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Name: Cece
Writing Blog URL(s): @dreamsaboutnct
What fandom(s) do you write for?: NCT & WayV
Age: 17
Nationality: German
Languages: German, English and a little bit of French
Star Sign: Aries
MBTI: Virtuoso (istp-t) mind
Favorite color: Pastel pink and purple
Favorite food: Bell pepper filled with rice and tomato
Favorite movie: The Halloween movies / Wonder
Favorite ice cream flavor: Strawberry
Favorite animal: Pigs
Coffee or tea? What are you ordering?: Tea! I really dislike the taste of coffee
Dream job (whether you have a job or not): Dancer
Go-to karaoke song: Let it go - Disney Frozen
If you could have one superpower, what would you choose?: Mind reading
If you could visit a historical era, which would you choose?: The time before there was the Internet and much technology
If you could restart your life, knowing what you do now, would you?
I probably would but i doubt that much would change
Would you rather fight 100 chicken-sized horses or one horse-sized chicken?
One horse-sized chicken because it's easier to run away from one thing rather than 100 things
If you were a trope in a teen high school movie, what would you have been?
The girl that just gives relationship advice without having friends
Do you believe in aliens/supernatural creatures?
Yes, aliens and demons/ghosts
What are some small things that make your day better?
My cats, dancing and music!!
Fun fact about yourself that not everyone would know?
I own a bowling pin with my name on it, I got it on my 9th birthday
When did you post your first piece?
I don't remember but I think someday in may 2018
Do you write fluff/angst/crack/general/smut, combo, etc? Why?
I write a lot of fluff and some angst because I feel like our everyday life is quite boring so nearly everyone could either use some fluff to brighten their day or some angst to help them cry and relieve their stress
Do you write OCs, X Readers, Ships...etc?
I mostly write x reader (gender neutral) but i would also write ships if someone would send a request for that
Why did you decide to write for Tumblr?
I have loved to write since I was a little child and one day i found reactions for a kpop group and thought that would be a way to write and have a purpose.
What inspires you to write?
Mostly my own experiences or movies, sometimes I lay in bed and just think “oh, this would maybe make a nice story”.
What genres/AUs do you enjoy writing the most?
I love writing angst and I also love highschool!au’s because i myself am still in school so i can relate to that a lot
What do you hope your readers take away from your work?
I wish they can either take a new view on certain stuff with them (like on insecurities or bullying and mental health) or just release their stress
What do you do when you hit a rough spot creatively?
I take a small break usually but if I am eager to keep writing i force myself to write and then it somehow works out
What is your favorite work and why? Your most successful?
I don't really have a favourite piece of work but my most successful one is my nct dream reaction to their s/o asking to sleep in the same bed because they are scared of thunderstorms with around 400 notes
Who is your favorite person to write about?
I love everyone but I really like to write for the dreamies, and especially Renjun (even tho I don’t have any fics for him yet)
Do you think there’s a difference between writing fanfiction vs. completely original prose?
I think there is a difference, because fanfic writers usually try to take into account the way the idol/character behaves in real life/the show but when writing completely original content the writer is able to completely form the characters the way they want them to be
What do you think makes a good story?
For me, a good story always has a climax, because without it, it would be kind of boring
What is your writing process like?
I usually get an idea/request and write that down in my drafts so I don't forget, and then occasionally (depending if I’m in the mood or not) I will work on it. Once I’m done I read it once more to change some words I used too often. And after that I copy & paste it into Grammarly so they can check for spelling mistakes. If everything’s fine I put it into the queue.
Would you ever repurpose a fic into a completely original story?
If the story gets a lot of attention I can see that happening. I thought about writing a book many times but I’m never satisfied enough with my writing.
What tropes do you love, and what tropes can’t you stand?
I live for bad boy/mafia stuff but I really really dislike stuff like yandere or those “teachers pet” kind of things.
How much would you say audience feedback/engagement means to you?
Feedback is everything for me. It keeps me motivated and it just shows me that people actually read my work and didn’t just accidentally like it.
What has been one of the biggest factors of your success (of any size)?
I don’t really feel successful, and I also don't focus on being successful. I just want to do the request I get and bring happiness to my readers.
Do you think fanfic writers get unfairly judged?
Sometimes, yes. There is this stigma that says that all fanfic writers are cringey fangirls that don’t have anything better to do but I really don’t think it is like that. Most of us are just people who enjoy writing and want to share their work.
Do you think art can be a medium for change?
I do, a lot of artworks I see put their focus on important things going on in the world right now (racism, homophobia, the environment etc.) and since art gets posted on social media a lot I feel like it’s a good way to share knowledge and inform others.
Do you ever feel there are times when you’re writing for others, rather than yourself?
Many times. But that's fine, my writing exists to comfort people, so I do it for others, not necessarily for me.
Do you ever feel like people have misunderstood you or your writing at times?
Usually they understand it the way it should be understood, but I don’t feel like anyone understands me. I tell a lot of lies regarding my wellbeing so I don't really know if that can be categorized as a misunderstanding but yeah, that happens a lot.
Do your offline friends/loved ones know you write for Tumblr?
No one knows, and I really want to keep it that way.
What is one thing you wish you could tell your followers?
I want to tell them that everything will turn out fine! It may be hard now but I promise it will get better! And my ask/private chat is ALWAYS open for EVERYONE!!!
Do you have any advice for aspiring writers who might be too scared to put themselves out there?
Just do it, I know it might be scary at first but it is a great way to improve your writing, make friends and still be a writer~
Are there any times when you regret joining Tumblr?
Sometimes when I take a long time for request I ask myself why I even joined when I can't do anything right but that feeling usually just passes
Do you have any mutuals who have been particularly formative/supportive in your Tumblr journey?
@panarmybelike has been really supportive. Always in my notifications and texting me, helping me with my drafts and everything!! Thank you Kai!!
Pick a quote to end your interview with:
“You're doing well. When things are hard I'll run with you, don't worry.”― Stray Kids, Grow Up
BONUS ROUND: K-POP CONFIDENTIAL
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thank you for 1.5k!
who's the best fandom? sk tumblr!
honestly i'm just using this "milestone" as an excuse to ramble about my friends
we all know that i don't have actual talent to actually create something for this so...
@arqueritefrost DIAMOND WE'VE BEEN TALKING FOR MONTHS AND LIKE YESSSSS remember when you analyzed that stray kids poem i wrote eEK ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you for killing me with pictures of jisunggggg!
@9equals1 mAYAAAAAAAAAA you're so sweet and amazing and fAMOUS wowza we've come so far together and i will continue to promo your blog 😂 person: "hi i'm new to sk" me: oH MAKE SURE YOU FOLLOW MAYA
@kim-squishmin hey remember when you lEFT for a while and i was devastated?! gxdzgxjcjvhchchchcjv MY FAVORITE PART OF THE DAY WILL ALWAYS BE DAWN
@kimwuujin you'll forever be channieskitchen to me, stevie 😂 even tho i even gave you your url thERE'S NO REPLACING CHANNIE'S KITCHEN- okay but craziness aside you better keep making content, we need to be fed lmao ❤️ i love ya!
@straykidseuu pppppauline hey i think you're my only friend on tumblr that has a p- name like me lol anyway I REMEMBER WHEN YOU JOINED TUMBLR YOU'RE SO SWEET AHHH
@jisungssmile CECE YOU LET ME TAG YOU IN EVERYTHING AND YOU'RE THE DEFINITION OF FRIENDLY WOW xfchbjhcxfh ❤️🌤️
@s0ftminho guys maria is a marshmallow and that's the tea eNOUGH SAID (no but seriously i love you, okay?)
@astraykidsdaydream STAY AMAZING- if anyone tells you that you're not perfect i will kick them in the face with my soccer cleats on *wink* xfchbjjbjbcgchvh thank you for being mutuals with meeeeeeeee!
@presentstraykidsfan roseeeeeeeeeeeeeee omg remind me to show you this gif of hwall biting a rose it's adorable- anyway *hugs you* your excitement is everything, never let that spark fade!
@bundlesandbeanies ELIZAAAAAAABETH you lil blog stalker *wink* your latest url is so cuteeeee- THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, AND FOR ALL OF SK TUMBLR ❤️
@awoojinstan SAIKAAAA haha what would you do if woojin followed you on tumblr? 😂 sunshine can't exist without you!
@strayedtoofar CHOCOLATE 😂 hehe who's charlotte i only know chocolate- ever since you first joined tumblr you've been s w e e t- never change! actually you probably can't change you're inherently sweet just like chocolate!
@mosquitofelix jOCY MY JOY okay throwback when you were my anon and i stupidly couldn't figure out who you were for the longest time eeeek 🌤️ bUT I DID IT after i got 10000 hints 😂 remember that you are the epitome of joy!
@xuhoon YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS NEVER LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE I WILL FIGHT FOR YOUR HAPPINESS
@bangg-chan hehehe you probably weren't expecting this tag bUT FUN FACT i'm always checking up on you ❤️ actually that makes me your stalker, doesn't it? oOPS 🌤️
@bam-feels TAWNY MY DUDE fxvhvhhchcvh who's a cool mutual? it's got to be you! it seems like we've known each other for a long time ahhhhh how quickly time has passed o.o i love you very much eek ❤️
@hey-im-anxiety okay i think you're my #1 blog stalker, like tumblr usually has you in the top three 😂 STAY SAFE AND STAY STRAY- don't forget to sing along to hellevator when you're in an elevator! bahaha
@stk0t9 omg i highkey used to count your likes as stamps of approval- if maddy likes something then it's a successful post (why am i not exaggerating 😂) don't forget to smile!
