talking to me about anything you want, Anon! My askbox is always open to you, and I’m here to listen as well -- my advice might not be right for you, but I can promise you that I do want things to work out for you, and I believe that you deserve to have that!

Take care, Anon!

#relationships #anger #resources #mental health resources #advice asks #abandonment - #alcohol mention - #anons #scotchasks