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torchiiko · 1 year

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so so afraid of sending asks Off anon always and forever now. i had like a base level fear of being known and interacting directly but it was made infinitely worse by the one time i sent an ask to. i guess a somewhat popular creator in A Certain Community abt a grammar mistake that had thrown me off but that i ultimately thought was silly, and was curious to know how it wasnt caught since they often talked abt their extensive editing process

i guess my phrasing wasnt good and it came off ruder than i intended despite doing my best to communicate that i really really wasnt trying to be rude, but regardless they responded quite tersely, saying in the tags they were considering taking the story down until they could fix all the grammar mistakes

and like!!! thats My name attached to that post!! if that story Did get taken down, everyone wouldve known it was my fault, that i was the one who ruined it for everyone. all the comments were calling me some variation of rude, ungrateful, or entitled. i was 17 at the time and it was my first time having so many ppl be so so critical of me, and it sucked!! an ask i thought was lighthearted was met with so much?? anger???

and back then i cried and apologized but now im like. Actually im Not sorry for having better reading comprehension than all the ppl who couldnt notice the quite obvious additional word and incorrect tense(? dont remember anymore lol). it legitimately interrupted the flow of the sentence for me and i didnt understand it at first, its not like i was being picky over the wrong use of their or a missing apostrophe

its frustrating now that so many ppl jumped to be so rude to me bc of smth i pointed out, with the excuse of "oh well theyre writing this for free so you cant criticize it and youre ungrateful and entitled if you do". that just doesnt feel right?? why cant we appreciate a fic and the work that goes into it while also acknowledging its imperfections? why get so defensive right off the bat?? i would not want a community who acts the way theirs did. personally

anyway unless its important 4 someone to Know who i am in regards to what im asking or they need the option to answer privately i dont like asking off anon. at least then if theyre mean 2 me nobody will know who sent it !!

#i liked the fic they were workin on but the experience totally ruined it 4 me #it was just so so negative i couldnt tolerate seeing anything related 2 them or their works #hated i felt so bad i cried so much i felt so mean :(( i regretted ever daring to say anything #what was worse was they didnt seem 2 answer many asks so why did they pick Mine. why was mine the one fated 2 be ridiculed #i cant find my original screenshot so i think its been long enuf that this cant be linked #torch chatter #rant kinda

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kitkatpancakestack · 2 years

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okay but when eddie and frank talk about the shooting, they're gonna have to talk about the buck of it all and the will and the well and chris and his parents and the panic attacks and ana and the hostage situation. if they pull on one thread, the whole thing is gonna unravel bc it's all interconnected. this is gonna be so good!!

Anon I am grabbing you by both cheeks and welcoming you into my home for some baked ziti because yes! I keep rolling that phrase what are you afraid of around my head and it's like.....it's not just an open-ended question for Eddie, it's a fucking loaded one. I feel in my deepest of souls that at least a little, if not the majority, of Eddie's trauma unraveling will have roots in the shooting and the will, which mean roots when he CHANGED his will during the well, and we're gonna get all of it.

Things they did that were not expected or prompted but that they did anyway, and have not yet been resolved:

1. Carla's "just make sure you're following your heart"

2. Contriving the shooting scene so it's not the 118 responding, ensuring it would JUST BE BUCK AND EDDIE TOGETHER WTF

3. Shooting Eddie in front of Buck and not anywhere else

4. Putting Buck close enough to be splatters with Eddie's blood

5. Every single moment and parallel of 4x13/4x14

6. The hostage episode directly calling back to the shooting

7. Eddie mentioning in 5x10 that "neither Buck or I were hurt so it was fine" nobody was expecting him to throw Buck's name in but they had him do that why????

So yeah I'm feeling good about it I guess lmao

#kitkat answers asks #911 spec

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mira--mira · 3 years

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Do you think that Hashirama adopts this super optimistic somewhat childish persona on purpose because he's afraid of being treated like Madara is?

Like don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that his personality isn't like that or that he's faking it.

But on paper, Hashirama seems like the scarier one. Cuz Madara doesn't have any skill that hasn't been seen before, yea he has those skills dialled up to 11 but it's not completely new. Whereas the Mokuton is basically a legend, never before seen.

I mean with just their skills Hashirama seems more alien and more likely to be feared and hated but he isn't.

My personal view is that Hashirama purposefully plays up the optimistic kinda clueless side of him. Because he knows that people fear the Mokuton, so he has to make sure they don't fear him.

