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#not sure why this is all about love but that’s ok tehe
latenuitrambles · 7 months
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𝕭𝖗𝖔𝖐𝖊𝖓 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖘 ( lyney x reader angst )
Note: so since the request only said angst I decided to go with angst no for comfort ( not sorry tehe) some minor spoilers for the first Fountaine archon quest if you haven't completed it yet ! As always criticism appreciated!
Requested by @heartsbyvalentina
thanks a lot <3 I'm sorry if this isn't what you exactly had in mind or if you wanted more angst with a happy ending T-T
TW: neglect, drifting apart, hurt no comfort, lyney is fatui because I love how much there is to explore with that. Not proofread :( so might be grammatical errors.
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Your POV
The past few weeks had been tough. These days it seemed like lyney just didn’t have time for you at all. You had always known about his …..work. The one he didn’t talk about in public. He had told you when he confessed to you because he didn’t want your relationship to be founded on a lie. And you had understood. You were ok with the fact that he might sometimes not have time for you because you knew he did it all with good intentions. But these days it had become worse. Between his missions that had seemed to increase in quantity and his preparations for his show at the Opera, you couldn’t even catch a glimpse of his face properly. Lyney was up before you and returned long after you had fallen asleep. No more dates, no more him having silly magic shows just for you, even the way he talked to you seemed distant these days. You had tried to talk to him but he was always in a rush and put it off. Today, you decided you were finally going to confront him. 
It was way past 3 in the night when you heard the bedroom door creek open. Lyney entered and he was shocked to find you awake. “Why didn’t you fall asleep dear, you know how important sleep else you'll get dark circles on your beautiful face, mon amour.” Even now he was trying to sweet talk you. The grim look on your face didn't budge, “We have to talk about something, lyney. It seems as if these days we never even talk properly. I miss you. I understand you have certain duties but I can't go like this. It feels we are more like roommates than lover these days.” His face darkened. And yet he didn’t say anything. “You can talk to me about it, at least tell me what's wrong so that I can at least understand. Please lyney, I love you, I want this to work, I WANT US TO WORK. But not if you keep shutting me out and pushing me away.” A look of guilt flashed on his face before he masked his features again. “I can't tell you what is happening. You know I can't betray the House. Not after all it has done for me. And I had been thinking about this for a while, but maybe we should take a break.” You looked at him in shock. He couldn’t be implying what you thought he was. “So, this is it huh you choose the House over us?” He slowly nodded his head as he avoided your gaze. “I'm sorry mon amour but I have duties I cannot ignore, and you are a distraction. I hate that it had to be this way, but the House comes first.” You couldn’t believe him, you felt sick like you were gonna collapse. The tears in your eyes stung, threatening to fall. And so, you did exactly what he asked you to do, you walked away. 
Lyney’s POV 
He watched you as you walked away, keeping his own emotions at bay. He loved you, he truly did, but he could not risk you getting hurt. Not with the upcoming ‘plan’. Everything was going to finally begin, all the big plans they had set in motion. It was finally time. So, he had to let you go, both for your own safety and to make sure he was ready to sacrifice whatever it took for the plan to succeed. He had recently discovered that he was chosen to be ‘Fathers’ successor. That would put you in so much more risk. He could not do it to you, let you carry this burden. You deserved someone who could give you a safe life, not someone like him. For a second, he let himself wonder what it would be like was he not from the House, if he was just a normal Fountaine citizen. But alas, wondering gets you nowhere, because he did have duties, duties to the House, to ‘Father’, and duty to save the people of Fountaine. “For the greater good”, he repeated I his mind, over and over again, as he watched you walk away from his life.
End note: it seems I got carried away. Initially, I was gonna do a simple argument, but this idea struck me and I just had to write this. I love the lyney and the house and now he's probably the next harbinger ( he mentions the successor thing in his character story!) if it wasn't clear this is roughly around the time right before the archon quest starts hence the mention of his upcoming show at the opera!!! the plan is referring to the big fatui plan with the tampering of the Oratrice and Childe getting arrested. it is probably a very intricate plan and hence I wrote it like this. hope you liked it<3
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again | peter hayes
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ig you could say i have a thing for peters lmao— but i’ve been dying to write for miles teller so i wanted to start with my personal favorite, peter hayes from the divergent trilogy. no one can ever tell him that he isn’t the star of that series 🤷🏽‍♀️ he’s the only man ever ;) anyway, i’m working and a miles teller boxing AU that’s gonna be hella long and i’m SOOOO EXITED 🤭
summary; after peter took the memory serum, you knew there was no way the two of you could ever exist again.
warning; HELLA ANGST tehe srry, you and four being besties cuz y not??
pairing; peter hayes x fem!reader
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it took damn near everything in you not to hate him. one side of you completely understood why he wanted to take the serum. it made since, and every reason he gave was, well, reasonable. but another side of you resented him for it all. he wouldn’t remember what the two of you were. it took so, so long for you to trust him - for you to learn to love him for the way he is, since no one else would. and now that he took that serum you would have to start all the way over… but it’s not like you really could, anyway. you were apart of his old life. apart of the old peter hayes. not this one.
so, naturally, you moved on with your life.
you got this nickname ‘ice’ from your friends when you all first met. your personality was as cold as ice— and the only person that managed to soften you up was peter. so now that he’s gone, you were back to ice; which means four was back to the nicknames.
“what’s goin’ on, ice?” four walked up to the lunch table you sat at, staring at your nails with a blank, cold expression.
“nothing much, man.”
“hey,” four sat closely next to you and rested his hand on your shoulder gently, “i know it’s hard, ice. how bout i take your mind off it?”
your eyebrow cocked upwards at his statement. “you know what u meant, y/l/n.” he chuckled at your expression lowly. you let a small smirk creep onto your lips- a laugh soon following.
“i know, i know..”
the two of you starting talking about anything and everything you could think of. the conversation went on for a while, jokes being cracked here and there. you personally had never seen four laugh so much in your time of knowing him.
“ooh- ok, i get it now,” you nodding your head at four who had been explaining the job he was assigned to you— which you thought to be nearly impossible.
“you do?” four looked almost relived to think that he was finally done explaining.
“yeah!”
“… are your sure, ice?”
“no.”
four burst into a roaring laugh that shocked you to the point you started laughing too. the two of you continued to laugh at eachother to the brink of tears. you made silly little gestures and jokes for the rest of the time you were together. but not to your acknowledgment, there was a set of eyes watching the entire time.
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you and four had said goodbye to eachother- before you left, you reached out to him and gave him a big hug and thank you for taking your mind of things.
walking out of the cafeteria, you rubbed your eyes as they tried to adjust to the new light you were walking into— not insanely bright, but the scattered light casted shadows on any object in the hallway.
“i want to remember.”
your heart jumped rapidly at the sound of his voice. peters voice. you turned around to see him looking you dead in the eyes, intensely. your stomach churned at the look he gave— it’s not that the look made you nervous, or scared you. it was just so.. familiar.
remember? what was he talking about? what did he mean he wanted to remember?
“tell how you were before i took the serum. tell me how we were. what we did, how we met- i want to know everything thing, y/n,” with each word he got closer to you, and at his final word- he was standing inches away. he grabbed the sides of your arms tightly, “please. i need to know why everytime i see you fucking talking to anyone else, i get this burning feeling of jealousy in me. my head feels like it’s going to explode. and everytime i see you without anyone, i just wanna be around you all the damn time. so, please..” your eyes started to burn with tears, “make me remember.”
you had to old it together. you couldn’t let him see the effects his words had on you. peter had a way to tell when you were lying, or any emotion for that matter - just by looking into your eyes. so, your turned your expression cold.
“no. you wanted to take the serum, and you did. the whole point was to forget- am i wrong?” you looked at peter with a sinister smirk.
“don’t do that to me— don’t you fucking do that to me, y/n!” he nearly screamed at you, his face only centimeters away now. you didn’t budge, but you knew your eyes told a different story. peters face softened quickly as he realized what he did.
his hands flew off of your arms and he backed away slightly— running his hands threw his dark curls. hayes began to mutter apologizes over and over to you; soon finding his way to a bench not far from your and sat with his head in his hands- his knees shaking rapidly.
this wasn’t new. it didn’t scare you for the reason he might think it did. him yelling was the old peter- the peter that would punch holes in walls when agitated at the slightest. this was not supposed to be happening. he was supposed to be rid of his old ways- what the hell happened?
“everytime i’m around you-“ your eyes darted to peter as you listened to his shaking voice.. was he crying? “i get flashes of what life used to be before the serum. i see you in my head doing some random shit, and then a flash of me smiling- o-or laughing at you… and it makes me feel good,” he finally looked up at you— his eyes blood red with tears spilling down his cheeks.
your instant reaction was to walk over towards and cup his face in your hands.. so you did. peter pressed his head into your chest, wrapping his arms around your waist loosely as he sobbed.
peter hayes never cries. ever.