@jikseu-felix hmmm how did we meet? oH WAIT OKAY SO I FOLLOWED YOU ON JOSHPUP FOR SVT CONTENT BUT THEN YOU MADE AN SK SIDE BLOG- ahhh 😂 anyway- let's keep being mutuals! i appreciate youuuu! 🌤️❤️
@flxmes YOU'RE SO HILARIOUS THAT YOU MAKE ALL THE HILLARYS JEALOUS (no, i can't be stopped 😂)
@realstraykids oh lOOK it's that famous friend i have?! thank you for putting up with meee aH you deserve a medal of valor lmao anyway you're like an ambassador of sk tumblr 👏 ❤️
@hey-hey-chan k is for kute- dzxghvhvgcch what have i done?! 🌤️ kUTE IS A WORD EVERYONE... anyway r is for rainbow, i is for intellectual, & s is for sERIOUSLY AMAZING
@hanchanbin wE LITERALLY JUST MET BUT YOU'RE PRECIOUS ❤️❤️❤️
@etherealstraykids q u e e n. you're going to reply to this and say "i'm no queen" but nope sorry i've decreed that you're a queen 👑
@woojinschicken omg i remember sending you an ask about how great your url is... ITS PERFECTION REMAINS
@straykidsthetype EEEY, E! 😂 i love you, your content, and the love you bring to the fandom! tumblr would be different without you ahhhh the hORROR
@heavenly-freckles first things first your url is perfection bc his freckles are heavenly- I LOVE YOU OKAY SERIOUSLY you have a great future ahead of you according to my phoebe senses ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@bbyhyunjin *whispers* did you know that you're the definition of compassionate?! not to mention that you have the cutest url ever now that i think about it eeeeeek
@maaatryoshka last but dEFINITELY not least we have erin, aka one of the first stray kids blogs i ever followed- TCXHVHIFUXYVJSRO YOU'RE SO NICE TO ME EVEN THO I CAN BE PRETTY ANNOYING THANK YOU FOR PUTTING UP WITH ME 🌤️
pssst- do not watch titan on netflix it's a waste of your life i regret watching it
(there's some others who i wanted to tag but uhm altho i may know a lot of sk blogs, i am definitely not popular with all the actually popular blogs- like they're old money & i'm new money lol rip phoebe hopefully i don't die like gatsby)
TO EVERYONE: we've grown so close in a small amount of time- here's to a bright future! remember to love you, the people around you, and of course, our silly nine boys.
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Ep 9 | I’d Rather Make Moves When I Need To - Emma
Okay, I am so sad Brandi is gone, but at the same time, it's not the worst thing for my game. The good part of it is that we tried to make a move on Emma, we flushed an idol, and we weren't detected. I think this twist is actually super helpful in these moments because if you try something, and it fails, no one knows unless it gets leaked.
Another good thing is that Taylor's closest ally is now gone. I know that Taylor is super close with Ari, which is good, but I also want her to be super close with me. Not just for strategy reasons. She's also super cool and I like talking to her! Apparently she did tell JABARI of all people the vote was on Emma, so no wonder they knew how to idol tonight lmao.
Idk I feel pretty okay about my position in the game playing the middle rn I just need to not spread myself too thin and keep the targets in front of me.
Soooo Tribal went off without a single hitch. brandi went home despite playing both of her advantages and Jacob wasn’t even near getting voted out. The main clownery of the night happened right after tribal. Ali started going on about how he felt like Brandi didn’t deserve to go home, when there were people currently in the game who didn’t care. If you think she deserved to stay, maybe you should’ve given her your immunity? Or better yet, volunteered to go home? And while we’re on the topic of who cares, haven’t you either flopped in or just not submitted in multiple challenges? Since I was still on the tribal call, I asked him who he was talking about, even though I kind of had a good idea of who it was already. He said Emma. and since Emma wasn’t there, we are aligned, and I know she was going through some things, I felt the need to stick up for her. I found it pretty disrespectful that Ali would say that so it did make me a bit mad. I of course alerted Emma right after it happened because I feel like she deserve to know, and she confronted Ali about it in the call after tribal. I’m sure everyone knows Emma and I are working together now, but I couldn’t let her be dragged through the mud like that. I’m really worried Ali and Taylor, who I know are aligned, will try to target me now. I understand where Ali was coming from though. I’m also a person who is driven by my emotions and I tend to say stuff without thinking about it first.
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WELL all things considered that vote went pretty alright! i didn't manage to mist emma into using an idol for jacob so they could get blindsided, but other than that, things worked out pretty much how i hoped. jacob was saved, an idol (and lots of money) was flushed, and i can plausibly tell both sides that i voted with them even tho actually i voted ali for insurance purposes >:~) also we got major info about the location of the other idol when brandi didn't play it and it didn't go back into the shop, i.e. jabari MUST have it because there's no other possible place it could be. i know none of my people have it, and nic was so convinced that me/jacob did that i have to believe none of that group have it either, which leaves little old jabari who's been asking soooo many questions about everyone's funds and where items could possibly be. color me a little shocked but honestly kudos to her! now she gets to stay alive another round since that gun is an idol again.
other shop updates are that taylor's gonna buy something next round and so is dan probably, which will be great for getting them out of other people's hands and knowing for sure where they are. i can't believe i own shares in 2 of the 3 items currently in the game, how cute of me honestly. everyone else is now broke so that's delightful, i prob should've extorted myself for even more money so they'd think i was fully broke too but ah well what can you do.
i am a little worried about how ali's antics last night could potentially reflect back on me this round but i think i've done a pretty good job of covering my tracks there - i talked to both nic and emma immediately after and was like yeah i don't condone that behavior, and josh knows i wanted ali out over jacob because i got him to throw a vote that way with me, and obviously none of taylor/dan/jacob are gonna let me get targeted for that either sooooo i think i'm all good. once again, jabari is a wild card but i think i trust her a little more after my call with her yesterday and i don't think she would have the pull to do anything anyway.
so at last i can have a day of peaceful rest while i await these awful touchy subjects results! me taylor and ali are making a music video so that'll keep me busy for a while. overall feeling very grateful and blessed to not be stressed at this current moment in time!!!
Not mr ali making me regret voting off brandi out should of been ali oh well no point in voting him out now tbh that would be a waste things i think are slowly getting better for me i am talking to jacob and ari more idk how to approach taylor because ik we on different sides but ik we may or may not need eachother soon i feel so bad about brandi she was probably the nicest person here i said this about megs but brandi for second chances.. Yeah i just need to think of something that will seperate my gameplay from josh and nic if im stuck with them eventually that means i could get myself voted off its hard to like make moves rn but i rather make moves when i need to make moves.
also maybe ali should of put his immunity on brandi and not ari >:)
i also hope i break the record for most wasted idols im coming for that record im also so nervous about the future of the game i dont wanna just follow ppl around but like i kinda fucked myself over due to reasons out of my control oop
I just sent my nightly hellos to people and that’s already too much social interaction for me
I’m already fricken paranoid about this round and we haven’t even gotten immunity results ugh. I think it’s because I know I flipped that mastermind comp. like I really could have done much better than I did.
Additionally everyone was so quiet today so I’m just assuming everyone hates me and wants me to die.
am i playing a good utr game or do people just forget i exist? i've got a lot of good (but conflicting) info from Dan and Taylor and I want to sit down and compare notes with Ari BUT WHERE ARE THEY you can't expect me to remember all this by tomorrow. I feel like I have somewhat of a good relationship with everyone aside from Ali and Jabari and I feel like I've gotten a few info that I find personally relevant moving forward but I need someone to compare this with. I think I'm playing a much more smarter game than before.
[Tumblr Survivor Riau reference] I feel like I was in a position like this before where I had the opportunity to play a good game being in the middle but fucked it up and sent one of my allies home because I was vetoed by my actual alliance [end Tumblr Survivor reference] so I'm doing the same thing this time around but keeping my sources a secret. The only person I am 100% honest is Ari and I hope it's mutual. I obviously can't take Ari with me to FTC but what I need the most are honest opinions and legit information and i think both of us are providing just that with each other.
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ali needs to stop saying dumb shit to nic because it ALWAYS gets back to dan and i have to be like "omg lol im sure he didnt mean that" while running to ali and being like "hushhhhhh"
anyway i think the best thing i can do today is sit back and let everyone else tire themselves out scrambling and stressing!! it'll all resolve itself eventually and if it doesnt then oh well
I wasn't going to be making a confessional because I didn't wanna get an OTTN5 edit and also I felt like it was obvious I was going home and I had nothing to really say. There is a tiny bit of hope now, and it lies with Jabari and Dan. If everyone is telling me the truth, I will be staying. And if I do, I'd love to create a 5-person majority alliance with me, Dan, Jabari, Emma, and Josh. It'd honestly be perfect. I really like them all and am comfortable with them all.
If I go home, I wont be mad or anything, I'll just be sad that I didn't really come across the way I had hoped to in this ORG. I feel like a lot of things didn't come across correctly, and a lot of things were just pinned on me that were outside of my control.
Oh well. Let me remain positive. This is me being positive :] (Also I'm forever thankful for having Josh and Emma as allies without them I would've gone crazy by now. Thank you for everything you do.)
Power Rankings:
ONE - DAN (+2)
Threat: 8 (+2)
Trust: 8 (+3)
Dan’s at the top of the rankings this week because he’s in the position that I wish I were in. Despite losing Brandi, who was Dan’s #1 idled out by the minority alliance, he still was approached by the minority to vote with them. He knows each plan and he can decide whether he wants to flip or not. He decides who goes home this round.