That kinda plays into a line you have in OoT that is just beautiful,

"The whole thing just confirmed Tenzo’s sneaking suspicion that the Shodai’s unfailing optimism was more fiction than reality. He mourned for the man this boy became, with a mask so perfect he was never able to escape it."

Hashirama had to be happy and cheerful because anything less would be taken as a threat.

Anon, I am drowning in end-of-term projects but I just had to respond to this because yes that is exactly what I think and my thought process behind adding that line haha!

IMO Hashirama had two paths after the river confrontation/when the mokuton became a serious power to the Senju. Either people would love/underestimate him or they would hate/fear him and that parallels directly to Madara. “God of Shinobi” is a title that I headcanon Tobirama was largely responsible for bc he saw the writing on the walls and tried to paint Hashirama as a benevolent god to the Senju while Hashirama played up his cluelessness and tried to be as non-threatening as possible. But trying to turn men into gods never ends well and Hashirama got trapped in his own “mask” to the point where he couldn’t afford to be “human” any longer. Madara’s story wasn’t the only tragedy of the Founder’s era.

#naruto #ask #anon #hashirama senju #out of time #edit: typo

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wincore · 3 years

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U WROTE A WHOLE ESSAY IN RESPONSE TO MY ASK I LOVEEEE THIS (& YOU💛)

when i want to take a mindless break i’ll usually rewatch anime (basically haikyuu and one punch man 🥴) and old nct content!! IM HAPPY TO HEAR UR STRESS HAS LIGHTENED 💕💕 ITS WHAT U DESERVE

ahhh i know for sure you’re going to be ok!! u are a genius/smartie/Einstein wants what u have. I WILL WISH U LUCK N MANIFEST UR SUCCESS 🤞🏻🤞🏻

MOONIE.... THESE WIPS... IM SO EXCITED WTF!!! realism in soulmates is such an interesting concept and i love that it’s with jaehyun!! (having flashbacks 2 jaehyun/reader tension in runway.... Yes Maam...im ready..)

SOULMATES IN THE OFFICE AND MAGIC FOR CEOS???? AND CRIME??? u are so insanely creative i’ve never read anything like that.. i am obsessed with ur brain wtf... also ceo jaewin?!?! im going to kiss u 100 times for that. & no pressure to include all those themes if it ends up being difficult to write but personally i love that idea!!! i feel like these are all rlly common tropes but putting them together would make something super exciting to read (& would be really unique!!). (((also: LEAD GUITARIST HYUCK.... IM LISTENING!!!??)))

I LOVE ROMCOMS!! i just watched 27 dresses the other day and was reminded of my love for them. as u know i am an avid fan of runway-side-character-taeyong.... i will bribe u for fashion designer taeyong’s return...

A NOMIN COLLEGE LOVE TRIANGLE??????? IM SO EXCITEDDDDD (ive said that probably 10x in this message my apologies) tbh love triangles scare me but i am Ready for the pain....

BFF2L IS MY FAVORITE TROPE QUEEN!!!! i can’t imagine what the opposite of How To Lose a Guy in 10 Days is but i LOVE that movie so i’m sure it’ll be amazing!!!

FAKE DATING W JAEMIN.... IM SO READY IM SO READYYYYYY

ok ngl i have never read anything sungchan related since idk him that well BUT IF YOURE THE ONE WRITING IT.... IM DEF READING IT!!! and i love sports au type things so im looking forward to it!!! i love a jock 😳😳😳

IM SORRY THIS IS LIKE ONE MILLION MESSAGES I JUST WANTED EVERY WIP/IDEA U SHARED TO GET A PROPER RESPONSE!!!

- tata 🥰

TATA YOU'RE MY FAV PERSON EVER AHHH ❣️❣️❣️ Reading this response is such a treat 🥰

ooh!!!! I really need to catch up with haikyuu there's SO much the last time I watched it S2 was ongoing 😭😭😭 and yes to one punch man!!! love that shiny bald of head of his, gives me instant serotonin 😘 I miss nct2018 from time to time and watch that content too :'0 AND THANK YOU SO MUCH IM??? your well wishes will get me into grad school I just know it 😤 this ask is my good luck charm 💘