“i just want it back.” his words broke your heart. but you knew that you couldn’t give him what he wanted.
you slowly stood away for him. peters head shot up to see why you had moved away suddenly.
“i’m sorry peter,” every fibber in your body ached for his touch. you wanted to let him scoop you up and change everything right here, right now. but you couldn’t. you knew this would hurt him for bringing back his memories one way or another. “but i can’t.”
“what?” peter asked in a breath. he stood to his feet slowly.
before your could do or say anything else, you started to walk away. if the old peter was starting to shine through, you knew this wouldn’t end well.
“where the hell are you going?”
there it was. good old peter.
“peter i truly and sorry.. but no. i can’t help you with this one,” you back still turned to him.
“please,” peter hayes never begged. “i love you.”
you stopped. you knew old peter when you heard it, your heart clenched tightly. damn it. damn it, damn it, damn it!
you felt peter press his front into your back, his large hand ran slowly up and down your arm. most definitely the old peter.
“there’s no good reason in you thinking that we,” you slowly moved his hand away from your arm, “could ever exist again.” you started to walk away from peter quickly- so that you would force yourself to turn back.
you regretted not telling him, but it felt almost selfish. but the look in his brown eyes said something completely different.
so, maybe when you think he’s ready, you can’t help him remember again.
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Hello is it ok if I can please request a kuroo x fem reader where it’s basically a model running into a famous twitch streamer and they become friends but the streamers fans have noticed too much sexual tension for them to be just friends
tehe why do i love this so much?? like kenma would 100% be the kind of person to silently hit on a girl and all that! but would b like super hush-hush abt it until he got called out.
streamer + photographer!kenma x upcoming female model!reader
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"i'd like to give you someone's card, my - friend - has a new fashion company and he's been looking for new models. i think you'd be the perfect fit for his vision." kenma explains to you. minutes ago he has walked up to you and asked to take some photos of you modelling, simply because it's a pass-time for him and he's been needing some sort of inspiration for his next project.
you, on the other hand, had been completely stunned, not only will this be one of your biggest individual gigs since you started your modelling career, but you are also meeting the kenma kozume, one of the most popular twitch streamers recently. a few beats pass before you finally answer with a meek "absolutely i'd like to" before he hands you the business card.
"can i ask a few questions over a coffee? this will be my first modelling gig for a company and i'd like to know more about your friends vision before i start." you ask him, when he follows you to the coffee shop, you assume he's agreeing to answer your questions.
when you part, all of your questions and concerns have been answered and you both part with a hug - one you didn't plan until you realized this was really happening - with a quick "thank you" in his ear. you both bid goodbye to each other and you return back to your studio apartment.
contacting mr. haiba hadn't been difficult, his secretary answering the phone, and getting all your personal information before the phone gets passed to him. he quickly explains the details and makes sure you understand everything throughly, before setting a date for the photoshoot and making sure everything will work out for both of you.
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when you arrived at your photoshoot, you weren't expecting to see kenma sitting behind the camera, on a barstool. walking over to him with a confused expression, he waves at you and bids you over to his chair.
"other than streaming, photography has been my passion after high school, when lev told me about his business, i reluctantly agreed to be his photographer in my spare time," he explains, you're honestly quite thankful for his presence. although you haven't spent much time with him - other than the coffee shop - he calms you down a little.
thanks to your understanding and his instructions, the photoshoot goes well, almost perfectly, and in no time you are changing back into your regular attire before heading out. kenma is sitting outside, almost like he's waiting for you to join him.
"y/n! i have a proposition for you!" he says - louder than you expected - across the entrance of the agency. "i'd like you to come over to my place, i'm going to stream later today and do a bit of free advertising for lev's new company, and i'd like for you to be there to speak on it aswell." he says - and how could you possibly refuse going to his house? with his popularity and status, this could give you something big.
"sure, i'd love to see your place honestly, maybe give me a little inspiration for my own apartment. plus, i'd love to see what your community is like online." you agree, taking his hand while he leads you to his - rather expensive - car.
hours pass at kenma's talking, eating, even flirting? maybe he's just a really kind guy once he get's comfortable, no, that can't be because he got your favourite food even though it's expensive. you find so many reasons why he could be interested in you, but he's rich and can afford things you could only dream of, he's just showing you a good time. at least that's what you tell yourself.
by the time evening rolls around, kenma is in his gaming chair, getting ready to stream and greet his fans before starting up whatever game they're playing tonight. you on the other hand, have taken a rather rigid seat on kenma's bed, feeling very out of place. this is his space you say to yourself, not knowing how to act.
"don't be afraid to make yourself comfortable, i did invite you over, i don't want you to feel awkward when you shouldn't be." he tells you, making eye contact with you, looking over his shoulder and examining you. "you look cold, look - you're even shivering. go into the top drawer of my dresser and take something, i can wash it if you don't feel comfortable bringing it home." he instructs you, waving a hand at his dresser.
"o- okay, is there any you don't want me to wear?" you ask him, sifting through the drawer to find something you like, settling on a red hoodie. "nope, anything would look good on you." he whisper to himself before getting ready to press the "live" button.
"what was that? sorry i didn't hear you"
"nothing, don't worry about it"
watching kenma game is almost mesmerizing, his hands moving quickly across the keyboard, his eyes scanning his monitor so quickly you can't focus on them. and the amount of tips and messages he's getting about his skill and about how much the fans love him is endearing to say the least.
"guys there's no way kenma and the girl behind him aren't dating, she's even wearing his merch" a tip reads, the bot speaking for the donator. kenma and you both flash red, an aggressive blush coats both your cheeks. and to say the chat does wild with guesses is an understatement, you can't even read the messages because they're moving to quickly for your eyes to decipher what they say.
"trust me guys, we're not dating, if we were i wouldn't be streaming right now." he says suggestively, making your blush grow further, coating you ears and your chest in a light pink. "get off stream then" you say in retaliation.
and how could he resist your request?
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i hope you enjoyed!! i wrote this on my lunch break so i'm sorry if it seems rushed or there's errors. i just had this idea during class and needed to get it out immediately
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himawari x boruto by uchiha himawari
Anime » Naruto Rated: K+, English, Parody & Family, Boruto U., Words: 567, Favs: 2, Published: Jun 6
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to who ever read's this fanfic/lemon and it's a incest ship himawari x boruto so if the idea of incest is not something that you like don't read and i can't really think of a name so i will just call the fanfic himawari x boruto for now and if anyone like's this i wll make chapter 2 :) tehe
himawari x boruto
it was right after diner a young blond uzumaki 12 year old boruto he went up the stair's and his sister did as well uzumaki himawari she was 10 at the time saying as they have a 2 year defference in age but boruto has a small crush on her he knew it's wrong but he still loved her deeply but he couldn't tell her of course because she wouldn't understand as himawari went to her room
"goodnight hima chan" he said before she was able to enter her room
"oh goodnight onii chan" she replied boruto walked up to himawari and kissed her on the mouth
"i love you himawari" he said it while blushing
"i love you too onii chan" she replied thinking he mean't like family but he didn't mean it like that he mean't it in a deffrent way
boruto quickly went to his room he sat on his bed and realzised that he had a erection from her he pulled down his pant's and started jerking off while holding a picture of his litte sister she make's him horny but she wasn't trying too after a few minute's the framed photo had his seed on it he was tired and just went to bed
the next day
he walk's down stair's and his sister was up stair's and she followed him
"hey hima chan"
:hey onii chan
also it was the weekend and boruto had no plan he just want's to hang out with himawari
30 minute's later
after the two of them had ate there food
"yo hima chan do you want to hang out?"
"sure! onii chan" himawari said happly finaly he could spend all day with her he was so bored all week he walked into himawari's room after she did
boruto felt very very akward because of his massive boner he had for some reason
"onii chan what is that in you pant's?"
"oh uhhhhh could you do me a favor"
"sure what is it onni chan?"
he stood up and took off his pant's and the boxer's he wore
"could you suck on it"
"wha-what"she turned very red
"please i am begging you hima chan"
"ok onii chan"she put his penis in her mouth and sucked on it she didn't know how to but she tried
"oh himawari that feel's so good" he said while about to cum in her mouth "i am going to cum" he shoot's a huge load of cum into her mouth
himawari cough's a ton hinata walk's in to check on himawari and she see's boruto sitting on himawari's bed with his penis driping cum and himawari on her knee's in front of boruto and she is beyond pissed at boruto
"oh hey mom" he try's to act like nothing happened
"hey mommy" she doesn't know why her mother look's so mad
hinata proceed's to yell at boruto for hour's
so if anyone read this and enjoyed this i will make chapter two i know this was pretty short
By the way I didn't write this..this is frankly disgusting.
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I would love to see pictures when it’s here! If that’s alright with you of course.
And if anything you’ll get to say that you did it too. You never know what might happen. At least you tried and had a little fun.
It’s his membership! It’s just his is called his citizenship because of his lore and all. You get a cute little badge by your name during streams that changes every month and you have exclusive emotes you get to use. Plus member only streams too. It’s was only $5 so why not?