TWO - ARI (-1)
Threat: 10 (+1)
Trust: 9 (+1)
Ari ranks #2 because they know everything that’s going on and they know it first. They’re the first to hear about any messiness or change to a plan. They aren’t included in it necessarily, but they hear about it. Ari’s threat level though is through the roof and hiding behind them as a meat shield is going to be key for my game. They should want to take a shot at Ari before me, and I plan to keep it that way.
THREE - TAYLOR (-1)
Threat: 7 (NC)
Im starting to lose grasp and hold on my power as more of my allies leave. If the minority perception and gameplay wasn’t so awful I would have a lot more control over what goes on this round. Its just bad survivor gameplay to assume someone would never work with you because you voted their allies out. Because what they fail to see is that regardless of if im included in their plans or not, I still find out. I had 3 different people approach me that me name was out as I woke up at 9am this morning. It shows I have control, I just wish they’d include me so I had the power to deal with it rather than relying on others.
FOUR - JABARI (+3)
Threat: 3 (+1)
Trust: 2 (-2)
Jabari is here because she seems to want to give the minority.a chance. I don’t really understand her logic because regardless she’s at the bottom of an alliance. The one round where the majority wanted to count on her to prove she’s with us, she jumps. And she doesn’t even know that she’s completely fucking her game because of it. On top of that every suspects she has an idol. She only ranks 4 because of the information she is receiving, but she’s no threat because her gameplay is poor and everyone believes the rumour of her having an idol.
FIVE - JACOB (+1)
Threat: 7 (+1)
Trust: 8 (NC)
Jacob does know what each side is going to do, but unfortunately hes always the last to find out. Im not sure if its because of how late he sleeps in, or if hes everyones last resort but either way it’s not good for his power ranking. Jacob’s smart, hes going to be seen as an immunity threat sooner rather than later.
SIX - NIC (+3)
Threat: 3 (+1)
Trust: 0 (NC)
Nic is in 6th because hes the only one trying to steer a vote on the other side. He isn’t doing it successfully, but hes trying. If only he could put as much effort into challenges and he would trying to get people to save him. I dont trust him at all, he threw my name out. He has a little influence over Jabari, but that’s not too big of a success.
SEVEN - ALI (-2)
Threat: 1 (-2)
Trust: 9 (-1)
Ali unfortunately just doesn’t have the power he needs to get himself out of situations like he is in this round. When the name was between Ali and I it should have easily landed on me. But Ali doesn’t have the social capital that I do, which is why I had multiple people tell that side “lets do Ali over Taylor”. Not to mention Ali made a hugeeee mistake buying the dress for literally no reason. But I trust him I guess?
EIGHT - JOSH (NC)
Threat: 4 (+2)
Trust: 5 (+2)
Im starting to see a little fire with josh come out this round and im happy. Hes not willing to do anything about it, but the gears are turning in his head. I think our relationship will be important down the line but as of now he has no power and just follows everything Nic says.
NINE - EMMA (NC)
Threat: 0 (NC)
Trust: 0 (NC)
I literally don’t have anything to say about Emma. She doesn’t talk, doesn’t do the challenge, doesn’t care. Not worth my time.
I feel like im not winning this game unless if nic goes and josh goes right after idk im feeling a bit bad how im playing i was planning to go balls to the wall but like i find it really hard to do that when i am a known goat for something i could not control i try hard to change what people to see but idk how to do it anymore im totally not gonna stab josh and nic in the back at this point i just cant write their names down.
This vote is for all of the victims of the people that nic has voted off, nic is going home I know of it. All he's been doing has been working against me and for that ciao Bella
GOD. What a day. I was pulled back and forth about this vote by both sides and this vote.
Ari/Jacob/Ali/Taylor want me to vote Nic
Jabari/Nic/Josh/Emma want me to vote Ali
Neither option is ✨great✨ for my game. But we can’t vote out Jabari for personal reasons so here we are.
I’m worried about idols and such, but at the end of the day, I can’t get too in my head. If the idol comes out as long as they don’t end up voting for me instead of Ali... we’re good!
I’m voting for Nic because I don’t fuck with people who try to make you feel like you’re gonna lose if you don’t roll with them. Even on OG Pearl he didn’t take a ton of time to get to know me and even now all he wants to do is talk game. In comparison, TSL has known me two rounds and I know so much about her.
Obviously voting out ANOTHER OG Pearl probably isn’t wise, but at the end of the day, New Pearl and OG Beeho seem to be the people I bond with the most and trust the most. And I might be dumb, but I am enjoying their company and would be proud losing to any of them.
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All the q’s.
EDIT: So someone sent me a thing to answer like 70 personal questions. I’ve done that.
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Eh. It is what it is. Better than it used to be. I love them, but they’re still strict and controlling despite the fact I’m a fucking adult. I know it’s because they care though, so.
02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?
@prof-anity
03: Do you regret anything?
Oh yes.
04: Are you insecure?
About some things.
05: What is your relationship status?
Recently single, workin’ on me.
06: How do you want to die?
Loved? Somewhat accomplished? Happy?
07: What did you last eat?
I got myself a birthday donut.
08: Played any sports?
In school, but I was never on any teams and was never athletically inclined. I could hit a ball and shoot a basket, but I mean…
09: Do you bite your nails?
Used to. Not anymore.
10: When was your last physical fight?
7th grade, on the bus. I was defending myself. Wacked a kid upside the head with a backpack.
11: Do you like someone?
Yeah, but I just got out of a relationship with someone who I still really care about and have lingering feelings for. So right now it would be ill-timed, hurtful, and inappropriate to do anything about it.
I realize that I need to work on me, too. Get into a good place where I could handle a relationship and not screw it up.
I also don’t want to make things weird if the person doesn’t like me like that/doesn’t have any interest. So I’m just content to stick to the status quo as just a quiet and respectful admirer. for now. Maybe it’ll pass, maybe it won’t. Maybe I’ll tell them eventually, but friendship is enough for me, I don’t deserve or expect more... and I’m not even entitled to friendship, so I’m good.
12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
Oh yes.
13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?
No one I know personally, but yeah.
14: Do you miss someone?
Of course.
15: Have any pets?
None that are still with us, but soonish, hopefully. Maybe by Christmas.
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?
Indifferent.
17: Ever made out in the bathroom?
Uh, no.
18: Are you scared of spiders?
I’m not afraid of them but at the same time I don’t want to be bitten.
19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
To change things or just be a face in the crowd at a concert or historical event? Loaded question with lots of variables.
20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?
I don’t ever remember kissing someone on the lips. ._.
21: What are your plans for this weekend?
It’s almost over. I’ve been binging Parks and Rec tho.
22: Do you want to have kids? How many?
No, I don’t. That may change one day, but I doubt it will.
23: Do you have piercings? How many?
None.
24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?
History.
English was a close second. Math can go to hell and die.
25: Do you miss anyone from your past?
Indeed I do
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26: What are you craving right now?
Self worth? Is that too self-deprecating? There’s someone I’d like to kiss someone but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
I’ve broken up with people, and disappointed others… but I mean life went on and they’re happier now than they were with me? So I don’t think so/hope not?
It all worked out for the best.
28: Have you ever been cheated on?
Yeah. Not fun, but it was a middle school relationship and none too serious.
Not that broken up about it, but it’s fucking shitty.
29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
From laughter.
30: What’s irritating you right now?
My own feelings.
31: Does somebody love you?
I have friends and family, so I should like to think so.
32: What is your favourite color?
Black.
33: Do you have trust issues?
I don’t think so? I can be paranoid and overthink things, but…
34: Who/what was your last dream about?
The last one I can remember involved me being a waiter for Uncle Jesse and Aunt Becky from Full House. It was weird but low key? Like I just had a job, it was being a waiter. They were there. I had gatorade out of a wine glass that night.
35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?
My grandma, I think. If I cry I do so in private, but this was after a funeral of a family member so.
36: Do you give out second chances too easily?
IDK. I don’t think so? I only give them out if I think the person deserves it/is sorry.
37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.
38: Is this year the best year of your life?
Nah. I wouldn’t say so. Best year of my life would be when I was young and cute and people did things for me.
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
I don’t fucking know. Again, I don’t remember being actually kissed.
40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
...Not that I can recall?
51: Favourite food?
Steak and fries.
52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Sure. Cause and effect.
53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Brushed my teeth.
54: Is cheating ever okay?
Fuck no.
55: Are you mean?
That depends entirely on who you are.
56: How many people have you fist fought?
I can only think of two, and neither were by choice.
57: Do you believe in true love?
I believe it’s possible to find one person who you could be happy with and spend the rest of your life with. I don’t know if there’s only one person out there for you. I think it’s possible to fall in and out of love, but a relationship takes work and should be worth it to both parties. When it no longer is, that’s when you know maybe it’s time to call it quits.
58: Favourite weather?
Fall weather. Not too cold, but not hot. Sweaters and jackets and all that.
59: Do you like the snow?
...I don’t mind it so long as I’m not freezing in it, and it isn’t impeding me and making my life/travel difficult. Sand, now that’s rough and course and irritating. Gets everywhere.
60: Do you wanna get married?
One day, if I find someone I love who loves me, sure.
61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Depends on the context.
62: What makes you happy?
Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens.
63: Would you change your name?
Do I have a desire to? Not really. Would I? Sure, if I had to skip town and lay low. Or more likely, if I wanted to publish under a pseudonym.
64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Now you’re just mocking me.
65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
I mean, she’s over 35 and is happily in a relationship; so this isn’t a problem.
66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Yep.
67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Um, I gave @kennyhoemega a digital copy of Wonder Woman. Before that, I had dinner with my sister. We talked about inane shit.
68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
@kittenspawn.
69: Do you believe in soulmates?
Didn’t I answer this one with the true love thing?