IM SO HAPPY THAT YOU LIKE THEM IM LITERALLY ❤️💘💖🌞🎉🎊 PLSSS

The realism in the soulmate au is there bc it's more or less a regular fake dating au but the consequences are heavier I guess?? Like u are directly disobeying fate, you punks 😤 I LOVE MIXING DIFFERENT TROPES I ENJOY LIKE I LOVE THE USUAL ONES TOO BUT !!! EXPERIMENTING IS SO FUN 🤩 (also yes... i will be repeating the tension for jaehyun but this time yn is more flirty and nosy and annoying but also lovable i hope??? jaehyun is within an inch of his life after every conversation bc she absolutely ends him) ceo jaewin are my reason to continue writing and posting i have a rough layout for each of their fics already o( ❛ᴗ❛ )o

((about lead guitarist hyuck...... He is WAY too attractive for his own good but also annoying oops 😗))

HSJSJSJJS I have kept taeyong fics in the wip dungeon for too long but omg. I'm so happy you're excited about it!!! this fashion designer fic is dedicated to you tata 💝

IM GENUINELY AFRAID OF LOVE TRIANGLES AFTER TWILIGHT BUT I WILL GIVE IT MY BEST SHOT THANK YOU FOR BELIEVING IN ME 🤧

ALSO I GUESS THE OPPOSITE OF HOW TO TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS IS HOW TO GET A GUY (OR GIRL) IN 10 DAYS????? I am not sure where I'm going with this but I'm certain I'll figure it out along the way 😸 fake dating is a fun trope and jaemin is a fun person to write so boom. here we go. (also almost every plot I come up with somehow suits jaemin?? He goes with every romance plot so well 😭)

I'VE NEVER WRITTEN SUNGCHAN BEFORE SOOOO I'll have to figure out a character for him. I believe he'd be the type to cause problems on purpose and test the limits for it 🤔 it's all speculation though!!

DON'T WORRY ABOUT THE LONG ASK!!! I will respond with a long post too so 🥰🥰 I hope anyone who doesn't like this on their dash can just idk block my "answered" tag?? At the end of the day, it's my blog and you're like my fav anon ❤️❤️❤️

#tata 💖#anon #answered

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lethbians · 4 years

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can you explain what's going on right now? i keep seeing big IT blogs talking about some discourse or something but i have no idea what they're talking about other than it involves you lol

alright i like. i truly do not like having diScOurSE out in public because i’m not one to air out my dirty laundry 24/7 but seeing as how it was brought into public against my will i feel like the least i can do is clear up the situation for those who’ve been seeing the posts.

i’m putting this under the cut bc it’s long. tws for some biphobia, brief mention of transphobia and, at the end, a rape mention.

so if you don’t know: hi, i’m migz, i’m an it fandom blogger. its okay, i know, its really cool. part of my shtick here is that i like to turn normal thirst tags into works of art for the sake of comedy. perhaps you’ve seen some of my highlights from my “fhg” tag - perhaps your brain has been spared. either way, it became kind of “my thing” around the third or fourth week (mid nov) of me having this blog. at first, i tagged just about every ask i got mentioning the thirst tags with “bill hader” - they had to do with him, so why not tag him? it would draw more like minded people! about two days into that i got a message asking me to tag my nsfw. i am a big dumb idiot, and apologize for not initially doing it. i havent had a following bigger than like 10 in several years and completely spaced on basic etiquette. so by the end of november i was tagging everything applicable with “notsfw” and “bill hader”.

now you’re caught up.

on december 1st i got this message from user billhaderanti:

now i want to start by saying i absolutely was in the wrong here. i didn’t even think about how many people were being subjected to the asks i was getting - especially ones who had no idea they were all jokes. i don’t track the bill hader tag, so it just didn’t even occur to me - that’s ignorance on my part, and to anyone who was subjected to the terrors of me before my tagging system: i am genuinely sorry. i relay the same sentiment in my response, though you can tell i’m on edge.

and they replied:

clearly they Were offended by it but thats.. not the point. at this point, im feeling Really weird about the whole interaction, but still understanding, because again - i GET it. i know my posts are gross - that’s the point. it doesn’t make it excusable, though, which is why i understand why people are offended. so i responded with the only solution i Knew would keep us both safe and happy posting on our own blogs.

so i thought this would be the end of things! i’d been pretty anxious lately already since i’d started to receive anons telling me i was gross and whore-ish for thirst posting in this way (i delete all of those, so if ur thinking about sending one, i guess no one’s stopping you but it won’t be seeing the light of the dashboard). i’m unsure if it was immediately or a few hours later, seeing as how i have a bad concept of time and the post-dates are right on the edge between nov 30 and dec 1, but i went to their blog - because anyone who has been on the internet knows the opportunity to vague post is near irresistible. and...what do ya know

fair! it’s their blog. however i am an emotionally fragile egg girl and immediately got freaked out. the odds that they were the only one who thought this were low. and, again, i’ve been very open on my blog about how important it is to respect boundaries; my posts are absolutely prone to breaking those boundaries people have created for themselves.