Should that even be a question? I WOULD LOVE TO SEE OF COURSE! You know all of the cute things tehe.
I will make a post and make sure to tag you! :D
I still have 4 months, but I am so hyped. Hopefully it finishes production early so I can use it and start collecting genshin pins :D
Aww, that is so cool! He has grown so fast. I know it can take a lot of time for a lot of Creators to get the membership thing, so good for him!
Ok :3
Below the cut are pictures of some squishmallows and me just gushing about them. So keep scrolling if you don't want to see that.
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This is Meadow my most recent 20" squishmallow purchase. They are by far the softest one I have since their ears don't have any plastic in them to keep them upright.
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This is Armie who I have also been calling Armeen like the meme. I fell in love with the muted colors and the fabric on his head.
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This is Jade (Yes, like from twisted :D ) his name was originally Abe, but I like saying Jade better. Also he is the perfect carrying/cuddling size (10")
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This is Sayed. I got her yesterday but she is a little bigger than Jade (12") but is a lot squishier than Jade so also good for cuddling.
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I think I have posted about these two before, but I love them so much so here they are again. 🥺
Xiao (18" who I renamed and can't remember the old one) on the left and Miles (20") on the right
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Hii 🙃 May I request some headcanons for Ace, Deuce, Idia, Malleus and Leona with a s/o who loves stuffed animals and takes them everywhere?If it’s possible could you do a bonus reactions when their s/o uses the plushie to kiss them? Make it as fluffy as possible please >//< By the way I love your writing 💕
Heeyyyyyy !! So here is (finally !) the answer for your request ! Mod Amy helped me writing this I hope it’ll meet your needs !! It was fun to write and I might have get overboard at moments tehee~~~. Also thank you for your kind words, it makes us more confident and fired up !! Anyway enjoy reading !! ~Mod Ebi
Warning: Sweetness overload (or so I think), if you get cavities we won’t be responsible for it !!
S/O who loves stuffed animal and takes it anywhere.
Ace:
Well he was surprised at first. « Eh ? A stuffed dog ? Isn’t that a bit childish ? » Ace for the love of whoever you want please think before speaking. And the moment he saw their tense face, he immediately told himself « oh shit I fucked up » yes you did.
Poor boy felt really bad and apologies but the more time he spend with the plushie, the more he grew attached to it. “I’ve only had this smol cutie for a day and half. But if anything happened to him, I would kill everyone in this school and then myself.” They even became besties. « If it wasn’t already yours, I would have already adopt this ball of floff. » Sorry Deuce, your spot was taken.
Ace wouldn’t ever admit it but it brings him comfort to hug it when he sleeps during class using it like a pillow. It’s a wonder how the teachers never scold him about that.
And because he likes to hold it, he uses Grim as an excuse « You already have to hold Grim, let me hold my little puppy ! » and thus, he carries it around on his shoulder -No worries he won’t let it fall when if his life is at stake.-
If you use the plush to kiss him, he’ll give the dog many smooch back ! Until he sees his love a bit envious, that’s when he drown them in kisses too !!
Deuce:
What a cute bunny !! Does it have a name ? For how long did you have it ? He decided that from now on, he’ll to hold it his heart ! It’s just so lovely ! Like them !!
However his lover might not mind the way people talks about them carrying a stuffed animal but he does. He tried to warn them threaten them gently not to, but it didn’t work. What could he do to show some support...
OH !💡! He just got an awesome idea !!
A few days later when Deuce comes to his lover, he shows them a package. “Look at what my mother send me !” It was an old hare plushie. “This was mine when I was still an infant. I asked her to send it back to me. That way not only we match but your plushie won’t be alone anymore !”
Because he thinks his lover and their plushie are alike, he tried to sew a spade pattern under the eye of his hare (at the same place he have his.) Unfortunately he can’t sew for shit and had to ask help from Trey.
Once they use the bunny to kiss Deuce, and he asked he in return “A kiss ? I see then who would you a kiss back from ? Me or my hare ?” Ask for both and both you’ll received !!!
Leona:
At first he didn’t care that much about it. As long as they didn’t ask him to carry this lion plushie, our favorite lion shouldn’t have be bothered about it. Shouldn’t have.
Aha well too bad for him, because a big surprise he never thought would ever happened hit him in the guts.
This plushie was ☆*:.。 everywhere 。.:*☆.
During class sitting between him and his chosen one while they brush it.
During lunch “No Leona I won’t feed you, what if I stain my plushie ?”.
During your napping quality time, cuddling the stuffed animal instead of him.
... This has to be a joke. Who’s the boyfriend here ? Leona Kingscholar or that damn plushie ?!
No, wait a minute l! There is NO way his pride would let him to be envious of a fake lion ?!!?!?
BUT THEN HE SAW IT. His lover. Kissing. The toy.
OK THAT’S IT. LEONA HAS ENOUGH.
“Oi ! Stop that right now.” Leona ? What is it why do you look so upset ? “Put this damn plush down. Why do you keep pamper this thing more than me ?”
“... Leona. Love. Are, are you jealous ?” “Haa ?! Of course not what makes you think so ?”
He totally is. You can hear Ruggie wheeze in the background.
“*chuckle* Oh Leona if you were envious you could have say so ! I guess I’ll just have to correct that.” FINALLY.
But the only thing they managed to do, is make the smaller lion kiss him.
“Grrr you got this all wrong. Let me show you what I meant earlier.” And Leona swept them off their feet to kiss them like there is no tomorrow.
Idia:
*Gaaasssp* A STUFFED CAT ! IT LOOKS SO FLUFFY !!!!! HNNNN HIS HEART IS SOFT. Can he hold it too ? Can he pet it ??
He is totally on board with his lover carrying a plushie around. Usually cats flee before him, thanks to it he could try and train how to interact with felines !
Oh ! Maybe he should also tell how admirative he is of them ! Idia is aware that people can be mean, and for his lover to hold always with them without minding other’s thoughts ! How could he not fall even deeper in love ?
Now, your plushie have two person gushing and pampering it ! And when Ortho saw you he couldn’t help but to say : « You looks so cute together !! Like a family !!! If Idia is the father and you the other parent, does that mean I am « ojitan » ? »
Idia.exe has stopped working. ORTHO COULD YOU PLEASE NOT BROKE YOUR BROTHER LIKE THAT ??? HE IS BLUSHING SO MUCH HE LOOKS LIKE OVERHEATED.
-Not that any of you mind that, rather his comments made the both of you really happy-
If they use the plushie to kiss him, Idia will at first blush hard -his hair might as well turn a bit red- but he’ll use the plushie to kiss them back *indirect kiss !!!!!*
If he feels more bold, Idia would even turn it to a snuggle session and kiss them on their head and lips.
Malleus:
He might not show it, but Malleus found that little bat plushie extremely cute ! Unlike some he understands that you like to carry it around, regardless of if it’s a memory, if it helps you relax or even if there is no reason.
If anyone dares to make a bad comment about it, he’ll make sure remember their face. -But let’s face it who would dare to do it knowing that Malleus is their boyfriend.-
In a way to support you, he presents you his tamagotchi !! “Now like this, we know each other’s friends. They could even be friend don’t you think ?”
If you ever need it, Malleus would hold your stuffed bat for you (like if you need to go to the bathroom or whatever.)
During time like this, while you are not aware or watching, he’ll groom and talk softly to it, admiring it like he admire gargoyles.
“My friend I have a request. Please for the times I am not around, could you protect them for me ? Here is a little charm that would guard you if anything happen. I’ll count on you.”
If they use the plushie to kiss Malleus, he’ll chuckle and gently kiss you back. “Fufu did you perhaps wanted to start a Chinese whisper game ? Every loving gesture, I’ll lavish it a hundred times more back to you.”
((So I am not sure about the name “Chinese whisper game”, it’s called “téléphone arabe” in french but I’m not sure if I got the right translation here.))
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meowdymista · 3 years
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iv. i am
Part of the Devil’s Backbone project - Masterlist
Notes: includes Arthur x Abigail smut tehe
“Shove it, Ma.”
“Jack!”
“Boah.” Arthur juts his chin to the door, setting his napkin on the table. “Walk with me.”
“No!”
“It wasn’t an invitation, Jack.” His growl is ominous. 
The boy gasps as he is pulled to his feet. “Let go, Arthur!”
“Tha’s Uncle Arthur to you. Outside.”
“Arthur-!”
“We’ll be right back, Abigail.” His eyes are sparkling dangerously, his tone forced polite. “Just gonna take a minute to cool off.”
“That boy’s gonna get what’s comin’ to him!” giggles Uncle.
“Shoot!” Abigail jumps to her feet, following them to the door. “Arthur!”
“We’ll only be a minute.” He looks back at her, eyes honest. She swallows, unable to speak as the front door closes and the footsteps move over the porch.
She rushes to the window in the boy’s room, keeping out of sight.
“What’s come over you?” The familiar growl is still as husky as ever.
“Leave me alone!”