70: Is there anyone you would die for?
Yeah, I mean, depending on the circumstances I’d die for a total stranger. I’d die for my family, my friends, and pretty much all my mutuals.
Of course I have low self worth, so there’s that.
There’s some people I’d refuse to die for though, or be content to watch suffer. Whoops.
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70 (really 60) Questions Tag
tagged by @minqhyuk ! thanks I love doing these ;-;
1. do you have a good relationship with your parents?
idk sure
2. who did you last say “i love you” to?
@squishywonu <3 love u big sis
3. do you regret anything?
there’s a few things that i wish i could have done/ didn’t do, but not so much that i would say i regret it
4. are you insecure?
lowkey a little
5. what’s your relationship status?
in a very serious relationship with my ults (aka I’m single)
6. how do you want to die?
naturally, in my sleep, and with no pain
7. what did you last eat?
a root beer float lmao
8. played any sports?
I was in my school’s basketball, baseball, and soccer ball teams before
9. do you bite your nails?
nah
10. when was your last physical fight?
a non-serious one with my brother a few hours ago
11. do you like someone?
platonic? yea. romantic? not at all.
12. have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
hell no
13. do you hate anyone at the moment?
i don’t care enough to actually hate anyone
14. do you miss someone?
my mom, Seventeen, ten,,,,
15. have any pets?
yup
16. how exactly are you feeling at the moment?
determined to finish this and get back to watching dear white people even tho its 4 in the morning
17. ever made out in the bathroom?
nooooooooooooooo
18. are you scared of spiders?
i really don’t like them;;;
19. would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
no, that would mess up a lot of things
20. where was the last place you snogged someone?
????i’ve never kissed anyone so
21. what are your plans for this weekend?
it is the weekend so finishing homework mainly
22. do you want to have kids? how many?
sure, and like, 2
23. do you have piercings? how many?
2, i reaaaallly plan on getting like 4-6 more
24. what is/are/were your best subject(s)?
reading lmao
25. do you miss anyone from your past?
yea, but they’re gone now
26. what are you craving right now?
nothing rn
27. have you ever broken someone’s heart?
apparently my dad’s lol
28. have you ever been cheated on?
no????
29. have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
what’s a boyfriend? never heard of it
30. what’s irritating you right now?
nothing
31. does somebody love you?
i guess
32. what is your favourite color?
pink, blue, gray, black
33. do you have trust issues?
a little
34. who/what was your last dream about?
oK long story short, from what i remember, CHANGKYUN WAS IN MY BED DOING HOMEWORK
35. who was the last person you cried in front of?
my school nurse lmao
36. do you give out second chances too easily?
i am a very forgiving person, so yea
37. is it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive
38. is this year the best year of your life?
nah, what year was i in kindergarten???
39. how old were you when you had your first kiss?
n/a
40. have you ever walked outside completely naked?
no
51. favourite food?
? depends on my mood
52. do you believe everything happens for a reason?
sure
53. what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
check my sns
54. is cheating ever okay?
no
55. are you mean?
i can be pretty cold sometimes so i guess...?
56. how many people have you fist fought?
zero
57. do you believe in true love?
for very few people
58. favourite weather?
rainy/snowy, cold, windy
59. do you like the snow?
yea
60. do you wanna get married?
if i can lmao
61. is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
i honestly love pet names lol
62. what makes you happy?
-Seventeen
-having actual motivation to do something
63. would you change your name?
no, not even my last name
64. would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
no?
65. your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
probably act oblivious until they actually confront me about it
66. do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
i go to an all girls school and never go outside
67. who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
my dad
68. who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
i dont really have deep convos with people but I guess, once again as an answer, madi
69. do you believe in soulmates?
sure?
70. is there anyone you would die for?
i’m a cold, heartless bitch...so no
I’LL TAG MY USUAL PPL: @gyuwifeu @svt666-17 @lulubritostuff @squishywonu + a few other mutuals i haven’t tagged in these type of things before ;) @puppycat-eyes @squishywooji @yourmumisinthefandom @squishyshua @a--tom @kpop-memes-and-etc
like usual, u don’t have to if u don’t want to blah blah blah
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70 QUESTIONS
tagged by @sho-ho-hownu ! [Ily more mutuals <33]
1. do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yes. Sometimes it’s rough but you know everyone has that. I’m closer to my mom’s bf more than my actual father, but im just now getting reconnected with my actual dad and it’s going ok i guess
2. who did you last say “i love you” to?
probably my mom? It was like she said “I love you” and I said “love you too” does that count.
3. do you regret anything?
Yes. I cant think of anything specific but i just know that i do...
4. are you insecure?
HA YEAH ALMOST ALWAYS WHEN IM OUT OF MY HOUSE.
5. what’s your relationship status?
Single afff Ready to mingle (?)
6. how do you want to die?
epically B) idk tbh tho
7. what did you last eat?
Omurice. It’s like friedrice with ketchup with an omelette over it. It’s japanese idk how to explain it well lol
8. played any sports?
Idid Ballet as a toddler (like until 5 years old). From 7-14 years old I did gymnastics and I was on the “Junior Olympics” team which i dont think means anything but it sounds cool
9. do you bite your nails?
nahh. I never understood that really
10. when was your last physical fight?
I’m lazy. Not a fighter. But i shoved this bitch in middleschool because she confronted me about me tlking shit about her talking shit about me??
11. do you like someone?
Other than those 7 dorks? Nope. Thank god
12. have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
Yes. It was partytime
13. do you hate anyone at the moment?
No, I try not to hate. Unless theyre asshole racists, sexist, and/or hateful themselves.
14. do you miss someone?
Family in Japan <3
15. have any pets?
a tool named Phichit (or Peaches) that is my Betafish. (stop i know it’s a Yuri On Ice name. I. Know...) . I know he only likes me for the food i give him. Rude.
16. how exactly are you feeling at the moment?
okay. it was bad like 2 minutes ago because of an assignment but now im watching Mystery Science Theater 3000 and its funny af
17. ever made out in the bathroom?
Had to think bout it for a sec but nope
18. are you scared of spiders?
Not like SCARED but i’d rather not them be on me tho..
19. would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Without the butterfly effect happening? Then sure
20. where was the last place you snogged someone?
I had to look up what this was omfg. Maybe like a year ago. I’ve been single for a whileeee.
21. what are your plans for this weekend?
I’m meeting up with my dad to watch the last few episodes of walking dead on Saturday. Studying for my Japanese final.
22. do you want to have kids? how many?
Kinda, At most 2. But Im like 19 years old so its weird to think about...
23. do you have piercings? how many?
Nooo
24. what is/are/were your best subject(s)?
was Math now probably none of them loll #artmajor
25. do you miss anyone from your past?
not really? There’s this one guy that was fun to hang with and I liked him for a loooong time and i still think about him sometimes lolll DontDoThat
26. what are you craving right now?
a good nights rest
27. have you ever broken someone’s heart?
I mean ive broken up with people but i dont think I like shattered their heart. I’m not THAT important omg
28. have you ever been cheated on?
Nope. Hopefully never will?
29. have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Yep, but he was mentally fucking craZY SO
30. what’s irritating you right now?
Tumblr in incognito mode is slow af for some reason (I needed it to log in to my other tumblr without logging off this one)
31. does somebody love you?
Family probably ha
32. what is your favourite color?
Green
33. do you have trust issues?
not really. I mean everyone should have some sort of trust issues. But i dont have severe trust issues.
34. who/what was your last dream about?
I was listening to Departure album when I fell asleep, so I dreamt i was at a got7 concert lmao
35. who was the last person you cried in front of?
I dont cry a lot tbh. So i dont remember. When I do cry I dont like people seeing.
36. do you give out second chances too easily?
HA NOPE. They gotta work for a second chance
37. is it easier to forgive or forget?
Depends. If it’s not that big of a deal then forget. I hate confrontation but i need an apology if its something bigger.
38. is this year the best year of your life?
Noooooooooo, but we’re only like a quarter through so it could change. But im not too hopeful about those chances tbh
39. how old were you when you had your first kiss?
kiss that didnt matter (pocky/pepero game lol): 14
Kiss that mattered: 16
40. have you ever walked outside completely naked?
wtf no.
51. favourite food?
Too many to narrow down to one but i crave toast a lot
52. do you believe everything happens for a reason?
yeah, I’d like to think so.
53. what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Watched a horrible movie
54. is cheating ever okay?
Who would think it is??? Even as “revenge” that’s low
55. are you mean?
Dude, I’m a bitch tbh...
56. how many people have you fist fought?
1
57. do you believe in true love?
i guess. If I didn’t then what would be the point of relationships?
58. favourite weather?
Suns hot but cool breeze or light rain
59. do you like the snow?
Yeah, but i could go without it...
60. do you wanna get married?
Eh.
61. is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
I’d cringe.
62. what makes you happy?
dogs, cats, other peoples genuine smiles, got7
63. would you change your name?
I like my name
64. would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Who was the last person i kissed? So probably no...
65. your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Assuming im not interested. Id just ignore it. If he confesses Id be like sorry bro.
66. do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
I did. But he’s kind of out of my circle now that college started.
67. who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Mom’s boyf. Jose. He’s cool. Been in most of my life so not like a random Mom boyf
68. who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My sister. We were talking about why people just constantly feel the need to hate. Even if it’s something like (for example) “I HATE One Direction” Like do you honestly “hate” one direction. Or did you see that other people “hates” one direction so you said that. Like what did One Direction do for you to just HATE them... Like I dont like them or dislike them but I could never say that i HATE them. I dont even know them... anyway that discussion gets me heated
69. do you believe in soulmates?
Kinda
70. is there anyone you would die for?