so i made my own, semi-vague post, letting my following know (and i’m pretty sure i’d answered asks about it before, but this is going to be long enough w/o me searching those up too) that i understood if they wanted to block me or unfollow or whatever - people need to create their own safe spaces. the tension is pretty clear in the tags, i’m not trying to hide that. i felt that the way this woman slid into my dm’s was pretty abrasive (just my opinion/how it made me personally feel) and i let myself be a lil emotional about it in the tags of my post.

alright! maybe this is the end. maybe we both go our separate ways and post happily on our own blogs... except it’s not the end. later in the day (some of this was happening like 1/2am, so now its Day day, i believe - again, not good w time passage lol)

clearly, i’m upset. my groupchat double checked that i didn’t get too emotional in my response - did i mention im anxious about discourse lol - and apparently.. it did the trick. she didn’t message me again. great. it was over.

at this point, i decided i needed to make an even bigger change. so a few days after i’d calmed down i created an entirely new tag for my thirst posts so if people hadn’t already hidden the notsfw posts or just blocked me outright, they’d have a third option to escape the madness. at this point, id had my blog about 6? weeks, but there were still 2k posts for me to sift through - some of them were completely untagged. i also had to do it post by post, because one of xkits features - the mass re-tagger - was getting blogs deleted for some reason, and i wasn’t going to do that. so i spent a few days going through all 2k+ posts, adding the “fhg” tag.

YEEHAW! a brand new tagging system, no more hopping into the bill hader tag (minus one or two really funny, not super explicit asks, like the bill hader farquaad meme), and, tbf, i’d completely put this woman out of my mind. i don’t seek out drama and do my best to stay in my lane. yesterday, i checked my activity for the first time in awhile since id put out a couple new original posts that had started to get traction and i Love reading tags. i noticed a mutual had @’d me, and realized i havent checked my @’s in...ever, maybe. i see a post from my good pal billhaderanti.

since i dont follow them and never check my @’s, i’d completely missed it. however, once i did see it, i was horrified. id gone through all that fucking work to keep my blog My Blog and also respect everyone’s boundaries and it still hadn’t been enough. i’d been awake for almost 24 hours and went. a little crazy. and i didn’t reply immediately because i just had no words. i sent it to my friends because i... i just wasn’t going to be able to figure it out myself.

there’s a lot to unpack in this post alone, but whatever, i’m gonna put my own grievances with the immaturity of 1. making a callout post to begin with when i’d been nothing but civil 2. making a callout post about something as (in the grand scheme of Life) minor as some tags where i refer to a someone’s genitals as a “whack pack” and 3. making a callout post in such a rude way - aside. at the end, she calls me (and whoever else!) a demonic mlw (man loving woman, we assumed, and then later confirmed with a post further back on her blog).

which - yeah, we started scrolling. at first we were looking for more vague blogs, and then we just...started finding things. billhaderanti is a self proclaimed lesbian separatist, which... fine. but it’s already pretty clear that this woman hates me on some level simply because i am a bi woman (demonic mlw, remember!) which is just. damn man i can’t believe we are still fighting the biphobic fight lol. so the more we scrolled, the more we uncovered - and not just the biphobic / vaguely mtf transphobic things they posted (or put in tags), but we also found that they had their OWN thirst tags. certainly not as hyperbolically comedic as mine, but they were there, talking about his body and his person the same (and, frankly, a bit creepier for other reasons) as mine.

there’s one post in particular that snatched my wig in it’s creepiness - and i say creepiness in the sense that it feels personal. like this woman feels like she knows bill to some degree where she can say these things. my tags have always had a sense of distance, as they’re written for humor. and maybe this particular post was written for comedic purposes, but it doesn’t read that way, and if it WAS, then she has no right to call ME out for MY comic tags and posts.

i’ll let it speak for itself, mostly because i don’t want to read it again.

i also won’t be going through her blog again to find the posts with biphobic and other Interesting:tm: tags because there are plenty and i just really! want to be done with the whole ordeal! her blog is public and i’m sure you can all find it and look to your heart’s content.