“Alrigh’ lemme ask you again. What’s come over you, boah?”
“You’re not my father, Arthur! Why are you even here?”
“Is that it? Is that’s what’s botherin’ yer?”
“Nothin’ has to be botherin’ me! You just need to get lost!”
A dark chuckle reverberates through the glass. “Jack Marston. I am going to say this once, and I’m going to say it clearly so even your dumb pa could understand it - Never. Speak. To your mother. Like that. Again.”
“Or what?”
Abigail presses her hands over her eyes. She could almost hear the creak of skin pulling over Arthur’s knuckles. Don’t hit my son, Morgan! Do not hit my son!
When he speaks again, his voice is quieter, calmer, and all the more frightening. “Do you really want me to answer that?”
The silence is shaky and drawn out. “No, sir,” he eventually gasps.
Arthur claps his shoulder firmly, demonstrating a small portion of his true strength. “I’m glad,” he smiles, eyes tight. “Now how about we go inside and try to be civil.”
“Yes, sir.”
“Good.”
Uncle stifles a chuckle as she throws herself back in her seat, flattening her hair. The men walk back inside.
“Jack has something he would like to say to you, Abigail.”
He’s shaking, but Arthur’s stature is calm and relaxed.
“I’m sorry, Ma. It won’t happen again.”
“Good lad,” murmurs Arthur, patting him on the back, letting him know he’s free.
“Apology accepted.” Abigail forces a smile as the boy rejoins the table. She looks at the man, but he’s tearing himself a chunk of bread and eating like he’s been starved.
“So, Arthur,” says Uncle casually. “There’s rumours of some cows being moved from McFarlene’s to Strawberry for auction. Fancy some hustlin’?”
He tips the bowl into his mouth, wiping his face as he sets it back down. “Why? Do you?”
“I would love to, but this darn lumbago...”
“Ah, yes, the lumbago.” Arthur meets Abigail’s gaze and winks, making her laugh. “Think it’s best we keep from robbing the neighbours anyway.”
“I’m sure you could do it just fine!”
He stretches loudly, his lungs rasping as they have done for years. “Nah, I reckon we should sit this one out.”
“The McFarlene’s take real good care of their livestock-”
“Then maybe we should be lookin’ at buyin’.” He moves his plate out of Abigail’s reach with a shake of his head. “Y’all done there? Jack?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Good.” He piles the crockery on top of his own and moves towards the kitchen.
“Arthur! I can do that! You’ve been workin’ all day-!”
“So’ve you, Miss Roberts.”
She sighs, defeated, looking at her son. “Y’alright?”
“Yeah,” he mumbles, too embarrassed to scowl or look up. “I’m gonna call it a night.”
“OK.” Abigail watches him leave, biting her lip to keep her sigh inside.
Uncle yawns loudly. “Think the boy’s got a good plan for the evening. G’night, Miss Roberts. Mr Morgan.”
She wrestles to keep her eyes from rolling, settling on collecting the napkins for wash and the last of the cups he had missed.
In the kitchen, Arthur is already washing up, singing to himself quietly. The cups clack together as Abigail sets them on the counter, drawing his attention.
“Hey, you ok?”
“Yeah. I just… I don’t know what’s got into him of late. He’s so moody.”
He chuckles, drying his hands on the towel before opening his arms out. “C’mere.” She accepts the invitation, feeling herself relax as he pulls her into a firm hug. “He’s jus’ going through them changes. He’ll come out a man soon enough.”
“I don’t want a man, I want my little boy back.”
He chuckles, squeezing her tighter, cheek pressed against her head. “I’m sure you do. He’s growin’ up real fast.”
“Too fast,” she moans, laughing despite herself. She takes a step back to look at him. “Make it stop!”
He chuckles, his thumb stroking the back of her hand. “You know I can’t do that. All’s left to do is try to raise him up better than we was.”
“Hosea and Dutch did an alright job on you,” she smiles.
He chuckles again, dropping her hand to lean back on the counter. “Sure, if you want another outlaw.” Their gazes meet and Arthur holds it until she looks away, embarrassed. “You need to talk?”
She looks up unwillingly. His arms are spread again, his rugged face open with understanding and years of friendship. “Somethin’ like that;” She forces a laugh, folding her arms, keeping herself to the other side of the room.
Arthur walks over to wrap his arm around her shoulders, his blue eyes cutting with concern. He waits, not wanting to pressure her into confessing something she isn’t ready to, but the heat of his body is driving her crazy.
When she looks up, there is a flicker of surprise before their lips are smashed together. He begins to pull her in, kissing her deeply as she hurries to unfasten the buttons.
“Abigail,” he manages to gasp, pulling her hands from his shirt by her wrists. “Jack? Uncle?”
“They’ve gone to bed.” She tries to step forward, but he resists, still frowning. “Please, Arthur?”
He sighs, trying to find the words. “You sure? About this?” His forehead furrows deeper. “I don’t want- I don’t want to mess this up.” She stops struggling and begins to pull away. “Don’t get me wrong, Abigail, I want you. I want you like that, but-”
“Then stop talkin’!” She stares him out, waiting. Eventually his grip loosens, and she pulls herself closer, pushing herself onto her toes so she can kiss him.
He responds slowly at first, but then the hunger takes a hold of him too. As they pull apart to catch their breath, he hoists her up onto the cupboards, pulling her body against his, his hands pulling at her hips and legs. She throws her head back, gasping as he sucks on her shoulder, rubbing himself between her skirts. She forces her hands between their bodies and starts pulling at the rest of his buttons of his shirt, making him moan as her fingers pull through his chest hair.
He picks her up and turns on the spot, moving plates of meat and bundles of vegetables off the table to lie her on it. He pulls it out a little so he can stand between her knees, still kissing every bit of skin his mouth can reach. She pulls at her undergarments with one hand and trying to undo his buckle with the other, but a hand catches her wrist again, pinning it over her head.
A groan slips from her throat as his face burrows it’s way down into her chest, his free hand playing on the inside of her thighs. She can feel herself quivering and tries to move her hips to meet his palm, but he moves it away teasingly.
When his fingers begin to play at her entrance, he lifts his head to watch her reaction. The corner of his mouth tucks up into his cheek, as he feels himself growing harder. Unable to torture her further, he pushes in one finger, then two, and then pushes up to his knuckles. He kisses the hills of her breasts as her back arches. He lets her wrists slip free from his grip and doesn’t fight her when she pulls at his trousers.
“You sure?” he growls, moving his tip over the slippy labia, his thumb playing with her clit.
“Yes!”
He pushes his way inside with one fluid movement. His hands grip her hips and pull her closer to the edge of the table, slowly moving his hips to thrust into her. He smiles, leaning in to kiss her, when he freezes, eyes wide.
“What?” Abigail turns her head and immediately swears under her breath. Arthur pulls out, turning around to stuff himself back into his trousers. Uncle passes the doorway, muttering to himself about a bottle of whiskey he must have left in the stable earlier.
When the latch clicks shut, they look at each other.
“My bedroom?” Abigail suggests. “Before he comes back?”
Arthur nods, unable to speak as they grab any loose garments and flit over the hallway.
“I shoulda put a lock on this door.” Arthur tugs the wardrobe so it overlaps the doorframe. “There. No peeking Uncles.” He turns around and pulls Abigail against him. “Where were we?”
She giggles, her stomach fluttering as he lifts her up to kiss her. Her legs wrap around his waist, her fingers pulling through his hair and over his neck and shoulders as he crawls onto the bed and lowers her down gently. He laughs, kicking off his boots as Abigail wriggles out of her skirts, revealing herself fully.
He whistles under his breath. “You ain’t changed a bit.”
“Shut up!”
“I mean it - you look…” He shakes his head, pulling his body free from his union suit. She sits up and pulls him down by the back of his neck, kissing him hard. He moans into her mouth, moving forward to hover over her, his member bumping clumsily against her pelvis. She reaches down and gives him the slightest of nudges, and immediately he’s back inside gasping against her shoulder as he begins to thrust.
Abigail chews her lip to stop the whimpers leaking out. Arthur is grasping at her flesh, guiding her hips, lifting her knees higher up his waist as he begins to plunge deeper. Her head tilts back, a great moan of satisfaction about to reverberate out of her, but a hand clasps over her mouth.
The latch catches again, followed by Uncle’s mumblings, as they still themselves, holding their breath. They listen to him walking back to the living room where he had set out his bedroll for the night.
Blue fixes on blue green as they resume carefully grinding their bodies together, trying to resist the urgency calling them both.
Arthur kisses her neck, and her teeth bite into his thumb in an effort to remain silent. The grinds begin to hasten as she feels herself growing closer to climax.
“C’mon girl,” he murmurs, his nose gliding over her collarbones. “C’mon, let me feel you.”
Her fingers rake over his shoulder blades, the air catching in her throat. Arthur’s low groan is guttural. “Yes, c’mon. Keep squeezin’ - ohh, there you go.”