Yeah. Like family and junk
Tagging @peachyjyp @husbandsjjp @soulmatesjjp @got7arrived @ult2jae ya dont gotta
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softly whispers all for the flower ask
baby’s breath: 5 things you associate yourself with
chickens/eggs
lance lol
cereal….. everyone in class is stealing my trademark…
water
memes
bleeding heart: what makes you heart go mushy?
fuck,,, my fav characters?? and if i like someone then them i guess? but rn my heart belongs to 2d
bell flower: what’s the title of the song that makes you want to jump around out of joy?
mm it changes?? right now its either this cover (its in japanese) or this song (english but its a tad bit scream-y)
evening primrose: what’s your sleeping playlist (give me 5 songs)?
its all soundtracks from anime lmao,,
from kimi no na wa’s soundtrack we have this, this and this
from free!’s ost we have this song that killed every mh shipper lol
and lastly, not from an anime ost, its shelter
none of these actually help me fall asleep but i like them,, hell i dont think theres any song that can help me fall asleep
forget-me-not: who is your favorite blog who isn’t following you?
miyu//keis does this ensure it doesnt show up i hope it does i recently followed them while lurking in the mi//sawa tag lol theyre a good graphic person??? idk what theyre called;;
daffodil: what is one plant that you want to have but can never get?
the succulent things but i wouldnt be able to care for it bc i succ (perfect match)
calla lily: are you more of a sunny day or a rainy evening?
im a sunny day and rainy evening person… ok maybe sunny day if im not directly under the sun because i do enjoy the sun’s warmth rainy days are nice too,, only if im indoors.. rainy evening is perfect,, as long as no bugs can get it im safe and secure and chill
foxglove: what is your favorite color and in what shade?
blue!!!!! is sky blue a shade
lavender: what is something that you’ve always wanted to be/have/get but can never have?
a cat…..
love in a mist: what is the latest dream that you remember?
ok ive had dreams every night this week but now i cant re oh wait i do remember last night’s dream but only the lame part,, ok so i dreamt i had a 4* hina on bang dream..,,, i dreamt of another thing but i forgot :-( the 4* was indeed a dream though sad i havent gotten a single 4* yet lmao my luck is awesome oh but i did get a 5* and two 4*s on enstars so thats cool
daisy: what is your favorite flavor of cotton candy, ice cream, and juice?
cotton candy,, has flavours?????
cookies and cream!!
i like water juice
painter’s palette: are you more of a singer, dancer, painter, or instrumentalist?
none??? i guess i paint when i have to although i rly wanna paint but im just a lazy fool
tulip: what is your most favorite make-up product? do you like it more natural, dark, or etc?
i dont use make up i am a youngin also what does the second question say i dont understand
waxflower: are you a bee or a butterfly person? a dog or a cat person?
neither lmao i have a fear of butterflies and bees… bees fear me i fear bees its mutual fear i like cats better but i like dogs too
sugarbush: do you have sweet tooth? if yes, what’s your favorite sweets? if no, why?
yes,,, i was gonna ask if it was even possible to have a favourite but then i remembered i do actually one although its more of a jellybean thing its poifull!!
sunflower: would you like to be a fairy or a mermaid?
mermaid bc i wanna live in the water
sweet pea: what would you like to call your significant other?
ok i just finished acca so naturally i still think abt it and jean called nino his ‘partner in crime’ so nnow i want one (a partner in crime i mean not a nino but thatd b cool 2)
sea lavender: can you swim? which strokes can you do?
yes i havent been in a pool in like 3 years oh boy,, breaststroke is the easiest lmao i forgot how to do any of the others
windflower: list 5 of your favorite blogs and explain why you like them
softshouyous, well i followed her bc she talks in her tags so thats one thing,, shes also super nice?? and helpful!!! a good friend and mutual!!!! im also comfy enough with her to like,, be sarcastic and we can shame each other freely.. without worrying abt offending one another,, theres also the fact that she understands me (ok this may b what i like 2 think and falen actually doesnt get me but its COOL) idk man i just love her,,, my bud whens our one year friendsivary i gotta search that up :0
(i almsot forgot to do the rest go me anyway) next is,, youhavebeentraceyd bc shes one of my first mutuals (sorry to the one who was actually my first) who i actually talked to!!! we both watch daiya and i didnt rly follow anyone who liked daiya previously and oh!! we had the same notps LOL i love tracey’s art and hell i think she dragged me to mochi hell kudos to u tracey idk i jsut enjoy her presence on my dash and get v excited to see her art on there we may not talk as much anymore but i still appreciate her a lot!!! bless u tracey and thank you!!! (for being alive i wish u all the best in life)
alpacarara i like her bc shes basically my tumble mum,, the mum i actually talk to and ask for help/advice she gives good advice too and shes v approachable,,,,,,, a v good friend,,,,,, u r appreciated by me,,,, yes........... shizu chan also appreciates ur existence momther,,,, thakn u 4 all youve done 2 helpme a good pal.... bless u,
clearly these r getting hard bc my mind is goddamn empty rn but ill manage,, kacchan whose url is not spelt like that but thats ook bc one day it will be but now im starting to think i shouldnt leave it as that bc someones bound to stumble upon this extra post in the kacchan tag goddammit,, annYWay i like kacchan bc theyre friendly! and also v relatable,,,, theyre also kinda scary but thats ok bc its the good kind of scary idk man kacchan is just, great?? we dont talk but thats cool bc ik we’re still friends even if we dont have full blown convos!!!! id b 2 nervous 2 talk 2 them not bc theyre bad or anythign im just a ??? a bad conversationalist and also v lazy ok thats besides the point i like kacchan bc kacchan is kacchan so??? theyre a good friend and we tag each other in things and i like that friendship its a good type of friendship,,, idkdkdk?? theyre just. chill not literally chill but just chill. this doesnt make sense anymre gomenasorry
lAST ONE uh hhhh every one of my mutual’s blogs why i like all of them?? bc theyre not problematic!! they post good content trademark and r lovely even if we dont talk much!!! i love everyone period
golden rod: are you more of a baker or a cook?
i am more of a Disaster in the kithcen
bloom: what is something that you would like to tell your children?
u guys shld b surprised yall even exist (if i am the True Parent)
if not,, then itd b u guys r with me and my partner in crime,, who is actually a real person,,,,,, be shocked idk im just trying t o make it clear that in the event i do get married id surprise myself bc me/?? have a good and lasting relationship????? impsossible
peony: what is something that you wish your parents could’ve told you?
they shouldve told me to stick with cereal
prairie gentian: do you have a significant other?
doe s lance count
september flower: are you more of a sunshine or sunset person?
was this supposed 2 say sunrise,,,, anyway sunrise i guess bc im a morning person (when i WILLINGLy wake up by myself) on hot ass days sunset bc then i wont b sweating 24/7
bird of paradise: do you wake up early? do you sleep early?
yEAH LOL i wake up early on weekends bc i want to and i have to wake up early on weekdays so,,, i prefer not to sleep later than 12am bc i am Fear and in the event that i do sleep later than 12 its bc im talkin 2 a friend i like a lot
marigold: what’s your favorite tea?
water tea english breakfast,, havent had that in awhile tho
peruvian lily: what are the names of your pets?
i have non
hyacinth: do you name your plants?
i have nnone but i dont even nickname my pkmn so
lilac: would you rather sleep and be cozy or hang out with your friends?
depends? on the tme??? if its late at night id rather b asleep and cozy if its in the day then maybe.. .. .
poppy: do you like to dip your fries or do you like it as is?
i like all of my food plain and dry (cereal) unless its noodles,, i need my noodles iin soup
dandelion: any special talent that you have?
drinking water
#softshouyous#asks#this got long#tHANK U FOR ASKING i did it!!!!#its been so long#since i properly answered one of ur asks memes#feels good
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70 Questions
Thank you @pinkhoodiemark for tagging me in this. I usually get so lazy to do challenges and this one was soooooo long but it’s kinda nice to reflect on some of these ☺️ also I’m pretty sure Emili has tagged me in at least one other challenge before and I wanna fulfill at least one thing she tags me in ✨
this is pretty long so if you really wanna get to know me you can read more under the cut
1. do you have a good relationship with your parents?
it’s 50/50 we have our good moments and our very bad moments but sadly, even tho I’m an adult now, things haven’t changed.
2. who did you last say “i love you” to?
my pets are pretty much the only ones I’m comfortable saying ‘i love you’ to. I say it to my cat Cloud the most.
3. do you regret anything?
Yes, lots of personal things. Lately I regret my major and not putting more effort in college.
4. are you insecure?
Like everyone I have insecurities but I try not to dwell on them or let them affect me cus I know that they’re insignificant and not worth it. Doesn’t mean I don’t think of them from time to time.
5. what’s your relationship status?