feeling a bit feral and a bit pissed off now that we knew the depth of how rotten this woman’s vibes were, a couple of my pals made a post or two similar to what my tag’s are like except turned up to eleven (if possible) - and tagged them with “bill hader” (and notsfw!!). yes, a bit childish, but at this point, the entire situation was childish, and making jokes was truly the only way we were going to get through it. another vague post went up on her blog soon after.

talking down to us, calling us children, and then for whatever reason calling us virgins... whatever, weird post. around this time most of us (est) went to bed, because it was nearing 3 or 4 in the morning.

and then today happened. i woke up fresh and ready for the day after a wonderful 4 hours of sleep and found that jane had made an incredibly intelligent post in response to the situation. i won’t ss it, but i’ll LINK in case you missed it. attached there in the reblog is my own response. i think they can speak for themselves.

after that, things were kind of jumbled, since i wasn’t online a lot and when i was i was Not checking my activity simply because i was afraid of what i’d see. for the most part, it ended up just being support (which i am very grateful to all of you for - it means a lot that you all enjoy my content to any degree).

there was some more vague posting from both “““““sides”””””” of the “““““argument”””””” - mostly just people restating the fact that this is a public space and we should All be aware of how we effect others. i still hadn’t heard directly from billhaderanti, so i assumed we’d all be dropping and disengaging and moving on. i still wasn’t blocked, though, so who really knew what would happen.

eventually, it culminated in this last post. tw for mentions of rape

i’m going to start by saying that

1. there are nearly no teenagers that were involved in this. im turning 23 in january and most of my friends are 20+. maybe one or two are 19.

2. none of us sent any sexually violent asks - most of us didn’t send asks at all. i believe one or two of my friends admitted to sending asks however they assured me their nature wasn’t bad; as far as i know, everyone remained civil in whatever went on (again, unclear to me as to what was being sent; no one was actively posting or talking about it. if billhaderanti wishes to elaborate, they can, but i don’t have anything to put in).

3. before i finish this, i would like to apologize to billhaderanti. as a comedian - not just my stupid tags, i mean in real life, too - i know that humor can hurt. it’s not always funny, it’s not just stupid hahas. sometimes things that are supposed to be jokes just hit people differently and cause bad things. i recognize that. i never meant to trigger you (if you’re reading this) or cause you any severe mental/emotional harm. i apologize for my humor bringing up your trauma, and i never meant for that. regardless of my own thoughts and opinions about the nature of my posts/the thirst tags themselves, they hurt you, and i’m sorry.

anyway, i’m going to wrap this up (i’m bad at endings, what can i say! steven king and i took the same writer’s class!). if you read all this... sorry. i probably won’t be taking any asks about it, because i find the whole “drama” of this to be stupid and rooted in some seriously biphobic issues this fully grown woman has.

tldr; i attempted to contain my blog so this woman could exist and function safely on her blog, but it wasn’t enough for her, so she called me out, and then some of the fandom called Her out for being biphobic and mean and overall just immature about the situation. as of now, she’s yet to block me, though her and her wife have blocked a few of my friends. her wife continues to clown on my friends. this post was made for clarity’s sake. the end, i’m getting a drink.

#discourse #biphobia tw #transphobia tw #rape tw #ok goodbye im done with this im back to #only posting gay clown movie #Anonymous

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skippyv20 · 4 years

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💜💜💜🙏🏻🙏🏻PG INTERPRETATION OF MM ANON🙏🏻🙏🏻💜💜💜

💜💜💜🙏🏻🙏🏻THANK YOU MM ANON🙏🏻🙏🏻💜💜💜

November 15/2019

1620 hrs CST

Riddle #117

“wash spin repeat”

The shampoo cycle, they print that on the bottle so you use more and subsequently have to repurchase it more often, it’s a OR instructional ploy! Well we have seen that in spades this week. Madams PR puts out something BP confirms it, she panics and than her PR changes and BP PR responds in kind. It’s absolutely continued BRILLIANT strategy by the BRF and LG!

no hole barred🤣🤣🤣

Well it’s usually no HOLDS barred. For madam, I am thinking yachting, videos etc, any and all holes were on offer for the right price. I am sorry this is so offensive, but it will become far more descriptive and disgusting in court!

reflect,deflect,infect

Yep PR tactics, deny, deny, deny. When that fails you reflect it to something else like PA, deflect, deny, blame someone else and the results are complete infection. It has become known as the Markle effect or you have been Markled ! She wanted fame, well she now has her name in everyday vernacular!!