Abigail pulls a pillow over her face to stifle the scream as Arthur continues to pound into her. Her hands spread and pull at the bed sheets as she pulses with pleasure, and it’s not long before she can feel him stiffening into an almost vibrating quiver.
He pulls out, grunting as his hand finishes the job, raining thick heat over her stomach. His shoulders sag, a wave of relief rushing out any last drop of urgency as the sheen of sweat beads down his neck. Abigail lies still, her bosom still rising and falling as she fights to catch her breath.
“Thank you, Arthur.”
He chuckles, patting her leg sleepily as he moves across the room to bring her a damp cloth. “Any time,” he rasps as he wipes himself from her skin. “Feel better?”
“Much. You?”
“Mmhm.” Dropping the cloth on the nightstand, he lies down beside her and pulls her into his chest. A hand drifts down her side as he kisses her forehead gently. “You’ve still got it, Miss Roberts. Whatever it is, you still got it.”
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Abigail wakes up to an empty bed. The bed sheets brush over her naked body, confirming last night was not a dream. She forces herself to swallow any hurt, calmly reminding herself that she doesn’t need her son finding her in bed with a man that is not his father, when the door creaks open.
“Mornin’.” Arthur sets a tray on the bedside table, flicking his damp hair out of his eyes as he helps her sit up. “Sleep alright?”
“Sure.” She can’t help but smile at the cup, and he follows her gaze.
“I know how much you like your mornin’ coffee,” he explains. “Plus I felt breakfast wouldn’t go amiss.”
“Thank you!”
“Nah, don’t mention it.” He pats her leg and walks back out of the room. “The bath is waitin’ for you when you want it. I’m gonna go give Jack his breakfast to keep him busy if you wanna sneak over?”
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ueno2yama · 4 years
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Plan B [ ETHAN DOLAN X OC ]
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A/N: this is my first tumblr post so go a little easy on me!
WARNINGS: light swearing.
PART ONE OF PLAN B SERIES.
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venus’ feet were placed flat on the skateboard, that continuously shifted under the heels of her dirty airforces. she kept her hand tightly locked around her best friend’s wrist, as he did his best to try and guide her through the basics of skateboarding.
“got it?” grayson asked after explaining what she had to do, but she didn’t even collect half of what he said. she was to busy trying to to not fall off.
she gave him a worried glance when she felt his grip on her waist loosen, “no no! gray i’m gonna fucking fall to my death.”
the pair had been at the park for almost an hour trying to get venus to just kick off with her foot. but nothing was working because each time he let go she would say the same thing, about falling to her death.
“no you’re not.” he gripped her cheeks making her focus on him, “i’m right here and it’s just a skateboard. you practically split yourself in half at times.”
it was true.
she’s broken parts of her body that she didn’t even know could be broken. sometimes she didn’t even notice they were broken, until a sharp pain shot her like a cold bullet entering warm skin.
“or are you to much of a pussy to do it?” grayson taunted, knowing he got to her. venus hated being doubted; the thought of someone thinking that she’s less of what she actually is made her shake with anger. and since it was coming from her best friend she was even more pissed
“let go.” she could feel his smirk, when those words slipped from her mouth.
the second his grip loosened, her left foot scraped the ground and she kicked off. she flew with surprising speed, faster then she wanted to go but it didn’t matter much to her as long as she was riding a skateboard probably she was happy.
but that happiness soon faded into worry as she heard grayson’s voice calling her name. it didn’t matter though because what he was warning her for already hit her hard.
she crashed into a metal gate, causing her to slide out from under her board and her whole body to fall forward against the cement ground. before her head could hit the ground though, she had her hands placed out in front of her which were now marked with small red bruises from the impact.
“are you okay?” grayson’s voice was laced with worry, he quickly wrapped his arms around his bruised best-friend. she simply nodded and he pressed his hand to his chest in relief, “i-i’m so sorry i didn’t think that would happen and i just thought you could handle it..is there anything i can do?”
“gray, it’s okay!” she smiled at his worried state, blessing her poor friend’s heart. she pushed herself off the ground wincing, and almost collapsing again as she simply hopped on her left foot cause her right ankle was possibly sprained. “you can help me walk to the car though.”
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“hey honey,” grayson’s mother lisa greeted when venus limped into the dolan’s kitchen. her eyes shifted to the foot she was limping on before back at her, “what happened?”
“skateboard,” she huffed, lisa hummed nodding understandably. lisa had two teenage boys, one who eat, sleeped, and breathed skateboarding so theyve had a fair share of injuries. “grayson is going out to get ice.”
“his food is gonna get cold,” lisa pouted at the plate of pizza she had ordered while they were out. she took once slice from grayson’s plate and passed it to venus with a small smile, “don’t tell him, you know how much that boy loves food.”
venus shook her head at the older lady, and took a big bite of the pepperoni slice.
her attention was now shifted away from the pizza slice and to the boy who trudged into the kitchen. that made the girl roll her eyes, almost forgetting that he even existed.
“hey mom,” the voice that was laced with kindness, soon was filled with venom and poison as if he shifted from mice to snake when his eyes fell upon the girl, “foster.”
she looked him up and down, her honey-brown eyes studying ethan, the twin-brother of her best friend. ethan and grayson were very similar at times, but just because they’re twins doesn’t mean they don’t have a few differences here and there.
and one of their differences is their relationship with venus foster, a family friend that’s been around since birth. grayson dolan and venus foster were inseparable from a young age, which made the older twin feel left out at times. grayson and venus’ personalities mixed well, even if they were almost the exact same. but then ethan and venus were the exact opposite from each other, which is why they butted heads so much.
so what turned into little arguments and small glares, formed into pure hatred once they grew older. it didn’t help that they had to be around each other almost every day of their life, due to the connection of their families and that they practically share grayson.
everyone caught on. grayson, who no matter what always tried to make sure they got along but failed miserably. lylah, grayson’s girlfriend and syd venus’ cousin/motional support ‘animal’. sarah, venus’ mother. even lisa, which was sick of the two bickering.
which is why she had a plan.
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“are you serious?”
that was the reaction to lisa’s plan. ethan didn’t like it nor did venus. the first time the two actually had something in common.
the plan was forcing venus to practically handcuff and babysit, who might she add was older than her. but lisa explained it as, ‘spending all of their free time together until they’re forced to like each other’
“mom you understand that this is probably gonna make us hate each other more right?” ethan questioned, trying to convince his mom to lift the punishment.
venus simply just sat on the couch listening to ethan’s pleas. and praying that lisa had short-term memory loss and forgot about this.
“well i’m willing to take that risk.” lisa replied, which ethan groaned at sitting back down on the couch done with arguing and just to pissed to form words.
lisa then shrugged, “besides,”
“i have a plan b.”
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A/N: OK SO I PROMISE THIS WILL GET MORE EXCITING. THIS WAS A BIT OF AN INTRO! but i like where this is going. also i might be doing small blurbs or imagines so stay tuned tehe.
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ashhonestgirl · 5 years
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The Daily Life Of An Undertail Fangirl: The WaterPark w/ skeletons compay pt1
(Sorry to ruin my other part of the story to give a.. well a story. Base around what I did today. Hope you enjoy ~Hg)
*6:30 am* (yup ik I'm crazy & this did happen)
Hg: *yells from the top of the stairs* SANS, RED, BLUE, BLACK. COME ON! WE CANT BE LATE!
*Ash runs downstairs and drop her bag that has sunscreen, a towel, waterproof case, and extra clothing. She both happy and excited to be going to the waterpark today *
S: *yawn and grabs a bag* We are coming just hold ... *Blue runs past Sans. He too excited for his own good he looks like he is shaking*
B: Come on today is the day. It finally stopped raining after a month and we are not busy. So we can be together in peace. *Ash jumps on Blue's back.*
Hg: Blue I can't wait!! I don't know what are we going to do first!
B: Same here Ash!
Hg: Did you make sure that papyrus and everyone bro coming too?
B: Yup. Paps says he going to get us in his car. And I think Edge is going to take Slim and my bro and meet us there.
Hg: good *hear grumbles from upstairs*
R: *yawns and rubs eye socket* Can someone please explain to me why the fuck are we getting up at 6 in the morning for this?!?! You know some of us like to sleep in now and again. Right?
Hg: I know but we have to bet traffic the park opens at nine. And I know how Paps drives kinda slow.
S: who is going to wake sleeping beauty from his sleep. Slim told me if it's not for his Royal guard routine. He won't get up. *raise his hands* I know, I'm not going to do it. If he's anything like Blue or Red I'm staying out of it.
(Blue and Red love their sleep. But they have a bad attitude when their sleep is disturbed. *cough* Red almost killed Sans like that *cough*)
Hg: *sighs* I'll do it. At least I know how to handle cranky people *gets off Blue and starts walking upstairs* wish me luck at least.