Very single, mostly because I’m not comfortable opening up to people and I’m still kinda struggling with my ‘identity’
6. how do you want to die?
the most painless way possible? i don’t...really think about how i wanna die tbh
7. what did you last eat?
some store bought chocolate cake I’ve been eating almost everyday 😬 I really need to stop, it’s not healthy
8. played any sports?
no, never. i am very very unathletic. idk how i ever managed to run those 12 min miles in high school
9. do you bite your nails?
not now but i did a lot as a little kid
10. when was your last physical fight?
i’m not much of a fighter but most likely it was a fight with my sister or maybe my mom (don’t worry it wasn’t too rough) years ago
11. do you like someone?
define ‘like’
12. have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
i don’t think so, i think maybe 36 hours would be my limit
13. do you hate anyone at the moment?
at the moment no, though I usually don’t feel hate towards people
14. do you miss someone?
i miss the company of someones
15. have any pets?
i have two cats, Maxx (an old lady) and Cloud (my soon to be 3 year old bby) and my sister has a yorkie Oakley (a terrorizer who won’t leave me alone) but since she’s hardly ever home and I’m always taking care of him he’s practically mine
16. how exactly are you feeling at the moment?
i feel like I probably sound like a robot throughout all this, sorry I can’t express emotion unless it’s in all caps
17. ever made out in the bathroom?
nope
18. are you scared of spiders?
regular daddy long legs are fine but anything bigger than that get it away from me
19. would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
I want to say yes because there are things I really really regret that especially affect other ppl but I feel like what’s in the past is in the past and I probably shouldn’t mess with it
20. where was the last place you snogged someone?
no comment
21. what are your plans for this weekend?
no plans!! my life is so boring since a bunch of my friends joined the military and moved away and some of my college friends have moved on with their life and I hardly see them anymore 😭 (i still have friends they’re just as boring as me)
22. do you want to have kids? how many?
not really, i kinda fear having a tiny human growing inside me and giving birth to it. i think if i ever were to have children I’d rather adopt but even that sounds like a big commitment I might never be ready for
23. do you have piercings? how many?
my ears have been pierced since I was a baby and I haven’t worn earrings in over 10 years but the holes never filled in
24. what is/are/were your best subject(s)?
I was always good at english cus I was good at reading and bullshitting essays
25. do you miss anyone from your past?
man, ok there was this one guy/friend who I always clicked with and we were kinda on and off for years but never dated and I haven’t seen him in a few years and I’ve kinda moved on but I still think about him cus we live in the same town and he has a really common face so so many guys I see look like him
26. what are you craving right now?
guidance? an epiphany? motivation?
27. have you ever broken someone’s heart?
maybe? I don’t know I would really say I broke their heart maybe not that severe...it wasn’t my fault ok I never lead anyone on
28. have you ever been cheated on?
Nope.
29. have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
nope.
30. what’s irritating you right now?
the fact that I finally found an installation of photoshop that works but I can’t download it because apple sucks and won’t let me download apps unless it’s from the apple store/one of their developers!!!! 😤😤😤 I refuse to pay a monthly fee for photoshop that’s ridiculous I’m not made of money.
31. does somebody love you?
2 of my pets love me for sure
32. what is your favourite color?
Blue
33. do you have trust issues?
Probably I don’t fully trust people easily but I’m still friendly with them
34. who/what was your last dream about?
I honestly don’t remember I wish I did
35. who was the last person you cried in front of?
oh man I cried at work on Valentine’s Day cus we were unexpectedly crazy busy (you can’t even understand how busy) and it was just really stressful for me cus it was only me and another girl handling customer service and she got to leave early (she was a champ idk how she kept a smile on her face even when she left) and there was this especially rude lady I was on the phone with who just wouldn’t stop talking and pretty much blaming me so when the call ended I ducked down behind the counter and cried a little from all the stress (that lady was just the final straw) and I’m sure most if not all my co-workers saw
36. do you give out second chances too easily?
I think so cus I don’t really hold grudges I’m too soft that way, but no one’s ever fucked up so bad they really needed a second chance with me
37. is it easier to forgive or forget?
for me it’s easier to forgive cus like I said I can’t hold grudges for longer than a day.
38. is this year the best year of your life?
definitely not I need to figure lots of things out and do some stuff to get my life on track
39. how old were you when you had your first kiss?
i’m pretty sure I kissed dumb boys when I was a little kid but after that I think I was 18
40. have you ever walked outside completely naked?
hell no
51. favourite food?
i love all kinds of food: tacos, tortas, french fries, birria, fishcake, bulgogi, bulgogi fries, actual good ramen. I can’t name just one fave
52. do you believe everything happens for a reason?
I used to think that saying was so stupid but lately the way I’ve seen some things happen I’m starting to believe a little in fate
53. what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
watched Brooklyn nine nine
54. is cheating ever okay?
NO NEVER, unless you’re cheating on some dumb high school quiz I mean it’s not really ok but I won’t judge you
55. are you mean?
I think I can definitely be both nice and an asshole to the same people and I’m sorry...
56. how many people have you fist fought?
my siblings when I was a kid so 2
57. do you believe in true love?
i believe most of us might never get to experience it but there are a lucky few who get to feel it
58. favourite weather?
california autumn/winter cus it’s cold but not really freezing
59. do you like the snow?
no it’s cold and wet, no thanks
60. do you wanna get married?
eh not really
61. is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
asdfgh I don’t think I’d like any nickname like that
62. what makes you happy?
good food, good company, cuddling with my pets, casually hanging out with my friends, and both got7 and monsta x especially their variety shows
63. would you change your name?
never, I like my name
64. would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
I can’t even remember the last person I kissed so idk
65. your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Try to politely reject them and pretend it never happened so we can continue being friends. Maybe keep my distance from him to give him time to get over it but make sure he knows we’re still friends. And maybe not hang out with him one on one for a while.
66. do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
yeah, most of my friends are guys and I can be myself around them but I don’t tell them everything about me
67. who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
my brother
68. who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
I don’t remember but it must have been during one of the occasions I was drunk and in college and opened up to one of my friends and we probably got really personal.
69. do you believe in soulmates?
JJP ARE SOULMATES!!! they don’t have to ever get together but you can’t learn about their history and tell me they’re not soulmates (at least platonically) but honestly I strongly believe a strong force like fate brought all of got7 from 4 different countries together. So many trainees get switched around from company to company and either never debut or it takes them 7+ years but with GOT7 they debuted under their first company and their average training period lasted around 3 years. BamBam almost didn’t debut with them because JYP thought he was too young until YG’s show did an episode at JYPE. Youngjae would have never debuted if he didn’t practice and practice and continue auditioning for JYP. I could go on and on but in the end I truly believe jjp are soulmates and got7 are soulmates.
70. is there anyone you would die for?
um idk maybe my family and pets but don’t hold me to that
I feel like a lot of my mutuals aren’t really on tumblr any more :// so I’ll tag a few who are still active @katbeom @yubgam @husbandsjjp (I haven’t seen you around in a while either!!)
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70 horrible questions … I’m bored and my tumblr messages won’t work
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Not at all, unfortunately.. I always wanted a healthy relationship with them. Things haven’t worked out but I’m ok about it now
02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?
My best friends… Rosie and Rosie ahha. One is my cat and the other is a human being haha!!
03: Do you regret anything?
I have a lot of regrets, I think regret is one of the worst feelings but.. I guess I wouldn’t be exactly what I am now without those choices I made back then- good and bad.
04: Are you insecure?
I have my days if I’m honest.. but I’d say I love my mind and I love my personality and there are times I question my physical beauty but that’s nothing to do with me, that’s what society tries to push as beautiful. As a whole I love myself and you should love yourself too and give yourself what you deserve..
05: What is your relationship status?
Relationship?? What is that??
06: How do you want to die?
Oh wow, dramatically where no one else is hurt lmfao. If I’m going to be remembered let it be from choking on a sandwich.
07: What did you last eat?
Rice and a cookie🔥😂
08: Played any sports?
OMG a few years back I literally played every sport under the sun, Football, netball, rounders, tennis, athletics, dance, swimming, baseball, rugby… but yknow life hit love and then I died
09: Do you bite your nails?
No I don’t! When I was 13 I did kind of but I mean I don’t ever do it now
10: When was your last physical fight?
I don’t do physical fights but 6 years ago lol (me and my sister were arguing over food I think)
11: Do you like someone?
Ugh… I don’t even really know what it feels like to like someone.. No one sticks around long enough for me to develop emotional and mental connection (For me that’s so important)
12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
Oh my gawd yes and you know what? I’m either really hyper because I’m so tired or I’m the biggest bore ever, there is no middle.
13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?
All I’m going to say is.. this person is trash who shits on good people because they are bored with their own life. SORRY BUT I HATE BULLYING IN ANY FORM. Do I hate her? I don’t know.. do I have little respect for her? Yes.
14: Do you miss someone?
I miss a lot of people, for different reasons. I miss my childhood best friend. I miss my all my ex’s who decided it wasn’t worth being friends with me.. do you know why? Because these people shaped me, I still think they are good people. I’d still invest time into them. I don’t just miss the memories, I miss the friendship.
15: Have any pets?
A few! But only 3 that I could truly class as my pets, my best friends. Smokey my hamster (I miss you buddy, I miss carrying you on my shoulder and sharing cucumber with you while I watched Lizzie McGuire. I will always love you, you made me such a happy 10 year old, you were my first proper pet and I just loved you so much, you were my best friend and I was so weird with you) Spot my rabbit (ah you were so fluffy and cute and so bad, like you broke everyone’s things because I REFUSED to put you in a cage lol. I liked having you hop around and be a asshole to everyone but you were only ever nice to me. I love you and I’m sorry I wasn’t there to protect you when you needed me, I regretted going to school that day, I came home and cried.. I didn’t know what death meant until then) Lastly Rosie… wow you are my child. I would protect you from everything and anything. I look at you and want to cry sometimes because your eyes are so expressive. You don’t need to talk because I feel you bro, I feel your presence and you know exactly when I need to have you around. When I can’t sleep in the night and you make sure I can hear you purring. I have spent the last 3 years revolving my life for you and everyone thinks I’m crazy mad for loving you so much because you are unfriendly- truth is, you are just friendly with me haha, I like the loyalty in you cat.. even when I don’t feed you, I’m still your mom. You came in my life just when I needed you and honestly it wasn’t a coincidence how I got you. You fixed a part in me that was slowly dying, my will to carry on.. it was nice to speak to someone who wouldn’t just tell me to “stop being silly” partly cause you couldn’t communicate with me 😉 but y'know you are my absolute best friend, I love you more than I ever have any human, no one comes close and thank you for helping my get back on the right path through my mental health and my bad habits.. knowing I had you to look after made me stop being selfish. (I had to write this shit out because I really love my animals deeply, they have been there for me when humans couldn’t.)