DM is armed and dangerous

Armed and dangerous, that usually is some criminal on the loose that police are looking for. Here we have DM a and d. Again to repeat myself, they have sat on this massive dossier on madam for two years give or take. She had the chutzpah to sue them, she has unleashed the hounds not on them but ON HERSELF!! Every bit of that dossier will be at play in court and the media likely. Oh this is getting really interesting now. She is bloody corned now, in 12by 6 protective custody. She is still playing PR games. William met with a main backer. She should be afraid, not spending time on PR!!!

court jester 🎭

Madam has fancied herself a serious actress. The entire theatre world gasped when madam was made patron of the British theatre, having never acted on stage professionally. Another master stroke by HMTQ/LG. She is certainly no actress, she is laughed at. When she appears in court she will be laughed at by the public for causing her own undoing for one, the public have many other reasons . Historically a court jester is someone whose clever jokes and stories has had the role of entertaining the Monarch at court, not legal court, but the court that was held when the monarch and all the courtiers gathered daily to spend time.

the light is Fading

Lighthouses help ships navigate coastlines in the dark. Nightlights help little ones and some adults either get to sleep or help find their way at night.The light is oft referred to in spiritual terms. Well it can be hope, the saying it’s always darkest before the dawn, meaning there is hope in the light of day. Her light is fading, Fading so fast that MM ANON uppercase the F.she truly is fighting a very losing battle, she really is cornered and it’s all by her own doing/life choices.

nice hypocrisy you’re wearing hunger-Ian

There has been continued fall- out regarding the Stella M coat madam wired on RS to merch. SM was pounded by the public on social media for posting the merching when the day was ,want to be fir the fallen. Today some investigating report the coat made in Hungary at extremely low wages and by people desperately trying to eke out a living. Not exact funds but £15 wages, £50 material coat price around £1500. Quite the markup. This is going to have major repercussions for SM brand! Another person feeling the MArkle effect!

GCHQ on the QT

Prince William, we know awhile back spent a week with MI5. It sounds like these visits have continued and he is directly involved with how all things are progressing. This must have been an extraordinary meeting between HRS and himself. No holds barred. I am extremely confident that he told her he knew EXACTLY what she and the other backers were up to, they have proof and very likely they have quite the information on BC related to JE in building a defence for PA! Oh l wish l could have been a fly on the wall! I know l say that every day but it’s true every day!

I’m not a row boat

Rowboats, often l think of the Titanic or other historical ships that have had horrific events happen, the people that get in the life boat/row boats basically, are the ones that survive. Is madam wanting Harry to be her rowboat/lifeboat? Who is saying this to her while her ship is rapidly sinking and she needs a row boat to rescue her. Perhaps it’s MA or a backer. But l don’t think anything an undo the things that she has chosen to do. Not can anything be done to undo the havoc she has wrought!

“they will unleash the dossier from hell”complete disclosure

Madam signed her own end so to speak, by filing suit against the DM. In court process there is discovery, where evidence is shared. They, the DM, have been sitting on this million £ dossier since before the wedding. All of it, every single bit of filth, coercion, lies, financial issues etc will be revealed in complete disclosure. She had no idea what she was going to unleash when she filed her lawsuit against MOS/DM! I can hardly wait! I hope they air PA interview on the CBC!

in case of emergency, pull handle

You see this on fire alarms 🚨 in various places. Well ,Adam is in the emergency if all emergencies, does she have handy handles left to pull? This diary, shows alleged coercion against the BRF, but what else is in there regarding her backers???

sorry you’re out of time

Madam perhaps has limited phone calls or visitors? As in custodial situations. I am guessing she was on the phone with MA, seeking rescue, or a backer? The custodial agent telling her, phones/visitor time limit is up, she must end the call.

🎼 …”rescue me”…🎼

Great song, rescue me, take me in your arms and rescue me! I am certain madam is pleading for rescue from MA! Or anybody by now. Given her 12 by 6 containment, she has little to do but think. And hope her backers will help her and rescue her🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂. She means nothing, a pawn. This supposed diary might be a worry to backers. Look at what happened with JE, Hence why madam is likely in protective custody for her own safety!

GSTQAOBC 🇨🇦

November 15/2019

1720 hrs CST

Fascinating! Thank you dear PG, I know you have a pounding headache and because of your loyalty you came through for us and did two! Thank you, we so appreciate it!😊💜💜💜💜💜💜

#Ask Skippy #submission

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arthurmergan · 5 years

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Dutch/Arthur x Reader

Thanks for requesting, anon!