B: good luck Ash
*At Blackberry's Door*
*knock.. knock*
*Nobody came*
Hg: *sigh* ok then let's try this
*opens up the door to his room. Black is asleep on the bed. He's snoring quietly. Ash sits down on the bed close to Black. She smiles looking down at him*
*in head* you know even tho you can be a pain you still look so cute sleeping. *Ash put her hand on top of Black's shoulder and whisper in a motherly way* Black .. Sweety you need to get up. Today we are going to the water park and everyone is waiting for you. *all that she heard were mumbles and grunts* Black... Come on.
Bb: *in a tired voice* go away, mom... Five more mins please *Black curled under his blanket more. Ash couldn't help but giggle.*
Hg: ok. My little blackberry I'll get you in five minutes and if you don't get up when I get back you have to deal with your father *ash started to giggle more but controlled herself*
Bb: ok... Mom... Love u *falls back to sleep*
*Ash smiles and kiss Black's forehead. And walk out of the room. With a shitty grin on her face. And giggle*
R: So ...is he coming out?
Hg: No, but I need your help with something.. Just try your best not to die ok. *smiles*
R: *looks at Ash confused* what you need me to do?
Hg: Be my hus-bone *giggles*
R: *yells* What?!? *ash quickly cover is mouth*
S&B: what was that? *yell from downstairs*
Hg: shhh! *yell to sans and blue* nothing! *whispers to red*  Black think I'm his mom and I need you to play dad real quick so he gets up.
R: *smiles evilly* oh this going to be fun
*Ash and Red walk in Black's room*
Hg: Black please get up it been 5 min
Bb: mmm~ no *still sleepy*
R: *smiles and in a dad serious tone/ soft yell (idk)* BLACK YOU GET UP RIGHT NOW.
*Black jumps on his feet and see ash and Red roll on the floor laughing. He stops, thinks and blushes from embarrassment.*
Bb: *yells* you two are going to GET IT *Red and ash run out of his room still laugh*
B: is black up?
R: oh.. he's up alright *chuckles. Ash elbows red. Red stops laughing*
Hg: he will be down in one min *smiles*
S: good cause my bro is up the street.
Hg: ok
S: How did you wake him up?
Hg: tehe that's a secret I can't tell. *hears footstep coming from the stairs*
Bb: *yawns and looks at Red and ash piss off* morning everyone
All: morning
Hg: hehe are you ready to go *somewhat in baby voice*
Bb: *growls* yes I'm ready... Mom... Thank you so much.
Hg: hehe come on let's go *run pass the boys and giggles.* today is going to be a great day. I can just feel it *run onto the yard seeing Paps in his car.* Heya paps!
P: WELL HELLO THERE HUMAN. ARE YOU READY TO GO TO THE WATER PARK.
Hg: *jumps in the air with excitement* HELL YEA!!
P: LANGUAGE HUMAN ( lol sorry. Can't help but think about captain American say that) DID YOU MAKE SURE EVERYONE IS READY?
Hg: oops and yea I made sure Ahh!. *Blue jump on ash back*
B: I can't wait to go in the wave pool or be in the rapid river or try all the water slides.
S: *waves* hi bro. *Paps waves back* I'm more excited about the long lazy river.
P: *shakes head* OH COURSE YOU WOULD BE BROTHER.
R: I'm just glad we are going out even tho it's super early in the morning. *stares at ash cause it was her idea to wait up early. Little upset* but I would like to go on the thrill water rides.
Bb: *grabs everyone things and put it in the trunk* well I'm just going to relax
Hg: *look at black confused* you are not going to join the fun.
Bb: no I'm just going to read my book and try to enjoy myself and control myself
B: Can you at least come on one ride with me and ash or all of us... Please *puppy dog eyes power activated*
Bb: *grumbles* ugh fine one ride ok
Hg & B: yes!
P: COME ON EVERYONE IT'S TIME TO GO
*Everyone jumps into paps car. And try to the waterpark*
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survivenovascotia · 4 years
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Episode 3 - AHHHHH -Heather
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I hate Tiktok dances. Im not in shape enough for this but like 150 pts is 150 pts
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So I come back from Oak Island and Kevin has been voted out. Excuse me but what? Kevin of all people. The dude was great in challenges and a loyal person. But apparently Sunshine and John said he’d be too controlling at a swap and possibly had an idol? What kind of lame ass excuse is that at the second tribal council? Darcy, Mac and Kyle were all in favour of keeping Kevin over Jessie. Which means that Sunshine, John and Dan have some kind of alliance going on there. I don’t imagine Jessie is really aligned with them and probably only worked with them to keep herself safe. I don’t blame her at all. However, we’re probably going to lose this next challenge (partly because of me throwing it oops) which isn’t the worst thing in the world. If Darcy, Mac, Kyle and myself all stick together, and none of us go to Oak Island (Kyle and myself can’t), the four of us would have the majority to vote out any of the other three who don’t go to Oak Island. And as of right now, I think John and Sunshine still feel like I’m on their side. So I’m a little bit in the middle right now. I’ve got my fingers crossed everyone else on the tribe can pull together a win but a whole ass person not submitting for this is definitely a huge disadvantage for us.
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In my opinion, one of the most important things to be aware of while playing survivor is your threat level. You can't exactly be too big of a threat or else you'll get voted out, and you also can't be too little of a threat or else you'll just get taken to the end, or be seen as an easy vote. This is why the meat shield strategy is one of the best ways to play survivor; be a threat, but never the biggest threat. However, I'm not playing the meat shield strategy right now, because quite frankly I don't feel like I need to. I'm so under everyone's radar, that I don't see myself going home anytime soon. Also, since this is my first time playing, it's hard to get a read on who really is a meat shield and who isn't. However, I'll be sure to make big moves; just not too many to get targeted over anyone else.
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IDK WHO IS SITTING OUT BUT SOMEONE WHO THOUGHT THEY WERE SITTING OUT AND I THOUGHT WAS SITTING OUT IS IN. IDK IF THERE IS TIME BUT I AM THE BIG ANXIOUS ABOUT THIS CHALLENGE NOW.
AHHHHH
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Kevin going home was upsetting for me. Sunshine, Jessie, Dan and John are dead to me. I need to convince Keegan to join myself, Darcy and Kyle if any of us are gonna get anywhere in this game. I didn’t search for the idol yesterday because I was feeling sick and was upset with Kev leaving. I just don’t wanna go back to tribal. Otherwise I’ll be saying a few words at tribal.
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I am very nervous for this challenge. Evan hasn't done anything so far , but if we lose, we need him as a number so we are stuck in a sticky situation. Livingston a while ago thought you only had to do a select few and I am worried because I don't want to lose  a challenge I worked so hard for just because people won't try. I hate having a for the tribe mentality because like I don't want to seem like a challenge threat but its more we have to work together and get as many points as humanly possible.
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ok so this tribe turned into a literal mess. So i said i wanted to sit out of the challenge because i didn't have a lot of the items, and then i got ignored by like two members of the tribe which meant I was doing the challenge and evan and coco were sitting out. Honestly, I'm livid that I was ignored by people because that I take personally. I could care less about the challenge, even though I know i'd get like 6 points because i have papers and stuff to do. Luckily, we figured things out and evan is doing the challenge. If we win, awesome, but if we lose, I definitely have a couple people on my list. Luckily though, I'm in a 5 person alliance with Heather, Austin, Evan and Coco. That makes me feel safe at this specific time in the game, but I can't help but wonder who we will all vote for if we go to tribal tomorrow.
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The dynamics right now are absolutely hilarious let’s breakdown: Heather: is currently having a panic attack bc this challenge is a mess & literally no one knows what they’re doing Eric: says ‘I’m not doing this’ then dips for like 20 hours. Evan & Coco are confirmed as sit outs, Eric gets mad at the hosts for some reason, & then forces himself to sit out. Evan: was confirmed as a sit out, dips for 20 hours because he thinks he’s not doing anything, comes back like ‘wait what’ & is hella salty Livingston: didn’t know that each person had to individually post everything Glo: is a angel her videos are killing me she is the comedic relief during these dark times. She also suggests we have one person go TWICE & have 3 sit outs LMAO Me: fucking cackling anytime anyone speaks in a passive aggressive tone We were supposed to be the tribe that loves each other now look what happened  
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It honestly feels horrible not submitting a damn thing for a challenge because I am certain we’re going to lose because of it. But I don’t want to try my best in the challenge and have us still lose and then lose my vote at tribal. It’s just not worth it. On the plus side, even if we do lose the challenge Darcy, Kyle and Mac are all pretty down to blindside Sunshine for being snakey. So unless they change their mind right away and decide to axe me I should be in a good position.
