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bb8nji · 3 months

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Let’s goooo guess whose back back, back again, shadys back back, back again. I was doing pretty good at a steady 130-135 and my Ana brain completely disappeared for like three months I still thought I was the most obese person ever but like I just didn’t do anything about it. BUT MY VUSE DIED AND I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO GET A NEW ONE. So I went completely off the rails and gained 10 POUNDS. 10. I’m going on vacation in a week and Jesus it just hit me. Like I’ve been looking in the mirror but I never like LOOKED. I pulled up some pictures of me at my lowest weight and I was shocked. I already lost 4 pounds and it’s been a day living for the water weight dropping but imma need a lot more of that. Right now I’m 140-145 my goal is to at least be down to 129 by the end of the week. Shouldn’t be too hard I just have to find something to do with my time now that my vuse is dead 😭😭 anyway stay cute stay safe love all of you 🩷🩷

#4norexi4 #4norexla #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #couplespo #disordered eating thoughts #thinspø #@na tips #pro a4a #sk1nsp0 #not pro just for myself #not pro #ana trigger #ana meal #ana rant #ana bllog #anatumblr

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1never-recovered · 3 months

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easy mealspo that I can follow on my routine

cucumber, tuna, broccoli and eggs are ur best friends, rice is ok as long as in low quantity, never go for red meat. keep ur food plain and boring, get used to it.

grocery list:

popcorn

tuna

eggs

cucumber

broccoli

rice

nori

feta/cottage

soy sauce

rice vinegar

carrots, tomatoes, bell peppers (optional)

#mealsp0 #tw ed but not sheeran #ana trigger #anarecik #tw restrictive ed #meal inspo #ana meal #tw ana diary #an4rexia #ana rexx #ana bllog #low cal restriction #tw eating issues #tw ed #tw disordered eating #not pro just for myself

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lunapotter-tsuki · 1 year

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tonight at a birthday party i refused a piece of cake (and i skipped dinner).

I feel so f*cking powerful right now. I’m so proud of myself.

(i’m not pro, it’s just because i ate a lot in the past few days and i demonstrated to myself that i am in control, not the food)

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ruby-red-diary · 6 months

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Bodycheck for today, be brutally honest about how im doing

#bodycheck #ed #anamia #not pro just for myself #not pro just using the tags

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d-emo-litionl0vers · 7 months

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I can't stand the shape of my body.

I impulsively took so many videos tonight of how my body looks in different types of clothing I have.

I look good in nothing...

My waist isn't small enough.

My legs look too long and too thin. They don't look proportionate to my upper body. I hate my upper body.

My feet are too long.

My back is too broad.

My hips differ in size, my left hip is larger than the right.

My butt shape is affected by my uneven hips. They look weird in undies and pants. To me it constantly looks like I'm wearing a diaper.

My stomach isn't flat enough.

My boobs part too far apart.

I have too much cellulite and stretch marks on my lower back, butt, and below it.

Don't get me started on my stupid, uneven face.

I would rather die than look like this for the rest of my life, but it looks like my most viable choice is chasing death.

I hope to ALL things holy and unholy that it's just camera distortion, because I can't keep living like this.

This hatred burns so deeply it's starting to char.

Soon enough I'll become nothing but ash.

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haute-thot · 9 months

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I NEED to be skinny by halloween

#I want dress up as michelle pfeiffers catwoman and I can't be fat for that #would actually be so embarrassing #am i toxic?#i wish i was small #not pr0 4na #not prO just for myself #I want to be a skeleton #skinnyspø #4n0r3xia #4n4m1a #th11n$po #proannna #slim #weight loss #skinny #tw ed but not sheeran #ed rant #ed diet

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ana-tomical · 1 year

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chopsticks 🥢

#not pro just for myself #4norexla #notprojustusingthetags #tw ana shit #tw ed sheeran #tw ed but not sheeran #thin$p0 #th1nsp1r4t10n #thin$po #pro4n4 #pr04ana #anatumblr #tw ana related #ana stuff #anorekcya #anor3x14

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lxttle-doll · 11 months

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am i still considered anorrxic if my ugw is 115lbs?

i dont really wanna go lower

but i feel like im not anorrxic unless my ugw is 99 and below

im pretty sure im still anorrxic as long as im starving...

i dont wanna be...like...bonespo thin....just maybe as thin as kesha was in 2010 or maybe a little thinner?

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#original post #tw disordered eating #4norex1a #tw restrictive ed #🦋rant #🦋.txt #🦋#🦋tw #not pro just for myself

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cyberradish · 7 months

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Accidental binge day, Idk what got into me, I had a decent lunch, then like..... 4 sweets?!??!?!? Idk where I'm at calorie wise but for right now imma go fuck up these jalapeño poppers then cry and eat nothing tomorrow :>

#ed vent #low cal restriction #tw ana diary #ed not sheeren #anorexcya #ed bllog #ana trigger #notprojustusehashtags #not pro just for myself #pro4n4 #pro @na #ana restriction #bing3 eating #bingeandpurge

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videotapemakeout · 2 years

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2017 / 2022

it really changes your fucking life. people notice. how addicting.

#ana #mia #not pro just for myself #anorexia #edblrr #eating disoder tw #ed #tw #thinspo

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make-me-pretty · 1 year

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Sometimes I just look at SHEIN for thinspo 😂😂

#tw 4n4 #4na #4n4 tips #anor3xic #not pr0 4n4 #4n4r3x1c #just ed stuff #not pr0 just for myself #4n0r3x14 #getting skiny #not pro for anyone but myself #not pro only using tags #only pr0 for myself #not pro just for myself #tw ana stuff #tw ed in the tags #tw ed relapse #tw ed vent

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bb8nji · 1 month

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The flu just saved my life. I was slipping and was slowly heading back near my start weight and then BAM. I got the flu and had the worst fever of my life. haven’t eaten anything in two weeks and the only thing I can even think about eating without throwing up is cucumbers for some reason. Literally almost at my GW. Not even hungry.

#4norexi4 #4norexla #ed not ed sheeran #@na tips #pro a4a #sk1nsp0 #tw ana diary #couplespo #disordered eating thoughts #thinspø #an4r3xia #anatumblr #ana bllog #ana rant #@na trigger #not pro just for myself #not pro just using tags

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lunapotter-tsuki · 1 year

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why do i keep doing this?

i’m attracted to everything that is toxic for me. I keep saying that i will change, i’ll change my desires but in reality it’s all the same, nothing changed.

i hate this, and i hate me.

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ruby-red-diary · 6 months

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Meanspo in my dms please i need motivation for when i wake up

#meanspo #ed vent #anamia #proana #not pro just using the tags #not pro just for myself #thinspo

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illthi · 1 year

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i bought so many low cal diet snacks ig im not buying anything more until xmas lol

#honestly idk when am i going to eat all this stuff #got some konjac jelly corn thins skinny pop and fruit jellies #i also got the lowest cal possible plain yog so yay #tw ana related #tw ed not sheeran #ana thingz #calorie restriction #tw ana diary #4norex1a #not pr0 4n4 #4n4 thoughts #4n0rexic #i wanna be sk1nny #i wanna be a skeleton #i will be skiny #not pro just using tagss #tw ed #not pro edss #not pro just for myself

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iwantskinnie · 1 year

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found on pinterest ⁂︎➶︎✧︎

#pro ana #anarexyc #not pro just using the tags #tw edd #skinnnny #anarexa #ed diet #not pro just for myself #tw ana thoughts #i wish i was thinner

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