I really didn’t know what to title this

Just fair warning for anyone who likes Micah, you probably won’t enjoy this. But feel free to read anyways!

I am making this a female reader bc requester did not specify. I hope that is okay!

Warnings: unwanted sexual/physical contact, slight violence

Pairing: Not a specific pairing per say, prompt explains it all

Word count: 1,073

Saviors

Feeling like an object was nothing new for you. You were a woman. And women weren’t worth much more than what their bodies could offer. At least that’s what society thought. People like Micah Bell did not make your unfortunate role in the gang feel any easier. Everyone respected you and the ladies whose company you shared. Except Micah. His wandering eyes, and curious hands never failed to make you uncomfortable. You were kind at first, taking his advances as compliments, assuming he knew no other way to tell you how he felt. But as time progressed, he got more daring, touchy, and vulgar. You were one of the few women who wore pants regularly. This came with the consequence of having your backside accentuated, acting as a magnet to some men’s eyes. You couldn’t blame them for looking, but at least most of them tried to be discreet about it. Micah, however, had no shame in staring.

“Why don’t you do that again sweet cheeks?” Micah purred. Studying your figure as you bent over, picking up bag of supplies. He was sitting at the campfire, about 20 feet from you. You bit down on your tongue and continued with your business. If you kept ignoring him, maybe he’d stop, right? Wrong.

Later that same day, you had been left in charge of preparing the stew while Pearson made a trip to town. You were slicing carrots when you catch an approaching figure in your peripheral vision.

“You making it extra good for me baby?” It was Micah. You immediately feel your muscles tense up. Making sure to keep your eyes low and not acknowledge his comments. He was on the opposite side of the table you were using to prep. He wasn’t pleased with you not responding to him. “Oh you don’t like talking to me?” He placed his hands on the table and got into your face. He reeked of liquor. He was always worse when he had been drinking.

“I’m um, just a little busy right now Micah” You explain, hoping he’ll leave.

“Aint hardly nobody here, why don’t you take a break and come have some fun with me” He laughs. He places his fingers on your knife gripping hand. You imagined digging the blade into his throat, shutting him up for good. A desire that would only ever stay in your mind, but still a good one.

“No thank you” you politely, yet sternly reject his offer. Nothing nauseated you more than the thought of lying with him. He had no respect for your response. He slyly inched his way around the table. You still don’t acknowledge him, and continued your slicing. He was making you so nervous, you were afraid you’d accidentally slice off your thumb. Micah was standing directly next to you now. He slowly lifts his hand to graze your cheek. You pulled away as much as you could. And curled your lip up at the feel of his touch. You were paralyzed with fear at what he might do next. His hand that persistently stayed attached your face, glided down to your neck, then inching toward your breasts. You were fed up now.

“Get your hands off me you dog!” You exclaim as you whip the knife up to his face, nervously threatening him. His hands had left your body. He lifted his hands to either side of him, trying to convince you he meant no harm. You shoved past him and stormed off. He decided to follow you, yanking your arm and tugging you into him so quickly. His other armed quickly wrapped around your backside and grasped a handful of your ass. You screamed and attempted to strike him, but he was too strong. He gripped your wrists and pushed you onto the ground, immobilizing you.

“You’re aint gonna turn me down any more missy” He growled. A terrifying, menacing look upon his face.

In all this chaos you had not noticed Arthur and Dutch returning to camp. They were immediately appalled at what they saw as they urgently dismounted their horses. Arthur’s normally neutral expressionless face had transformed into a murderous scowl as he and Dutch charged toward Micah. In one swift motion, Arthur lifted Micah off and away from you, plunging him in the soil with great force. Where did he muster that kind of strength? Arthur relentlessly laid his bawled fists into Micah’s skull. Dutch, seeing that Arthur had it covered, gently approached you, still lying scared to death on the ground.

“Oh god, what did he do to you, y/n?” Dutch extends his arm to help you lift yourself off the ground. You accept his reach and steady yourself on your feet.

“Dutch, he wouldn’t leave me alone. He kept trying to touch me, I told him to stop” You begin to cry against your attempts to keep your composure. Dutch wraps him arm around you in comfort. Calming you and wiping away your tears.

“Me and Arthur will handle it” He assured you. He slowly walks you to his tent, so that you could lie down and gather yourself. He places a blanket over your shoulders and marches out of the tent, returning to Arthur. Presumably to handle the situation.

Moments later they both return to you, to make sure you were okay.