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My legs are sore and I made TIKTOKS to win by over 1000. Im..... I was gonna set a plan to get Livingston out but I mean I guess
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We lost the challenge, surprise surprise. By a heck of a lot so I’m hella glad I accept the Oak Island challenge and didn’t submit for the challenge. It wouldn’t have even mattered. So we lose the challenge and shout our ho hums in tribe chat before it dies and everyone disperses to their quiet hidey holes to scheme against each other. And lo and behold Dan has immediately thrown my name out for not submitting in the challenge. Because I alone was the reason we lost. Whatever. Darcy is going under cover with Sunshine and Dan right now, Kyle is trying to act like a free agent and I’m sitting here twiddling my thumbs wondering why the minority of Sunshine, Dan and John aren’t approaching the one person who wasn’t at all involved in the Kevin tribal. They honestly aren’t that smart if they’re straight up ignoring the one impartial person. Whatever. I wouldn’t actually vote with them since they voted out Kevin who was fantastic and useful. (#RevengeForKevin). Also, since I completed my Oak Island challenge I now have an extra vote I can use up until the final 5! I shouldn’t have to use it this tribal, thankfully. It will probably come in handy during a swap!
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Is this what its like to be on a successful tribe? So unused to this. This gives me time to think and bond more. I’m thinking my first instinct to be threatened by glo and aim for her was wrong, it might make more sense to get her onside and use her both as a shield but also as a scapegoat for targetting others? We’ll see. Still good with Heather and Austin as a core three, and Livingston and Chips would be a good pair to link with if needed. Hopefully if swap comes I’m with some of them.
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I’m crying at the fact we killed at. Like all of us were actually scared of losing & arguing & causing chaos & it was all for nothing & it’s AMAZING Also glo is scaring me she’s getting clingy she’s like “you wouldn’t miss me if we swapped” and I’m like what she’s like “tehe I was JOKING silly 😜” and like. I’m sorry what. Maybe I’m overreacting but that type of language makes me v uncomfy. Ion know that really off put me I’m gonna take a break from socializing. I’m pretty sensitive to behavior like that so I feel like it’s healthy to distance
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Birch and Tawni really sat there being like, yall won stop trying. I thought we were up for competition. Oh Well. I had fun!! We love scavenger hunts
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Me, Kyle, Keegan and Darcy are a good 4. With Jessie going to Oak Island that leaves Sunshine, Dan and John vulnerable. Keegan shared to me that he won an Extra Vote at Oak Island, which he hasn’t shared with Kyle and (maybe) not Darcy. I’m worried because I feel like I’m the 4th and not the 1st. Kyle admitted Kevin was his closest ally. My idol hunt is going alright. Definitely progress made.
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To Kyle, if you’re ever reading these one day. I take back everything I said. You are awesome.
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Fuck losing every challenge so far that’s all I have to say
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I’m not sure if I’m feeling sick because I’m just sick or it’s the stress from this vote. I don’t want to be out this early. I can’t be out this early. If Kyle, Darcy and Mac can be trusted then I’m definitely safe and John is going home. I think I can trust them. I hope I can trust them. Why are we playing so damn hard so early in this game? Everyone needs to chill out or we’ll end up like Matsing.
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Going to tribal I feel safe but nervous about what will happen in the aftermath. My group of 4 are pretty chill and not budging. Bye John.
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No Swap, Thank God!! I think im fairly decent at this type of challenge. I won an individual immunity in this challenge once but idk how ill do with a tribe.
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Oh my god my alliance is now in control! Yeah boi. Sunshine being HELLA QUIET after John’s boot was spooky but, I mean, he can’t complain since he did the exact same thing last vote. My problem now is not being the 4th member of the alliance. I’m scared that people will see me as riding coattails. I mean controlling the idol hunt is a cute look.
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Our tribe was on a roll and had won 2 challenges in a row. I was starting to get busy taking care of my crush, and because of this, I had to sit out. However, apparently two people stated they were sitting out before I did. But the thing is, I never knew that. So I decided to disconnect from skype for the day to be with the one I love. However, I turn on skype the next day, and I'm bombarded with messages telling me to do the challenge. This really overwhelmed me, but then I realized it was an opportunity. 
Glo realized how much of a sticky situation I was in, and she came to my help, and told me she would be with me until I finish it if she needs to. Ultimately I wouldn't have been able to finish the challenge if she hadn't helped me. She also played it up as if I stepped up for the team last second and made an impact. I still can't tell if she did this from the goodness of her heart, or if she did it for strategic reasons. But, I do think it was moreso strategic, because she did mention that after she helped me as much as she did, that we would have to be aligned. So because of that, her actions don't really mean as much to me as it should, and I will take out Glo if it's necessary and beneficial for my game.
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foggyinjapan-blog · 6 years
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6th Nov. Nara
I want to go to Nara today which is a 45 minute train ride from Kyoto station. There's one temple and a deer garden I just have to visit!! Instead of riding 45 minutes to Kyoto station, I use my brain and ride 15 minutes to the nearest train station and catch the train from there. I am so smart tehe! As I'm riding over the bumps in the path my nose ring keeps jiggling and making me want to sneeze hahaha! Why you do this!? I reach Kyoto station and board my next train to Nara! Woo I am killing it!
As I walk in the first temple, Kōfuku-ji there are signs everywhere saying strictly no drones. This isn’t the first time I've seen this at it makes me quite sad to think that some people think it's ok to bring a drone to a temple... Majority of Kōfuku-ji Temple is under construction so I wonder through quickly. The gardeners are blowing the autumn leaves away with a blower vac too so I'm not inclined to stay long. I'm wearing my sunnies too and the lenses are sick! They make colours appear more vibrant and give more depth. Thankyou Oakley!
Nara is much quieter than Kyoto and Osaka. I fall in love as soon as stepping off the train. I hate too many people and this seems like the perfect town to explore. The buildings seem modern and there is tourist information everywhere. Very welcoming of tourists which I really do appreciate. What a lovely town and everyone seems so friendly. They have a little deer mascot for the town to! It reminds me of Kutchan's skiing potato where I lived in Niseko last year.
I arrive a the deer park and meet my first new friends. Kawaii! These ones are inside a fence though so maybe they were naughty or something!? And there is a baby one too! I keep walking through and there's a food cart to purchase food for the deer. There's a few smart ones hanging out near the food cart. That's where I'd be haha! It's only 150 yen to feed them so I grab bundle of biscuits. Crossing the road and there's soooo many! I feed a couple here and there and I end up getting rolled by 4 of them at once hahaha! The bastards! They have done this before I know it! They lured me in with the baby and then bam!!! Snitch all my food haha! One of them kept trying to eat my shirt too. That is not food young one. So after I've been robbed I get a few metres up the path and there's a deer staring right at me with puppy dog eyes. I start patting it and giving him scratches. He really likes it!! He wouldn't leave me so I just kept patting him for like 10 minutes. Got some photos and I'm a happy camper. I was the one to say goodbye which was sad, but I have to move on!
There's a huge line up ahead for Nara National Museum and I see the sign and it says "time to get in: 40 minutes" ... fuck that! And there's an exhibition on Shoso-in Treasures run by the museum up ahead which I want to look at anyway. No line there! You're not allowed to take photographs in the museum so I don't have any of those, but I feel like I learnt so much! I took notes and I'm going to do some research on the bits I found the most interesting. I read every panel of every sculpture in there! So amazing, the history dates back to the 6th century. There are many that are in tact and many that are not in such good shape. They have been through a lot. It's really cool to see history that dates so far back as well.
Tadai-ji temple temple is where I'm heading next. It has the biggest bronze Buddha in Japan and indeed, it was bloody huge! I wonder if they built the Buddha first and then the building?? They would have had to it’s far too big to get through the windows! There's some sculptures out the back of remodeling of the building over the centuries, so I'm going to guess that I'm right. I bought 2 postcards so I can remember the day and my dear friend, deer. I’ll call him Deerek. The deer literally roam everywhere through this part of town. They are so great with humans and even kids! We are still warned they might attack or bite though. It's a bit said that the males have had their antlers cut off though. I guess that's so they don't hurt anyone walking through.
For lunch I stop at a restaurant near Todai-ji Temple. As you walk in you're supposed to wrote your name down so they know who was next. I didn't see this so didn't write my name down for a while ahhh. I guess I have to wait a bit longer. I'm hungryyyyy! The food I had was rice, miso, tempura with a fishy sauce followed by coffee and a tasting of dessert. It was delicious! Japan's food is crazy good!
Now I love my denim and I've been noticing lately that some of the elder Japanese love their denim too. In fact other parts of their fashion are similar to what I like. Haha bless! The majority of the younger Japanese go for a more elegant look whereas mine is more laid back I guess! It looks like they put in a lot of effort each morning! Too much effort for me. But I do I wish I had the thickness of their hair!
I set off to go and find Isuien Garden which I have read about online. I take a sneaky little back street which I think is the right way??? There's no one around... oh well adventure! I nailed it, I make it to the front of the gardens and right next door is another garden called Yoshikien Garden. At the door it says free entry for overseas tourists. Brilliant! I notice as well that they have received an award from Trip Advisor dated 2017. Sweet. I walk in and the gardens are like a fairy take! So beautiful and unique. The trees that are growing I've near seen before (I'll be sure to put a picture up) and they give off a mysterious vibe. This garden is well taken care of. It's so calming. It is huge as well! There are a few tea rooms along the way and the first one actually has traditional home made glass that they would have made back in the day. Wow. The autumn leaves really do bring this whole picture together too. I head through past the waterfall to the moss garden, the few rest areas and back around to the pond. The red leaves really do stand out. This garden is so tranquil, I'm so glad I found it!
