starting bodycheck😻😻😻
Been going for the gym for like 3 weeks now. I try to remain under 1000kcal everyday since i binge really easily. Currently doing intermittent fasting (11am to 8pm) and eating low carb high protein.
Trying to once not get into full starvation mode, but might do some fasts in the future.
CW: 86kg
GW: 70kg
UGW: 60kg
BMI: 29.8 (love being overweight😩)
Pls comment meanspo lol
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I’m gonna overshare real quick <3
I’ve never been on a date, I’ve never kissed someone and I’ve never had sex (loser❤️) but I got asked on a date by a tinder dude and I said yes (idek why i’m incredibly afraid of rejection). The consequence was that I’m in a constant state of anxiety even though we won’t meet for at least 2 weeks bc exams. And said anxiety causes me to be nauseous 24/7 since 4 days. So I’m barely eating (yayyy) and when I eat, I get such a bad tummy ache it’s insane. So let’s hope that’s gonna stick till my date!
AND I’ve just lost a friend I had since I was 11 bc of a fight and it’s not looking like we’re gonna overcome this sooo let’s pray all this does wonders for my weight
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im not gonna lie i dont really get fatspo bc whenever i see someone bigger than me or around the same size as me living their lives normally and happily it really makes me want to get better
these pictures have done more for me than therapy ever could
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i love the feeling of dizziness when i don't eat anything
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why is it that even if i only had 600 kcal today i feel like i’ve eaten ssssooo much?
like fat bitch why are you feeling full?
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can I please look like this so I can enjoy summers at the beach
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We're back. We recovered for a few months but we're back in a relapse at the moment lmao. Got so much weight to lose
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i’m hopefully gonna be doing this workout for 10 weeks. I did today so as long as I just do it I should be good.
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489 calories
652 calories burned
15,045 steps
All liquid diet
such a long day at work. dodged a pizza party and sweets at the grocery store. now im sipping my last ice coffee of the day and relaxing.
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Why did no one ever tell me broth was so low in kcal???
This whole mug (500ml) is only 30kcal!!! Istg imma eat/drink this everyday for lunch from now on
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back on my ed sh*t, for the one millionth time. hopefully i actually get somewhere this time.
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Commenting on my weight loss just fuels me more.
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No fucking joke my new coworker is 65lbs… she’s tiny…she talked about how she’s trying to gain weight and she keeps going back and fourth between 65-70lbs. What the fuck is this, life is cruel. Believe me I spent allll day comparing everything, even the size difference of our fingers. 😣
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does anyone else feel worse about their stomach than their legs? i feel like most thinspo on here have to do with legs and stuff but i dont really care about my leg fat. i like my legs actually like a lot but i hate my stomach so much. thats probably why most thinspo that triggers me are of peoples stomachs
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is anyone interested in being friends? we can talk about anything and support each other <3
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