“Alright, y/n. Ya aint gotta worry about Micah no more. I took care of it. Cant believe he was treating you like that” Arthur scoffs. It was so kind how protective he was being. His clothing was now blood splattered and his knuckles were raw and bruised. He sees your worried expression and looks down at the reflection of the damage he inflicted. He chuckles, “I didn’t kill him, but boy I wanted to”.

“Are you alright?” Dutch asks. You had never seen Dutch be so caring and warm. It was very refreshing.

“yeah, I’m okay now. It just scared me a little, I felt defenseless. Thank you both, really” You tell them.

“Anything like that ever happens again, you call for us, and we’ll handle it. I’m sorry we weren’t here sooner” Arthur lays his hand on your shoulder, comforting you.

“Thank yall, it means a lot for yall to have my back. I’m glad you showed up when you did” You crack a smile.

“Me too, y/n. Me too.” Dutch says. He flashes a reassuring smile to you.

You were so happy to be a part of a family that made you feel like you mattered.

A/N: I think I focused too much on the Micah part, sorry :/

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temeraire · 4 years

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@ anon YEH i fully agree lol like. its apparently such a recent thing to act like its exclusive when that makes no sense given historical context

#monologues #not responding directly to the anon bc i am Afraid.

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duchessofostergotlands · 7 years

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I think i have depression and anxiety. I'm shuting myself from my family and friends. I'm an introvert and very shy and it's hard enough to mantain relationship with people. I don't want people to think i'm arrogant bc i shut myself and don't talk to them like i used to. For almost two years, i'm feeling not like myself. Everything feels wrong and i can't do anything. Idk know what is happening.

I’m supposed to finish my final paper to finish my degree, but i can’t think any idea, or word, or think clearly. Everything is out order. I hate this. I can’t even to bring myself to consult my paper with my proffesor. Now, i’m afraid to talk to people. Idk why. People are complicated, and i don’t know how am i supposed to say, react, do, etc. I’m scare i won’t be able to get out from this feeling and i’ don’t know about my future. I’m scare of life. (2) I want to talk to someone directly about this feeling. But, i can’t let any word through my mouth. I want to go to psycologist, maybe he/she could help me. but its service is very expensive in my country. And i also want to tell my family about my problem. I think it’s mental problem. But mental problem is almost non existent in my family, unless you go naked and act like a crazy person, your mental situation is fine. (3) I also already know what would my family reaction. They’ll say my condition happens bc i’m drifting away from god and told me to pray and read bible. I can’t do that. I’m a closet atheist. They are religious, i’m atheist. They are leaning to conservative, i’m quite liberal. I feel suffocated. I can’t breath or sleep at night. I’m sorry i send you this long-ass rant. I just need to get it out. Even if it’s anonymous. (End)

Hi anon :) Sorry for taking so long to respond to you! I’m really sorry that you’re going through those experiences. I understand how difficult it is. If you feel like something is wrong you absolutely need to get help. One of the criteria you look at when you diagnose mental health conditions is if it interferes with your relationships, work, education etc so you definitely have a reason to be able to get help. I understand how it feels to be in a situation where you feel your family can’t relate to you or you feel like you don’t have anyone to talk to. Usually my advice is to go to a doctor but I come from a country with universal health care so it’s much easier for me to access healthcare- even though it has its issues. What I would recommend is seeing if your university has any counselling services. I went to counselling at university briefly. It wasn’t as robust as I needed as I have a personality disorder which is very difficult to treat and needs to have full psychological care rather than a more general counsellor. But it’s a really good starting place. They’re someone who is trained to understand that field and someone who will be sympathetic to your situation. It’s also usually free! If you can’t access that then perhaps look at online resources. They can be really helpful and you don’t have to leave the house.

As I’m sure you know, I can’t diagnose you and I can’t tell you exactly what to do to fix your situation. But I can tell you that you aren’t alone and that I live with mental illnesses every single day. If you need to talk to someone who can understand some of what you’re going through then let me know. I’m here for you to chat to if you need me. And I understand what it’s like to hide the fact you’re an atheist and hide your liberal views from more conservative and traditional family members. And my condition really became problematic while I was studying so I have a lot of similar circumstances to you and I’m more than happy to be someone you can talk to.

Let me know if you manage to get anywhere with looking at university counselling options. That’s what I’d say is a good first step. It’s a big deal to reach out for help and you 100% need to be proud of yourself for doing it. You will feel so much better just because you’ve made that first bit of progress.

#ask #anon #mental health #mental illness #non royal

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