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?
Lucky, passionate and yet somewhat disappointed.
17: Ever made out in the bathroom?
It was the best kiss I have ever had. Fire works. It was the kiss that mattered but didn’t last lmfao and it happened in a fucking bathroom and I’m so pressed over that 😂
18: Are you scared of spiders?
I’m sorry for being scared of you spiders but I’d never hurt you
19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
YES!! I want to look into history but also my own history. I want to maybe see myself from a distant.. to know what others see.
20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?
In the middle of no where while the moon was high in the sky and your dimples were just about visible and I knew I had to kiss you then as you passionately spoke about music. You were such a puppy, man it was a good time but we are just friends now.
21: What are your plans for this weekend?
Record- hopefully! Going to spend time with my best friend and her girlfriend yay! (Mom and dad TBH) Maybe if I have time I’ll do some writing and reading :)
22: Do you want to have kids? How many?
It depends on my resources! I find it hard to share love out equally though and I wouldn’t want anyone I love to think I love one more than the other due to the attention I give. I’m game for however many. I have no set amount.. I kind of want a big family. I want to adopt as well! If the feelings right and mutual.
23: Do you have piercings? How many?
Just ear piercings! Used to have my lips and nose done.. that being said I want my nose ring back but it’s difficult I want to work at Disneyland and I hate taking out studs and nose rings.
24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?
Drama, music, English, Art, Maths, History and PE!
25: Do you miss anyone from your past?
Practically everyone. I have at least one thought of you a day.
26: What are you craving right now?
Chocolate anything😍
27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
unfortunately yes.. but we are all very good friends now, in fact we are soulmates but in the platonic sense.
28: Have you ever been cheated on? Yes but it’s ok, we are soooo past that. I made terrible mistakes to begin with. Having gone through that.. I now realise how damaging cheating truly is haha! I needed it however to know what it felt like and how bad it truly was. Just because I don’t feel as deeply as the other doesn’t mean I should be irresponsible with someone’s feelings.
29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Good and bad tears, for all my past lovers that I hurt, I’m awful sorry, I was childish and unready to fully open up.
30: What’s irritating you right now?
My eagerness to explore the past… I should leave it there and focus on the future. TRUMP. BREXIT. Dramatic fandoms.. it was fine to a certain point until y'all say horrible shit about eachother and drag down other humans who btw have feelings regardless of how many people look up to them, your comments still fucking hurt.
31: Does somebody love you?
Yes someone loves me
32: What is your favourite color?
I love all colours but dark purple and baby blue, pink and the shade black 😂
33: Do you have trust issues?
I wish I didn’t but yes…
It’s quite bad.
34: Who/what was your last dream about?
Weird dream but I fell asleep reading a fan fic so it was to do with that. Gotta love the fluffy cuteness.
35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Myself, I like to watch myself cry in the mirror lol (don’t ask me why, I’m a freak lol)
36: Do you give out second chances too easily?
Those that know me think I do because I’m civil and don’t like to argue but nah, trust issues. I hate that about myself.
37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive. I forget nothing.
38: Is this year the best year of your life?
No.
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
6? Maybe 7? Proper kiss however was at 10!
40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
Yes and it was liberating
51: Favourite food?
Mmmm… that’s so hard😔😭 I love all food if I’m honest. I do love the taste of delusions tho lmfao #Camren
52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Mmmm… not everything but in a way sometimes….I guess yes.
53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Read a book and cuddled with Rosie (my equal, my baby cattttt).❤️
54: Is cheating ever okay?
No. I’ve made mistakes and it’s not worth it hurting someone like that EVER.
55: Are you mean?
Honestly I’d say I’m the complete opposite of mean.
56: How many people have you fist fought?
Two, I don’t promote violence lol but yeah that happened (with siblings)
57: Do you believe in true love?
Yes. I absolutely believe in true love but you have to accept the idea of it and be ready for it. Both of you do.
58: Favourite weather?
I like all weather rain, sun, wind… but of lately I’ve just loved walking in the rain.
59: Do you like the snow?
I love the snow!!! When the snow is fresh and everything looks beautiful and new.
60: Do you wanna get married?
Eventually, yes. Once I know.. it will be magical and painful but worth it.
61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
I don’t mind it :)
62: What makes you happy?
Freedom, laughter, kindness, deep conversations, music… passion.
63: Would you change your name?
Yes, yes, yes.
64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? No they have soft lips and we are good friends, affection is best haha!
65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? I’d make sure they were OK and make them see that our friendship is worth more than a relationship between us could ever be.. plus I’m 99.9% gay
66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Most of them :) I have a different array of personalities depending on the person and situation, I have 1 friend however who knows everything about me and she is my soulmate in every single way. I love her just as deeply as I love my cat. I’d do almost anything for them.
67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? Dave who is saved as “caMEEEEELAAA” on my phone lmfao, I love when he rings me because it’s like “Camila is calling you” and I’m like “AYYYEEE SON DAMM RIGHT SHE IS”
68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Lauren’s lover @goodgirlsbettergetbad (p.s thanks for the kind words.. I needed them💜) and my best friend Rosie who lives miles away😭 which by the way really freaking sucks, it's hard when we both work to get a hold of one another but I never fear for our friendship, she'll always be in my life plus we had a wonderful talk last night, voice of reason always. Also another best friend of mine @let-me-make-this-queer thank you for being there. Thank you for letting me annoyingly hug you all the time! @invisibleandmagicaalthank you for just being so kind and messaging me while I was sad and listening to me in the nights!
69: Do you believe in soulmates?
Oh my goodness yes. I think you have more than 1 soulmate and I don’t always think it’s romantic btw. It’s beautiful when you click mentally and emotionally with someone it can be platonic but it’s a great feeling. Twin flames tho…. ah my heart races.
70: Is there anyone you would die for?
Yes. I’d die for most, it depends on circumstance.
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KCON LA 2017 fanaccount!!
part 1: Seventeen-teen-teen (I got to hi-touch them!!!) and a bit of VIXX~
Oh my goddd it's past 2 am as I'm writing this and I'm really worn out + still going to the convention tomorrow (Astroooo) but I wanna write this up before I go to sleep and forget 😂😂😂
First a bit about day 1, my early morning flight got delayed so I was like 😱 bad omens but the convention check-in line was amazingly smooth this year, I was prepared to wait hours in the hot sun from what I'd read online about previous years???? That didn't happen so 👍🏽
I was praying to get a Seventeen or GOT7 hi-touch with my ticket (to be clear, I only wanted GOT7 to trade for Seventeen 😉) but I got SF9 instead. Which is fine, I would've been happy to do SF9's hi-touch if I hadn't gotten Seventeen. I spent most of Friday in the trading area desperately looking for a Seventeen hi-touch, and was almost resigned to my fate/actually bought an Astro hi-touch because I thought I wouldn't get Seventeen. But one popped up at the last minute!!! I was expecting to be asked to pay $400+ and I love Seventeen but I'm not willing to spend that much money just for a hi-touch, but the seller was really kind so it worked out!!!
I don't think I really did much else Friday, just walked around looking at merch and wondering whether to buy or not 😂 I filmed myself saying random stuff about the convention to my sister! She's at school so she couldn't come with me 😓
Saturday morning I woke up and had a few minutes of panic because HOLY CRAP I'M SEEING SVT TODAY. I GET TO TOUCH SVT TODAY. It was totally unreal and I wasn't even at the event or even the convention yet, I was literally in my bed 😂 I couldn't believe it was really happening!
I felt really bad because I sold the two Seventeen audiences I got on Friday as contingency, and I know my fellow Carats really wanted that hi-touch 😭 I'm sorry Carats!!! Next time!!!
I went to the Carat fan meeting event for a bit, it was pretty cute! I've never seen so many Carats in my life before 😂 so many of them came with their parents too~
Around noon or so I was just sitting outside the expo hall and I noticed people were starting to line up, so I went over and asked what was going on. Supposedly ~some idols~ were gonna come through, maybe VIXX! So I stuck around - I wasn't planning to go to VIXX's fan engagement because it was right before Seventeen's, and I needed to line up for a good view for Seventeen 😂
I want to say it was anticlimactic, but it kinda wasn't? Sure, I was waiting there for a while, and I'm short so it was hard to see what was going on. And when they actually came through, they walked so fast I didn't have time to react! I wanted to shout Hakyeon's name but it all happened so fast that I couldn't get the words out 😂
But I did see them in real life! I was literally like, 5 feet away from them?? Hyuk was first and I actually wasn't sure if it was him for a second, either I've been out of VIXX for too long or he looks different in real life? Probably at least a bit the latter, haha. Not in a bad way tho! His face just looks softer in real life. Also, he's really tall! But at the same time, not as tall as I expected? Like, it felt like I was expecting all of them to be almost larger than life. It was really amazing seeing them in real life and just having that world-changing reality check that yeah, these are real, living, breathing humans who just happen to be celebrities. They looked so....normal, in a way? Like I see them and I realize that in some other universe where they're not idols, they're just regular people I might've known. Idk if this is making any sense, haha. Of course I've been aware of the fact that I shouldn't put idols on a pedestal - VIXX themselves have definitely taught me some lessons about how to deal with it when idols that I love do problematic things - but it's one thing to accept intellectually that idols aren't perfect, and another to actually have them in front of you without any of the usual digital barriers, just casually walking by like any other stranger you pass by on the street every day. So yeah, overall it was pretty amazing to see them, really refreshing in a way, even if it was only for a few minutes, if that.