Next door at Isuien Garden and I am greeted with a 900 yen fee for entry to the garden and the museum, you can't just get a ticket for the garden, you have to pay for both. 900 yen is by far the most expensive I have paid for an entry fee. That is highway robbery, this is the whole $9 Coca-Cola situation again! I am still getting over that! $9 for a bloody post mix coke at Dicky Knees in Falls. What an absolute joke! I walk in and yes, the gardens are beautiful but I still like Yoshikien Garden. I walk around the lake and the beauty of the autumn leaves still amaze me. In the back corner there is a section covered in moss with the sun shining through. So beautiful! It looks like it should be in an art gallery. There's a section where you can cross stepping stones over a bit of the lake, there's a mill spinning and a waterfall beside it. Such beauty.
I go in the museum because I've bloody paid for it so I guess I have to. I have no idea what's going on. There's a bunch of knobs on display from what I read... what are knobs!? I mean I know what the human version of a knob is... I've come across a few in my life. But what is this sculpture-of-a-turtle knob, there's a camel one as well. It wasn't until I reached the second, smaller room that I had worked it out! It's an engraving into a rock and is used as a stamp to sign your name. 'Ohhh I know what these are! Didn't  know they were called knobs though haha!" (* I just googled Japanese knob, and guess what! A whole bunch of bloody door knobs showed up! Silly! *)
I head back towards the station and get myself a banana and chocolate smoothie along the way. Best smoothie I’ve ever had!!!! I finish it all hazar! On my way past I notice this ridiculously busy food shop and everyone was going nuts outside! I saw it in the morning too and everyone was going mad. Man I wish I stopped there and sussed it out, but I was so focused on my smoothie. I really want to see what that shop sells and go crazy like everyone else. If I decide to come back to Nara I will definitely stop by and have a look. There's a few other things that I would love to check out too but they were a bit far from the city centre, maybe I could hire a bike and go exploring!!! Hmmm the dreams!
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aoimila · 7 years
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2759 fanfic >D
Finally, I’ll give you “not the best ff in the world” from my video. Enjoy :>
(If you don’t know what I’m talking about, just assume it’s a fic wrote for a joke)
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Hide and seek   Summary: Gokudera was always alone. After confessing his love to Tsuna he runned away (?). Will Tsuna be able to cure him? I'm sorry, this fic is so rushed! But I wanted to write it anyway, tehe! ;D
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Afternoon. I and Juudaime were studying at his house. We had important math test next week and I was so happy that 10th asked me for help. Finally I could be useful for him. Of course I always was. (AN: Yeah, right, you are soooo.... useful <-- sarcasm) -Gokudera-kun? -Hai? -You told me that you will show me how to calculate propability... -Oh yeah, sure. First you must... - I started andtook a look at Juudaime to notice that he was staring at me with focus on his face. He looked so kawaii when he was trying his best to understanding something. And his outfit was so cute this day (look here: http://images5.fanpop.com/image/photos/31400000/khr-band-katekyo-hitman-reborn-tsuna-31428316-512-332.jpg). "I hope that I'll be able to confess my feelings to him someday." Maybe this was the day?  There were no one at home so it was a great oportunity.... " But what if I'll make him sad? He propably prefers cute girls like Kyoko" (AN: How she can be cute without personality?) I thought.
There it was. Gokudera's explanation. I knew that he was trying so hard but I was too stupid to even understand what he was saying at that moment. He should knew that already. "Wait? Did he just stopped talking? I didn't even noticed. What's wrong?" I tryed to ask him. -What's wrong, Gokudera? -Eh, oh... it's nothing, it's nothing... Where did I... And he continued his long explanation again. Maybe it would be better to not ask.
I always wanted to be useful to Juudaime but I couldn't even focus. He was so close that I could already smell his scent. Just like the strawberry field on sunny day. It made me want to kiss him right here, right now. Why everything must be so complicated? "Right hand man can't feel like that towards his boss so why heart feels like it's about to explode?" -Gokudera-kun? What's happening? You're so quiet again - I heard and looked down. The 10th was so close, too close! I didn't know what to do. -Aishiteru yo, Juudaime!... Eh?!- I frozed. What did I just said?
What. What. WHAT! No, I must heard something wrong. Did Gokudera just confessed his love to me? "What to do? I like him so much, but not the way he love me. Or maybe yes? I don't know. It was to sudden." I was so happy cuz he was the first person that said something like that to me. Yeah, he's always saying embarrassing things, but this was the most powerful one. -Ehm.. Gokudera-kun, I'm sorry, but... - I decided that it will be better to think about it for awhile.
"But what? Is my love not enough?" Yeah, he was right. It would be better for him to find someone else. He really shouldn't be with such a failure like me. I didn't knew what did I just thinking about. I just turned him down. -I'm really sorry, Juudaime. I didn't thought about what I said. I didn't wanted to upset you. I should be the one apologising. -Gokudera-kun, it's not like... -I understand, Juudaime. You already like someone else, right? It's Kyoko, isn't it?
Kyoko? Sure, it's true that I've had a crush on her, but it didn't matter. It was old story since she rejected me a few months ago. I was already happy to be her friend. -No, Kyoko is just... -It's ok. It'll be better if I leave now. -Matte! - And he went. Why he never listen? "Ok, tomorrow is a day too so I'll just explain it to him before school." (AN: Why? You shoul run after him!)
It was nearly midnight. The blue moon was the only thing that lightened this cruel dark world. Silver haired boy looked at his small reflection in the lake. Two emerald eyes were the only thing he saw. Beautiful emerald eyes. Just like his mother's. "Why no one really wants me? Am I not good enough? I just want to be with someone." He couldn't stop thinking.
It was finally morning. This day I was sure that I'll be able to deal with all this misunderstanding. "But what's next?" Did I really wanted to consider his offer? It's not that I didn't like him, oh no. But what about love? Could I try it? Just thinking about him made me blush. It wasn't like that earlier. But I couldn't stop thinking about him all night, so maybe this was the reason. -Tsuna! - I heard someone calling me from behind. It was Yamamoto. But he was all alone. -Where's Gokudera-kun? - I asked. -Hm? Gokudera? I didn't saw him. Did something happened? -No, no... I was just suprised, that's all. It was strange. Gokudera didn't tell me that he willn't be at school. "Maybe he's sick?" I thought.
I know that you, I know that you Don't need me either Given the cold shoulder by the world But the party sure looks fun from here
"Why it must be always this way?" I sighed. I was after work and I was sure that come back to my small flat was the last thing I wanted to do. I didn't want to sleep anyway, so I just went for a walk. "But what about tomorrow? There's no way I would be able to look at his beautiful hazelnut eyes." After a long thinking I decided to avoid him. I already knew the best place to hide.
Gokudera didn't show for a last few days. "Where is he? Did he do something stupid?" I was so worried about him and I was sure that he didn't want to see me because all this stupid misunderstanding. I knew I must find him, so I asked Bianchi about his place, but he wasn't there. Yamamoto didn't helped me eighter. I realised how many things I don't know about Gokudera. As best friend I should know where he could be. "Wait, yes! I know!" My hiperintuition didn't disappointed me.
C'mon Skip, skip over this way Clap your hands and walk, ra-ta-ta No, no! Look away
Now I'm the bad boy that nobody wants again I found him in the tent near the lake. I was here when I was young so I didn't really remember the path, but I made it anyway. -Is that you, Gokudera-kun? -Juudaime? What are you doing here? -I was looking for you! I'm so worried. -Huh? You shouldn't be. I'm fine. He was about to runaway but I catched his hand. -Look. I must tell you something... - I explained our situation to Gokudera. He listened and apologised, as always. -That's why you should always listen first. Why are you like that? You always assume the worst. - I told.
4-3-2-1, let's play hide-and-seek I found you! I found you! Out of breath, playing tag You caught me
-It's not the big deal, 10th. - I answered. But I already knew that he will not leave it like this. I didn't had a choice, so I told him everything. Everything about my past, my loneliness. -I always runned away from my problems. It's not the first time, you should know it, Juudaime! I was so afraid that you will hate me. -What? How should I? I love you too! -Wha?! - I was in shock. It couldn't be true. - But I'm not good for you. i am such a failure, you should...- I cried but he shout my mouth with a kiss. -Yaranaika? ;D - He asked. (AN: I'm so sorry, I couldn't help it) -Hai, Juudaime! -But... I'll be the one topping >:D -Of course, you're so kakkoii :O And the we...
(Real AN: No, I didn’t even wrote that scene. I’m sorry...)
-So does it mean? -Yes, Gokudera-kun. I need you. I want to be with you forever.
C'mon Love, love, come over this way Spread your hands & touch, ow, that's hot! Are you ready? You ready? I open my eyes Let's play together, today and the next
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