I have no idea what I look like anymore
I can't decide whether I look huge or small but either way I'm still not thin enough....
I will never be thin enough....
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The fuck am i supposed to say when my roommate says she wants to force me into getting help. Fuck no bitch I don't look like you yet. 💀
I swear she's delusional and thinks I'm gonna die right away. Like no I'm fine lmao. It's just fasting like, it's not a big deal. 💀
Someone knock some sense into her
Anyway! Here's some nice th1nsp0 I found
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Masc and fem
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once all the food in my house is gone im not buying anything but fruits and vegetables (and diet coke) until im 110 lbs
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Tw 4n4
Since it’s summer I’m going to try to walk for 5-10 hours a day I want to lose weight fast walking stops me from eating honestly I can’t stand this shi anymore
Also I’ll try to fast
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As a larger sized, African woman, I do not appreciate being gridlocked and pigeonholed by other fellow women who are “body positive” Larger sized women may or may not be in denial of their own ed and that is honestly not my problem. Under eating and overeating are two sides of the same coin. That is not to say I am ignorant and think a larger body is strictly from the amount of food consumption that occurs, genes and metabolism play a big part as well.
Just because I am not straight sized does not mean I must reject slim bodies or ideas of beauty.
Just because I am not normal sized does not mean I must hate the women in my life who are normal sized and reject their essence.
Just because I am not average sized does not mean I must navigate the world in fear of hearing outside opinions of what a beautiful body should be. That’s what they do to us already.
Yes I am aware of triggers and how they differ in each individual. If my page makes you feel I am a thinspo page because I reblogged a supermodel then that means there is something in you that needs healing and acknowledgment. Loving yourself does not equal the banishment of identifying the beauty in others.
My page is body positive and ed premised. That means EVERY body is included in my content and or celebrated. This is also a recovery friendly space. I do not believe in oppressing those who oppressed me or the ones who have been alongside with me, that is defeating the purpose of what the mission is. That mission is total inclusiveness and Non-tolerance of discrimination of any kind in any space. Zenophobia, fatphobia, homophobia, etc is not and will not ever be supported by me. Period.
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hey!!! just wanted to let you know, as a person who is NOT biased bcs I do not know you, so speaking as a completely objective third party in the matter; you are fucking valid
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I‘m planning to get ana back. I really miss the empty feeling of my stomach. I just want to be empty, I mean, is it that hard? Hard to not eat anything? Hard to just drink water and maybe coffee? Hard to not hold onto the diet?
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I binged today I can literally feel the food turning in to fat. I feel so gross
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Officially lost a stone today so proud but can’t wait to lose more.🥳
Only 1.6kg till I meet my first goal weight 🙏
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The most disrespectful thing to do is be on a date and then compare your dates body to others 💀 like bro I do that enough on my own 🤪
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the feeling of being full is so uncomfortable and icky i hate it
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Now im 7.5 stone imma celebrate with hand shots
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my “freind” has been talking behind my back and called me a fat mangled bitch and this is my thinspo. i’m doing a 48 hr fast and trying to get as far as i can because i’m sick of being called fat.
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