Mm anyway, Hongbin looked as pretty as ever and Wonshik was really charismatic (although I wish he had smiled). I remember while I was doing my research for KCON tips and tricks, someone said Jaehwan looks like a doll in real life? Whoever that was, you're totally right. Can confirm. I was a bit surprised honestly, I never thought of him as a top visual in VIXX but he's astoundingly pretty. Taekwoon.....lmao I'm so sorry, I literally don't recall seeing Taekwoon 😂 I must've been distracted 😕
Overall I was pretty pleased with my luck XD I totally forgot that they were coming to the expo hall at all and I'm glad I was there just in time. Most importantly, I was really glad I'd seen VIXX first, because I felt a lot more prepared for Seventeen after that 😂
Also Kevin Woo (U-KISS' Kevin) walked past me on his way to a panel, so that was kinda cool.
It was still more than two hours until Seventeen's engagement, but I saw one of my twitter mutuals said they were already lining up for it??? So I hurried over and got in line. The fan engagements are all standing, no seats for some reason, so I really wanted a good view 😂 I talked to people in line, and made a new friend! That was actually one of my biggest fears about KCON - I'm really shy about talking to people, and I also kind of feel out of place among KCON fans. That's still kinda true, but at least I made one friend 😄
I was so nervous while I was in line, and I don't think I stopped being nervous until Seventeen had come in and were on stage, tbh. Seeing them in front of me was so calming ❤️ It was so nice being surrounded by so many Carats tho! On the screen in the hall they were playing MVs of the artists in the lineup and everyone was cheering and singing along for Don't Wanna Cry.
I recorded the whole fan engagement session including Seventeen walking in and I can upload that later, so I'll just toss out the things that stuck in my memory:
-I was WHOLLY unprepared for Jun to walk out first?????? He looks like a goddamn elf in real life, he's so beautiful. I'll still grumble about his hair being blond and grumble a bit louder about how he should eat more and fill out those cheeks again, but he's so beautiful. Similar to Hyuk, not as tall as I expected (also, I think he just has lousy posture).
-Dino????? Is so tol???? But also so smol?????? Also I'm sorry, this is going to sound REALLY weird, but his head is kinda big proportional to his body? 😂😂😂😂😂 he's still a cutie tho.
-Coups was so excited and happy, he was smiling and waving with both hands and I swooned. His black hair is gorgeous and I feel so blessed.
-Jeonghan had glasses!! I swooned again.
-Seungkwan is ADORABLE. I think up until he came out I'd just been cheering, not yelling members' names, but when he came out I just suddenly found myself screaming his name lmao. I love him ❤️
-I'm not a makeup expert by any means so I could be wrong, but they all seemed to have pretty heavy makeup on? Not a bad thing at all!!! Just a comment. It made all of them look really gorgeous. Especially Woozi, his skin looked so pristine and soft.
-I kept waiting for Hoshi but he never came 😔 I hope he's resting well and that he isn't too sick!!!
It's getting a bit late haha so I'll skip the actual session for now and talk about the hi-touch, since I don't have a video for that! They made us put our phones away, although one of the girls with me just left her phone recording in her pocket 😮 tips for next time!!
So my plan was to alternate saying 수고했어요 (you've worked hard) and 건강하세요 (be healthy) because I knew I wouldn't have time to say both to each member, and they were all close together so I hope they each heard both phrases 😅 and I was planning to speak English to Joshua and say "take care of your health", and Mandarin - 您辛苦了 (you've worked hard) and 祝您身体健康 (be healthy) - to Jun and Minghao. I really wanted to say something meaningful in the short time I had! I didn't want to say something as trite as "saranghaeyo" or anything.
Actually my rehearsed lines went pretty well, I should really give myself more credit for that. I couldn't really tell if they were more happy to hear my message than normal - of course they're always happy to meet their fans, but I couldn't tell if they were more happy than that to hear their native languages, ya know? I hope they appreciated it though 😓 ironically I actually stumbled on the English - I don't remember why, maybe I looked at Jisoo's face or something haha, but I suddenly got really shy and instead said "thank you for coming" while not looking him in the eye. He thanked me though, and I could hear the smile in his voice 😌
I'm really mad at myself about the eye contact thing though! I keep feeling bad about not looking some members in the eye; I hope they know it's out of shyness and not because I love them any less! Honestly I have this problem in real life too, my eyes will just wander during conversations 😒 I need to fix this (and not just for if I ever meet Seventeen again 😂)
Individual impressions:
-Woozi, oh, Woozi, my poor Jihoonie. He seemed super exhausted. I don't want to cause any trouble but I think Carats understand - he seemed really happy to see his fans, but at the same time very tired. His smile seemed like one of those polite smiles, but like I said, I totally understand. His lil dimples were really cute too! Also, he has a really manly vibe? LOL idk he’s so smol but also surprisingly manly????
-Seokmin, my sunshine, I think I might've talked over him by accident?????? Lmaooo I have no idea, it happened really quickly. As I was moving from Jihoon to Seokmin I think Seokmin was saying something to me, probably just hello, but I couldn't hear and by the time I realized, I was already opening my mouth to talk. I can't really remember much about his face or expression or anything but I remember getting the vibe that he was a really sweet person. It was probably his smile 😍
-Joshua: see above. I'm sorry babe! I love you, I'm just shy!
-Seungkwan, my baby boo, I'm so sorry, I barely remember hi-touching him 😭😭😭 if I ever see you again Seungkwan, I'll give you lots of love!
-Jeonghan, my angel, I think I was also too shy to look at him? I don't remember his face 😂😂😂 I love you Jeonghan! 😭
-Vernon, oh my god, Hansol, my child. He said hello to me as I moved up to him with his like, classic crooked grin and I about died on the spot. His voice is so lovely, oh my god, and the way he was smiling with his eyebrow quirked I just can't! I didn't realize until way way later that he'd talked to me in Korean (or rather, the importance of that fact). I wonder if he thought I was Korean because he heard me speaking Korean to Jeonghan? I'm under no illusions here about my Korean ability lol so I'm not sure. Either way he seemed really excited to be hearing Korean spoken to him and my heart melted when I realized that. I had purposely decided that I was going to speak Korean to Hansol for this very reason - because I remember reading about how he's lived in Korea for so long and how he said before he identifies more with his Korean side. I figured he'd appreciate a message in Korean and I feel really proud that I was right.
-Mingyu, my darling, I think I was still freaking out from talking to Hansol lmao. I love Mingyu more than....a lot of things but he didn't make much of an impression on me? Like, he was exactly how I expected him to be, no more, no less - very tall, very beautiful, very excited. It's not a bad thing 😂😂😂 thank you for saving my heart, darling!
-Coups, my love, I feel bad that I couldn't show him more love with the time I had. I had another attack of shyness around him and didn't look him in the eye 😭 I tried to touch his hand a little longer to make up for it...also I'm SO regretful that I didn't look at his face more attentively because I know he was smiling, but I didn't even take the time to appreciate his dimples 😭😭😭
-Wonwoo, my precious, I'm sorry I also don't remember much of him. Whose idea was it to have hip hop unit line up together?????????? I, a lowly hip hop unit stan, am DECEASED. I was already so overwhelmed from the others that I didn't have the capacity to appreciate Wonwoo 😭😭😭
-Minghao, oh god, Minghao, my everything. I'm not gonna lie, he stole my heart today. Recently I had been feeling increasingly fond towards him for no particular reason, so I kinda saw it coming, but after the hi-touch I was just like, wow. My life has been changed. Right before the hi-touch started, as we were lining up, I was yelling Minghao's name trying to get him to notice me. No luck 😔 but I spoke Mandarin to him during the hi-touch, and he gave me this radiant smile and thanked me in Mandarin. Holy shit, his voice. I'm still getting shivers thinking about it now. I swear to god my heart wanted to fly out of my chest. In hindsight though, I think he seemed a bit tired, similar to Woozi? I'm not sure if it's just his smile lines but yeah, he seemed kind of tired. He was really gracious about the whole thing though.
-Chan, what a smol, especially sandwiched between the two giants that are China line. LOL I mean he’s actually pretty tall too, he just gives off the vibe that makes me want to coddle him 😅 I hope he got to meet a lot of people who bias him! He deserves the world ❤️
-Jun, wow. I feel a little bad for reiterating that he's beautiful? The boy's talented too, make no mistake! Appreciate Wen Junhui 2kalways! But anyway he seemed a bit tired and withdrawn during the hi-touch, I felt a little twinge in my heart. I had a split second where I freaked out mentally over the Mandarin so I just ended up saying "you've worked hard" to him even though I'd already said it to Minghao. Actually I don't think I ended up saying anything about staying healthy to any of the members of performance unit who were present.....I feel like there's some kind of cosmic irony here. Anyway I hope Jun appreciated the Mandarin even though he didn't say anything! 😅
I really wanted Hoshi to come so I could tell him to get well soon, but of course I don't blame him. I hope he's back on his feet soon!
I was curious about Seventeen’s actual heights lmao but they were all kind of bending down/crouching to accommodate the fans! So sweet of them 😍 (but I still will never know how tall they really are.......hahaha)
God it's 4:40 already 😂😂😂 anyway! I'm gonna sleep now! I'll talk more about the concert later, but it was So Good oh my god. I've now adopted SF9 as my babies and reaffirmed my belief that Seventeen are gods 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽 Vernon and Seungkwan are the sweetest little things and Mingyu and Minghao are precious together.
TL;DR: I went in to the hi-touch a Coups bias and I left a Minghao bias 😂😍😂😍😂
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